#I’ll rely on y’all for it 😭

[robohintz]

Can I just talk about Jason’s big relieved smile- like I know we’re talking about how much of a relief it is, but I just know for him it was probably one weight off of his shoulders lmao

[regretefic]

So…It’s been a while 😭

so hi 😭 I get that y’all probably don’t remember me but for the few who do; heyyy… I’m backkk….

long story short I got bored and my Twitter audience doesn’t gaf abt my regretevator au all that much so I thought hey! Why not come back to here! This blog is really outdated anyways, I’ve very much changed as a person and so did my writing- aanndd since it’s 2025 now I thought I’d bring a fresh look to this blog!

by that I mean I’m gonna rebrand it 😀

WAIT DONT SCROLL AWAY it’s still gonna be about regretevator!! And dadpleasant will be in it!! It’s just that it’s now gonna be about my canon divergence AU: Regretefic!! Which means that y’all get to ask ALL. Characters. (And I mean it…Gregoriah, emerson, Sab, fucking EmoTeenager even) And also get bits of lore for the bigger picture hehe.

look I can’t rely on twt forever…and also trying to write everything in one peice to release it is killing my from the inside (I have also animations to work on and a full blown ass roblox game of my own (it’s pain)…and school LITERALLY just started, like, I’m writing this as I’m riding to school) so I thought I’d start slow and try to build an audience first!! I miss tumblr anyways :3

anyways this might take some time thought bc again I have school, but I’ll get the rebrand up and running when I can! Until then. Have a great day/night!! //

[cattocavo]

So I’ve been tagged in six sentence sunday!

I’ve never done these before and I’m not very active on here so i wouldnt know who to tag in response (although if any of you are fine with being tagged, please write to me! Id love to hear what everyone’s doing, and make some new friends!!

Since I last posted on tumblr I’ve finished all the inktober drawings I planned to draw. They’re all posted on my instagram, but I’m severely behind on posting here😅 tumblr is great but I cannot for the life of me shake off the awkwardness that comes with posting on another media that isn’t my preferred one. But if anyone who doesnt have instagram wants to see the rest just lmk and I’ll post them!

Other than inktober I haven’t really done anything.. i wanted to draw something for valentines, and got an idea a day before which is obviously WAY too little time to finish anything. And well, then valentines day passed and I no longer had a deadline.. so I didn’t finish it. I cannot for the life of me finish anything without a deadline. (Literally realized like 4 days ago that ive basically never finished a high-effort illustration without a deadline or someone relying on me😵‍💫 which kinda sucks ngl)

But since six sentence sundays are for wips, I guess I can show it to y’all what i drew for valentines!

So heres the concept (which is almost better than the finished result will be. I didn’t manage sultry Simon’s facial expression very well in the actual drawing😭 he just looks annoyed instead of ‘sexy’)

Aaannnd this is a wip of the actual drawing:

I really might end up redoing sultry Simon’s face, cuz it just isn’t working. I wanted the “expectation” side to like be the baz vision equivalent of some sexy male models slicked in oil and faces all squinty and lip-bitey. I didn’t want there to be a trace of an actual person, only the vision of “hot” so an annoyed simon with a bow will not do :/

Sidenote about simons shirt: eat the rich more like swallow the rich amirite?

I have this dumbass obsession with putting simon in ugly T shirts where theres printed the most ridiculous quotes on. I have a whole pinterest board on it. I tastefully called it “simons questionable taste in fashion”

(It’s all dumbass crop tops and tiny shirts with big chunky shoes. Idk I just love that on him)

But uhh I think that’s all for now! Thank you for tagging me @thewholelemon and @j-nipper-95 for tagging me a lot of previous times where i didn’t do anything bc i was shy😅

See you all next time!

Also idk if people put tags on SSS but I’m just gonna do that bc its what I’m used to

[earthtoharlow]

YOUINSTA

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yourinsta: I love having a photographer boyfriend

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user: a photographer WHAT?!!!

user: just fell to my knees

jackharlow: purr slay werk it 💅

user: this dress tho??? 😭

user: they don’t deserve you

urbanwyatt: 💦 🐟

user: goals

URBANWYATT

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urbanwyatt: The garden still private ⛲️

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user: ⛲️⛲️

druski: why did y/n get a custom coat and not me???

yourinsta: they like me better than you 💋

urbanwyatt: well… 😬

druski: I’ll remember this

user: I love that y/n has the fur on the hood!

user: we don’t even get content from y/n and we have to rely on this guy to post photos of her 😭

user: also how does she know these people

user: you know celebrities be friends with everyone

user: anyone here from that y/n is dating someone in PG thread 🫣🤣

YOURINSTA

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yourinsta: I just hope both teams have fun

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user: baby’s first football game

user: GO! SPORTS

jackharlow: 🤦🏻‍♂️ you started cheering for the wrong team

yourinsta: not my fault they had the hotter players

urbanwyatt: no only Chelsea FC can have fun 🙄

yourinsta: damn y’all sport fans strict asf

gigihadid: you look beautiful 😍

user: loving this random friendship, it’s camp

user: maybe that thread is right, I’m starting to connect the dots ☠️

YNSOURCE

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ynsource: Y/N recent IG stories. Everyone wish Y/N good luck!

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user: she’s gonna make that runway her bitch

user: Urby 🤗

user: good luck y/n! Urban is such a good friend!

user: she should date him tbh, no one seems to care for her more 🤷🏽‍♀️

URBANWYATT

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urbanwyatt: I’m so happy this woman came into my life. She deserves to know that, although I have already told her plenty of times. Never have i met someone so caring and selfless. Happy birthday to my treacherous twin 🤞🤸

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user: aaaah this is so sweet

user: favorite besties!!!

yungskylark: happy birthday to the homie! yourinsta🫡

user: this picture kinda intimate but we thank you for blessing us with this photo 🫶

user: just fuck already!!

youinsta: urban, I adore you 🥹

user: do we need to leave you two alone?

jackharlow: everyone say thank you Jack for all of us becoming friends

yourinsta: no 🙄

URBANWYATT

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urbanwyatt: you caught us, you caught us red handed

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user: 😭😭😭

user: not a twitter thread exposing them

user: yall were not good at hiding

yourinsta: world worst kept secret

jackharlow: i'm just glad they stopped thinking it was me

yourinsta: you weren't even suspect number one... jackharlow: well I could've been!

cozane: ugh fucking finally

user: ADORABLE

user: I'm so happy for them 😭

user: everyone make sure to say thank you harlowsthot on twitter 😂

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fc was requested by anon whose message I accidently deleted, ily 🫶

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[sophfandoms53]

Finale nighttt omggg

It’s kinda surreal that it’s already here. This season flew by even if with these last couple weeks feeling like they dragged.

I’ve been kinda disconnected from the season getting into its latter half mainly bc I’ve had sm going on irl and working on personal projects and I’ve relied a lot on RHAP’s feed updates, twitter, and all you guys in the tag to keep me posted but it’s still been one heck of a ride and a fun season all around.

You guys are the highlight of every season for me and have been since I joined this place back during bb21 (awful season to start in but alas😭). I was 17 then, I’m 22 now and as of tomorrow I start my first real big girl job in the real world and it’s been taking up a lot of my time preparing for it in the last few weeks.

Won’t be saying my farewell to the tag yet though as the finale hasn’t aired and I like to reminisce before I make my final post but I rlly wanna thank you guys sm for making this experience the last 5 years so special and so much fun. It’s no longer big brother season without y’all and I love coming back here every year and losing our minds together over strangers in a parking lot.

So much more to say but I’m lowkey getting emotional so i’ll just finish off with yet another thank you and so much love to the lot of ya and lets have fun with this finale tonight for this wonderful and chaotic season���️

[luffyvace]

hiii can i request romantic hairo x male reader hcs about how they celebrate their birthdays with each other?

:3

Yes you may <3

Hairo Hairo Ba Bairo banana fana fa Fairo me mi mo Mairo HARIOO

if ykyk 😭

your big day

He spends a lot of time planning everything out but he doesn’t stress over it. He’s preparing months in advance because he’s just responsible like that and wants to make sure he’ll have enough time to reroute in case something goes wrong. He works out the details himself but asks his classmates/friends and parents for advice/ideas.

he invites pretty much anyone he knows you don’t have beef with (😜) and more. Anyone willing to come really, he thinks it’s sweet they’re sharing they’re support (which it is :3 💕)

his parents are 100% there and luckily for him he has the ‘cool’ parents that no one thinks is cringe. 😭💓 In fact they helped pay for a lot of things along with your parents and they entrusted Hairo to plan a lot of things out. He’s a trustworthy guy and you might’ve told him what you want already in the past so why not? 🤷‍♀️

what he does for your big day truly depends on what type of person you are and I say that in like every hcs ever but it’s true. Different peeps want different things!

anywho 😚

your gift possibilities also range depending on what what you like. An artist? Art supplies! Like to skateboard? He has one custom made! Are ya a foodie? Get dressed your heading to a buffet!

An out or inside event relies on what you prefer! An introvert? Likely inside! (If your an introvert who’s mentioned wanting to step outside your comfort zone, it’ll be a peaceful place outdoors!) oh your an ambivert? An indoor party! How about an extrovert?? Let’s turn up at the water park y’all!! 🤪🤪

Or maybe if you wanna keep it in one of your houses?- your house or his? Whichever one makes you more comfy <3

Actually now that I think about it a party bus would be another fun thing to do for introvert/ambivert OR extrovert!

his big day

you probably plan it with your friends

And yes you invite the sports clubs (yes all sports clubs 😭)

it’s definitely outside doing some sort of exercise(or in da gym ;3). Whether that’s fun for you or not depends on if you like exercise or not. And if it’s the type where your running around or purely a hardcore workout 🏋️‍♂️

The expenses wasn’t all that costly because of this, you could literally just all go to the gym and hype him up and it would bring tears to his eyes. Your support means so much to him, he could work out the entire day nonstop as long as he continuously hears the chants of encouragement from his loved ones 💝

he doesn’t expect gifts so when you surprise him with the heaviest weights you can find to help motivate him (😭🤷‍♀️💗), he literally sheds tears of happiness. Don’t get me wrong- people do gift him—he just didn’t expect anything because he’s not a materialistic guy!

your all tired but very happy at the end, whether it’s because your throats are sore from encouraging or your legs are tired from running. Either way it was a fun and eventful day, and I will say, Hairo certainly enjoyed it ♡

Hope y’all don’t mind this longer style of writing. I’m trying to give more hcs if that makes sense. I’ll probably teeter back and forth depending on how silly or serious the hcs are or just how much I feel like writing in general but idk.

🍎🍊🍒

(I like fruit)

[mayoshifts]

shifting log 1

i’ve decided to start logging my shifting attempts on here because i read that logging them helps your journey or whatever. sorry if it’s hard to understand, i have a hard time explaining my shifting attempts sometimes😭😭

anyways… starting off, last night i didn’t really do a method just relied on the vibes💪🏽💪🏽. in the process, i also decided to think as my dr self and try to recall the events that would lead up to what i was doing at that time. i’ll explain a bit further

so first i started off by saying out loud, “the only way i’ll wake up in this reality is if there’s a small change. ” basically to ensure i’ll shift no matter what. i still haven’t figured out what changed but i’ll let y’all know when i do☝🏽after that i laid down and played the noise of an air conditioner in my earbuds. i don’t know why i chose an ac but i just needed something to occupy my ears. then i closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

next off i started thinking like i would in my dr.

“i’m so tired.”

“i wonder if mingi sent me those files yet…”

“thank god it’s spring break…i’m sick of seeing that goofy history teacher.”

“still gotta go back though”

“I FORGOT TO GET D’ANGELO A BIRTHDAY GIFT” (my little brother 💪🏽💪🏽)

“i’ll just buy it tomorrow😪”

and other random things.

i kept doing this for a while. after some time it became way more natural instead of trying to figure out things that i would say. i also ended up getting a dr memory 🎉🎉 it was so random but i was on an airplane with jongho and he had got up for something.

after that, i felt really connected with my dr. i kinda felt like i was in the middle of my o/r and dr.

moving on to a related topic, when i was scripting scenarios, i intended to open my eyes and be in my dr bed whenever i shift. so during my attempt after i thought like myself, i decided to recall the moments that would end up with me laying down in bed.

it was a saturday

i went to work at like 12 something

jongho came to my studio to bring me food💪🏽💪🏽

stayed there until 9 pm working on songs with jjong keeping me company

it started raining

we went home before the rain got too bad

he went to go shower

i went to bed bcs i had already showered that morning

then i woke up at 12 am (the time i wanted to shift to)

bro immediately after recalling all those moments , i fell asleep😭😭 i was out. i still ended up waking up here (well a version of my o/r considering my statement about shifting no matter what ) but i’m happy bcs i made a lot of progress💪🏽 i think i’m going to keep doing this process and working on perfecting it. i may try it with other drs to practice making the mental connection between realities but overall i’m satisfied.

again sorry if it’s hard to understand, if you want you can just ask questions and i’ll try my best to clarify!!

bye bye guys 👹👹👹😆👹

[bitchperfect-sh]

Hi guys! I don’t know where else to turn to, but I have always had so many people here for emotional support so I’m gonna try here.

I got my cat in July 2018 in my worst depression episode and since then she’s been the only I rely on, every depression or anxiety episode, she calms me done and I have never experienced love like this. The unconditional love I have for her.. I can’t even put into words.

Times are tough and right now I have lost my second job which helped me out a lot. And now at the start of January I spotted red dots and bald spaces on my cat. She doesn’t scratch them badly, but I still find blood in my home some days. I have contacted my vet my he said that these test, to find out what’s wrong with my love, are gonna cost up to 1500€, and right now I don’t have this money. And I’m never gonna forgive myself if this will be the reason that I’m gonna lose her. I can’t lose her. And one job doesn’t provide me enough for me to take out a loan.

I have over 2000 people here following me, some of you guys are here from the very beginning. I doubt I will get any help here, but I’m just gonna try. I’ll put my PayPal here, if u have even a little like 1€ to spare, then please help me. I’m at the verge of tears every single day just looking at her 😭 I’m gonna update y’all anyway, but right now I just need a little help. I have put aside about 500€ but that’s not enough.

If u have, please help 😭❤️

This is just one of many spots 🥺

[heziiiiiii]

“The strongest”

Synopsis - uh gojo kinda weird and so is reader 😭 gojo plays with readers feelings and is a manipulator but reader like cant let him go

Warnings: toxic relationship, manipulation, gojo kinda weird like I said, not proofread, written at like 3 AM idrk let me know if anything’s missing

A/n (guys PLEASE don’t take this seriously cus I definitely didn’t 😭😭this was a random ass think I just put together this was just for my friends so we can all test our writing skills but if y’all like this (idk how 😭) I’ll fs make a part 2)

The screen of your phone flashed on as your Lock Screen illuminated your face a picture of you and Satoru. Your eyes went up to the time it was 11:03 pm. Sighing, you put your phone back on your nightstand, thinking that he’s just busy being “The Strongest“ but deep inside you, you knew that wasn’t the case at all.

You knew he was out trying his “strongest” to be away from you. You knew about the other women he out was seeing. You knew he was getting tired of you and he wasn’t that good at hiding it. When he would come home he would greet you bluntly, give you a small peck on ur cheek and leave you there to go get ready to leave again and go out god knows where. Not caring to ask about your day or even a small conversation at least. Satoru’s excuse for leaving was always just a quick “Sorry, got to go something important came up it’s “work” related.” Or “I’m just gonna go out with friends. I’ll call you when I get there. He never called you.

You weren’t stupid nor, were you born yesterday he was dressed up fancy and all, like the way he used to dress when you used to go on dates at fancy restaurants. Maybe you were stupid, stupid for being so blinded by your love for Satoru. Stupid for staying with him and believing his lies. You knew he was falling out of love with you, if he hadn’t already, but you couldn’t let him go even if you tried you held on to the memories of when he used to be so in love with you.

The times where it was just you and him and he would tell you each and every thing he loved about you. When he would tell you how beautiful your insecurities were, and would kiss each one of them. A small part of you still believed he loved you or at least wanted to. You were caught up in your thoughts you jumped when the door opened you didn’t even bother to get out of bed.

About ten minutes later Satoru satoru entered your shared room. You thought about it, you were gonna tell him about how you felt, how you didn’t feel loved anymore, how you were thinking about leaving him. “Satoru.. can we talk please?” You looked up at him with sad eyes, you got up to sit on the edge of your bed. “Hm?”

He asked nonchalantly, not even turning around to look at you as he looked in the mirror. “I don’t feel like you love me anymore. I know you have been cheating on me. I know you have been lying about where you have been going. Why Satoru!? I have done nothing but loved you, is it something that I did? Is it something you don’t like about me..?”

His turned around his eyes were wide “[name]….. what..? What are you even talking about? I-I do love you? I promise baby, I promise I haven’t been cheating on you” this was the first time in a while he told you he loved you. You cursed yourself for folding, for giving in to him. “R-really do you..? Then explain everything, explain the women that you talk to on the phone when I’m sleeping. Explain the not spending any time with me anymore. Explain everything!”

You asked for answers, pleading for them. “What are you even talking about! Do you know how hard being “The strongest” is? The whole world relies on me to save it! I have a duty to do things that regular people like you dont- never will understand. Don’t question or worry about anything I do, kay?” You sat in silence looking down at your floor like a kid who just got lectured by their parents for behaving real bad.

“Being “the strongest” has a lot of responsibilities to it. Maybe there are things that he has to do that I don’t understand. What if im being selfish and only thinking about myself and not thinking from his perspective..”You thought to yourself, hundreds of questions raced through your head. It sure was funny how he was able to manipulate the whole situation and change your way of thinking with only a few sentences.

You sighed “im sorry. I should of just minded my business.. I was close-minded and didn’t even consider what you go through to protect me- protect the world please forgive me..”

He looked at you with a blank stare “Sorry I don’t want to deal with this right now I’m going to go on a walk” he changed his clothes quickly, packed some stuff, and left. He probably made a quick call to some mistress to spend the night there. You were tired, your head was pounding, confused.

Hundreds of thoughts ran through your head as you fell asleep. You swore to yourself by time he would be home, you would leave the house, leave this relationship, leave everything.

[crowhyun]

y’all i gotta rant abt this friend i have that’s been getting on my mf nerves lately

okay so lemme set the scene

i was playing the sims and whatnot just chilling and then my friend called me, let’s call her T. She was like “Hey, could you help me w this essay, ik you like to write” and i was like yeah sure, i actually love writing essays

so yeah, i was helping her with the intro paragraph and all that stuff, and then she gets a call from our other friend, let’s call him Z. So, T is like, “hold up lemme answer him then i’ll add you to the call”

and so i’m like sure okay. So a minute later, i get added to the call, and we’re chilling as usual. I help her out and Z is doing his homework. At that time, I was getting bored w the sims, so i switch to playing overwatch, which is a game that relies on a lot of concentration, so when I’m playing, I’m usually not listening to conversation out of it.

And Z and T are talking or whatever, they know i’m awkward and can’t hold a convo, so i usually don’t talk much, and they’re fine w that. So apparently, while i’m playing my game, T asked me a question, and I didn’t even know that she was talking to me bcs she was talking to Z and her mom at the same time, and i’m used to not being acknowledged right.

and i’m like “oh shit sry, i was in the middle of a game” and then Z is like “pause the game” and like…i literally cannot pause the game and i told him that and he was like, “that’s what they all say”. And i just roll my eyes bcs ik he’s kidding, but like at some point it just gets annoying.

and then he goes on to say “how abt you stop playing games and do the work that’s due on the 3rd” and like first of all, don’t fkn do that, bcs you’re not my father or my mother, and I already go through constant nagging w my mom, so it was v annoying. Second of all, I was up all night till fucking 5am to finish TWO assignments bcs all my assignments are so fucking stressful and time consuming.

I explain that to him and then he’s like “you’re an adult, you should be focusing on school and not playing games” like mf give me a damn break, I can’t have fun after not having it for the past week???

I’m literally taking 5 classes at once, you’re taking 1 class bcs you couldn’t handle taking 2, like literally stfu. And ON TOP of that, he starts complaining abt how much work he has to do and that he has a job and yada yada, like damn, sorry you work 15 hours a week for minimum wage and have to take one class, but that’s not my case, and I can take a break when i need to, while you’re using the fact that you are an actual dumbass to get out of helping your friends and actually being of use to people. He’s so fucking annoying, like one or two jokes haha, very funny, but after a bit it just gets annoying. But if I tell him to shut the fuck up one good time, then I’D be the bad person.

I’m telling yall, it’s that aquarius and saturn energy that annoys me sm 😭 they can be so insensitive and have the inability to think about anyone else’s circumstances but theirs

not all ppl w saturn energy tho, just the ones that I’ve dealt w in my life

[haijmei]

next in line 

you thought that suna had reciprocated his feelings towards you, until a game of truth or dare had told you otherwise. so, the one next in line gets his turn: miya atsumu.

ʚ suna rintaro x reader + miya atsumu x reader | college!au | 3.9k words

warning: alcohol, mentions of sleeping with someone, suna breaking our hearts

author’s note: EVERYONE !! thank y’all so much for the love y’all gave my last drabble! i was so surprised and wondered where everyone came from. we have over 200 notes on it !! please give some love to this work too pls !! <33 i’ll be writing a part 2 to this soon!

(p.s: i was inspired from picka: 30 days to love! this is inspired by me being upset over the partner game around day 20 😭)

(part 2: amendments)

“hey! we’re playing truth or dare here! anyone interested, come through!”

a few bodies had moved from their previous spot, others had moved away from where the voice had come from.

a few familiar faces sat in the little living space near the front door. lots of the members from the college’s volleyball team were there too, including atsumu and suna. bokuto was there too, along with some unrecognizable faces. 

staring at the circle, you didn’t catch the ball of orange running behind you and ushering you into the space. 

“h-hey wait!” you stood your ground, feeting dragging every other step yet the sheer force of his running and pushing behind you stood a chance against your movements.

behind your ear, you hear hinata’s laugh as he was pushing you along. “come on, y/n! it’ll be fun! trust!”

you sighed, knowing that the only outcome to this situation was to play along. and played along you did, sitting right beside bokuto and hinata, you sandwiched between them. 

“hey y/n! how’s it going?” a roaring voice across from where you sat called out to you. staring up, you locked eyes with atsumu who was clearly already drunk from the amount of alcohol he had earlier and the glow of red on his cheeks, maybe from the alcohol or just the extra smiling he’d been doing the whole time. sat next to him was suna who was uninterested and on his phone with one hand, a bottle of beer in the other.

atsumu was one of your good friends and the one you got close to the quickest due to his extroverted personality. he was someone you could rely on, and him the same, with you always talking about everything from the one girl you hate in one of your lecture halls, to your crush on suna.

“hi, atsumu. i’m good. i’d ask how you are but i think i can tell,” you joked. he had smiled back at you with a much wider grin and chuckled before waving his arm around and shushing the group.

“alright guys, let’s get this thing started. hopefully all of you know what to do.” atsumu grabbed an empty beer bottle from his side and set it in the middle. “i’ll spin this, whoever the bottle lands on must answer truth or dare. pass a truth or dare, you have to drink!” from that announcement the crowd got a bit rowdier. claps and hollers circled around you before atsumu took the clear bottle and spun it.

the first round landed on an unfamiliar person, who decided to go for a dare right off the bat. he was forced to lick the underside of someone’s shoe, much to his dismay.

the second round had landed on yaku, who you knew to be someone on the volleyball team. he was given a truth to answer, which was to answer when the last time he slept with someone was. denying to respond, he had taken a shot and everybody moved onto the next victim.

a few rounds passed. several disgusting dares and shocking truths came out until the bottle had finally landed on you.

atsumu had stared up at you. “ah, miss y/n, truth or dare?”

“i’ll go with truth.” 

he smiled before he responded. “is it true that you’re still madly in love with suna?”

your mouth went agape. out of all things, he asked you this question? this was embarrassing for you, especially when he was sitting in front of you. plus when his name was mentioned, he had stopped staring at his phone and stared at atsumu before staring back at you with a questionable but upset gaze. 

suna and you had some history back then. you had found yourself knees deep in your crush towards him when you told yourself you wouldn’t find any romantic interest for the guy. yet, there you were, with your lies embodied in you. 

he had actually reciprocated the flirting that you had done with him, to the point where all your friends and even the team had wanted a happy ending for the two of you. he even took you out on a date, kissed you, did so much of the stereotypical romantic stuff that you were absolutely swooning over him. however, you just choose to keep your gigantic crush on him on the low.

“atsumu, really?” you groaned, but the others around you had been hyped from such a scandalous question. you quickly took the bottle of alcohol from the middle and poured yourself a shot straight into your mouth. sounds of disappointment surrounded you.

the bottle spun a few times, with even more truths and dares being given out. some players quit due to their alcohol limits being reached, and some were still left. including you, atsumu, and suna.

the bottle spun once more, taking a while to stop until its momentum slowed down and stopped right in front of suna.

“hey! i got one for suna when he answers!” a player shouted. something bubbled in your gut. not from the alcohol, but from the bad feeling you had gotten from the voice. it felt like it had mal intentions. 

“okay. i’ll uh, go with truth this time,” suna adjusted his position on the floor before looking at the onlooker. 

“are your feelings for y/n real?” this time, the crowd was rowdier than ever before. those outside the game came to see the drama going on, and all eyes were on the two of you now.

you glanced at suna before hiding your gaze to the floor. to be honest, you never knew where his intentions with you were. he had a hunch about your infatuation with him, but none of you really ever acted on it, only going for occasional flirting and the one kiss you shared. nothing more. but this question had certainly caught your attention.

suna stared out a little before he glanced towards you. he looked back at the ground before he spoke his mind.

“no, they were never there.”

saying that the silence was so loud you could hear a pin drop was a wildly low understatement. the silence was so loud that you could hear your own heart break. atsumu had embarrassed you first until suna had completely obliterated you. you were so embarrassed, you wanted to die. be swallowed up by the earth. have a plane crash into the house. everything but face the repercussions of the truth suna spat out.

there you sat, frozen solid. you stared at him back onto his phone, scrolling through who the hell knows. what he didn’t know was the amount of sheer shame he brought you. all you could do was sit there for the longest time and hold back your tears and onto your broken heart.

beside you, hinata had broken the silence first. “h-hey, suna, don’t you think that was a little too much?” from his question, all suna could say was one simple word:

“so?”

and that broke you. you stood up and nonchalantly walked out the front door. you just wanted to get out of there, forget everything that happened tonight, cry yourself to sleep. you hated what suna did to you tonight, and you don’t think you’d have it in you to forgive him if he had the pride to apologize.

you were already out the door and a block away. behind you, you heard the heavy steps of running and heavy breathing. you came to a stop before turning and seeing the blond setter coming towards your way.

“atsumu? what are you doing here, go back to your party. i’m going home.”

out of breath, he took a moment to respond, hands on his knees trying to slow his breathing down. “can’t… go alone… walk with… you…” 

you put a hand on his shoulder for reassurance. “no, it’s okay tsumu, i’ll be okay.”

“no it’s too dark… rather walk you home myself…” atsumu slowly caught his breath. he stood up normally before looking down at your worried stare. 

“if you’re sure, then i’m okay with it.” you continued walking before he jogged up to you, standing on the side closest to the street.

“i forgot to apologize.”

you stared at the twin. his gaze was facing forward, face molded with his serious face. 

“for what, tsumu?” you questioned.

“i kind of brought up the whole suna thing. that was me being drunk. i’m sorry that it snowballed from there.” he looked down at you and smiled with a sheepish grin. you couldn’t help but to smile back, looking down at the ground before you while you two kept walking.

“it’s okay. really, i promise. no one really expected things to go this way. i’m just upset at suna i guess. he led me on this whole time.” you pouted. atsumu could see the disappointment in your face. oh how he wished he could be the one to turn your frown upside down.

he sighed before speaking up once again. “well, y/n. at least you know his true character. i’d say you dodged a nuke back there,” he joked with you.

you laughed back. “you’re right, but it’s hard to not forget about him, especially in my case where i was attached to him by the strongest glue imaginable.” 

atsumu had hummed to that statement and the conversation soon turned silent, the clacking of your heels and his steps the only sound around for you two to hear. not before long, you returned back to your campus dorm, where he stood at the entrance.

“well, guess we’re here huh? text me when you get inside. and text me if you need anything, okay?” atsumu had asked you, and you told him that there was nothing to be worried about before walking inside to your dorm.

but to his experience, one who says there’s nothing to be worried about is usually the one that you should be definitely worried about. 

for the next couple days, you stayed cooped up in your dorms. you hadn’t bothered to go to class or even open your computer. noticing your absence, atsumu decided to check in with you.

in your dorm, you laid underneath your blankets scrolling through social media before your phone buzzed and atsumu’s picture came up on your phone. you answered his call after a few seconds.

“hello?”

“y/n? how are you? i haven’t seen you since… you know.”

“i’m okay, really, don’t worry about me,” you let out a breathy laugh. you spoke in a tone that would hopefully convince him of your wellbeing.

but he wasn’t buying it.

“hm, okay. just checking in on you, bye!” he spoke before quickly hanging up on you. you thought nothing of it, tossing your phone to the side and taking a quick nap.

atsumu had hung up, but he decided that enough was enough and he had to go see you. he walked at a rushed pace all the way to your dorm and put in your door code. once inside, he took the elevator up to your floor, then walked out and straight to your door.

three knocks were heard. 

“who is it?”

you were met with silence. the knocks were heard again, at a quicker pace. 

you walked up and out of your bed and the knocks were even louder and much more frantic. you trudged to the door, and opened it to see none other than atsumu behind the wood.

“why are you knocking at my door?” you questioned him. you looked like a mess, but you didn’t care.

“i know you’re not okay,” atsumu breathed out. he noticed how pale you were, your eyebags grew more prominent, and your whole attire was unlike what you usually wore. you were more, put together, to describe it. yet here you were, looking like the total opposite of put together.

“i told you, i’m perfectly fine,” you grumbled. you walked back to your bed, letting atsumu in who shut the door behind him. your room was much worse— the whole room was dark, save from your screen on your phone. your trash can had been filled to the brim with tissues and junk food, clothes piled on the floor. you were normally such a neat freak too, but from looking at your state of your being and your room, he could obviously tell how much the situation at the party affected you.

he sat back on the edge of the bed, looking at you typing on your phone before going back to sleeping. he felt bad about everything, but more than anything he felt bad about suna saying that about you too. he wanted his friend to feel better.

“do you wanna go on a date?” atsumu spoke out loud. he had asked without hesitation and out of the blue, which definitely shocked the both of you.

you sat up from where you laid, looking at him in confusion. you were glad the room was dark though, because he would’ve seen how much your words had an affect on you. but maybe he could tell from the tone of your voice when you wondered about his question.

“i mean, as friends of course. but i wanna take you out, forget about that jerk. you deserve better, and you gotta get over him before you can find someone new.” atsumu had stopped looking at you from that point on, opting to stare down on your bed and playing with the fabric of your blanket that poked out. 

you thought about his words for a second. it would definitely be a great distraction, but you still had a crush on suna. it wouldn’t be so soon as to where you can find someone else. but, it would be fun to go on a date with atsumu for a day.

“okay.” he looked up from what he was doing, finding you gazing at him.

“really?”

“yes really,” you smiled. he gave you a gentle smile back.

“okay, is tomorrow too soon? at 6?”

“no, i’ll be good then.”

atsumu smiled widely, hopping out from where he sat. “alright, guess my mission here’s complete! guess i’m outta here.”

“w-wait is that all you came here for? to ask me on a date?” 

the blond turned around once again and smiled at you. “no, my plan was to make you feel better again. seeing you genuinely smile today means i did my part. but we still have that date, so hopefully i’ll make you happy again!” he walked out but not before waving you goodbye and shutting the door on his way out. that miya may be the death of you, but at least he made living fun.

the next day, you had wallowed in self pity all day up until an hour before your date. atsumu had planned to pick you up later in the day, but you still had no clue on what to wear even minutes before he said he’d come.

with great timing, he had texted you asking if you still wanted to go on that date.

[yes, i’m still down. but what am i supposed to wear? i’m not exactly aware of date attire or anything.]

he texted back, telling you to wear something warm and casual, so you opted for a warm top and comfortable bottoms, making sure you’d be warm at this hour of the evening. 

[i’m here.] he texted you half an hour later. you walked out of your dorm and went down to the first floor. you walked out of the building to see atsumu wearing slacks and a hoodie layered by his volleyball letterman. he had been leaning on the brick wall, before noticing you and walking up to you.

“hey! you look good, y/n.” you smiled up at him.

“this was just something i put on. it’s nothing fancy or anything,” you spoke. atsumu laughed at your humble attitude.

“you still look good anyways. oh, and here,” he pulled out a bouquet of pink flowers. it was absolutely beautiful and smelled amazing.

“atsumu! you didn’t have to.” you flustered over the sudden gift. he patted your head before saying that this was a date, you deserve some flowers on a date.

he walked you to his car, but not before opening your door to let you in and closing it behind you. he circled around the hood to get into the driver’s side.

you buckled in and settled the flowers on your lap. “so, where are we going tonight?”

he started the car, then started driving out of the campus. “i got two things in mind that you’ll hopefully love. but it’s a surprise, so you’ll know when we get there.”

you groaned and he laughed. the rest of the car ride was some banter between the two of you while his playlist of your shared music was on a low volume before you arrived at some unknown location.

“where are we?” you spoke as atsumu had opened your door again. as you stepped out, your nose was flooded with the scent of all kinds of food. it was hard to figure out what was what, but nonetheless it made your mouth water. 

“a food festival. hopefully you haven’t eaten yet, but food’s on me. get whatever you want.” he held out his hand for you to hold. you looked at him before looking back at his hand, hesitant on whether or not it was okay.

“i don’t have chickenpox, y/n. it’s okay,” he joked. you grumbled back at him before holding his hand and he squeezed it in comfort.

the both of you walked around the food festival with you looking at all the options you had in front of you and him suggesting on what to eat. the both of you first tried some savory foods, grabbing one meal from a food stand and eating it before moving onto the next. some foods were absolutely amazing, others were not as good. but you continued to eat your hearts away with some meals, and ended it off with some different desserts.

“dude, i’m so full.” atsumu had stretched and rubbed his stomach. you did the same and laughed out loud. 

“me too, but that was great. never thought i would see the day where i eat a peanut butter and jelly mac and cheese.” you sipped on the drink you had bought earlier, and headed back into atsumu’s car.

“alright, part one done. now, it’s the second part of the date,” he spoke. he drove out of the parking lot and towards the hills. 

“where’re we going now?” you questioned him, but you would’ve guessed that he would be keeping it from you as a surprise.

“i have a spot where we can see all of tokyo and the bay.” he spoke, eyes staring straight ahead. you looked out the passenger window, taking in all the lights you can already see.

compared to the ride to the food festival, this one was quiet but not overbearing or awkward. in fact, it felt peaceful. the music was still playing over the radio but was nice background noise that accompanied the sounds of the car.

eventually, the car came to a stop. you stared out the windshield to be met with a view of tokyo. the lights were bright, the bridge in front of you sparkled as you saw several cars come and go on it. behind it were all the lights of the buildings in the busy metropolitan area, and on the bottom of it all was the bay, reflecting all of its lights and moving with the wind. it was truly a sight to behold.

“wow,” you broke the silence. “it looks amazing here.” the both of you stepped out the car and sat on the hood, where you continued to take in the scenery. 

“nice, huh,” atsumu spoke to you.

“yeah,” you responded.

you both sat in silence. the air was cold, and your hands froze. you shoved your hands in your pockets while atsumu rubbed his and blew his breath on it.

he shuffled around a bit, leaning his weight onto his other leg before breaking the silence once again. “what did you ever see in suna, by the way?”

oh.

to be honest, you didn’t know. all you knew was that you had a crush on him. but thinking more on his words, was there really anything notable about him that made you infatuated? maybe you liked him because of his looks, or his “love” that he showed you, or even the banter between you. maybe because he was a volleyball player and a mutual friend? but even so, there was nothing about him personality-wise that really attracted you. maybe you were just attracted to what he gave you instead of him as a whole.

small tears started spilling out, hitting a sensitive spot that had healed temporarily only to be forced open once more. “i don’t know.” 

atsumu held onto your hand. his was warm compared to the frigid feeling of yours. you were such a bright and warm person but now your hand felt like ice. was this the effect of what that middle blocker had done to you?

“y/n.”

you looked at him, where he continued to look at the bay all while his grasp on your hand kept on. 

“be mine. i’ll treat you better. but i mean, you can say no too. i know it’s too soon, but i really admire you and you overall. and i want to be able to make you happy.” he squeezed your hand as his breath fogged out. this was surely a distraction from suna, but was it a good one? you were unsure.

just like how you felt about him attempting to court you.

“atsumu…” you looked down at your feet, unsure of what to say.

“it’s okay to say no, y/n. i just wanted to tell you. and if you do say no, i hope we can still be friends.” 

you looked out at the sights before you. would it really be better than what suna had gave you? atsumu on this date had been nothing but a gentleman. he was really caring towards you and even bought you flowers. suna hadn’t done that but he was also kind to you. so what would be different?

“atsumu i’m flattered, really, but i think i need time to figure it out. you’re really sweet but what would be different if i decided to be by your side?”

he squeezed your hand. “everything. we can take it slow, i’ll go the long way for you. i just want you to be mine.”

you were still hesitant. but as you wondered, you realized that maybe things could work out for you if you would open yourself up to the opportunity. so you spoke to him.

“okay. i’ll be yours. but you have to take me on another date. and prove it to me. prove that you’ll be better than him, then i’ll decide if i want to take your offer.”

atsumu smiled at your answer. he smiled and took your hand up to his mouth where he placed a gentle kiss on your palm. he grabbed your hand with both of his, and stared at your eyes.

“i promise i’ll take care of you. anything for the best."

[thatgothsamurai]

Have fun to those who get to watch kp world tour ig I’ll just rely on y’all updates🥹😭🥹

[lgcnari]

hihi everyone y’all are so nice and also FAST with the welcomes!! thank you so much! but u already know me hehe this is carly (indylgc’s mun)! i am kinda shocked this muse ended up happening at all, let alone as quickly as she did, but i actually had a dream about her and was like huh. what if i did that. so i did SDGSDGDSGG but i’m sooo excited to have her here.

her about page that WILL have has everything you need to know about her is here. right now, her bio isn’t complete, but i’m going to do that tonight and not allow myself to answer my welcomes until it’s done. otherwise i will never finish it. i know myself.

chances are i’ll ask y’all to plot with me on indy’s account, because somehow i’m better at plotting in tumblr ims these days and i’d like to have them all in one place. i do have a twitter though, if that’s easier for you. just hmu for it. oh yeah!! like this if you want to plot help i almost forgot

BUT okay, Enough Talk, i’ll do the standard info and plot ideas under the cut thing now! (it got really long i’m so sorry 😭)

nari is kinda evil

okay maybe that’s an exaggeration but she is Not a nice person. 

she’s not obviously evil, she’s the type that will be friendly to your face then talk shit about you behind your back. she’ll even become friends with you, then break your heart and feel no remorse, lovely

she has no loyalty to anyone but herself and her own ambitions. she will do anything to get ahead and will sacrifice and step on whoever it takes to get where she wants to go

my apologies to miss karina aespa

she’s turning 21 in november. scorpio sun leo moon capricorn rising. yeah. i know

she’s a former figure skater! that was her first passion, but her family ran into financial trouble and skating is expensive

she was actually really serious about it and started training in colorado when she was eight

until her dad lost his job, and her mother who may or may not have been a gold digger divorced him. to be fair the financial trouble did put a lot of genuine stress on their marriage

her dad was actually a surgeon but sustained a hand injury and couldn’t perform surgery anymore. it wasn’t really what he wanted to do to begin with, so he took the injury as his opportunity to pursue music like he always wanted to

and mom did not like that because she needed his money to pursue her dream to be a model, which she honestly should’ve given up a long time ago

nari, 16 years old and inheriting her mom’s superficial nature, followed her mom to south korea where they relied financially on extended family until they could get back on their feet

nari has a big extended family. her grandparents on her mother’s side are both retired actors that now teach acting lessons to children, but other than that, that side of the family is super open and i’d love to have cousins for her. grandparents on dad’s side of the family are no longer alive and that side of the family isn’t nearly as close, but that’s open too!

needless to say though nari was heartbroken about both moving and losing skating. she got a job as soon as she could, desperate to pay for her own skating lessons, but nothing was the same without her former coach and they still didn’t have enough money for her to compete again so she didn’t see the point

she had started dance lessons as an accompaniment to her skating back in colorado, and those were easier to keep going in korea, so she poured all of her energy into that instead

she loved kpop all along, and if she couldn’t be a star on ice, why not be a star on stage? her mother, eager for her daughter to be in the spotlight, encouraged it

she was signed to legacy in july 2018

it’s eased some of the financial strain on her family since legacy pays for so many of her expenses, but she has expensive taste and wants to support her mom deep down, so she still works as a waitress at night.

she’s worked maaany waitress jobs in seoul actually. she’s great at it but. usually gets involved in drama somehow. sometimes gets fired, sometimes makes people quit...it’s a mystery what will happen!

she has both a lot of resentment and love for her parents in her heart. she still blames the divorce for taking her dreams. she thinks her dad is a slacker and her mother is a bitch like she isn’t exactly like her in just about every way LMAO

o yeah she is an only child

she’s very cunning, very strategic in just about everything she does in order to figure out what will benefit her most. she also works really hard and is a perfectionist, extremely organized and logical, and rarely thinks about other people’s feelings in her pursuit for success.

PLOT IDEAS:

honestly i don’t have many asdasgadgsdg because she’s so mean i can’t really offer the typical Nice plots

but an ex or two...or three...or four...would be fun! it was probably an incredibly messy relationship, whether nari actually had feelings or not or just liked the attention is also a mystery rip we can talk it out!

younger girls that look up to her? because she does seem very poised and capable, and she’s great at playing the ideal idol. slowly discover that your role model is a terrible person?

i’m sure she’ll develop feelings of empathy eventually and once she has feelings that means they can be hurt <3 i want to hurt her feelings, she deserves it. i just don’t know how yet, so maybe u can help me ehehe

ex friends that she betrayed somehow that hate her now, justifiably

she doesn’t skate Intensely anymore but she does still go to ice rinks regularly and would have more fondness for anyone she meets in that setting, so there’s that!

coworkers, both past and present? they’d have to all be restaurant jobs, but she’s had quite a few in the past four years

people she helps with their dancing. she’s great at giving criticism that is usually constructive, if only because it’s better for her image. she’ll only yell at you when you’re under pressure!

she’ll also be participating in future dreams, and will probably try for the leadership opportunity because she’s power hungry and thinks she’s Very Capable and knows better than everyone else. so that’ll be fun

that also means she won’t be a waitress for much longer oops

this is already so long so i’ll stop here, i love brainstorming so let’s do it!!

if u read all of this i will kiss u /p

[daffodilsandcloudyskies]

idk why but sometimes do y’all ever feel like ur wasting your life away like you see all your friends doing fun things and enjoying their life and constantly improving themselves and you look at urself and u see how ur just stuck like idk how to explain it and ur just unable to live that kind of teenager life and ur just wondering if it’s because of who you are or what you’ve done like there’s this uncrossable barrier between that kind of life and it’s something you’re going to be able to accomplish in this life??? I just feel so alienated from that kind of life but at the same time it’s something that I want so badly

Like I want to sneak out at night to walk around with my friends to stay up late at night talking to them to have an active group chat where we talk, to have them remember the small things to hang out with them and to feel safe around them and it’s not like I’m not grateful for my friends right now but it feels so forced like they’re friends with me just because they have to be and idk maybe it’s just my insecurities speaking but I feel really unsafe around them im always watching what I speak because I am so so scared that one day I’ll say something weird or wrong and they stop being friends with me and now I’ve reached a point in my life where I see everyone having so much fun and they’re so happy with their friends and they have many friend groups and it makes me wonder what that would be like to not have to constantly rely on one group for all my friendships I do want other friends but idk i just don’t have any 😭😭

anyways idk where I was going with this LMAO