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Seeing your latest art of the nossies in the group new years picture reminded me of Wolf Mother (and her childe) as characters and now I'm DEEPLY interested in them as people and characters! I love their designs, just how much the curse affected them and am interested in how they fit into the Moonrise Nation story. (not that you have to reveal anything, of course!) Just admiring.
You're too sweet! YOU'RE TOO SWEET 🥺
These two have a lot of lore behind them (which I'm sure folks don't mind) so for the sake of brevity I'll try to keep it simple!
The Kindred population in the pre-colonial states was never that big, and it was kept in check by Kindred themselves - because the more of them that existed, the less food there'd be for the whole. These old laws regarding Kindred creation and conduct state that a Sire is responsible for their Childe for their whole unlife, and forbade any Kindred from having more than one living Childe at a time. Wolf Mother, original name lost to time, is a seven century old Nosferatu that was Embraced in the St. Lawrence River Valley for the crime of sabotaging the hunting grounds of another tribe in the locality.
Wolf Son, going by the name Jack Skinner modern-day, was Embraced 600 years ago by Wolf Mother for the crime of banditry. Probably like most Embraces, the relationship between them started out strained and unfriendly. Getting Embraced in the old tribe days was definitely a form of capital punishment and not something anyone really wanted. This of course is doubly true for an Embrace via Nosferatu, and the man that became Wolf Son took a long time to settle into his fate as a hideous living omen. When he did manage to overcome his grief and horror, he became a proper student to Wolf Mother and served alongside her in the assigned role of the Promiskeepers (The colloquial name for the Nos at the time) - which was to safeguard and dispense knowledge from both Kindred and Kine of generations gone. Things like: what to do when the seasons are uncharacteristically unfavorable, how to respond when a certain disease starts spreading, what to do with land that refuses to yield resources, etc. (Nos like Grandma Oginn also used to provide matchmaking services to her local tribes ;D) Additionally, in the old Kindred society, the Promisekeepers were tasked with keeping track of debts and contracts made between Kindred. The Nos of pre-colonial North America (at least on the East Coast) were basically your archivists and judges.
As the modern Moonrise Nation is attempting to reclaim some of the old traditions, both for Kindred and their human relations, Nosferatu who come into the faction are expected to take up this mantle of advisors and story keepers, to learn and preserve history, and be there to aid humans and other vamps alike when they're not sure what to do about a problem. Wolf Mother herself was a bit of an isolated Kindred back in her day, she roamed a huge tract of land and only encountered other undead and humans rarely. Still, she was widely known to be a neutral or friendly presence, and her child inherited the same nomadic lifestyle.
The pair would be separated when the first waves of Sabbat Kindred arrived on the continent on the crossings from Europe. They thought each other dead until very recently.
Wolf Son met with immigrant Camarilla Kindred in the 1700s and would later travel to Europe, where he would be installed as Sheriff over a Midlands Domain for several decades. Modern-day, he has come home to America, and is now serving as an Archon.
Wolf Mother spent most of the last few centuries in torpor near Lake Erie, and in the few years she's been awake again she's been singing into the night in hopes her long-lost Childe might still be around... Poor thing...
You can imagine the eventual reunion between them is gonna be super emotional. Not least of all because the Moonrise Nation is explicitly not joining the Camarilla, and seek to make themselves an independent faction.
I'm sure it's fine 🙃
#vtm#vampire: the masquerade#nosferatu#moonrise nation#I'll cry dont look at me#getting emotional about stuff that only happened because I made it
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i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you
#SKELETON ORCHESTRA AND LILIA I NEED YOU#project sekai#emunene#emu otori#nene kusanagi#pjsk#prsk#proseka#wxs cover wishlist copium.. 2!!#i have lots more of them i wanna draw but ill do st least one duet for each pair i think. maybe nnks next ive had one for them forever#Gyaaaa#Crying i have szks lunar new years art that idk how to render im missing the holiday. lord in heaven#Ik every leaker or whatever says this is going to mmj snd it probably will and i'll love the cover but still. emunene save me#wxs gets songs with nonsense lyrics its possible right Right right#i also wanted setsuna trip to go to emu in any duet but i looove the mnai cover so i won anways#Kind of too sleepy to do my usual. Sorry viewers who like reading theough my insane tags. Dont get covid it makes you sleep 13 hours a day#For the next month.#my friends saw me going nuts over this drawing actually and i gave up hard on nenes dress i just wanted to be done.. love how emus looks..#wait i actually can be insane in the tags THE WXS WORLDLINK SONG SJHDDYDJKYMY TGYAYDHUA!!! HAGSGYAAH!!!!! GY6;$;$;$;$;$ WHEHEHEHEHEH#WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH. Its so good please help. Wxs tetrad that illuminates the world save me.#why does the 2dmv have all of them under a WEDDING AROOOR WHY IS THERE A WEDDING BELL. CONGRATS ON POLYSHO MARRIAGE. HWATEVVRR!!!!!#wonderlands x showtime killing me taking damage augh Auughg akk akcghj
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#uHhHHh Ross and Crozier. yeah#Featuring: Crying jfj#bc he is jealous#extremely jealous#uhhhhhh also pirate au drawings#I have schizophrenia dont worry about it#Crozier is a pirate and Ross is in the royal navy and they gay sword fight bc its sexy#dw about it#also first time drawing either of them idk why they look like that dont worry about that either#my art#the terror#francis crozier#james clark ross#please#idk#i need help#james fitzjames#we're really in it now#also close up bc i like the cropped version better bc idk whats going on with their bodies man#any crozier x ross truthers? no? just me? ait I'll see myself out-#rossier#pirate au
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timbern interconnected fates but not like by chance but like bernard wrestling with destiny to make sure he gets to have tim in his life
#bear who lost time for years and fucking army crawled his way into getting him back#bear who hung around wayne ent events in the hope that he'd just happen to run into tim and they'd reconnect#bernard dowd who looked fate in the eye and said 'fuck you. tim is my happy ending and if you wanna take that away you're gonna have to#fight me for it'#and tim drake who once he knew what he wanted got tag teamed into the smackdown#tim drake who will crawl through dimensions to get back to bear#tim drake who takes better precautions on patrols now because he's got his bear to come home to now and he'll be damned if he#ever makes bear cry tears over his sorry ass again#tim drake who looks fate in the and says 'i dont care how many times you put a hit on me. i'll come back to him every time.'#bernard dowd#tim drake#timbern#timber#the idea of bernard's love being stronger than a universe that had really no plans of putting him and tim back together again makes me#wanna sob. he loved tim so much that it rewrote their narratives. i need to go lay down
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sleepover redux
#dndads#normal oak#scary marlowe#lincoln li wilson#taylor swift dndads#hermie the unworthy#dont ask me when this takes place. no thoughts only vibes#guys this drawing made me so tired you have to look at all the details or else i'll cry /j#i love that they gave us like half of a sleepover episode and collectively we all went 'can we do that again'#scary painting her friends nails is like its own genre of dndads art i think thats fun
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maybe if i just put these screenshots together youll understand why i think their relationship just Works so well as it pertains to the characters and themes of S4 in general
neither of them know what theyre doing, but theyre figuring it out Together. the old ways are dead. and together theyll build a new future thats worth fighting for
#twdg#violentine#clems “i dont know” paired with violets “lets figure it out together”. screaming crying throwing up#clem never knew what she was doing!! she was just trying her best!! and now shes tired as SHIT!!! she wants a break 😭!!!#vi helps take that weight off by supporting her as much as she does (which is A LOT!! and clem supports her in return. they grow together)#that bit in the woods where instead of getting grossed out by the guts vi crouches down to ajs level and keeps the situation calm#and she looks up to clem and gives her a little smile. and clem just relaxes and smiles back !! DO YOU UNDERSTAND !!!#clem being anxious about her reaction. violet putting her at ease. clem getting to Relax for 2 seconds. they help each other CHILL 😭#ALSO why their walk home talking about ericson and renaming it and imagining what they could add to it is just so good narratively#they turned that prison into their HOME!! a place worth fighting for!!!#tenn wanting to help rebuild. vi saying Everyone will :') its a home for ALL OF THEM 😭 its about the COMMUNITY !!!#this is also why i think the friends route still works but theres just even more Juice with the romance. even ignoring minnie#violets “you better not disappear on me”. friended clems “ok” to romanced clems “i promise”#in a season about building a home and a family that second one just hits harder you know? and like above with the learning to dance#i just feel like their romantic relationship specifically fits into the overall themes of the game the strongest and elevates it#me talking at the wall (tumblr drafts)#all of my friends who have played twdg are too normie so i gotta make posts like this instead. or i'll die#wont somebody analyze narrative with me#it speaks
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new foe, or old friend
greyscale version & non-chromatic abberated version!
#experimental little warm-up piece#i dont like giving them a human face & i dont think i succeeded giving their eyes the intensity i wanted them to have#but i like it enough to toss out into the world LMAO so woo a rook be upon ye#the judge#far cry new dawn#fcnd#far cry#art#fcnd judge#my art#probably the only time i'll draw their face unless like. someone commissions me to draw their rook#bc i dont even have a clear idea what my rook's face looks like#as far as im concerned theyre faceless#also hopefully tumblr is nice to me this time and actually lets my art show up in the tags <3 pretty please#cw blood#fanart
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HUGE ebenkreide repost dump in honor of new germany event
#arknights#明日方舟#ebenholz#kreide#ebenkreide#YEAH i miss them what about it???? huh???#this is every single goat boy ive drawn MINUS one piece i dont like#also if you think kreide looks like the family guy death pose in the last image i also think so but dont tell me or i'll cry
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Imagine your F/O walking in and catching you crying at the end of Toy Story 3.
#i'm not crying what do you mean?? 😭😭 dont look at me 😭😭 XD#it just makes me think about creepypasta and how it was so important to me but now i've grown out of it anndddd#😭😭😭😭😭#Cruella would scoff and roll her eyes at me for being silly XD#Otis would laugh at me and make fun of me#jim and cal might let me crawl into their laps and hide until i can gather my dignity again XDD#though it'd probably just be an excjse to cop a feel- not be nice. but whatever i'll take it XD#F/O#F/O's#F/O x Reader#F/O Imagine#F/O Imagines
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The Gay, disabled acceptance I didn't know I needed
#dont mind me#I am a pile of snot and tears and happiness and envy and I just can't#I'm just crying#im crying#so much#dont look at me#we dont deserve them#my heart#i cant#i want that#i cant take this#if you need me#I'll be crying#helluvaboss#gayromance#hellaverse#fizzarolli helluva boss#helluva fizz#fizz helluva boss#fizzarolli#fizzarozzie#asmodeus x fizzarolli#fizzaroli helluva boss#helluva fizzarolli#helluva ozzie#fizz x ozzie#helluva boss ozzie#ozzie#ozzarolli#helluva spoilers
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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.
#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day#how they're already memories since moments pass so fast#everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever#and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed#it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily#so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day#ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been#the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief#and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately#id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again#like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night#one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys#i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i#hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day
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pre-holiday leave crumbs
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#hey. if I give u a bottle labeled wine with somethin else inside. would u drink it#anyways. tomorrow I Travel#The Turbulance evened out alright! so the Traveling could no longer be postponed#three days on da road babeyy (<- shaking and crying)#goin to a market! I'll try to get a new kitchen knife there. will be better than whatever the fucks goin on in our kitchen rn#anyways. post-fic haze has settled in once again I am simply no thought. this will continue for hopefully five hours#until I gotta get up for car time#kinda whittling down the 20yo reki design slowly to get to a point where it feels Correct#20yo langa is already perfect. maybe to nobody but me but I stand the fuck by it#I believe in langa looking like a guy lesbians would hit on by accident in his 20s. I hold myself to it#oh yeah if ur asking. no that was not a cigarette in the first pic. sorry Im a tightass about smoking thats a lollipop#in my head its the pickled mango flavour that alpenliebe already made a hard candy version of here#hard sour candy shell with. chili salt core. it is good (?) but it hurts my stomach (I will not stop eating them)#also if u catch the acc name going outside the panel in the comic. its bc I could NOT leave it at just 'random white girl'#it has to be the full thing I cannot do this fake fictional twitter user like that#literally the only preliminary caution I take for funny comics. nothign else makes sense I dont care. this is necessary however#anyways. it is time for baku to be horizontal and shit. so here we goooo#have a good nite lads! idk what will happen in the next 3 days! will most probably be silent! and then dip pen comms will open again#eat well sleep well! two daysborday until labor day
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my sibling is starting to write fic and it's so. like they've been drawing for forever and never seem insecure about art. but writing is still new to them! so the fic isn't working how they want it to. i got to point at their pile of like, 20 something filled full size sketchbooks and go, look, you've made all this art, practiced all this time to be good. and how many things have you written? 3? you keep going! you keep doing it and it will be countless one day!
#ramble tag#my siblings... i get mushy when it comes to them#truly nothing in life is more important than my babies. who are not babies but beside the point#(THEYLL BE ADULTS SOON. SOB.)#feels so inappropriate to post about them on this blog but as i have said before. they follow my main#i just need to talk about them sometimes or I'll just lie in bed and cry lmao#sibling i started this post talking about is so smart and creative and fucking /organized/ as all hell#honestly both my siblings are scary driven#it would make me cripplingly insecure if i didnt just love them so damn much. if i wasnt so fucking proud of them#i hate that i couldnt be someone more worth looking up to but i am beyond overjoyed to see them grow into their own regardless#these two are possibly up there as the smartest people ive ever met even if theyre still just teenagers#i can't wait to see who they turn into. who they'll grow up be#(always be my babies in addition tho)#i see the world in them#im immeasurably happy to have the siblings i do#really starting to realize that yknow what? im not missing anything by being aro#by not having much (if any) sexual/romantic shit in my life#those two are my pride and joy and make me happier than any of that ever could#anyways this is a secret dont tell them i said that#psa dont talk to me about my siblings i can keep going until i pass out#god took everything that is Good and put into these precious tiny humans and im just lucky enough to be here !!!#ok i need to stop. its 2am hi
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No Man's Sky
#this is the other one i was waiting for YIPPEEEEE#this game has had a few diff versions of box art and i dont think this is the current one anymore?#or at least not the new cover art on xbox and steam(?) and such since that changed with the last update#(i assume it changed on steam idk i play on xbox)#but like. perhaps i'll get shot 47 times for this but the original box art is i think my favorite iteration of this game's art#like. the current ones are great. but the original one could make me cry#like the new ones are a way better representation of the current game which i think is important#considering how different it is from launch. it gives off more 'woaahh cool space adventure!!! look at all this neat stuff!!!!'#the original is like 'i am the beauty and fragility of the universe. the serenity and danger and loneliness of the unfamiliar. bask in it'#'bask in it. bitch'#i think its the pink grass teal sky color combo tbh
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🏳️🌈 Vince & Kerry at Night City Pride (1/10) 🏳️⚧️
The first but not the last time they're going to NC Pride together :3 Japantown is decked out in rainbow colors, fitting for the city's party district. Vince had been to Pride before, but this is the first time he's attending fully content and confident in himself, looking back on a long and rocky road to get there. Being able to go with Kerry really makes the day (even if he can only keep him on his shoulders for so long xD but worth it!)
There's more to come, many shenanigans and shippy stuff mostly, but I wanted to kick my pride-themed posts off with this set (inspired by similar pics I've seen done by @the-quick-r3d-f0x and @pinkyjulien !!). I legit teared up making these (and typing this now 😭) seeing them both, but especially Vince, so happy and at ease and yeah... kadsöfasfjdsd like, 10 years before this he never could have dreamed of this moment.
Happy Pride 🌈
#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#cyberpunk photomode#cyberpunk 2077 vp#cyberpunk vp#virtual photography#cyberpride23#cyberpunk kerry#cyberpunk v#male v cyberpunk#shippy saturday#kerry eurodyne#kerry eurodyne x v#otp: to bad decisions#vincent ezaki#my vp#öadssdkfafjadf dont mind me crying looking at these a bit longer ;___;#I hope 10 years from now I'll have what Vince has in that moment#until then though I'll relish in living through him at least a little bit#honestly biggest shoutout to pinky for making all the awesome pride-themed and mlm mods#making it possible to pose them like that with custom poses and rigs#and the awesome flags and makeup and yeah
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just burst into tears in a post office and immediately the entire world opened up to me. easy criers must have the best lives what the fuck. i should stop taking my prozac Immediately.
#remembered that post advice like 'if youre dealing with a difficult person the best thing you can do is cry' and let it rip#trying to get my passport application filed. she was like you're supposed to do this in your home state#maam i cant file this in new hampshire#okay i need your social security card#maam they told me at the other post office my medical insurance counted as a 2nd form of id so i have all the cards and photocopies-#nope that's not right. the state department doesn't care about that#oh i guess i can't do it today then#she looked at me like i was an idiot. you dont have your social security card with you??#'n... no?? i keep it safe??' 'Really.' and then i burst into tears.#and then she was immediately like oh no baby just go home and get it here you have all your other docs and your application perfect#no honey you're Fine just come back before three and i'll process it. okay??#lord i am having a Day.#home i go. war is hell.
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