#I'll regret tomorrow

[deathmentaal]

I love not going to bed when im supposed to I love ruining my sleep schedule

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)

[wigglesdtuff]

something wicked this way comes

[homoquartz]

k i'm going to bed however: the scene of them jumping through the mirror at the start of the first episode, edwin landing gracefully and charles landing face-first

fell first / fell harder

[jellyskink]

This stupid bullshit was brought to you by me seeing a Stanford Pines ass compilation on TikTok and not getting enough sleep this week

I'm so tired

[sherrymagic]

Mek Jirakit as TONG MY STAND-IN (2024)

[iamfeelingthingsandidonotlikeit]

Look, i don't hate being ace.

But, my god, it's frustrating!

I hate how I can be fine and confidently say I'd never want to change me being bi, but when the question is if i'd change being ace, i can't say the same.

I want to say i wouldn't, i really do. But I know it'd be so much easier. Jfc, I was with someone for four years before they ended things because it was beginning to be a problem to them. Which is not their fault, i know. We were talking of spending the rest of our lives together, for fuck's sake, then a month later it's over. We stay friends for awhile, and i think: "well, at least i'll still have my best friend, they'll still be in my life". A month later I'm fucking ghosted, out of fucking nowhere. I told them that if they wanted to cut contact, to tell me, made it very clear I'd at least like some acknowledgement, some kind of goodbye, i'd respect and understand. But no, they said they wanted to keep the friendship, talked to me for a month and ghosted me.

And I keep thinking that if I was different, if I could have fallen in love faster, if i was capable of just feeling what they needed, we would be fine. Because you know what? We would.

It wasn't even the first time. I should have known better, but I trusted them, they were my friend, first. They told me it was fine, they said they fucking understood.

Honestly? I'd probably be a lot less bitter at them if it wasn't for the ghosting. I'd have been only bitter at myself. But guess what? Now I have a lot of anger to go around

Now I'm starting with someone new, another ace. Which should be calming, but I keep expecting the other shoe to drop and keeping feeling frustrated at myself, because of how falling in love is like for me: It's not automatic, it doesn't only happen, i need time, so much fucking time, and then i fall hard. And guess what? That takes trust, i know, shocking! /s

And now I can't bring myself to trust, which is frustrating to say the least, because it keeps going wrong. But this time it should be easier: i'm finally with another ace. but i cant bring myself to have the same trust.

So, i do love being somewhere in the aroace scale, but my god, i also hate it so much.

I am having feelings, many feelings, and it is not fun.

[chalkscrub]

rare wip of a new guy - anyone else take shitty photos of stuff they’re working on to stare at on their phone or just me?

[theresthesnitch]

Remus should have fought harder for Sirius and Harry!

No, but... how do you know he didn't? Canon is absoluely silent on it. What we know is that Remus didn't see Harry again until he taught at Hogwarts. Canon tells us nothing about what he was doing during this time.

We also know that Dumbledore had Hagrid pick Harry up from Godric's Hollow on October 31 and fly him straight to the Dursley's house. Hagrid tells us that he went straight there on the bike he borrowed from Sirius Black. Harry was placed with his aunt and uncle, by Dumbledore's order, and kept so completely unaware of magic that he didn't have a clue that magic--magic that he could do, by the way--was real until a giant burly man knocked on a shack in the middle of the lake on his birthday.

Harry was hidden by the most powerful, well respected wizard of the time. Sirius was blamed and put in Azkaban without a trial. This is already a terrible starting pace to *finding* and *rescuing* them, even if Remus had the capability to do so.

Remus is not Harry's godfather, he's got no means to care for Harry, and he's got once a month that he knows without a doubt that Harry is in more danger with him than without. Perhaps he knew that Harry was with his aunt and uncle, but no one suspected that the Durselys would abuse Harry as they did. Even if they hated magic, no one expected them to turn him into the boy in the cupboard under the stairs. That's perposterous. It's unthinkable.

Remus has no power. He's a kid with a wand and very little else. He doesn't have a name, he doesn't have money, he doesn't even have a clean bill of health. If he's going to try to get Sirius out and Harry back, he's going to go to the most powerful wizard he knows. Which, after the War, is Dumbledore.

Dumbledore received numerous awards for whatever it was he did during and at the end of the war. He received honors. He was the only one that Voldemort ever feared. he was given designations and authority, and no one really questioned him.

So Remus goes to him and pleads for his help. Let Sirius out, he demands. You know Sirius would never do this to James. He would never do this to Peter. They were his friends. Dumbledore says I didn't think he would either, and yet their dead. Remus says give him a trial, because there must be an explanation. Dumbledore tells him that Sirius laughed hysterically on the way to Azkaban. Sirius confessed, he says. "It's my fault their dead," Sirius says, because he believed it to be true, and they accepted his confession.

Remus begs, but Dumbledore tells him it's settled. Who is Remus to fight Dumbledore? Perhaps he tires, perhaps it's hopless. Or, perhaps, he asks to have contact with Harry. Even if he can't care for him, because no one would trust the boy who lived with a werewolf, let him at least have contact with Harry. Harry deserves to know his parents. Dumbledore tells him no. It will be too confusing for the boy. It will be dangerous if you bring death eaters with you. It's better for him if he grows up believing he is a member of that family. it is better for him if he doesn't have contact with you.

Remus has los everything, and the only person that he thought might help him has turned him away.

Remus has nothing left. He has no one left. No one will listen to him if Dumbledore is against him, and everyone is celebrating while Remus can only think of what he's lost.

What did he do for the next fourteen years? Personally, I think he left the country. Traveld the world as a magical creature exterminator for hire. He had nothing left in England. Why would he stay? Perhaps he didn't even keep track of the years--what do they matter anyway--until he gets a letter from Dumbledore asking him to come back.

He has nothing else. Why not return? Perhaps it's safe for Harry to know who he is, now. He just has to get on the train the morning after the full moon, but it's fine. he can sleep all the way there.

[justkovi]

Doodle at 12:40 am

[imitative-magpie]

I'm pretty sure the weight of a cat laying on my lap would fix me right about now. That or to just be put in the medieval torture rack until my back problems are fixed- it's a 50/50 split on my hierarchy of needs

[barra-400]

June pt.30

[glbtrx]

Eragon: oh yeah? Well, I am not at your orders anymore and I won't let you command me!

Nasuada: apologize.

Eragon: yes ma'am, I'm sorry ma'am.

[twelfth-dykector]

REFORM IS SECOND AGAIN. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE

[watercoloraru]

Alternative Universe I need someone to write because I'm NOT going to but it sounds good in my head

Okay, okay, Tim doesn't age because he's a ghost. He died and absolutely NOBODY REALIZED because he was in a solo mission and he went back to normal life as a ghost immediately. Maybe he himself doesn't realize he's dead for a while.

This is really vague but I needed to get the idea out of my system before it rotted and started attracting flies. I'm not sure if this could even make a fic, but it's funny to me.

[ch4i-teaa]

I saw a pin on Pinterest about how to make your maps in some pics (??) and I jusr HAD to put mdzs and tgcf on it!

I couldn't find a good pic of beefleaf, so HX is alone🥲