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Hope everyone has a good day 😊
#hi#it’s me#hope yall have a good day#this isn’t recent but it’s a pic I don’t hate so here ya go#hi hello#hello tumblr#me#I’m trying to love myself
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bitch (affectionate)
#I’m in love with her#trying a different art style (again)#i would say I meant this piece to be more unhinged than hot but that’s a lie#i couldn’t bring myself to draw the bone arm you can’t make me#nor can you make me draw lace lol#not the first bloody nightgown I’ve drawn and it won’t be the last#ianthe tridentarius#ianthe the first#tlt#tlt spoilers#tlt fanart#the locked tomb#harrow the ninth#harrow the ninth spoilers#my art
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smooch!
#wow remember when i was an animator yeah me neither#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#mo dao zu shi#I love them your honor#this looking rough was an ✨artistic choice✨ or at least that’s what I tell myself#mdzs#my art#I’m so sorry I’m not online more but I’m trying to avoid tears spoilers like they’re the plague
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Gay Lawyers and Weird Girls for y’all ;) Mia Fey please call me
#marim's art#ace attorney#phoenix wright ace attorney#pwaa#phoenix wright#maya fey#miles edgeworth#wrightworth#narumistu#ema skye#mia fey#pearl fey#dahlia hawthorne#lana skye#franziska von karma#ini miney#every time she did the thing I thought of the eto bleh meme#doodling is how I keep myself sane until I get my hands on Apollo justice trilogy#that and playing aai1 in my es emulator whoops#I love doodling a bunch of characters to try and figure out how I’m going to draw each of them hehe
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there are a lot of evil people in the world and a lot of darkness in the world and so it’s very important for me to stress that now more than ever is the time to spread kindness and compassion. combat the evil by not only not partaking in it, but actively refuting it. destroy the notion that being compassionate or generous or kind to someone is uncool or embarrassing or even scary. be the change you want to see. start a chain reaction. positivity only breeds more positivity. do an act of kindness for someone so that that person who is too afraid to do it themselves can see you, realize that they’re not alone, and perhaps sheepishly follow your example. and then the next person who is too afraid but sees that person can do the same. when bad news comes out about bad people or horrible atrocities in the world it’s such an easy impulse to despair, and obviously it’s important to feel what you need to feel. grieve. be angry. be sorrowful. be empathetic. but dust off your pants and get up and be a part of a chain reaction that, no matter how small the scale, and spread compassion and love and care. all the reasons why you might not—“it’s hard! it’s scary! people will make fun of me! it’s useless because there’s too much evil!” are all grade A arguments as to why you should. you have no idea how many people you could inspire to do the same. even if it doesn’t get you anyway far, you can at least say you have the nobility of trying. please choose love and please choose life. you are worth loving and you are worth inspiring others to love
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All things considered you seem pretty chill about losing the blog. Is there a reason for that or am I misinterpreting :0
i’m not chill at all every day i wake up extremely early drenched in sweat and check my email with a kind of desperation i have never experienced before
#i have never in my life thought about my blog this much#i’m absolutely heartbroken losing firefox official and i really dont know what to do with myself#ive been really trying to figure out how to successfully mourn the loss of that blog because i really really loved it
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Drawing Sylus as a girl dad part 2 💖
#I’m watching horror movie trying to distract myself by drawing something wholesome 😭#fanart#digital#illustration#my art#love and deepspace#lads#Sylus#sylus love and deepspace#Sylus fanart#girl dad#Sylus as a dad#love and deepspace x you#sylus lads#lads fanart#lads art#lads sylus#comic#l&ds sylus#l&ds#sylus x mc#lnds sylus#love and deepspace sylus#love and deepspace fanart
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been watching a lot of hermitcraft recently and am happy to report that i am hopelessly endeared by these little goobers 💕 they’re like bugs to me
close ups under the cut!
gonna be real this was absolutely just me taking the opportunity to get my grubby lil mitts all up in their character designs lol i heart interpreting mc skins
#my post#my art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#oh boy here we go#zedaph#tangotek#bdoubleo100#bdubs#rendog#falsesymmetry#stressmonster101#iskall85#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#WHY are there so MANYYY (<- is the one who drew that many)#anyways i love them they’re so…………#also just for the record i have Peaked with that lil ouppy rendog just LOOK AT HIMMM#i will never draw anything better than that he’s literally perfect#don’t. don’t worry about how long it took to draw one tiny thing it definitely wasn’t embarrassingly long struggling with dog legs#i’m also really proud of horsegirl bdubs giving his horf a big ol ‘MWAH!’ but that’s just because that one’s real cute :)#but yeah this was just a lil somethin somethin i poked at whenever i was in a Mood and needed something to draw forrr however many months#i tried challenging myself to draw hermits i probably wouldn’t much otherwise :)#it was fun i love designing my interpretations of various skins#it was really funny tho how i was fighting for my LIFE drawing zed and meanwhile ren and stress turned out perfect first try#was that purely on me for giving him wool and a terrible angle to draw a face at?#……..yeah probably but STILL#but i’m really pleased with how he turned out so 100% worth it babyyy#anyways posting this so i’ll stop poking at it i’ve gone ‘okay it’s Officially Done’ like 5 times now lol i need to leave it alone#POSTING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TURN ON A LAYER AND DIDN’T NOTICEEE IF YOU SAW THE OG POST NO YOU DIDN’T
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an archdevil and a presidential candidate sneak into a gay bar
flatcolor + closeups below :)
#they love each other so much you guys don’t understand#they’ve lived together for years. they have seen each other at their worst.#THEY HAVE CHOSEN EACH OTHEROVER EVERYTHING SO MANY TIMES#ITS ALL ABOUT FRIENDSHIP#ITS ALL ABOUT THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE#ITS ALL ABOUT TAKING CARE OF EACH OTHER#my brother just brought me fettuccine alfredo#which is an important addon to this post#(it’s all about taking care of each other)#BY THE WAY#I understand the ‘they are sisters’ response to lots of my bad girls posts but I need to make it so clear that it’s more than that#not to be that guy because I do get it but I’m in a constant state of twisting myself around my art to avoid some things#and something I get a bunch is people seeing things as either ‘they’re siblings’ or ‘they’re dating’ when neither was my intention#because what I’m trying to get across here isn’t romantic and it’s not really sisterly either. love is such a wide range beyond that#+ and I want those types of love to also be understood within my art y’know#all that to say that it’s not that deep and they love each other very very much any way you slice it#d20#d20 fantasy high#dimension 20#d20 fanart#fantasy high#fhjy#kristen applebees#fig faeth#fig fantasy high#kristen fantasy high#kristen chilis applebees#applefaeth#undescribed#my art
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Terry and Korvo
#solar opposites#terry opposites#korvo opposites#terry x korvo#hehehehehehe I love them#also I’m patting myself on the back for being able to incorporate my own style with solar opposites and the South Park style#what can I say I’m simply the best#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#2024 art#I CANNOT BECAUSE KORVO IS SO ME GUYS YOU DONT GET IT#anyway since the first episode I thought man these bitches gay and should kiss on screen#and guys do they do more then just make out#what can I say I love queer people <3#ALSO WATCHING THE NEW SEASON WHAT THE FUCK#GUH this show is so goooood i simply cannot#I relate more to plant based life forms then others around me#mindlessly doodling#hehehe also yes I did design that shirt myself#lamo yesss two fanarts in a row congrats guys#I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO POST THIS FOR THREEE DAYS#om lord I was like it’s gotta be twelve and each day I would miss it#I like posting at certain times guh my one down fall#tervo#solar opposites tervo#tervo fanart
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Pose practice! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ
#these were actually pretty fun to do! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#lmk mk#lego monkie kid#lmk fanart#digital art#my art#I tried making mk’s outfit a mix of the two#shadowpeach#sorry Hetalia followers I have been on a wukong kick lately 😔#I like that little monkie man…#not just Lego but in general#yo I might do the black myth one next cuz that final boss had me giggling and kicking my feet#I literally looked like this 🤭 had to stop myself like GIRL GET UP. HAVE SOME DIGINITY 😭😭😭#either that game studio did not think about people with degradation kinks or they thought way too much of em#that boss was disreSPECTful#is young sage x og wukong a thing? if not they don’t call me a creator for nothin#it’s basically just clone fuckin to em anyway I’m pretty sure every iteration of wukong has done that already#including the jttw one#bet those parties on flower fruit mountain got fucking WILD#anyway here’s mk and his dads sorry bout the ramble :)#love that four ears headcanon for him that’s big brain#family bonding activity can just be one guy and his two divorced dads he’s trying to parent trap by himself#no I forgot their masks… o(-( cuz I usually just color them in…..no..
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Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨
#I didn’t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so#it was still a wonderful start to the new year 💞🥰💞#but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways#and now I’m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor#the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze#he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face#I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what he’s looking for#I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out#I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us#“now I wonder why you dragged me all the way here” he utters in a playful growl “trying to get far away from the crowd?”#I smile and I nod. “obviously. can’t really do what I want with you out there”#his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. “yeah? why don’t you show me then.”#“I thought you’d never ask” I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone#“so this one is blue. he’s the oldest but he’s sooooo sweet. and that’s Eva. my only girl she’s sassy but she loves swea-” he leaves#whaddahell I say demurely whimpering even… whaddahell…#gpoy
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I've been thinking lately... maybe I should stop worrying so much about why I feel something and just feel it.
#grease rise of the pink ladies#grease rotpl#rise of the pink ladies#rotpl#cynthia zdunowski#grease spoilers#cynthia rotpl#shy guy rotpl#short king ‘wait does this mean i’m a thespian?’ cynthia#shy guy 'i'm jewish though?' edward#baby boy shy guy!!!! my son my child!!#queer solidarity love to see it!#i think i need a gif tag#not to prev tags myself but uh:#cynthia and shy guy are like Peak high school gays trying to date each other bc they can't accept they're gay but know the other is Safe#like i really didn't expect for this to be where his v obvious crush was going but i'm here for it!#love them love this#love to see cyn getting their shit together to apologize#cannot wait for next week!
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Get in the fucking biograft, Shuriken. (EVANGELION/PHIGHTING!)
(og screenshot’s/cover under text!) Why hello there to my tumblr followers, it’s been a awhile /silly
ANYWAYS!!! Guess who recently finished the EVA franchise minus the rebuilds and has been in a horrible chokehold over it, this anime ruined my life but hey at least its intro theme is nice……
Well, I wanted to draw some stuff for it! All together these pieces took exactly 48 hours and 20 minutes… with the cover-piece taking ~35(?) of those hours. These were… very, VERY time costly safe to say LOL,,, I am super, SUPER proud of how the cover came out though, everything on it was drawn, colored, rendered, edited, whatever, BY HAND stroke by stroke (as you can see below)
The text, the lineart, the shadows, the colors, the snowflakes on the bio and Shuri, EVERYTHING was done by hand, it was horribly time costly but it did come out very, VERY well in the end I would say (fun fact! I also didn’t originally have the textless version of the cover, and I had to trace all of the lineart for bio’s tophalf by just guessing what line when where and what the hell was going on /silly)
this was a very, very hard project to do all together, but it was also a really nice learning experience too, I’m happy i did it that’s for sure :3!
(og screenies + cover)
#its. Done#ho. ly.#FUCK#its finally done#48 hours of work later and I’m FREEEEEEEE (lie) /silly#Eva has been rotting my brain into oblivion recently#I am oh so traumatized and mentally disturbed but man this anime does hold a very special place in my heart#And so does PHIGHTING! which is why this exists /silly#So! About this#This isn’t an au- not really at least. I don’t think I could live with myself if I made this a serious au#I love Eva with all my heart but I feel like it’s just a little too mature to combine with something like phighting LMAO#I don’t want to be the reason why some poor 12 year old finds out about EVA and then is subsequently traumatized for life because an#Artist they like combined the two /j#Okay seriously though yeah! This is really just a fun little “what if” situation- bascially of what characters would be who and how would a#Small bit of the world building work#Other then that I have been trying to avoid putting much thought into it#Credits to my friend Torch for getting me into this hell-show by the way /vsilly#art#artists on tumblr#phighting#digital art#phighting roblox#phighting fanart#phighting art#roblox phighting#phighting!#evangelion fanart#neon genesis evangelion#the end of evangelion#neon genesis fanart
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okay wait hear me out: Soap with a shaved asshole
BUT (wait, listen, hear me out)
Ghost is the one who shaves him, and he does it with a straight razor
semi-regularly, Johnny finds himself face down in a pillow, his ass in the air trying to stay as still as possible while Simon spreads his cheeks, lathering shaving cream in his ass crack, the knife-sharp edge of the razor pressed against his sensitive skin, hands holding the skin taut to avoid cutting him, giving him the smoothest shave he’s ever had, all so Simon can fuck him better
he spends the entire time nearly vibrating in place, trying to stay stock still so Simon doesn’t accidentally cut him, but his cock is hanging between his legs and every scrape of the razor on his skin has him twitching, trying to get friction, unsure if he wants to flinch away or press back into the razor’s edge in Simon’s hand
sometimes he swears that the shaving is more erotic than the sex that comes after
#listen I know we all love hairy soap (myself included)#but I also love soap trusting ghost with a straight razor literally right next to his asshole and in between his buttcheeks#something about it#I honestly have no idea if you even can shave your ass with a straight razor#undoubtedly it’s a bad idea#shaving kink#knife kink#does it count? i’m tagging it anyway#call of duty#cod#don’t try this at home kids#simon ghost riley#john soap mactavish#ghoap#ghostsoap#soapghost#tombstone's epitaphs
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What happened has happened, and I understand how badly you wish you could change it. But remember, dwelling on the past can take up so much of your precious mental space. It’s time to gently release the grip it has on your heart. Let yourself heal from the pain, step by step. You deserve the freedom to embrace the present and the future with a lighter heart. Be kind to yourself and allow the process of healing to unfold.
#quotes#thoughts#spilled ink#literature#love#words#random thoughts#spotify#self love#spilled thoughts#thoughts to myself#speaking to myself#mental healing#self healing#healing#i’m done trying#moving on
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