#I’m emotionally devastated
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hey anthony uh. what do you mean willy didn’t lie about what was on his collar. hey. hey anthony. HEY A—
#I’m emotionally devastated#on the verge of tears#dungeons and daddies#dndads#dungeons and daddies spoilers
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Accidentally watched a David Tennant breaking down scene from There She Goes and I’m actually crying now
#I’m emotionally devastated#have I mentioned how rarely I cry when watching stuff#because it is rare#it should be a requirement to issue a warning before playing any dt crying scene#especially in edits because I didn’t expect that!#anyway I’m going to go have a good cry now#there she goes#david tennant#david tennant problems
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Done with season 2 of arcane and now I need to lay down and look at the feeling for the next few hours
#how am I supposed to metabolize all this#how the fuck#I’m emotionally devastated#someone help#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers
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Episode 3 of TADC reminded me of that one scene from Dungeons & Dragons: Honour Among Thieves. Very Kinger and Queenie coded 🦋
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#the amazing digital circus kinger#tadc kinger#tadc queenie#tadc fanart#tadc comic#kinger x queenie#the amazing digital circus queenie#dungeons & dragons: honor among thieves#that scene is so kinger and queenie coded#the crossover no one asked for#but I delivered#I had to get it out of my head so I could stop Feeling™️#I’m totally normal about the kinger lore we got. not emotionally devastated at all 👀
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they have this dynamic in my head
#Star Wars#original trilogy#darth vader#boba fett#darthfett#I’ve been reading fics with them and I’m amazed at how funny and emotionally devastating they are#I choose to focus on the funny#first time drawing Vader aaaaaa#meme redraw
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the found family trope is inherently queer and you can’t change my mind
#I’m right#found family#this has probably been done before but this has been on my mind so too bad#leverage#leverage redemption#tagging all the fandoms I can think of that this applies to#the witcher#all of us are dead#red notice#motherland fort salem#team as family#supernatural#i hope this doesn't get blocked by people that blacklist supernatural lol#im watching the long way down job i can't wait to be emotionally devastated#avatar the last airbender#atla#brooklyn 99#the good place#stranger things#sense8#warrior nun#there are totally more found family shows and media#im just tagging ones i know/have seen#ouran high school icons#ghost hunt#doctor who#mine#popular posts#1k#2k
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Rage, I have learnt to wear.
My mother’s grief, however,
folds my spine and lives beneath my ribs.
it gets heavier and heavier
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#I’m actually so pleased with how this came out#reblog it to give my a hug bc it’s 1am and this piece devastated me emotionally#zuko#prince zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla fanart#atla Zuko#my art#poetry#fatima aamer bilal#I mother it and the absence of her iii#moony moonless sky#I am not a person that can be loved for a very long time#my completed piece
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i don’t want to sleep
i don’t want to think about art museums
or orange muffins
or houses with green and red shutters
or late night tea
or dancing on kitchen counters
i don’t want to think about the sky
i don’t want to think about Copenhagen

#art heist baby#jegulus#james potter#regulas black#james x regulus#i finished art heist baby and i’m really sad#i cried#a lot#i don’t want to sleep#sleeping means thinking about them#a fic hasn’t hit me this hard in a while#i’m dead#emotionally devastated#emotional#im cryinf#i’m crying#art heist baby ao3#ao3#marauders era#dead gay wizards from the 70s#harry potters dead dads friends#harry potters dead dad#ifykyk#if yknow yknow#yk what i mean
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i know, i know, jj is so fucking strong and she perseveres despite everything she’s gone through, i know, but fucking hell my heart is breaking over and over for her
the far away look in her eyes
the constant fidgeting to keep herself present
the way she only has the bare minimum amount of skin showing, even to where she’s covering her hands
my heart hurts for her so much and she’s forcing herself to deal with all of this alone
#even the way holly describes sydney’s troubles#and the camera focuses on jj when holly says she cries most nights#and it’s just fucking tearing me apart#that entire scene especially tore me apart#and i wonder how much of sydney’s emotions and reactions mirror jj’s own since finding out about baugate#this storyline is one of the most devastating ones in the show#second only to rosalyn and fucking 11 year old jj being the one to find her#jennifer jareau i want to put you in my pocket and protect you forever#if anyone comes at me for this#leave me be!!!#jj is so fucking strong she’s one of the strongest people on the team#both emotionally and physically#but fucking CHRIST she is SUFFERING so bad right now and it’s gut wrenching to see#i’m sick thinking about next episode#about how she’s forced to work face to face more with a man that violated her in one of the most horrific ways possible#and what happens when she finds out emily green lit that#i’m sick#SICK#jennifer jareau#jennifer jj jareau#emily prentiss#criminal minds#cme spoilers#criminal minds evolution spoilers#criminal minds spoilers#cm spoilers#criminal minds evolution#CME writers enough is enough!!!!#the jemily angst/hurt storyline is too much!!!!
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Back at it again with another theory: What if Lucanis’ betrayal wasn’t a betrayal at all?
(obviously, spoilers below the cut)
During The Wigmaker Job, we have some dialogue between Illario and Lucanis about their position within both the Crows and the Dellamorte family. Illario wants Caterina to step down so he can take the coveted First Talon spot. Lucanis reassures him that his time is coming, to which Illario makes a snide comment about whether his cousin would ever go against their grandmother’s wishes. When they continue the conversation after the job, Illario states that Lucanis is the potential heir, that he’s her favorite, and that he’s unlikely to say no to her. Lucanis doesn’t argue, only insists that he doesn’t want to be First Talon, and that he hopes she’ll see reason before that. It’s mentioned again in Eight Little Talons - Caterina favors Lucanis. It’s well-known enough among the Crows that Viago and Teia discuss it in front of her (not on purpose, but she doesn’t deny it). He’s her prodigy through and through.
In the opening scene for the Lucanis quest in Veilguard, Caterina is poised, as you’d expect of the First Talon. She’s certain that the body they buried wasn’t her grandson, that it had been altered with blood magic. She doesn’t pose it as a theory, though: she poses it as a fact. It could, of course, merely be her confidence, but there’s another very unusual aspect to the scene – everyone else discusses how Lucanis was clearly betrayed, that someone must have sold him out in order for the Venatori to capture him. Caterina is the only one in that room who never speaks on it. She doesn’t ask for justice, doesn’t mention vengeance, never acknowledges that her grandson was sold out by someone he trusted – perhaps because he wasn’t.
What if, when Caterina comes to him with a plan, with an impossible request, he’s still her favorite prodigal grandchild, and he still does whatever she asks? She’s had him tortured before as a child, has tortured and starved and beaten him herself before, because it makes him stronger and more resistant to it in the future. He says in The Wigmaker Job that he used to hate her for it, but now he understands. He justifies it. All Crows justify it, because they have to - if they don’t, then the cruelty wasn’t for survival’s sake, and their suffering meant nothing. Perhaps he doesn’t even question it. When Caterina tells him that she has a job for him, he takes it.
What if the contract has a caveat? Sure, Calivan must die by his hand by the end of it, a little treat for a job well done, but what if his primary mission is reconnaissance, is discovery? The Venatori are using blood magic to torture and corrupt prisoners. It would behoove the Crows to find out what it entails and how to resist it, before it’s turned back on them. It would have to be someone so deeply, unabashedly loyal to her that when she asked them to infiltrate a Venatori prison, expecting torture at best, their own death at worst, they’d take the job anyway, no questions asked - someone Caterina can trust, certainly, but also someone who has never once said no to her.
And Lucanis has always been a loyal grandson.
#lucanis dellamorte#dragon age: the veilguard#datv#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#da posting#maybe it’s also just because she thinks it would make him stronger and that’s how she always justifies it to herself because she’s evil!!!!#she’s MICRODOSING her GRANDSON with BLOOD TORTURE and DEMONS to fashion him into A BETTER WEAPON#I keep hearing people be like ‘oh there’s a moment in the lucanis storyline where I GASPED’#and other than like ‘he was dead the entire time’ I’m like…… what would be that shocking#and you know what would be that shocking??#if he put himself through it on purpose#envisioning a line where he’s like ‘when Caterina told me to go I didn’t ask questions because I’m a good crow!!!!!’#(also I think that would REALLY give a good bite to his demon being SPITE of all things)#also also I still think that Illario kills caterina (if she’s actually dead) but y’know what?#if he does GOOD FOR HIM#also lucanis just happening to be bursting out of his cell when you get there…. SUSPECT#was he just ready to break out at any time? if so why did he stay and get tortured for a YEAR?#why were the guards so afraid of him?? what was he capable of???#‘you’re a crow’ or ‘but you’re not a crow’ ohhhh so you were expecting a rescue?#oh I am CONNECTING the DOTS (I haven’t connected shit) I’VE CONNECTED THEM#voelene#your caterina + illario post started these wheels turning and I am eternally grateful#also tho did update this slightly because I forgot about their conversation at the end of TWJ#also got so wrapped up in my hatred of caterina that I failed to consider another emotionally devastating option:#that lucanis was the one who wanted to go and caterina covered for him#now THAT’S got some bite to it too#and maybe Lucanis volunteering to take on a demon is why it doesn’t possess him fully#it’s like a wynne/anders thing it’s symbiotic
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guys that episode with jack….1 am doodles…
*sniffles*
closeups under the cut:
#minute doodles#tsams#laes#tsams solar#laes solar#solar tsams#solar laes#tsams jack#jack tsams#jack laes#tsams fandom#how do tags work again#Guys you don’t understand I knew this was coming I’m emotionally devastated#do you guys think jack is aware of what’s going on in his head or is he completely corrupted…?#I really want to see solar crack under the pressure…#His son didn’t even recognize him…
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“You’re our kid, Omega. You always will be.”
it began with hunter and omega, and now it ends with them
#the best ending i could ask for#i’m emotionally devastated and relieved#tbb s3 spoilers#spoilers#tbb spoilers#tbb finale#the bad batch spoilers#the bad batch#tbb crosshair#tbb hunter#tbb omega#tbb wrecker#tbb echo#tbb tech#tbb s3#tbb season three#star wars#bad batch spoilers#star wars the bad batch
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i was an izzy apologist BEFORE season 2 no one hmu
#i cannot emotionally handle this#what am i to you?#are you KIDDING me#i’m devastated#izzy hands#ofmd#our flag means death
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I miss when people drew rlly soft Murder Time Trio Poly stuff (MTT Poly)
Them laying in bed together, the only way for any of them to get peaceful sleep. Being able to confide with each other because living under Nm is shitty. They would’ve hated each other at first but then after months and months of fighting they come to an understanding and they grow closer together and Nm can’t take it away from them.
They can be happy, it’s the only happiness they’ve ever been privileged to have. And they still have their toxic moments, nothing is perfect after all. They still fight and throw punches, but they will always lay in the same bed together. No matter what happened that day, they’ll all rest together.
I’m a sappy bitch I like sappy characters I miss writing about soft things, I miss seeing soft things. A person can take only so much hatred and violent relationships.
Ramble ramble
#dust sans#killer sans#horror sans#mtt poly#sanscest#LunTalks#I’m just very emotionally devastated right now and I’m trying to project onto my favorite characters#sometimes I torture the characters and other times I need them to be soft and comforting#feels like getting comforted in a way#ya know?
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Arcane S2 Ep. 1-3 Spoilers
I didn’t have Russian Jesus on my 2024 bingo card… a surprise to be sure, but a welcome one.
#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane season 2#viktor#the machine herald#look at my boy#going out and healing people#I wonder what emotionally devastating consequences will follow#whatever they are#i’m not ready
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hawaii five-0 and the episode 10x07 specifically is evidence that we need to start letting some actors in the writers room more because baby who else knows their character better than THEM
#ofc they could always be bad writers but that’s a risk I’m willing to take if it means sometimes we get absolute masterpieces like this one#alex o’loughlin i was aware of your game but now i’m aware of it even more and i’m EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATED#h50#hawaii five 0#steve mcgarrett#alex o'loughlin#h50 10x07#h50 10.07
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