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It’s not that well done but I’m burnt out right now
Anyway Happy Birthday to Mr. Jash
Based off of this drawing I did in March last year
#Happy birthday mr jash#18 days till my birthday#I’m going to see jhariah for it#chonny jash#art#fanart#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cj soul#cj heart#cj mind#cj whole
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Concerts coming up 👹
#my brother is a really big owl city fan#I really like him too but he’s like my brothers favorite artist#he’s been to Two of his concerts. those are the only concerts he’s been to#I’ve been to one#out of these I’m most excited for eat your friends cause I I’ve seen both Pinkshift and pollyanna before and they’re great#and I know of jhariah#pollyanna might even remember me from the last concert cause. I was one of the Very Very few people who showed up. it was pretty empty :(#but they’re great and I’m excited to see them agian#they’ll be more people Pinkshift was packed last time#and I’m really excited for Addison grace cause I saw him open for a band I didn’t even know a few months ago#souly went for him. I’ve followed Addison for Years on tiktok lol he might remember me too cause I was one of maybe two people who came just#to see him. and Games we play I’m seeing cause they opened for Yungblud and everyone I went with Loved them#they were really good 👍#I gotta plan this all out tho cause nobody wants to go see Addison with me :((#music#concerts
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ WANDERILLUSTREOUS!: Chapter One!
(YANDERE GENSHIN VARIOUS x READER)
[F/N] [L/N], A twenty-two year old college student goes about her mundane life. Most people would describe her as content, And maybe [F/N] would've described it as such too- Her life. Over and over again, Day after day, The cycle never stops. That is, However, Until she suddenly drops into Genshin Impact out of nowhere. In any other case, [F/N] might have been glad to be there. In a fantasy land where she had only ever visited in her dreams, With a feeling she couldn't describe flooding her entire being. However, [F/N] couldn't be further from excited.. She had never played Genshin in her life. [F/N] threw her head into her hands, Holding back the urge to scream. “I’m absolutely screwed, Aren’t I?”
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GENDER: Femme LIST OF YANDERE'S: https://pastebin.com/ErsuA2cz SONG: RISK, RISK, RISK! - Jhariah NOTE: N/A
PROLOGUE *ੈ✩‧₊˚ MASTERLIST *ੈ✩‧₊˚˚ NEXT PART *
To say that [F/N] had never played Genshin Impact in her life, Was a bit of an exaggeration.
She had played Genshin. However it was a good couple of years ago, And even then it had only been up until she had arrived in Mondstadt.
It was a rather boring night, [F/N] could recall. She had only downloaded the game after seeing it all over her social media, Flickering through her TikTok with thinned lips as she saw edit after edit, Listened to audio after audio, Read reference after reference of which she couldn’t understand.
Her thumb was hesitant as it tapped the download button on the app store.
It really didn’t seem like something she’d be interested in..
But when even her friends began to start raving about it..
After waiting the nail-biting time it took to download on her phone, She finally got to play, Her phone held landscape in both hands as she gripped it tight. Blue light lit up her face, Eyes burning at the sudden glare within her dark room.
She had ran around after the cutscenes ended, When she had chosen the sister and her brother was subsequently taken away. [F/N] went around, Hit a few of the enemies, Did a few of the character cutscenes, Picked up a few apples..
In all honestly, [F/N] couldn’t understand the appeal.
The characters she had so far met, A girl with reddish clothing and an effeminate boy coddling a dragon, Both weren’t really that promising. The girl especially. [F/N]’s eyes rolled after the fifth dialogue box flew by.
[F/N] had then uninstalled the app with a display of disappointment on her face.
It really wasn’t for her after all.
“Jesus-! Does there really need to be so much twigs..?! Man- My feet are gonna be bleeding at this rate.”
“Jesus? What’s a Jesus?”
“Uuh- No- It’s uhm..”
Which really sucked, Considering her current predicament.
“Woah..! Look at that!”
[F/N] pushed herself up, Finally trudging uphill to now stand perched atop the peak of the entire valley. The sky, A bold blue with white clouds stricken across such a wondrous canvas- [F/N] could only marvel, Feeling her breath be taken by the wind as she looked out over the sea of her surroundings.
Mountains and valleys, With the named city faded off in the distance- Towering windmills cutting the sky open like blades as the bird continued to soar around them. [F/N] could only watch as their wings beat against the wind, Wild and free.
Her eyes trailed down, Centring on what was now before her.
A crescent shaped valley, Careened off by the surrounding headlands. [F/N] felt her heart pound in her chest as she gazed across the trickling ring of water in the middle, Surrounding a small island like a moat.
And a carved stone pillar, Holding a beautifully chiselled statue atop it.
[F/N] let go of her breath, Her eyes ablaze.
Mondstadt. She was in Mondstadt. The first location within Genshin Impact, At least she knew that. By the cool winds that danced across the grasslands she was traversing through, Carrying the revitalising scent of saccharine rosebuds and rejuvenating sweet flowers-
The wide horizon with far away mountains- Snow-capped peaks fading into the ocean blue of the sky as the gulls above continued to soar-
Yeah, This place was way too good for real life.
She was in Mondstadt, No doubt.
“That’s a statue of the seven..!” Paimon gasped as she looked out across the valley, Excitedly pointing down towards the statue below them. “There are a few of these statues scattered across the land to show The Seven's protection over the world.”
“The seven?”
“Yeah..! The seven! Though.. Paimon guesses that you haven’t heard of them.. They’re the gods that rule over Teyvat!”
A neuron clicked in her head.
Oh yeah, The Archons, [F/N]’s heard of them.
Mostly from thirst traps.
“No, No. I think I’ve got an idea about who they are.” [F/N] nodded her head as she looked out across the valley, Sweeping the dirt and dust and hair out of her eyes as she took in the cool air.
Paimon nodded happily, Turning back towards the statue.
“Mondstadt is ruled by the Anemo God, Barbatos! You think he has any idea about how you ended up here?” She asked in thought as she began to float away, Beckoning [F/N] to follow her down towards the statue.
[F/N] shook her head, Beginning to trail along with an uneasy look.
“I don’t know-” She exasperated, Yelping as she almost trips over a stray rock. “Look- All I want to do is just- I don’t know.. Find a place to gather my thoughts, And get a good meal. I don’t know if this ‘Barbatos’ guy knows what happened to me, But I’ll figure it out once I get my stomach full and my head to stop pounding.. Ah, Jeez..”
“Paimon agrees! Spinning around and around in a whirlpool really builds up an appetite..!”
And fishing a fairy out of one too. [F/N] could almost feel her stomach doing kickflips.
[F/N] groaned as she trudged along. According to what fleeting memory she had of the beginning of this game, The traveller- The sister- She had made her way to the little island in the middle of the statue- Pressed her palm against the cracked stone and suddenly she was able to control the element of Anemo.
Was [F/N] capable of doing the same? Was she meant to do the same?
She had taken the traveller's place after all.
Eventually, [F/N] managed to stumble along, Following the fairy to the miniature shore of the ring pool with only a few more scrapes added to the bottom of her feet. She winced. As soon as she got the chance, [F/N] was getting a pair of shoes, Supposing that was another thing to add to the list.
Snapped out of her thoughts, [F/N] shot Paimon the dirtiest look when she said she had to swim.
[F/N] shuddered.
Tossing her bag to the side, [F/N] took in a deep breath.
Anything to progress the plot, She supposed.
“Ugh, Dangit.. There goes any semblance of warmth I have.”
[F/N] whimpered, Absolutely drenched in spring water. Dripping from her hair, Her clothes and the tip of her nose all cold soaked in dew. Making her look like a wet cat as she stood in the centre of the small island, [F/N] tried not to shake as she felt the water crawl down her back.
Turning away, She tried to refocus.
[F/N] took a deep breath in, Shuddering as droplets continued to trickle down her body, Her legs. With a sharp exhale she reached out her hand towards the cracked stone pillar, Her fingers twitching.
Her palm pressed flat against the stone, Just like the traveller did in canon, Cold and coarse against her touch.
The wind continued to blow through the valley, The floral scent still invading her senses. For a moment, Nothing had happened. [F/N] almost expected it not to work, Did she want it to work?
“What the-”
The statue began to glow, The sphere held up like the moon in the statue’s hands began to radiate light like the sun.
[F/N] stumbled back, Eyes widening in shock as she felt the wind begin to pick up around her. Roaring and waving- A speck of light picking up from the sphere, Swirling and swaying in the wind-
Heading right towards [F/N].
“Ack-!” [F/N] yelped out as she felt the wisp crash into her chest with the toll of a wind chime. She backed up, Almost tripping over the stray rocks as a sudden spark spread across her body like wildfire.
Her headache began to cool, The ache in her feet began to dull.
A strange tranquillity (?) washing over her.
“Ooh! Did you just feel the elements of the world?” Paimon gasped as she almost zoomed towards her, Eyes batting as she looked over [F/N]’s figure.
“I-I guess so..?” She replied hesitantly, Her hands patting down her body, Almost frantic, As if looking for some kind of injury. Though thankfully to her relief, She found no cuts or gashes or whatever else Her body was uninjured-
Quite the opposite, [F/N]’s eyes widened when she realised the cuts on her feet were no longer present.
“Huh.. It healed me..?” She whispered, Her eyes shining, Amazed.
“Seems all you had to do was just touch the statue and you got the power of Anemo!” Paimon marvelled, Blinking in wonder as she turned to look at her.
“I.. I did?” [F/N] blinked as she felt a sudden power wash over her- Cool and sublime just like the saccharine winds that danced throughout the little island she stood on. How strange. She felt a shiver trail down her spine as the wind crept up her back.
She got the power of Anemo? But she didn’t feel any different..
“Searching for the Anemo Archon should be our long-term goal! Finding out why you came into Teyvat is your goal right? Or is Paimon getting that messed up..?” Paimon asked, A hand on her chin in thought.
[F/N] blinked.
Her goal?
[F/N] hadn’t thought about a goal.
“Yeah. You’re right..” She spoke slowly, Controlled. Her head nodding. [F/N] supposed that she needed to set some kind long-term goal set in mind. “I need to find out how I got here. Yeah. I need to figure out how I got into this world- You’re right.”
Paimon smiled.
“Of course I am, Paimon’s always right!” The fairy hmphed, Arms folding as an expression of pride across her face. “Perhaps, because you got power from the God of Anemo, you can find some clues in Mondstadt! And as your guide, Paimon will be glad to take you!”
[F/N] took a deep breath in, Took in the flowers- The pollen. The air so much clearer than in the suburbia she was use to kicking about in. She shuddered. [F/N] still felt like a fish out of water, Like a sheep out of her pen- Like a person who was never meant to be here-
But she needed to stay calm. She needed to stay focused.
Turning to Paimon, [F/N] gave her a curt nod and a short agreement left her lips. A grateful look in her eyes, Thankful for at least some kind of guide in this place- This foreign planet. Even if her guide was a little uncanny- With her big eyes and the way she seemed to float mid-air- [F/N] was glad she had at least some form of guidance here.
Paimon grinned, Beckoning her forward.
“Come on then, Let’s head to Mondstadt!”
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“Agh-! The hell is that!?”
[F/N]’s bag dropped to the ground.
Her voice was drowned out by a roar unlike any other, A bellow shaking the earth-
Shaking the trees as the mass careened over the horizon. It’s roar like an avalanche- Crashing, Enveloping everything-
Tallgrass whipped back from the gales, Pushed by the sheer force of the gale. Flowers trembled. Bugs began to scatter. Worms became unearthed as the ground shook with such vitriol.
[F/N] could only watch in horror.
A dark shadow flew over her. She stood frozen in a down-turned field, Waist-deep in tallgrass that tickled at the dampness on her skin. Her eyes were just as agape as her mouth was, Gasping, Trembling, Head pointed straight up.
It was a dragon.
A massive- Impossibly sized dragon.
And it was flying right over her.
Talons shining under the heat of the sun, A white underbelly, Horns pointed behind it’s head like a crown. Beady eyes paying her no mind as they wildly searched for a suitable spot.
The wings, Feathered and ruffled- Gliding across the sky making birds wildly soar away from the bigger fish- Feathers like diamond and crystals scattered across it like a butterfly’s- Tufts flying off as it crashed down upon the forest.
[F/N] tried not to fall from the quake, Rippling out across the land.
“Holy-!” [F/N] cried out as the earthquake finally subsided, Only proving to make her stumble back a few steps. Goosebumps travelled across her skin as she let go of the leather strap of her bag, Slipping out of her grasp.
“Wow! What is that!?”
Paimon's voice cried out from beside her, Shrill and squeaky as it always was. A dragon, Of course it was, [F/N] had no idea how she had forgotten about this part of the game- A dragon whose mere claw was the size of her- Gliding and crashing into the forest with a roar.
[F/N] knew that she wouldn’t forget it now.
She took a step forward, Then another- Her eyes trained in the direction that it had fallen in. Paimon floated forward too, Stars fading in her wake as she
“It's landed in the heart of the forest. Come on, We should go check it out..!”
“What..!? Are you insane?!”
There was absolutely no way Paimon had just said that.
[F/N] looked at Paimon, Wide-eyed and absolutely baffled. Check it out? What. The massive, Several-story tall dragon that had crashed into the forest and seemed absolutely livid out of it’s mind?
“Yeah- No.” [F/N] shook her head rapidly, Laughing almost sheepishly as a bead of sweat ran down her brow. “Look- Paimon- I don’t know about you but I don’t have any weapons- Or- Or any actual abilities I know how to use yet- But you know what I do have?“
“What?”
“A will to live.”
“Aha..” Paimon giggled awkwardly. Scratching behind her head sheepishly, Almost flushed as the redness of her face began to flare up in embarrassment.
[F/N] sighed, Pinching her brow.
How did it go in game again?
The traveller had made her way into the heart of the forest after the dragon crashed into it, Fighting low-level enemies with her newfound power and gaining XP quickly rendered useless by the resources she found.
She had hidden behind a tree, Eavesdropping in as the dragon began to communicate with that effeminate boy- Venti, Was it? [F/N] knew of him at least, If only by name. He had been trying to soothe the dragon from what she could recall, However thanks to the traveller- Her presence had disturbed them and therefore made an issue in the plot.
So all [F/N] had to do was just.. Not get involved.
All she had to do was just pretend she saw nothing and go on about her merry way.
[F/N] sighed, Turning towards Paimon.
“Come on, Let’s just get to Mondstadt- I don’t think this is something we should be getting involved.. In..” [F/N] blinked, Her voice slowly trailing off, Quieter and quieter as her eyes began to focus on something.
“Eh? Traveller? What’s with that face?” Paimon tilted her head, Blinking as she observed the rather befuddled expression crossing her new-companions face. [F/N], In turn, Only narrowed her eyes further, Looking directly behind Paimon.
Raising a shaky finger, She pointed.
“H-Huh..? What is that?”
[F/N] double-takes, Her eyes batting as they observed a hunched over figure sat crouched a good few feet away from her.
It was curled over, A thick mass of matted fur around it’s hidden neck. [F/N] could almost puke at the sudden smell it gave off. Body the colour of coal, Spine jutting out on it’s back- [F/N] almost wanted to look away-
“Oh- It’s a hilichurl..!” Paimon gasped.
“A hilichurl..?!” [F/N] squeaked.
Well, That explained what it was- A low level enemy in the game. [F/N] was almost prepared to slowly turn around and quietly make her get away. She didn’t have any weapons to fight it, Not that she had much experience anyways.
But she didn’t move an inch. Not when her vision trailed to it’s hands- Fingers thick with chipped nails the colour of dirt and grime as it fiddled around with something unsee-
[F/N]’s eyes widened.
“H-Hey-! Wait- That’s my bag! Stop touching that, It’s mine!”
Her bag, The one she had dropped in shock after that dragon had flew right over her head, The one she had grabbed onto for dear life when she had first fallen into Genshin- It was being raided by what looked to be a decrepit little beast- Hands deep with in the compartments, The zipper ripped right open.
[F/N]’s eyes widened. Her phone, Her food, Her notebook-!
The hilichurl’s head jerked around, Eyes glaring at [F/N] from behind the shoddily painted mask it wore. [F/N] shuddered. The fur around their neck fluffed up, The hilichurl angrily garbled out a war cry.
Or maybe it was more akin to a ‘catch-me-if-you-can!’
Because it was only a moment later until it began sprinting off in the opposite direction- Bag clutched tightly in its arms, Swiftly sprinting away on it’s hobbled feet while letting out garbled laughter.
“Oh no you don’t-! Come back here!” [F/N] yelled out as she began to take off after it. It didn’t matter whether she had a weapon or not, Or shoes, Only wincing a bit as the pebbles hit against her skin. There was no way she was going to let some small little man run off with her stuff-!
Paimon gasped as she watched [F/N] sprint after the creature, Her voice reaching a peak as she called after them.
“H-Hey! Wait for Paimon..!”
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“Finally! Got you..!
The hilichurl cried out in a panic as it scurried away. Bag falling to the floor as it ran off into the cover of the trees, Scattering, Sprinting away from [F/N]- Who was just about ready to lunge at it.
“Yeah-! You better run..!” [F/N] heaved as she collapsed onto the grassy, Teeth gritting as she tried to calm down the fire in her chest. Damn it. [F/N] really needed to start doing cardio..
[F/N] gasped.
Her bag.
[F/N]’s hands snatched the leather strap of her fallen bag, Lugging it towards her. What damage could that thing have done to it? Most importantly-
What it could have done to the things inside of it.
[F/N] searched through her bag, Her hands moving feverishly as she counted her belongings. Her dead phone. Her energy drinks. Her notebook? Thank God, Her notebook. Thank God it was all there.
As for the outside?
The Hello-Kitty Charm? Intact. The silver zipper running up the leather? A little muddy but nothing that couldn’t be fixed. [F/N] sighed, Almost feeling her body deflating from the sheer relief she felt in that moment as she grasped onto her poor bag tighter.
“Oh my gosh.. I feel like my heart could explode..” She breathed out as she clutched her bag to her chest, Lungs burning in her chest from how fast she had to run. [F/N] breathed out. She hadn’t any idea how long it had been since she’d had to run that fast.
[F/N] blinked.
“Paimon..?”
[F/N] raised her head from where it had been resting atop her bag, Confused upon the lack of response. Huh. It seemed the fairy had gone missing.
Or more accurately, [F/N] had left her behind.
“Damnit..” She sighed as she sat there amongst the weeds and the dirt, Having lost her only guide to this entire place- To this video game. [F/N] just sat there breathing in and out, Her chest constricting, Her pyjamas still a mess both damp in saltwater and sweat.
Dang it. [F/N] was a mess.
She breathed out.
Wait..
“Where am I..?” [F/N] blinked, Her head jerking right to left. Eyes as wide as dinner plates as she observed her surroundings.
A forest.
[F/N] sat within a small clearing in a forest, Collapsed to the side of an old trail no doubt made by years of travellers coming through here. It was cool here. The wind quieter than usual yet the floral aroma still lingered in the air.
Tree’s shrouded her, Surrounding the vicinity in all directions. [F/N] bit her lip, Trying to figure out where she had came from. The leaves acted as a canopy, Only letting darting lines of light through to hit the forest floor, Yet not enough to show her where she was going.
[F/N] blinked.
Well, She was lost.
[F/N] cursed herself under her breath. How could she have been so stupid? Running after that thing? Leaving her only guide behind? How could she be so clueless as to not even notice her surroundings.
Pinching her brows, A sigh left her lips.
[F/N] winced as she pushed herself to her feet, Stumbling like a new-born foal as she tried to gather her balance. Great, She was in the middle of an unknown forest without her fairy guide to tell her where exactly to go.
It was a stupid idea to run off like that.
But she couldn’t have just let her bag fall into another’s hands!
Slinging her bag over her shoulder, She began to follow the old path. If [F/N] couldn’t figure out where Paimon was or which way she had to go- Then she’d just follow the path, Right? Sticking to the trail was just common sense, Taught ever since she was little and old enough to go hiking through the woods in her big yellow raincoat.
A smile crossed over her face for only a second, Faint but meaningful. As [F/N] continued to follow down the old path.
Though this trail wasn't as wonderful and adventurous as they felt when she was small.
It didn’t have that same feeling.
That feeling..
“...Don't be afraid.”
What?
[F/N] paused just as her foot was about to press down on the dirt. A young- Feminine sounding voice echoed out from somewhere ahead of her- Around the bend, Further nestled from within.
It was soft like the wind that drifted throughout the trees. It was calm and soothing, Trying to calm down something- Someone. [F/N] raised an eyebrow. It was a rather beautiful voice, One that would sound rather beautiful if it were to sing.
Broken out of her thoughts, She could hear something else too.
[F/N] felt her body move for her. One foot after another. Slowly. Walking towards the sound of the voice and the low- rumbling sound that revved like the engine on a car. It was low, Quiet, Yet it felt intense and threatening all the same.
[F/N] didn’t know why she was heading towards it, Her eyes wide- Searching as she approached the stalk bark of a nearby tree. The rumbling grew louder, And as it did, [F/N] peered around it-
Oh.
You gotta be kidding..!
“ ..It's alright now, I'm back. ” The boy spoke softly as he stood there, Sage green cloak flowing behind him as his hand outstretched to the dragon- Almost touching the snout, But not quite.
The dragon was there, Body hulking over the small frame of the boy yet it stayed back- Either out of hesitation or trepidation- Perched upon a rockside as it almost tried to read the boy’s mind. Steam blew out of it’s nose. A rumbling reverberating from inside of it’s chest like an engine about to take off.
It was a scene [F/N] never thought she’d remember so clearly. Watching as the boy tried to take a few steps closer to the beast, An expression that could only be described as concern struck across his features.
It was him- Venti.
[F/N]’s heart thundered in her chest as she gripped onto the trunk of the tree tighter. Her lips parted, A display of shock and terror upon her face. It was one thing to witness this on a busted up iPhone, It was another to watch this play out before her very eyes.
A cold sweat drew over her.
[F/N] needed to leave. Now.
A quiet yet frantic step back. Her eyes eternally locked on the scene in front of her- Like the dragon would turn to her and lunge any second. Jaw snapping, Teeth clanking, Swallowing her whole in a single bite.
She wasn’t meant to be here-
[F/N] took a step back, Barefoot pressing down against a feeble twig-
SNAP!
[F/N]’s eyes widened.
The dragon let out a roar.
It shook the forest. Leaves flying off their branches, Squirrels squeaking and beginning to scatter away from the scene. [F/N] yelled out, Almost toppling over from the sheer force of the dragon’s roar-
“Who's there!?” Venti called out in alarm, Eyes darting between the dragon and [F/N]’s general direction.
The dragon grew restless, Wings batting, Creating gusts of wind that could cause planes to crash out of the sky. Tornadoes to form. It’s beady eyes began to dart wildly in every direction until they landed on Venti, The one trying to soothe it-
With a snarl, It lunged.
In a sudden disappearance- A flash of blue and green he vanished into the wind- Just like that. The dragons jaws snapping down into thin air. A low growl erupting from it’s throat as it realised this- The dragons eyes now latching onto [F/N].
She managed a look up.
And it was coming straight for her.
She gasped, Stumbling back, Afoot caught on an ankle.
THUMP!
“Agh!” [F/N] cried out as she hit the floor. Hard. Her head crashing against the hard surface of a nearby group of rocks. Her body winded and and sore as the beating of the wind hitting against the dampness of her clothes, The dirt across her skin.
The dragon avoided her entirely, Wings beating as it flew over her in a frenzied rage- Taking off into the sky, Wind parting as it carried the beast along. Higher and higher. Raising until it was nothing but a splotch within the clouds.
Gone, Along with the wind it carried.
[F/N] exhaled.
As she laid down against the dirt, The grass tickling her skin- She couldn’t help but feel reminiscent. [F/N] thought it was a little silly considering everything that had just happened- Especially since it was for a time that had happened such a short while back.
She was back exactly where she had started only an hour or two ago. Lying upon the grass, In the dirt and the mud. Bugs scurried around her form like the chalk outline a detective would grimace at, Creating a picturesque outline upon the ground, Her eyes hazy.
Dang. She was tired.
[F/N] hadn’t gotten any sleep, Not a single bit of shut eye- Even before she had came here. If she was any less sleep deprived she would have regretted her time spent during the early morning hours. For what? Just another chapter to read through on her phone?
[F/N] breathed out.
It was strange, Per se. Despite the usual lack of tiredness there was something else- A sort of sensation that felt like water beginning to pour over her skin, Seeping in, Flooding throughout her system. It was also reminiscent of her first few moments here, Something that made [F/N]’s breath hitch in her throat-
It was that feeling.
[F/N] shut her eyes.
What was it called again?
“Hey..! Are you okay..?!”
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You have driven me down a pipeline… I’m obsessed with Malevolent now all because I saw your art because I thought it looked cool and you’ve led me down a FUCKING pipeline! I now listen to Will Wood and Jhariah, Im listening to The Magnus Archives, Welcome to Night Vale, Wolf 359 AND I’m trying to get my own copy of Going Postal and it has all made me realize how invested I am in your cult, I’m now a devoted follower… PLEASE all I’m hearing is the words of my head going (one of us! One Of Us! ONE OF US! ) and now I’m converting my friends… what have you done to me…?
YEAS YESSSSSSSS confessions my wife would hate to see but we welcome you to the commune dear friend. Get your hands on the holy texts as soon as you can, it will change you for the better
#ALSO remember to check out BEARS IN TREES. THE HITCHHIKERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXY. and MORE DISCWOLRD BOOKS#to complete your integration#ask
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rambling about songs my brain associates with isat (pt. 1)
[woe, spoilers be upon ye!]
i have a 250+ song isat playlist. I am unhealthily obsessed with finding new songs to put in it. Here's a few that make me go absolutely batshit insane.
I've already rambled about this one on my art account a while back, but this song is so insanely loop-coded....
I'm standing on a stage Of fear and self-doubt It's a hollow play, But they'll clap anyway
You could give me any song that has some kind of reference to plays or theatre and I could probably find a way to make it about isat. but specifically this makes me think about twohats and how loop views their place in the world as a performance, a pawn, not even a character but a plot device... yeah
I'm living in an age That calls darkness light Though my language is dead Still the shapes fill my head I'm living in an age Whose name I don't know Though the fear keeps me moving, Still my heart beats so slow
I probably don't have to break this one down for you, but yeah, Island North of Vaugarde, the forgotten language... "still the shapes fill my head" has always in my mind referenced the stars and constellations, and how they're familiar but foreign...
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thanks to @/ricecaqes and their trust ceremony animatic, this song lives in my head rent free. Even just as a whole this song is SO isat for me. literally from the first fucking lines:
Will I know when I’ve gone too far? Or frozen myself in time? An impossible brain with impossible wants Lost and astray, with impossible thoughts
like. it really can't get much more nail on the head than that?
then you got this:
So cold, I’m freezing Every piece of praise and sign that I’m believed in Solid in a crystal ball It bends the waves of the light to mend the rest of my life
and literally the first time I heard this song i paused it and said, out loud, "OH FUCK." Because. it's act 5 siffrin. Like, the slow descent into despair followed by the determination that the only way to perserve the life and the family they love is to keep them with him, to do the exact same thing the king did...
Do you also see your future starting with the farthest part? Live your life to close the space between the end and start And when it’s hard, do you hang onto any chance That you might be in control? That you’re the one who owns
For one, once you reach the end of act 2, you're constantly aware of the head housemaiden being as far as you can go, and then you're planning around it the entire time.
And then, you have. siffrin grasping for any kind of control they can have over the situation, desperately. and failing repeatedly because they simultaneously think that they are undeserving of getting what they ultimately want... yeah...
i won't go into the rest of the lyrics because honestly it's pretty well covered by the animatic but. yeah trust ceremony my sweet beloved.
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rest in peace siffrin no middle no last name, you would have loved the mountain goats.
yeah uh. this one is also pretty high up on songs that make me go "damn that's siffrin alright".
I am this great, unstable mass of blood and foam And no one in her right mind would make my home her home My heart's an autoclave
i think for me it's the idea of siffrin feeling like they're nothing, and even if they are something or someone, they are bad, worse than bad, worthless. also referencing homesickness.... yeah...
When I try to open up to you I get completely lost Houses swallowed by the earth, windows thick with frost And I reach deep down within, but the pathways twist and turn And there's no light anywhere, and nothing left to burn
I mean, this one is also pretty self-evident. siffrin losing hope while being stuck in the house... wanting to connect with the party but being completely uncapable of doing so out of the sheer terror of being left behind... act 5, with the house literally warping...
I dreamt that I was perched atop a throne of human skulls On a cliff above the ocean, howling wind and shrieking seagulls And the dream went on forever, one single static frame Sometimes you want to go where everybody knows your name
siffrin feels responsible for the loops, every aspect of them. their deaths, their party-member's deaths, their failures, everything. and in the end, all they really wanted was for someone to truly see them? to have a family, to not be left behind and forgotten by the world.... the importance of names and siffrin's name in particular in the story also makes this hit home for me.
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for brevity's sake i'll just start with these three- if people are interested in hearing me justify my insane music choices i'll probably do more.... for now, see ya!
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#rambling#brain dump#playlist#i love music#im so normal about it!#<- makes playlists for every conceivable circumstance#Spotify
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appears ominously. au where steven just freaking snaps. jack and dave’s antics at the colorado location (aka killing children and burning it down) causes him to just freaking lose it. starts going after them and/or just axing people and cops. for funsies. (associated heavily with “laplace’s angel” by will wood, aka the song that inspired me to make this au in the first place. and “debt collector” by jhariah. mostly the will wood song, though.)
i’m still cooking otherwise. i have like one piece of art i finished for it. but i still need to like. work out everything else ever. might make a comic if i ever figure out how to hold motivation for longer than an hour.
anyway. runs away have fun gang
Evil....(Joking)
But oml that sounds about right and I cannot deny that I like the sound of that. I'm very curious about this and I would love to see it if you ever do the comic ^^. -✨
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INTRO POST
Hello guys! I thought I’d make an introduction post for anyone new to this blog :D
Hello, I go by AC online, I’m -18 so if you’re an adult and uncomfortable PLEASE feel free to block me/dni, I wouldn’t want anyone feeling weird, I’m from England, use any pronouns and this is my blog where I post multifandom (!!) stuff
My other main platforms are tiktok (although after the Americans go it’s gonna be dull as hell) and Pinterest, both of which’s usernames are s3ashellss too :)
In terms of interests, I have way too many 😓 but my main ones rn are:
DHMIS
Stardew Valley (Shane, Harvey and Maru haters are NOT safe on this blog)
James Marriott, WillNE, George Memeulous and other British YouTubers but MAINLY JAMES
Stray (the silly goofy cat game)
Reading (specifically ya fantasy)
Animated movies
Animal crossing
The sims 4 (I’m a console player eugh)
I’m a newish musical theatre fan, I’ve seen: the lion king (2018), the aadams family (2022) and blood brothers (2024) (I’m actually studying this play in school for drama hehe). My current fav is wicked and I’m hyping myself up to watch a “slime tutorial” to see what happens in part 2 lmfao
Cats, axolotls, foxes, dragons (stfu I know they’re not real), rodents, southern tamanduas
I love learning about the human body and medicine. I probably would’ve been a surgeon in the future if I weren’t so squeamish and heavy handed, sort of like a Harvey sdv situation where I can’t do my dream job due to limiting factors (except he became a doctor in the end and I can’t be one effectively 😭)
In terms of other music I’m all over the place. I love artists like Olivia, Chappell, billie etc, but I also love Tyler the creator mitski and jhariah so 😭
I am a passionate writer and want to work in fiction novel writing when I get older
If you couldn’t tell, my fav school subjects are English language, English literature, drama, history and biology (the other sciences can eat dirt)
I really love furbys too theyre so funny
I make ocs and have multiple different oc universes (all linked by dilfy bisexual/gay men characters for some reason…)
I am ALL FOR fun fandom stuff like oc x canon, self shipping, cosplay etc and am not a boring toad
On this account I may swear, but I will NEVER say slurs (dream I’m looking at you fuck you), and if you do too then go please
NSFW and heavy gore posts are never gonna be posted/reblogged on this account (if I post things with blood in it I will give a warning), and please refrain from sending me any
Thank you for reading all this (if you care) and if you wanna mutual me feel free to :D
- AC :3
#intro post#introduction#stardew valley#animated movies#dhmis#animal crossing#james marriott#willne#george memeulous#british youtubers#uhh I can’t remember all my interests off the top of my head#my ocs#please reach the right audience#aughhh#cats#axolotls#foxes#rodents#human anatomy#wtf#crashing out#thanks for reading all this btw
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What the east blue crew voices look like (+scents!)
Hello again this is a part 2 This post and so I thought I would do it again for those who don’t want to go check out the other one: I have two types of synesthesia one where I see the colors of peoples voices and another were I can smell pictures
With that let me show you our favorite strawhats colors and scents!
Luffy
Luffy smells like a big juicy tomato with some kind of spice that I think is Cajun. He also smells like sunflower seeds. His scent makes me hungry honestly
His voice is a dusty pale red that has a calming effect on me. His voice bounces around my vision but not very violently and more like the dvd logo going around screen kind of way
Different voices can often share or change colors depending on how they sound. And I really enjoy seeing it in music! A song that shares luffys color would be awake my soul by Mumford and sons
Zoro
Zoro might have a worse stank than doffy tbh he smelling like vinegar and burnt bacon with a soy sauce while some kind of herb is not doing anything to cover it up and is really just making it worse. I can barely stand it when he’s on screen for this reason but I think he is the funniest character in the whole series frfr
He isn’t a green to me sadly but rather a dark cyan. His voice is often just moving around circles constantly which helps to distract me from the stank at least a bit. A song with the same color is spectre by Radiohead
Nami
She has a very pleasant scent^^ a bit of honey and peach scent with a light floral and I kind of get a plain cake scent (like literally a cake with nothing on it) I would love it as a perfume
Her voice is a honey yellow that has a sparkling effect that you’d see in fireworks and a song that is like almost a perfect one to one with her voice is the song girls against god by Florence + the machine
Usopp
Usopp has the best smell to me out of everyone in the east blue crew, smells like matcha tea and candy apples with just a hint of whipped cream! God I want to eat this scent so badly or maybe I’m just hungry idk
His color is what I would describe a false mint. It’s a pastel green sure but it’s just too greyed out to be a true mint green he also has small specks of a very light grey and his voice often comes in flashes the song that matches his voice is RISK,RISK,RISK! By jhariah
Sanji
Sanji has a very muted scent with a dandelion and some sage I can also smell the very strange scent that I can only describe as melatonin. But the scent isn’t overpowering at all and is very much on the light side
He is very much a pure midnight blue while having some black in there as well. His voice also does the swirls like corazons do but they are much smaller than his. I couldn’t find an exact match for a song but the closest I could get was father by the front bottoms
((Might do a part three but really yall should just request or something))
#one piece#one piece sanji#roronoa zoro#one piece luffy#one piece nami#usopp#nami#monkey d. luffy#sanji#sorry abt the bad music taste
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calling all naruto fans!
I need songs that remind you of naruto.
i’m making some art and i need lyrics to go in the background becuase i SUCK at drawing regular backgrounds.
i’ve already done a sasuke page with the lyrics of SASUKE by jhariah clare (i mean come on i had to. it’s actually what restarted my obsession. go listen to it if you haven’t yet) and need some reccs for naruto.
my sasuke poster NEEDS a matching naruto one
also if anyone wants to see said art i’d be more than happy to share it.
#naruto#sasuke uchiha#narusasu#sun and moon fanart#song requests#traditional art#jhariah clare#sasuke fanart#naruto fanart
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Hidekane Playlist
“Let’s Go Home”
GINASFS - Fall Out Boy (“trade baby blues for wide-eyed browns”)
Talk To Me - Cavetown (“you and i will share the weight / growing stronger day by day”)
Eyes Open - Taylor Swift (“yesterday we were just children / but now we’ve stepped into a cruel world”)
As Long As You Love Me - Backstreet Boys (“i don’t care who you are / what you did / as long as you love me”)
Human - Of Monsters and Men (“breathe in, breathe out / let the human in”)
Animal I Have Become - Three Days Grace (“so what if you can see / the darkest side of me?”)
I Want It That Way - Backstreet Boys (“but we are two worlds apart / can’t reach to your heart”)
Hoodie - Hey Violet (“i’m still rocking your hoodie / and chewing on the strings”)
Still Here - Digital Daggers (“every night i dream you’re still here”)
Skin and Bones - Ruelle (“when your love goes, i’m just skin and bones”)
Skeleton - Set It Off (“feeding on my happiness like i never deserved it at all / feeling like a pessimist when i just wanna laugh through it all”)
Forest Fires - Lauren Aquilina (“and whilst i keep my quiet, you’re running with the tigers / you’re running just to run from me”)
Unravel - Jonathan Young (“don’t come searching when i go missing / close your eyes or just try to look away”)
Unravel - The Unknown Songbird (“just who’s inside of me? / the monster pulling strings”)
Unravel - TK from Ling tonsite sigure (“please remember me as vividly as i was”)
Flight of the Crows - Jhariah (“let those old memories go / feed me to the crows, please”)
Wolves - Selena Gomez & Marshmello (“i’ve been down the darkest alleys, saw the dark side of the moon, to get to you”)
Halo - Starset (“and if you need me to / i will save you / send out the signal and i’ll fight on / if it means the death of me, i won’t let go / and if i’m lost in the world’s shadows / i’ll use the light that comes to me from your halo”)
Missing You - All Time Low (“make no mistake the day will come when you can't cover up what you've done / now don't lose your fight, kid / it only takes a little push to pull on through / with so much left to do, you'll be missing out, and we'll be missing you”)
Stay Alive - Andy Black (“i keep telling myself / i can take you from this God-forsaken place / stay alive for the good times”)
Die For You - Starset (“i know your eyes, i know inside / the walls you hide behind / and i saw the truth inside the real you / because i know you're lost when you run away / from the same black holes and black mistakes / taking all my will just to run alone / when are you coming home?”)
City of Angels - Em Beihold (“used to say ‘If you ever made it, I'd be the first call’ / and life would stay fairly the same / oh our friendship wouldn't change at all / but you busted, haven't talked in a year / i mistrusted, now it's all comin' clear / that you only think of yourself / may be loved, but you're lonely as hell, oh”)
From Me, The Moon - Lav (“is the Moon still in love with the Sun? do you still keep counting my sins? will your heart ever forgive my skin?”)
I Should Call My Friends - Hey Violet (“I wish that I could see you now, maybe I'll reach out / all alone again, I should call my friends”)
Rescue Me - OneRepublic (“but i start to wonder / if i'm slipping under / would you rescue me? would you get my back? would you take my call when I start to crack?”)
Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been - Relient K (“i don't want you to know where i am / ‘cuz then you'll see my heart / in the saddest state it's ever been”)
The High Road - Three Days Grace (“i’ll do whatever it takes / to be the mistake you can’t live without”)
Don’t Deserve You - Plumb (“you never give up, when I'm falling apart, your arms are always open wide / and you're quick to forgive, when I make a mistake”)
We’re Going Home - Vance Joy (“I can't see you / but i hear your call / baby, hold on now / we're goin' home / if we make it or we don't, we won't be alone / i can't see you / but I hear your call / baby, hold on now / we're goin' home / if we make it or we don't, we won't be alone”)
The Killing Kind - Marianas Trench (“the ghost in me was true / but you were haunted too / just didn’t see it all along”)
Another Way Out - Hollywood Undead (“there's no place you can hide 'cause i'm coming after you / i wish there was another way out for you”)
Picture Perfect - Escape The Fate (“you had to die / for me to see how to live”)
Arms Tonite - Mother Mother (“don’t you think it’s kinda cute / that i died right inside your arms tonight?”)
S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W - My Chemical Romance (“never mind about the shape i'm in / i'll keep you safe tonight”)
Dangerous Hope - Beth Crowley (“I feel the weight / of the secrets you're protecting / i'll keep them safe / if you let me / the rest of the world / fades into oblivion / ‘til there's only us / and all the scars we hid / completely disarmed / what if we could start again? / a dangerous hope / unfurls inside my chest / but it dies just as fast / cuz I know better than that”)
In The Name Of Love - Bebe Rexha & Martin Garrix (“when there’s madness, when there’s poison in your head / when the sadness leaves you broken in your bed / i will hold you in the depths of your despair“)
Don’t You Know - Jaymes Young (“put your lips to my scars and teach me to love”)
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Hi guys this is like the complete opposite of what I usually post but i really just need to do a (not so) little rant about Eat Your Friends (Jhariah & Pinkshift)
The lyrics and the fact that these are two entirely separate bands coming together to make this song are not lost on me, but apparently people think this song is about……. Cannibalism???????????? Like actually just straight up romanticizing cannibalism???? Because they take the title and some of the lyrics at face value, which is insane especially considering that it has been explicitly stated what the general concept this song represents is.
Currently, Jhariah is working on new music, so this may be an outdated explanation depending on what they decide to do with their singles & eps (and whether they combine them all onto one collective album in the future, especially with the fact that Pin-Eye and Collarbone have released recently and The Tooth Pact tour begins soon)
Anyways, this is about Eat Your Friends and not Pin-Eye, though I’m sure I’m going to have to talk about that too when people inevitably misconstrue the meaning behind that song as well lmfao (if people convolute RISK then it’s over i have to delete social media for good)
The song has been said to represent industry-created creative competitiveness and how it warps your perception of yourself, your colleagues, and others around you. It’s also VERY important to understand that these bands are comprised of POC, and it is incredibly difficult for POC to make headway in industries that are systemically set up against them, ESPECIALLY music and ESPECIALLY rock and alternative scenes. It’s also important that I clarify none of these lyrics have officially stated explanations just yet, and any highlighted text you see in the screenshots are people trying to speculate what they mean. I also will not be talking about the music video just yet. We can begin to analyze the song when the intro begins:
I really doubt that the red beretta in question is literal but also i think it’s interesting that red berettas are handguns specifically. I don’t think this is just fodder for the energy of the song, i really think it’s supposed to represent.. SOMETHING. The phrasing makes it sound vague and dubious; either the ‘character’ is idealizing offing themselves or a different person (or both, which is not a new concept with some of Jhariah’s music—see here: ‘whose eye is it anyway???’), but I feel like we should really talk about the third and fourth lines because they offer more substance, but I think that there is something to be said for the line “the beretta fires fast and won’t make you feel any better”
“You better hurry up or your friends will be fed instead uh” implies that the character is missing out on something, or is about to, and that their friends will end up gaining something that the character would have, had they not been doing, you know, whatever it is they were doing.
“Instead of breaking bread, you should kick em’ before they get up” is a very easy line to analyze—instead of acting diplomatic and celebratory, it’s suggested that the character thinks their best option is to kick their friends/colleagues when they’re already down to ensure that the character alone receives whatever benefit that their friends would have as mentioned in the line prior. The addition of breaking bread is interesting and why I think that the victim(s??) in this line is specifically the character’s friends/colleagues. Breaking bread quite literally represents becoming joint in spirit with others breaking the bread. Usually this is related to Jesus Christ in evangelical contexts, and there might be something there to talk about in correlation to the song’s theme, but I really don’t want to pull Christianity into it when it really has nothing to do with the song overall lmao.
The way these lines are laid out really displays that even though the character says that these people are their friends, they view them as competition that impedes on them and that they need to be snuffed out or put in their place. It also showcases the theme of envy very early on, and it’s necessary to say that this song already sounds conventionally angry, lyrics aside.
Let’s move onto the next section!
“Frivolous and bitter” is VERY interesting because we don’t know whether this is about the effort and desperation towards ‘making it’, OR if this is about something more personal. It’s interesting that whatever this is, is viewed as JUST bitter and not bittersweet, but as we look at the next line; “diminishing sense of who I am” we can understand that this thing is chipping away at the character’s very personage and sense of self. This is something that happens very very VERY often with people in creative fields, because it already feels Sisyphusian to try and thrive as a creative.
When we look at the lines below; “it’s a habit I wish I could kick or do I get a little thrill in the feeling of being set on fire?” We have a lot to address!! The character expresses that this experience isn’t something fulfilling, at least, not enough to actively feel enriched by, and I don’t think it’s necessarily about creating itself, and instead more about the way that creating has so many obstacles to overcome in the process just for the efforts to fall flat. Which is to say, I believe the beginning half of the lines ties into the lines prior, where the character talks about how the experience is sort of all-consuming in a negative way. I don’t want to talk about the second half because I’m not entirely confident in the way I can phrase it, but we can see that it “begs for more” and that either the effort the creator puts into it isn’t enough or that the fruits of their labor isn’t enough (either not enough to satiate them or not enough to keep them afloat, or both! It could be both for either!). The repetition makes the delivery sound fervent and desperate.
NOTE: in this section, standard text is sang by Jhariah, italicized text is sang by Ashrita Kumar (the frontman of Pinkshift), and boldened text is sang by both of them.
“It’s just me” and “it’s just you” being sang by two individuals makes the lines feel more like a conversation, and the phrasing itself expresses a familiarity between the two ‘characters’. Also, Ashrita’s first line in the chorus is put in parentheses and in the song it sounds like it’s more in the background. This as far as audio and text goes, makes it sound like Jhariah’s character is already successfully attempting at eclipsing Ashrita’s.
Next up, the most on-the-nose lines in the song!
“If not for this jealousy, I might feel better” is sang by both frontmen of their respective bands, which displays that this is a mutual feeling. Both parties are jealous, both parties have a skewed perception of the other, and both parties are left unsatisfied. The fact that this is a mirrored sentiment will remain present throughout the rest of the song from here, so be aware!
“I keep putting everyone else on pedestals” shows that both Jhariah’s and Ashrita’s characters see others in their field (more than likely, each other) as grandiose figures that need to be toppled by themselves, hence the line “just to burn them down”. I also think the former line talks about the coexistence of jealousy and anger as well as idealization and hate, and how they (Jhariah and Ashrita) also destroyed whatever prior characterization they held of these people in response.
NOTE: this section is sang by Ashrita Kumar!
“Menace of an illness” I believe is addressing that the secondary party understands that they pose a perceived threat to the other.
“I’m looking just to see who I am” is interesting with the context that both bands hold! Jhariah and Pinkshift produce a LOT of music about perception of the self and finding it, and truly I’m unsure what concept would even best apply to this line. Either that Ashrita’s character is searching for how others perceive her in Jhariah’s character’s image of her, OR that she herself just generally doesn’t have a set image of herself, which would also apply to the type of music that both bands make!
The line “you’re nothing more than you’ll ever be in this circumstance” is VERY dubious as far as direction and meaning goes. I’m unsure whether this is directed towards herself (caused by the implied lack of self-image in the line “I’m looking just to see who I am”), towards Jhariah’s character, or both, but for sake of digestibility I’ll say that this is towards Jhariah’s character. This is super interesting regardless of just who it’s directed to, because the circumstance in question is a feverish social climb that involves tearing the other down and/or idealizing their fall from grace. The sentiment, as addressed before, is mutual, and it is now clear that beyond a shadow of a doubt, both parties have a lesser image of the other in light of the jealousy they feel for the other, which is caused less by the other’s success and more so because of the self-perceived LACK of their own success. The reality is, both parties are struggling because the wall separating them from struggling and creative success is near-insurmountable—it’s rigged against them to pit them against each other. It’s cutthroat. It’s MEANT to be that way.
“You are the pedal to metal, this is your only chance” is way more self-explanatory than the last line lmao. This line expresses that YOU (intent of direction unclear once again, still don’t know if this is about Ashrita’s character or Jhariah’s or BOTH, AGAIN…..) are responsible for pushing for that acceleration (pedal to metal is a common phrase but for those who don’t know what it like. Actually means beyond common usage providing a sense of contextual clarity, pedal to the metal is a phrase synonymous with pressing down on the accelerator of a car. It’s not always literal, but it’s supposed to express that it’s usually a last-ditch effort to catch up and/or finish something). The second half of the line is.. really nihilistic! It’s, again, unclear whether this is to one individual, but I believe it to be a general statement for both Ashrita and Jhariah—that this (killing the competition. So, each other, basically.) is the only chance both of them have at success.
The next couple of lines are standard fare for dropping an act, so we can move on to one of the most interesting parts of the song. For this part, I WILL be bringing up the cinematography of the MV.
NOTE: as said before, standard text is Jhariah, italicized text is Ashrita Kumar, and boldened text is both.
The MV is actually very good context for the song as a whole—showing concert footage of Ashrita and Jhariah performing the song and “fighting each other” for the microphone, which, I know they did it for the sake of what the song means, but it really does showcase the desperation for the spotlight in this song. The main part of the MV I want to talk about is the rope scene. Throughout the music video, clips of the band members for both bands are spliced together, the main ones being concert footage and then themed footage of the band members “fighting” in a forest. The rope scene is shown after Ashrita and Jhariah break away from the fight and run out of the clearing into the same general area except spaced out, but the effort is futile because their respective band mates catch up to them. Jhariah and Ashrita are cornered back-to-back to each other by their band mates and the band members collectively take strands of rope and begin stringing up the frontmen while they sing in time to the song.
This shows that now, this isn’t even an isolated feeling to just Jhariah and Ashrita, and the lyrics are indicative they regardless of this fact, they are STILL fighting. The biggest part we need to talk about is the last couple of lines.
“Overgrown invasive weeds, unearth the roots and kill the seeds” is using the fact that the only way to get rid of weeds (which will kill other plants if left to their own devices—which in itself is a metaphor for the cutthroat nature of industry and the perception of the other group. Really reads as a “if it’s not them, it’s me” sort of rationalization) as a metaphor for having to stop the success of the others at the expense of themselves.
“Laid to rest” is interesting, because the phrase is only ever used for death, and generally for those who died peacefully and lived a fulfilled life, but I don’t think it’s a literal sense of killing at all. Killing a career, killing a passion, killing the competition? Those are more viable answers to what this line means.
“So eat your friends, they’ll understand cause they would too” is NOT fucking cannibalization you guys come the fuck on. Jhariah and Ashrita did not curate a whole song and music video about the themes they’re exploring just for you to sit and call it a cannibalism song. ‘Eating your friends’ is evidently tied to the idea and general concept of killing the competition yourself and that “they’ll understand cause they would too” BECAUSE THE CIRCUMSTANCES MAKE IT SO THEY WOULD DO THE SAME TO ‘YOU’. ‘YOU’ ARE COMPETITION IN THE SAME WAY ‘THEY’ ARE TO ‘YOU’. BOTH PARTIES ARE PSEUDO-OBSTACLES TO EACH OTHER BECAUSE OF WARPED PERCEPTION.
Anyways the rest of the song repeats the chorus and intro’s lines in a more desperate way before the song pulls to a sharp halt.
I analyze all this because there are genuinely people talking about how “omg eat your friends is about cannibalism!!!” Which completely undermines the effort that Jhariah and Pinkshift made with this song and literally one proves the point of the concept that this song makes. Sorry for how long this is (genuinely took three hours to write) but I love Jhariah’s music so much and I can’t believe media illiterate people are already getting their hands on his music.
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5 Songs I’m into right now!
Tagged by the wonderful @ungrateful-cyborg thank you so much!!!! I will try to not just post 1 album but an entire album I’ve been obsessed with for like a year now is Chonny’s Charming Chaos Compendium Vol. 1 by Chonny Jash which is covers that he’s also written new lyrics for and changed and just its so good and has such an amazing story through out it oooo I’m chewing on it FOREVER!!!!!
1. (Ok I have to include at least 1 (well its 3 combined but thats whatever) from the album) The Mind Electric by Chonny Jash
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Its so good, its The Heart Acoustic first which is a lament from his heart, The Mind Electric is second, its his mind taking over as his heart steps ‘back’, and finally The Soul Eclectic which is the ‘get-along’ shirt coming out for Heart and Mind
2. Black Rainbows by Miracle Musical
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This is an AMAZING animation for the song which I really wanna share with this cause it really is cool! This song has the chewiest beat which i will and have put on repeat for 8 hours… i just love everything about this song and the album it comes from (oh my god pls listen to Hawaii Part ii by Miracle Musical its a story album which you can theorize about which is just so amazing)(I am legally required to tell you that Miracle Musical is a band formed from most of the Tally Hall members as well I’m so sorry i just love their music)
3. Ængus, The Prize-Winning Hog by The Toxhards
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This is the only good thing that came from me being in tiktok for a short while. I got recommended this band singing this song for the main singers sisters wedding. Pls listen to it its so good and its just a perfect metal song~
4. Twenties by Ghost
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Hey do you wanna listen to some metal reggaeton? Welp here ya go!!!!!!!! Its so good and this will forever and always get me to headbang~
5. Debt Collector by Jhariah
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Jhariah makes music I can only describe as “if My Chemical Romance fucked Ska” and it fucks so severely god I come back to A Beginners Guide to Faking Your Death by Jhariah sooooo often and this is the one I go full stage diva with a performance and belting!
Thank you sooooo much for the tag!!! I loveeee sharing my music taste and I could do so many of these just sticking to the many genres I listen to but heres a bit of a weird mix lol!
I’m tagging @maeljade @tsupertsundere @boileddogchicken @gailiag @emc2beans @wisismydumpstat @vrenabloom and anyone who sees this and wants to do this I’ve tagged you :3c
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finally listened to Jhariah’s beginner guide to faking your death and here’s what i’ve got (though first can i just say. great album. instant favorite. would recommend. need something do while you don’t sleep? listen to this album a bunch)
i get why people say enter: a beginner’s guide to faking your death is a stan song. i also get why they say whose eye is it anyway??? is a fiddleford song. added to my stan playlist, i don’t have a fiddleford playlist and i’m not going to
also added needed a change of pace and debt collector and flight of crows to my stan playlist. we’ll see if they stay (makes sense though i guess considering the context)
added pressure bomb 2 and 3 to my ford playlist. those are staying for sure. fuck you future me
that’s all
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I’m going to see Pinkshift, pollyanna, and jhariah in January im literally so excited GAAAAH!!! I need to finish my fanart for them while also doing stuff for my honors art class ARGGHG
I’m running out of blue paint in my posca pen markers 😭😭😭
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Thank you for the tag @creaking-skull 🧡🧡🧡 let’s see how well I’m able to find a song for every letter in my url. @vakarians-babe @spookyvalentine and anyone else who feels like playing consider yourselves tagged 🥰
“Touch me with your eyes”- Egomi, Sarra Jayne
“Retrograde”- Linneah
“Amanecer”- Cohetes
“Need You Closer”- Phantoms, Hayley Kiyoko
“Somos Ajenos”- Enjambre
“Glider”- Japanese Breakfast
“Arcade”- Porter
“Let It Go”- Fossil Collective
“Einaudi: Walk”- Ludovico Einaudi
“DEBT COLLECTOR”- Jhariah
“Eres”- Café Tacvba
“Kind of, Maybe”- Chase Petra
“Alala”- CSS
“Remember When”- Wallows
“I/Y”- Lane 8, Yotto
“Okay”- Finding Hope
“sisko älä pelkää”- pehmoaino
Huzzah!!!
#thank you again Jay you’re the best 🧡#I asked them to tag me lol#ask game#music#to make this harder for myself I limited myself to listen I actually listen to#these are all in my playlist
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Hmm, hmm, what now what now.. I suppose a list of things I adore?
★ Shows: Bob’s Burgers, The Good Place, Gravity Falls, Steven Universe, Carmilla, The Great British Baking Show, and a lot more honestly
★ Video Games: Portal, Inscription, Pressure, Subnautica, Minecraft, The Sims 4, Hades, Dialtown, The Stanley Parable, etcetera etcetera
★ Podcasts: 99% Invisible, Welcome to Night Vale, What Roman Mars Can Learn About Con Law, The Magnus Archives, and more I can’t remember right now
★ Books & Series’: The Skyward Trilogy (and counting? By Brandon Sanderson), The Toby Daye Series (Seanan McGuire), The Sabriel series (Garth Nix), The Manual Of The Planes (D&D book), and probably some I'm forgetting
★ Artists: Will Wood, Lemon Demon, OR30, Halsey, Lindsay Sterling, The Crane Wives, Rabbitology, Fletcher, Penelope Scott, Glass Animals, Jhariah, Marina And The Diamonds, Girl in Red, The Living Tombstone, Poppy, and many, many more honestly I listen to too much music
★ Miscellaneous: (Any unique artistic style such as ascii, hyperpop, found object, etc), (random shiny lights for I am a moth at heart and own many, too many for my own good), (creative and delicious drinks like boba tea, those interesting sodas where you pop down the lid, and any odd flavor of fanta), (anything outdoorsy or nature related, many have described me as having a strong connection with nature and I couldn’t agree more), (collecting random shiny trinkets like a crow)
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