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Mira has had enough
#my art#digital art#in stars and time#isat#isat mirabelle#isat loop#isat isabeau#isat fanart#mirabelle in stars and time#loop in stars and time#isabeau in stars and time#i'd like to formally apologize to Mirabelle for continuing to hide amonguses in her design#also thanks to the stream yesterday i finally found the isat font yippee#you know loop's going to be cheering her on the whole fight#this actually took me way too long#QPR Miraloop propaganda
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Ashton "I serve the weak, I serve the forgotten, I serve the dirt beneath our feet" Me "Saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"
#critical role#cr spoilers#c3 spoilers#c3e105#ashton greymoore#lots of public speaking in this ep but a lot of character building too#I mean Ashton is trying to defeat their demons and all the nonbelievers - the plans that they have made#the Kryn are worrisome though - someone call Essek! This is what happens when you can't give someone looking for answers a tangible answer#Like Leylas I know you're all about bringing all the beacons together but can you just be cool about this one - Ludinus has beacons!#my shipper heart is in flux: Fearnie pls you only get flustered with them - talk and be chaos lovers together! Also continue the kissing!#it has actually given me a bit of a stomachache...#also thinking about it what if Waylon is Dusk/Yu? Next arc could be killing Zathuda in the Feywild#which I'm all for btw the sooner we prevent him from mentally torturing Fearne the better#get some shippy stuff outta that from Fearne and Ashton I'd be happy - titan combo kill or something
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i have drawn a birthday picture for akoya every year for the past 11 years! ;;w;; i imagine that every time i do, he gets a year older!
and now, it's canon!! the boueibu characters really are 10 years older! and akoya officially has a gorgeous dress!!! \>////</ congratulations!!! \TWT/
we would prefer not to pick favorites or receive comments about how the art has changed, but to think of every picture as a precious memory! ;;w;; do you remember them all? ;;o;;
akoya-chan!!! thank you so much for being with us for all of these years!! \;;/////;;/ ive loved you, ive found how to be myself through you, i know now that everything always ends up being okay. im so happy ive been able to share these years with you!! ;;~~~~;;
akoya, and all of you, thank you so much for all the beautiful memories!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY ANGEL!!! \>//////</ WE LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!! \;;W;;/💖💖💖
#akoya gero#kusatsu kinshirou#arima ibushi#my art#long post#ive been meaning to do this for a while and had this long post saved in my drafts since.. year 7#held off bc i prefer not to have older art compared to newer art LOL but i feel they really do deserve to be put together#these are my snapshots of the memories from over the years#i still really like the very first one. where akoya is secretly wearing a bra (does anyone remember that?)#there's very subtly a line under his shirt around his shoulder#i tried to continue to include it but at a certain point some of the outfits made it difficult to show it...#the straps in year 8 are.. bc of the bra. yeah. thats it. yes it's a bit extra... but i wanted to keep the tradition .......#yeah the bra could have been strapless.. but i had it that he liked the feeling of the straps... so... anyway... akoys looks happy its fine#is he wearing it under his official dress now...? yaaaay 💖#year 2 they went to visit an art gallery.. kinchan is being himself#year 3... i wanted them to have a cute spring picnic. thats the feeling i wanted#year 4 was just before i moved and i thought i might leave the fandom bc i'd be busy but i Did Not...#year 5 was the first year in my new place starting to live a new life and i wanted a tribute to how far akoya and i had come T////T#year 6 i barely got something done but i managed it ;;---;;#and it was before i started shipping kinako but i remember feeling like i was leaning towards it just a little while i made this ;;#year 7 they are so happy to be together... their bond is so strong!! T////T i love them so much!!!#i thiiink that was the kinako year? you can see kinchan looks happy ;;////;;#i do feel special affinity for year 8 with the double rainbow T///T i posed for all three characters by taking video of myself outside#on a sunny day in the yard and then i put them together. it also reminds me of when kind people gave me rainbows T////T#year 10. the milestone. oh baby we made it this far ;;~~~;; all the tears and all the love... we made it and we're going to be okay T////T#i was going to use a stock paper texture for the text at the end but they said 'show me if you use it'#and i realized i didnt want someone sending them this actually LOL;; so i used a scan of my own sketchbook paper... which may be fitting?#(im realizing that some of the younger people here may not have photo albums and now i feel old)
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The Matt as a father made my heart brr.
It does make me wonder what Jane and Matt would want in their future? Whether it’s just a cat, bird, or a bunch of turtles from a sewer. Or maybe just no animals and just them and their friends. I’m curious
TY! It was definitely a warm and fuzzy post! I see no reason we can't acknowledge the difficulties he'd have as a parent (both as someone with trauma and as something with super senses), because it makes all the time, love, and effort he'd put in that much more meaningful. And God knows he'd love that kid with everything in him.
And oooh, this is a fun question! So I will say they are going to eventually get a cat (I did a oneshot about it a while back and it did well, and since I'd kinda always wanted to bring a cat into TRT, we're going to roll with it with some adjustments). That's going to become TRT canon! Ciro always had cats so Jane has a nostalgia for them, and that cat will also be a vehicle to help process some of her trauma (I haven't delved heavily into it yet, but her vague mentions of cats being 'fellow subjects' while she was held by Cyrus James will tie into this). Likewise, I'm on team, Matt needs a cat. I believe it would be really helpful for his mental health to have this little animal who just adores him, all these happy little purrs and cuddles, and a reminder that Matt's allowed to nurture something good, he's not going to kill whatever or whoever he touches. Matt's got his own emotional hangups there, but he'll work through it like Jane does. And once they're in that boat, I see them as always having at least one cat around, if not two.
ALSO GOOD CATCH ON THEIR TURTLE FRIENDS, THAT IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE RUNNING JOKES IN THE FIC
The one thing in this arena that I won't ever make official TRT canon about their future is whether they wind up with kid(s) or not. That's something I feel is incredibly personal and so I want to leave that open for people to decide themselves - do they have no kids? Just one? An entire football team? Your choice! I'll support it all as potential options, and in each of those? They're happy, whether that's the two them growing old and sitting in their red rocking chairs, having lived a long, happy life with their friends and cats and the Nelson clan who sees them as family, or as two parents to a herd of much loved kids and eventual parkour inclined grandkids.
That said, I did have the hilarious idea for a short What If oneshot involving them and their potential five-year-old daughter, who would be the bane of the principal's existence due to her penchant both for swearing and for questioning the justice of various school rules she does not agree with. But I'd mark that very clearly as a What If, and not as canon. It would just be a fun thing for me to explore because I think it would be hilarious.
#the red thread#they WILL be getting a cat i promise that#because i always wanted to bring one in cause i think it'd be good for them and i'd already hypothesized some plot relevance#and ways that the cat can induce character growth#also matt gd it you need a cat to cuddle on your chest when jane isn't there#i'll never say whether or not they have kids because i want people to be able to have their headcanon about it and it can basically be righ#since people have connected so much with her and with her relationship with matt#that AU what if oneshot might happen though cause that'd be funny but it would NOT be TRT canon. just a glimpse into a potential future#much like with the actual What If series Dis+ has going#the turtles will also continue to be a running joke so that might lead to a what if at some point too#(there's also going to be some parental vibes with Peter eventually. I won't lie. spider-son needs GUIDANCE)
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I went to my first ever pride yesterday (I'm originally from the countryside and have been too exhausted or depressed every year since moving closer to the city to go babey) and it was super fun :) about 100 000 people were in the pride parade this time, apparently, which is pretty impressive considering that the entire population of oslo is about 700 000. one fuckhead preacher with a loudspeaker making an annoyance of himself where we were standing, but no one really gave a fuck (correctly) so whatever lol. it did give me a valuable real life image to hang the concept of 'vocal minority' on, because that truly was 100 000++ people being cool and having a good glittery gay time and three (3) shitheads trying to ruin it, and the only reason those three were heard at all was that they were clearly pros at evil and came with a wireless mic so people couldn't easily disconnect it and shut them up
#big shoutout to my sister for helping me get it together and actually go this year haha <3#I did almost miss my bus in the morning because I'd become too wrapped up in a deathloop meta post but well I would be like that#also on a more personal note brought on by seeing a lot of beautiful queer women all in one place...#W.omen. how are they so. you understand. all of them.#pear shaped women everywhere especially you will always have a lover a supporter a respectful but admiring perceiver in me amen#the preacher guy did fall into inadvertent comedy a lot but I don't think he realized it (ni TWERKAR mot mig!! rent free in my head now)#he was also the only one who could remember the fucking script they'd clearly brought fhdskjfa his two little henchmen#did not have the sauce and audibly mixed up words and had to correct themselves and only got to take one turn each#it really made me think about how much of that style of preaching/performance is the sheer grating continuity of it --#the sensory battery of just. words and intensity and shaming rhetoric spewed out continuously.#they all have the same cadence and style of delivery (this guy was swedish to top it all off so the accent on the english run of the script#very funny. also very funny that he thought a norwegian crowd would appreciate a swede telling them what to do#and to return to our 'national values' lmao. our national values have historically included the law of jante (unfortunately)#and wanting dudes like you to fuck off buddy. every time a pride truck came by with speakers to drown him out the crowd cheered)
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Lifted || 04/27/2025
#today was not and continues to not be perfect—HOWEVER— I am so very grateful for this afternoon#we went to mass and it was the first time I'd gone to church where i actually felt light afterwards#like i felt actually blessed after the service idk how else to explain it#all i know is i stepped out of there feeling like the heavy weight on my shoulders got lifted away#and as per tradition: after mass me my sister and her bf walked for about 15mins to grandma's grave to visit her#she delivered with this RIDICULOUSLY GORGEOUS sunset 😍😍😍#i had said out loud—just wishful thinking cuz i know it's not gonna happen—i said “i miss being able to be away from the house and watch#the sun set from start to finish. it had been a long while since i last got to do that.“#but i think grandma heard because as it turned out no Grab driver was accepting our booking so we couldn't go home#not until it was fully dark and the stars had come out. i just thought that was so sweet 💛#oh! and i wore a dress today and it has POCKETS!!! (Pockets In Her Dress by Matt Walden starts playing)#(of course i still wore my Fuckass White Converse with the dress cuz. duh. i am nothing if not on brand)#Sunset Hoe™#mandatory sunset photo at Rolling Hills
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okay so i saw a post recently that introduced me to. several kinda badly written vg codex entries. but specifically the entries 'halla's resolve' and 'contract: the next march'. i didn't find either of those when i played the game, so when i read them i kinda just. yknow. fucking what???
i have Some Thoughts about them. and some of the implications they have for. thedas' worldbuilding? idk. i've done my best to make this readable
halla's resolve mentions 'mutual respect that began when Antiva stood strong with the Dales'.
this is a retcon, right? i know that's been thrown at a lot of things in vg regardless of if it's correct or not but. this for sure is i think? there's never been mention of anything like this before?
antiva and the dales are pretty far apart, geographically. they have orlais, nevarra, and the free marches between them on land. by sea, antivan ships could follow the coast down into the waking sea, but that's assuming the dales have access to the sea and weren't cut off by orlesian territory. the dales also seem to have been fairly isolationist, and happy to keep to themselves as long as no one bothered them - understandable, given the elves had only been freed from the imperium for. a couple hundred years? but not really conducive to forming alliances with neighbours.
overall, the dales and antiva weren't close enough for sheer proximity to have forced any sort of friendship to form, and even if they were, the elves may not have been interested (which again. fair enough, honestly.), but there was also little reason for them to form any sort of relationship through trade or anything else. the dales don't really seem to have had any ties to the human nations around them, and none of those nations would really have had any reason to be willing to oppose the orlesian empire for the dales.
also. during the exalted march against the dales, antiva was. kinda busy? fending off an invasion? so they probably wouldn't have been able to help, even if they wanted to. (this is how i can tell i'm putting more thought into a 30-word codex entry than the writers did, i spent like half an hour on the wiki throwing together a timeline to figure out what events were happening around the fall of the dales lmao. and i looked at a map of thedas. i'm not entirely convinced the writers did that either.)
mutual respect between who exactly? the nations of the dales and antiva, one of which was destroyed? the nation of antiva and the dalish people? we don't have reason to believe antiva's elves are treated any better than in the rest of thedas.
if we ignore all that and assume that antiva was, for some reason, involved in the exalted march, on the side of the dales. shouldn't this have had consequences we would have heard about? given that they lost? was the antiva of the glory age more supportive of elves than every other andrastian nation, and those elves were simply blamed for dragging antiva into their war until any support had vanished? did orlais seek any sort of retribution against antiva for siding with their enemy? we know thedas' people can hold grudges for centuries, given that elves and mages are still mistreated for actions over seven hundred and a thousand years old, respectively. what impact did siding with the elves and then losing actually have??
contract: the next march has the line 'If nations march on the elves, Antiva will not be silent. Never again.'
does this not directly contradict halla's resolve? to me, this one implies that when the dales were destroyed antiva stayed out of it, but the other one implies antiva directly involved itself in some way. which is it?? (or is this just another casualty of vg being scraped out of joplin and morrison's corpses in. what. 2 years? like how the griffons are simultaneously both a decade old and also still babies. yes im still pissed abt that.)
or is the implication here that the crows wouldn't allow antiva to be silent in the event of another march? in which case. other people have already said plenty abt vg portraying the crows as a family of friendly freedom fighters (and i do not buy the justification that house arainai was actually the only house buying slaves and abusing it's assassins. arainai was first, then second talon until shortly before the fifth blight, if anything they would have been the gold standard for how crow houses operate. also. zevran deserves better.) the crows are an organisation of contract killers. yes, entire houses can be hired for an operation, and presumably the crows as a whole, if you had enough money, but that brings up another problem for me (actually a couple):
who hired the crows for this contract? with what money? and what are the targets? 1. presumably, the dalish in an effort to protect themselves in the future, but was this something arranged by one elf, or one clan, or was this debated and decided by every clan at an arlathvhen or several? 2. the dalish are self-sufficient nomads, with only a few clans willing to trade with humans. they can likely make a decent amount of coing through that, but not enough to hire enough crows to ensure a response from all of antiva. the most valuable things most clans probably have are artifacts from the dales, which they would never part with willingly given that their culture is built around preserving and recovering as much of the dales as possible (which. why are the veiljumpers dedicated to recovering arlathan? where did they even come from? what was bellara's clan like? was she their first? did she want to be a keeper? and also. how does the lords of fortune's dalish expert work? do the lords get paid for returning elven artifacts? with what money? what about old human or dwarven artifacts? how many advisors do the lords have? which cultures get advisors?). 3. if a march is called against the elves. do the crows murder every chantry official in antiva? blackmail the nobility into noncompliance? what are they actually supposed to do against a march??
contract: the next march's wiki page also notes the game files have a comment abt this entry, 'A standing contract should the elven nation come to threat.'
as i've noted before, there currently isn't an elven nation. unless vg is canonising the origins boon of the elves being granted land in ferelden! (and it's somehow survived the unspecified incident alistair can mention in da2). which is an odd choice but at this point. what the hell sure. that's why there's no dalish or city elves in vg, they're all actually getting blighted to starvation down in ferelden. which, if we're ignoring worldstate canons, could have three circles now! kinloch hold, the orzammar circle (the chantry prevents an independent circle so mages might head to orzammar anyway), and the jainen circle (from da legends, the mobile? game) which is mentioned in this crossroads note (the only good thing vg did).
also that timeline i mentioned, just in case anyone wants to check what i'm working off here
-165 ancient - land of the dales given to the elves
-30 ancient - nation of antiva formed
1:05 divine - darkspawn emerge in anderfels, second blight begins
1:16 divine - battle of cumberland
1:20 divine - nevarran accord signed, circle/templars/seekers founded
1:25 divine - darkspawn nearly destroy montsimmard, dales provide no assistance
1:31 divine - darkspawn assault minrathous, city survives but imperium is weakened. drakon's forces relieve siege of weisshaupt, conquer and convert anderfels.
1:40 divine - ferelden alamarri unite against darkspawn
1:45 divine - drakon dies, andrastianism becomes popular in antiva
1:50 divine - alamarri defeat chasind and avvar
1:65 divine - anderfels declare independence from orlais
1:95 divine - zazikel killed at starkhaven
2:09 glory - dales-orlais war breaks out after red crossing
2:10 glory - elves capture montsimmard, reach val royeaux. exalted march called, only orlais provides troops.
2:15 glory - starkhaven begins conquering free marches and antiva with tevinter support
2:20 glory - halamshiral conquered, elves split between city and dalish elves
2:33 glory - antivan cities ally with each other and free marches cities for defence
2:45 glory - starkhaven betrayed and annexed by tevinter
and some notes i couldn't really fit into the timeline
the imperium abandons the anderfels as the darkspawn spread east, at some point in the 26 years between the blight beginning and the darkspawn assaulting minrathous
drakon's armies are present at every major battle against the darkspawn across thedas, and they spread the chant of light everywhere they go
the elves don't help against the blight because they don't consider the orlesian empire to be any better than the imperium - this one's difficult because. yknow. the blight's an apocalypse, how can you not try to fight that? but also again. the elves have good reason not to trust humans. and if they had sent soldiers to combat the blight, who's to say orlais wouldn't have taken the chance to conquer the dales while they were weakened, even in the middle of a blight? they did exactly that in the anderfels, after all.
drakon's heir is ineffective militarily and politically, leading to a lot more damage from the blight, and creating the conditions for the anderfels to seek independence
the first dated crow contract (possibly just the first notable enough to be recorded?) was in 3:09 towers. the crows themselves began as an arm of the chantry in antiva. andrastianism, and then the orlesian chantry, was only becoming popular in antiva by 1:45 divine. the crows aren't mentioned in regards to starkhaven's invasion attempt in the glory age - does that mean they didn't quite exist yet, or that they just didn't have the power/influence to make an impact?
#this is always kinda hard cause like. on the one hand i *know* vg's dev cycle was god awful. the writers/artists/etc got fucked over by#mismanagement/executive meddling/whatever else. and i'm sure they did the best they could despite that! and things like these codex entries#being a mess is probably the price they paid to just get the game out. but on the other hand. so much of this game falls apart the second#you look too close. it's very much the culmination of ea/bioware not valuing their writers/chasing trends/every other poor choice made#behind-the-scenes. and i don't think that should be rewarded? otherwise we'll continue getting games hacked together at the last minute and#we'll keep hearing abt dev teams working under crunch/getting let go without notice/burning out of the industry entirely. and that's not#fair for any of us? like. this game cost 50 quid. i could have got two? three? games i actually enjoyed for that. maybe more. but i got vg#cause i thought at the very least it would continue the world and storytelling i'd gotten so attached to. and it didn't. it wasn't worth it#dragon age#datv critical#i wish i enjoyed gcse english poetry analysis as much as i enjoy poking holes in vg tbh#i was fuckin awful at poetry lmao#anyway hopefully that's everything. to anyone that reads this. i'm sorry. i hope you like walls of text.
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It burns…it hurts.
It hurts so much.
Slow, shaky breathing is the only sound to leave the little sapling as it lays in the grass, keeping its eye shut.
Why? It had tried so hard…it had one job! One purpose! And now? Now?! Now…now it just hurt.
Hate. They should feel so much hate, but it is too tired now to feel such a thing in the way it thinks it should.
It almost wants to cry, not that it has much energy for that either if it wanted to.
Their few thoughts are paused by a gentle touch. It’s…familiar, and cooler in temperature. It doesn’t burn. Somehow it's simultaneously and contradictorily warm in a sense, but not in the same way fire is. They can’t explain the sensation, but it knows who the sensation belongs to.
The void gently brushes one of their hands over the little spirit’s head.
Why didn’t xe just give up? Feel disdain towards it like everything else? Why hadn’t they fought it like the burning ram had, even upon knowing its intentions fully? It should hate that being, but it can’t find the energy to right now. Xe did get them free, it supposed, even if it was all for not. It should–
“Shh…”
The thoughts pause again. The burns…hurt slightly less where the void lays xir hand.
“You did your best. It is time to rest now, Birch. She’ll be here to collect you soon.”
She…? Master…?
It’s hard to say, the sapling is exhausted. The void tucks a small, familiar lantern under the tree’s cloak. It limply rests its hands around it…something else to focus on. It was nice to not have darkness for a time. What a waste, now…maybe they will keep it. Out of spite–that’s all…yeah. Just...just out of spite. Right.
It feels the void rise, the figure gently removing their hands and taking a few steps back. A tendril still holds on a moment longer. Perhaps they’ll stay...?
It isn’t long before Birch is scooped up by someone else, however; someone…familiar in a different way. The void says a farewell to the sapling, and to whomever has picked it up, but the little tree doesn’t process the words well, and they cannot answer. The tendril gently falls away, returning to its owner.
The spirit feels so weak, and so tired…so very, very tired.
‘It’s time to rest, little sapling. Until we meet again.’
It gives in, it falls asleep.
And Hex departs with it in her arms.
(Based on the events of @ask-the-secret-weapons (Bonus below))
The two share a brief glance. They share an understanding, somehow, perhaps if only due to the tree and their connections to it.
Opal, as they call their vessel, stands and watches Hex depart. They hold no malice towards her nor the sapling; in xir mind, it hardly did anything wrong.
All the grudges, sins, hatred, and malice from being trapped so long–those souls had every right to feel as they did in their restlessness, and the tree only was fulfilling its given orders and purpose. Very little wrong with that, in the Void’s many eyes.
The horned god of the hearth hardly did anything wrong either; He was created, though told little of his purpose. Sentient with the ability to question, he deserved answers, to think, and to choose what to do. While Opal had hardly expected such a hasty decision to release little Birch from the burning Ram, they did not blame the Wickerman for his choice. Very little wrong with that, in the Void’s many eyes.
The town itself. It has done many wrong, and many right. Some deserve the wrath that was coming, some may not, but no one particularly wants to die. They are not wrong for wanting to preserve themselves, either. Very little wrong with that, in the Void’s many eyes.
The Phalanx. Believing they could contain things forever, they have grown so accustomed to disaster being contained or controlled. They have lulled themselves into a false sense of security, believing they are forever on top. That they can use these “secret weapons” as they call them, for whatever they please one day. “Strength in Control,” and yet, they have little control now. Perhaps they can lie to themselves longer. Rather amusing, in the Void’s many eyes.
The rest of the “weapons” themselves…quite the collection. A shame, a princess stolen away, what is she without her people, twisted into a form meant for war? What would the supercomputer think if she knew what had happened to this old friend, would she morn? A doctor, kept complacent by its programing, his only purpose to make others “happy,” what is he when forsaken? An escaped employee of this superstructure, running to make a life for himself away from disassembly; is he wrong for wanting and taking such a freedom?
They cry out for aid, it is a shame, in the Void’s many eyes. The Void hears all the cries which do not manage to reach anyone else, desires that hide deep within, the void listens, and it provides its own aid in certain ways.
Alton, you are supposed to heed the call of your creations, and yet you give them silence. You shirk your responsibilities, and they pay the price.
And in the Void's many eyes...
There is something wrong with that. 👁
#Opal's art#my writing#My art#Idk what I ws going for with the doodle I just felt like it *shrug*#Doesn't really have meaning to it but you can give it meaning if you want#Just Two lil writing blurbs inspired from the events :]#The Void sees little wrong with how everyone has been feeling and the actions they all take; Xe has no issue with any of them actually#Opal DOES however have issue with Alton not doing his job. With that much power they find him simply being a coward or negligent#They are in their own way stepping up about it; But if he continues being silent (which we know he will) Opal is going to give him an earfu#If I had a nickel for every time Opal dealt with a deity and helped/talked to/knocked some sense into em#I'd have a small stack of nickels. Which is several more than initially expected but I think it works out#They're more like a background force that steps in now n then when it comes to certain things. You might not even know they're around#Shapeshifting has its perks when reality cannot bind you; It's a blessing they play by the rules...most of the time.#Buuuut anyway I'm rambling !! If anyone has questions I guess you're always free to ask haha#writing
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I GOT OFFERED A JOB I REALLY WANTED!!!! 😄😄😄
#logxx#I'm actually really happy while it's not a perfect position (pay is not great and it's in QA rather than research)#I really really like the location + I'd get to choose my own hours + I do think it would be really good for my career#Either in applying for grad school or continuing in industry in an area I'd want#I'm really happy 😊😊😊😊
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Oh! Fucking. Duh. Obvious Roxie post I can make today: here's an emote I made for the sp:te server! (With variants of different degrees of completion...)
I was gonna go back and shade the comic colors Roxie but. Just ended up going w the colors picked off the screenshot. This screenshot, specifically!
#mind the quality i ripped it from Somewhere but i dont remember where#i still havent gone and continued my Unhinged Screenshot Taking yet. but oh buddy when I do....#spto#sp comic#spvtw#fanart#art#roxie richter#emotes#discord emotes#blue sparks one there was just testing where i wanted to put some before i decided Overkill was The Way#like w the other ones. please do reblog this if you decide to use them in a server somewhere! i would like to know if they end up other +#+places#ooc#spto fanart#scott pilgrim fanart#spvtw fanart#spto roxie#scott pilgrim roxie#spvtw roxie#roxanne richter#roxy richter#actually. best day for it really. if anyone has any roxie screenshots or panels they want emotes from I'd generally consider them to begin +#+with but For Sure today. (generally if anyone wants a given shot/panel as an emote im happy to at least Try. i just need specifics)#(so far kim ones are my only Successful emote attempts Without panel/shot basis. i do need to try a ramona that was requested again...)#uhhh just to be safe i guess#potential eyestrain#i did try a version w the sparks more like they are in the show but it Didn't Look Good#feel free to try your own hand at it if you want#this post is scheduled btw :3c im still trying to work on another roxie piece... panel redraw....
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if I ever mysteriously disappear one day with my account deleted, becoming the missing mutual, rest assured that it'll probably be because I have continually lied about myself IRL and find this account to be attached to that mentality. I will one day return
#I still like this username but I might abandon it. might return to it too though#just a solid reset on my online presence#idk if I'll go through with it but I'm acknowledging it here just in case#andy rambles#btw I love to use the shitty phrasing of calling myself a pathological liar but I'm just gonna explain that real quick#I'm pretty open about how my main OCD obsession is emotional contamination#long story short I have continually distanced myself from anything about myself that I share with others#(“I can only be what you're not”)#where I have met a lot of people and whatnot#it used to not affect me much until I turned 13 when it began to spiral out of control#I stopped engaging in almost anything I actually enjoyed (I'm drawn to people who like the same things as me (unfortunately))#I started to latch onto anything that I could possibly enjoy and “claim” it as my own w/out fear on infection#(another persons soul infecting my own authenticity has been a deep rooted fear of mine)#(that if I am ever even vaguely influenced by someone else I am going to become them and therefore be inauthentic)#(which is in my eyes the worst crime a human can commit)#pair that with yearly-ish “emotional rebrands” (ie. doing whatever I can to distance myself from a past version of myself I hate)#and you get a recipe for “this guy isn't who he says he is”#I refused to engage in my own interests -- get new interests -- do just about anything#I say refused like its past-tense but this is still happening#this has actively ruined my life & ability to connect with people#I have a lot of personal moral shit (OCD obsessions are rarely one-man shows) against lying to people#(its a display of inauthenticity which is the worst crime of man)#so I've decided to refer to myself as a pathological liar as this pattern is in practice a series of lies that have done nothing but stack#rn I'm doing my best to decipher what about myself is truly me vs. distancing myself from others out of fear of infection#big ones I've realized is that I'm not into dudes. at all.#I consistently identified as a lesbian for 3 years before I met other people who were also lesbians#then I didn't and I am certain it was out of fear that I'd become them somehow#(don't we love magical thinking?)#anyways that's the short of it#if that makes sense at all
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when i was in 3rd grade i was obsessed with jerboas and i tied a shoelace to the back of my pants every day as my jerboa tail... ahead of my time
i don't think this is me but she is pretty cute and she's borrowing my favorite clothes
i thought maybe drawing a humanoid character might feel fun if it was furry but drawing this was still sheer torture. goin back to drawin cats and weird creatures exclusively i think
#it's cool that i can do something like this in a couple hours now though??#my art#art#digital art#digital illustration#jerboa#furry#jerboasona#i'm glad i figured out that i just don't enjoy drawing people very much#i think i fell off drawing cuz all art advice i was finding was so focused around human form#but when im drawing creatures and stuff i actually have fun while im drawing. idk#like. i like this character at the end but i didn't feel the same joy in drawing her? i mostly just felt frustrated#maybe when ive been drawing longer i will come back to human stuff. cuz like this was a lot easier than it used to be#and i can tell im understanding some shapes in space better#but i think i'd rather learn that in a way that i have fun learning it#and if it eventually comes back around to human forms that's cool#but also im fine with drawing animals forever if it continues to make me happy
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as much as I doubt a bloodborne 2 will ever happen and as much as a decent part of me doesn't want a Bloodborne 2 (FromSoft is just not all that good at sequelizing, methinks), I do have a wishlist of sorts for what I'd like to see from the game if it ever did happen
Different setting. Same time period! I want it to be known that this is the perfect tech level for this setting, but I don't think that Yharnam has any blood left in the carcass. I'd want to see what the Great Ones manifest as in different cultures, most notably the Wild West. Give me the fine line between the roar of a train's engine and and the lungs of a beast, between the tracks and veins of the land. Bloodborne already has a pretty strong theme of horror coming from the abuse of the vulnerable in. Well, you've played the game, you know. We'll just gesture vaguely to Mergo, Arianna, and The Nightmare of motherfucking Mensis. There's a lot to work with in an alternate direction, with the exploitation of workers for the sake of industry.
Gimme new secondary weapons that aren't guns. I'mma be real here with this one, I just want a left handed meat hook to get myself behind an enemy. I think that would be an interesting twist on a parry and reward you for getting in close.
Mobility. Hunters are sort of implied to be fidgety little whippets of fighters, let me run at or faster than Torrent's speed, and on top of that, let me clamber up buildings or cliffsides. No game has ever wanted a jump button more than Bloodborne, Hunters should be able to clamber up and over and dart around obstacles. Hell, Nightreign is a great prototype for such a thing.
More direct eldritch trappings. Look, I love Bloodborne's slow reveal that it's not actually Gothic Horror, I think that it was done masterfully well, I love the little breadcrumbs that let you piece it out if you were paying attention ahead of the reveals, a genre shift like that is one of my favorite things in fiction. But....well the eldritch cat's out of the bag, isn't it? We already know that this isn't gothic horror, that these beasts aren't just some kind of werewolf plague. Lean into the sea, let there be fossils of once great creatures in the desert, let me go under the damn water.
TRAIN HORROR
A character with a slightly more defined background. As much as I know Fromsoft RPGs tend to lean in the direction of complete blank slate, there is something to be said about a story about a character. Look at Sekiro, look at Lies of P. I think those stories are much more engaging on a personal level, because we're not just Nobody. And you're already not just nobody in Bloodborne! There's a very real implication with the Cainhurst Summons, that very frustratingly has nothing to it beyond the "wouldn't it be wild if". It doesn't have to be a lot, just like....give me SOMETHING
#bloodborne#look there is zero evidence that anyone from Fromsoft has read anything on my blog ever#but I'm banking on the MANY COINCIDENCES between what I put on a public forum and what ends up in their games continuing here#I'm not so arrogant as to think that I've ACTUALLY been plagiarized but like#if you've been ever RPed with my characters then Ranni probably leads you to at least squint in her direction#“Oh cool a variant on a doll character who is associated with the moon and darkness and has big fluffy hair and is 4'11 and hey wait”#“That's just Luna from the hit tumblr blogger daughterofthedream”#HMMMMMM#anyway we're not here for crackpot theories#if anyone else has some bloodborne wishlist stuff add it on here#I'd be hyped as hell to see some other ideas from the community
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horizontober 2023 | 18: tarot
#horizontober2023#horizon forbidden west#hfw#hfwbs#aloy#pls don't come at me if this isn't a good interpretation of this tarot card bc i've never studied tarot T_T#but i looked it up and this is the one that spoke to me (that i thought i'd be able to do in photomode lol)#i actually got pretty into designing the border but it needs a lot more work and then i realized i saved my wip as a flattened image >.<#so....... all my layers are gone. fuck me.#still! i can recreate it without too much trouble (the pattern is an svg in inkscape)#and my quest to make svgs of the whole alphabet imitating the logo 'brushstrokes' on the horizon font continues#i think i've done most letters by now? just missing like q x y z and a few others#i also have a few variants (esp r/h/n) with different ascenders/descenders and some with the gaps in the vertical strokes#if anyone wants a word/title you're welcome to ask me and i'll see what i can do if i have time!
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{ there’s a news paper article, it’s been folded to fit in the jar, it looks like it’s been ripped from todays paper }
It reads:
LOCAL TULSA EXTERMINATOR MISSING OR DEAD
At bout 6am on a Saturday, a police report ran out bout an exterminator truck parked on the outskirts of town. Upon investigation the truck was found missing its driver. The interior of the vehicle was a disaster, with cages knocked on the floor and open, storage cabinets looked to have been ransacked and emptied of all contents, but the most strangest part was that under the vehicle and pile of human bones was discovered, the police were able to identify them as belonging to that of an Adult man. It is Unknown if this what has become of the driver, and we are yet to hear back from the police.
{ a note is attached to the back of the paper }
It reads:
I think the rats got em
Soda had taken a quick break from his jar, spending about 3 hours away from it so he could recollect himself, and when he came back... he found this.
Soda read over the paper, and the more he read the more slightly terrified he became.
“Whaaaaat the fuuuuucckkk...” He whispered to himself, looking around before spotting a rat in a corner.
The rat chewed at a chip, staring back at Soda with beady eyes before eventually it scampered off.
Soda just kept watching, slightly terrified. “Okay. Well. Good to know it wasn't the aliens making them like that. Bad to learn they're still...” Soda paused, propping his feet up onto the stool with him. “...Homocidal.”
#— Jesus.#— What the hell made them do that?!#— And why?!#— PLEASE don't let me become their next target. I'd actually like to live to see Steve n' Pony graduate at LEAST!#— Eughhh...#he's freaked out man#but hey some time's gone by now#totally not for any out of story reason#(i couldn't bring myself to write anything yesterday here 💀 actually terrible)#rat saga continues
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he 💥💥💥
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#tw eye contact#Heeeeeeeee#[stares directly into your eyeballs] hello. Bfhsfh#oc that feels like an extra limb do you know what i'm sayin 🤌#put some Texture to his smooth azz hair. yippee !!#/anyway putting him in stressful situations#you WILL have gray hair by 28 dude c'mere [lunges at him]#//also been experiencing the odd feeling that comes with being around an oc's age that was a bit older than you before#it shouldn't but it makes it funnier to me that his whole situation starts happening when he's like 19. like whaat hjfhshfvh#like i made him up when i was about 16? things :3#/though you know what was a weirder 'woah i'm older than this character now' moment was candace from pnf#like THAT was a weird feeling when i'd actually realized hjfhsfhfsf#//okay alr i gtg rn hjfshfv#so BYE. toodles [slinks away] [looks back once] [continues slinking away]
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