#I’m losing my mind at this point
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in light of recent events
#I’m losing my mind theyre the most divorced ever#throw lestat in there and they’re like statistical anomalies for failed marriages#i love their horrible tactics and cringefail ways#so sorry if somebody’s already made this i just couldn’t get it out of my head#louis de pointe du lac#the vampire armand#daniel molloy#iwtv spoilers#iwtv s2#iwtv amc#interview with the vampire#loumand#loumandaniel#m watches iwtv
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where’s that post that’s like. calling bucky borky makes me think of a small yappy dog. extremely true he is the grumpiest puppy on earth and everyone in the notes of my bucky doodles are taking turns patting him on the head and calling him a baby
#the greatest reward for drawing bucky art is when the bucky people appear in my notes and lose their minds#they’re all so right he IS a baby angel he IS a small puppy that’s TRUE actually#at some point I’m going to have to draw him as a lil German shepherd I can feel it. puppy energies#kayvswords#tbd
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When he says “I love you” but the vampire Lestat said “This primitive country has picked you clean. It has shackled you in permanent exile. Every room you enter, every hat you are forced to wear—the stern landlord, the deferential businessman, the loyal son! All these roles you conform to, and none of them your true nature! What rage you must feel as you choke on your sorrow. The first time I laid eyes on you—your beautiful face—I saw that sorrow. I did not know how it got there or why it was so voluminous. I can take away that sorrow, Louis. I can give you that death you begged your feeble, blind, degenerate, nonexistent God for. But I can do it joyfully. I can swap this life of shame. Swap it out for a dark gift and a power you can’t begin to imagine. You just have to ask me for it. You just have to nod your beautiful head and say yes. I love you, Louis. You are loved. I send my love to you, and you send it back round to me, and this circle, this home we barely had a glimpse of—know it frightens me as much as it does you. Be my companion, Louis. Be all the beautiful things you are, and be them without apology. For all eternity.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#loustat#guys this monologue is like. embedded in my fucking brain. it’s so romantic. i’m losing my mind.#domithanasia
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little rant, came to the realization today that when I eventually get married my mom definitely will not go. I don’t know why that hurts as much as it does. I’ve always known, like I’ve known for years and thought that I internalized it, but it’s just becoming more of a reality. I’m not even close to her but wow it sucks :)
#me begging my parents to just not vote for Trump went about as well as one can expect#as someone who isn’t even a fan of Kamala but terrified at the idea of another Trump presidency#not even like with me in mind…but mainly my brother#how do you as a parent of a disabled child decide to vote for a man who said that all Americans with disabilities should just die#how do you look him in the eyes after and say that it was the right decision#like the homophobia I’m used to at this point and it’s painful but knowing that not even the ableist shit is enough to stop it#I’m just very sad and exhausted and as much as I wish I personally had different parents#I really wish my brother had parents that were able to put him first#I’ll probably delete later today I’m just so sad and it’s a very painful thing to be grieving as stupid as it may sound#it’s also 10x more challenging wanting to just cut them off forever but losing my brother in the process idk#I look at people with parents who are either not voting or voting blue and aren’t crazy homophobes and I wonder what that is like#like she won’t be there for dress fittings or anything and I’m not even like engaged but damn
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like mother like daughter
#WHY ARE THEY STANDING LIKE THAT#i’m losing my mind#actually on the bus trying not to cry tears#lestat de lioncourt#claudia eparvier#claudia de pointe du lac#bailey bass#sam reid#iwtv#chunky salsa speaks
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I was sitting with my older sibling and Mom while reading a book. They were talking about something else but eventually we all started looking up at the television at Netflix was skimming past shows. It was in that moment, that Interview With A Vampire’s preview came into screen and I GASPED. Now, I had multiple hits of of a fresh 🛒 so this GASP that I speak of was probably so fucking loud it probably was near shouting. I started rambling like a mad man, a lunatic even. And eventually I realized I was freaking both of them out, I was just very happy when I said Louis’ face on screen.
All this to say….
HOLY FUCKINF SHITT GUYS INTERVIEW WITH THE FUCKING VAMPIRE IS ON NETFLIX OMG FINALLY YES HAHAHAVDVWHWUQIAJ RBWHSHDHAJBRBWJWJFB
#amc iwtv#iwtv lestat#immortal amc#iwtv#armand iwtv#claudia iwtv#iwtv louis#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#armand the vampire#i’m just a girl#i’m losing my mind#i’m so excited#holy shit
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Marchil crumbs part 5
Part 1 - Part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 6 - part 7
The anime has come and since I have my shipping goggles on I am going to notice so much. This part will be less spoilery for anime onlys (tho if you want to see me talk about why I ship them and why they’re complementary this is not a good part to start with haha). Edit: After completing this part I can confirm it’s fully anime-onlys friendly and spoiler-free! For manga veterans though there are still some fun tidbits to be found, some recontextualisations and new extra content.
Holy shit guys they’re mirroring each other in the mural and reaching out to each other AND looking towards each other?!!!! Their pose is so striking and like perfectly align?! Which means it was so intentional and the staff wanted to highlight them (for an aesthetic and/or narrative purpose I’m sure but it happened)! I will never let this go we won so fucking hard let’s goooooo we are so back
Character foils!! Dynamic duo!!
Soulmates!!
In the opening at 1:16 he looks at her to see if she’s really going to it as the most critical of monster food & muster up courage to dig into it himself lmao… "Marcille doesn’t look too grossed out, she’s picky so this food must be fine then" Aka treating her as a poison taster/good cuisine judge lmao
Doodle from the animation director (source). I should translate it but I’m procrastinating on it so uh director’s brotp? Anyways they hanging out look at them :]
Laios is thinking to himself there (he’s the one saying the subs), and in the meantime Marcille and Chilchuck talk, likely figuring out the money situation. Strategizing duo back at it again not wasting a second
In the beginning of ep 1, when Marcille is rambling about where they could go to get food and what to grab, Chilchuck listens with a big smile & even closes his eyes as they walk. The implication is that he’s thinking about food, but man the scene hits different now that it’s voiced and I remember that indeed Chilchuck is closing his eyes to her voice and enjoying hearing her talk and ramble. I may be too far gone into the marchil pit
I feel like already they’ve come far from when Chilchuck dreaded being alone with Shuro and Marcille, waiting for the Toudens and Namari to arrive.
Ok this might actually be smth I’m gonna complain about but I feel like blushes have been drawn too vividly so far. Why does Chilchuck look like he’s confessing when he tells her she’s not a burden and he didn’t mean to make her feel that way. It almost comes across as "Woah she cares what I think?" 💀 The banter ensuing is of course also great
Ep 2 was an episode centered on them both that had the "Magic/Traps are my domain, don’t interfere!" parallel… And now with ep 3 we’re back to them being haters together. That’s her emotional support man
In ep 4, it doesn’t show well with a screenshot but when Senshi talks about his unmanned vegetable stand with a treasure chest, while in the manga Marcille and Chilchuck both think the same thing, "That’s why that treasure chest akways had money in it…", but in the anime instead they literally finish each other’s thought. Talk about being on the same wavelength.
Ep 5 is a marchil goldmine actually, it showcases perfectly how much of a package deal they are lol. Always sticking close to each other. Glancing at each other during meals… They literally nod at each other before they try a bite to steel themselves. They exchange a serious thoughtful glance when Laios talks about Falin truly being gone atm. They argue a bit but they go right back to sitting right next to each other after the meal <3 My god I can’t deal with them they are so…… "Hate this bitch, not my friend" 3 secs later "Heyy bestie!!" Also he’s worried he brought her mood down after mentioning Falin. Made a post about ep 5 collecting even more screenshots.
Episode 6 my hero my beloved… Again I made a post about the ep collecting all my screenshots here, and even a clip! But this IS the marchil crumbs masterpost thus I must collect the major ones here as well. First of all, fun staff drawings for the first screening!
I already posted a screenshot from the trailer of when Chil had his head on his knees sitting next to her, but after seeing episode 5 I think it’s a fun and interesting trend to notice that they sit next to each other way unnecessarily close wow. They continue to banter a ton, she continues to be very casual with touch, and they’re really cute! I love just how much Marcille blushed damn- It’s really cute too when you remember with the bicorn chapter that Chilchuck teases Marcille BECAUSE he enjoys getting a rise out of her, flustering her and seeing her reactions. I support the teasing -> laughing because her reaction is over the top all-Chilchuck economy. Also she apologizes for having let him go alone and be gone for so long by helping him with sewing his cowl… Cuties
She looked so happy when he opened up about his age!… And then seemed… Disappointed? When he "truly was just a kid". "So you really are a kid! How boring…" This implies that her intent was to tease him for funsies… Ok lads we reached 30 pics see you next post, I’m gonna cover the "wake up clumsy head" manga-anime differences and we’re gonna go back to our usual spoilers yummy schedule.
Here’s Marcille cosplaying as a succubus in the newest Daydream Hour… She may not be a half-foot or have deep-set eyes but let’s be real I think he’d explode
part 6 here!!
#Dungeon meshi#dungeon meshi anime#marchil#Chilchuck tims#marcille donato#ppl in the server don’t agree with me that the mural mirroring is huge… I am alone on this barren earth#/lh#This is one day after I said I had no more marchil crumbs. Yesterday me was a blind fool#This part is only halfway done I’ll edit in more stuff as we go and I find more crumbs#Bros… Broskis I’m losing my mind#The mural……..#Idk if I wanna go there but this might be my favorite/the biggest marchil crumb. Holy shitttttt#For legal reasons /j disclaimer that yes yes I’m sure the staff’s intent wasn’t shippy like I said#But also I think it kinda undeniably ties them together in some way. Shows a bond either from a meta a narrative or an interpersonal#Standpoint. Their pose align and mirror perfectly but beyond them and Laios & Falin that can’t truly be said with anyone else. WHAT DOES IT#MEAAAN. It’s probably just bc it’s a nice composition 😔 But it happened and that means marchil nation is feasting today#Anyways I like my ship crumbs post to flow nicely from one point to another like a web but for this one i’mma be putting them in the order#That they come at since I don’t have them all on hand from the start
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Also who is that guy with god damned dear antlers who’s inviting himself into my dreams to bring me to a place with a huge tree?
#the real ghostbuster#at this point this is what I get for inviting everyone to tea (sort of)#apparently it’s interesting that I’m not in shock and awe#but as I told them#that’s the power of mild denial#if I keep myself convinced there’s a 50% chance for me being completely delusional#then I’m not afraid and I don’t lose my mind 😂
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i went into jjk knowing that it gets hella sad but i thought that there was no possible way it could be worse than bsd. anyways i just finished the arc with Junpei and. holy shit it’s worse than bsd
#there were so many points where he was so close to being okay. so close to getting the love he needed#only for it to be ripped away from him seconds later and i’m#gonna lose my fucking mind.
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Trying to explain the intricacies of Succession shipping to my boyfriend who watches the show in a Normal way :’)
#losing my mind at WOMBSGREG#he thinks i’m insane but those names are what’s insane#(love him tho)#succession#tomgreg#romangerri#tomshiv#kenstewy#kenrava#conwilla#togan#romtom#krank#etc. etc.#y’all get the point
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cora’s bad time hell simulation steps or how to play “sprite station for girl” “harvest moon ds cute” the wrong way
(all ways are wrong this game is Accursed)
ok so here’s what my disorganized “guide” to myself for harvest moon ds for girl (aka indecipherable notes i wrote to myself as i played and revised as i tested various things and restarted due to mistakes) looks like. at some point when i become a real gamer i will write a legible guide meant for eyes to look at but uhhh this is how i play this accursed game personally
i’m not sure if anything i wrote will make any sense since i wrote it as notes to myself so probably definitely use fogu and fc2 jonason wiki (may not work but some pages should be archived) instead
ALSO if you’ve never played or barely played the game it won’t make sense at all! hmds was my first harvest moon so i am used to various horrors!
my play style is probably not fun in general HOWEVER if you are a grinding hell goblin like me then it’s GREAT!!!! if not you may still find it amusing that the game gives you permission to play like this
(it’s a great background task game while doing like productive stuff but otherwise playing this way would probably be unbearable)
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anyway after that the days go a lot faster, you’ll get the island on summer 1, so on spring 30 i put all my money into million G tickets and sell 200 of em, do the 5x money thing, and save the rest. so when thomas comes the next day to sell you the 900 million G island you can just sell 180 tickets and do the 5x money thing again with like ~600 million G tickets left over. it takes up inventory but you’ll get the shelf in a few days. basically you just need to remember to order from the TV shopping every saturday and place orders with gotz and gray whenever they finish stuff.
random tips
after unlocking the fuckass hot spring sprites (the ones that require you to spend a total of 700 1 hour sessions in the hot springs) i usually grind grazing points— if you put your animals outside for 5 hours you get a “Love Point”, but if you interact with them after they earn that LP then the timer switches over and you can get another LP after 5 more hours. if you wear the time ring the whole time it’s 2.5 hours. i’m not very good at explaining this but basically if you’re super efficient you can get way more animal LP than you realistically should, which is great because the touch glove petting minigame is Bad!!!!
i usually wait on getting the rest of the purple sprites (the ones that require you to hire the purple team and ask for healing) until i’m totally done with the indigo team, cuz i wanna get HG’s purple heart event asap, but you can switch the order if you want
by summer y1 you’ll basically have a feel for everything. aside from Skye, Leia, HG and WP everyone can be married early-mid autumn if you want
if you want to Gay (in the japanese version only) keira is the quickest to marry. leia is the quickest to max affection but it’s impossible to get leia year 1 because the bottle you need to fish up can only be caught in spring. you have to wait until at least year 5 for WP and iirc year 6 for HG.
#i’m really sorry i can’t make this more organized#if i literally ever have time i’ll just make a video guide instead of pasting this because it’s easier to explain with visuals….#i can’t Write in an organized way i can only Visual Medium#i have a very complicated relationship with corobuckle station for girl#it scratches my brain#(derogatory)#(positive)#i have no idea how many hours of HMDS i’ve played in my life but it’s definitely the game i’ve played the most of all time#i’ll just paraphrase something i read on a japanese wiki for hmds/koroste a long time ago:#’i once again feel that the effort required for the completion of the task is unreasonable’#god i really hope ds gets a remake so all of the titles you can get in the mailbox become steam achievements#bokumono#if people find out there are achievements that take at minimum real life decades to complete with basically no reward#gamers will lose their minds and society will collapse#‘trying to accomplish it is like trying to collect a sparrow’s tears#so at some point it may be inevitable that you have to give up trying’#i really think the devs saw the ds could handle higher values than gba and went insane without considering balance at all#currently i’m trying to record as many cutscenes as i can in the jp version since y’know. english translation is very awkward#i am also trying to see if the pastor carter/cardi marriage option exists in the english version of cute#i will update so stay tuned for that if you want sex on the phone with pastor cardi b. i guess
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By the way guys, they released the list of other songs they’re gonna be using in part two.
I’m just gonna leave this here:
IM ACTUALLY GONNA GO SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST, GO CRY, THROW MYSELF OFF THE NEAREST BRIDGE, AND BURY MYSELF ALIVE, IN FACT.
ADDING “YOU BELONG WITH ME” AS THE LAST SONG ON THIS LIST—MEANING IT’LL PROBABLY BE AT THE END OF EPISODE EIGHT—IS ACTUALLY SO CRUEL. LIKE. WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT IF THAT ISNT INTENTIONAL??? SCREAMING.
IM DEAD. IM LITERALLY SOBBING. SCREAMING. CRYING. THROWING UP. HEAVING FOR MY LIFE. HOWLING. HYPERVENTILATING. GIGGLING. KICKING MY FEET. GAGGED.
lord have mercy on my soul. I’m never gonna recover from part two on Thursday. I’m literally going to ✨p a s s a w a y✨. HELP.
#yeah#I just thought I’d share this with you#I thought it would be a literal hate crime NOT to#i’m not okay with this#i’m not okay#i’m going crazy#i’m going insane#i’m going to cry#i’m going feral#i’m going to scream#i’m super happy about it tho#honestly i’m losing my mind#I’m so sorry for the person I’m about to become over the next YEAR#i’m just a girl#like how is this real#how is this okay#screaming crying throwing myself against a wall#feral#the way i’m feral for polin#it’s honestly not okay at this point#i think i need to start going to therapy.#i will go down with this ship#polin#bridgerton#me when polin#me when polin are married and in love#live laugh love polin#i love polin#polin bridgerton#i love them
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hey do you know what would be a sad as fuck fic concept
yknow that trope of aizawa adopting various students. and when it’s todoroki there’s always that extra little bit of conflict because of endeavor, the number one hero, we can’t prosecute him, yada yada yada.
but it always works out, because fanfiction!
but consider. a version where it doesn’t work out. where todoroki—or really it could be anyone, i suppose, but todoroki is who i’m thinking of—doesn’t get adopted. and has to go home. where he finally managed to speak up, to ask for help, and it didn’t work. maybe, maybe he gets pulled from UA entirely. and aizawa just tries and fails and despairs for two entire years, because all the willpower in the world won’t actually change the law.
then, in the middle of a january night, as aizawa is preparing for his very last term with the class todoroki used to belong to, there’s a knock at the door.
and todoroki shouto asks if there’s still a spare room for him.
#bird noises#bnha#todoroki shouto#aizawa shouta#i’m so! thinkin about this now#theres not a lot of point to it. and ofc it could continue past that#but i’m so SAD about it you guys#everyone trying so hard and just. no. no! go back to your dad#and then how do you even….what is todoroki and aizawa’s relationship after that#like its been TWO YEARS#and he has every right to be like#mad about it#aizawa is DEFINITELY mad at himself#and theres the issue of shouto’s birthday falling where it does and his last term of high school#he walks back into 3-A like hi everyone#and they collectively lose their gd minds#idk i have Thoughts and Feelings clearly#if anyone wants to they can steal this from me god knows i cant write it rn#but you legally have to show me bc i DO want it in my life ty
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if today sucks just remember that tomorrow could suck even more so you might as well make the most of your slightly less awful misery today 🥰👍
#I jest#however as awful as this sounds I’ve found that actually sometimes as rubbish as it may be it’s true#So if today sucks that’s okay#But I’m gonna make do with what I have the very same as I will do the next day#I think I probably sound like I’m losing my mind and actually who could have guessed that that’s because I am a little bit#case in point#look for the positives in everything#It just didn’t sound like that was my case in point#Anyway I’ll shut up now#Life is good it just sometimes takes a little bit of effort to see that#I’m actually gonna shut up now I just like rambling my thoughts in tumblr tags#hi if you’ve read this far I think you’re cool and you should hydrate and eat something if you haven’t and you need to <3
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WHAT ARE IAN AND ANTHONY WEARING???
#ian#anthony#smosh#flashback with smosh#i’m losing my MIND over these fits#they’re just embracing the sluttiness at this point#these looks will be the death of me
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sorry I’m just actually sick to death of being told I’m intimidating . I know it’s scary when a woman talks without apologizing for herself constantly but maybe uhhhhh grow up!!!
#I’m not Scary on purpose literally I don’t fucking. growl at people#I don’t glare at them or be mean#can I be condescending? sure. it’s something I’m working on.#but how is it that I get demonized for this and straight men get way with it fucking constantly. and it’s an accepted and sometimes beloved#part of them#if one more fucking person tells me I’m intimidating bc I speak clearly and ask questions I’m going to lose my fucking mind#star’s thoughts#sorry this is a culmination of a bunch of shit lol#just bc I’m not scared of you doesn’t mean you need to be scared of me 😭😭😭😭😭 pleaseeee#part of me is thinking I’ve just been experiencing like intense lesbophobia or smthn at this point bc what the fuck#do I do that offends people off the bat.#but then I remember how I Am and rumors are true I border on the line of arrogance I dance on the showboat I flirt harshly with confidence#I think I have an issue where people have to earn my respect in conversation#and that is rightfully intimidating. probably some kind of protective tactic#I command it but also I demand you Show Up upfront and I can see how that’s like. anxiety inducing#I’m shifting to try and offer that respect upfront instead and hopefully that’ll make people feel less on edge#this has been like. a mini diary. sorry lol
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