#I’m emotional about him always
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Happy Birthday Sebby!!
A most wonderful, beautiful, and unique human turned 36 today.
Thank you for being you Seb.
You’re simply the best.
#sebastian vettel#my ☀️sunshine☀️#happy birthday babygworl#the best to ever do it#what is ‘it’ you ask?#it’s EVERYTHING#forever in awe of his talent and character#crying in the club#😭😭😭#he’s special your honor#I’m emotional about him always#some of my favorite pics of this pretty little guy🥲#send HeLp
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I was crying from pain at the emergency room and the nurses were bitching about me not dying so they couldn’t help right away even if I kept passing out and had been there for a long time, this sweet old Russian lady who was also admitted since earlier stood up and walked next to me and kept comforting me and asking how I was holding up, she kept checking in on me and being so sweet and going around asking if everyone was doing ok or just distracting family members of patients with nice conversations. She called out the doctors and nurses for not caring, she sat next to me and kept making sure I was ok and then gave me her phone number when she got discharged so I’d follow up with her. Honestly my day coulda been hell today but this one lady made it so bearable it’s not going to be remembered as a bad horrible traumatizing time, I got to meet an actual angel and I’m so happy about it.
#pix habla#kindness really goes a long way guys#I’m in my bed crying about this lady#I didn’t know her but that didn’t matter to her#I hope she’s always healthy and blessed#she also xD managed to get the nurses to give her a turkey sandwich after making her wait for so many hours what a legend#I’m not shit talking about medical staff btw I know it’s a hard job#but it got ridiculous the moment my dad got desperate because I was passing out and throwing up foam#and the nurse scolded him and scolded me while I cried about being in pain even though I kept apologizing#the emergency room guard also gave me shit for being on the floor trying not to pass out#like idk the lack of humanity was just 🧍♂️ so much worse than usual#but then I met this lady and she kept me company and kept me distracted from it all#she even got some of the nurses to be nicer and in a better mood somehow#I know it’s not an easy job ;; but compassion and kindness they go a long way#and that’s so important#Alissa you’re my cat scan Twinsie for life#tw hospital#I was high on morphine telling my friends about her and telling her they thought she was so sweet and she was so happy about it#augh#she blew me a kiss when she left too 😭#guys I swear … I met an angel#like#what else could she have been#(๑′̥̥̥▵‵̥̥̥ ૂ๑) ok ill shut up now im just really emotional about her forever
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sometimes it feels like lewis has a degree of distance from the rest of the grid that makes it hard to connect to him (i, a newer fan, took a while to even get a proper sense of his vibes). he’s such a legend and icon in the sport there’s always a little bit of separation i think — maybe subconsciously for some of the older drivers, but i think it’s more prevalent in the younger drivers because so many of them actually idolized him for years and are suddenly racing with him. max may be getting there but he also grew up with most of the grid, and he has his funky little hobbies (twitch streaming sim races) that give fans a glimpse of him casually. i’m not sure why lewis doesn’t participate in grill the grid/f1 videos but when you think about it that’s how a lot of people get some more casual impressions of the drivers they don’t follow as closely (or at all), and then he’s not there. there’s just this air of legendary about him so when you see him standing alone it seems intentional, in a way. he is always standing on his own as a leader in many (metaphorical) ways so i can understand why the drivers might see him minding his business during the parade and think he wants the space.
anyway all this to say there is a special kind of happiness in seeing charles decide to break through the wall of godliness to keep lewis company and bring him back to their level. lewis seems so much more engaged and lively and mortal when he’s happy chatting with the other drivers and being a bit mischievous and it’s like oh, i’m finally seeing the lewis hamilton he was before the myth and fame and weight of leadership. i think he’s really going to seem like a whole new person next season with charles and ferrari for those of us who didn’t know that lewis and i really really like the idea of getting to meet him ❤️
#idk how to even word it properly but it’s like. he’s Lewis Hamilton#he’s always seemed like a standup guy with the activism and awareness he brings to things#but even that sort of… leadership and bravery to take action with his platform is possible because he HAS a platform#there’s no escaping it#i always liked him fine but I’m starting to LIKE him you know#(this is not max slander btw i love max and he’s a leader in his own way and very supportive of the other drivers too)#(it’s just different energy around them… the generational gap i think)#thinking about lewis stealing charles phone during an interview and it’s like this kind of feels like pre trauma brocedes lewis#fun! and lively! and connected!#idk I am slightly sleep deprived and weirdly emotional about this#charles leclerc#lewis hamilton#I’m becoming an idle 1644 supporter#1644
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Remember how Katsuki was so heartbroken at Izuku losing OFA that he broke down crying???? He was planning to do this with Izuku forever, it was hardwired into his system by that point that they would be chasing each other to the top and beyond, and losing that was like losing a part of himself
He cares so much about Izuku guys. He wants to Izuku to stay with him so badly
#bkdk#bakudeku#post-431 I actually see this as where Katsuki starts to realize that you can’t always win#he literally came back from the dead#won the impossible war#only to have his first of many major blows when Izuku had given up OFA#and the hits kept coming#but this is what I love about him: he keeps working for it#no quirk anymore? make Izuku a suit#offer him a job#stay by his side until n whatever way Izuku wants#like his devotion is so single-minded that he literally puts himself to the side#I’m so overwhelmed you just don’t get more whipped than Katsuki bakugo#like the yearning is record-breaking#BECAUSE HE’s the BEST AT EVERYTHING HE DOES#I’m so emotional
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Petition to make Dream Boy by Beach Bunny THE Anderperry song
#like it’s so them coded from the fact that Neil is in Midsummer nights dream which makes it a play on words to say he is a dream boy who#feels like summer while also working to say he is a dreamer who is trying to be free through acting and his words paint vivid pictures#and the whole meet me at midnight and you are poetically inclined when the whole movie they sneak out at night to go read poetry in a cave#the fact that Todd always feels like he shouldn’t be places and Neil reassures him and brings him along and makes sure he is comfortable#Todd saying Neil doesn’t need to take care of him to try and give him an out and Neil saying ‘no I’m going to take care of you’ like Todd#would feel he is self imposing his own wants of closeness on Neil but Neil just accepts and gives it back causing emotional involvement#Todd is always nervous which explains his ‘bashful thoughts’ and the whole part at the beginning about seeing the ghost of him in all the#places they frequent like the halls and in their room from when they were roommates but Neil being dead makes it so sad#idk the song just fits so perfectly for them istg#anderperry#todd anderson#neil perry#dead poets society#dps#dead poets fandom#dps fandom#beach bunny#dps and verse
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thinking about how pro hero shoto always stays very calm and collected when interacting with the media. he doesn’t necessarily care about appearances or professionalism, it’s just how he naturally carries himself. people always have a lot of respect as they watch him answer tough questions with a calm, clean demeanor.
so the public was left shock when a new clip of him began floating around of him angrily telling off a reporter who dared to speak ill of his deceased eldest brother. aside from a small circle of friends, no one had ever seen shoto so emotional. he had no problem quickly cutting that reporter off, eyebrows furrowed, teeth gritted as he sternly advises the man to never say his brother’s name again before abruptly leaving the press conference. his chair fell back against the floor, the ringing of the metal filling the silent room as shoto walks off.
the reactions among the public eye were mixed. some felt he should have maintained his professionalism meanwhile his fangirls found it sweet how much of a family man he truly is, and even found his emotional outburst attractive.
shoto doesn’t care about any of this though. what truly matters to him is protecting those he loves. and this of course extends to protecting the memory of touya-nii.
#happy birthday shoto todoroki you always be dear to me !!!#funny to think at 15 when I started mha I had a major crush on him#and now at 23 as I get back into mha I’m in love with his brother LOL#anyways been feeling emotional about their brother relationship I just wanna hold all the todosiblings in a long hug#mha shoto#shoto torodoki#bnha shoto#todoroki#touya todoroki#dabi#mha touya#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia
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Fun Fact! House is frequently referenced to enjoy many forms of physical activity and sports, as far as being a lacrosse player in high school and a cheerleader in college. Which means he was very mobile and physically fit pre-infarction. This also means his most healthy ways to air out his frustrations mentally and emotionally were basically ripped out of his hands forever!!!
#i am going to throw up#I am thinking about him always I think#they really wrote that for him to SUFFER#As someone who uses physical activity for stress and emotional relief this would be my worst nightmare#gregory house#greg house#house md#not to say I’m a house apologist (but in big light up letters) I AM.
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「 With you 」 (always)
#Gets emotional thinking about op5 song rly named With You SOBS#h*lding h*nds and more married lad behavior#sherliam#I decided on a dancing like theme#the thought of sherly used to dance around in the palm of liam’s hand to now they’re dancing together always#how are they so married I’m giddy kicks my feet#drawing sherly w a bow tie felt funny#liam helped him put it on and he will very gladly help him take it off later#yuukoku no moriarty#liam james moriarty#ynm sherlock Holmes#moriarty the patriot
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Thinking about the Don Suave scene and what it means in terms of LGBTQ+ representation because my brain does nothing if not torment me with random topics to ramble about on the regular.
Anyway, I just wanted to ramble about why I like the scene but to get it out of the way - the scene can very easily be interpreted in so many different ways, and all of them are valid. I personally see it as Leo having at least some attraction to a man. And the following is an explanation of my own interpretation and thoughts on it and what it means especially for Leo’s portrayal in the grand scheme of things.
Long-winded interpretation under the cut!
Now, to start with, it’s important to me that in the scene Leo looks at Don Suave in the very beginning and then for the entirety of the rest of the time the man is on screen, Leo’s eyes are closed. Yet, in the end, he is still visibly enamored with Don Suave, happily cuddling up to him as he’s being carried away.
You can very easily interpret this as Leo being spellbound and that’s honestly super valid and I believe he likely was at least somewhat in the beginning, but considering how fast he looked away and how he never looked again, I personally think it makes more sense to read it as Leo just finding the man attractive, at least somewhat. (For the record, I personally headcanon Rise Leo as bisexual with a heavy preference for men, but I want to be blunt when I say that any interpretation is valid. Literally any. Ace, pan, gay, bi, none of the above or a mixture of something new literally all of it is more than okay and fair. Hell you could even interpret this entire scene as more romantic attraction than physical and it would still work. Anything goes!! Don’t bother people, guys, really.)
The main reason I take this scene to be at the very least LGBTQ+ adjacent isn’t just because of how it’s portrayed, but because of who Leonardo is. Not in terms of Rise of the TMNT, but in terms of the entire Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles™️ franchise.
Leo’s a character who, while changing with each iteration, has still at his core been around for decades upon decades as “the blue one”. One fourth of the team. He’s the one most are going to look at as the Leader, and oftentimes he is the one closest to having the title of Main Character. Not to say the others aren’t just as important, but Leo’s presence in the A plots of basically all TMNT media is often something very main character-esque.
And that’s very, very important to note. Here we have a Main Character of a prolific and decades long-running franchise distributed by a children’s television network. You can play around with his and his brothers’ characters all you like, but there is always going to be challenges to dodge around, especially since this was still in 2018-2019.
For example, you can play around with their designs so long as they’re color coded turtles, but their sexualities? Now that’s tricky.
“But what about Hypno and Warren?” Not main characters and also they’re Rise originals. They have a lot more room to play around with than a character like Leo does. But even talking about main characters in the franchise, you could arguably have an easier time playing around with Donnie or Mikey’s sexualities than Leo or even Raph, as (unfortunately) the former two tend to get more B plots, so they’d likely have had a little more leeway (still not a lot though.)
So, where does this leave us?
It leaves us in a place where outright stating and/or showing undeniable proof of Leo’s attraction to men is very, very difficult. So, workarounds!
Workarounds like the entire Don Suave situation.
To be honest, as left up to interpretation and lowkey and deniable as it is, this whole scene means a lot to me because of who Leo is as a character. It’s just nice when we get so see even the bare bones of representation with characters that have been such a large part of pop culture for decades, y’know? Even if more would be so much nicer, this is better than I thought we’d ever get for these boys.
And, again, literally nothing I’ve said is the only way to interpret it, I’m more than happy when people interpret media on their own honestly, it’s just something I’ve been thinking of lately and I was wondering if others felt the same way.
Whatever you think when you interpret this scene or Rise Leo as a whole, I just thought this would be interesting to think about, even if it was ramble-y, haha.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt headcanons#rottmnt leo#rise leo#rise don suave#rottmnt don suave#I lied I’m back to ramble because I’m just#so bad at keeping my mouth shut#or uh#not typing word vomit#anyway- yeah this is my personal interpretation#I believe Leo was legitimately mesmerized by Don Suave’s powers…in the beginning#but even the series’ creator says it was ‘at least PART of what was going on with Leo’ so#idk it’s something that’s been on my mind and I was wondering if anyone else felt the same??#may delete this later who knowssss#pleaaaase feel free to disagree I just like to talk lol#but yeah sometimes I look around at how much media has LGBTQ+ rep in it now and it honestly makes me emotional??#(we always always ALWAYS could use more but)#we did not have even a crumb of this as kids#but also like most of that rep is new properties#and I just was thinking about what that could mean#idk man idk#once again please don’t take this as facts it is VERY MUCH NOT#man I was looking around for good images to use and found jack all#anyway tho did you know Donnie often has bi colors around him and Leo is often dressed in the colors of the trans flag-#okay anyway back to the caves I go this comic won’t draw itself#I gotta spray myself with water any time I go to type long winded essays because they’re not great for the mental health fr
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AU where Bruce is dead, Jason is Batman, and Tim becomes his Robin. Joker kidnaps Tim and makes him Joker Junior and after Tim kills Joker, before sumcombing to his injuries of the torture.Jason vows no more partners. No More Robins.
Then gets transported to a Good Dad Fanon Bruce and Batfam universe (where Jason has stayed dead) He’s always avoiding Tim. He’s hanging out with Dick and Damian and Duke and Steph, but when Tim shows up, he clams up.
Tim confronts him, Jason breaks down. Because if he got used to having Tim around, inevitably when he gets back to his home universe, he’s going to feel the loss all over again.
There is no Damian or Duke in his universe to miss. Dick is still swinging on ropes with his parents, and Steph is a normal college girl.
All Jason sees when he looks at this Tim, is what he failed to save.
#Tim Drake#Jason Todd#Batfam#NO TIMJAY PLS#I’m always seeing Damian and Jay or Dick and Jay having brotherly emotional fics#give me a Tim and Jay one#where Tim gets to meet his favorite Robin#sure a different universe robin but it’s still Jason!!#only to be ignored at every turn#to be given the cold shoulder#and thinks he did something wrong#when all he’s done is try his best to help this Jason#and just the emotional outlash to Jason about ignoring him#only to get tears in return#‘I can’t get used to you because if I do#the moment I go back I will have to face the fact I failed you all over again’#he knows of steph bc of cluemaster and keeping tabs on his family#duke might show up in this jason's life later but w/o joker he lives w hids parents still
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Thinking about how Eunho’s few moments of real vulnerability and honesty with another person – when he allows himself to be anything other than entirely pleasant – have all come in Jiyun’s presence
#love scout#in the two times he expressed his worries to other characters (his colleague in his former company and suhyeon)#he uses sweets as a way to eat his emotions so he can maintain a certain calmness despite his anxiety#he expressed his frustration to jiyun in ep 1 re: headhunting#reveals to her that he was orphaned#tells her about his anxieties as a single father#when even the bookstore owner whom Eunho is supposed to be close to doesn’t know why he got divorced#eunho has always had to be the pillar of strength and diminish himself to serve others#but as much of a mess that jiyun can be#she has this very defined and stable core as a Professional Woman#which also translates into how she interacts with and supports byeol independent of eunho#eunho is her caretaker but he is discovering he can lean on her too#idk I’m just thinking about the question of what she offers him in a relationship on top of the mutual attraction
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it’s interesting to see how taylor has always imagined her ideal partner as being courageous (“headfirst fearless,” “this love is brave and wild,” “you walked in wearing a football helmet and said okay let’s talk,” “don’t blame me love made me crazy if it doesn’t you ain’t doing it right,” “standing broad-shouldered next to her was a love that was really something….”) and how i think at first she thought that joe simply being willing to be with her felt courageous but then as she grew she realized that it wasn’t enough of that feeling because he wasn’t always standing broad-shouldered next to her, only when it was convenient for him. and that’s not fearless. that’s just doing what’s easiest
#i’ve been thinking a lot recently about love languages#and how not only are there the five that everyone talks abouf#but like. for me. i experience love through excitement. i’m excited about this! and if you love me then you should be too!#and how i show others i love them is by being excited about their lives snd interests#so i’ve been thinking lately that another love language (or maybe currency) is an emotion#and i think for taylor it has always been fearlessness#because she’s SUCH an innovator. about everything#her career and her work and her personal life and the industry and and and#so i think part of love for her is the enjoyment of trying new things!! and exploring how that can improve your life!#and i think that’s what she’s talking about all those times#and also why sweet nothing is on the denial playlist. oops.#(what she originally ran home to him for was the love that made her crazy. not sweet nothing.)#ttpd#random thoughts with grace
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trapper not singing auld lang sine with everyone else until he turns and actually sees hawkeye singing it with that big giddy grin on his face and then singing it with/looking at HIM ,, and then looking at hawk like THAT in the last still with their faces so close together ??? they were SICK !! SICK IN THE FUCKING HEAD FOR THIS !!
1x23 , “ ceasefire “
#i’m gonna be so real i always expect them to lean in and bonk foreheads at this part#and btw after this hawkeye has his arms around trappers shoulders#so if they hadn’t been interrupted they either would have bonked foreheads or kissed why lie#( i’m insane )#this episode is so sad but it’s worth it for this hawktrap scene specifically#and the part where henry tells radar he thinks of him as a son and radar gets emotional#for those reasons this one’s definitely one of my favorites#i typed arms when i was talking about hawkeye having his arm around trappers shoulders earlier#it was just one arm !! not both but i don’t want to go back and retype everything so#mash#m*a*s*h#mashposting#mashblr#mash 4077#hawkeye#hawkeye pierce#trapper john#trapper john mcintyre#trapper mcintyre#john mcintyre#piercintyre#piercentyre#traphawk#hawktrap#lgbt#lgbtq
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so many people can’t conceptualise emotional neglect as anything other than ‘my parents were cold and distant and never talked about feelings with me’, and this, while being just a general awful problem of course, is also what leads to so much john winchester mischaracterisation. in this essay i will
#like. it can also be#a parent who you’re close to who is actually extremely emotional and explosive and reactive#and via forcing you to look after their emotional needs and spilling their problems all over you also teaches you that your feelings qrs re#unimportant and that you’re unimportant. even if they dont necessarily mean to or they dont with their words!#anyway i’m sure john winchester was a mix of the two#but my point is like. God this applies to so much actually#there’s this incredibly pervasive idea that damaging parenting has to be like. i dunno. distant somehow#your parents don’t love you. you’re not close to your parents#and obviously that IS damaging but it’s not the only way a parental relationship can be damaging… far from it#and a lot of what makes john so interesting to me is he DOES love the boys. of course he does#and he isn’t some hyper repressed incredibly macho figure either like some people characterise him#he’s warm with the boys when we see him in s1. sure he turns all his emotions into anger but it’s always very clear he Has deep emotions.#everything he does is powered by ‘love’#(theoretically).#like. hes obviously close with dean. he even has strong ideals about parenting when he starts off (see 70s era john disgusted at how future#john actually raised them lol).#and he’s still extremely abusive and neglectful and damages sam and dean soooo much. like. all that can coexist#and it’s such a disservice to flatten his character and pretend it doesn’t#plus it just offends me. like come on.#idk i guess a lot of people like to project their own bad experiences onto john and it’s not like i’m saying they shouldn’t do that#but. characterisation wise#he’s awful in a very specific way#spn#john winchester#oliver talks
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had a panic attack at work today 🤡

#had to go to the bathroom to calm myself down#and wipe my tears#i felt like my heart would jump out of my ribcage#and it’s all because of him lmaoooooo#can’t believe i let a man make me feel this way i’m truly embarrassed and disgusted with myself 😃#my insomnia has gotten a lot worse lately (idk if it’s because of him as well)#so the sleep deprivation paired with an unrequited crush made me really emotional today#he’s so close to this other girl that he always goes on smoke breaks with and i saw them laughing together so many times today it really#felt like my heart was breaking….#god i really need to get a grip this is so embarrassing getting a panic attack and crying over a man that dgaf about me 😭🤡#☁️
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Red West: “I knew the guys who were hassling Elvis, they were on the football squad. The guys who were giving Elvis a hard time were not really bad guys, just a bit noisy and stuff. But when I saw Elvis’s face, it just triggered something inside of me. I mean we were just kids and they weren't gonna kill him or anything, but there was that look of real fear on his face. He was looking like a frightened little animal and I just couldn’t stand seeing it. When you're very poor, you tend to let everyone look after their own troubles, but that face of Elvis’s, I can see it to this day. And I saw that face like that many times later, and it always had the same effect on me. It just churned something up inside of me. It’s a child’s face and it asks for help… and somehow, you know, that year, 1952, put me in a role of Elvis’s protector. It’s a job I took on readily and I had a lot of fun doing it and a lot of heartbreak. Sometimes he was like a damned spoiled child who needed to be spanked, and other times he was just so helpless and needing of help it was like he was your own child. And even now, I still feel it’s my job, even if I never see him again…”
excerpt from “Elvis: What Happened?” By Red and Sonny West, along with Dave Hebler
#I’ve said this before but… I’m truly a red west ‘defender’#he was an older classman who really had no reason to protect Elvis but he did#and from then on he was always by Elvis’ side#even when they played football he would never let anyone tackle Elvis 😭#and the fact that he was Gladys’ favorite speaks volumes#even Sheila Ryan thought Red was Elvis’ only real friend#whew this excerpt has me very emotional this sunday morning#something about Elvis just brought out the ‘protector’ in so many people#even to this day I want to keep him safe#red west#the memphis mafia#elvis presley#elvis#elvisaaronpresley#elvis history#elvis book excerpts#elvis anecdotes#elvis fans#elvis fandom#elvis photos
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