#I wrote a paper on this last year
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Fascinated by the decision to make Laurance's ears and tail orange, it's a great choice and really suits him, but Aphmau's crew tends to stick to color palettes with their characters, and Laurance hadn't been associated with orange since his old Meteli look, and even then it was a much different shade
#laurance#laurance zvahl#aphmau#mcd#minecraft diaries#idk just rambling#I ADORE colors#wrong a huge paper abt it for a class last year#wrote*
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during the last millenium break “time passes” sequence sylvi mentioned millie bringing snacks for leap from her trips and i thought that was. so sweet
(still sitting & waiting for something terrible to happen to leap. not in a “man fuck this guy” way, just a “i know keith plays a different character later this season and its making me antsy” way.)
leap thoughts from work today. i made the og sketch for this at work. i really didnt get a lot done today...
its like. i know that jack and maybe also art(?) also play different characters but i KNOW clem (possibly s.i.?) is out there. ive accidentally glanced at fanart thats told me as much and im so excited for whatever the fuck is going to happen there BUT he point is theyre around. i dont have any reason to believe the same about leap.
also jack specifically is such a “leaning into decisions/consequences that are terrible for their character” and keith i feel just is not? (the deal with lyke in ep 47 would be an outlier to me. it ruled though. love that for him.) so basically i dont know what would have to happen to get to a point of leap dying. things would have to be REALLY bad, right?
the other option i guess is leap filling the drive clock and retiring and ill feel kind of silly for thinking about this so much if that was the case, BUT i truly dont think that that will happen. like partizan as a season is so. the vibes are DIRE the stakes are HIGH
HE WAS FINE
#exeter leap#partizan#friends at the table#fatt#rosa art#a year ago. or even a mere 6 months ago. i would not have imagined i could draw a weird robot. i would not have attempted it#thank youuuu friends at the table.#but this is looking pretty nice.#thank you clementinekesh on twitter (clementineskesh on here) who found keith describing a specific camera for leaps head#on a drawing maps. i was so sure he had said something like that. and he did#i just checked main feed episodes though and it wasnt anywhere there. thank you again if you see this#(the readmore just has leap thoughts. i wrote em down on a piece of paper at work & wanted to be able to find them again)#anyways im almost on the last millenium break episode. this weekend !#yall have fun with that new season though. watching the pre-premiere stream rn
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I fucking hate filling out government applications stop fucking asking me for shit, you've got enough fucking documents already, stop asking me for more
#I have nothing but tv static behind my eyes#It's like oh grab this grab that take a fucking photo of a form you got last year that you OBVIOUSLY still have#we're gonna need a tiny little piece of paper you forgot about immediately and don't remember where you got it from#we're gonna need more numbers than we can possibly expect any fucking human to ever keep in their brain#and some random barely-relevant information you don't even remember that no one ever wrote down because why the fuck would you#and if you take more than 45 seconds to summon this information we log you out and you have to start all over again :) Fuck you :)#Pun's text Posts#I'm taking active stress damage from form after form after form after fucking form#How the fuck do people do this shit without their tearing their eyes out
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being cyber stalked sounds insane, scary, and frustrating. hope you’re doing ok
thank you so much. I've had a really tough year and this situation has been a constant undercurrent of it... I've felt like I need to just get over it and deal bc this person was a close friend, but it's been fraying my nerves for a looooong time now. Like i said, I wish them the best in life but oof. I cant handle this anymore
#like constant suicide threats for a year#i felt so guilty about everything that i didnt block them but like muted or did the equivalent on whatever platform#but then it just got to be too much so I started blocking#and it's been like playing whack-a-mole#they'll realize i've blocked them on one platform and then move to the next one#anyways today I realized I had only restricted them on insta#bc i stumbled upon at least a dozen comments on my posts from the last few days#and the most recent one threatened to call the cops on me#my mom had surgery today and had just gotten home when I saw it#so i had a biiiit of a panic attack bc like what if the cops showed up and my mom is in bed after a major surgery#i just wrote a paper on swatting and i'm sufficiently freaked#anyways i used to really trust this person too#its just :///#so yeah#fml yknow?#lea speaks
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You a Marvel fan.
So are you also a DC fan?
Yup! My favourite live action film is actually “The Batman (2022)” and I can go on for HOURS about this film and how amazing it is
Another favourite film of mine is “The Lego Batman Movie” because of course 💖
But yes, I am both a Marvel and a DC fan
#doctorsiren#not art#siren speaks#THE BATMAN IS BETTER THAN THE DARK KNIGHT#I WROTE A WHOLE PAPER ON THIS LAST YEAR FOR A CLASS AND I GOT 100%
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a whole day of work and i've only written five lines lmaoo... i've gotten so bad at like. actually getting stuff done. i basically have all of my points in my head like i know more or less what im gonna say, i have my conclusions already, i just can't get it down on paper
#i swear this paper i wrote last year has broken my brain. i put my heart and soul into it and it turned out Good but now everything i do has#to live up to the same standard. problem is that aforementioned paper was important and the one im working on now doesn't actually mean#anything except it needs to be done. but i cannot get fucking anythiiiiing down on paper#the fact that i managed to make my ocpd this much worse by making an effort lmfao... actually funny#ive seen my new psychologist twice and now shes on indefinite sick leave 😭 life is hilarious sometimes
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i still remember that during my senior year in high school, we had a new english teacher (we went through english teachers like acid through rice paper lol) who decided that, since we only had roughly 3 months in a semester, it would make more sense to analyze short stories instead of "covering" full novels. we still read novels, of course. but we spent more time going over short stories and poems written by these authors.
as a result, not only did we get to finish more works during the semester (instead of just reading the "highlights" or reading half of the book and watching a movie adaptation for the rest), but we had more time to give thoughtful analysis of the works we went over.
for my sophomore english class, we read 1984 and until i went back and reread it as an adult, i didn't take away much except for the sex scenes in the movie version our teacher forgot to fast forward past.
but in my senior year class, we read one of george orwell's short stories: the hanging. what resulted as a class-wide discussion that was so lively that we almost missed that lunch had started. not only did being able to finish the story and discuss it properly make it feel more meaningful when i went back and read orwell's longer works, but that very story has worked its way into my own writing. whenever i write about death, i think about the hanging. it's so ingrained in me that when i was processing my own anxieties over getting surgery, specific passages from that story were entering my mind. that wouldn't have happened if my experience with this story was limited to a crunchy pdf and a worksheet telling me to "find the symbols".
in that class, we read more complete works than i ever had in an english class before. we only watched movies if there was an adaptational or thematic point the teacher wanted to make -- not as a stand-in for reading the actual book. sometimes i think about where i would be now as a reader and a writer if i had him for more than one semester. because yeah he was fired lol. apparently one of the reasons was that he wasn't sticking to the curriculum by not assigning more full books. also he was a conspiracy nut but that always seemed to come up second. that's a story for another day.
when his replacement took over, we had to read (parts of) a christmas carol. and one of our assignments was a christmas themed word puzzle. one of the words was "coal". it was like watching dead poets society but backwards.
#it's been 10 years and it's still on my mind lol#also one time i turned in a piece of writing and on the last page he wrote this really long paragraph thanking me for being a writer#and it got me out of a writing slump i've been stuck in for years#unfortunately i don't have it anymore bc the following year i was taking an online math class bc i failed algebra#and i didn't have any scratch paper around so i had to use it
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for scientific purposes exclusively i would love to eavesdrop on aziraphale and crowley discussing stephen sondheim’s “assassins” over dinner after premiere
#one might think this is oddly specific#i however have a reason to be thinking about that#the reason being my academic essay on assassins which i wrote for uni last year and am trying to adapt for a conference now#which was and stays one of not many academic papers i’m proud of writing#now that i’m thinking about it (again)#maybe this would do as a fanfic idea#ineffable husbands#good omens
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i think the thing that makes me most powerful as an artist is the fact that i have kept copies in some form or another of almost everything i have made since i started and thus whenever the imposter syndrome is hitting i can look at the literal piles of sketchbooks and notebooks and binders i keep the physical copies of my work in and go oh yeah. ive been working at this for like ten years. and then it just goes away.
anyway i absolutely recommend this as a strategy no matter how cringey it might seem keeping visual evidence of skill progression is an incredible tool against imposter syndrome. voice in your head can't tell you you're faking your skills if you can pull out a literal record of your skill growth against it
#even digital stuff like.#keep a file on a physical drive with your shit on it. back it up every once in a while.#google docs is fine but nothing quite beats digging through your files on your laptop and finding something you wrote five years ago#that's maybe not as technically sound as what you can do *now* but still isn't like bad.#legitimately i found a notebook while cleaning last month that was just like.#half of a novel. handwritten in this little composition notebook.#was it *good?* eh! but im also looking at that after yeah like five or six YEARS of practice#and that even beats finding stuff i wrote. like. Actually Legitimately Ten Years Ago#always makes me sad to see younger artists than me declaring theyre gonna delete their stuff cause its embarrassing or cringey#like. ok so what i spent a full two years drawing bad undertale comics with every panel on a new piece of paper.#im going to keep them until i have no choice but to get rid of them which will likely be when *i* die and not a moment before#reminder i need to back up my stuff . wheres my hard drive for that.
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writing one (1) stupid cheesy romcom-esque christmas fic per year is a full-time job. tbh
#taylor.txt#i did not write one last year actually! or in 2021 (though i wrote one that was SET at christmastime so. counrs imo)#but i have an idea i just need finals to end so i can write it#im in my eating off paper plates because my brain is too broken to run the dishwasher era#but like. if i can just finish these last two exams and file some insurance things and clean my apartment and do my christmas shopping#all of which have a hard deadline of like. sunday next week. so it will get done#but anyway if i can do all that shit then i will be free to write. and i will make that everyone else’s problem#youve heard this before but………maybe while i’m at it i’ll even fill up my queue :p
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Blank white screen on laptop: terrifying, impossible to write on
Small cute screen of phone: wonderful to write in short bursts
Wide-ruled page of $1 notebook: the possibilities are endless
#I’m still typing up the novel i wrote last year on paper#on my phone on the train. I really want to start something new but i opened up a google doc on my laptop and had to close it v quickly bc i#got scared bhbbhh
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so apparently in order to "finish" my "wips" I have to "work" on them. it's in the name or something
#just have not been feeling the writing mood this year lads. doing my june spreadsheet to track writing and its like hmm... do i even bother#went back to my 2018 sheet and there are multiple months there when i got less than 15k done so like. quantity is still more than double!#i am getting at least 30k a month written. but feels bad when last year i got a minimum of 40k a month written#like yes that was in the throes of my obsession with cod ywan and after 2 yrs that has cooled... but still. would like to write still :')#browsing thru all my wips to get accurate stats for my spreadsheet like whyyyyy are there so manyyyyy#i have 175k of unposted codyw an. can i get some of that out there.#though like over 80k of that is one fic which needs another 50k probably. augh. and also a rewrite#because its the 3rd thing i ever wrote for that ship and I didn't know what it was about. 2 years later and 80k in I know what it's about#but would require major rewrites... like on one hand i could just ditch it. whatever. but it does have some nice snippets throughout#and the message is one I've been trying to get on paper for years and just augh#annoying. wanna post smth this weekend but have nothing near done...#personal
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The reason tumblr user go-learn-esperanto was banned from tumblr live wasn’t because of Minecraft or hole in the wall, it was because tumblr is a representative of Big English and saw the word esperanto and had to Ban before the communists arrived
#I wrote a paper on Esperanto for my conlang class last year#its history in the us is actually really interesting#basically it was seen as pro war and then anti war and then pro communist
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Guess who finally finished this thesis chapter!!!!
#possibly the slowest 9.5k i have written in my entire life#2 down 2 to go#but one is already like 60% written bc i wrote one of my class papers last year with the intention of it being a thesis chapter#so like. 2 down 1.5 to go#also the conclusion#kvetch oc
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I am trying to write my support raising letter and I'm finding it SO HARD. I've been putting it off for a month now and I really cant anymore, but I am so bad at writing and I can't get what I want to say across and it's just such a struggle idk how to do this
#I feel so dumb writing this post cause you know. this is the Writers webbed site#and I am NOT a writer I'm sorry#I cannot string a sentence together let alone write 2 pages#I think part of the issue is he last time I had to write any kind of paper or assignment or anything was 3.5 years ago#I wrote my thesis in russian#and now I am unable to write anything whatosoever#aaaugggghh#mine
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Every year a kid comes up with a new dumb way to plagiarize on their paper
#last year it was 'you just pasted the middle parts of your girlfriend's essay to pad yours out '#this year it's 'you just straight up copy and pasted from the example paper *i* wrote for y'all'#I'm so sick of grading but there's more to go. and I need to text a coworker back ughhhhh
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