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from your last reblog: idon't know why but “stop , stop ! just put the lightsaber down !” sounds terribly funny to me.. or it could be angsty, as you can beautifully write it? or if it doesn't inspire you, don't hesitate to ignore :)
Guess what chicken butt? It did inspire me ☺️
This In Between is dedicated to @sashyburi 🖤
Ex Inquisitor Cal Kestis x Ex Jedi Reader / Nightsister Merrin / BD-1
This takes place between Chapters 9 and 10 of Stay the Black
Please be warned this entry contains very explicit language as well as implied and repeated reference to murder
Put the Lightsaber Down
Merrin sidles up wearing a very stylish poncho with a fringe of tassels hanging off the edge. “What’s all this then?” She asks, slightly oblivious.
“This fuckin guy thinks he can-“ Cal starts to rage until he sees the nightsister’s getup and is cut short by his next thought. “Did you just buy that?”
Merrin is instantly pleased when she answers “Yes! Do you like it?”
“I do like it,” Cal reaches his hand out and tests the material between two fingers. “It’s so soft,” he comments, mesmerized.
“It also has pockets,” Merrin spouts gleefully as she plunges her hands into the pockets and lifts the poncho flaps in a way that makes you think of a little bat.
“So practical,” Cal whispers in awe.
Tag list: @cafedeagua @gabile18 @futuredisneyartist @hibernating4ever @i-am-mystic @elwethe @howlingmadlady @2badgersinatrenchcoat @trtc-745600 @tinyplantinvasion @tytoowl @jokidden
#thanks for the prompt!#I so enjoyed this#make me write#I’m serious force me#murder kids strike again#cal kestis#cal valeska#always red#inquisitor cal#stay the black#jedi fallen order#nightsister merrin#bd 1#always ask
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today I ended 28 years of abuse.
I packed my stuff and walked in and out of my childhood home for the last time.
And im pressing charges.
wanted to add the pictures of the sunset I took today ☀️
#I’m so scared for this next chapter of my life and I’ve never been more ready#I’m proud of myself#I will never have to deal with this again#thank you to god or universe is who have put good people in my corner to help me with the next steps and my new life#tickle community#ticklee#tickletorture#tickle thoughts#tickle tickle#tickle#tickle content#ticklish#tword community#non tickles#also I’ve lived with partners before I have not lived there most of my adult life but my parents abuse continued and they allowed#and encouraged my serious partners to abuse me as well#I would try to leave and be forced to go back into abusive situations#this is the first time I’m actually free#I paid my first months rent today and I get my keys on Friday#this is so unreal
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Saying this once again but…………….
I CAN’T FUCKING STAND NINJAGO PINTEREST.
#avo yaps#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago fandom#dragons rising#ninjago dragons rising#ninjago Pinterest#some of these people make me want to get violent but I’m too chill for that#the takes I see on here are so bad#and they’re also so disrespectful for no reason#god forbid someone likes a ship you don’t#or someone draws a character in a way you don’t see them as#at the end of the day it’s just a Lego show#it was never that serious#the hate some people have on this app feels so forced
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Something about tubbo thinking that his and Sunny’s love is different because sunny is his daughter so she HAS to love him in some regard but Fit and Pac have no reason to actually love and care about him so the second something better comes along he’s going to be kicked to the curb
#if Sunny’s other parents logged in more tubbo would be dead I’m so serious#gosh he is KILLING ME#he’s only lovable if someone is forced to love him#qsmp tubbo#qsmp#tubbo#qsmp sunny#qsmp fitmc#qsmp pac#morning crew
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I would like to rant about motherhood and the awful things about it, read more bar is there if you don’t want to read it or engage with my rant. I don’t blame you if you want nothing to do with it, it’s more for me anyway lol
Never in my life have I ever felt so lonely and so depressed, just genuinely, at the core sad and alone.
I have people in my life, but I don’t have a village. My village is in shambles. It’s full of people who like to ask how I am, but don’t like to hear that I’m not well. The people I’ve reached out to got angry at me for reaching out, so I’ve just stopped reaching out. “I’m fine.” The people who have helped me with the girls fuck it up every fucking time, don’t listen to me or my wishes or my open anxieties. So, not only do I not share how I’m actually doing, now I don’t call on people to help me because it isn’t worth the trouble of them fucking up my children’s day-to-day life and schedule.
It’s impossible to not feel like a burden to others when their lives are unaffected, when they aren’t drowning like I am, when every aspect of their life hasn’t been greatly altered and twisted. I am not the same person I once was and I’ll never go back to her. I don’t know how to dress, I don’t know how to interact with people, I don’t know what my hobbies are. It’s hard to not feel like a bother when I’ve been this sad for this long.
No one understands if they haven’t done this before, if they haven’t become a mother. I understand what mothers before me were talking about when they told me motherhood is lonely. This is an experience that is so specific and can only be understood if you have experienced it. Another reason I don’t confide in others in my life— they don’t understand.
I’m so tired of the empty, “I’m sorry”s. I’m so tired of waking up and living the same day over and over. I’m so tired of my husband’s life being virtually unaffected by the birth of our girls while mine is so genuinely fucked up now.
I’m just so tired and so lonely and so sad.
And now Husband leaves in a week to start a new job three hours away and I’ll be staying here with the girls. Even more alone.
#personal#very personal#PPD#postpartum#yes I’m in therapy lol#thank god#yesterday and today have just been so hard#and it’s arguably been triggering lol#thanks for reading if you did#this shit is no joke#do not have children unless you’re ready to be as selfless as you possible can be#I’m so serious#parenthood is not for the weak#to be CONSTANTLY needed at every point of the day is going to force me into psychosis
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This is how they’re gonna surpass rad weekend
#some fiendish force possessed me and made me make this I’m innocent I swear#project sekai#akito shinonome#mine#my art#if you’re thinking ‘wow you gave up halfway thru this’ ur absolutely right#tf do you take me for? an artist?#if I keep drawing memes maybe I’ll find a style along the way (lying)#akito#do I like this? no not really. why’d I render the hair like that.#i prefer to think of my art skills as a curse or a burden useful only for stupid things#akito shinonome voice why so serious (bmmm ch ch ch)#drawing new memes even when I have like 3 I said I’d draw forever ago. sad. many such cases.
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So Kyle was knowingly bait for Task Force X’s trap in “Zero Day: Part One”, but regrets it at the end, both because of how badly Clark was hurt as a result and because of the genuine, unwavering kindness Clark showed him with no personal benefit. If he’d actually been on Clark’s side, they probably could have rescued his teammates. Instead Intergang and an irrefutably heroic person are all trapped under the control of Task Force X, who are very torture-happy. Intergang are carelessly selfish, but they love each other, are naive, inexperienced criminals and want money and respect, not death, suffering and destruction. They’re way in over their heads entangled with the other villains. If the “work release program” is a lie and it was all for nothing, I can see them turning on Task Force X. Maybe even if not. I don’t expect them to fully reform (though Cadmus is good in this universe, so anything’s possible), but I hope they get some development.
#they’re likeable lighthearted ineffectual villains like team rocket#they need repeated silly encounters with the heroes for enrichment#being forced to work for a completely serious overarching threat is NOT cute it’s bad for them!#they’re also like in their early twenties right?#by the same token as clark they feel very young to me#i’m sorry i know everyone’s going crazy about the actual main characters after this episode#and i am too okay?#but i just love maws intergang#my adventures with superman#maws#maws spoilers#maws intergang#maws mist#kyle mcdougal
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If Ulysses has a million haters, then I'm one of them. If Ulysses has one hater, then I'm THAT ONE. If Ulysses has no haters, that means I'm dead. If the world is with Ulysses than I’m against the world.
#this is slightly joking but like also not but also like am mixed on Ulysses on many factors#infuriating because i sympathize with his pain but it’s like#he is a well written and fundamentally flawed character whose hypocrisy I found doubly in#black characters I can tell were designed by white people with a semblance of an understanding of activism and bipoc oppression#but not enough for the character to not feel like hand holding for the majority white audience#plus personal grips with the whole twisted hairs thing and reference to slave braiding patterns#Ulysses irks me as a black person on a weird personal level and I can go into debt on why him being black is a big detractor for him to me#like he continues this cycle of distancing himself from his roots before remembering over and over again through his actions#he leave so much in his wake that the courier ends up correcting or helping like in honest hearts and old world blues because he’s self#righteous in a subtle way even to himself that he believes he stand out of his one man rule when he does not play an active hand#saw a post talk about how you choose to continue moving through his story and can leave at any moment and this it is partially your fault#but what of the oath that is set before you and is forced to take that he set up#I do not have to walk it but when I do the steps are not my own but those taken for me#you have to go out of your way to change it which is not something he expects because he’s playing by a story he’s been perpetuating in his#head about you two and the effect one man has when he’s continually been that one man more so than you as many of his actions directly lead#to the one you go through also the irony in the flag he continues to bear being the real reason he has no home#like he reps it when the package is likely enclave and thus use the same symbol#also still can’t get over how anyone could have delivered the package and he tries so hard to act like it was the couriers destiny or fate#when this was the one case of chance and that once man was likely a enclave engineer and how it’s really is never one man#it the process and he’s so annoying about it like he’s a cool character but if you don’t believe in his philosophy or already went through#these ideas cause they are very common talking points in poc especially BIPOC spaces he’s just old hashings and stunted#fallout#fallout new vegas#Ulysses you upset me but I’m like I feel you could be better if you weren’t so incessant#I don’t think I ever want to make a serious post stating this about him just because I’d start yapping and it’d never get finished#ulysses fnv#fnv ulysses#lonesome road
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I just love this fandom
reread the books PLEASE
#not to be mean#but i am being mean and i am always a lil mean#BUT WHAT THE HECK#i think non rhaegar fans need to stay in their lanes#not tagged as shitposting and is in the main tags i’m thinking they’re serious 💀#how do i wipe all non rhaegar fans memories of the prophecy#please lord above give me strength 🙂↕️#if i see anymore posts on this topic im gonna make a serious post about it cause i am sickkk of it ugh#i tried to do that water effect thing cause it’s funny lookin#listening to lana del rey rn#down on the west coast~~~~#they got a sayin~~~#if you’re not drinkin#then you’re not playin#but you got the music#you got the music in you#don’t you?#rhaegar and lyanna had the music in them#and the tragic love story#suck it haters#hateposting#elia won’t ever be lyanna :)) but there’s nothin wrong with that !! it’s just clear that rhaegar loved lyanna#he was burdened by the prophecy and forced himself to change because he thought he had to 😭 that’s not love babes#rhaelya#pro rhaelya
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btw todd’s reluctance to join the dps because he doesn’t want to read (which is then accommodated for) and is scared to put himself out there (which is also worked through) being read as todd not wanting to go AT ALL, and thus neil making the proper accommodations (“todd anderson, who prefers not to read, will keep the minutes of the meetings”) and encouraging him to step out of the box that stifles him being seen as ‘forceful’ or like he can’t take no for an answer makes me insane with rage
#and him trying to stop neil from asking if todd not reading at the meetings is okay isn’t him wanting not to go#its him not wanting neil to ask because (as someone with social anxiety) it’s EMBARRASSING ASF for someone to ask for things on your behalf#literally just think about it as the meme of ‘when i tell my friend im hungry and he tells his mom that *i* want food instead of both of us’#and the whole ‘neil not knowing how to take no for an answer’ thing…… dont get me fucking started#the kid who’s had to take no for an answer his whole life? the kid whose first proper scene IS him taking no for an answer? are you serious?#being encouraging and accommodating and (admittedly) a little pushy when he’s got his mind set on something—#—is NAWT the same as not being able to take no for an answer or bulldozing through conversations with people#he and todd DO listen to each other in those conversations theyre just on opposing sides—#—because their understandings of the world don’t fully align at that point in time/the movie#which is totally fucking normal?????? because later on they DO properly align?????????#i feel so crazy about this every time i see someone say todd didn’t want to go the dead poets meetings because it’s so obvious he DID#he was just scared#and you know what maybe it IS a little forceful#but given how dedicated todd is to shutting off and hating and isolating himself he NEEDS a little forceful to be broken through to#if no one ever pushed me to do things when i was scared (as irritated as it can make me) i’d never do SHIT dude#and obviously todd is the same way because he ALL BUT OUTRIGHT SAYS AS MUCH#‘i appreciate this concern but i’m not like you’ IS about neil’s voice and opinions mattering to people but it’s ALSO about—#—him being outgoing and trying new things and putting himself out there#WHICH TODD WANTS TO BE ABLE TO DO!!!!!!!!#the moral you take away from todds growth is NOT that he has to change to be accepted because he DOESNT#its that he has to gain the confidence and belief in himself to grow and become the version of himself he WANTS to be#he NEVER changes on a fundamental level to make others happy (although his growth does make others happy) he just opens up more#and i dont know WHY some people think his arc is becoming a completely different person#like yall PLEASE#this isnt even an anderperry thing this is an issue even if you read them completely platonic#i blame the FUCKASS novelization…. dps book you will always be hated by ME#dps#dead poets society#neil perry#todd anderson
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not tryna hate but people have been boycotting enhypen and belift for months. we gotta accept there’s nothing you can do about it but make belift make enhypen do more just to gain that popularity back like before
These are the kinds of comments people make, only to feel guilty when idols start collapsing on stage or missing events because they’ve fallen ill from being overworked. It’s a frustrating cycle: fans demand more content, and when idols inevitably break down, the same fans act surprised or regretful. We saw a similar situation with the Riize boycott for Seunghan, which took ten months to achieve results—the official boycott has only been going on for two months. Change doesn’t happen overnight. Boycotting requires patience, commitment, and sustained pressure, and people need to realize that. If ENGENEs fully commit to the boycott and continue to push campaigns like #LetEnhypenRest, the effort will make an impact. However, impatience is getting in the way, with some fans giving up simply because they don’t feel like waiting. This reflects a fixed mindset—one that expects instant gratification rather than understanding the long-term work it takes to push for change.
It’s also important to understand that the boycott isn’t just about trying to prevent overwork, because the reality is, like you said, companies like Belift will push their artists regardless. The purpose of the boycott is to show Belift where our priorities as fans truly lie: we are not here to mindlessly consume content at the cost of our idols’ health. We want them to know that we care more about the well-being and safety of Enhypen than we do about new albums, tours, or other events. If we continue to support every release without question, the company has no reason to slow down. They’ll keep overworking the group, knowing they can get away with it.
This is why the boycott matters—it’s a way for us to make it clear that we won’t support their decisions if they come at the expense of the members’ health. And if you can’t understand this, or if you choose to ignore the message, then you’re contributing to the problem. Change takes time, and it requires all of us to stay committed for the sake of what truly matters: the well-being of the idols we care about.
#let enhypen rest#sorry if this makes me sound a little rude but i truly care about the well-being of enhypen#i love them too much and the fact their fans don’t see the problems and are starting to forget about the boycott is very disheartening..#put yourself in their shoes and then come back to me. Make a scenario as a member of enhypen and tell me#how far away you are from burning out. this is serious#if you truly care then you know what you have to do.#i’m not forcing the boycott on anyone but this is NECESSARY
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TW: Enraged only child. (Thanks for making me have to type this out, world! /nbh)
Y’know what?!
FUCK SIBLINGS!!!!!
Please reblog if:
You’re an only child who wishes they had a sibling
You cry yourself to sleep because you’ll never have siblings
You’re an only child who’s glad they don’t have siblings
You’re an only child, but feel really neutral about it, and don’t care (in that case, I’m happy for you.)
Please reblog if:
You’re an only child living in a big house
You’re an only child living below poverty line
You’re an only child living in a middle class household
You’re an only child with divorced parents
You’re an only child with a happy family
You’re an only child with only one parent
You’re an only child who was adopted
Please reblog if:
You’re a teen and an only child
You’re and adult and an only child
You’re an only child with a lot of friends
You’re an only child with no friends
You’re an only child with one best friend
Please reblog if:
You were born an only child
You have a deceased sibling
If your parents had some sort of health complications that made them unable to have another child
YOU GUYS ARE EPIC AND JUST AS WORTHY OF LOVE, IF NOT, NEED IT A LITTLE MORE THAN YOU THINK!!!
NOT ALL OF US ARE SPOILED OR HAVE IT EASY!!! THERE ARE MANY ONLY CHILDREN OUT THERE THAT HAVE HAD SOME FUCKING SHITTY CHILDHOODS!!!!
THIS HAS BEEN A PSA
(PS: Probably just posting this out of a sleepless rage, but lately I’ve just been reminding myself how much I distract myself from my problems and how others distract me, but at the end of the day, it’s never gonna stop me from hating myself for being conceived, so the least I can to is try to find people like me.)
(PSS: Anything I missed? Let me know!)
#txt#please reblog#only child#psa#vent in tags#I really hope this goes to the right people#I know this seems out of pocket for what I usually post#but this has been something I’ve struggled with all my life…#even from childhood I hated myself for being an only child#I deadass have to turn to straight up forcing myself into denial so I can live in the world of entertainment and look at sibling based#stuff without wanting to put a gun in my mouth#I have been able to step out of my comfort zone a little#and I’m proud of myself for that!#but that was when my friends were with me#now we’re all going to different schools…#and I’m reminded this was all to distract myself#but hey! at least I’m coping with this in a better way#not in a good way#but still a better way#this has been a psa#important notice#important post#im post#important psa#serious post
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tonight i’m resting and keeping to myself bc i just need a minute, but tomorrow i think i’ll tinker with my rules and tidy up this blog overall. i’ve been thinking about a few things that have likely contributed to me feeling overwhelmed here, and i need to sit down and drop old drafts/asks, clean up my followers list, and set a lil boundary. hopefully after i do, i can get back to writing and bugging y’all at a normal pace 💜
#or a normal pace for me asdfg#i just kinda? felt sick at the idea of coming online tonight#and that feeling passed but it made me go “oh i need to really do something about this huh”#and it’s not anything serious i think it’s more so understanding the way i am and what makes me anxious or overwhelmed and accepting that#rather than forcing myself to try and work past those feelings bc i want to make things easier for others#or bc i feel bad for letting go of things i don’t have muse for anymore#anyway anyway! i’m gonna finish my silly lil scary movie and hopefully have an early night#tbh the lack of sleep probably didn’t help my feelings today either :’ )#please take care of yourselves and remember to take breaks 💜💜💜 mwah mwah!!#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Hi. This is for my mental health.
SoiknowwehateAIandwedontcondoneitsusebutiwasshownthispicturebykatyandithasnotleftmybrainsinceandineedtoscreamaboutitsohere
I won’t use tags aside from my page tags for organizing and my thoughts but AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
#literally has taken up residence in my mind by force and will NOT leave no matter how many eviction notices I issue#please someone write about this so he can leave I just.#look at him. I’m wet. I’m sweating. I’m red. I’m on my knees begging him to tell me what to do.#HELP. ME. PLEASE. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.#you know its serious when im swearing but like FUCK ME man#jesus christ im so gone. im so down bad. I would literally do anything he asked me to no hesitation.#I’m so weak.#myg
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my favourite part of season 5 is still the reveal that Gabriel and Tomoe thought Adrien and Kagami made the perfect pair and wanted them to be together because it completely flips their relationship
Kagami and Adrien sneaking around and finding the slightest gaps in their schedule and giving their bodyguards/parents the slip to spend time together and feeling so clever that they’ve gotten away with it their parents don’t suspect a thing
only to smashcut to Gabriel and Tomoe doing an evil pound it because their ship is canon
#miraculous ladybug#ml s5#gabriel agreste#tomoe tsurugi#adrien agreste#kagami tsurugi#it’s the illusion of free choice™#it was a very clever plan tbf like if they told them to date it would be awkward and forced. but put them in the same room together and see#what happens… let them think it was all their idea… boom success!#then the next step is saying ‘yes i only just found out you’ve been dating kagami and i have decided to give you my permission to date her-#what do you mean you broke up a month ago and your dating the baker girl who made a hat for me one time?’#on the flipside though it probably wouldn’t have worked out in the long run bc kagami likes the thrill of a secret forbidden romance like#that’s partially what drove her to felix imo so if tomoe said one day ‘it’s come to my attention you’re dating the agreste boy. i approve o#of this match and have organised a date for you two on friday.’ you Know kagami would immediately go#‘oh no.. okay um so now i’m kind of feeling that everything about him that was attractive to me before isn’t really there anymore…’#also on the flipside like looking at it on a more deeper/serious level like it just goes to show how much control tomoe and gabriel have o#er their kids to the point that they would be willing to manipulate them into a relationship and then when#the two of them tried and realised it wasn’t working. instead of admitting they don’t know their children as well as they think they do#or acknowledging that their children are actual people who have their own feelings that don’t always match their parents#or coming to terms that their children aren’t extensions of their legacy and will that they can puppet however they want#instead they say ‘okay we tried the hands off way now we’ll just have to force them’
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YALL ARE NOT SERIOUS PEOPLE no way i’m looking at the tumblr tag for spn 7x03 aka the sam centric flashback episode dealing with his childhood trauma and how he feels like he’s a freak and everyone is just posting about DEAN. dean and his stupid fucking pie. dean winchester used to be my guy! genuinely! s2-3 i truly thought i was a deangirl! But you people (plus this show atp lmfao) are making me hate him😭
#he was cute witn his silly pie. and i care for him and understand he’s grieving cas and thinks he’s about to lose sam and is therefore copin#Awfully and doing things like resorting to black and white john winchester embedded monster racism to do so#But thing is i’m actually getting pretty fucking sick of him coping awfully#he never learns he never grows he just gets angrier. he’s incapable of seeing sammy as someone whose decisions can be respected despite the#fact sam literally SAVED THE WORLD by SACRIFICING HIMSELF.#he just sits around and drinks and tries to become his father and avoid becoming his father in equal amounts#he’s actually awful!! sam goes off to do a case something totally justified (tho sure he could’ve asked) and dean fucking punches him in the#face… and somehow it just Doesn’t feel haha funny because its forceful and it’s serious and this is like the 3rd time he’s done this shit#and it’s also in the same ep where we see sams fraught relationship w john (Bc Duh) which is paralleled to the relationship amy has with her#mom where her mom fucking hits her. like.#dean winchester!!! when i find you!!!!!!!! stop recreating ur trauma!!!!!!!! stop taking shit out on sam :(#he cares sooooooooo deeply and it affects every fucking thing he does that’s why he’s so awful and why he cant cope#But guess what the same can be said about john winchezter the same can be said about a LOT of people. doesn’t excuse anything dean. GET YOUR#SHIT TOGETHER.#i love dean he’s vividly compelling to me. But. :/#oliver talks#sam winchester#spn
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