#I'd kms again
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jack's mom went through hell carrying him just for two weirdos to claim parentship over him she must be rolling in her grave rn
#jack's mom in heaven seeing the two brothers with world ending emotional incest and codependency issues raise her boy up#and alternately act like normal father figures to demonstrating mental illness in the living room: cut the cameras.. I'm deadass#I'd kms again#I'd show them a real apocalypse#spn#mine#jackdeansam#this is my tag which I just made up#I REMEMBERED HER NAME SHE WAS KELLY
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the argo trials: argo city
I, unsurprisingly, spent a whole lot of time wondering how tf does argo city is mapped out so here's what I came up with:
Following the headcanon I created in the third chapter about Kryptonians liking circles and since Argo city is basically a big circle, this is the layout:
The main circle is the square, where people buy trinkets from the artisans guild and books from the science guild, among other things.
The second circle are the guilds. One building for each guild. And behind each of the guilds, in the third circle, are the houses of the people belonging to that guild.
Couples go to the "neighborhood" of the person with the highest ranking family name (which is why the Els are always in the science guild sector, even when Alura was living alone in it and she belongs to the lawmakers guild).
Also!!!! I was sooooo annoyed when I realized that Argo City has no mountains and since it's a fucking dome it wouldn't really have natural weather so I was like "where tf did that lake that's in the show comes from?", especially because it's a flying rock on space so it shouldn't have enough space for underground water AND the rocks outside (and by relation the rocks Below) are filled with kryptonite and that would make everyone sick even if there Is water underground. But we're gonna be delulu and smile and nod when I said there's underground water that gets filtered by the science guild :)
#the argo trials#my fic#MY OWN HEADCANONS#Once again saying i have so many thoughts about krypton#argo city#supercorp#supercorp fic#the pics are bad quality#my bad#but im kms before looking for better screencaps of those episodes#because I'd have to come across That face#and he activates my fight and kill response#lol
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figured I might post the art summary here as well since this silly guy took me by the neck and is all I drew most of the year 🙃🙃🙃🙃
dramatic zooms, crops, blurs and so on because im terribly embarrased but the truth is I drew him around 100 times... 😵😵
#thaddeus fallout#art summary#actually impressed at myself because ive been on a very bad artblock lump for the past YEARS and i dont usually draw this much#it sparks joy again so thanks i guess#sorry for gatekeeping them#there's a bunch of ns//fw there and i'd have to kms if they leaked lol#i am now the master of buckles
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2024 is gonna go down as the year my dogs Fucking Died, both my parents had major surgery, my sinuses collapsed for no fucking reason and the first woman who matched with me on the dating app i was just trying to get a haphazard and unideal little hookup on only matched with me to check if i was alright bc my bio was a little too alarming
#like. shit is fucked and on top of it all i can only pull butches who are either merely concerned about my wellbeing or think i'm lying#about my age. good god#i'd simply pretend none of this happened but again. i put both of my puppies in the fucking ground and then i hallucinated pippin barking#for me at least once a day for like 3 weeks which. um ok wig#god AND i'm out of vodka#whateveeeeerrrr#once again as a disclaimer i am not going to kms. i'm too excited to see what's going to go to absolute shit next#i'm fine i really do just need to pull myself together a bit and like. idk start eating breakfast earlier or something#it's all actually probably kinda funny deep down. there's a joke in there somewhere about how the night i realized pippin was only going#to make it a couple more days max i dug him a grave in the dark and despite how good i am at digging holes for myself i couldn't dig one#quite deep enough for him and had to get him cremated when he carked it the next day#but again things could like. be a lot worse i guess. congratulations to my dad for not dying of cancer#and also to my mom for gaining a reputation in the gynaecology post op ward for throwing up exorcist style lmfao#it's FUNNY please laugh#better luck next year and all that
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Don't make callouts don't make callouts it's not worth your sanity don't fucking do it don't make callouts don't make callouts--
#saw a post with a terf i blocked again on my dash#no one's fault though#as much as i wanna see that terf get their comeuppance i'd rather dm those who want the name than make a public callout#last time i did it i was told to kms and someone who i was mutuals with blocked me over it#wow vents#vent
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agh... kind of worried we might not have the money to afford rent tomorrow... and since my parents paid late yesterday from my sister taking the car and they're mad at us and said they'll kick us out if we don't pay by 11 tomorrow. agh...
once again hate to ask for money but if anyone has any to spare... just in case it's needed... because like i said if it's 11 tomorrow and it's not paid then it's Over and i will in fact be on the streets 😔 and then if it's not needed i'll still have it in case of emergencies!!! and i can even give it back once i'm financially stable if wanted i prommy
#( 💭 faun thinks )#additionally i feel terrible lately but maybe i rly will try to do some commissions because i need money. terribly. in case of emergencies#like this#and until i find my id i can't apply for any more jobs :/ OH and storage isn't paid so i can't even go look for it again#terrible situation to be in... Again#gahhhh.... so depressed lately altho i try not to dwell on it :/#can't believe after 3 1/2 years of this crap i'm back to it... i miss having a house i want to have a room again :(#and a place to go sit outside :( and a kitchen :( and privacy :(#and not the fear of being on the streets again :(#being on the streets wasn't so bad when we were in a truck i could sleep in the back of at night#but now we do not have a truck so i'd be screwed and i'm too autistic to go to a homeless shelter i might actually kms#it also makes me angry but there's no point dwelling on it anymore it'll just make me more upset#anyway also i just remembered i do have a switch i could sell if i'm really desperate#i don't particularly want to but i will if i have to. i barely use it anyway.#idk how well it'd sell with switch 2 coming out but better than nothing
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Me to myself: you are SO behind on finishing your izzy bingo prompts. You definitely won't finish the whole card now, and you've gotten so little done today. We DON'T need to research if this roadside coastal motel in our head actually exists anywhere. NO ONE IS GOING TO GIVE A FUCK
Also me: Time to search google maps for coastal motels and hotels and cabins and things while my word doc that's got a nearly fucking finished draft on it rots waiting for me!
#text post#tbh im just glad im finally making headway on one#been fighting my brain all day on this#hopefully at least i can get this one finished tonight#then i need to hit it again hard tomorrow until i work#i know i don't HAVE to finish the card at all#but my brain needs an easier win rn and this is probably the easiest one#so if it's going to demand I put more pressure on myself to feel like im being useful then let it be this#also it's a jim/izzy which I'd held off on writing a lot of bc like#just talking abt the ship back when the show first kicked off got me ppl telling me to kms over it#so you can understand how i put that on the backburner#but now? im so tired. i don't care. one of my prompts is literally 'jim'#and this is a heavy one shot abt grief and losing a parent/parental figure while it storms at the beach#and no other ship with izzy that I've tried for this idea has fit like jim/izzy#so im gonna enjoy it and anon is off so if ppl wanna send shit let them#idc anymore
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imagine if my art appeared in the tag
#idgi like what is it abt this post that wont show up in tags#my fucking ask game posts are searchable#but not my art ok#kms kms kms kms#not like it would make much of a difference#whatever ._. stranded on a backup blog posting art for a dead fandom on a site where small art doesn't get much interaction anyways#if i was a dog i'd be doing a lonely little howl rn#hope insym streams mort ass again :'(#if no one got me ik insym got me#he's my favorite parasocial relationship#like no guys we're friends u dont get it he's autistic abt the same thing i am and is similarly pedantic and annoying about it#T_T#fuck my LIFE bro god has never made a more pathetic creature#i can post a selfie and instantly have strange men following and commenting and doing all sorts of weird stuff#but post something i care about with my whole heart and it instantly gets scrubbed for no reason idgi it feels personal#ik it's not but im sads#passing myself the rayumi cuddles one sec
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sometimes i think it would be FUNNY and INTERESTING if I made like a laxeel day not even to get people into this ship but to get people into other shit but i know like 2 people would participate and one of them is me
#me talking#WOULDN'T make a blog for it either.#just be like hey this date is laxeel day and it just becomes so normal#.....it cannot be in october unfortunately i'd kms#this post was fueled by mash/ma making big 4 art Again
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tw ////
#i feel my ed coming back ahhh#i stopped purging mainly because i have no privacy to and am terrified of being caught in the moment#and i stopped bc of my teeth....#but havent gotten binges under control completely#n been in a cycle#it's obvious ive gained in the past few months and it kills me i can never stop thinking about my body every second im awaks#but if i'm just going to kms then i might as well not care and die skinny.#i'm just really unhappy and i think if i started losing weigh again i'd have at least one less problem and that's worth it to me#idk. i haven't had an appetite lately thankfully but now i feel like i'll gain each time i eat lol
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if i had to discover this video today and suffer, so does everyone else
Source: tiktok.com
#chaeryeong why#i literally can't even look at ryujin because i'd need to look away from chaeryeong to do that#the sweatpants#the CLEAN air force ones#the abs#the open button down#the boy group energy#pushing her hair back halfway through the video (i'm gagged)#the LIP BITE (im gonna kms)#literally everything she does in the last 10 seconds (i died and it brought me back to life to kill me again)#i'm on my knees forreal#death by lee chaeryeong#maybe yeji doesn't have the biggest dick in itzy#maybe#just maybe#it's chaeryeong#go itzy go#the way this is hockey au ryuryeong energy as roommates tho#hockey au
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God i could have such a chill evening if it wasn't for that doctor's appointment tomorrow morning looming over me
#this wouldn't be so stressful if i didn't have to take a train to get there#the ride is only 4 minutes but i have to walk to the dr's office for 1.8 km which is about 24 minutes#but i haven't really been to this town before and don't know the way so i have to use maps to get there#and the appointment is at 8:30am and the train i would Like to take is scheduled for 7:54 am which would be fine#if the fucking bahn worked and was punctual for once but there's no punctual trains in this godforsaken country#so my anxiety tells me that this train will arrive 8:15 am at the earliest instead of at 7:58am#so i would be late and i can't be late i would just kill myself#but if i want to play it safe i have to take the train 30 minutes earlier which would mean I'd have one hour#to walk there and I'm Really not in the mood of just spending 30 minutes waiting outside like a weirdo because i have too much time left#so my options are either take the risk and be relatively punctual rather than having 35 minutes left to spare#or just waste an hour of my life because I'm too afraid to potentially be late#also the fact i have to wait for a train back home again and cannot plan this at all because idk how long I'll be in the office#is so annoying#and also I've never been to this doctor and i don't know how the whole thing will go and how the rooms and everything look like#and it's stressing me out#also that i have to plan at least 2 hours for an appointment that probably won't take longer than 5 minutes#because of the fucking trains#anyway#i should go to sleep now#40 hours without sleep and not more than 4 hours on average the days before have left me broken lmao#i gotta practice my lines though. i cannot go in without a rehearsed script. gotta be careful around doctors and choose your words wisely#otherwise they won't take you seriously or think you're overdramatic and dismiss any concern as 'anxiety'#yeah no i don't trust them- i hate relying on them- let me be free ahhh#void screams
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fuckkkk I'm in the trenches again. i have been with at least one person who experienced "love at first sight" with me. WHEN is that ever going to happen again 😭😭😭
#to make matters worse it was a m*n fucking kms!!#and I'd like that again like i want a woman to tell me i have bewitched her body and soul. is that too much to ask??#he heard about me and was already obsessed and then from the SECOND he saw me it was all over for him. i need this again or i will pass away
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wait fuck holy shit is atsushi fucking. is he trying to make akutagawa remember who he is.
#GODDDD I NEED THEM BACK#GIVE ME MORE OF THEM PLEASEEEE#major spoilers in the tags from here on so#BUT. I NEED TO SEE MORE OF ATSUSHIS REACTION TO THIS#like#his enemy slash best friend??? slash It's Complicated#whatever they are#ANYWAY#he fucking died. to protect him. atsushi Saw it Happen.#and he's been HAUNTED by that ever since#and now he sees aku again#but he's not even human anymore and he doesn't remember atsushi#like. i think i'd just kms at that point#atsushi is so much stronger than me tbh#kaz speaks#bsd spoilers
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sigh
#night 599859487384730 of laying in bed refreshing apps#this post is going to look especially pathetic bc it's valentines but this is just my usual 'i hate my life' posting#at least i can get chocolate during valentines....#anyways. wish i could just vanish off the face of the earth lol#im really just like. what else is there to do. it's all pointless fr and im never getting out of here#and if it does ever supposedly 'get better' well im tired of fucking waiting#i think it's pretty shit that i have to wait decades for it to 'get better'#this isnt even abt me being sad about aging but i don't like the idea of spending over half my life in absolute fucking misery#just so that i can MAYBE have fun for once in like 50 years#that doesn't sound appealing. i don't think that maybe is good enough but idk ig that's just me#also like i feel like i have tried Everything but. again. nothing matters#like i have tried every stupid shit you can think of to get 'better' but literally none of it does anything for me#there is no change. i dont get better i just keep getting worse. lmao!#well. wish i'd just kms but i cant even manage to find the motivation for that#tfw you're so pathetic you can't even get out of bed long enough to kys <3 LOL
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the doctor from doctor who
*you can change the desicions you make, gowever you do not retain the knowledge of it that you have
reblog for larger sample size!!
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