#I’m turning 28 this year 🫠

[wonhosmistress]

I was going through a couple of my playlists and one artist led to MySpace gems✨🤭

[hobisexually]

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[subbyprincessb]

5, 6, 8, 11, 14, 24, 25, 28, 29, 30, 47, 51, 56, 58, 62, 63, 64, 65, 67, 69, 70, 71, 72, 74, 75, 76, 77, 79, 81 ... a lot I know. sorry baby

5. Are you in love?

I wouldn’t say I am in love, no.

6. Are you single this year?

Technically I’m married.

8. Describe your crush

Lol. Nice body, nicer cock hahahah

11. Do you ever want to get married?

I am married, but would I get married again? Hm I don’t know. Maybe if I found the right person haha

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

I do :)

24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?

To my husband? No. To someone else? Probably not unless I found the right person but right now that’s the last thing I’m thinking about 🙃

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

Hmm well it’s December and the year is almost over and like I said I’m married so lol

28. Have you ever been cheated on?

Yes

29. Have you ever cheated on someone?

Yes, a guy I dated when I was younger. I cheated on him with a friend. And I mean if you wanna call what I am doing now cheating, then yes. But I’m in a loveless marriage. That I plan on leaving. And my husband knows I plan on it. 🤷🏼‍♀️

30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

Yes, I’d love to get a breast lift. And my lips done. But really that’s about it.

47. How old are you?

29 :)

51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?

My children lol

56. State 8 facts about your body

1. I had 3 children

2. When I’m about to get my period I get horrible migraines

3. Lol, so I have a toe, that is the same size as my pinkie to next to it. I’ll never show it🙃

4. I have a big nose and I hate it

5. My pussy is fat 😭

6. My skin is soft

7. My eyes are a blue green

8. I bite my nails

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

1. Be obsessive 2. Make me laugh 3. Show me I’m worth it 4. Care about my interests 5. Obviously you have to like kids haha

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

Be obsessive

63. What is your definition of “having sex”?

Foreplay, cuddles, after care and me sitting on your cock 🙃💕

64. What is your definition of cheating?

I think actually seeking out and meeting up in secret, like physical intimacy and having a whole ass relationship with another person, physically and not leaving your partner.

65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?

Fingering/eating me out for hours until I’m dripping wet and begging for your cock

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?

Nice dinner and a midnight stroll on the beach. Lots of talking included maybe skinny dipping if the weather is warm enough

69. What turns you off?

When someone doesn’t respect my boundaries

70. What turns you on?

Physically: neck kisses, butt grabs, soft touches, when they do the little thing like grabbing me by the back of my neck lol

Using their words: communication, describing in detail how they are going to ruin me, sending me dick pictures lmao or cum videos ugggghhh (consensually ofc)

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?

I unfortunately don’t remember my dreams

72. What words do you like to hear during sex?

Good girl, lots of praise, moaning ugh it drives me wild when a man whimpers 🫠 when I’m told how well I’m doing while I’m being ruined and a drooling whimpering mess haha

74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?

I really care about looks. As shallow as I sound I don’t think I could date someone I found unattractive. 🤷🏼‍♀️ I like a nice jawline, I like skinny fit men, plump lips. Idk sorry lol

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

Wow I don’t know it’s been a while and I can’t remember honestly.

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

Planning dates, setting up a whole surprise birthday party, making dinner every night lol idk I think I do sweet things on the daily. I’m also just a sweet person. I’d you ever date me that’s one thing I love giving gifts random gifts, surprises and such but I hate surprises.

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

Okay so here’s the thing. I don’t see a huge issue with it, my limit personally being 29 is I would date someone 45. But like a 30 year old has no business dating someone who is 18. One because someone who is 18 isn’t experiencing the same things as a 30 year old. And those two people are in different places in their lives. Like I would never date someone who is 18 let alone younger than like 24 hahah idk that’s just me though. Like me being 30 I can relate to someone who is 45 because I’m older I’ve experienced life already someone who is 18 hasn’t done the same things as me. I don’t see us having anything in common. Don’t care for it honestly.

79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?

Earlier today lol. When I was thinking about my crush, and how he could potentially be talking to other people hahaha. I get stuck in my head a lot 🙃

81. Who are five people you find attractive?

1. Ohhhh this guy named Alex 💕

2. Oscar Isaac

3. I’m gonna expose myself for this one, but if you know me, or talked to me about my writing, I write fanfiction. Especially about James Cameron’s avatar. Haha so Jake sully from avatar. It feeds into my size kink okay 🙃

4. My bestie Kat, she is so beautiful and she is my soulmate!

5. And I’m gonna say myself because I think I do have a pretty attractive face :)

[ayypapiarmour]

Self personal astro observations: most potent aspect and planet

I’ve always loved astrology since I was in high school. And it started out with zodiacs/horoscopes and at the time I was like 10 years old. But I learned to get deep into it when I was 18 and this year I’m turning 28. So hurray! It’s been almost 18 years now. (My Saturn return is approaching btw, which is next year 😂😭😂)

In this post I wanna talk about the most potent aspect and planet in my birth chart, and it involves conjunction and 0° degree.

Degree wise, the lesser the degree of the aspect(s) and planet(s) especially in conjunction in your birth chart, the more you feel and get involved of the themes of the aspect(s) and planet(s).

And now let’s move on.

most potent aspect in my birth chart:

Capricorn Venus conjunct Capricorn Uranus at 0°08

I’m aware that I’ve always wanted to live freely.

I wouldn’t say I dress way too bizarre but good enough for people to give a look.

My love life is erratic, I need space i love being independent but I admit, once in a while I want to be held 🥹

My taste in romantic partners is… somehow weird at least according to my friends.

I tend to find old people attractive (ranging between 40-60). I know. 🤭

Higher ups and authorities are kinda hot to me.

People in office attire melt me 🫠

And no, I’m not interested in poly relationships so stfu with that stereotype 😤😂

I’m not gay or bi. But I always find myself in situations where people from lgbtq community get “so comfortable” with me and think I’m one of them hahah. That’s cute though. I love them regardless. And I don’t blame them for thinking I’m one of them, cause I do exude things that deem as feminine behavior. And at least, once or twice a year, I will encounter same sex/gender kiss me in my dream so idk what’s up with that 😂🤷🏽‍♂️

I get over my crushes real quick 🤦🏽‍♂️

I hold onto this belief system “nothing lasts forever” and “it is what it is” and these two apply to love and relationships. So yeah nothing lasts and what you do with that? Be sad (it’s ok, but don’t let it consume you for too long) and move on. Don’t rely your happiness on one thing, there are many things you can find besides relationships to feel happy. OK?

My most potent planet in my birth chart

8th house Pluto in Sagittarius at 0°

(Holy cow. This one is crazy bro. At least for me)

I’ve been through many shit and I thank god and universe that I still somehow manage to survive to this day.

Near death experience is common. No joke.

Accidents: hit by amotorcycle, almost hit by a big truck too, while riding a motorcycle.

physical abuse from strangers, even from your loved ones during you childhood, yes.

I once went to a hospital for a big surgery. To remove potential cancerous cells but thank god they are not.

Creeps are everywhere. Stalkers are here and there. I don’t think I’m significant enough or attractive enough for someone to stalk me but here we are, I always find out.

I got groped/sexual assaulted when I was 16 by idk who. It was blurry atm.

My drink got spiked, someone in the club tried to do something “funny” to me. That was very traumatic.

I tend to attract Scorpios and Capricorns,8H stellium native, Plutonians, Saturnians, Martians and Lilith dominants

Being shamed in public and being a black sheep is common too.

Ignore this but whenever I sit in public transports, maybe it’s just me, people always like wanna have their legs/knees touch next to mine 😭

Indeed what astrologers always say about having 8H Pluto, sex orgasm does feel like death. My eyes would always go white whenever I’m about to come (tmi😂 )

[villanesus]

Masooooooon 🤗 for the let's get personal I'd love the answers to:

17, 18, 23, 26, 28, 35, 49, 72, and 79

Thank you, beloved Pistachio! This took me a minute 😅 (Send asks, folks! Pistachio has left you all at least 2 questions from that list.)

17: What was the last lie you told?

Gosh, straight for the throat. 😂 Hm. Oh, I know. Replied to a work message saying “sorry I didn’t see this until just now!”  I saw it, I just didn’t want to answer. 🙃

18: Do you believe in karma?

I’d like to (I have a strong sense of justice [an autistic trait]), but I don’t think it’s real. Or at a minimum I don’t think it’s consistent. 

23: How do you vent your anger?

As an adult, I usually just vent to a friend. If I’m super furious I will find a minimally destructive activity like tearing up scrap paper or cardboard boxes. 

26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?

For the most part. I’ve realized that every few years when I reflect on my younger self I always feel like that person was an ass clown (no matter what age). But I’m starting to cut them some slack. 

28: What’s your biggest “what if”?

I feel like there’s a couple different kinds of what ifs. What if X never, what if Y in the future. 

What if I had a better childhood is one I think about a lot. I experienced Some Things and had an undiagnosed disability. So I wonder how I would have turned out with more support and less baseline terror. 

My forward facing what if is equally a bummer. A lot of my what if energy is spent on what if I end up unhoused? Which is probably a direct consequence of the aforementioned what if. 🫠

35: To you, what is the meaning of life?

I’m not sure there is one. That is to say, I don’t think there is inherent meaning so it is whatever each person makes of it. I mostly try to find small things to enjoy and try not to be an asshole. 

49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?

A few times. My favorite was during undergrad. I was one of the top students in my CS program. The program was almost entirely men and the popular rumor was that I only did well in classes because I was providing sexual favors to the male professors. 🤣 I didn’t look overtly queer at the time, though I’m sure most other gays would have clocked me instantly. It was really infuriating (still is on some level), but if you’ve ever met me you’d immediately find that rumor terribly laughable. Graduated with an award and honors, though. 🙃

72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

That’s just a sneaky way of asking three questions, but I’ll allow it. 

a) Probably. I think context and transparency are important and my behavior would change so I wouldn’t want people to worry (about the wrong thing?). 

b) Assuming (unrealistically) that I will be in perfect health until the moment I drop dead, I’d use all my vacation time (why quit when I can force the company to pay for my last month of fun), make an effort to see some friends, ensure my estate stuff is in order and there’s a good home for my dog, maybe finish writing some things, and eat whatever I’d like. If I were going to die a really painful death, I might consider other arrangements to end things in advance. 

c) Not exactly. I dislike pain and loss of independence, so if those are part of the experience then I would be afraid of that. I don’t think anything happens after death other than the electrical and chemical interactions in my body ceasing, in turn causing my conscious mind to cease. For folks around my age and older, I have always pictured it like the way tube televisions used to turn off. The screen goes blank, there’s an odd hum, and you can sense the shift of static electricity dissipating from the machine. 

79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?

I think my career choices. I work in a field I’m really passionate about and it’s afforded me a decent life in the hellscape of late-stage capitalism. I’m stressed out a lot, but if I’m going to be stressed out regardless, at least I can do work that feels meaningful. 

[freeuselandonorris]

3, 19, 20, 28 for the ao3 asks 🙂

hiiiii thank you!!

3. What work are you most proud of (regardless of kudos/hits)?

ooourgh. this is actually really difficult, which is a nice problem to have! i’ve published 17 fics this year (18 if you could the inflation ficlet i haven’t got round to posting yet) so i have quite a lot to choose from!

i thinkkk it’s that one from work can come over on monday night, simply because it’s by far the longest thing i’ve ever written fic-wise, and i usually struggle so much to maintain momentum with multichapter fics (admittedly i haven’t finished it yet, so hopefully i don’t jinx it now 🫠). i’m also really proud of the world-building, if you can call it that — i’ve enjoyed putting in the tiny details to try to make it feel grounded in a version of reality adjacent to our own, and i’m also pleased with the way i’ve handled the emotions in it. i’ve been really focusing on striking a balance between the poor communication inherent in two guys who’ve been trained from a very young age not to show weakness, and the genuine desire for connection that impels them to actually fucking talk about stuff already jfc.

honorary mention to tasty. it’s only short, but i feel like i packed a lot in and i think there are some elegant turns of phrase in there. plus it made me broaden my horizons and try something new, having traditionally largely stayed away from fantasy-based kinks, so that was cool!

19. What’s one pairing you want to explore next year?

already answered here!

20. Which work of yours have you reread the most?

i tend not to re-read my own fics THAT much because i find it hard to get past the fact that it was me wot did it, and so i just end up getting annoyed at myself for using the same word twice in the space of a paragraph or whatever, instead of just enjoying the scene.

having said that, i did re-read born and raised for the job, my horrible mick schumacher/toto wolff omorashi desperation/daddy kink/general unhealthy power dynamics opus quite a lot. this is mainly because i wrote that fic for an audience of two (me and you) and filled it with 90% of my cast-iron kinks (couldn’t fit CNC in but it’s got everything else).

i did also re-read a siren on the rocks calling you into the deep a few times because i quite like some of the subtle character work i did in it and also, it’s horny as fuck and so am i.

28. Favorite work you wrote this year?

tied between monday, born and raised for the job (for all the reasons outlined above) and playboy in the grotto, because it just felt very natural and vivid to me, and i feel like i caught something natural and quite sweet/filthy with them which i’m proud of, especially as it was my first fic for landoscar and i didn’t have a brilliant handle on their personalities at that point.

AO3 wrapped: writer’s edition

[ginger-that-acts-blond]

0-44

0: Height

- 6’2”

1: Virgin?

- You’re funny haha. No.

2: Shoe size

- 8-9 in men’s

3: Do you smoke?

- No. 🍃🍁sometimes 👀

4: Do you drink?

- Occasionally. But like maybe once a month max lol.

5: Do you take drugs?

- Prescription for my brain 🤪

6: Age you get mistaken for

- 22-27

7: Have tattoos?

- Yep!

8: Want any tattoos?

- So many more

9: Got any piercings?

- Yep!

10: Want any piercings?

- Yep yep

11: Best friend?

- That’s so hard because I have a lot of really important friends in my life

12: Relationship status

- Happily Taken 🥰

13: Biggest turn ons

- Wouldn’t you like to know, weather boy

14: Biggest turn offs

- Feet

15: Favorite movie

- Clue

16: I’ll love you if

- You spend time with me

17: Someone you miss

- My parents

18: Most traumatic experience

- Ooo. Couple car accidents for sure

19: A fact about your personality

- I am an introvert trapped in an extroverts body

20: What I hate most about myself

- Don’t really know tbh. I’ve done a lot of personal growing and healing that took a long time, but I’m truly happy with myself

21: What I love most about myself

- My freckles

22: What I want to be when I get older

- A performer

23: My relationship with my sibling(s)

- So wonderful!

24: My relationship with my parent(s)

- Also so wonderful!

25: My idea of a perfect date

- I’d have to say April 24th

26: My biggest pet peeves

- Slow drivers, being rude to customer service workers, meetings that could have been…nothing lol

27: A description of the girl/boy I like

- The biggest light in my life 🥹

28: A description of the person I dislike the most

- Which one

29: A reason I’ve lied to a friend

- Safety

30: What I hate the most about work/school

- I’m the punching bag 🫠

31: What your last text message says

- “Love you baby 💛”

32: What words upset me the most

- Don’t be phobic.

33: What words make me feel the best about myself

- Kind, compassionate, etc

34: What I find attractive in women

- Eyes, smiles, curves

35: What I find attractive in men

- So much lol

36: Where I would like to live

- Not the states

37: One of my insecurities

- My voice

38: My childhood career choice

- Astronaut

39: My favorite ice cream flavor

- Vanilla caramel waffle cone

40: Who wish I could be

- Myself

41: Where I want to be right now

- With my doggo, or by some water

42: The last thing I ate

- A doughnut

43: Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately

- Lady Gaga or my bf

44: A random fact about anything

- Did you know if a supernova occurred close enough in our universe we would be extinct? However, we wouldn’t know for how many light years it takes to travel to us, or until the wave of radiation hit us since that travels faster than light 🥰

[the-royal-daddy]

Just dropping by to say hiiiiiiii 💕 I hope you’re having a wonderfully lovely day 🥺

Omgggg hi my favorite 💙😭💙

Everything’s going okay these days!! I’ve been at my current job for two months now and I finally feel settled and adjusted to the expectations. I talk to a lot of old people in my line of work and I’m a charmer 🙈

I found my way out of credit card debt that seemed insurmountable, which is a big big deal and a hard lesson for me. But it’s all part of growing up!

One of these days I’ll get back in the dating scene… 🫠

As the end of the year approaches, I’m thinking about everything I’ve learned, especially considering I’ll turn 28 in a couple months. I’m not even close to knowing everything, and that’s okay.

In my 27th year, I finally admitted to myself that some of the traumas I’d been repressing were negatively affecting my personal life. And it’s always a huge step being able to recognize your own shortcomings! We’re only human.

Everybody knows therapy is expensive 🥲 But it’s on the agenda for when I’m more financially stable. In the meantime, I want to work on myself a little bit every day, and accept that nobody in their 20’s has everything figured out.

But anywho, thank you so much for checking in and I hope you’re having a lovely day yourself!!! 🌹🌹

[pntbttrspn]

10.18.24

As of today I am 28. In less than 3months I’ll be a whopping 29 🫠. I had major plans for myself before I turned 30, and honestly finding the love of my life wasn’t one of them. I wanted a house for sure, on the fence about kids but like anyone else who can produce a child I’m curious about what they would be like. I wanted to be financially stable, with good relationships/networking wise.

As I get closer to 30 A LOT of things have been coming into perspective. Lately I’ve been battling making the biggest decision of my 20’s so far. Thats if I should leave the person I’ve been with for the past 8 years come November 19th. This decision has had sis STRESSED, lowkey hoping I drop some weight 😅 BUT ANYWHOOOO a lot of things are currently in motion and I feel like any decision I make will alter something else (as always) 🙄.

I just came on here to let some of it out mentally….thats all.

[jeonqkooks]

jen dearest 🤍 i got myself some time during my lunch break to reply to you ; u ; but how exciting that you had a great time back at home and seeing all the people you missed the last little while. i know the feeling you described, almost... a mix of guilt and grief for "visiting" home and not staying home, for "leaving behind" the ones who probably want you by their side the most. i feel that way every time i see my grandparents, and they are only a couple cities over from me... i cannot imagine that sort of strain on your heartstrings after hopping on the plane 🥺 but although that feeling doesn't really get any better, life does get bigger — so in comparison to the last time, hopefully your visits home become easier to carry with experience. (did you try bánh canh like we last discussed 😂?)

those resolutions — or at least, aspirations to set forth this year! — sound perfectly reasonable to me ☺️ i hope you get to achieve them, or even an inkling of all, so you can full power experience them later! as for me — i may tap back into writing, but for original characters of my own; maybe even poetry? how fun would that be hehe i'm also looking to move along with work — things have been going well in my role, and my team definitely trusts me with managing the office — but the company itself and the compensation is next to nothing, sadly. but cheers to see where our professional roads lead ^^~ any new country in particular you're looking to come to?

my love and i are still going strong 🥰 it will be 7 years together in february! things have been sort of picking up a notch — we've discussed engagement/marriage to our families and it makes me feel so funny because!!! i!!! am!!! baby!!! (see: turning 28 later this year, my goodness 😨) who knows what will happen by this year but if things happen... i'll be sure to tell you 🤍

i'm so dearly content that you found that passion and rhythm again to write; especially almost every day! how absolutely exciting ; u ; ! when the muse has been locked in, it's hard to let go in the original rush of it all... may you enjoy the ride as it continues on hehe either way, i certainly hope the stay fandom has been treating you kindly and have become a safe place for you to travel to often. you only deserve the utmost best, after all.

until next time, sweetheart~

write soon. thương thương with all my heart,

cee 🤍

yeah it’s very bittersweet 🫠 i do still get emo sometimes thinking about it. yesterday i just sat down on the couch and stared at nothing for like 15 minutes after i looked at something i brought back from home. but yeah since i’m gonna try to come visit more often, hopefully the withdrawal won’t be as bad as this time 😔

bánh canh completely slipped my mind !! 😭 there’s actually quite a few things that i didn’t get to eat even though i was trying to tick everything off my list lol. from now on i’ll have to try and be more productive whenever i go back 😂

oh writing !! i hope you find the time and enjoyment in writing again. i miss your writing (and maybe!jk) sm :(( but i know that whatever it may be, poetry or your own oc’s, you’re gonna be amazing

i’m so glad that work is going well for you. and love !! that’s exciting news !! for now i can only hope that you two are as happy as can be. but fingers crossed for more wonderful news in the future <3 :’)

i’m planning to go to nyc later this year for a trip - maybe september, we’re still thinking - so i might be in the same timezone as you !!

thank you !! day by day i feel better about writing since the new muse has come into my life. getting back in touch with creativity again has really brightened up my life and it’s honestly kinda silly how much a good fandom experience can make me so happy lol. i hope that side of tumblr will continue to be as good as now for as long as possible bc it’s really been bringing me so much joy :’)

i always look forward to your messages. thank you for checking in, boo <3 happy tết in advance !! love you always, thương thương 🤍