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#5

hotd episode 9 thoughts:

thought i might miss rhaenyra & daemon & co in this episode, but there was enough tension and drama that i honestly didn’t and i think it was a good choice to have the whole episode be centered around the greens.

i do have to admit i’m a little amused that the way they stretched out the green council plot was by having people run around king’s landing looking for aegon. an egg hunt, one might say…

olivia cooke was absolutely FANTASTIC in this episode she did such a good job of showing how alicent was pulled between her love for rhaenyra and what she thought was her duty.

rip lyman beesbury you spent most of your screen time talking about boring finance stuff but you were a real one when it counted.

let out an actual flinch when they mentioned storm’s end and lord baratheon’s unmarried daughters. if you know you know.

helaena with her bug embroidery was so cute.

i don’t know who in this fandom coined the phrase “mommy’s favorite war criminal” in relation to aemond and alicent but i am literally incapable of not thinking it when they have a scene together now, so that’s your influence.

rhaenys was such a badass in this episode, i love her very much. her scene where she told alicent that she wasn’t seeking freedom but rather to make a window in her prison wall … oh hell yeah it was everything i wanted someone to say to alicent.

the whole otto vs alicent plot was SO good i am ready for their relationship to fall apart. alicent calling him out for manipulating her whole life was incredibly satisfying, i’ve literally been waiting all season for it.

criston cole saying all women are made in the image of the mother and they should be treated with reverence … i believe that’s what we call irony.

i enjoyed aemond complaining about aegon and how he should be king instead, it was a great insight into his character. also, aemond targaryen canonical nerd.

i do have to respect mysaria for just being totally on her own side with her own agenda and willing to support whoever will further it.

her stuffing aegon underneath the sept to keep him safe was honestly kind of hilarious.

aegon running away from his coronation was a bit funny but mostly just very sad. he doesn’t want it! he doesn’t want to be king! this whole tragedy could have been averted if not for the forces pushing him around!

the fight between aegon and aemond WAS extremely funny though. the hair pulling, the spitting, the rolling around on the ground shouting … peak sibling behavior.

as a twin i greatly enjoyed the building tension between erryk and arryk and their conflict about serving aegon, it’s going to lead to so much drama.

i could have lived a long and happy life without seeing that scene between alicent and larys. but unfortunately i have seen it. and now i must life with the trauma.

big fan of how completely dead-eyed and miserable aegon looked during the coronation scene, props to tom glynn-carney for his acting.

the scene with rhaenys and meleys bursting through the bottom of the dragonpit was extremely cool and i was rooting VERY hard for her to murder aegon even though i know it wasn’t going to happen. your dragon stepped on a bunch of people what’s torching one guy after that!

category 5 event imminent i spy aemond taking off his eyepatch and vhagar up to no good in the trailer for episode 10. 

literally since the moment this show was announced i have been steeling myself to see That Event at storm’s end adapted and now that we’re almost there i would like to publicly announce that i am still! not! ready!!

1,161 notes - Posted October 16, 2022

#4

hotd episode 4 babyyyyy

benjicot blackwood out there murdering grown men for insulting him, boy that was a scene

i am really fascinated by the way this show depicts the relationship between daemon and viserys and the fact that he clearly resents his brother but also still wants his approval. like, the part where he rested his head on viserys’s shoulder after giving him the driftwood crown did kind of get me.

alyssa targaryen reference! not by name, but it made me so happy that they acknowledged that daemon got his personality from his mother because he 100% did.

really fascinated by the fact that daemon and rhaenyra’s conversations in high valyrian are some of the most honest dialogue in the show, it’s such a great choice.

slightly obsessed with the fact that harwin strong immediately recognized rhaenyra even though she was running through the streets of king’s landing in the middle of the night disguised as a boy.

alicent babygirl i am GETTING you out of that marriage you don’t deserve to be stuck with a scabby middle-aged man.

baby helaena <3

the fact that daemon heard rhaenyra say “i don’t want an arranged marriage” and was like “i should take her to a brothel.” this man is insane and i Do Not understand how he got from that point a to that point b.

very glad that the director for this episode (who is a woman, btw) acknowledged that the brothel scene was kind of fucked-up because. like. it was.

even though it is absolutely not going to end well i do kind of have to respect rhaenyra going and banging criston cole because she was horny. get it, girl!

rhaenyra deserves an oscar for the “vile accusations” scene that was some next-level lying by omission.

the fact that otto hightower, sleazy manipulator extraordinaire, got dismissed from court for telling the truth … l m a o

“you are not a conquerer, you are a plague” oof ouch that one hurt didn’t it daemon?

i swear to god that man did not even make it 24 hours in king’s landing before being exiled AGAIN.

i spy with my little eye in the episode 5 trailer some next-level wedding drama, even more dragons, and possibly rhea royce :)

1,175 notes - Posted September 11, 2022

#3

hotd episode 3 thoughts:

i thought this would have more fighting in the stepstones but as a great lover of the “people being mean to each other at parties” genre i can’t be THAT mad about it

rhaenyra making that bard play the same song over and over again while being emo … she’s just like me actually

kudos to this show for acknowledging that the targs sometimes have prophetic dreams, we love to see it

harwin strong and rhaenyra looking at each other when she returns from the hunt … viserys saying that rhaenyra can choose her own husband but then apparently taking it back in the next episode presumably to make her marry laenor … the fact that rhaenyra’s velaryon boys were actually harwin’s … hmmMMM i am thinking thoughts about how this will play out

appalled that this show is making me enjoy the interactions between rhaenyra and criston cole, their falling out is going to hurt so bad

rhaenyra and daemon both deal with stress by going bananas, running off on their own, and brutally murdering something … character parallels indeed

laenor <3 velaryon <3 and <3 seasmoke <3

daemon’s braids <3

caraxes stepping on that guy and killing him should NOT have made me laugh as hard as it did

where are laena and vhagar and rhaenys and meleys i would like to see them!

rip the crabfeeder you would have loved the invention of the crab rave meme

1,230 notes - Posted September 4, 2022

#2

hotd episode 6 thoughts

ohhhh the family drama in this one was DELICIOUS, i enjoyed it very much.

i will admit i found the time skip a little jarring at first even though i knew it was coming, just because so much stuff happened during those years, but emma d’arcy and olivia cooke were absolutely SERVING and i loved them.

rhaenyra with her kids … rhaenyra obviously loving them so so much … rhaenyra smiling as soon as she saw baby joffrey … oh it was a lot.

as soon as older rhaenyra said “fuck” while climbing the stairs i was like. yes. absolutely. i love you, this is perfect casting.

i have been overly invested in daemon and rhaenyra’s children ever since reading f&b so i feel pretty emotional actually seeing jace, luke, joffrey, rhaena, and baela on my tv screen. they’re real! they’re little and squishy! i want desperately to protect them!

i’m really glad that they included alicent’s “do keep trying, sooner or later you may get one that looks like you” bit, it’s such an iconic line of bitchy dialogue.

i SO wish that we had gotten to see more of the relationship between rhaenyra and harwin (they didn’t even kiss!) but the little bits that we did see of it were really tender and lovely, especially with baby joffrey.

helaena targaryen being a weird little girl with a bug collection is something that can be so personal, actually.

also, her saying something like “you’ll have to close an eye” while aemond is talking to alicent about wanting a dragon … please oh PLEASE let helaena have prophetic dreams, that would be great.

i am aware that aemond targaryen is going to grow up to commit a ton of war crimes but honestly i just wanted to give him a hug in this episode.

alicent being constantly exasperated that her children are growing up to be a bunch of absolute weirdos was really, really funny.

we finally got to see vhagar! she is so large and so ugly and i love her very much and seeing her fly with caraxes was a lot of fun.

i’m really sad that we only got to see adult laena for one episode, she was so regal and self-possessed and i really liked her interactions with her daughters and the fact that she clearly doesn’t want to indulge daemon’s sulking.

the implication that daemon stayed away from westeros for 10 years because he couldn’t stand to be around rhaenyra when they were married to other people … oh man. oh boy. that is so much. can’t deal with this right now, sorry!

alicent and criston having a weird warped version of fealty and courtly love based on their shared hatred of the same person … yesssss i love it give me more.

harwin strong in his dilf era repeatedly punching criston cole in the face is literally everything i wanted to see from him in this episode.

viserys talking about the bonds of friendship being forged through combat together while aegon ii is beating up his nephews is just like. jesus christ. viserys please learn to read the room.

alicent and larys having their scheming little dinner together was so fun, especially since it’s clearly a common practice. seems like larys is going full-on villain and that’s going to be entertaining to watch.

kind of sad to see that daemon and rhaenyra’s marriages are both breaking down, but i can understand why since there are a lot of stressors in both of those relationships.

around halfway through this episode i was like “there seems to be a lot going on here, maybe i won’t have to watch harwin and laena die yet” so the last 10 minutes absolutely sucker-punched me.

rip lyonel strong you were a real one and possibly the only man in westeros with both honor and common sense.

i am not quite sure how i feel about laena’s death, i always thought childbirth was a lazy way to get rid of her and i can see that they were trying to add more dignity/autonomy but it also made it more violent … i’ll have to think on it.

the milf on milf violence in this was just really fun and i can’t wait to see more.

i am READY for the funeral drama next week, bring it on!

1,426 notes - Posted September 25, 2022

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hotd episode 5 thoughts

rip rhea royce, you seemed cool so even though i knew your death was coming i’m a bit sad about it. at least you got to bully daemon before the end.

loved that we got to see larys strong do a bit of scheming and i am quite excited to see where his character will go.

house velaryon and driftmark seem extremely cool, hope we do end up getting a spin-off about them someday.

corlys i am TRYING to stan you but trying to marry off your daughter at 12 and saying your gay son “will grow out of it” is not great behavior.

i do love that rhaenys and corlys are a total power couple who clearly respect and love each other a lot.

i liked the the scene of rhaenyra and laenor walking on the beach and forming their alliance/friendship very much since i’ve always interpreted them as being friends.

i’m glad we got to see some of the relationship between laenor and joffrey before things went south, they seemed really good together and i do wish they had gotten their life of a king consort and his sworn bodyguard.

of the different rumors surrounding rhaenyra and criston cole’s falling-out i have always thought the one where he suggested they run away together and she turned him down made the most sense so i’m glad they went with that one.

i also appreciated that his bitterness towards her is not just “criston’s crush doesn’t like him as much as he likes her” but also his sense of ruined honor.

i Do Not Trust grand maester mellos, something is up with that man. please stop with the leeches i swear to god.

the velaryons entering the wedding was ICONIC, they are legends, they are the moment, i love them.

it was nice seeing seasmoke and meleys but where! is! vhagar!

lyonel strong remains the only person on this show with common sense.

daemon showing up to rhaenyra’s wedding feast despite being in exile was legendary, i expected no less.

also rhaenyra being mean to him when they were dancing and throwing his words back at him was excellent.

alicent entering the feast in her green dress and calling rhaenyra “stepdaughter” was such a power move i literally cannot wait for her villain era.

that wedding was So Fucking Stressful even though i knew going in roughly what was going to happen i was on the edge of my seat.

oh joffrey, if only you were not so good at sussing out who is sleeping together and criston could be normal about his break-up things might have had a much happier ending :(

was hoping we would get more than the few harwin strong crumbs that we did buuuut it seems like he’ll be important in episode 6.

i’m going to miss milly alcock and emily carey but i cannot WAIT to see emma d’arcy and olivia cooke, they are going to absolutely kill it

2,329 notes - Posted September 18, 2022

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Call me Jane Doe: Chapter Fourteen

Summary: Two hunters, an angel and a demon all ride to Jane Doe’s aid. Sounds like a bad joke, right? Well it’s reality for them. Castiel holds a cure for Jane, one he withholds the exact place he retrieved it from. Who he got it from really. Crowley hides his reason for caring about Y/N, this interesting to the Winchesters. And Y/N... Well let’s just say she’s going crazy.

Word: 1566

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Dean’s pov.

I slam the brakes and the tires of baby screech to a halt.

“No way! No deal.” I turn to face Crowley who sits in the back seat, my face looking no doubt furious. “You tell us where she is and get out of my car!”

“There is no debate in the deal squirrel, take it.” Sam joins the conversation now, his voice heard from the passenger seat.

“If you know where she is, why don’t you go get her yourself? Why do you even need our help?” Crowley rolls his eyes.

“Y/N’s mostly demon you numskull and for a Cambion that makes her more powerful than me. So believe it or not, I need the extra man power to catch her. Especially since she is unable to control the evil inside her, I wouldn’t be able to convince her anyhow.”

“Yeah well, we aren’t gonna help you just so you can seal her away from us.” I say matter of fact.

"Y/N never should have gone to you three in the first place. I warned her against it and now look what’s happened.” Before I can argue, Sam speaks.

“Why do you care so much for her?” 

“Who said I did?” Crowley Scoffs.

“You did.” He looks at Sam in utter confusion.

“The way you got angry about her well being yesterday and how you are so keen on getting her back gives it away.”

“Y/N’s dangerous so her being in my control is only safe. For everybody.” His voice is unsteady, there’s something else to it.

“You’re lying.” I realize. Crowley goes to defend his reasoning but Cas buts in.

“We don’t have time for this. We need to get to Jane and once we do, we’ll see what she chooses. She’s not an object remember. There’s no deciding who she goes with just if we can save her.” The impala falls to cricket chirps as we look at Cas. “Let’s go.”

Y/N’s pov.

I sit in the middle of the room, I’m as stiff as a board yet I see the walls spinning. My head aches and my body is sore but I feel so strong. It’s a type of strength I could kick through walls with and kill someone with only one punch. Unknowing of how long I’ve been in this spot, minutes maybe hours, I cry when I hear the voice. Not a person’s, the voice that had me hurt Dean and Crowley. The voice that has been telling me to go on a murder rampage through the nearest town.

You know you want to. 

I bury my head deep into my scrunched up knees, hoping to block it out. But how can one quiet something inside there own mind? Right, you can’t.

Get up. Get up and run. Find some blood to spill. Maybe a puppy or a child. What about your pals? The Winchesters? Snap their bones, rip out their...

I scream. 

“Stop it! Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!” The last one sounds more desperate than the rest. 

You’re pathetic. You have all this power but you sit mopping because you want to be a goody-two-shoes. Where has that ever gotten anyone? You could have anything. No! You could have everything! Just stand up and kill you’re way to the top.

Every word pings on my skull, as though the voice is trying to beat some sense into me from the inside out. 

Get out there. Leave and have some fun. It’s laugh echos in my ears.

I look up to be reminded why I can’t do that.

This is the room where it all started. My first kill was here, my mother. More importantly, this was the last place I was human. So long as I am here, I will remember who I was and who I’ve been trying to become once again. Innocent. A child. I will stay here till I take my last breath if I have to. In my last hope to keep others safe from me, I will die here like my childhood did. Long and painfully.

You know you want to. You know you want to. You know you want to. You know you want to. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO! 

“I can’t.” I rock back and forth, deliriously fading away to the voice chanting in my head.

Castiel’s pov. 

“Okay. Explain that bag.” I grasp the case to myself a little tighter at Sam’s suspicious tone.

“Well...” Dean looks at me now in the rear view mirror. 

I finally open the zipper as though it’s as fragile as glass. In a way I guess it is but it’s also dangerously powerful, much like Jane is right now. I peer down at the glowing grace filled needle before taking a breath and pulling out.

“Is that?”

“Angel grace.” I finish Crowley’s thought.

“Why do you have that?” Dean buts in.

“How do you have that?” Sam says right after.

I can’t tell them about Flora, they don’t know her. Those they don’t know they don’t trust. I went off with no word, that’s secretive enough already but I can’t risk Flora’s life. I owe her still for the grace and helping me get it.

“I left to follow a lead on a possible cure for Jane.” 

“Her name is Y/N.” Crowley whispers but I continue anyway.

“Something about a book full of angelic cures used during the many wars of heaven.” Not a complete lie. That is why I left suddenly, I just ran into Flora because she was the one who protected the book. “I found it in the tomb of an deceased profit and in it is the reason I have this grace.”

“Where is the book?” Crowley curious, asks.

“Why would I enclose that information to the king of hell?” I hear Dean laugh from his seat.

“How is the grace gonna help Jane?” There’s the question I was waiting to hear, from Sam of course.

“Once injected...” I start.

“Injected?”

“Shut up Crowley!” Dean chips at him. 

“It will... It should mix with her demon blood, then causing a perfect balance between good and evil.”

“And if it doesn’t mix?” I place the needle back in the bag at Dean’s question.

“If it doesn’t the demon blood will destroy the grace. If it doesn’t we’ll have to keep looking for a way to save Jane.”

Y/N’s pov.

“No!” I yell as I look down at my hands. They’re covered in blood. “I didn’t leave the room! I didn’t do anything!”

I pace back and forth holding my arms out in attempt to keep the blood off of me. Useless really since my clothes are already bloodstained.

You did it. Maybe not today but it was you. You killed her.

“What are you talking about?” I feel the words vibrate in my throat as I freeze in place.

Well look behind you, she’s in the corner.

I turn slowly and face the back wall of my old prison. Low and behold, there she is.

“Mama?” I can’t move. There she is blood covering her still chest, her eyes wide open and unblinkingly looking into mine.

That was all you.

My breathing becomes rapid and my entire body trembles. I cower back into the wall opposite of her, hard enough that I knock my head against it. My mother flickers in and out of view like an old television with bad satellite.

“I’m hallucinating.” I raise my hands and sure enough the blood on them is gone. “This isn’t real.”

Maybe it isn’t now but you did kill her all those years ago. In this room too. So it’s more real than you think girly.

Then I hear it, not the voice. Floor boards creaking from being stepped on. It’s not me, this room is in a concrete basement so it’s from above me, the second floor of this place.

Wonder who that could be. Maybe Sam. How about Dean? Let’s go say hi with a punch to the face. I think a skull crushing is in order for even Castiel. What do ya say? Let’s have a party!

I sink into the corner, huddling into myself. Maybe if I’m quiet enough who ever it is will leave and I won’t have to spill anymore blood.

You know you want to.

Crowley’s pov.

“Are you sure we took the right turn? I mean why would she be in this place?” Sam stalks through the front door, pistol in hand and looks at me. The other two beside him as well.

“This is it.” They still express doubt on their faces. “This is where her life ended. This is where she became a Cambion.”

“Became a Cambion? I thought she was born that way.” Dean ventures further into the rundown building, the floor creaking with him.

“Y/N was born innocent, the only way for her demon side to awake was...”

“She had to commit an act of pure evil. Accident or on purpose.” Castiel finishes for me.

“What did she do to turn?” I look at the taller Winchester puzzled.

“She didn’t tell you.” I state.

“Tell us what?” Dean steps up to the conversation now. I open my mouth to respond when all of a sudden...

“LEAVE ME ALONE!” The scream reaches all of our ears but I’m the first to react. I race to the basement where Y/N’s voice comes from.

I’m on my way love.

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