#I’m so sorry my sweet baby
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Dea, my rabbit, died today. She died because my depression prevented me from properly feeding and watering her. I feel gutted.
Dea, my sweet baby, I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you. May you be at peace now.
#tw animal death#animal death#dead animal#i hate myself but that doesn’t do anything for her now#I’m burying her tomorrow#I hope that I’ll be able to plant some tulips for her in the spring#I’m so sorry my sweet baby#You deserved better
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Guys
Spencer has no right to be in the FBI
Like if I was a criminal I’d be like
I would be cooked, I would admit everything
“Yes baby I did it, whatcha gon do now?”
Or or I’d be innocent and be like I didn’t do it but I could do you
Shushshsbdbshsyagaha s
#criminal minds#spencer reid#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid smut#criminal minds smut#spencer reid angst#aaron hotchner#emily prentiss#derek morgan#jj jareau#I’m so sorry#I would never say that to my baby boy#he’s so sweet
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I love how MXTX plays with perception vs reality of characters. Wei Wuxian is introduced on page not through narration but first through hearsay. People can’t even agree on what the truth is about him, and we don’t learn the full story until well into MDZS.
There are many examples across all three novels but I love how she wrote it for Mu Qing specifically.
Not only are there things like him canonically haunting the dreams of people who make ugly statues of him and him literally pretending to be his own subordinate to avoid facing Xie Lian as himself, but also the rumors. Much like Wei Wuxian, there’s a lot of murk around what he actually has or hasn’t done. Unlike Wei Wuxian, though, it’s never fully cleared up. (At least, to the best of my memory.)
We see that Hua Cheng resents Mu Qing for kicking him out of the army, but we never see why. Was it for Hua Cheng’s good? Was it resentment?
Did Mu Qing kill Jian Lan? He says he didn’t, but no everyone believes him. I don’t know. We aren’t meant to know everything about Mu Qing. It makes him all the more fascinating to me.
There are things that are cleared up about him, like him not being Cuocuo’s father and him no stealing the red pearl earring, but I find it more fascinating when we just don’t know.
#almond rambles#tgcf#mu qing#i love him so much yall#I’m too tired to be reading lately but when I do read tgcf I can’t help but fixate on him#and it’s funny bc my first impression was ‘what an asshole I’d never like him I don’t know why so many fans do’#and now I’m like ‘my sweet darling baby and also literally me and if you hate him I WILL FIGHT YOU’#if you understand him fundamentally as a character and still hate him that’s different#but if you just look at him on the surface or have some made up idea of him in your head and you hate that??? death penalty.#I’m sorry I swear I can be trusted to be normal about him
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Hello, yes, hi!
I am on a new path of evil and it’s called “A Cage In Search of a Bird” :)))))))
#owl song#iykyk lol#franz kafka#talon dick grayson#ah yes the tragic symmetry of life#oh no this is going to be sad#I’m sorry my sweet little robins#I’m so so sorry#hahaha I’m crying omg pls#even in death no one is safe#hello Tim have put on your acting face yet?#hey Dickie have you listened to the vacancy of a particular grave again?#there are some hearts that refuse to stop beating#everything is wrong#‘I have to be you’#oh my poor babies#oh no I’m in a prose mood#and I’m going to make that everyone else’s problem#ghost talks#jason todd#Tim drake
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Sopping wet pathetic lovey dovey puppy boys have such a tender place in my cold evil heart. I love to chew on them and put them through The Horrors
#digital art#oc art#my art#balter#oc artwork#procreate#queer artist#my sweet baby boy#ben I love you I’m sorry you’ve become a fan favorite#Cursed by the narrative#But also I need him to heal. So. He’ll be okay#🐞
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Burt:
Burt:*pulls yo his pants and does the hands on hip dad pose*
Me:*foaming at the mouth* SIR-
No but fr he be so fucking fine and for what?? Just standing there so casual and I'm over here having to be pulled away with a comedically large hook like in old cartoons😭😭
(Sorry is that first part was cringe but had to share my feels, like seriously I'm disgusted by pregnancy and yet I want to have that man's babies- but that also might just be The effect Paul has on me😭😂)
Hope your doing lovley!!<3
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SO REAL SO TRUE BESTIE and it makes NO sense bc he’s so fucking lame and oaky and Dad™️ but, and i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again, the way???? i would ride???? until there’s NOTHING left of that man on the bed but a tie and a pair of glasses????? omlllllll 😮💨
#(pine sol lady voice) that’s the power of dano baby!#anyway#if you see my d**** i***** peeking through no you don’t#i’m so sorry steven spielberg#also thank u my sweet!!! 💖💖💖 i hope you’re doing even LOVELIER#asks#💌 anon#paul dano#burt fabelman
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Me when my stupid dumbfuck OC Jameelah
#moonys chaos#OUUUU... MY SWEET BABY YOU DON’T DESERVE THIS TORMENT#I KNOW HAVE FULL CONTROL OVER WHAT HAPPENS TO YOU BUT OUUUWGWHGODAHFPWIGQGYWRWUWYEIQYQIQJUEOW WAAAAAAA WTJWYLWJWUQYWI#I’M SORRY FOR PUTTING YOU THROUGH THE HORRORS. IT’LL HAPPEN AGAIN BECAUSE OF THE NATURE OF YOUR STORYLINE BUT GOOD GOD....#OUUUU I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT MY CREATION#I LOVE HER..... PUTTING HER THROUGH RELIGIOUS TORMENT FOREVER#SHE WILL TRY AND TRY YET GET THE SAME RESULT BECAUSE SHE NEVER LEARNS FROM HER MISTAKES AND REPEATS THE CYCLE#SHE WILL NEVER PLEASE HER SO CALLED GOD AND SHE WILL NEVER GET WHAT SHE WANTS#FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW#SHE CONNECTS HER SUFFERING AND TORMENT TO RELIGION AND THUS BELIEVES IT IS BROUGHT UPON BY GOD BECAUSE OF THIS...#SHE . MY GOD#(lot of this is self projection. me and my bad experiences with religion hehe)#J · Ad infinitum#ORIGINAL · Jameelah
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“Chy Baby”
#sorry but I’m gonna get emotional rn#so every once in awhile I watch the cameo from Dana and i gets so overcome with joy y’all have no idea#and whenever my anxiety gets bad or my depression starts to kick in watching it is such a mood booster and helps calms me down#like right at the beginning where he starts doing a little song at the beginning I just immediately start smiling#and I still can’t get over how sweet and sincere Dana was#like there’s been so many times im out doing something and get nervous until I replay the pep talk in my head as a reminder#his voice is just a huge comfort for me#and the fact that there’s folks who remembers and still call me ‘chy baby’ is so nice 🥺#like it may be silly but the cameo is my most treasured thing#it just means so much to me#so yeah I’m just a little emotional rn and had to gush a little#and if you got this far reading this I just want to say I hope you have a lovely day 💕 and thank you for reading my silly emotional post#💬 chy chatter 💬
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actual footage of me watching the Canadian GP
#sweet suffering christ#evil about that penalty still#you’d be hard pressed to find a more delusional woman than me#yuki babe i’m so sorry#pour one out for ferrari#logan baby how do you crash Twice#YEARS OFF MY LIFE#canadian gp 2024#f1
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It’s Friday morning “crying real tears about how Nina from Molly of Denali reacted to Molly surprise visiting her on her birthday” hours
#molly of denali#listen not that I don’t love LOVE so many pbs kids shows for babies/toddlers & prek but this show is more narrative and it’s SO good#*that are designed with those ages in mind as audiences#like it is a very very good show even aside from the educational value (not to sound like a 25 year old who regularly develops social skills#and new insights/knowledge from pbs kids shows and other educational children’s programming)#(the agere jumped out but also the just. appreciation of slow pacing and need for both clarity and emotional connection in education)#ANYWAY#not very relatable post#bdjdndmdndnsm but for real it’s so good and comforting and like yeah has very strong characters that are more complex than the shows for#younger audiences can be (not that I don’t love those too but they’re obvs less character and story driven and more abt like appealing to#very young kids while also getting across an educational message so it has to be more repetitive) (whereas Molly like I said is more of a#narrative bc it’s for slightly older audiences but is still slower paced and low-stimulation and very very sweet and educational)#*repetitive and also interactive#ANYWAY SORRY I’m having a moment sndndndmdnnd#also just realized Sesame Street has a Nina too and a leela which is similar to layla… leela Sesame Street is my favorite I want to be her#(she… she works at/runs (?) the laundromat)#(I love laundry)
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WIP WEDNESDAY
Sup bitches guess who started writing chapter 6 :) N E ways… enjoy a first draft of old content but with a new perspective 👀
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“Did I do something wrong? Y-you don’t want me? Am I not— not enough?” And oh. Oh. Anetra didn’t know anything about Marcia’s dating history, but if she ever found the person who made Marcia feel like she wasn’t enough, she’d make them regret ever meeting her or Marcia.
It was a visceral reaction, one that caught her off guard. She would be upset for anyone who had been mistreated by a partner. She had her own fair share of relationship trauma after all. But the sheer level of her fury towards this imagined stranger that she was feeling was new and unique.
It must have showed on her face or something, because she watched as Marcia’s big brown eyes clenched shut, and she took a moment to take in the sight, brushing a few stray blonde curls away from her face. Even with mascara streaks running down her cheeks and her lipstick everywhere except her lips, Anetra thought she was the most beautiful girl she had ever seen. She took a second to just stare and admire while Marcia had her eyes shut before finally speaking up.
“Marcia, open your eyes. Look at me, princess.” Her voice was hardly above a whisper but she watched as Marcia’s eyes fluttered open, wide and trusting in a way that had Anetra’s chest aching with fondness. She looked like some sort of baby animal; it was no wonder Anetra felt such an intrinsic need to protect her.
#your honor I love these bitches#especially Anetra I’m sorry#I know they are both my children and I wrote them both but#my sweet baby Neech aaaaaaa#Marcia get ur act together so I can love you equally as much#Anetra is a simp which I respect#rpdr 15#drag race#anetra#drag race 15#rpdr#marcia#anarcia#anarcia fanfic#anarcia fanfiction#my writing#rawnsyf#running away will never set you free#drag race fanfic#drag race fan fiction#wip wednesday#for real WIP cause I wrote this first draft at work today when I’ve barely slept for 3 days she’s gonna have the crap edited out of her#I bet
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@intotheelliwoods I drew big Leo and medium Leo cuz I miss them *sobs* but it’s ok poptart is going to get all the Leo hugs now fjasnsjaja
(technically a redraw from this previous fan art for you sooo)
old one under the cut :P
I have no idea how long ago this was lol
*runs away* >:]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt leo#2 arms left#2al fanart#ack sorry if it looks weird I’m really tired so idk how it looks#My art#but not my characters#I miss big Leo so much ;-;-;#But I also love poptart so much#And medium Leo is a sweet little baby that needs a hug#Well they all need a hug but you know
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SoH memes pt 9
Lol 2nd pic has both Juni and Basho, in case y’all were wondering who those were
#my sweet babies#am I the only one here who rly loves Juni?#he’s just so pathetic he just wants friends who love him#I’ll take him over Jun I’m sorry pls don’t hate me#samurai of hyuga#SoH#choice of games#hosted games#interactive fiction#cog#devon connell#my art#hg#masashi hashimoto#meme redraw
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It’s my middle child’s 3rd birthday today 🥺
3 years ago my partner was deployed overseas and couldn’t come home for the birth because the military didn’t want to spend so much time quarantining their soldiers. Fortunately I had help as my parents were watching my son (at the time just a month shy of 2) for a few days before my due date and we had moved across the street from my partner’s parents when we found out about the deployment. So I had his mom with me at the hospital holding up her phone while we got to have a rare video call with my partner as we welcomed our daughter into the world after a very quick labor. I then had two months with our two very little kids by myself before he came home. It was an incredibly hectic time and I’m still not quite sure how I was able to get through all of that but here we are with the sweetest little 3 year old (let’s call her C) we could have asked for 🥰
C loves to play dress up and she has specific characters she’ll play as where you can’t refer to her as her name or she’ll get mad. She’s not C she’s Dr C or Baby or Baby Kitty or Princess Bucket (this was her first character and yes she does put a bucket on her head as a crown). Her favorite game to play is hide and seek and she loves dance parties and drawing and she’s obsessed with her 1 year old sister. We love C so much and I’m so excited to see how she grows and changes and learns over this next year ❤️
#personal#tonight her and her little sister are sleeping in their beds in their very own room for the first time#they’ve had their beds in my bedroom since we moved in and very often just ended up in our bed#but I’ve spent the past few days getting the room we’ve used for storage ready for them#and they’re doing really well so far#I’m sure they’ll end up in my bed again at some point but this is at least a step in the right direction#our crib that we’ve used for all 3 babies turns into a toddler bed and as I was taking it apart and putting it back together in the new room#my son started crying because he didn’t want his sisters to be big girls in their own room#he wanted me to put everything back and make the 1 year old 0 again so she could keep being a baby#I should point out that he is also obsessed with his baby sister#I told him that’s not quite how it works and kids are meant to grow up#and then he asked yet again for a baby brother because he loves babies so much and then he’d have a brother just like him 😅#he’s very sweet but also…. that’s not happening lol#I’m slowly becoming a person again and being able to focus more time on hobbies#and my partner and I now have our room back#all of that would be reset again with another baby not to mention another year of nursing and diapers and sleepless nights…. pass lol#I’m emotional about my babies growing up but I’m also so excited to learn who they’ll become as time goes on#sorry for rambling I get sappy on their birthdays
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Little Water Lily
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#seeds of the red lotus#sotrl suiren#look at my daughter. LOOK AT HER#just suddenly felt like painting my precious child looking happy for once#and am very very happy with the result#look at her. look at her little face#how could anyone hate her. how could anyone have hurt her#AIDIB really hits different when you realise the girl going through all that looks like this#I have trouble drawing kids sometimes but I feel like here she really does look like a young kid#with round cheeks and big beautiful brown eyes and an adorable upturned nose#istg I’ve captioned like 3 posts with ‘baby girl. baby’ already but it just always applies#as I’m coming up with these tags I’m slowly becoming incoherent. just… look at her#I’ve said it like 10 times already but I truly need everyone to see her#my darling innocent little sweet summer child.. I’m so sorry for what I put you through#look at those eyes. she has no idea what’s coming#I wish she could have remained this untainted forever#okay I’m making myself cry nia calm down#stop focusing on that and start focusing on how she really lives up to the nickname in this piece#a precious little water lily indeed
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#well just cried for an hour about how much it sucks to be sick/feel so bad over christmas#ruthie very kindly let me hold her like a baby and weep into her fur because she is my sweet little girl#I feel better than two days ago but not better than yesterday and that was rough to realize#I think I was hoping I’d wake up magically cured for christmas eve/christmas day#feeling very sorry for myself!!!!#mostly I want my mom to come take care of me#ok I think I’m over it I just needed to bawl for a while
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