#I’m in awe rn
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one of the worst things in the world is that feeling unloveable can (and will) make you act in ways that reinforces itself. I feel unloveable so I don’t respond to messages so people reach out less so I feel unloveable. one of the hardest things in the world is fighting back the brain demons long enough to break the cycle
#my best friend doesn��t have tumblr but I am mentally sending him so many apologies right now jesus fuckkkkkkk#I feel so fucking awful rn#I went and watched taskmaster and that distracted me a bir#but literally. suicidal thoughts out of nowhere. urge to drink out of nowhere#it’s like. 8:15pm and I’m thinking of just going to bed now#only way to get my brain to shut up#I have such a busy weekend ahead as well#godddddd I want to enter hermit mode so bas#I’m not gonna do anything stupid don’t worry#but I sure Feel Like Doing It
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while we're on the topic, you know that stereotype where firefighters rescue kittens from trees? what if Kitty gets stuck in a tree one day and jj's a firefighter and has to come get her out and that's how they meet 👀
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you don’t remember climbing as high as you did. all you knew, was that you’d lost track of all the branches, looked down, and froze. you were way higher than you intended on climbing.
it had been atleast two hours now. you were getting cold, thirsty, the branch you sat on was digging into places it shouldn’t — which is why when the small company firefighter car rolls up, you feel like you’ve seen an angel. when a cute blonde boy that you can barely make out from up there steps out, the feeling intensifies.
it’s not long before you’re staring at eachother face to face, the stranger leaning casually on his ladder telling you that the height didn’t bother him in the slightest.
“so uh, yeah — usually i’m rescuing cats from trees but… hey.” he speaks casually, probably to keep you calm and collected. you furrow your brows, letting out an uncomfortable whimper as you look down at the drop, realising he’s probably gonna have to move you. “hey hey hey, keep it cool we’re allll good. jus’ look at me, atta girl.” he waves a hand and redraws your attention, mainly due to the fact that despite being stuck at the top of a tree — you’d still preen at praise.
you suck in some shaky breaths, digging your nails into the bark and he blinks at you, observing your body language. “alright, look… me n’you are just gonna stay here as long as you need ‘til you feel like you’re ready to come down with me. uh’kay? no rush.” something about his words calm you and you nod, keeping your eyes trained on him. “nice, nice— good. so… y’wanna start by telling me your name?”
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#anon#firefighter!jj#jj maybank prompt#kitty!reader#aw how they met in this universe#sorry it’s short n sweet i’m sick rn
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mini mcm dump 🖤
only 24 hours out and i already want to go back
(puppetstarion was made by bokkicat!!)
#ramble#cosplay#I DON’T HAVE THE HANDLE OF THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE FIRST ONE BUT ILY#only having my shitty phone photos would be so awful#also i’m so glad i met puppetstarion before he went home to neil#thank you to everyone who complimented isobel or said hi!! you were all so sweet#can you tell i spent most of my time in artist alley#a lot of my haul was gifted/traded but don’t even ask about my wallet rn i’m not allowed to do anything until christmas at the earliest#ok i lied not every second bc i have sprained my foot#didn’t love that part
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chat my head hurts
#this was awful#these are my like head canons#but i still didn’t know where to put people#some are just the same as others RAHHH#hermitblr#trafficblr#i’m lazy to tag rn#etho and mumbo in my head are pathetic sticks#that’s all i knew coming in#then i realized i don’t have a lot for any other#cubfan135#ethoslab#tangotek#docm77#goodtimeswithscar#grian#mumbo#mumbo jumbo#martyn inthelittlewood#impulsesv#skizzleman#rendog#GOD I HATE TAGGING#jimmy solidarity#bdubbleo100#bdubs#iskall85#scott smajor#joel smallishbeans#HOW DID I NOT TAG JOEL??? MY GUY EVER!??
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So awkward priding yourself on not being a grudge holder your whole life and then realizing on an early Friday morning that you internalize ppl’s actions so deeply like I truly forgive but never forget I’m just like my mother
#Like I think I try to let things go but even so i interact with people with what they did as a frame of ref#And its def not always fair bc sometimes its just a momentary lapse of judgment on their end and they’re not awful ppl#But other times I’m like ok it’s a clean slate I FORGIVE this person and I haven’t rly#Conflict resolution going so downhill rn the older I get the more tempting it is not to deal w people over#Trying to resolve it w them
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hello potato lord is the sticker shop closed indefinitely or just until you are able to make a new batch?
if it’s closed indefinitely am i able to print out your designs myself onto sticker paper and give some coffee tips instead?
Definitely not closed indefinitely !! just until I get these previous orders all sent out :)
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YOU DONT UNDERSTAND!!! CROWLEY ALWAYS SHOWED UP FOR AZIRAPHALE FOR ALL HIS WEIRD LITTLE SCHEMES AND SITUATIONS BUT WHEN CROWLEY WANTED AZI TO TRUST HIM ABOUT HEAVEN HE LEFT CROWLEY ALL ALONE
#also why tf did aziraphale let crowley just remain living in his car#it’s midnight and i just rewatched episode 6 for references#crowley ain’t perfect either but god i just feel so awful#i’m drawing sth rn i’m probably going to cry over loll#good omens 2#good omens#good omens spoilers#mint screams
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anyone else up listening to robin by ts on repeat while thinking about how no one who loved adrien agreste ever told him the truth 🤨⁉️ just me?
#nino is exempt from this post i love you nino#also i’m not throwing shade at any characters im just contemplating how uniquely awful adrien’s life is#you know. as i do#kept hallucinating an animatic today. lord knows i cannot draw an animatic rn#but the images plague me..#i kept wishing i could make an edit(not that i know how to edit) but then i would remember#that all the emilie scenes i was envisioning were not actually real and i made them up. whoops#strings tied to levers slowed down clocks tethered all this showmanship to keep it from you in sweetness……#way to go! tiger!!!!!#miss swift if you could stop writing about adrien agreste for just a second😭😭😭😭😭#buried down deep and out of your reach the secret we all vowed to keep it from you in sweetness😭😭😭😭😭#shut uppppp#anyway i’m having a normal one.#and don’t even get me started on the bolter#ml#anna rambles#ts
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i couldn’t not draw this
#doodle time#i’ve been talking about mpreg an awful lot these days#it’s probably the influence of tdtppf 😭#this could also work with ljh but it’s 2 am rn so i’m going to sleep#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#kim dokja#shin yoosung
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therapy
#personal#vent#comic#im fine rn btw im just reflecting#Working thru all my issues alone is starting to feel like a larger task than its worth though#I was able to largely deal w one big trauma recently after 4 years and I was rly proud of myself for that bc I did it alone#So Like I’m not even saying I can’t work thru my issues by myself#But like. Maybe I shouldn’t have to yk#Like the truth is I like myself a lot and I don’t like watching myself suffering as weird as that sounds#So maybe I need to take initiative for once instead of putting myself thru awful shit waiting to work it out#But also I’d have to talk to my parents bc therapy isn’t cheap and I’m still on their insurance afaik#And everytime I’ve talked to them about therapy it’s been like this 😭 they don’t deal with emotions well at all#And there’s never a good time to bring it up
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A loss of self respect, a story in 3 parts
#putting this here so I can chat shit about DmC later#friendo said it costs thr equivalent of a latte and she wants to hear me talk smack about it so#I’m connecting so many dots rn#it’s awful and amazing#my eyes have been opened#but in the worst way possible
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I really love your art! The AU is quite creative and I’ve been crafting my own remnant AU myself. You’re a huge inspiration.
but the time for questions:
Kaito, ever thought of what would happen to the world of Maki died..? :(
And Shuichi, remind me how you contribute to the growth of despair? Cuz I forgot. ;)
#aw that’s so sweet! I’m so glad my au helped inspire you!!#remnants of despair#ndrv3#v3 remnant au#danganronpa#kaito momota#shuichi saihara#remnant kaito#remnant Shuichi#remnant ask game#fair warning lol any new remnant asks that require art like this probably won’t get answered for months I’m very busy rn#like you can still send them but know it’ll take me a million years to respond lol
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someone help me
#I’m….not okay rn#this is a lot#why does he do this#that man is AWFUL#but I love him :)#sam kiszka#my gifs
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I complain about wanting male attention bc of my daddy issues and then when I get perceived in any sort of way by a man I’m like I’ve been doubly victimized …. This is the worst, most blasphemous thing to have ever happened to me ……. The nerve on you to think you can speak to me …………….
#Studying at a cafe rn and some dude turned around and looked me in the eye and was like “u smell good :)”#Bc id like walked ahead of his table to drop my drink in the trash#And at first I was like ummm what which I feel like should’ve given him the chance to course correct#This man doubles down and is like u smell good!!!!!#And I had to be like aw thanks :) but it was rly awkward bc I feel like that’s just not a natural way to start a conversation#So he had to j awkwardly turn around and I had to awkwardly go back to my biochem chapter#Also I’m wearing Love Don’t Be Shy by Kilian rn so ofc I smell good …..#tell me something I don’t KNOW …….#Anyway I rly don’t wanna be perceived rn
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Actually I do have thoughts and oddly enough it’s about gem, who I haven’t watched too much this season.
If you want to do Lore: She gets pulled into another persons body for a single day, she kills people she knows from a different world a few times and goes back home where everyone acts fine.
She wakes up a few months later as one of the contestants.
So she adapts, makes friends and alliances. It’s almost fun! They all have team ups and okay, some people are better at survival than others, but she’s having a good time. she does the secrets just like everyone else. Sure, some of hers are more violent than others but that’s what she’s good at and she won’t apologize for that.
(She does, profusely, after the fact. People accept, but suddenly she doesn’t know if they’re being honest.)
And then they all turn red. And then they all get a secret that says something so simple, so out of reach for most of them.
And it’s not fun anymore.
She’s running from people, she’s feeling a craving for blood and more hearts that’s not natural. She’s watching the people she’s grown close to turn on each other for ten hearts and watching everyone else be okay with it because “that’s how the game works”
Scott tells her to kill him. Tell her that he can’t get it done. Impulse is gone, and Scott is so calm when he’s throwing her stuff that will hopefully kill her other two friends still alive. He sounds like he’s made peace with the fact, that he KNOWS Gem is going to kill him.
She does.
She doesn’t have time to process it, something she screams about as soon as the lightning fades. She doesn’t have time-but that isn’t the right game, she isn’t in THAT game- when Pearl and Scar are right there coming for her.
She’s shaken up, she’s alone. She’s readying her sword anyways.
Gem is a fighter, but as she yells at Pearl asking her why she’s trying to kill her, Gem realizes she doesn’t know why she’s fighting in the first place.
Her first game, and she dies to people she considered friends.
And THAT is her introduction to the life series.
#secret life smp#secret life spoilers#secret life#geminitay#scott smajor#I can’t have thoughts about the roomies or mounders but I do have thoughts about the others#I’m still in shock and awe so hopefully this makes sense#I love her and loved what I watched of her series#gem is great#I’m just going insane rn don’t mind me#eating drywall#the usual
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People mad that Nia’s ‘evil version’ was just her being mildly snarky and angry did not grow up in religious households
#there’s a whole lot wrong with the words ‘evil version’ like literally misunderstanding the entire themes of the book and shadow!nia arc#but putting a pin into that rn#anyway yeah average religious kid experience where you go ‘look at me i’m the worst person to exist in history i’m awful i’m a#disappointment i fucking suck’ and it’s just not living up to the impossible ideals that have been set for you and the parts of you that#are supposed to be suppressed if not eradicated leaking out#(and ofc you’ve never lived up to those standards)#playchoices#choices#pixelberry#blades of light and shadow#bolas#nia ellarious#nia they could never ever ever make me hate you
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