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My ADHD brain at 3 am.
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DIABOLIK LOVERS DAYLIGHT Vol. 7 Mukami Ruki Animate Tokuten Drama CD: “Sleeping Together ★ With Vampire"
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No, not that kind of sleeping together.
...And yet somehow not really the other kind either because despite it's title there is LITTLE TO NO SLEEPING TOGETHER GOING ON AT ALL except at the very end TᴖT TᴖT TᴖT My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined.
Ok ok I'm obviously being overdramatic. Misleading name aside the CD is enjoyable and cute just...not at all in the way I was expecting (that being something akin to the Sleeping Vampire Scenario from Vandead Carnival but, alas, no). But oh well, I got to hear Ruki be all deredere towards the end so it's fine I guess lol
Ideally I'd create an actual translation to go along with this (I might do so sometime in the future, unless someone more competent does it first) but for now I've put a summary of the story under the cut. I ask that you please have mercy on me though, I am not used to writing this kind of stuff and it probably shows >﹏<;
Regardless, I hope you enjoy ( ノ^ω^)ノ ⋆⁺��☽⁺₊⋆
UPDATE: The CD now has an actual translation courtesy of my fellow Ruki stan @otomehonyaku o(^o^)o please go check it out if you haven't already!
[Disclaimer: I always allow my stuff to be used for translation purposes, as long as I am credited. But please do not reupload the audio anywhere]
Summary ~*×*☆*+*~
[Please note that there may be mistakes or I might've misinterpreted parts of the CD. I apologize in advance (╥﹏╥)]
The CD starts with Ruki encountering Yui, who is carrying an unusually large package. Curious, Ruki asks her what she's doing, and learns that Kou has tasked her with delivering the package to him (Ruki). Ruki is somewhat perplexed as he doesn't recall requesting anything of the kind. Yui suggests that it might be a surprise gift, but Ruki is skeptical. He wants to ask Kou directly but is reminded that he is currently away on a location shoot. With a resigned sigh, Ruki decides that he has no choice but to open the package in Kou's absence. He asks Yui to hand the package to him, and then invites her to come along to his room to find out what's inside. She eagerly accepts, and they head off together.
In Ruki's room they take a seat (on what I assume to be the sofa) and open the package. Inside, there are various wooden pieces resembling parts of something, along with a letter from Kou. Ruki reads the letter aloud and it's revealed that the package contains a (*drumroll*)... puzzle! And not just any puzzle but a ✨️3D puzzle✨️. In the letter Kou encourages Ruki and Yui to assemble the parts together to discover what they will form. Since he's got spare time on his hands Ruki decides to have a go at it, with Yui joining in.
After a while of working on the puzzle, Ruki asks Yui how her part is coming along. She shows him, and he comments that she's doing better than he anticipated. He helps her out with some difficult pieces before instructing her to continue on her own. Yui asks Ruki if this is his first time putting together a 3D puzzle, and he replies that he's tried some before, but that this particular type is new to him. Yui is eager to learn what it is they are building, and Ruki, not wanting to dampen her anticipation, pretends he still can't quite figure out what the finished thing will be either (awww ♡). Ruki suggests that rather than moving their mouths they should focus on moving their hands as with their current pace the puzzle won't be finished. He reasons that the faster they move the sooner they'll have their curiosity satisfied. Yui agrees to work faster and Ruki promises to do the same.
They pick up the pace and eventually the puzzle is done. The assembled pieces have formed a small foreign castle, and Ruki reveals that he suspected as much from the start. He surmises that Kou must have remembered their expressed desire to visit such a castle after seeing one by chance on one of his TV shows. Ruki acknowledges Kou's attempt to make the two of them happy in his own way. He praises Yui for doing a great job despite not knowing what they were actually assembling, noting that the part she made fits perfectly into the castle.
However, there is no response from Yui, causing a puzzled (ahaha) Ruki to remark on her lack of reaction to something she had been so excited about. Turning his head to the side to look at her, Ruki discovers that she's fallen asleep with her head resting on his shoulder. He comments on the privilege of such a sleeping position but acknowledges that it's understandable she'd fall asleep since it's past their usual bedtime. She had seemed so engrossed in their work that he didn't notice her drifting off.
Ruki carries Yui to his bed and gently places her there, saying that she should have just told him that she was tired. He realizes that she likely made an effort to stay awake until the end, though she ultimately fell asleep. Deciding that it would be a good time for him to go to sleep as well, he tidies up and hides the little castle under the table, so that he'll be able to see Yui's reaction to it in the morning.
Returning to the bed, Ruki asks Yui to scoot over to make room for him, but she's sleeping too soundly to hear. He lies down next to her and (in true Mukami Ruki fashion) begins observing Yui's sleeping face. He notes how relaxed her expression is and wonders if it's because she's tired out from using her brain (lmao rude). Ruki then ponders what kind of face Yui will make when she wakes up—will she feel guilty for falling asleep before the puzzle was finished, or will she be surprised and embarrassed to find him laying next to her? Regardless of what her reaction will be, Ruki knows that it'll be enjoyable to witness. But he's certain she'll be happy once she sees the completed puzzle and admits to himself that he really wants to see that expression on her face. He's aware that it's out of character for him, and thinks that he might even have trouble falling asleep from the excitement (asdfsdjfj this is too fucking cute I can't)
Ruki decides that he should thank Kou for the useful gift by making him his favorite food for dinner tomorrow. The mention of dinner causes Yui to stir (what a relatable Queen), and Ruki teases her for being greedy. He assures the still-sleeping girl that she doesn't need to worry; he'll make her favorite dish as well as a reward for her hard work on the puzzle.
The CD ends with Ruki saying how he looks forward to seeing Yui's reaction the following day.
Fin ~*×*☽*+*~
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#watch me develop diabetes from this CD#that's a sentence i never thought i'd type when i began my dialovers journey aha#diahell#dialovers#diabolik lovers#daylight#audio#diabolik lovers drama cd#ruki x yui#daylight ruki x yui#ruki mukami#yui komori#mine#and with this i've listened to all but two of ruki's CDs#which pleases the completionist in me but also makes me a bit...well sad tbh#i guess ill just miss the thrill and anticipation of hearing a ruki CD for the first time (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)#but aah i don't even know if i'll ever get my hands on those CDs so i don't have to stare blankly at the ceiling just yet ahahahagjhdgd#changing the subject here but i think we should include “staring at his sleeping gf” on the list of ruki's hobbies#i feel like he does this so frequently that it'd be justified#some might find it creepy that he does that but idk i think it's kind of endearing just how much he adores yui's expressions?#anyway i'll finally shut up now and take a long break from looking at any screens otherwise my eyes will malfunction
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#this is N0T a nagi birthday post#but happy birthday ig 🙄😒#give me another year and I'll start liking you all the time and not only when you're :x#anyway time to talk about myself in the tags because i'm too embarrased to make actual posts#i have 2 consecutive days of 9+ h tattoo appointments please pray for my sanity#do I get a lunch break?? but how will that work#and it's on my right arm too so I can' t even goof off and do things#let's see what crazy shit my brain will come up with when left to just think while staring at the ceiling#anyway byeee have a good weekend#nagi seishiro#blue lock
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i love that buck was like. hey tommy I'm gonna be late i um. i have to go check on eddie urgently. um. his dead wife just showed up to the firehouse with brownies and i have to bring them to him. and ask a lot of questions. love you bye
#do u think after a long quiet pause after the 'i'm worried about you' 'i'm worried about me too' exchange#eddie was like. 'shouldn't you be at tommy's?'#and buck was like '..........i kinda feel like i should be here'#and eddie was like 'i'm fine buck. just go. i'll fix it. okay?'#*stares at the ceiling*#al talks#911 spoilers
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Okay please, I just adore how you talk about Marcille!!
I feel like a lot of people don’t like her as much, or more like they don’t like her as a character or just completely ignore her character growth etc. So it’s so sweet to see someone who GETS IT. Haha
AHa thank you so much!!! I get what you mean. Marcille is like... because she's written so well, I think she can induce polarizing reactions in people. On one hand, you have the people just dismissing her as a prissy uptight girl who's overly mean to the boys.
On the other hand, her fans unfortunately can have the tendency to be too charitable about her. Like, they kind of don't see the fact that she can be so horrendous sometimes? So hypocritical? that she absolutely should not be allowed to date Falin until she gets her shit sorted?
I think she shows an insane amount of complexity that changes and grows throughout the story. The Marcille at the end of the story is so much more mature than the Marcille you meet at the beginning. I kind of just want to wave her around like... isn't that wonderful, that she started as such a close-minded and scared child, only to very nearly cause the end of the world and then grow immensely from it? that she is so deeply flawed and damaged and lets fear rule so many of her actions, lets fear poison the way she treats Falin (almost like a beloved pet than a full person), but ultimately decides she'd rather learn how to be brave than die scared? That the audience is genuinely unsure if she would have been able to be truly brave without the love and support of those around her? That beneath all the immaturity and prissy hysterics, she is fundamentally motivated by unfathomably deep love--for better and for worse?
She is still cringe in her most profound moments. She is still profound in her most cringe moments. She contains multitudes beyond what can be explained in so many words and I really really really let this post get away from me
#asks#possramble#marcille donato#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#stares at the ceiling#sorry.#don't talk to me about this stupid elf#i just won't shut up!! and i'll be pretentious about it too!!
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Alright, so like.
Big massive Blue Eye Samurai spoilers that I'll tag appropriately if you're filtering for that, but I am freaking out about this single shot in the finale. The rest of it was delightful as hell, but that's a whole other post that I probably won't get to jkhdfjk
The fuckin... the sheer perfection of the narrative within this single shot is making me climb the walls and I immediately paused it to just draw a sharp breath at this scene.
Akemi, craving nothing more in her whole life than to escape from her life of royalty and suffocation and pressure and having every little thing decided for her before it's ever given thought. Seeking only freedom from men's choices. Needing only to be seen as a person.
Taigen, a man bound by incredibly strong honour, to follow the rules, to be a man amongst men, to be the strength he only wishes he could be. There is nothing about him that isn't for the supposed greater good that is so rigid in his mind (even in this scene, he comes around a little in his pleas to her, but give him time, he's still learning).
Both of them staring the other down on this bridge between worlds, knowing what lies at their backs, and knowing what the other sees over their shoulders.
And a thread that tied them both to their own anchors of their old lives now laying dead between them.
Akemi, staring into the beautiful and peaceful freedom that is finally within her grasp, seeing a pristine sky and flourishing greens, a life she's only tasted from the outside, now so close to her should she only walk towards it. A life of her own choosing. Her own destiny to carve and mould in her hands like so much potter's clay.
Taigen, seeing the very world he's strived for, the very person he's risked everything for; all of it haloed in a crumbling, fiery mess, collapsing on itself as she tells him no. All his honour, for nothing. A life of death and loss and little else left in his hands after all his work.
Everything behind her of this old life turning to ash as she tells him she's going to be the strength he wishes he could be.
Everything behind him feeling so devoid of life and the happiness he seeks as he watches her defy him, reducing him to nothing as he witnesses the sheer gods damned strength of this woman.
#Blue Eye Samurai#BES#Blue Eye Samurai spoilers#BES spoilers#spoilers#Akemi#Taigen#look i love the show and everything that happened in here#but holy SHIT#i did not expect to come out of it being a massive Akemi fan#uhhh. here we are tho.#girl took me out by the ankles and i just#yeah i'll just stay down here and stare at the ceiling for a while ta#watching her journey has given me shrimp emotions okay
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sigh. i did it </3
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#doodles#ooouuhhr#alright it wasn't that bad but Ouhhhrrr kfshvg#i gotta find another way to do this. sighs very hard#i did enjoy playing with the inks for the last 3 tho :) my faaavorite thing hfsh#and i AM going to figure arms out at some point ! ! ! it's only a matter of time ! ! roman 3 ! ! !#i'll prolly get back to that when i head off to start working on shading [laying on the ground staring at the ceiling]#i do enjoy studies it's just hell getting me through them kfshvgh#ooouhrgh i am tired though. this budy is done with today and i'll prolly be passing out soon lol ✌️#first though i must get the Worms out of my system. the gummy worms in my brain that is#so gyeah. toodles -w-/
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Everything's ready! I went to a drug store across from the cabaret to find a gift bag and a suitable looking empty card 🥲
how am I supposed to sleep tonight
#I'll just be up all night staring at the ceiling thinking about touching Johnny's beautiful hands#the life and times of t-boy johnny#Johnny
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My flavor of giftedness isn't gifted kid burnout, my flavor is "never quite burned out but now is stressing because academics aren't the same as the real world and while I'm good at academics I'm horrible at real world stuff so I'm desperately trying to find a career that's somewhat close so I don't utterly fail whenever I get a job"
#staring at the ceiling and wondering what I'll do once my job is no longer “learning for free-ish”#that's part of the reason why I wanna go in research; at least then most of my job is discovery#but I knew from the get-go that I'm a “theoretical/thinking kind of job” person and not a “hands-on job” person#that's the kind of stuff that makes me happy and that I could feasibly feel fulfilled by#but then I still can't get by on my purely theoretical knowledge alone u-u#the pain of real life is quickly approaching - soon I can't just do classes and internships; I'll have to work T-T#capitalism sucks I wish I could just do my hobbies and not have to worry about a living wage :c#intellectual giftedness#actually gifted
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quick little vent using Grace
#would I rather talk about my stupid emotions yeah but drawing vent art using my favorite character is easier so y'know#idk if i'll keep this up tho lmfao#everything's fine btw I'm just tired of shit rn#(also just started senior year and i'm really relating to that lost at sea type of deal a bit rn)#shits rough but its nice to just stare at the ceiling while listening to indie rock y'know#have something nice in the wake of it all
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what i would like to do is read but 1. my eyes hurt 2. my brain is not functioning enough for books and 3. i could read fic instead but i'm in between hyperfixations
#nothing is scratching the braincell right#maybe i'll just go to bed and stare at the ceiling instead#oh shit our laundry#i don't think either of us has hung it out to dry yet#hnnngshd#i'm so tiredddd#nevermind roommate has taken it out i love her#tea's ramblings
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vibrating at supersonic speed and obliterating into tiny pieces
#i've been scrolling through rp blogs for no reason what so ever at all#nostalgia brain tells me rp was so much fun and it clings to the one long rp i did with a girl where my oc rescued her oc from some big bad#and the oc rp i was doing with remy was also rad..... basically coop writing a fic for that one lmao#for months i've been like. just make a random rp blog and see what happens but for who. what. where. when#i have a lola sideblog and i've been considering making that also a rp blog for her bc that could be fun but idk 😔#i just wanna be unwell about fictional characters and put them in situations collaboratively#why do i gotta put em in situations all by myself all the time huh !!! just cuz i made them and they live in my brain and my brain alone !!#anyway if u need me i'll be staring at the ceiling contemplating and passing out without making a decision#nadine is typing...
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ppffftthh
#i made coffee and drank water this morning purely by chanting stop being a wanker out loud at myself#i got out of the house and went to buy new foundation and felt like a fucking eyesore the whole time but i did it#i managed to play 30 minutes of disco elysium which is usually something i can do regardless of mood#i even logged into genshin for the first time in a whiiile to play the new questlines and couldn't even follow that#i bought sushi for lunch because maybe eating something fun and good would move me#i went for a nap. i've listened to half an episode of 3 different podcasts. i washed my face. i've had a shower#i edited the 3k alangaipa smut i've had written for weeks but am too chicken to post#i added 2 sentences to an akkayan fic i've halfheartedly been working on for a million years#i deliberately closed out of a gif i was working on because i'm the most annoying person on earth to me today#i want to burst into tears but they won't come#if anyone finds a spare sense of purpose i'll be staring at the ceiling and trying to figure out how to. something. idk.#ignore me i just needed to whinge#so it is decreed
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what is it about being drunk that makes me want to listen to music more than anything else in the world
#i will literally be drunk and just lie in bed listening to music for hours and do absolutely nothing else#like usually i need to be doing something with my hands like drawing or knitting#but when im drunk i'll just stare at my ceiling#txt
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oo midnight beauty [opening the container] how romantic (stealing grapes)
#just me hi#that's a nice name for some grapes hfsh :)#they're so right btw these grapes are pretty..#dark and looking lightly frosted. kissed by moonlight even in the sun#also seedless!! i love purple grapes hfsh :3#concord are okay man ; i don't see why you'd Like the seeds but whatever fills your moat lol#//i have a mic atm (my sister's headphones she doesn't use anymore (mine now ehegh)) and i was playing around w/ them yesterday on soundtra#old audio on there. do you ever. do you. [lays down and stares at the ceiling]#i'm so happy. it's so cool how the present let's us enjoy the past hbhsv#cool cool cool [continues staring]#//m gonna work on bl.s today :)#i'm a bit nervous abt the whole thing not being up to my expectations but i'm a pretty finicky audience so we're throwing the critic's#opinion out hbfsh#//ouhhr i'm out of grapes... my midnight beauties...... eaten............#i can go grab more rn so 'm gonna go do that lol :)#maybe i'll pop back later!! who knows#i need to do some things i've been neglecting. ooo...#alrighty toodles :3
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Someone give me a kick, so that I actually sit down and draw something today
#I need that kick#otherwise I'll just lie down stare at the ceiling or into my phone until I fall asleep
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