#I’m not depressed though
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#this might be the most scribble thing I post here yet bahahahahahahahahahahaaha#I still like how the hands turned out even though I didn’t finish them😇#but it’s pretty messy and the hands might be the only part I like🥲#but since this blog is my art journey documentation here you are#I was pretty busy today so no good art but maybe tomorrow we��ll see#I am preparing things to FINALLY answer my asks🥹#& if you tagged me in anything I actually have been meaning to respond!!!!!!!! my notifications are the WORST and so confusing on here😵💫#and I’m technology grandma…#hope u all have had an amazing day !!!! 🫶#my brother in law has been fishing and catching SO MANY sargo#(sargo = sea bream for the animal crossing playing English speakers😙)#AND ITS LITERALLY SOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS !!!!!#i cook it in the weirdest way possible#you just have to gut the fish and cut off its fins etc#then you put it in a wet salt bed and cover it up…cook it for 30 min…AND VOILA ITS DONE !!!!!#I don’t add any spices…NOTHING…and this fish literally has the taste and texture of crab covered in butter#LIKE…😳 it might be my favorite food/fav thing to cook these days bc it’s so easy and fresh caught fish is just delicious😫#well that was my grandma cooking show of the day👩🍳#now you know how to cook sargo a la sal 👩🍳#also going back to the drawing🥹 I just love these two so much…#I love thinking of sweet moments…most of my angst is confined to writinc😆#the chapter I’m writing right now is SO ANGST DEPRESSING (sorry Eloise)#it will get better…I promise…#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc
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Unwittingly Andy Warhol inspired 💥
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#nana#black stones#nana osaki#yasushi takagi#nobuo terashima#shinichi okazaki#illustration#artists on tumblr#shoujo manga#josei manga#making a small square button pack so the designs are extra simplistic this time#anyway I recently read through most of the manga and it’s pretty depressing ngl#I’m debating on whether I actually *enjoy* it or not#like I deeply appreciate it as a piece of realistic art but idk if the reading experience was something I loved#maybe I’m not in the right headspace for it?#the aesthetic and fashion though is 👌👌👍#my art
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I guess I find the shipping discourse a little funny because fandoms are gonna create ships regardless of the subject matter. I think really heavy, depressing media creates a need for people to see human connection. It’s like a way to cope, you know? More importantly and specific to this game (Mouthwashing), I also find it a little funny just because the devs themselves seem to be leaning towards ~one~ “ship” by retweeting artwork that depicts them as pretty close and protective. They even did an edit of them on that Florence Pugh and that one white guy romance movie with a “what could have been” caption. Sooo tldr the ship drama is kind of dumb. Please block and move on cause the discourse is taking up space on my feed when I’m trying to look for more art of Daisuke lmao
#also disclaimer I don’t ship anything in this game because it makes me too depressed hahaha#I guesssssss you could say I leave towards Anya and Curly but that’s just because they’re my favs#plus I got a gen vibe that they liked each other so I kind of just assumed but whatever#I like that they find comfort in each other more than anything (at least in my head post crash)#if that makes sense? so don’t come for me lol cause some of yall are mean#I know he failed her so so so so badly but that’s kind of what makes their comfort and care for one another interesting you know?#idk how to explain it#it’s like the one sweet thing that continues throughout the narrative all the way to Anya’s suicide#where she locks them in together to keep them both safe from Jimmy#I’m high so pls excuse me as I make no sense actually#this is about#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#captain curly#anya mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#people who ship Jimmy x curly are another breed though lmaoooo yall are on something stronger than anyone else😭😭😭
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Human Accessory - Aka a minor emergency came up during mandatory Human Cuddle time
Anyways have an Alan and Robin. Are they together?Absolutely
Canonically? Shutup.
Idk how Robin keeps her hair so nice though in the SEA she must be using some future magic bullshit shampoo and conditioner
#subnatica below zero#subnautica#Alan#robin#my art#fanart#apparently humans can get severe depression#from a lack of physical contact#I’m sure Alan won’t overthink that#imagine getting Alan’s tattoo light show#accurate though#lmfao#fuckkk that#Alan uses discord light mode#robin ayou#al an x robin
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Hehe this man is broken and severely emotionally distressed. Silly lovable guy but given self esteem issues because of the crushing weight of perfectionism. Not so funny if you think about it too long. But at least on the upside he cries pretty :))
No but seriously for all those who relate to Mr. Puzzles just want you to know your accomplishments alone do not define your value and worth as a person. Even when you’re a messy work in progress, you are loved and appreciated more than you may recognize. Thank you for being here. Don’t get me wrong it’s good to be idealistic and set goals, but don’t undermine yourself if you don’t get that perfect score….or if you start to fall behind compared to everyone else. Everyone goes through those moments of doubt or perceived failure. We need to fail every once in a while. And that’s okay
…a-anyways funny goofy dramatic TV guy we love him so much so silly so slay he lives in my head rent free yipeee. This animation is dedicated to him because if anyone in the cast deserved a feature length film it was definitely him, and he sure took up the spotlight in Puzzlevison and absolutely owned it. I’m excited for his future endeavors ✨
#someone please how did I make this in two days wh-#wow wow wow what’s going on here how did I do that this is scary super powers being unlocked right now#Mr. Puzzles hyperfixation give me strength and motivation to get shit done I guess??? yay???#like holy shit I’m so productive in my art all the sudden whats this feeling of dopamine and happiness-#WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DEPRESSION WHERE’D IT GO#sir really stepped into my brain and yeeted my depression saying ‘looks like you won’t be needing that anymore’#and now he things he can just puppeteer me around to make countless art pieces in his image and honor??#he’s using me as his pawn to spread his glorious face around the internet HELP jksjksp#no actally don’t it’s very comfortable and freeing here I love letting my silly fixations go rampant <3#I don’t even need to think about what I want to do art stuff just happens naturally#CHEERS TO FICTIONAL MEN YIPEEE#wow he’s so mentally ill just like me fr /j#also now I’m staring to guilt trip myself because I feel bad watching him cry even though I’M THE ONE WHO ANIMATED IT WHYYYY#hplonesome art#mr. puzzles animation#smg4 mr puzzles animation#mr puzzles smg4 animation#sad mr puzzles#mr. puzzles crying animation#smg4 mr puzzles#mr. puzzles smg4
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not that I have regrets but god there’s so much I could have done if it wasn’t for having mental illness at such a young age lol
#like severe anxiety robbed me of so much during early childhood/highschool etc#and then depression came after making me lose interest in everything#and even though I still very much deal with both I feel like I’m starting to do things now that younger me loved but couldn’t at the time#and setting boundaries !
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I graduate today!
Sadly, no family or friends can come so it’s just being mailed to me. :(
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it’s love and depression because they’re not real. and even if they were real and you were mc you’d be the one who hurt them and then forgot about them. and if you weren’t mc they’d still be hurting, and there would be nothing you can do to save them from their pain or her love
#had a feverish thought that I’m much smaller than I though#the world is so vast#sorry if this is depressing skssksksksk#lads#love and deepspace#lnds#l&ds#love and depression
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i’ve made it a habit to post something right before i go to sleep 🤨
for tonight i am saying these guys got freaky before erik tried to kill his sister
thank you and goodnight.
#i’m gonna count how many posts i’ve made in these last two weeks#probably a lot i dont shut up#not a bad thing though i need somewhere to share my opinions on gay mutants#i was socially isolated in the last fandom i was in#lol#anyway dofp charles being an angry top#i need more fics where charles is the top honestly#theres still a few but still 😔#or at least let them be switches#kinda nsft but sometimes magneto needs to be fucked into oblivion just saying#he needs to stop spreading his seed everywhere let him do the heavy lifting#i hope people agree with me on this 😔#i dont actually need anyones approval to be happy but its still cool having people agree with you#I KEEP DOING THIS#cant let myself wallow in self pity apparently 🤨#i love myself i’m pretty cool#being depressed and having a high self esteem sure is a weird combo#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#good day to the people who like my posts while i sleep#wish does not shut up
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i’ve been in the car with my mom for 1.5 hours and so far i’ve explained the entire plot of isat, the plot of my favorite isat fanfic, loop’s arc in my own theoretical post-canon epic, and many aspects of The Project including airdropped sketches
#my kid’s trying to tell her grandma about her christmas presents and i’m like wait hold on#one more thing about loop first just one more thing#my kid was also helping me explain though which was cute#silverstarschat#honestly it’s really wild that i didn’t tell my mom all this back when she visited me in october#i really was depressed as fuck huh :|#but now i’m normal ^^#and broke the pop socket off of my phone by stimming too much while talking about my blorbo for an hour straight#^^ ^^ ^^
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#since I did a fast eloise only sketch yesterday#here are some Sebastians😇🙏#he got tired after sneaking into the restricted section and…I feel like classes are kind of boring to him#I’m almost done with the most wretched book ever🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#it’s so terrible and depressing I am just hate-finishing it at this point#it just solidifies in me that I was just meant to read old books over and over again lol#like…this book is SUPPOSEDLY really popular and I DONT GET IT !!!#I also HATED The Overstory which is also popular…it’s weird though#bc the first part was genuinely one of my favorite things I’ve ever read#so i stuck with the rest in the hope it would keep that momentum and it…didn’t…#oh well I just keep reading and rereading novels I already know I’ll like😇😇 and avoid this author forever and ever 🙏#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart
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Don’t fuck with Papa
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#please accept this offering while I work on my Secondo HC#I promise it’s coming#but I have depression and kinda had a downward spiral last week#I’m working on it#it’s just bad this time of year#I love you guys though#ghost#brattymetalheadtiktok#ghost bc#ghost band#tobias forge#ghostbc#the band ghost#Terzo#papa 3#papa emeritus 3#papa emeritus iii#ghost edit
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More Pink Bunny AU
It’s finally bath time for Bunny!!
@thatonecrazysidekick and @tiredgaytheatrekid Bunny is finally clean and floofy!! (And smelling very nice!)
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Holding Bunny under one arm, Hyrule slathered soap over his hands, then passed the bar back to Wild. Then, he began to scrub at Bunny’s fur. To his credit, the rabbit remained mostly still over his arm, his hind legs occasionally kicking in the water. The soap suds quickly turned brown with mud, and once every inch of Bunny was brown and sudsy and smelling of lavender and swamp, he dipped the rabbit in the water again, washing away the suds. He ran his fingers through Bunny’s fur, easing out clumps of mud and blood, watching as they trailed downstream.
Hyrule frowned as he worked, clearing the soap from Bunny’s head. He applied another layer of soap to the cleaner fur, taking care to scrub right down to the skin, to gently massage it into his ears, but the second wash did nothing to clear the colour.
Bunny’s fur was bright pink.
“I’ve never seen a rabbit with pink fur,” Wild commented, reaching out to pet Bunny’s head, flinching back when Bunny snapped at him. “No touching, got it!”
“We thought all this was blood, buddy,” Hyrule commented, scratching lightly at Bunny’s head, smiling when he leaned into the touch. Bunny let him pet him, and Hyrule felt special for it. “I’m glad it isn’t. You’ve a lovely coat on you.”
Bunny lifted his head and preened at the compliment, to Hyrule’s amusement.
With Bunny clean and beginning to shiver, Hyrule was quick to call Twilight over to the nearest rock and pass the rabbit off to the only other Link he was comfortable with. Twilight was ready with a little fluffy towel and scooped Bunny up into it. As Twilight began to dry Bunny, scrubbing away at clean damp fur, Hyrule rested his arms over the sun-warmed stone, setting his head over them and watching contentedly.
“Pink’s an interestin’ colour,” Twilight commented as he ran the corner of the towel over the space between Bunny’s ears. “I was worried his fur was stained with…”
“Me too,” Hyrule said. “I’ve never seen a rabbit with pink fur.”
“Could be an era-specific thing,” Twilight said with a shrug. “I’ve learnt not to question it.”
Hyrule chuckled, watching fondly as Twilight began to carefully dry Bunny’s ears, one at a time, pressing the towel over them. Bunny’s eyes began to droop, exhausted and relaxed. Twilight finished up with one last run of the towel over Bunny’s back. As he removed the towel, Hyrule couldn’t help the snicker that escaped him when he saw Bunny’s fur. With Twilight’s firm drying, his fur had fluffed up so he looked twice his usual size.
“Awww,” he couldn’t help but comment. “Bunny, you’re all floofy.” He reached out for the rabbit, but Twilight slapped his hand away.
“Absolutely not. Yer all wet and dirty still. Now finish up with yer own bath—ya reek.”
Hyrule stuck his tongue out at Twilight, but acquiesced, sinking back into the cool water. He watched fondly as Twilight scooped Bunny up into his arms, Bunny easily settling his head over Twilight’s shoulders, his front paws beneath his chin. He watched Bunny’s cute little face as it drifted away from him, back over to the fire. And then Wild pounced on him, dragging him underwater and tearing him out of his fond reverie.
“Champion!”
#I caved and Bunny is now a lop-eared bun#the mental image was too cute#this was soooo lovely and comforting to write#Hyrule and Twi are both absolutely attached to Bunny#they would kill anyone for him#and you know I have to make him all floofy and eepy#most animals might get zoomies after a bath but Bunny is very drained in general#the past day has been a lot for him and it’s all catching up to him#can you believe he’s only been with the Chain for less than 24 hours?#(so far!)#he’s about to bite a certain someone in the next chapter though#he’s choosing violence again#he may be tired and depressed but he will bite#anyway everyone take this and enjoy!#I will get back to work on the next chapter + writing requests now!#actually I’m making gingerbread cookies but after that#lu pink bunny au#Bunny#Hyrule#Twilight#Wild#lu#loz#linked universe#lu fic#linked universe fanfic#faye writes#this is technically a very belated#WIP Saturday
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I feel both honored and terrible whenever someone tries to come to me for advice about making their own indie animated thing because I have to try and keep it professional while restraining myself from saying “God, don’t do it. Just don’t do it.”
#evan bleats#tbd#I could type out an essay about how absolutely draining and difficult it is but ppl have done it plenty of times before w far less bitternes#then me. though ofc I don’t want to be bitter— it’s just my depression kinda seeping in and making that feeling worse#but augh. it’s difficult and draining and so much and I’m honestly surprised I made it to the end of 2024#w out just.. shattering into a million pieces#I’m glad I decided to take a break but the burnout… is a lot. and even doing short animated things feels tiring#but maybe things will change when I’m not in this mood#I’m just kind of talking out loud here
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Why. Can’t. I. WRITE.
#☆.rei chats#I just wanna make fun cute and sad stories dammit#I don’t know why I’m so stalled even though I literally have plans and outlines for so many things#seasonal depression PLEASE give me back my spark
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i know that it is incredibly normal to NOT post 1-4 posts every day that involve a lot of thinking and creativity. that being said, i'm WORRIED about you bestie!! hope that you're okay xx
separately, bc i feel like when most people write in they have prompts, have any of steve's students weighed in on the hate he's been getting in eddie's comments since they tend to see eddie's videos anyway and come to his defense?
anyway take care of yourself !!
No need to worry!! I’m fine! I left for work early yesterday because I’m preparing for an audit that is quickly consuming my will to be employed. Also, great prompt.
I feel like I say this a lot, but I think you’d have both sides.
Of course some of Steve’s students will see a rude or hateful comment and be like, “Hey, shut up. That’s my teacher and he’s great” because Steve is such a beloved teacher.
I also think that some students would feel protective of him in a sense because Steve is very honest and open about his epilepsy with them and because they see the effects of it on him. They also play an active role in his recovery when he has a seizure at school.
It’s something that Steve would quickly shut down once he knew about it though. He does not want or need his thirteen year old students defending him online and he definitely doesn’t want them engaging with hate comments on his behalf. He uses his serious voice so his students know he really means it.
I think you’d have the opposite effect too.
Some kids are easily influenced and if what you’re seeing is a bunch of videos talking about how your math teacher is actually a jerk who’s mean to your favorite TikToker than maybe you’d believe it. Maybe you start paying attention to the way Steve rubs his eyes before checking a text message or that sometimes he takes a deep breath before responding to a student’s question, and you start interpreting that as him being annoyed.
Whereas I think Steve would definitely notice when a student is being short or rude to him, I don’t think he’d confront the issue. He kinda knows that it ties into the Tiktok thing but if he thinks too long about it, he’s going to go insane. So he doesn’t.
It more or less fades over time. Steve’s a good teacher and it get harder to stay mad over one video calling your teacher an asshole when you’re seeing the contrary five days a week.
#me responding to this: I’m fine. here’s something a little depressing though#eddie munson tiktok saga#steve harrington#eddie munson
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