#I'll cry if its wrong
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Reunited, after years have passed for the princess but only moments have for the queen.
#hades game#hades 2#melinoe hades#persephone hades#cw blood#If Persephone doesn't get to raise Makaria i WILL fistfight the fates#I will draw Zag and Mel covered in blood at every oppurtunity fight me#I was inpired by the games art style#PERSEPHONE'S QUEEN OUTFIT IS *SO* HARD TO DRAW HOLY CRAP#Idk if that sentence is gramatically correct#Pretend it's really artsy and beautiful if it is wrong#I'll cry if its wrong#my art
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OHMYGOD I CAN POST VIDEOS ON HERE LMAOO NO WAYYY
I can finally show y'all the AITA video from an earlier in game session 😭
Creds: @rowsbud for putting this together !
#we saved addison payne btw#this was the session where everyone in the coterie found out finnick was a bad dad ☠️#Was Finnick Fox in the wrong? yes. Did he also go cry to his sire about this whole fiasco after it all happened ? Also yes.#Did Henry tell Finnick he did nothing wrong? also yes.#i highly suggest making AITA content for yalls ocs its so funny PLEASE#finnick was prioritizing partying and being a celebrity over being a dad btw#the beast of new york#this session was such a highlight for me and I'll always remember it HAHA#this was the session we met the band god#finnick fox#vtm#vampire the masquerade#vtm oc#vampire the masquerade oc
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suggesting something,,
#akoya gero#my art#.........i meant for him to be talking to kinchan and originally had him say 'president'#but then i thought i'll leave it ambiguous.........#..........#im suffering with embarrassment from whatever the hell i was on about last weekend#the tags about the game made me remember an old ....thing i wanted and i couldnt stop thinking about it#like actually i really wanted it but i can't.... i can't just say it in public to no one and just leave it out there#i want someone to know what it is and be nice to me about it but i don't want to be made fun of ;;;;;;;;#my feelings manifested into an akoya ........#he.. wants to do ...something with kinchan i guess... orz#please dont guess it's anything i haven't drawn before... but its probably safe to guess its something ive drawn before ....... ;;#OWWWWW A JAPANESE PERSON SAID SOMETHING CUTE ABOUT THIS AND IM EMBARRASSED;;;;;#they were like '?!! what's wrong? why is he crying?!!'#HES CRYING CUZ HES EMBARRASSED. IM EMBARRASSEd..... im sorry .....#i want to say it but i dont want to if i dont know if anyone will be nice to me ;;;;;;;;;#i.. i cant explain to the nice japanese person bc im too embarrassed .....#it's ooc and doesn't make sense in canon .......#but.. i was happy they asked why he was crying... thank you.... ;___;#........i responded to it after all#but i can't explain more than that he wants to ask for somehting but he's too embarrassed so he's crying
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hey guys who wants another round of tmi
#ive been#this entire day has been a lot and i have no idea how to feel about it#i've never cried this much in an entire day and i can't stop myself from tearing up but it's not because of something sad or traumatic i'm#not used to being loved. or appreciated. or meant to feel like i belong anywhere. i've struggled with being excluded and ostracized and it#has been an uphill battle for a long time and deep down despite my many attempts to heal and get better i've always felt like something was#fundamentally wrong with me. it has been wrong with me from the start and whatever evidence to the contrary ive gotten was rationalised awa#by fluke or maybe people like me because of what i can provide and what i can do for them and not because of who i am and who i am will#always be tolerated or ignored at best and i genuinely was not expecting anyone but a few close friends to care about this and just. andjus#i think something in me is healing and it's still hard to accept but i can conceptualize it and any negative thought in my brain is being#countered by “hey why would you think that when people care about you” and i know it is obvious right. its something i should know but it#has always been so hard to believe that anyone would and the fact that it's hitting right now? i cant fucking stop crying#its almost fucking embarrassing im like this. im a grown ass adult. why the fuck am i still crying like this. i fucking hate trauma man#keeps making me feel like im that kid who was never loved in the ways that mattered. sorry im just#thankful. grateful. i feel like some parts of that gaping wound is stitching itself together and i cant stop crying and for once im not#crying because i'm being hurt. i'm just grateful to be here. genuinely fucking grateful that i'm alive#funny isnt it. how much love can save you if you let it#tmi#rant#embarrassed myself enough i think#sorry about that we'll go to our regularly scheduled ghoap program soon enough#i'll be okay
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I can't believe Emmrich is scoring higher than other characters in polls, l didn't realise so many people with good taste existed.
#tbd#this reminds me of when larian posted romance stats on instagram and i made the mistake of looking in the comments#it was full of the ugliest as*t*r*on stans bitch crying about lae'zel being third most romanced#all of them being nasty about her bc how dare people find her more attractive than their fave#now people are being nasty about emmrich#and acting like people are wrong for wanting to romance him.#before you @ me I'm romancing neve first then davrin probs and then emmrich#Emmrich isn't even an old man btw hes in his early 50s#and also lucanis the designated tumbl sexyman isn't white#also if i go put a poll where a bunch of straightmen congregate i'll get different results that's how redundant judging people#via poll is#AND FINALLY all you can say about our man davrin is assan? lmao ok.#at least pretend to like him for who he is while your jester bells jingle#by your dumbass logic i can say its absolutely insane that you think emmrich shouldn't be popular bc he has manfred#fandom wank
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Sorry if I'm taking a long time on the requests. I might take a break for awhile cause life is really hitting me like a truck rn, I need some time to recollect myself.
#I feel like a burden#like whatever I say. its just irrelevant#No one listens to me and when they do. all they do is laugh at me#or they yell me at me#what am I doing wrong#I genuinely just want to cry and never leave my bed again#but alas. I have to face the world again tmr#I cant do this#sorry for the vent#just ignore this I'll delete this once I feel better
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hey, so... you DO know right that if you check out side order on the nintendo e-shop, it has a confirmed release date? 31/12/2024
..... Did this ask time travel, or...?
#ask#avfrisk#not a countdown#Crying. Even if this ask didnt time travel#That date was wrong. It was just an estimate. And especially since I made this acc when they announced it would be spring..#That's even more to make you think 'oh maybe this date was wrong' because while yeah it didnt release in spring well#At least. It released near spring? Dude if it released in winter when they said spring i wouldve been soooo upset#Anyway sorry for the inactivity again. Been really low on energy‚ got accepted into a zine‚ and stuff happened irl#After I finish my zine stuff I'll draw some more here. Oh man#Theres a really old ask that ive been wanting to draw something for but i just havent had time!!#Okay‚ thats all for now. It's actually pretty late when I'm writing this‚ not when its posted.. And I should be asleep by now.#It's my birthday. I need to get up...... Earlier than usual for activities. See ya!#(Does anyone read the tag rambling i do..?)
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So I went to the doctor last week and got told I have diabetes, then spent a week in hospital to try get my blood sugar levels back to normal, only to get out of hospital and have my bloodsugar immediately go crazy again... like what do you mean I'm doing the maths just like they told me, taking the insulin in the doses I talked about with my doctor, only to end up super low or super high after eating??? It was all working fine before they let me out but as soon as I do more than laying in bed all day it isn't fine anymore??? Also having to prick my finger all the time to measure and also being super anxious when not measuring cause what if the levels go wheee again in those 3 hours im not measuring??? I know it will all be fine and that I will learn to live with it but I just can't wait until I get my sensor and being able to check my levels all the time to see when and why they go crazy so I can fix my insulin doses accordingly... thankfully my sensor is already approved and I got the message it will arrive on Friday before Easter because this situation of being fine before eating and then being too low or too high a few hours later without warning is making me so nervous and scared. Going to the doctor because I lost a bunch of kilos and was always thirsty just to get told I have developed an autoimmune disease and was close to fainting into a coma is wild. I wasn't expecting that at all and it feels like my life got turned upside down and while I am glad that it is "just" diabetes (cause I am aware it could have been something much worse) and I am accepting it and working on that, the fact it doesn't go like I'm calculating the second I left the hospital makes me so nervous about it all, feeling like I'm doing everything wrong the second im on my own
#personal rant#sorry just had to get this off of me#no one else in my family has diabetes type 1 so im just kinda lost right now#im also paranoid and anxious about doing something wrong so im measuring all the time#the sensor will have alarms for the dangerous zones so hopefully I'll be able to chill#when i know that ill be warned before entering a too low level#cause last time i only noticed cause i started shivering and coudnt keep my hands still anymore#even tho i calculated my insulin just like they told me in hospital#and that method of calculating was giving great results there but as soon as im home its not anymore#at least i dont feel like crying anymore#im just a nervous wreck all the time
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What I like about ur OC? Nothing, I hate hiM LMAO, just kidding, I love puck, you've put so much creativity and love into him and made him so unique and I love everythin about her
SOURCE: TELL ME WHAT YOU HONESTLY THINK ABOUT MY OC !
BLEHHHHHH >:P thank u i am so glad u like my rancid doug. urs is pretty cool too i guess 🙄 <- he says, madly in love with katya
#silvertiefling#kisskiss :>#just realized i have titled the name of this meme wrong.#its supposed to be Like not think#oh well. u can shit talk him too i suppose#(i'll cry but like u Can)#&&. OUT OF BONES!☠ 𝐎𝐎𝐂。#&&. ALL GOOD CITIZENS OF WYRMLANDS!HARKEN UNTO THESE WORDS!☠ 𝐈𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐗。
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Don't you hate it when you get so paranoid you start crying and there's literally no way for you to double check bc it's the middle of the night and the only person that would know the answer to your question (my mother) would be mad at you for being awake
#its not even a “im not sure if” its a “i know im wrong but its scaring me anyway”#and like asking my mum is literally the only way for me to check this#i just need her to say “yeah its __ not that” im fully crying right now#im at my aunts house and next time I'll see mum is at a social situation i am literally dreading#like i do not want to go at all and im already feeling overstimulated#i want to go home#vent post#sorry for the rant
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so for context i sometimes get things people say stuck in my head, like when a song gets stuck but with random things people say (lmk if you can relate everyone i've mentioned this to hits me with "??? huh?")
roier has a voice where i tend to get things he says stuck in my head yknow. which is neat yknow i like his voice i don't mind him going WHAT THE FUCK?? with his whole chest in the back of my mind yknow like prior to qsmp i had seen a random clip of him chasing down rubius on some different server and saying his name a bunch and that got stuck in my head for a month or so and it's fun yknow it's neat
but right now there is a tiny roier in the back of my head saying "ven mijo ven!! ven bobby!!"
so yea i'm crying again lol
#qsmp#sorry if i spelled it wrong i've only done duolingo#french was my high school language#i just. i missed it live because i had work and i watched the vod and i just cried for an hour#i haven't seen jaiden's pov bc her vods are so hard to find#once i find it i'll probably cry some more#its fine#i'm fine#:))#bobby chingon; godspeed and. i mean i'd say god rest but i don't think bobby would have much fun resting#have fun my love. you were a good egg. 💛#shut up vic#block game brainrot
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*inhales*.....................DEEP SIGH
#i'm exhausted#i have a job interview this week which i should be grateful for but i'm still so unsure about what i want in life#and i'm so scared of making wrong choices like i'm terrified#and the company seems kind of conservative in its structures and culture i mean apparently there are low hierarchies but#they make their whole deal about 'family' and then there are almost only men working there which is like ughhh like the ratio is ridiculous#and the thing is i found another job offer at my local library and i would just so love to work there!!!! i will definitely apply this week#i'm just scared that i'll do well enough during the interview that they will actually want ti hire me and then i can't say no#bc i didn't even expect them to reach out to me in the first place so i guess my application was better than i thought#so now im'm debating whether i should take the chance or sabotage the interview so that i get to try really hard for#the application for the library job instead#i sound ridiculous being upset that an employer is showing interest in me like what a privilege to be able to turn that down#at the same time. like thankfully there is financial support from the government so i'm safe in that regard atm but it's really not much#and i also don't want to be in this state of unemployment for too long#and yet...i want to just spend my days doing something worthwhile? maybe i should just be grateful that i have the privilege to choose betw#different jobs and try to take advantage of that fact and opt for the offers that speak to me rather than cry about it#god i'm so stressed this is my first time in life where i can't rest assured that the upcoming years will follow the same routine#like how it was when i entered uni like i just knew 'alright i'll be studying for at least 5 years and then we'll see' and now#it's like i don't know what i'll be doing next month or in half a year or next year or in five years#the uncertainty. killing me. that's how i know i grew up way too protected cause i break under the slightest inconvenience god#alright crying rant over from now on i'll be growing up for real 👍#personal
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okay so i heard about a field school a while back that I really want to go to but it needs letters of recommendation and thats always like the biggest hurdle for me but i just heard back from the one professor i wanted to hear from the most and got an okay on them writing a letter which has very suddenly made the possibility of going to a field school in Ireland much more real thats fucking insane
#like okay i was going to genuinely put effort forward for it but like i wasnt sure id be able to get the letters#its sort of like idk i dont know how much my professors remember me or liked me so its like it feels like i wont hear back ever#but then theyre like “yeah i remember you i'll happily write you a letter” and left sitting here like huh wow i might cry a little#the mortifying ordeal of being seen known and remembered#i wonder how much of him agreeing is also just from delight of a past student wanting to pursue archaeology#man im already going to a concert for my favorite band today i will be shocked if i make it through the day with crying because wow#im a little worried something is going to go wrong today but im not going to entertain that thought any further
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Work. God I experience mortification
#totes bro#i thought. i really thought. i hsd hit submit on a project#i had to go home yesterday because a migraine#which is why i messed this up#because i get migraine with really bad aura where i cannot speak#and everything gets jumbled#like i cannot think in words#nor can i really think#I'll do incredibly stupid things like put the stove on without a pot and wonder what I'm doing wrong because im trying to boil water#literally without a pot or water. just the stove on#i cry a lot because i forget where i am and cant figure it out even when I'm home#my body feels like its moving through styrofoam whenever i move its like crunchy imaginary styrofoam#i blink uncontrollably#i was told i should go to a neurologist because they could be the kind with mini strokes#anyway!!!! i keep submitting projects late#im impressively good at doing the work but abysmal when it comes to submitting projects but this time there is a reason
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if i had a nickel for every time i had to watch a beloved david tennant character losing the love his life after acknowledging the fact that they've been in love all along, leaving me a sobbing mess on the floor, I'd have two nickels, which is not much and it's not enough to pay the bill to my therapist
#gos2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#dont get me wrong#its the perfect ending for a second act#THE SECOND ACT ALWAYS ENDS IN TRAGEDY#and I know that everything will be alright eventually#and it's in line with the characters#BUT GOOD LORD IM SOBBING SO HARD#IM NOT TAKING IT VERY WELL I FEAR#i cant even stop and think about it because i'll just cry again#aziracrow#ineffable husbands
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whyyyy does nobody ever come back to this group fjdkdl they show up once for a first time and then never return !!! its kind of crushing bc some ppl I've been like... excited at the prospect of seeing them again and then they just never show up ever again :')
and I didn't even get to draw anything good while sitting there !!! AUGH
#bleaseeee come back shfkdl im the only person that goes every week !!!#theres one other person who occasionally shows up but fjdkdl otherwise its just me#and then new ppl every time#and i cannot help but feel like im doing smth wrong and making them not want to return fhfkdl#i even get ppl to talk in the latter half once I've figured their vibe out and they seem genuinely happy to engage w convos#i somehow land on a topic we all enjoy and then we have a fun convo#and im very careful to not talk too much or too little djfkdl i am constantly adjusting to make sure I'm matching whats needed#i kind of have conversations irl down to a science dhdksl its ridiculous honestly but. it is what's gotten me thru life lmao#and I've been told countless times how good i am at connecting w ppl and making ppl feel comfortable#so im just like. what am i doing wrong !! how do i make this group enjoyable so ppl will come back !!#i know it's not my job lol im just an attendee and not a leader but i feel like i Have To if i want ppl to return#idk i just. god. there were cool ppl last week and this week it was some other new person who seemed like she did not want to be there#and i doubt I'll ever see those cool ppl last week ever again#i just want to cry a little bit sbdjdkl today was such a waste of time except for the fact i was able to get out of this hell house fhfkdl#i will just keep hoping that someone actually enjoys it enough to return i guess but this is getting a bit crushing to have happen so much#but... at least i am getting to talk to ppl face to face outside of my mother every week i suppose#vent //#dandy.cmd
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