#I’m so upset about everything it’s making me too dysregulated to get in the headspace to work and idk what to do about that

[justtogetthrough]

This week I’m supposed to buckle down and get to near-completion of my project but this week is so damn busy. On top of being mentally unbearable. And physically taxing because my body is being a shithead.

How am I supposed to get any work done when I have so much other shit to do? And then I’ll be “off” for two weeks on account of next week my human kid arrives and we’re putting my cat down, and the week after I’ll be totally alone in my home for real for the first time in 9.5 years and I’m not gonna cope well.

Will I magically be able to resume work by the third week? Gonna have to. Cuz I have to submit a final project at the end of the fourth.

I don’t see how any of this is possible. Thinking about it reduces me to tears, which also doesn’t lend itself to getting any work done.

I wish I could at least get some sleep.