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I have to go out and run errands but I’m feeling so unmoored. whatever I do I will not have caffeine
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This is probably the best fanart I’ve seen of these two, holy shit. The style is so nice and expressive, and the colors are so warm. Even the line art looks so graceful and beautiful. This is like cozying up on a cold winter night. Toothless looks so nice, and so does Hiccup. They’re look so alive. This whole piece looks like Jónsi’s Sticks and Stones makes me feel. Full of life and love.
stay close to me
#AAAAHHHHH#OMG#IM GOING TO CRY#screaming crying throwing up#fUck#that looks so fucking comfy#I can’t#they#just#they are so#look at hiccup!!!#look at toothless!!!#the details#I’m going crazy over this piece#I’m sorry#it’s so beautiful#they look so adorable#THIS is exactly how I imagine their relationship#and the colors????#so pretty#I’m so sorry I keep yelling but I just love this art so much#stay close to me#count one two and three#crying#hiccup httyd#toothless httyd#toothcup#I’m trying to calm down#this is just really nice
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ugh
#tw sh#tw excoriation#tw skin picking#i picked at my hands and i scratched my forehead a lot too#that’s new for me#i also banged my head into the wall repeatedly bc i kept having intrusive memories#i still feel like shit#i’m trying to calm down#i don’t want to relapse w cutting#ive been clean from that for 1.5 years i can’t relapse now#but god it would feel so good#i need it so bad#i want the release#i can’t handle these emotions they’re too strong they’re too much#just let me release it
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HEYYY GUYS quickly hopping back on here, messily taping/supergluing my art onto the blog, and then promptly skedaddling right afterwards because OH BOY I need to focus this week and lock into my animation MAP part. The time crunch has gotten real!! AUUUUU!! But I had to get this image out of my system before anything else so here ya go enjoy some solitary confinement Puzzle appreciation. I’m sorry that it’s rushed!! Maybe once I finish this MAP I’ll return and make it less janky (specifically for the animated gif here because OOF that looks rough buddy. But it’s the best I can afford to do without getting totally side tracked on my goals. It looks real lazy and is low-key triggering me but I’m letting it slide—sir is mocking my perfectionism right now. Gotta focus all that energy onto the MAP instead).
Yea okay that’s all folks byeeee
Okayyyy so apparently not only is the animated gif janky in motion but also kinda broken?? It’s supposed to loop but that’s not working on Tumblr so guess the entire thing needs to be redone when I have spare time :P
I’ve decided to include a compressed version so you can at LEAST see what I was trying to achieve jksjsksp help this is a mess right now
#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles solitary confinement#WOTFI mr. puzzles#mr. puzzles WOTFI#WOTFI 2024 mr puzzles#mr puzzles in prison#mr puzzles smg4#mr. puzzles smg4#YEA ALL THE TAGS ARE VERY ODDLY SPECIFIC AND VAGUE RIGHT NOW I KNOW AND I’M SORRY#BUT COME ON IT’S UNFINISHED 😭#I don’t mind if anyone wants to still add tags or reblog though lol#it’s just the in-between frame animator in me screaming bloody murder at the choppy tweening#I’m used to drawing completely separate drawings to achieve a smoother motion#not just copy/paste one singular drawing and animate it#BECAUSE THEN IT TURNS OUT LIKE THIS AHSJHSKWNXJSNKSP#it’s okay we can be nice to ourselves today it’s okay still be proud of your accomplishments calm down#chat is his insanity rubbing off on me help#OH YEA also worth pointing out I gave his uniform cell number ‘999’ because Puzzlevison Arc reference#where they all try to escape by going into the last TV channel (aka 999)#felt like it’s the only number that symbolically fits him? Unless anyone else can think of a number he’s connected to
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If you’re doomscrolling post-election results rn and feel helpless, you can sign this ACLU STOP PROJECT 2025 petition
It’s not a guarantee but doing something like this might help you feel a bit better. It’s a single possible step on the long, long road ahead
There’s more to be done but this is something small and quick you can do right now. Just your name, email, and zip code. As I write this they’re at 48,330 signatures out of 50,000 needed.
It’s not going to magically stop Tr*mp if it gets over the line, but we need as many ways to fight back as possible, and this is one. If you have the energy, try to find more. If you can’t, then take care of yourself, and that will count for the day.
#us elections#if you can donate to them even better but a signature is better than nothing#aclu#it’s night where I am so I’m trying to find ways to calm down enough to sleep#I’m devastated and feel backed into a corner but at the same time#we can’t just stop#I’m not rolling over for them
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i am disliking the amount of negative comments i’m seeing about tsats. can we all remember that’s it’s been a long time since we got any content and that the characters you remember in your head are probably a product of your time in this fandom rather than the actual characters. also — this book isn’t about the gays it’s about supporting traumatised gay bitches let’s all remember that before i see more comments out here attacking my boys 👹👹
#tsats reviewers beware#don’t insult them they’re trying their best ;_;#i’m out here picking fights cuz ppl just be going in guns blazing#calm down bestie just appreciate the boys#tsats#the sun and the star#solangelo#nico di angelo#will solace
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It’s so funny that Jaheira straight up admits that she knew Isobel is Ketheric’s daughter the whole time while Isobel clearly doesn’t realize she knows. Because it 100% makes sense for Jaheira to know if she was around and fought Ketheric when he was Sharran and she says she went into the Thorm family mausoleum herself back when Isobel would still dead and buried in it.
And like right when you’re having trouble with undead and Shadow Curses and Ketheric again, a random half elf cleric of Selune named “Isobel” who refuses to give a last name comes to help and spends all her free time yelling at a bust of Ketheric and also just doesn’t know anything that happened in the last 100 years and won’t say where she came from, you might suspect something is going on there. It’s like so funny that Isobel would probably have heard of Jaheira’s history and still be like “no one suspects my secret…”
like she’s so bad at being discrete, you probably coulda guessed without knowing Ketheric had a daughter or being around 100 years ago and Isobel would never know everyone knew. Jaheira probably casually called her “Isobel Thorm” once or twice just to see if she would notice or react and Isobel never fucking did other than to be like “oh you need something, Jaheira?”
#isobel thorm#Jaheira#I’m actually soooooo interesting in Jaheira and Isobel’s dynamic before you get there#because it genuinely seems kinda sweet and almost like how Jaheira treats a redeemed durge later#like the way she talks about Isobel being a Thorm is how she treats you later if you’re resisting Bhaal#and if you manage to talk to Isobel after the Marcus fight before Jaheira shows up in the room#she’s just all panicked and will only go ‘where’s Jaheira!?’#and like that’s the game needing Jaheira for the cutscene sure#but it’s also like kinda 👀#because she won’t say she’s ok and she won’t calm down until Jaheira shows up to see if she is#and like clearly they all depend heavily on Isobel#and clearly she’s overexerting herself because she’s the only one who can keep the shadow curse at bay#and I’m just imaging Jaheira like very gently trying to parent this adult woman#like making sure she’s eating and sleeping and setting her up with the best room#and making sure the little tiefling kids don’t go rob her#bg3#baldur's gate 3
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Me when I keep failing the puzzles and Saga does her disappointed noises/lines
@oldest-house
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gestures vaguely. looking at keep your friends close (again) and thinking about how aeolus is constantly pushing how important it is the bag stays closed, while their winions slip in hints that “sometimes killing is a must”. thinking about how eurylochus admits he opened the wind bag, and then odysseus has his hand out the six death torches. there’s parallels here i think. i don’t know. i’m sleepy
#epic the musical#epic the ocean saga#epic the thunder saga#odysseus epic#eurylochus epic#aeolus epic#musing#forgive me if this makes no sense#i was actually just listening to epic to try and calm down because my brain is frazzled but then i had this thought#i’m not sure if it is even coherent
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Here’s the thing with people shipping Alastor, I could not care less about who people ship Alastor with or whether they ship him at all, what I do care about though is people making him allo.
This is one of the few cannon ace (possibly aro) characters out there and he can 100% be shipped in verity of ways without ignoring he is ace or aroace.
Make him aroace but still platonicly obsessed with Lucifer or Vox.
Make him sex repulsed or indifferent it doesn’t really matter (I could 100% see him having sex with someone for entertainment purposes just like I can see him being sex repulsed).
Even make him Demi/grey-ace if you must show him reciprocating sexual attraction.
Bonus points if he’s aro and you play around with platonic relationships/QPRs.
I know at the end of the day he is a fictional character and people will do what they want, but please listen to aro/ace fans when we ask you not completely ignore his sexuality when there are so many ways you can still play around with his characterization without disrespecting one of the few cannon ace characters to exist in TV.
#slightly ranty but#I’m getting real tired of the black and white arguments about people not being allowed to ship Alastor with anyone or just making him allo#and yes I know he is a fictional character and people in the long run can do what ever they want#but I think people need to consider the double standards at okay here as well#if there was a cannon gay or lesbian character being shipped with someone of the opposite sex a lot more people would be complaining#but when aroace fans try to say the same things about alastor we get told to calm down because he is a fictional character#radioapple#radiodust#radiostatic#ace alastor#aroace alastor#i say stuff#asexual alastor#hazbin hotel
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Just read the whole 'how Andreil pans out' ask and all I'm saying is that I love the idea of Andrew Courting Abram and Abram just absolutely misses that it's what is happening. Part of it is just a cultural difference, Evermore and Palmetto have different courting cultures perhaps?
Another part is that Andrew really does not act all THAT different. He's giving Abram gifts but like Andrew is always giving Abram stuff? It's not new? Yeah they had dinner together but that's just like what they......do?
Another another part is just Abram not even considering himself as someone worthy to be with Prince Andrew like that. He wasn't worthy before and after Evermore and everything I could imagine he feels even less like a person let alone a person who deserves Andrew's positive regard.
IDK I just love the idea of Abram at some point like 6 months into Andrew trying to court him seeing that behavior somewhere else, being told that's how nobility in Palmetto court others, and going to Andrew like "Have you, perchance, been trying to court me?"
Andrew setting his glass aside and looking up from where he's seated, "For 6 moons Abram, glad you've finally noticed." - @jtl-fics
jtl I. Wish. You could have seen my face as I read this, this is so hilarious and heartbreaking and lovely all in one and I’m in LOVE okay i love this so much. And we can totally make it work ahhhhh
Like yes! Yeah! Andrew’s already a gift giver, it’s just what he does as far as Abram’s concerned, and they spend so much time together that dinner isn’t strange those are perfect points. Like to the court it’s starting to become obvious - maybe in the kinds of gifts Andrew gives, or some other small things that are new, yes, but Abram has always taken these things in stride and usually his lack of judgement when Andrew tries new things or changes in little ways is a huge relief but not this time Abram PLEASE
Finally Andrew just bites the bullet and goes for a gesture that’s way more out of character and harder to mistake, which might look something like this (and thank you @leedee013 for tags about them giving each other flowers that I LOVED):
And Abram can’t really form his thoughts into words because like you said; he doesn’t think he should be allowed something like that, there’s no way he’s ever EVER going to assume that Andrew is trying to confess or clue him in to a courting like this, even if it’s in his head now
But then Lady Reynolds sees Abram later heading back to the castle/wherever he stays carrying this bouquet of carnations (fascination), narcissus (honesty/truth) and acacia (hidden love) (let’s not look too closely into these flower meanings lol, i picked the first ones I found and I’ll field all further questions with ‘artistic liberty’ 🫶) and they’re pretty close friends by now so she’s immediately like “oh my GODS Abram who gave that to you”
And Abram quietly says “the prince”
And Allison’s won like three separate bets between various other people of the court and she’s elated
But maybe she takes pity on him when she realizes exactly how clueless Abram is, so she does her best to explain everything and finally, Abram begins to allow the possibility that maybe Andrew is doing all this on purpose. But he would really rather like to be certain.
And of course I had to draw your little exchange but I did it from memory so apologies for the changes in dialogue but I love it:
ANYWAY from there, when it’s cleared up, it’s just them being dumb and sweet and grasping at straws for how to be in love and natural about it (because they’re both very private people and a good number of average/expected acts of courtship aren’t necessarily in their wheelhouse) 😭🥹 and not to add yet more hurt/comfort but Andrew is so so determined to figure out a way to assure and reassure Abram that he knows what he’s doing, yes Abram is worth it, yes he’s doing these things because he wants to. If he didn’t want to he wouldn’t be doing it in the first place. And I’ll bring it back around by using my previously mentioned artistic liberty to say that yes Prince Andrew loves having his hands held/kissed (just by Abram naturally) and Abram figures this out and absolutely uses it against him. They love each other your honor
Okay anyway thank you for the ask, I’m SO lucky to have such brilliant people in my inbox ����
#STG I WAS SMILING SO BIG WHEN I READ IT THROUGH#yeah they probably would have very different traditions! I like that a lot!#so it’d be even funnier when Abram finally calms down and relaxes into it#and yeah they can do flowers that works fine#but he probably accidentally/as a last effort tries some traditions from his native kingdom#they’re trying so hard but it’s a little lost in translation#ships passing in the night#they’re hopeless and I love them#GOD KEVIN WOULD HAVE TO DO THE TRANSLATION OF THE DIFFERENT CUSTOMS#He wants out of it so bad but there’s literally no one else to ask 😂😭#idk if either of them would ever deign to involve or ask Kevin but now I’m laughing#anyway I need to stop or I’ll never shut up about this#thank you this is great#fan art#my art#aftg#all for the game#neil josten#andrew minyard#allison reynolds#royal au#asks#chibi
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Me: this one will be a slow burn I think
Eddie Diaz: no actually i need to tell him i love him immediately
#calm down sir#i was driving home thinking about how to continue the scene i just posted and was like well what if Eddie’s like.#we’re partners in every other way why not try romantically. haha. (so nervous he’s about to vomit)#you dont have to raise this kid alone because i didnt have to raise my kid alone. i had you.#and buck is like Eddie. Eddie……..#you have to know I love you but i dont know if i can do that right now#if I’m about to adopt a child-#i mean first i haven’t even been approved yet and I don’t know what a new relationship does to my chances#second everything’s going to a mess for awhile i dont want Us to immediately be put under so much pressure#and they;re just like :( at each other#and buck’s like is it awful to ask you to wait for me#and Eddie’s like of course not. of course i will.#and you’re still not going to be alone. I’ll be here for you however you want me.#and then they have to go back in to the dinner party and try to be normal! good luck!
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logging off again 😔 I’ll catch up this weekend
#— yap central#this week is such a drag#going from closing shift today where I finish at 11:15 pm#to a midday shift tomorrow from 11am-7pm#to an opening shift on Thursday 7am-3:15pm#it literally eats up all my spare time#like I have to just eat dinner then head to bed after closing so I can get up and shower before work tomorrow#then when I’m off tomorrow I have to make dinner then shower before bed again#bc ain’t no way I’m getting up earlier than I already have to for an opening#BUT maybe calming down a little after this week#so come Saturday I’ll try to catch up on some reading and hop into some mutuals inboxes 🙂↕️#miss you guys 🩷
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The gang’s all here!! They’re on the case!! And there’s no ghost that they wouldn’t chase!!!!!
@mysticalcats’s Foxglove, @toki-toro’s Chaumet, @emimii’s Clownaire, and my own Bluebelle :)
#this was indeed the project I was working on lmao#WHY DID THIS TAKE 17 BILLION YEARSSSSSS#I actually rly like how the actual paint turned out#ESPECIALLY FOR FOXGLOVE SQUEEEEE#he looks so cute….and I got all the colors mixed for Chaumet#watercolor oc painting: 1#back paint neck pain headache pain: 0#no but sketching this took such! a long! time!#I just straight up could not get foxglove and bluebelle right it was maddening#but I persisted and I beat the odds‼️‼️ Yipee‼️‼️#I love all of these guys so so so much I’ll prolly never stop thinking about them#please never stop talking about your ocs ever#and I am working on being coherent about Bluebelle as we speak!!!!#I got an idea and now I’m trying to make my brain not be mean about it#literally just chanting to myself ‘YOU! CAN MAKE! IT AS WEIRD!! AS! YOU WANT!!!’#shoutout to my fairytales throughout that ages book for inspiring me#100 points and a drawing of your choice if you can figure out the story Bluebelle’s backstory is based on lmao#ANYHOW#I just be rambling in these tags I perhaps need to calm down lol#I LOVE YALLS OCS FOREVER AND EVER!!!!#clownaire was literally perfect from the start I NAILED his pose first try and then he was very supportive the rest of the way through#live laugh love 🫶🫶🫶💐💐💐🩰🩰🩰#next up: Jemima painting!! with two special guests!!!#oh shit those are a lot of tags uhhhh I’m done now i promise 🫶🫶#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#sorah’s silly scribbles#(also the text right under the drawing are a Scooby doo song LMAO it’s called Dig It Scooby Doo it’s insanely catchy)
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NOBODY FUCKING TOLD ME IT PLAYS THE NIMONA SOUNDTRACK WHEN YOU LOOK AT THE ART BOOK
#i have 20 minutes until my next class so I thought I’d flip through it and now I’m crying#tears are in my eyes#I’m so rocking back and forth and pacing and taking ridiculously big breaths to try and calm myself down#I HAVE A PROJECT CRITIC I HAVE TO GO TO#I CANT BE CRYING OVER NIMONA DURING IT#(tho I did bring my nimona stuffy w me in my bag for moral support. it’s just one of those days)#nimona#nimona concept art#nimona art book
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like on the one hand language matters and i too sometimes find slang trends annoying and/or concerning and on the other hand sometimes women do actually make jokes and talk shit on the internet with their friends and it is not actually that deep and commentary on phenomena gets to a weird point where i’m like i don’t know how “these idiot losers on the internet using a two to four word phrase they will have moved on from in a year are basically the primary cause of patriarchal oppression” is the feminist take. like sometimes i start to think the plot has been lost.
#girl dinner sort of radicalized me on this#but i recently saw (can’t remember where) a really impassioned and genuinely angry and upset deep reading of ‘i’m just a girl’#which more than anything made me think of the anti taylor swift redditors who think it’s super weird when swifties call her mother#bc they’re online but in that particular reddit way where they’re still offline enough to like. think swifties invented this#and that it came from their troubling psychosexual obsession with taylor swift#and is uniquely revealing of the swiftie mentality#instead of… well i don’t have to explain it to you.#like are there people as accused in wherever i saw this trying to use ‘i’m just a girl’ to dodge accountability or refuse to grow or w/e?#yeah probably. people with bad personalities do all kinds of things!#i don’t really believe in the hypothetical adult woman who would be learning and growing if only she had not encountered#people on the internet saying ‘i’m just a girl’ who gave her permission to thus infantilize herself#i think that’s making up a guy to get mad at. girl to get mad at. whatever.#and like it’s complicated and if for example you said girl math to me i would become the joker instantly….#but…. idk. sometimes it feels weird! sometimes the vibes are off!#also i should be sleeping but i have had the HICCUPS#although working myself up about this seems to have distracted me while they calmed down
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