#I’m happy I had something to do today!
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hii! hope you’re doing good! i love your blog and i was wondering may i get some habiki crumbs please, both nsfw and sfw? the boy needs more love 🫶
AAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I hope you’re doing good as well!! HABIKI LOVERS UNITE!!
SFW
Habiki has knowledge of how to play multiple instruments from back when he first got into music! He wanted to see what he liked best.
Habiki has retaliated against Hoshi’s pranks by playing their instruments really loud and waking Hoshi up
Habiki def listens to Malice Mizer and pretends to be a vampire in a big mansion.
Habiki is also a very talented singer, with Malice Mizer being their biggest inspiration, although they tend to be a hummer more
I think Habiki would actually tolerate or get along well with Aki, she’s social but not annoying!
Out of all the love interests, the one Habiki gets along with least is Yani, Jun following in second place
Habiki’s alcohol tolerance is extremely high!
After getting into a relationship with you, Habiki becomes rather gentle with you physically, stating that he “doesn’t wanna hurt you with his vampire strength”
Habiki actually pisses Hoshi off the most out of all the love interests. Hoshi can’t stand Habiki’s cringe and stuck up attitude, no matter how much Hoshi loves and cares about Habiki
BONUS: Habiki and Hoshi were first inspired by Hikaru and Kaoru from OHSHC, of course this has since been changed
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His penis is 5 inches when flaccid and 6 inches when hard. And just above average girth.
Habiki eats a lot of foods that would make his cum taste better after you two start dating
Habiki is a BIG fan of biting you, HARD! Fits his vampire aesthetic Y’know?
Is a really big fan of Shibari, they think it’s beautiful and artistic
Out of everyone in the cast, I’d say Habiki is the most 50/50 switch, having no preference at all
When he first started to develop feelings for you, he practiced kissing with a bat stuffed animal
Absolutely has a sex playlist, except it’s just his normal music LMAOOO he gets freaky to classical
If you do anything sexual to him when he plays the violin, he’ll lose his composure right away
Habiki is not a fan of sexting! They also aren’t a fan of sex while either one of you is on the phone, or committing such acts in places that could be found easily. The idea of anyone walking in on you two making love turns them off instantly.
Would love to have sex with you while you two are both dressed up nice and fancy. Seeing you match with him and then making love while matching gets him riled up!
#💝-minevn#visual novel#yandere vn#🎤-asks#🎻-Habiki#🔞 minors dni#I know some of these have been answered before but those replies are old#I gotta go back and edit those old posts LOL#I actually had a fever today but it’s a lot better now!#I’m happy I had something to do today!
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#they liked my other comments too on this video :)))) (I commented twice on tiktok and then also on insta)#There’s just something funny about them liking this one idk#shoot from the hip#I LOVE THEMMMMMM#idk#just#happy#Cause today was a good day but I’m also EXHAUSTED from it#I’ve had such a massive few weeks#And sfth have definitely got me through it#Idk what I’m saying I’m rambling now#but yeah :)#brain not working so this probably didn’t make sense lol#Sorry to whoever sees this out of context#and like obviously it’s not like I’m expecting them to like our comments they aren’t obliged to#It’s just so fun when they do :)#Especially when it’s funny lol
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finally admitted to myself today that my “dream job” has actually been making me miserable
#i’m applying for a new job today#and thinking about maybe going back to school for something else#i decided i wanted to be a dietitian when i was 15 years old and so it’s hard for me to imagine myself as anything else#and to not see it as failure if i admit that what i thought i wanted to do isn’t making me happy#but today i feel like i had an epiphany of sorts#and i honestly feel so relieved#anyway. don’t be like me and lock yourself into a career path at 15#personal
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me: hey, so i feel like you maybe disregarded my saying that caretaking on top of work and school and pre-planned travel is a lot for me right now and i’m not comfortable with all of that pressure being on me alone when i wanna make sure you guys have everything you need when i’m not around…
my family: of COURSE we heard you, that’s why we started doing a bunch of things by ourselves at great cost to our physical well-being instead of asking you for help!!!!!!
me:
#my number one emotion right now is wanting to move across the country out of spite as soon as my mom is fully mobile again#i am sooooooooo done#i had recommended looking into options for home care and my mom supposedly did#but then today she was like ‘idk… there’s just nothing that isn’t medical… there’s no options’#so i googled ‘caretaker help [name of our city]’ and found dozens of people IMMEDIATELY#sent her several links#idk i’m just really pissed off#all i’m suggesting that they do is make a plan in case something like this happens again#and they seem FLABBERGASTED#my mom-mom literally said to me multiple times ‘people don’t usually plan for bad things happening to them’#and it’s like. dude. your daughter is literally lying there in a cast right now bc she fell down the goddamn stairs#the bad thing DID happen!!!!!!!#so now that you’re THINKING ABOUT IT maybe make a plan for next time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#and i was VERY nice about it#no bad words… no insults… measured and calm tone…#but they were treating me like i was being crazy and unreasonable and i just don’t GET it…#i know it can be hard to ask for help but this is honestly delusional#my mom hasn’t taken a vacation in over three years because she’s NEVER looked into home care before#and neither she nor my mom-mom are happy about that… they’re always venting to me about it#my mom about how she wants to get out more and my mom-mom about how she feels like a burden#and it’s like. my dudes…#just hire someone!!!!!#like. three hours a day tops… just to check in!!!!!#it wouldn’t be that hard!!!!!!!#am i nuts?????? someone reality check me please#i need something firm to grasp onto
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AIMSSS <333 it's been a while since I've stopped by :') how are you!!!! I hope you're having a super super cheery tuesday and taking extra good care of yourself. I'm currently sat in a library doing some crocheting, and I saw your post and thought it was such a cute idea!!
🌟 + something that made me smile recently was finding out that I got a perfect score on one of my stats assignments !! math has not been my friend for a longgg time and I'm trying rlly hard to do better in my classes this year so I was very happy abt it :3
SENDING U SM LOVE <33333333
rev : the wolf-rayet star 𓂃 ⊹ ₊ ⟡ ⋆
on the verge of becoming a supernova, this star begins its stunning transformation that’s initial color and shape resembles sakura. not every star will be lucky enough to undergo this fleeting, yet beautiful change. this hopeful little star reminded me of you, i know the world isn’t always kind — but you are. the gentleness of the sakura and the vibrancy of the star just made this the perfect fit for you 🌟
#rev ^o^ i’m so happy you joined teehee i had to do something with the stars ofc !!!#this star is just soooo so stunning and the cherry blossom vibe reminded me of you and our convos about them :3 !#you are the sweetest :3 i am doing well today thank u for asking !!!#CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR PERFECT SCORE OMG OMG#SENDING U SO MUCH LOVE IN RETURN MWAH !!!#pics are from nasa !#they didn’t have as many for this one O: !#⊹. (⸝⸝ ˆ ³(⁎˃ᴗ˂⁎)˚. ❤︎ ノ mootie sleepover.#⌕ — spotted .ᐟ#ᡣ��� 𓂃 rev .ᐟ
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i just don’t understand. why say ur ready to talk if you aren’t?
can u believe this post is what got me to reach tag limit
#vaugepostimg on main about an irl don’t mind me#i just. am feeling sad bcus i have been trying to keep my distance and respect the space they said they needed. and then they reached out to#me for their book club and said we should chat and i got excited! i miss my friend of course i got excited#still let them take the lead. i want them to be comfortable. they said they’d lmk what day they were free#and then proceeded to ghost me for like. almost two weeks??#(it was 10 days but !!! still!!! almost 2 weeks from them suggesting i come to book club which would’ve inherently necessitated an irl talk#and then after all that yesterday said they actually weren’t ready which. hurted#tbf i knew something was up after like 2 days of them not replying so it’s not like i was fully caught off guard it just really hurt#and like i feel weird bcus our social circles are really overlapped and i spent a lot of time with them last winter and i had thought#that would happen again this winter. we would swim together a lot and i consistently went to their house dinners#bcus if i care about you i show up! and i’m understanding ! bcus i am patient and kind person and as a triple taurus i’m not tryna rush ever#especially when it comes to people’s emotions ??? especially if someone has told me i hurt them???? like ik im an autistic lesbian but#despite popular conceptions on that particular identity. im not fucking evil ????? if you ask for space i will give you space !!!!!#and like when it comes to emotions and conflict i’m blunt but i’m caring and it takes a lot for me to be disinfranchised by people#or relationships. so i’m not saying i don’t want to still be her friend#i’m just. noticing behaviors#they did tell me that they were very avoidant in conflict and i told them i’m very much not and like. now that i’m on the receiving end of i#idk what to do!! i’m not gonna chase her down like they’re grown!! and again!!! if you ask for space i’m going to respect that!!!#and like honestly. i’m happy she at least gave me the curtesy of saying they weren’t ready to talk even if it took her mad long to do it#so like. who tf knows when we’ll talk. if ever. probably when she wants the validation of our friendship if it even happens at all#bcus again. she reached out not to reconnect and clear the air but to check if i still wanted to come to her club she was starting#ik in earlier conversations she was worried no one would come but ig she found people. which like good for her tbh but to be honest i feel#discarded?? i’m feeling like i’m failing to not project too much so i gotta stop but idk man i’m just feeling weird about it all#and then i had the thought today of like. is this what i want in a friendship? someone who goes back and forth abt whether or not i’m worth#which again. kinda wasn’t expecting that bcus we spent so much time together last autumn/winter/spring like. many times per week!!!#so the idea of not being her friend all of a sudden?? feels fucjing weird to think about#but like? i don’t want to feel this way this is what i hate about west coast/white people conflict resolution!! there fucking isn’t any!!!#and i can’t deal with that! i can’t spend my life with people who aren’t going to engage with me as a person who cares about them#humans are fallible creatures and were only here on earth for so long so why are we wasting time here? what is the point of all this ???????#but then the guilt and shame say i deserve it all and at that point i just need to stop so. i’m gonna stop now lol
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1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!
2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr
3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!
overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!
#aritalks#i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use#not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before#and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk#but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day!#the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow#also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years#(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years#and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk)#was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!!#i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight#so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday#my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work#my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all#over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins)#but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered#(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting#when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so#just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my#mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19)#so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her#and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too#i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure#out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still#dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not#the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one#if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it#but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help#and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks#just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️
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in the “so lonely i burst into tears… no im fine actually :D” mode
#i’m so reactive if i try to talk to anyone i risk blowing up at them if i think they’re doing something#i had someone message me today and got happy and#it was just impersonation scamming#no one wants me except bots
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Into your life I rush to be
#i want to stay away from here because it’s important that I do#but I heard this song today and it made me so happy#despite the emotional break down I’m going through#and I felt compelled to post it and say I hope you had a reason to smile today#and if not I hope this song or this post can make you think of a time you were happy#or something small that always makes you smile#you deserve it#lust for youth#synthpop#loke rahbek#Hannes norrvide#Bandcamp
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finally having time to myself since 3pm yesterday (it’s 11pm rn) and i want to stay up and relax and watch stuff so i can have a nice time by myself before having to work tomorrow but i am EXHAUSTED and also want to sleep so bad😭😭😭
#i worked yesterday 8-2 and then was with friends and slept at their house and i got maybe ???? 3 hours of sleep lastnight bc of that and#THEN i had to work 8-2 AGAIN today and i got home and got picked back up by the same friends to do something and now i’m finally home and#stuff but i just don’t know what my best option is (i know i should sleep actually and get as much sleep as possible but shhhh)#i guess. i will sleep tho actually bc i can’t even concentrate on the video i was trying to watch. 20 minutes in and i have NO idea what#is happening so yeah i’ll take that as a cue to sleep#thanks for helping me decide what to do guys’#!* not ‘#ugh i don’t wanna work tomorrow i have an 8 hour shift and i don’t wanna do it 😭😭😭#saturdays are the worst bc i have to be alone all day and it drives me insane when i get a million customers that are regulars who know only#one person works at a time on saturdays like use common sense and also get fucked for being annoying i hate you all!!!!!! GRRRRR BITE BITE#ok no fr i’m going to sleeep now ok#OH WAIT ONE TINY THING I WAS DOING A TRIVIA GAME EITH MY FRIENDS TONIGHT AND THERE WAS A D&D QUESTION THAT I GOT FULLY CORRECT BC IVE BEEN#WATCHING LEGENDS OF AVANTRIS!!!!! IM SO HAPPY ABOUT IT LOL MY FRIENDS ALL DIDNT KNOW AND I WAS LIKE >:)))) BACK AWAY
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You ever go to a place only to see one specific person and then when you get there they’re not there so you’re disappointed
#i did this for you :(#she gives off 👀vibes👀#and I had a rainbow bracelet today#would have showed it off if she was there#on sait jamais sur un malentendu ça peut marcher#reminds me of that cursed time i was into someone and looked for him every time i went to his workplace just so we could have a one second#eye contact and say hi to each other#hilarious imagine someone having reciprocated feelings lol#anyway now he lives in the US and I live in France so it’s funny#now I’m just happy he’s happy and doing something he loves in a place he seems to enjoy#as our favorite martyr once said la barca dell'amore si è spezzata etc
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opens your askbox and gives you a little forehead kissie /p i have a question...... how did u make ur au? <- wants to make an au of its own but is struggling so hard without making new characters or taking ideas from other media (eg. taking inspo from.. homestuck.. or something) -grant
Ehehehe i love you pal /p
In complete honesty, everything from the start was taken directly from other content. Whether it be things from actual canon, things from other au’s or just other designs. Some of it, mostly colour pallets, were even directly taken from my partners designs from our old au. The au was, in fact, originally ONLY designs. I made them because I was bored. It started with Allison and Tom (because I had just remembered that canonically Allison is blonde) and escalated in this little pocket universe that we talk about every day.
He and I spend a lot of our time roleplaying in our Insta chat, so from there things developed on their own. Almost every serious thing about the au started as a joke, because that’s what I love about Rat. He makes me laugh. I make myself laugh too, but it’s often because I know it’s something we’ll laugh at together. Jacob and Norman being as close with each other as they are started as a joke. Joey having feelings for Tom started as a joke. Susie being ridiculously good at making stew started as a joke.
The CTC au is a fucking joke and that’s everything I love about it.
Take whatever you want from anywhere and twist it your own way. Somewhere in the depths of our chats we’ve got an Alice in Wonderland au. Silly superhero au based on a Tiktoker’s S grade E grade villain content. An au based on types of gore that we spun on a wheel to make designs out of. Make whatever the hell you want out of anything you want, the universe won’t mind.
I apologise for rambling, I’m eating fried rice and I am very in love with my idiot best friend boyfriend. I think it’s kinda poetic in a way, though
#he’s my whole world#he wasn’t at school today and I missed him#anyway#DO WHATEVER YOU WANT CREATE WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY#IT DOESNT MATTER IF ITS STUPID OR TAKEN FROM SOMETHING ELSE#IF IT MAKES YOU HAPPY YOU MAKE THAT I COMMAND YOU#and in complete honesty while I admit this with shame- we’ve had Homestuck aus before as well#I’m trying to hide from homestuck but it follows me#saw Vriska the other day and crumpled where I sat#/pos mostly? I hate Homestuck in a nice way#ask
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#proud of myself#it’s one of my good friends birthday today#and I ignored all of my feelings#and I’m trying to put her first#I put a cute collage together and texted her a little birthday message for her to wake up to#I know it’s not that much#and I know I could maybe do more and write out a long heartfelt message#but I’m pretty proud of myself for actually doing it#half of the time I forget to send the message and then it’s not their bday anymore and I have to be like ‘sorryyy happy belated bday’#but she considers me to be her best friend so I had to make sure to send something#she knows what happened today so I’m sure she understands if I’m not my usual self#taking life one day at a time#ugh I guess I should go to bed#shut up rosie
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WIBTA for taking advantage of my boss’ possible manic episode?
I know this already sounds bad but hear me out.
So I (30M) am the sole employee of this guy (62M) who’s honestly just a miserable boss and an even more miserable person. It sucks so bad working for him—the pay is horrendous, he’s verbally abusive, and the working conditions are awful (in the winter I literally have to stay bundled up the whole work day because he refuses to put the heat on in the office). He wouldn’t even give me holidays off if it wasn’t for the fact that there’s basically nothing to do those days because everywhere else is closed. I’m almost positive he unironically thinks poor people should die if they can’t work. His nephew (aka his only living relative and just the nicest guy) came by yesterday to invite him to Christmas dinner and he told him he’d see him in hell.
I cannot stress this enough—it’s BAD. I’d quit, but it’s been hard finding a better job and I’ve got four kids at home, including one with special needs.
Anyway, so here’s where I’m wondering if I’d be the asshole. Today was Christmas Day and he showed up at my house out of nowhere (huge red flag, I know). At first I thought he’d forgotten I had the day off and he was here to chew me out, which was worrying enough, but then his whole demeanor changed and he was super happy and excited and talking about how he was going to raise my salary. He even mentioned possibly making me a partner in the firm.
Now if that was it, I’d feel a little weird about the suddenness of it but it’d be fine. I’m not going to complain about having more money to feed my family. But then he started talking about how he wanted to pay our mortgage off. He talked about wanting to pay for our son to get the very expensive medical care that’s probably going to save his life. He mentioned at one point that he was going to be donating a huge amount of money to charity too—I knew he was rich but it staggered me. All this from a guy who doesn’t (didn’t?) even want to turn on the heat or the lights because it costs too much money.
It was such a sudden and drastic change that happened very literally overnight and now I’m kind of concerned he’s having a manic episode or something. I really, really want to accept his sudden generosity (I probably will; my wife is all for it and thinks he owes it to us), and I would love to believe that he’s truly had a sudden change of heart (an actual Christmas miracle lol) but I’m just worried about the possible consequences of accepting huge financial gifts like this from someone who I believe might be experiencing some kind of break from reality. Even if there’s nothing legally wrong with it, I’m worried about the ethics of it.
TLDR, my asshole boss might be in the middle of a mental breakdown. WIBTA if I accepted his offer to pay off my mortgage and my son’s medical expenses?
#a christmas carol#charles dickens#the muppet christmas carol#watched this last night and we were discussing how it must be like to be Bob Cratchit on Christmas morning lol#personal#erika's blog and bar
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#vent in tags#delete later#why can’t I just live a happy life free from all that pains me#why is it that if something were to go wrong it fucking does#i had to bury my cat today and what do I get later? shit#I’m going to a con tomorrow but I’m not going to enjoy it I believe because since when am I able to enjoy anything?#maybe I should just Jeff the kill myself#maybe then I would be free#finally
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i’ve started thinking of my shifts as did i win or did [company name redacted] win and today. today [company name redacted] won
#i work at an airport location of a local chain#and today so many flights were delayed so a bunch of people got meal vouchers from airlines#so we got a lot of extra customers bc they had nothing to do and they wanted to use their vouchers#but by that point we were already out of so many things#it’s so bad how many things we run out of every shift it’s really bad#my manager is gonna be talking to the general manager about it bc it’s affecting sales and also how much we’re getting in tips#i’m so sick of having to tell every other customer that we can’t get them what they want#bc they’re probably already having a bad time bc airports are awful#and just yeah it’s exhausting#cannot wait til august and i can go back to the on campus location#bc it’s so much better#hopefully not too much longer in this job anyway#i’m returning to my hunt for a veterinary job around winter break#i need to get through fall semester before i can worry about a new job#but then hopefully i’ll find something quickly#it seems like a lot of clinics need vet assistants now so hopefully that need continues#ill miss this company a bit when i leave (mainly due to awesome coworkers and great free food)#but i’ll be so happy to not be in customer service
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