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Overexplaining my warrior cats ocs post 1 Lavenderstar and Apolloflower

Ok so anybody that knows this woman probably has had their ear yapped off about her lore already but. Let me cook

So Lavenderstar was born in the twolegplace along with her sisters so she could have a better life among her father and her mom and her stepmom!!! But her stepmom (Fern. Her dads name is Spark Her stepmom is Fern and her mom is Bluemoon) didn’t want Bluemoon to be able to chill with her kids because Bluemoon is a notorious bitch and would probably punch one if she got too worked up about a fight. Lavender didn’t comprehend this along with her sister, Orchid, so they kinda just kept on with their mom. This is kinda what saved their lives because Spark took the other three kids to a hole somewhere and they actually just fucking died because he didn’t want Bluemoon to have them and Fern wasn’t walking all that way to tend to them. So Bluemoon comes back with her newly injured kid (Lavender is injured some mfer ran over her tail with their car, her twoleg takes her to the vet during the same appointment she’s spayed at and attempts to fix her tail up it does not work) and realizes her kids are DEAD!!!!!! So she beats the hell out of Spark and Feen shoves them both into a hole and they die so Ferns like shoot. And drops the living kids off in the woods

Lavender riverclanmaxxes and becomes Lavenderkit but she was like five moons at the time so it wasn’t long before she became an apprentice,,,, Lavenderpaw becomes friends with Asrellepaw and Apollopaw and becomes incredibly close with their family who is highly respected in Riverclan for being yknow. Cool and having a lot of cats in it be high ranks in their clan,,,, So yeah the family consists of Asrellepaw and Apollopaw and Astralblaze and Aureliashine and Atlasstar..,, continuing the overall theming of night and flowers that I love so much,,,, So Lavenderpaw is enamored by Asrellepaw and thinks she’s the most gorgeous she-cat she’s ever laid eyes on but Apollopaw is absolutely enamored with HER.,, or would be absolutely enamored with her if she was able to keep up with them trainingwise

So the combination of early spaying and bad metabolism and stress eating and kittypet diet she’s incredibly overweight for a cat her age, idk how many pounds but somewhere around 10 for a 6-7 month old cat is a little bad 😓😓😓😓 There’s a point where she refuses to get up and do anything every other week and it’s frustrating for everyone around her to see her do nothing but mope and eat for a whole day while they work,, so Apollopaw resorts to saying mean things about the lazing around and the weight gain and Lavenderpaw does nothing but cry more about it because she genuinely thinks he feels that way but!!! Asrellepaw decides to take a totally different approach and try to get her up by asking her to go do menial things like go gather moss for nests or pick flowers and that makes her happy so she starts training with Asrellepaw and is making progress until boom mic drop Atlasstar calls them to a whispery special meeting

So they go to talk to the leader and he’s like “Hey. One of the apprentices is special or something and I’m getting old so they gotta take my place and it’s definitely one of you guys” totally disregarding Bubblepaw or Willowpaw bc it’s either one of his kin or nobody. This puts an idea in Apollopaws head so he gets Asrellepaw in on it and he’s like. Let’s cook. Apollopaw listens in on wherever Astralblaze is gonna be that night and he goes out and plants some lavender sprigs right there!! In the shape of a star too! Wow!

Let me explain why he did this so Apollopaw grew up in a family where the whole point of being born is to be great and to provide for your clan. He sees being lazy and unproductive as the ultimate sin because you’re NOT providing for your clan OR yourself so what’s the point… he’s like nine moons old and he’s already being told that he might be the leader like RIGHT THEN??? He considers pawning the position off to Lavender to be the ultimate affection, since it’s basically giving up his usefulness for a chance at her to become the most useful member of the clan. It is not helpful in the slightest

Without her even being notified she is catapulted into a warriors ceremony without even being assessed and barely knowing how to hunt or fight, ushered to the moonstone under the guise of a standard procedure all by Astralblaze because Astralblaze is obsessed with the idea of being shown a prophecy after so long that it must be true and right and totally not faked by a bunch of teenagers,, she visits the dead people and they’re like “Dude. You are NOT supposed to be here. You’re like 14 what are you doing here bro” and she’s like “Whuh why am I supposed to be here” and they take a peeksy like “Atlasnight already gave up his lives to retire so I guess you’re the leader now” and she’s like “IM WHAT!!!!” AND pretty much every member of starclan refuses to give her her lives and she is completely okay with that because WHAT!!!! She returns to camp and everyone’s calling her Lavenderstar like it’s COMPLETELY NORMAL but she doesn’t correct them like “I never got lives” she’s just like “okay. Yeah. I lead these guys now. Great.”

She tries to continue her training with Asrellepaw but now she has to balance that with responsibilities she shouldn’t even have and so she barely knows how to hunt when she attends her first gathering as leader,, when she goes up on the rock the leaders are confused and tell her to get down but Astralblaze lies and says she’s a full grown adult so she can stay up there (she’s clearly not but they aren’t gonna argue with the oldest medicine cat, they just assume starclan said so) and it goes horrible because Lavender doesn’t know what to say and she stutters and can’t tell when they’re trying to insult her clan or not,,, After the gatherings over she’s stopped by Blazingstar like “I can tell you’re like 14… what r u doing up there..” and she starts crying and confessing her sins and misdeeds and he’s like “DUDE CHILL why can’t somebody take over your position” and she’s like “EVERYBODY THINKS STARCLAN SAID SO WHAHHHHUH” and he’s like “okay. I’ll take to my 400 medicine cats and see what I can do just hang tight” and so she goes home and napmaxxes

so when she sleeps that night there’s a terrible horrible dead kitten plaguing her mind and it’s one of her dead ass sisters and it can’t talk for some reason and her mom shows up and is like “ur a leader therefore you’re my favorite daughter now” and she wakes up and is like “Whuh I don’t have mommy issues I hate my mom” and gets up and sees Apollopaw chilling and he asks her if she wants to get married or something and she’s like “ok…” bc lavender and Asrellepaw haven’t spoken in four hundred years and so yeah she has a husband at 10 moons now cool

so she’s hanging out one day and sees a total loser windclan cat hanging out with a kittypet on her border and she throws herself at the windclan cat and cries in its ear for a little while until it goes away and then she goes home and is like. Maybe I shouldn’t have done that. And has an existential crisis about having no real friends and then gives herself an apprentice so she’ll have a friend hi Northpaw you make me so joyous

so she’s hanging out with Northpaw and Robynpaw (Northpaws sister) on a patrol so she has an excuse to train and she’s pondering why Blazingstar hasn’t fixed her life problems yet before she runs back up on windclan cat talking to the air and she’s like “hey what’s ur name” “heh hey gorgeous my names Orchiddew” “heh my names Lavenderstar never speak to me again” “ok” “you can visit anytime you want ok” “ok” and then scatters

She eventually gets called to a meet with Blazingstar and Acetalon and Mittenpounce (the two medicine cats of thunderclan) and she comes with Astralblaze and they’re like. “Hey starclan didn’t say make a kid a leader” and Astralblaze is like “YES THEY DID!!!!” And they argue back and forth until Lavender rages and leaves and naps and her moms like “Wanna see your alive sister.” And she’s like “yeah” so Bluemoon takes her to this big dark place in the scary dream woods and there’s a bunch of dead cats and then the strange windclan cat comes out!!!!!! Woah,,,, and her mom starts getting weirdly praisey towards her and her sister (Orchid) tries to murder her and she’s like “Hey! Stop! What is half my clan doing here! Stop!” And so Orchid stops and explains “Hey dude we’re training here” and she’s like “training. Yes pls!” So she joyously prances at the chance to train and wow yeah she’s technically a criminal now

She slips into this routine of doing nothing all day besides eating and sleeping so she can go back there and train that she forgets to give Asrellepaw and Apollopaw their ceremony and Astralblaze has to very gently remind her that her deputy can’t do it for her and she’s like shoot. So she gets up on the rock like “Apolloflower Asrelleblossom see you’re beautiful flowers now let’s go” and she pulls Apolloflower into her den and explains the cool dream place and he’s like “Wow let’s go” so they snuggle and he can’t go and he takes it out on her sleeping weird or snoring or something and she’s like “Sry :(“ So while she’s snoozing he scampers over to Asrelleblossom and is like “Lavenders going to evilland at night” and Asrelleblossom is like “SHIT let’s stage an intervention” and so they do just that

They go wake up Lavenderstar with Astralblaze and they’re like “hey.” And Lavenders like “hey.” And they argue at her about how that’s bad for a cat to train there and she argues back that “hey, you guys didn’t train me so they will,,” and that makes Astralblaze MAD and he’s like “why aren’t you grateful for starclans gift…” and Apolloflowers like “why aren’t u grateful for MY gift” and Astralblaze is like “what…” and then BOOM POW GORE BIG PUFF OF SMOKE WITH FISTS POKING OUT Apolloflower jumps Astralblaze and kills the elderly and Asrelleblossom runs away and he chases after her and Lavender live tweaks out because she literally can’t do anything and the angsty kitten ghost comes back to pester her and this time it brought friends! The friends are Orchiddew

So Orchiddew is like “what the flip happened” and so she explains everything to Orchiddew and cries while doing it so Orchid puts the kitten ghost that was in her back pocket down so it’ll pester the other kitten ghost and is like “wow. Moms been spying on everyone using one of the kitten ghosts” and she’s like “WHAAAAAT “and they nap snoooork mimmiimimimiimimimimimimiimimimimim dreamland time

They arrive at dreamland and their mom is like “hi freaks I saw everything check this kitten ghost out” and it’s another kitten ghost and Lavender chokes it to death and rips its throat out all goreylike and Bluemoons like “I’m so proud of you” and they all hang out as a family until Spark descends down from religiously ambiguous heaven to scream their ear off about killing one of his kids (hypocrite) and Lavenders like “wow! These are all memories I don’t wanna remember” and goes back home like a normie

Apolloflower pulls her aside and is like “Hey. It’s my fault you’re leader.” and she forgives him and he’s like “NO YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO GET MAD!!!!!!!!” And tries to kill her so she jumps him and he runs away and she gets terrified and since she doesn’t have her lives to turn in she just. Leaves. That’s actually how her story ends she just. walks off into the woods. She does end up with a yuri wife wherever she ends up though

Soo… what am I yapping about

Lavenders surrounding relationships are parallel to Orchids. Lavenders found family (Asrelleblossom, Apolloflower, Atlasnight, Aureliashine, Astralblaze) is like a way more toxic version of Orchids (Dogbite, Poppytail, Yarrowfur, Violetcloud) and her relationship with Apolloflower is supposed to be a worse version of Orchids relationship with Shrewbracken. Orchid is jealous of her sister’s incredibly worse life just because of her position in her clan. Lavender is incredibly unhappy the entire time she’s in Riverclan due to how much pressure is suddenly thrown onto her so young.

Her relationship with Apolloflower is awful, and I hate how I didn’t write more to show it. Imagine having the most stressful time imaginable and finding comfort in somebody just to find out that person is the catalyst to all your problems! Wow! YEOUCH! Apolloflowers actions were fueled by wanting her to live up to the potential he thought she had. And when she wasn’t grateful like he wanted her to be, he wanted it back. Wow I hate this guy

Lavenders motivations were really just to make people happy. Leader stepping down, well he’s old, why not let him. Take over his position? Wow. I don’t wanna do this. But it makes these people happy. Vent a Windclan cats ear off? Wow! Tell it that it can trespass whenever it wants because you feel bad! The only time she really defended her actions ended up with Astralblaze dead. Who wouldn’t be upset by that???? ☹️☹️☹️☹️

I didn’t mention it much in the summary bc I didn’t want it to seem like her only character trait but the entire time she’s training and pretty much her entire life she’s struggling from weight gain and stuff. Even after she starts physical training n stuff she doesn’t lose much weight :((( A person I’ve explained the story to in the past kinda saw it as meaning she’s a fat pushover and she is NOT A FAT PUSHOVER!!!!! STOP COMPARING HER TO CONSTANCE FROM RTC!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY REALLY LIKED UM. I once wrote a prompt when I was bored of Lavenderstar and Blazingstar talking about the brand new leader thing and it made me SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY 😁😁 i really don’t have much to talk about I guess this was just a lore post

sorry for yapping your ear off

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