#I’m so exhausted breh

[deltasaviorthemaker]

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It’s here, guys… it’s finally here… I finally made part five… now to forget about it for another month/silly

I decided you guys get to pick the letter because that’s fun

[meowdarame]

5, 10, and 25 :)

oh my b someone already said 5, so i’ll say 6 instead

HIHI KURISU! thank you for sending in the meta ask hehe :)

what character do i have most fun writing?

i’ve answered a question similar to this before but from hq— tendou, atsumu, and from tr- shion, kisaki. i love writing dialogue for them and their characterization is also super fun to play with!

how would i describe my writing process?

it really depends! for shorter stuff, like headcanons and drabbles, i type it out all on my phone. for oneshots, so anything above 1k in length, i write those on a google doc and like proofread it so many times before posting HAHA. and for full length fics and series, i map out the entire plot before i start writing, just so i can see where the story is headed and know how to set it up! for all of these tho, i always always ALWAYS have beta-readers! it’s not that i don’t trust my writing, i just know that as the person who wrote the piece, i may have blindspots or plotholes or inconsistencies that i may not catch!

the part of writing that i find most fun

there are a few things so here’s a non-exhaustive list!

dialogue! i really love writing fun and playful lines for my characters heh. when i was younger, i used to reallyyyyy want to be a director or something so i wrote a bunch of stupid little scripts for film and tv 😭 they were so bad but yes!

when my story is like… close to my reality LOL. a lot of the feelings (esp angst breh LMAO) that i talk about in fics (specifically fics with plot) echo how i feel about things. in “his bet,” when izana talks about wanting to go into social work, that’s a career path i’m highkey considering. in “ivory and orange hues,” when hinata is grappling with this liminal space between adulthood and adolescence, that’s exactly how i felt when i was 19. and LORD, in “the cosmos taste like raspberries,” that whole shpeel at the end about loving someone who’s larger than life, IT’S BASED ON A REAL LIFE STORY HAHA.

last one, but that awesome feeling when you become so engrossed in your story that you don’t even realize that you’ve been writing non-stop for hours!

[julietcushingsvibes]

May 27 post:

Hours slept: 2 breh

Days plan: class, text people, put together a nice presentation, class, do laundry, cease to exist, practice Can’t Stop Me Dance

Days reflection: I felt like I was a walking zombie today and was so unproductive. But I got some work done and finished my tasks so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but I’m genuinely exhausted

Meals: toast, pasta ? Bruh I don’t know

Emoji: ⏰y’all I’m antsy this meeting was supposed so start over 45 mins ago meep

[aquakris]

Breh so someone posted a screenshot from the sister squad Halloween vid claiming it’s an yzma sleepover “rare” I’m really so exhausted by these damn shippers

the clownery smh tell em go out on their clown outfits again🤡

[smokeybrand]

Smokey brand Movie Reviews: The Sound of Silence

I finally got a chance to check out A Quiet Place. Spoilers, it’s dope as f*ck. I know i’m crazy late with this review but i wanted to stall out until the hype died down. his is a movie about silence. The quiet is as much a character as the actors. Sitting in a packed theater, and they were PACKED that first week or so, defeats the purpose. There were six other people in my screening and it was absolutely perfect. Just like this movie. This movie is damn near perfect.

The Best

But John Krasinski, tho! He had his hands in all of the pies for this flick. All of them. He directed, helped write, AND turned in one helluva of a lead performance! Breh was all over this thing but the film isn’t worse for it at all. It’s amazing what someone with a modicum of competence, a singular vision, the creative freedom to execute the way they want, can foster. He said sarcastically.

The Better

But dat goddamn direction, tho! Yo, for John Krasinski’s first attempt at bat, this is a goddamn grand slam! This feels like a Ridley Scott film. A Ridley-Scott-at-the-height-of-his-powers film. This movie is as atmospheric as Alien. It’s as beautiful as Blade Runner. It’s as gripping as The Martian and as moving as Gladiator. This movie is f*cking great and John Krasinski’s vision made all of that happen!

But dat screenplay, tho! Krasinski had a hand in this, too. The original story was written by two other dudes, Bryan Woods and Scott Beck wrote the actual story, but all three of them put in on this screenplay. For so many hands in the kitchen, what they cooked came out quite delicious.

But dat sound design, tho! Seriously, for a movie about silence, this thing makes a ton of noise and every bit of it isn’t cheap. They’re all earned. They’re all necessary.

but dat tension, tho! The tension in this film is palpable. Oh my god, this stuff cuts like  knife! it dig into you, man, and never lets up! There are certain scenes, one in particular and you’ll know it when you see it, that just stress you out, man. I was f*cking exhausted by the time this movie was over and that’s a great thing. for a novice director to illicit such a response on his very first feature i almost unheard of!

So i spoke about Krasinski’s directing but, f*ck! Even his acting was dope! Like, i don’t know how well you grade this cat because it was mostly non-verbal but, similar to Smith in the first part of I am Legend, Krasinski takes a lack of something and exploits the f*ck out of it! The fact that there’s no dialogue, you have to show your emotions another way. You have to ACT and he acted his ASS off!

Likewise, Emily Blunt was just as brilliant. I’d say she was more adept at this particular style of performance than her husband but she got shorted a little with come rather cheesy dialogue toward the end. It’s literally the only grip i have with how she portrayed her character. Everything else she did was outstanding.

The child actors in this were pretty dope. I know that’s rare, you only come across a Chloe Moretz or an Anna Paquin every so often, but these kids did great. Noah Jupe was good but Millicent Simmonds was spectacular! I know it’s been pushed she’s actually deaf but she can f*cking act! This is her second film and she kills it. I imagine, though, playing a petulant teenager when you’re an actual teenager isn’t that difficult.

This film is beautifully shot! Goddman, every scene, every frame, every transition; All of them culminate into a feast for the eyes! Seriously, this movie is as gorgeous as Black Panther or Annihilation, and that’s not even an exaggeration!

The Good

The rules of this universe are a little touch and go for me. For the the most part, they are coherent but, when you nitpick, things start to fall apart. I don’t want to spoil anything but there are certain events that kind of ruin my disbelief suspension.

Some of the dialogue was a little hokey. There isn’t much but some of it seems mad forced.

As much as i love this film, there is that “stupid people doing stupid things” trope we get in most horror films. I wouldn’t call this a horror movie, per say, it’s more a thriller, but the tropes are still there. This isn’t a huge issue, mind you. It is a movie and you need this sort of thing to feed the drama, but it’s still kind of ridiculous to see.

Breh. But his daughter, tho. What the f*ck?

The Verdict

A Quiet Place is a classic. It’s literally the best film i’ve seen all year. I know it’s early, but, goddamn, this film is a bloody masterpiece. I would hearken it akin to Alien. Seriously, this movie is just as expertly directed, ably acted, and beautifully shot. And no one can hear you scream in either film! My goodness this movie was brilliant. The story was unique and it’s execution was carried out with a passionate, yet, deft hand. I was stunned by how well this movie was put together and how much i was entertained. I’m not one for the Oscars, they’re a glorified popularity race, but if they were legit, this film deserves a proper nod. Seriously, Krasinski deserves a nomination for Best Director because this movie is just that good.

Go see this sh*t. Repeatedly. It’s one of the best films i have ever had the pleasure of experiencing. And it is an experience, let me tell you.

[devilsdaughter2]

Rant

So this is going to be a rant. A very long coming rant. No names will not be stated. Feel free to ignore and pass over this. =3 This is going to be kind of all over the place.

So first of all. WHAT THE FLYING FUCK IS THIS BULLSHIT? Like seriously, oh man people are so fast to stab each other in the back that there’s no sense of real trust between folks. Like why are people surprised by the simplistic of kindness? This should not be a thing on this server. Like oh man you gave me a glyph? Why? What’s your motive? Uh it’s called im not a dick? Why is that a mindset on this server. CAUSE WE MADE IT THAT WAY. No one is free of saying they didn’t do it. Like oh man, I’m gonna post about how I never intentionally step on someones toes but then Im gonna do something I *know* will piss off a group of people cause lawl fuck them. I see it everywhere. Sure I’ve done it. I’ll admit that! I’m not some sweetheart that doesn’t get angry. Yea, when I’m pissed, I’ll be vengeful as shit. But guess what, I don’t go around making people feel like shit. Sure I’ll try to upstage someone but I will never go out of my way to put them down or make them want to quit. What’s with that mindset where oh I don’t like them so they should get off my server. Like this isn’t elementary school, this is not a box of crayons you get to decide who uses and who doesn’t.

Furthermore, You’re so full of fucking crap. Oh its a miscommunication. Once is miscommunication, twice is coincidence, but three, four, ten times? That’s you doing it on purpose. So learn how to not do it, or stop being a jerk that pretends to be victim of miscommunication when you’re just taking everything personally even when it’s got NOTHING to do with you! Oh this person left when I showed up. Maybe they’re avoiding you, maybe they’re not. Trying to force your presence on them isn’t gonna make them want to be around you either way! Like shit man, If I’m avoiding you it’s so we don’t start shit. Oh man that doesn’t make me a cunt, that makes me adult enough to know to walk away when it’s making me unhappy. This bullshit of “Oh I don’t like them, but I continue doing stuff with them is cause if I don’t it will start drama.” That’s dumb. Like beyond dumb. If you don’t like someone, you don’t gotta say shit. Just WALK AWAY. Oh you like RPing in this one spot? Guess what, this game is HUGE. You will find another spot you like. You dont gotta stay in one city to get the RP you want. You got friends, just be like “Hey can we RP here?” and 9/10 times, I assure you, they will be like yea sure lets go. There’s this magical thing called imagination, where you can go somewhere abandoned and pretend to be in the same place you just were. Oh I want to RP in a city but I don’t want to go to Stormwind or Silvermoon? Oh shit Old Dalaran tends to be empty! Poof new city to rp. Don’t want it to be a city but want a harbor? Dude Ratchet and Booty Bay are great, and so is Venture Bay in Grizzly Hills! Like dude there is endless possibility. Oh you wanna RP in a human city without anyone finding you and your friends? Guess what.. There’s instances! Look at Old Stratholme. Don’t talk to Arthas and enjoy a nice city! Old Hillsbrad! Blackrock Depths! Gnomergan! Magisters Terrace! Oh man it’s like there’s a lot of dungeons and raids! MAGIC!

Also what is with this arrogance on the server? Like why does majority of people HAVE to like you? Whats wrong with just having fun with a small group of people? Like you are stressing yourself out with this idea that you have to be what the server expects you to be. Oh you’re a house guild? You better be really into politics or the military! Uhm no, Hows about I’m a house that earns money via taking care of farms and fisheries? Oh you’re a Blood Knight Guild? Must be SUPER serious 24/7 no fun allowed. Uh dude, Ima go have a snowball fight cause I can only fight so much. “We pride ourselves on being super serious, always in character.” That’s so EXHAUSTING though? Like have you tried being IC everywhere you go? You burn out FAST. Gotta take a day to do stupid shit like take over a brawl arena on the Isles with guildies and cackle and run around giving people hugs before killing them. Do old content or play browser games! “Oh so you run a lot of community shit? Does that mean thats all you do? Ima come to all your shit.” Man, fuck that. Maybe I wanna do a guild event where we just go swimming? I dont want a bunch of people outside the guild crashing it cause lawl you’re the community person.

And especially gonna call out the paper abusers! There are some great people who are so kind as to run papers for us, but just cause they post your shit, doesnt mean it is 100% server cannon everyone must follow you. And you are stupid for thinking thats how that works. Guess what, another point! Just cause you think you’re top shit for x,y,z, does not mean that the paper HAS TO show up and report on your crap. They got lots of people coming to them, so guess what, they might not get to report on your shit. Or maybe one paper isnt reporting the same way another is. So what? They’re doing this to have fun, not a job. You gonna start paying them money for tokens? No? Then shut the fuck up about they owe you whatever. They owe you NOTHING! Idgaf if you’re bffs, you do not get to make demands of them!

What is this stigma about politics? “Oh well they are trying to control me!” Uh no bitch, sit your ass down. So a bunch of noble rpers wanna form a council and start doing noble shit. Good for them! Let them do what they want. No one is forcing you to acknowledge them or what they are doing. Like I can turn to a noble house and be like fuck you, and they’ll just shrug and go on their way cause guess what. They dont gotta put up with me! Same goes for if they try to force a rule on me. I get to laugh and walk away cause bitch I didnt agree to shit. Its like *gasps* we don’t have to listen to other players. AMAZING I KNOW!

You know what’s really great? Talking to people. Its a beautiful thing. And you would be surprised how much better you feel talking to someone straight on. Like shit, lets say someone pissed me off cause they booked an event over mine. Shocker, it will happen! Talking to them generally lets ya sort shit out so it either A. Doesnt happen again. or B. You can work together. Or you can come to terms with each other and be like breh I dont wanna do stuff with you and heres why, now Im gonna go so we arent at the same place cause I dont wanna cause a fuss. Oh look at that, you are now an adult and everyone understands and isnt left going “Why is this person suddenly avoiding me? What did I do wrong?” Its a *great* feeling getting it off your chest and lets the other person get closure. Now thats not to say walk up to someone and be like I hate you cause you stole my dress. Like no. Now you’re being petty as shit and need to sit your ass down. Same goes for if you go I hate you so you should kill yourself. Like seriously, thats not needed and you just look like an ass.

Finally, fuck all yall for making fun of someone with mental illnesses or experiences. Oh this person has PTSD, lawl lets do stuff to set it off. Yea you’re an ass. Oh this person hears voices? Lets make them feel like they’re going crazy by playing jokes on them that make them question reality. Yea, how about I punch you in the face? Hardy har har. No seriously, fuck you. Like yes this is me mad, go fuck yourself. Its not cute, its not funny, its seriously offensive and cruel.

End of rant (for today)!

[hisfinessearchive]

‘ why do superheroes care so much about their cities? its always “i have to protect this city” or “people of this city will die” like chill, i mean shit i don’t even know who my mayor is. ’

that text post meme i think but i’m too lazy to double check / link. who am i.

status: chill breh.

        ❝ i imagine it’s because they have an image to keep. ❞ solo, for one, has saved far more than the city; the country, possibly, and to some extent, the world. it’s all in danger far more often than anyone would like to know, and quite frankly, that happens to be one of the more exhausting aspects of being the agent that he is. missile plans and particular blueprints can’t fall into the wrong hands, lest someone with the intention to take over use them for less than savory purposes. it’s not as relieving to know he’s done so much as it is exhausting.

        ❝ on the other hand, it may be selfish. maybe they don’t want their favorite shops destroyed, or their home demolished. i certainly wouldn’t. ❞ and maybe he’d be just as selfish if the work weren’t demanded of him, focusing solely on the city and little else. 

        or maybe he’s grown used to sticking his neck out for the good of the country, of the world. he definitely doesn’t know much else by now after a decade of it.

        ❝ i happen to think caring for one’s city is the more pleasant, far less risky method of playing hero. ❞

[hell0hummingbird]

Man-baby RANT

Tfw you’re too tired to try anymore...like, I don’t have time energy to decipher your cryptic af message. Just tell me what you want from me. I barely have the energy for basic skincare; you think I’m gonna exhaust myself with this rubbish? It really should not be this difficult. A simple “happy birthday” would have sufficed, breh. “We, collectively, should talk about it if necessary” WTF DOES THAT EVEN MEAN. YOU talk about it, whatever “it” is. I can’t. I’m so tired. 

[smokeybrandreviews]

Smokey brand Movie Reviews: The Sound of Silence

I finally got a chance to check out A Quiet Place. Spoilers, it’s dope as f*ck. I know i’m crazy late with this review but i wanted to stall out until the hype died down. his is a movie about silence. The quiet is as much a character as the actors. Sitting in a packed theater, and they were PACKED that first week or so, defeats the purpose. There were six other people in my screening and it was absolutely perfect. Just like this movie. This movie is damn near perfect.

The Best

But John Krasinski, tho! He had his hands in all of the pies for this flick. All of them. He directed, helped write, AND turned in one helluva of a lead performance! Breh was all over this thing but the film isn’t worse for it at all. It’s amazing what someone with a modicum of competence, a singular vision, the creative freedom to execute the way they want, can foster. He said sarcastically.

The Better

But dat goddamn direction, tho! Yo, for John Krasinski’s first attempt at bat, this is a goddamn grand slam! This feels like a Ridley Scott film. A Ridley-Scott-at-the-height-of-his-powers film. This movie is as atmospheric as Alien. It’s as beautiful as Blade Runner. It’s as gripping as The Martian and as moving as Gladiator. This movie is f*cking great and John Krasinski’s vision made all of that happen!

But dat screenplay, tho! Krasinski had a hand in this, too. The original story was written by two other dudes, Bryan Woods and Scott Beck wrote the actual story, but all three of them put in on this screenplay. For so many hands in the kitchen, what they cooked came out quite delicious.

But dat sound design, tho! Seriously, for a movie about silence, this thing makes a ton of noise and every bit of it isn’t cheap. They’re all earned. They’re all necessary.

but dat tension, tho! The tension in this film is palpable. Oh my god, this stuff cuts like  knife! it dig into you, man, and never lets up! There are certain scenes, one in particular and you’ll know it when you see it, that just stress you out, man. I was f*cking exhausted by the time this movie was over and that’s a great thing. for a novice director to illicit such a response on his very first feature i almost unheard of!

So i spoke about Krasinski’s directing but, f*ck! Even his acting was dope! Like, i don’t know how well you grade this cat because it was mostly non-verbal but, similar to Smith in the first part of I am Legend, Krasinski takes a lack of something and exploits the f*ck out of it! The fact that there’s no dialogue, you have to show your emotions another way. You have to ACT and he acted his ASS off!

Likewise, Emily Blunt was just as brilliant. I’d say she was more adept at this particular style of performance than her husband but she got shorted a little with come rather cheesy dialogue toward the end. It’s literally the only grip i have with how she portrayed her character. Everything else she did was outstanding.

The child actors in this were pretty dope. I know that’s rare, you only come across a Chloe Moretz or an Anna Paquin every so often, but these kids did great. Noah Jupe was good but Millicent Simmonds was spectacular! I know it’s been pushed she’s actually deaf but she can f*cking act! This is her second film and she kills it. I imagine, though, playing a petulant teenager when you’re an actual teenager isn’t that difficult.

This film is beautifully shot! Goddman, every scene, every frame, every transition; All of them culminate into a feast for the eyes! Seriously, this movie is as gorgeous as Black Panther or Annihilation, and that’s not even an exaggeration!

The Good

The rules of this universe are a little touch and go for me. For the the most part, they are coherent but, when you nitpick, things start to fall apart. I don’t want to spoil anything but there are certain events that kind of ruin my disbelief suspension.

Some of the dialogue was a little hokey. There isn’t much but some of it seems mad forced.

As much as i love this film, there is that “stupid people doing stupid things” trope we get in most horror films. I wouldn’t call this a horror movie, per say, it’s more a thriller, but the tropes are still there. This isn’t a huge issue, mind you. It is a movie and you need this sort of thing to feed the drama, but it’s still kind of ridiculous to see.

Breh. But his daughter, tho. What the f*ck?

The Verdict

A Quiet Place is a classic. It’s literally the best film i’ve seen all year. I know it’s early, but, goddamn, this film is a bloody masterpiece. I would hearken it akin to Alien. Seriously, this movie is just as expertly directed, ably acted, and beautifully shot. And no one can hear you scream in either film! My goodness this movie was brilliant. The story was unique and it’s execution was carried out with a passionate, yet, deft hand. I was stunned by how well this movie was put together and how much i was entertained. I’m not one for the Oscars, they’re a glorified popularity race, but if they were legit, this film deserves a proper nod. Seriously, Krasinski deserves a nomination for Best Director because this movie is just that good.

Go see this sh*t. Repeatedly. It’s one of the best films i have ever had the pleasure of experiencing. And it is an experience, let me tell you.