#I'd kms again
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jack's mom went through hell carrying him just for two weirdos to claim parentship over him she must be rolling in her grave rn
#jack's mom in heaven seeing the two brothers with world ending emotional incest and codependency issues raise her boy up#and alternately act like normal father figures to demonstrating mental illness in the living room: cut the cameras.. I'm deadass#I'd kms again#I'd show them a real apocalypse#spn#mine#jackdeansam#this is my tag which I just made up#I REMEMBERED HER NAME SHE WAS KELLY
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the argo trials: argo city
I, unsurprisingly, spent a whole lot of time wondering how tf does argo city is mapped out so here's what I came up with:
Following the headcanon I created in the third chapter about Kryptonians liking circles and since Argo city is basically a big circle, this is the layout:
The main circle is the square, where people buy trinkets from the artisans guild and books from the science guild, among other things.
The second circle are the guilds. One building for each guild. And behind each of the guilds, in the third circle, are the houses of the people belonging to that guild.
Couples go to the "neighborhood" of the person with the highest ranking family name (which is why the Els are always in the science guild sector, even when Alura was living alone in it and she belongs to the lawmakers guild).
Also!!!! I was sooooo annoyed when I realized that Argo City has no mountains and since it's a fucking dome it wouldn't really have natural weather so I was like "where tf did that lake that's in the show comes from?", especially because it's a flying rock on space so it shouldn't have enough space for underground water AND the rocks outside (and by relation the rocks Below) are filled with kryptonite and that would make everyone sick even if there Is water underground. But we're gonna be delulu and smile and nod when I said there's underground water that gets filtered by the science guild :)
#the argo trials#my fic#MY OWN HEADCANONS#Once again saying i have so many thoughts about krypton#argo city#supercorp#supercorp fic#the pics are bad quality#my bad#but im kms before looking for better screencaps of those episodes#because I'd have to come across That face#and he activates my fight and kill response#lol
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You know what, as much as I hate to say this, I think it's better that Satoru stays dead narratively. The one person he truly loved had died before him—because he killed him. Satoru's most likely just waiting for the right time to die and for the right person to kill him so he could finally be with Suguru. The man isolated himself not just because he was the only strongest sorcerer around and no one could reach him; he felt lonely because no one understood him as much as Suguru did. And while Satoru wanted to win against Sukuna, maybe there's no way he'd want to have another chance in life where Suguru is not in.
#satoru and suguru will be the end of me i swear#i WANT satoru to be revived ofc but he and suguru is a bundled package if u take 1 the other 1 should be revived as well#i don't want satoru to live again if suguru's not beside him not kenjaku not anyone but SUGURU#i say narratively bc story wise i can't see a reason anymore for satoru himself to be revived#because his death was a testament to sukuna as the strongest sorcerer in history#but hey if gege revives satoru HIMSELF not yuta or anyone else i'd gladly accept that#fucking hate the atrocity that is jjk 236#man imagine having met someone who understood and loved you despite your flaws#but you weren't there when they needed you the most#satoru must have been blaming himself ever since suguru left bc he wasn't there when his friend was spiraling down#if i was gojo i would've immediately kms which thankfully i'm not him#satosugu#jujutsu kaisen
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Don't make callouts don't make callouts it's not worth your sanity don't fucking do it don't make callouts don't make callouts--
#saw a post with a terf i blocked again on my dash#no one's fault though#as much as i wanna see that terf get their comeuppance i'd rather dm those who want the name than make a public callout#last time i did it i was told to kms and someone who i was mutuals with blocked me over it#wow vents#vent
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agh... kind of worried we might not have the money to afford rent tomorrow... and since my parents paid late yesterday from my sister taking the car and they're mad at us and said they'll kick us out if we don't pay by 11 tomorrow. agh...
once again hate to ask for money but if anyone has any to spare... just in case it's needed... because like i said if it's 11 tomorrow and it's not paid then it's Over and i will in fact be on the streets 😔 and then if it's not needed i'll still have it in case of emergencies!!! and i can even give it back once i'm financially stable if wanted i prommy
#( 💭 faun thinks )#additionally i feel terrible lately but maybe i rly will try to do some commissions because i need money. terribly. in case of emergencies#like this#and until i find my id i can't apply for any more jobs :/ OH and storage isn't paid so i can't even go look for it again#terrible situation to be in... Again#gahhhh.... so depressed lately altho i try not to dwell on it :/#can't believe after 3 1/2 years of this crap i'm back to it... i miss having a house i want to have a room again :(#and a place to go sit outside :( and a kitchen :( and privacy :(#and not the fear of being on the streets again :(#being on the streets wasn't so bad when we were in a truck i could sleep in the back of at night#but now we do not have a truck so i'd be screwed and i'm too autistic to go to a homeless shelter i might actually kms#it also makes me angry but there's no point dwelling on it anymore it'll just make me more upset#anyway also i just remembered i do have a switch i could sell if i'm really desperate#i don't particularly want to but i will if i have to. i barely use it anyway.#idk how well it'd sell with switch 2 coming out but better than nothing
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Me to myself: you are SO behind on finishing your izzy bingo prompts. You definitely won't finish the whole card now, and you've gotten so little done today. We DON'T need to research if this roadside coastal motel in our head actually exists anywhere. NO ONE IS GOING TO GIVE A FUCK
Also me: Time to search google maps for coastal motels and hotels and cabins and things while my word doc that's got a nearly fucking finished draft on it rots waiting for me!
#text post#tbh im just glad im finally making headway on one#been fighting my brain all day on this#hopefully at least i can get this one finished tonight#then i need to hit it again hard tomorrow until i work#i know i don't HAVE to finish the card at all#but my brain needs an easier win rn and this is probably the easiest one#so if it's going to demand I put more pressure on myself to feel like im being useful then let it be this#also it's a jim/izzy which I'd held off on writing a lot of bc like#just talking abt the ship back when the show first kicked off got me ppl telling me to kms over it#so you can understand how i put that on the backburner#but now? im so tired. i don't care. one of my prompts is literally 'jim'#and this is a heavy one shot abt grief and losing a parent/parental figure while it storms at the beach#and no other ship with izzy that I've tried for this idea has fit like jim/izzy#so im gonna enjoy it and anon is off so if ppl wanna send shit let them#idc anymore
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imagine if my art appeared in the tag
#idgi like what is it abt this post that wont show up in tags#my fucking ask game posts are searchable#but not my art ok#kms kms kms kms#not like it would make much of a difference#whatever ._. stranded on a backup blog posting art for a dead fandom on a site where small art doesn't get much interaction anyways#if i was a dog i'd be doing a lonely little howl rn#hope insym streams mort ass again :'(#if no one got me ik insym got me#he's my favorite parasocial relationship#like no guys we're friends u dont get it he's autistic abt the same thing i am and is similarly pedantic and annoying about it#T_T#fuck my LIFE bro god has never made a more pathetic creature#i can post a selfie and instantly have strange men following and commenting and doing all sorts of weird stuff#but post something i care about with my whole heart and it instantly gets scrubbed for no reason idgi it feels personal#ik it's not but im sads#passing myself the rayumi cuddles one sec
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sometimes i think it would be FUNNY and INTERESTING if I made like a laxeel day not even to get people into this ship but to get people into other shit but i know like 2 people would participate and one of them is me
#me talking#WOULDN'T make a blog for it either.#just be like hey this date is laxeel day and it just becomes so normal#.....it cannot be in october unfortunately i'd kms#this post was fueled by mash/ma making big 4 art Again
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tw ////
#i feel my ed coming back ahhh#i stopped purging mainly because i have no privacy to and am terrified of being caught in the moment#and i stopped bc of my teeth....#but havent gotten binges under control completely#n been in a cycle#it's obvious ive gained in the past few months and it kills me i can never stop thinking about my body every second im awaks#but if i'm just going to kms then i might as well not care and die skinny.#i'm just really unhappy and i think if i started losing weigh again i'd have at least one less problem and that's worth it to me#idk. i haven't had an appetite lately thankfully but now i feel like i'll gain each time i eat lol
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if i had to discover this video today and suffer, so does everyone else
Source: tiktok.com
#chaeryeong why#i literally can't even look at ryujin because i'd need to look away from chaeryeong to do that#the sweatpants#the CLEAN air force ones#the abs#the open button down#the boy group energy#pushing her hair back halfway through the video (i'm gagged)#the LIP BITE (im gonna kms)#literally everything she does in the last 10 seconds (i died and it brought me back to life to kill me again)#i'm on my knees forreal#death by lee chaeryeong#maybe yeji doesn't have the biggest dick in itzy#maybe#just maybe#it's chaeryeong#go itzy go#the way this is hockey au ryuryeong energy as roommates tho#hockey au
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me today 💤
#no i did not end up studying 🫣🤐🤥#the ibuprofen did help with the migraine but i still feel so drained like my energy tank is on 0 😞#and i'm tired of beating myself up for not constantly studying like why do i always have to neglect my health for school??#idk how other people do it bc i know others get way more done than me & have way more responsibilities but i just don't have that kind of..#energy i'm sorry it takes up all of my energy just to survive and exist in this world 😭#i feel like such an immature crybaby but once again that kafka quote comes to mind:#i could have built the pyramids with the effort it takes me to cling on to life and reason#also my mom recently pointed out to me that i have been studying for 21 years of my life & i just went shocked pikachu face 😯#like that is absolutely INSANE i've been in school since i was 6 years old it's honestly a miracle i didn't kms yet#and all of this studying for what??? you'd think i'd amount to smth but i'm an utter failure 🙃#literally haven't achieved anything the only things i got in my name are mental & physical health problems </3#well this is getting depressing let me stfu#so instead of studying i ended up watching sailor moon & dragon ball while eating chocolate covered strawberries <3#i actually wanted to take a nap but i just couldn't fall asleep even though i feel so exhausted#i need to survive 3 more weeks of exams before the easter holidays... i'm on my knees but i'm crawling...#i just need to pass everything... no need to have perfect grades just make it through these next 3 weeks alive#i just know i'm gonna have a breakdown soon & cry my eyes out bc it's all getting too much again 😮💨#☁️
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God i could have such a chill evening if it wasn't for that doctor's appointment tomorrow morning looming over me
#this wouldn't be so stressful if i didn't have to take a train to get there#the ride is only 4 minutes but i have to walk to the dr's office for 1.8 km which is about 24 minutes#but i haven't really been to this town before and don't know the way so i have to use maps to get there#and the appointment is at 8:30am and the train i would Like to take is scheduled for 7:54 am which would be fine#if the fucking bahn worked and was punctual for once but there's no punctual trains in this godforsaken country#so my anxiety tells me that this train will arrive 8:15 am at the earliest instead of at 7:58am#so i would be late and i can't be late i would just kill myself#but if i want to play it safe i have to take the train 30 minutes earlier which would mean I'd have one hour#to walk there and I'm Really not in the mood of just spending 30 minutes waiting outside like a weirdo because i have too much time left#so my options are either take the risk and be relatively punctual rather than having 35 minutes left to spare#or just waste an hour of my life because I'm too afraid to potentially be late#also the fact i have to wait for a train back home again and cannot plan this at all because idk how long I'll be in the office#is so annoying#and also I've never been to this doctor and i don't know how the whole thing will go and how the rooms and everything look like#and it's stressing me out#also that i have to plan at least 2 hours for an appointment that probably won't take longer than 5 minutes#because of the fucking trains#anyway#i should go to sleep now#40 hours without sleep and not more than 4 hours on average the days before have left me broken lmao#i gotta practice my lines though. i cannot go in without a rehearsed script. gotta be careful around doctors and choose your words wisely#otherwise they won't take you seriously or think you're overdramatic and dismiss any concern as 'anxiety'#yeah no i don't trust them- i hate relying on them- let me be free ahhh#void screams
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i just woke up from a dream where mark was my bf how do i go on living like normal after this 😭😭😭😭
#i think i was like. at some sort of nct nation rehearsal and i was just listening to his parts#anton for some reason came up beside me and was like singing along and i was like omg thats so good!!! u rock!!#then hendery asked me what i was talking about bc from where he was standing he couldnt see anton so i explained it to him#i said anton rocks omg!!!! then he agreed then anton got all shy then we all ordered food (?)#WHICH WAS BURGER KING BUT LIKE ON A MEAL PLATE AND ALSO W WASABI???? anyways#mark discreetly showed up along w some of the other members and while they were all talking he came up to me tryna be all lowkey#but then i made grabby hands and kissy faces at him and he came closer so i could smooch his cheek 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭im gonna kms.#anyways. i kissed his cheek and while we were hugging he whispered smth abt asking a staff to drop me off at his house#or the other way around i cant rmbr it but i got all happy n excited bc i'd be seeing him again later#n we were like. just in a big love bubble it was so cute :( then fucking hendery and anton saw us and were like WHAT ARE Y'ALL TALKING ABOUT#we just giggled and said NOTHING MIND YOUR BUSINESS and then mark gave them his credit card to distract them like 😭😭😭 some rich men r ok#n then he went away and they started fighting over who got the card and what they should buy with it#and hendery was doing a silly dance to make me laugh and try to convince me to be on his side n say anton should give him the card it was SO#CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE WHOLE ENTIRE DREAM IT WAS JUST SO CUTE I CANT IM VONNA DIE#screaming crying throwing up etc pls God make this a realityyyy i wanna date mark and have fun w the neos and neo-adjacent 😔#mari.txt#dreams
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fuckkkk I'm in the trenches again. i have been with at least one person who experienced "love at first sight" with me. WHEN is that ever going to happen again 😭😭😭
#to make matters worse it was a m*n fucking kms!!#and I'd like that again like i want a woman to tell me i have bewitched her body and soul. is that too much to ask??#he heard about me and was already obsessed and then from the SECOND he saw me it was all over for him. i need this again or i will pass away
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wait fuck holy shit is atsushi fucking. is he trying to make akutagawa remember who he is.
#GODDDD I NEED THEM BACK#GIVE ME MORE OF THEM PLEASEEEE#major spoilers in the tags from here on so#BUT. I NEED TO SEE MORE OF ATSUSHIS REACTION TO THIS#like#his enemy slash best friend??? slash It's Complicated#whatever they are#ANYWAY#he fucking died. to protect him. atsushi Saw it Happen.#and he's been HAUNTED by that ever since#and now he sees aku again#but he's not even human anymore and he doesn't remember atsushi#like. i think i'd just kms at that point#atsushi is so much stronger than me tbh#kaz speaks#bsd spoilers
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sigh
#night 599859487384730 of laying in bed refreshing apps#this post is going to look especially pathetic bc it's valentines but this is just my usual 'i hate my life' posting#at least i can get chocolate during valentines....#anyways. wish i could just vanish off the face of the earth lol#im really just like. what else is there to do. it's all pointless fr and im never getting out of here#and if it does ever supposedly 'get better' well im tired of fucking waiting#i think it's pretty shit that i have to wait decades for it to 'get better'#this isnt even abt me being sad about aging but i don't like the idea of spending over half my life in absolute fucking misery#just so that i can MAYBE have fun for once in like 50 years#that doesn't sound appealing. i don't think that maybe is good enough but idk ig that's just me#also like i feel like i have tried Everything but. again. nothing matters#like i have tried every stupid shit you can think of to get 'better' but literally none of it does anything for me#there is no change. i dont get better i just keep getting worse. lmao!#well. wish i'd just kms but i cant even manage to find the motivation for that#tfw you're so pathetic you can't even get out of bed long enough to kys <3 LOL
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