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moonlightflower-queen · 4 months ago

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Reunited, after years have passed for the princess but only moments have for the queen.

#hades game #hades 2 #artofmoonlightflowerqueen #melinoe hades #persephone hades #cw blood #If Persephone doesn't get to raise Makaria i WILL fistfight the fates #I will draw Zag and Mel covered in blood at every oppurtunity fight me #I was inpired by the games art style #PERSEPHONE'S QUEEN OUTFIT IS *SO* HARD TO DRAW HOLY CRAP #Idk if that sentence is gramatically correct #Pretend it's really artsy and beautiful if it is wrong #I'll cry if its wrong

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restinpeacesensei · 3 months ago

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suggesting something,,

#akoya gero #my art #.........i meant for him to be talking to kinchan and originally had him say 'president'#but then i thought i'll leave it ambiguous.........#..........#im suffering with embarrassment from whatever the hell i was on about last weekend #the tags about the game made me remember an old ....thing i wanted and i couldnt stop thinking about it #like actually i really wanted it but i can't.... i can't just say it in public to no one and just leave it out there #i want someone to know what it is and be nice to me about it but i don't want to be made fun of ;;;;;;;;#my feelings manifested into an akoya ........#he.. wants to do ...something with kinchan i guess... orz #please dont guess it's anything i haven't drawn before... but its probably safe to guess its something ive drawn before ....... ;;#OWWWWW A JAPANESE PERSON SAID SOMETHING CUTE ABOUT THIS AND IM EMBARRASSED;;;;;#they were like '?!! what's wrong? why is he crying?!!'#HES CRYING CUZ HES EMBARRASSED. IM EMBARRASSEd..... im sorry .....#i want to say it but i dont want to if i dont know if anyone will be nice to me ;;;;;;;;;#i.. i cant explain to the nice japanese person bc im too embarrassed .....#it's ooc and doesn't make sense in canon .......#but.. i was happy they asked why he was crying... thank you.... ;___;#........i responded to it after all #but i can't explain more than that he wants to ask for somehting but he's too embarrassed so he's crying

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solivagantingrebel · 3 days ago

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hey guys who wants another round of tmi

#ive been #this entire day has been a lot and i have no idea how to feel about it #i've never cried this much in an entire day and i can't stop myself from tearing up but it's not because of something sad or traumatic i'm #not used to being loved. or appreciated. or meant to feel like i belong anywhere. i've struggled with being excluded and ostracized and it #has been an uphill battle for a long time and deep down despite my many attempts to heal and get better i've always felt like something was #fundamentally wrong with me. it has been wrong with me from the start and whatever evidence to the contrary ive gotten was rationalised awa #by fluke or maybe people like me because of what i can provide and what i can do for them and not because of who i am and who i am will #always be tolerated or ignored at best and i genuinely was not expecting anyone but a few close friends to care about this and just. andjus #i think something in me is healing and it's still hard to accept but i can conceptualize it and any negative thought in my brain is being #countered by “hey why would you think that when people care about you” and i know it is obvious right. its something i should know but it #has always been so hard to believe that anyone would and the fact that it's hitting right now? i cant fucking stop crying #its almost fucking embarrassing im like this. im a grown ass adult. why the fuck am i still crying like this. i fucking hate trauma man #keeps making me feel like im that kid who was never loved in the ways that mattered. sorry im just #thankful. grateful. i feel like some parts of that gaping wound is stitching itself together and i cant stop crying and for once im not #crying because i'm being hurt. i'm just grateful to be here. genuinely fucking grateful that i'm alive #funny isnt it. how much love can save you if you let it #tmi #rant #embarrassed myself enough i think #sorry about that we'll go to our regularly scheduled ghoap program soon enough #i'll be okay

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zazikels · 29 days ago

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I can't believe Emmrich is scoring higher than other characters in polls, l didn't realise so many people with good taste existed.

#tbd #this reminds me of when larian posted romance stats on instagram and i made the mistake of looking in the comments #it was full of the ugliest as*t*r*on stans bitch crying about lae'zel being third most romanced #all of them being nasty about her bc how dare people find her more attractive than their fave #now people are being nasty about emmrich #and acting like people are wrong for wanting to romance him.#before you @ me I'm romancing neve first then davrin probs and then emmrich #Emmrich isn't even an old man btw hes in his early 50s #and also lucanis the designated tumbl sexyman isn't white #also if i go put a poll where a bunch of straightmen congregate i'll get different results that's how redundant judging people #via poll is #AND FINALLY all you can say about our man davrin is assan? lmao ok.#at least pretend to like him for who he is while your jester bells jingle #by your dumbass logic i can say its absolutely insane that you think emmrich shouldn't be popular bc he has manfred #fandom wank

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foreverxdaydreaming · 2 months ago

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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people #'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately #mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year #familys always got me up the wall #i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED #it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG #ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again #wtf is the purpose #i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth #how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit #years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing #and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be #of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying #(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired #and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness #and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot #to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding #common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm #but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies #if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol

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itsahotminuteinbetween · 1 month ago

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'...you know jokes like those actually hurt me, right?'

"who said I was joking?"

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'oh.'

#vent #personal #delete later #so um #i don't talk with my family about stuff often cuz #they don't really listen #it's #they always think I'm putting on airs or acting when I say something #i mean #it's not #i don't really know whether or not i actually have a problem #but sometimes i check over my behavior and #some of it doesn't seem normal?#i mean i don't know i'm not an expert and my opinion doesn't mean much but #it just doesnt seem like something we're supposed to experience #so i'll tell them sometimes #well actually i've told them multiple times that i feel like something isn't right #i mean we told them about our back and leg pain maybe 3 years ago?#that wasn't taken seriously #even when i fell the first time it wasn't taken seriously #it took me actually breaking down and crying to miss a singular day of school #mentally speaking i think i might have something going on #i mean i've told my brother that i might have depression and #he just brushes it off and jokes about it #we get home and tell him we've had a bad day and he'll joke about how the m22's there for me and its #it really hurts but no one takes me seriously and i don't know if we're overreacting or if there's genuinely something wrong #in april the thing with my legs happened again and the next day i was told that i was fine and that i needed to go back to school and #And that's not wrong i've never missed school i don't miss school even when i am sick i take a day off and bounce right back but #It kind of feels like they don’t take me seriously?#this is stupid sorry i’ll take this down later

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aesopsbaby · 9 months ago

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Sorry if I'm taking a long time on the requests. I might take a break for awhile cause life is really hitting me like a truck rn, I need some time to recollect myself.

#I feel like a burden #like whatever I say. its just irrelevant #No one listens to me and when they do. all they do is laugh at me #or they yell me at me #what am I doing wrong #I genuinely just want to cry and never leave my bed again #but alas. I have to face the world again tmr #I cant do this #sorry for the vent #just ignore this I'll delete this once I feel better

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moonlit-orchid · 7 months ago

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When your friend needs you to be there to comfort them, but you have no energy for serious conversations and so you're stuck wondering if youre being a selfish asshole or if youre justified in not wanting to be the one to sort their problems out

#vent #its not like they didnt offer to hear my problems. but i just dont want to talk about. or anything #i dont want serious conversations. i dont want to have to worry about other people. i just cant.#im just so fucking exhausted and i dont know if its talking to them and feeling drained by the fact that theyre going through something-#-and that i need to be the therapist or if im just sick. again.#plus yesterday i slept late. my mum made me cry (i think she was just tired out by that point in the day so i doubt it was personal)#and just #im fucking tired ok #and I'm sorry im a bad friend #i just dont have energy. i want to have good energy around me to try give me some.#but when theyre upset it gets into me and drains me and I've been there as much as i can but i just cant right now. im too tired #i know im a shitty person but literally everyone got to be a shitty person at my expense so isnt it my fucking turn?#and then assuming i was acting like that to hurt them. I DO NOT WANT TO HURT ANYONE. IF WE HAVE A FIGHT I WANT TO MOVE ON.#I'm not gonna be caught up in it if we resolved it #but yeah. long story short they're going through shit and i feel like shit #and i think them going through shit is what makes me feel like shit. because i worry about them #and they can lash out on me #i just dont know anymore. i dont know if im an awful person or not #last year i broke up with a friend and my mum said I'll do the same with the next friend #it wasnt my fault #that friend ghosted me #im trying not to be her rn too and im scared that ive been in the wrong im scared im a shitty person too #but at the same time im too done to even really care #i just wanna stop fucking feeling all this and just get on with my day

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splatoon-countdown · 7 months ago

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hey, so... you DO know right that if you check out side order on the nintendo e-shop, it has a confirmed release date? 31/12/2024

..... Did this ask time travel, or...?

#ask #avfrisk #not a countdown #Crying. Even if this ask didnt time travel #That date was wrong. It was just an estimate. And especially since I made this acc when they announced it would be spring..#That's even more to make you think 'oh maybe this date was wrong' because while yeah it didnt release in spring well #At least. It released near spring? Dude if it released in winter when they said spring i wouldve been soooo upset #Anyway sorry for the inactivity again. Been really low on energy‚ got accepted into a zine‚ and stuff happened irl #After I finish my zine stuff I'll draw some more here. Oh man #Theres a really old ask that ive been wanting to draw something for but i just havent had time!!#Okay‚ thats all for now. It's actually pretty late when I'm writing this‚ not when its posted.. And I should be asleep by now.#It's my birthday. I need to get up...... Earlier than usual for activities. See ya!#(Does anyone read the tag rambling i do..?)

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racing-twinks · 8 months ago

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So I went to the doctor last week and got told I have diabetes, then spent a week in hospital to try get my blood sugar levels back to normal, only to get out of hospital and have my bloodsugar immediately go crazy again... like what do you mean I'm doing the maths just like they told me, taking the insulin in the doses I talked about with my doctor, only to end up super low or super high after eating??? It was all working fine before they let me out but as soon as I do more than laying in bed all day it isn't fine anymore??? Also having to prick my finger all the time to measure and also being super anxious when not measuring cause what if the levels go wheee again in those 3 hours im not measuring??? I know it will all be fine and that I will learn to live with it but I just can't wait until I get my sensor and being able to check my levels all the time to see when and why they go crazy so I can fix my insulin doses accordingly... thankfully my sensor is already approved and I got the message it will arrive on Friday before Easter because this situation of being fine before eating and then being too low or too high a few hours later without warning is making me so nervous and scared. Going to the doctor because I lost a bunch of kilos and was always thirsty just to get told I have developed an autoimmune disease and was close to fainting into a coma is wild. I wasn't expecting that at all and it feels like my life got turned upside down and while I am glad that it is "just" diabetes (cause I am aware it could have been something much worse) and I am accepting it and working on that, the fact it doesn't go like I'm calculating the second I left the hospital makes me so nervous about it all, feeling like I'm doing everything wrong the second im on my own

#personal rant #sorry just had to get this off of me #no one else in my family has diabetes type 1 so im just kinda lost right now #im also paranoid and anxious about doing something wrong so im measuring all the time #the sensor will have alarms for the dangerous zones so hopefully I'll be able to chill #when i know that ill be warned before entering a too low level #cause last time i only noticed cause i started shivering and coudnt keep my hands still anymore #even tho i calculated my insulin just like they told me in hospital #and that method of calculating was giving great results there but as soon as im home its not anymore #at least i dont feel like crying anymore #im just a nervous wreck all the time

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dinosauring130 · 3 months ago

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You know you have a problem when you start RELATING to the song Waving Through A Window

#lol just wrote the sentence 'everyone gets sick of him eventually' and started spiralling because it hit too close to home #because my friend didnt text me back and because a different friend who I was always with walked into my common room said hi and ignored me #and don't get me wrong she was talking about me behind my back so I am trying to distance myself but fuck it hurt #im so tired of everyone getting sick of me #but i know its my own fault so i guess I can't complain #my social anxiety is so severe at the moment that i can't really handle much social interaction anyway #and I can't stop crying because I'm so sick of feeling this way #and i have my writing workshop tomorrow and I'm really scared #and the one person I want to talk to didn't text me back so now I'm scared to ask her for help #because I'm also riddled with guilt every time I go to her for help and I'm convinced she views me as a burden #BUT I MEAN THAT'S NEITHER HERE NOR THERE I'LL JUST COOK MY BURGER AND CALL IT A DAY #pls ignore this #personal #rambles #ramblings

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deva-arts · 11 months ago

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Sneak peek! Sera's mom is so experienced with rearing traumatized orphaned variants yes totally

You can really feel the maternal affection. And the violent restraint to avoid suplexing a young child.

#Monica Hayes Herrera #in which the sketch is especially crusty #Hayes thought Sera was very clingy. She was also seven #Oh yes sure I'll take her in what could go wrong #Hayes: Oh. Oh no. The child is crying. She is crying so much and I do not know how to stop it. I know. I'll have her do push ups.#Also Hayes: ...Push ups do nothing. She is crying more. Maybe making her hit something will work. Emotional intelligence at its finest.#Vincent is beaten senseless on the other side of the world and Sera is learning how to use a handgun before she's ten. Were they cursed #Seraphinatag #ark_systema

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bloodtwin · 1 month ago

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What I like about ur OC? Nothing, I hate hiM LMAO, just kidding, I love puck, you've put so much creativity and love into him and made him so unique and I love everythin about her

SOURCE: TELL ME WHAT YOU HONESTLY THINK ABOUT MY OC ！

BLEHHHHHH >:P thank u i am so glad u like my rancid doug. urs is pretty cool too i guess 🙄 <- he says, madly in love with katya

#silvertiefling #kisskiss :>#just realized i have titled the name of this meme wrong.#its supposed to be Like not think #oh well. u can shit talk him too i suppose #(i'll cry but like u Can)#&&. OUT OF BONES！☠ 𝐎𝐎𝐂。#&&. ALL GOOD CITIZENS OF WYRMLANDS！HARKEN UNTO THESE WORDS！☠ 𝐈𝐍𝐁𝐎𝐗。

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teobug · 2 months ago

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Woke up and my brain decided that was the worst mistake I could've made to date

#i have wanted to die all day. and i dont know why.#overwhelmed overstimmed but so bored I just want to die #nothing can hold my attention. im nauseous i cant eat.#my blood sugar hasnt wanted to go below 200 most of today. im hungry but not at the same time.#my eyes feel heavy my body impossible to lift #i dont have any energy. for anything. i feel like an animal pacing in its cage but my body is the cage and I want to tear it open and run.#i dont know whats wrong. i woke up violently depressed and I dont get it. im exhausted. everything is too much and still not enough too.#i know I'll be fine. i know I will. but until im fine. im like this.#and this is horrible. for me and everyone else.#im trying to be good. i swear im trying.#i just want to cry. but i cant even do that.

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humblefryingpan · 2 months ago

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Don't you hate it when you get so paranoid you start crying and there's literally no way for you to double check bc it's the middle of the night and the only person that would know the answer to your question (my mother) would be mad at you for being awake

#its not even a “im not sure if” its a “i know im wrong but its scaring me anyway”#and like asking my mum is literally the only way for me to check this #i just need her to say “yeah its __ not that” im fully crying right now #im at my aunts house and next time I'll see mum is at a social situation i am literally dreading #like i do not want to go at all and im already feeling overstimulated #i want to go home #vent post #sorry for the rant

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monstrous-woof · 2 months ago

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okay so i heard about a field school a while back that I really want to go to but it needs letters of recommendation and thats always like the biggest hurdle for me but i just heard back from the one professor i wanted to hear from the most and got an okay on them writing a letter which has very suddenly made the possibility of going to a field school in Ireland much more real thats fucking insane

#like okay i was going to genuinely put effort forward for it but like i wasnt sure id be able to get the letters #its sort of like idk i dont know how much my professors remember me or liked me so its like it feels like i wont hear back ever #but then theyre like “yeah i remember you i'll happily write you a letter” and left sitting here like huh wow i might cry a little #the mortifying ordeal of being seen known and remembered #i wonder how much of him agreeing is also just from delight of a past student wanting to pursue archaeology #man im already going to a concert for my favorite band today i will be shocked if i make it through the day with crying because wow #im a little worried something is going to go wrong today but im not going to entertain that thought any further

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