#I'll never not miss them
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This is a long post about me processing my feelings as of late so read with caution
I kind of feel like im starting to recover from my breakup ? Maybe it's too soon to say because it's basically been 3 days . Which is kinda wild for a relationship that was 3 years long
Ive never really been through a kind of break up like this before and i don't exactly know its phases
Sometimes i feel guilty for feeling fine, like im not as sad as i should be, but then other times im at work and i feel like im on the verge of sobbing
I wish i had the forsight to know what it ill be like in the future, if I'll ever get to talk to them again or if it would be worth getting over them if not
I guess i wish our last conversation wasn't a sad good bye . It doesn't feel right, like the way we came in should be a similar way we go out
But nothing has to be so definite right now . They left me a line of communication if i ever want to come back, whenever i feel like it, whether it's a month from now, or a year from now or etc, so technically it's not exactly over
I guess i don't really know where I'm going with this, I'm still trying to make sense of my emotions now that I'm kind of feeling fine right now
Maybe I'll update this later
#no one really has to read this but i guess it's fair since i posted it publicly for everyone to see pfft#im still gonna use their tag for this for old times sake#sproutposting#I'll never not miss them#they're always gonna be a part of me no matter what#and i guess that's comforting to think about#they never really left me if i still have parts of them within me#i don't know if that makes sense#whatever#bnuuyposting#missing them foreverrrr
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This is so insanely funny to me💀💀 I should make a evolution grid for these fuckers.. where we started and where we are. AND YOU STILL DON'T KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEM 😭😭😭😭(MY BAD)
#xit shh#to be fair their first refs were very rough even at the time when i posted them and there are better examples#but this is their official first appearance so I'll never let it go dkajsj#guys i love them so much drawing them in their full glory brings me so much euphoria it's insane#i miss them so much URGH i hate to know that I'm going to be even busier in 2025#rip
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Thank you all for an incredible 500 days of love and support. I offer you: answers to questions that no one has asked.
(As always, more can be found in the tags <3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#a-qing#jin ling#wen ning#jiang cheng#“Hey wait this feels like there should have been way more content for questions” Yes. There was.#I was not strong enough to redraw *all* of what was lost. Rest in piece the original (lost to tea related accident)#But I'll tell you all the fun other things that would have been drawn out right here in the tags!#Did you know my longest posting streak was 61 days? And my longest hiatus was 6 days?#Did you know I missed posting on 92 days of those 500 days - meaning I posted 82% of the time on a daily basis?#I'm normal about collecting data. I have so much data on this blog for normal reasons. I'm also so normal about art. The normalest.#Honorable mention for the character rankings: Lan Wangji! for “Most improved in rank”.#Sorry Lan Wangji fans but until the audio drama I honestly was...pretty indifferent towards him.#I think a huge part of that was due to the fact he's constantly paired up with WWX; who has *so* much charisma and steals the scene#But I've really come to like him a lot more since starting this project. He rose from mid-tier to being in the top ten!#Dishonorable mention: Nie Huaisang. Who fell out of number 1 spot and out of the top 5.#He just hasn't shown up a lot! And my rankings are fickle! They will probably change once I finish the third season!#My favourite comics are: A lot of them! And the ones I have yet to make!#I'm very sleepy at the moment while writing this but I do want to give a huge shout out to YOU.#Yeah! you reading this! Thank you! If you've been here since the first week or just started reading: THANK YOU!#If you've only ever lurked and never even liked a single post but still read my comics: THANK YOU!!#In creating this blog - I have found 500 days of more happiness that I could have ever imagined.#Thank you for joining me on this journey. Thank you for giving me your time and your support.#It means more than any 'thank you' could say B'*)
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no way she's alive ?? yea those mental health breaks because social media makes people suck are wild huh
#star wars#clone wars#star wars fanart#ahsoka tano#captain rex#anyway i bring you this a) because i'm going back to my tcw roots of late and b) because i miss them terribly#as you can see because i can't handle reality i put her in the novel design#cause wdym they split up after order 66 haha what no that didn't happen you're crazy#read it however you want idc ^^)b any interpretation of their dynamic is the best one i think#yea anyway in this amount of time i've gotten a lot better at anatomy and i don't really care about social media anymore#but i have like nowhere to put my art now so *shrug*#star wars the clone wars#artists on tumblr#i've wanted to do one of those post-type drawings and i am .-+ too lazy +-. to color it sooo#signature got cropped sigh. whatever#if you see a mistake no you don't. you know the drill#also i finally watched bad batch season 3 around christmastime and hewiutgeh.#singlehandedly took the show from a 4 to a 10 for me so thx dave filoni we love u as always >>>#lowk kinda missed it here *gazes fondly at the bot spam and screaming and cursing in my feed*#btw i have never used instagram in my life so if this is formatted wrong it's your fault. bye#someone tell me whether or not i should tag this as rxsk because i am very much debating#does tumblr even like them anymore ?? i know ao3 does they're still going crazy over there (>1k works God bless)#“bro's first post back and she's yapping her head off” cmon you know me by now anyway can we talk about season 7 ahsoka#i find no fault in her. she is perfect. she is the greatest version of any star wars character ever at all#no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told her about fives. no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told echo#ok that's enough bye i'll wait for this to get four notes at most and three of them being comments screaming at me#one more thing uhh suspend your disbelief since anakin liked the post. rots didn't happen and everything is fine !!#my art
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I was hoping it’d be you.
#ouatedit#tvedit#captainswanedit#csedit#cs graphic#captain swan#otp: i'll never stop fighting for us#ouat#emmaswanedit#hookedit#once upon a time#i've been rewatching ouat and just really needed to gif them#god i miss them#also this was really hard to color#enjoy#**#gifs
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#zutara#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#katara#zutara fanart#Wip#First page of three is done!!!#Won't be sharing until I have the whole thing but I'm. So. Close!!!!!!!#It's been ages since I started this project omg#But it's worth it#Hopefully I'll get the chance to finish it tomorrow... Won't be making any promises tho#I've missed you guys and I can't wait to share this with you#Anyways I know it's ZK month (and all the content has been WONDERFUL so far) but I won't be participating. Sorry about that.#Working with prompts is such an amazing creative exercise but I know myself good enough to be certain that I'll never get past the first...#... prompt without coming up with seven different AUs and I can't deal with more of those right now lol#Like I've got this Blue Spirit! Katara and Painted Lady! Zuko AU on the works since last week or so. And more lore for the og BS/PL spirits#And also this S3 canon divergence AU... And another one... And another one...#And I need to work on them at my own rhythm otherwise I'll go nuts#So uh#Yeah#Love u all and I hope I'll get to share this one soon (if only to start on yet another comic. I've got ideas for two of them. Yay)#Dema out#(Sorry for the rambling I'm just anxious)#(Don't know why but I stopped caring a long time ago)
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so what do we think fiddleford saw when he looked into the gremloblin's eyes? dude was so traumatised that stanford "oblivious to my assistant's emotional turmoil" pines took notice. it's what motivated him to INVENT THE MEMORY GUN IN THE FIRST PLACE. I'm honestly surprised i haven't seen more speculation about this
#what do we think is fiddleford's worst nightmare#I'll throw my hat in the ring and say it should be close to what actually happens to him. for maximum angst#maybe because he's away on work so often he's terrified of never seeing his family again. or his son forgetting who he is#and his response to that fear starts the chain of events destroys his family and changes him beyond recognition#because i love a good self-fulfilling prophecy#anyway please. share your ideas#tragedy enjoyers when a character's best efforts to escape their fate only leads them towards it#damn i just missed fiddleford friday#gravity falls#journal three#fiddleford mcgucket#ford pines#stanford pines#journal 3#da gremloblin#my favorite character#fiddleford...saturday?#:(#oh ig I'll tag#ford²#fiddauthor#cuz there's. potential there
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Worst feeling ever is when you go to reread a fic you really like and find out it's been deleted. Even WORSE worst feeling ever is checking the author's profile and finding out they've deleted all of their fics entirely
#NO!! NO!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!#Collapses to my knees how could this happen...why...#😭😭😭#This is the exact reason why I never delete any of my fics#I just orphan them if I don't want to be associated with them anymore. That way people can still at least READ them#If they want to#AO3 authors please please PLEASE never delete just orphan that way your username gets detached#And nobody will know you wrote it but it's still THERE#Crying screaming throwing up.#At the very least I saved one (1) of their fics. Idk I had a psychic sense and went 'I should save this one'#And thank GOD I did. Aghh#Wayback Machine doesn't even have any records...I'm going to cry#Lies down#I'll miss them forever and ever. They'll probably never know but I want them to know this.#Shima speaks
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he's a nom nom warframe
#yay rhino befriend everyone in the world#his mission is not unbeatable but still a pain in the ass doing them solo#dante and glaive prime solves almost everything#i miss arcane energize. the only problem i have is not having enough energy#but i need nourish so fine i'll do it#(spent half an hour on excavation btw)#also applies to hildryn and exploiter orb#if i never know how good pillage is i won't suffer the trouble of maxxing out fortuna standing and learn the boss just for her#ramble time#i draw very little recently idk why. maybe i just need to take some time off drawing once in a while#voreframe#oops typo but also not a typo lol#warframe#warframe grendel#warframe rhino#warframe volt#warframe gauss#warframe gauss prime#my art
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We're not handling it very well guys
Here's where i got the idea I'm not funny enough to think of this myself
#bandit's doodles#grian#mumbo jumbo#waffle duo#i miss them already#What happened between them to make mumbo do the equivalent of burning his wedding ring#they had something so good between them#You never know what you have until it's gone#Im gonna go cry now if you need me I'll be in that corner over there
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Making a different thread of Rooks since the other one was getting too long
Constance Ingellvar belongs to @selkiemaid Anna Aldwir belongs to @salesmain Ismeria Mercar belongs to @megaeratheefury Leda DeRiva belong to @idbedelighted Isha Thorne belong to @charliebear2105
#missing a laidir we could've had a full suite of rook origins#god i'll never stop saying how cute all of them are#rook commissions#flash commissions#beesart
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so did you guys know theres this character called tristan vik disventure camp and
#disventure camp#disventure camp fanart#tristan vik#disventure camp tristan#ghostofsnails#my art#It would be SO tedious to post all of these separately but to be honest ive been dead for so long that i think its just funnier like this#like. yeah. just in case you guys have been wondering what i've been up to.#I have like 2 more i think but i'll give them their own post so i can explain them#ive never hyperfixated on a character like this in my entire life. usually a character hyperfix is super intense and lasts like 2ish weeks.#GUYS ITS BEEN 2+ MONTHS. AND I STILL CANT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR CARTOON GOTH NONBINARY SILLY PERSON#actually fuck you can i write an essay in tags about why i love them. this is tumblr. and whose even gonna read this anyways. fukit we ball#i followed dc kinda casually as a guilty pleasure for a while but i was instantly drawn to tristan when the designs for the s4 cast dropped#i was like You're telling me there's a GOTH who is UPBEAT and isnt designed like a flawless elf TWINK and is NONBINARY? ME FR????#LIKE OHH THE GOTH NB GETS TO LOOK A LITTLE WEIRD. THEY GET TO BE UNCONVENTIONAL. my aesthetic attraction to them goes crazy. vampire style.#i remember when they got revealed people redesigned them to look more generically pretty & it PAINED ME bc it missed the point SO. BADLY.#ik some people find them boring also & even tho i disagree i can see it if u dont rlly care abt alt stuff. but for me the fact theyre so#kind & upbeat & extroverted WHILE being a SUBCULTURAL GOTH is the draw bc while i do get a kick out of the exaggerated depressed goth#stereotype - its not exactly true to life and so seeing a character that looks and acts like me and real goths makes feel so seen and happy#they also capture my desire to have goth friends SO BADLY im projecting on them SO HARD. They are such top tier friend material you guys...#AND THEYRE A FASHION DESIGNER WHICH FEELS SO IN THEME WITH BEING GOTH THAT IT MAKES ME SO JOYOUS AND CRAZY.#its all so funny because im 100x more excited about getting good goth rep than nonbinary rep LMFAOOO but them being nb is SO important too#Not to mention their voice actor is FANTASTIC and elevates them SOOO MUCH. Also the amount the va is obsessed with them fed my obsession -#sooo insanely you guys.... i feed off of other peoples emotional attachments. AND THEIR ACTING FOR TRIS ADDS SO MUCH DEPTH TO THEIR#CHARACTER IF YOU LOOK FOR IT. I COULD LITERALLY WRITE ESSAYS ABOUT TRISTAN YOU GUYS. IM NOT INSANE.#god you guys this is the first time ive ever had a genuine “i feel seen” feeling from a fictional character I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE NOW.#i LOVE NONBINARY PEOPLE EXPRESSING THEMSELVES. I LOVE HOW QUEERNESS AND GOTH CULTURE INTERSECTS AND HOW THATS REPRESENTED IN TRISTAN#THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME. AND I KNOW THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE. WHICH JUST MAKES THEM MEAN EVEN MORE TO ME. I LOVE LIFE.#its an endless feedback loop i fear. im trapped in it & loving every second. i will be drawing them until i am in my grave & maybe after.
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Quackity: If you guys don't mind, I would like to... have some... Would you like to say some words for my daughter?
Felps: I want to, I want to. Pasta, bus, iron box–
Cellbit: Not random words! Beautiful words, Felps!
Pac: [Laughing] Stop!
Quackity: Yeah yeah yeah– it's words about my daughter, words about my daughter.
Felps: Oh ok. Egg, dead–
Cellbit: I'm sorry that your dad was a vagabundo.
HUGE thank you to @xurviving for double-checking my translations and transcript for this clip!
[Full Transcript & Translation ↓ ]
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Quackity: Let's have a moment of silence, for my, uh... Remember not to click it! If you click it, it disappears forever, so...
Felps: Wait– [Sad sniff] Oh my god!
Mike: She's so pretty! She's so pretty.
Felps: [Overlapping with Mike] Ah, don't click. Don't click for the love of god!
Pac: Quackity, what was she called?
Quackity: Yeah, I would- I would– If you guys don't mind, I would like to... have some... Would you like to say some words for my daughter?
Felps: I want to, I want to.
Mike: Yeah.
Pac: Yes, yes.
Felps: Pasta, bus, iron box–
Cellbit: Not random words, beautiful words, Felps!
Pac: [Laughing] Stop!
Mike: I will say– I will say, ohh–
Felps: No, I said some words. I said some words for her.
Cellbit: No! You're supposed to say beautiful things! See–
Mike: Don't talk, don't talk.
Quackity: Yeah yeah yeah– it's words about my daughter, words about my daughter.
Mike: Say it, say it!
Felps: Oh ok. Egg, dead–
Cellbit: I'm sorry that your dad was a vagabundo.
[All the Brazilians laugh]
Quackity: Ok...
Mike: This Egg lying on the bed is such a bilontra.*
Pac: What was her name?
Quackity: [Notices Cellbit's speech bubble translation] WHAT THE FCK! What the hell??? Why'd you say that to my daughter? I was not a vagabundo!
Mike: No no no no!
Cellbit: No no no– You understand– it was mistranslation! I didn't say that.
Quackity: Oh, of course, of course, of course...
Mike: He said, "Her father was... vagabundo."
Cellbit: No I didn't! Stop, no–! [Unintelligible]
Pac: [Unintelligible]
Cellbit: Stop exposing me, man! Stop, oh– she's n– You crazy man!
Quackity: So let me ask you guys something–
Cellbit: I didn't say that, I didn't say that, I said "I hope she had a very beautiful life." I mean, she's dead, but anyways– **
Felps: Yeah, [she] doesn't have anymore–
Quackity: No, no, she had a horrible life, actually.
Pac: Maybe she can have a very beautiful death too.
Cellbit: No, I didn't! Stop it–
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Translator's notes:
* Hard to translate. Smartass...?
** Expression to say someone's acting out of their mind
#QSMP#Quackity#Felps#Cellbit#Pactw#Mikethelink#Mike#Pac#I can't believe I never saw this LMAO#They're all terrible and I love them#''Maybe she can have a very beautiful death too'' You would be the one to say that wouldn't you Pac#Translated#Maybe I'll subtitle this someday#April 30 2023#I miss my little gal Tilin#Tilin#<– Mentioned
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Them ♡
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#art#my artwork#I miss them :<#empires s1#Empires smp#empiresshipping#empiresblr#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#ldshadowlady#joel smallishbeans#Jizzie#Oml their ship name 😭#empires ldshadowlady#ocean queen lizzie#Wanna design and “true form” for Lizzie I'll maybe do that today#or tomorrow#Or never#🤷♀️
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Moomintober Day 01 • on the bridge
find the prompts here!
#moomintober2024#moomin#moomintroll#snufkin#snufmin#better late than never right#aah i miss drawing them <3#i don't think i can draw all of the prompts#but i'll try at least 7!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAW!!!
#i made this in a rush bc i forgot how close his birthday was and it took me off guard...#no shading bc shading stresses me out so much i would have never finished it in time#having said that. LAW DAY LAW DAY LAW DAY WOO-HOO!!!#if you're new here i make law shorter than he is thats why everyone kinda towers over him#trafalgar d. water law#trafalgar law#one piece shachi#one piece penguin#one piece bepo#heart pirates#< i miss them so much... when will they come back#fool scribbles#i'll probably post a sabo/law doodle as well maaaybe tomorrow we'll see#one piece#law birthday art#cw capslock
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