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Lowkey obsessed with the star wars shoot I did earlier... kinda wanna do an AU đ
#I worked on one months ago but didnt do too much with it#but now i feel like i wanna pick it up again HAHA#mattyrambles#star wars au#hogwarts legacy au
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At work today I wore my DOG NERD shirt my dad made me and it happened to be the day the service dog trainers came in again and I finally got to compliment their dogs (a very well behaved sibe, a giant brown and black dog that looks like. Idfk a malinois Dane mix or some shit, and today a new dog; a 14 month old black gsd). They complimented my shirt and were so happy I recognized the shepherd as a shepherd and not like. A wolf or something. My coworker excitedly told me 5 minutes earlier they had a "baby wolf or something like that" lol. They also loved the photo I showed them of Torch and gave me a business card with their YouTube on it.
#this was the like. one good thing about todays work shift lol#months ago when i worked in the back i saw them and pointed them out to dog boy and begged him to find out about the big brown dog#if he got a chance to. i spent at least a full minute being like. dont be that annoying nosy guy asking about their working dog but PLEASE#ASK ABOUT THEIR WORKING DOG. but dont be that annoying person they get it too much i know. BUT PLEASE USE YOUR SOCIAL SKILLS FOR ME#anyways i wish i could tell him and hed be happy for me or proud of me being social#but we dont talk anymore :')#also i wasnt impressed to see the training they were doing with the puppy; they were more focused on correcting what they didnt want#vs setting the pup up for success; rewarding good behavior with more than a half hearted âgood boyâ; or showing it what they did want#but wHATEVER not my circus not my dog#idle rambling
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#it's my last shift in 2 days and then i'm leaving this job i'm actually so happy i no longer has to work there! đ#i need to find a new one asap of course but i never had energy to do so on my off days so i'll focus on that now#i've endured the hardest shifts with freezing -25-30 °C where the heater conditioner did absolutely nothing#shifts with the roof leaking trying to not let the orders of customers get wet constantly wiping shelves throughout 2 days on top#of everything i has to do#these past 2 days sewage system froze and i had no water to wash my hands or use the restroom properly..đ¤Śââď¸#i know the wet hand wipes are bad for ecology but man they continously saved me and also i had to wash my hands using water from kettle and#i had to do it outside freezing of course because the sink and restroom are in another building and i didnt have time to constantly walk#there.. and this on top of 2 last weeks of december being especially batshit crazy stressful and having heated karen encounters each shift.#and it was so hard on me because i am a nonconfrontational person and i don't like arguing with people#but i learned so much in these months of working there and for that experience i am still grateful :")#it's bittersweet that i won't see the friendly regulars that were always kind to me anymore tho đ and my coworker came yesterday#and we spoke for like an hour or so and he said he is is sad that i'm leaving because i'm such a nice person and a great coworker đĽş#ngl this made me sad too but life goes on.. he said he'll be leaving in a month too#said he didn't think that i'll leave first đ#i woke up almost an hour ago from 3 bg3 related dreams in a row btw đđ¤Śââď¸ i need to play đ ok i need to get up first..đ#tbd
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happy cryptid splatfest everyone! a little contribution to team aliens based on this song! đ¸
#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatfest#team aliens#splatoon oc#minatoast#<- begrudingly adding his name tag as he laughs at me for not being able to figure out what the fuck his actual name is. its been 4 months#lizzy does art#gif#THIS WAS SOMETHING TO WORK ON ALRIGHT. there were a lot of moving parts for this and even though its relatively simple there was a lot of-#layers to keep track of!!! but i had a lot of fun working on something animated cos its been awhile!!#i just want to have more art of my squid kid out there... he is the Best and I Love Him and Will Give Him My Everything#making the clap gif was so funny. i was like. yeah i'll do this in davinci resolve except i didnt know how to use it bc i have only edited-#one whole thing in that bc i mostly have experience in AE. but then it was too much work so i just made it in csp KGLDHLDHFFD#ANYWAYS I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GOOD SPLATFEST. can't wait to have a losing streak and shit myself when i see comp players in the wild#will go back 2 ur regularly scheduled nonsense soon... i just had 2 get this out of my system. splatoon refuses 2 leave my brain :D#EDIT: ALSO I WANT 2 ADD THAT I FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS SONG LIKE. 6 years ago thru kradness. loved his covers back in the day
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i'm not trying to be mean but if you're not american and you have no idea how the american voting system works, maybe just shut the fuck up about the 2024 election. thanks.
#seeing a bit too many people who go 'well why can't americans just xyz' and it's s/t that literally doesn't exist in the voting system#if you want to discourse about the election maybe do some basic research on how it works first & then come back with ur loopholes#gonna be honest. losing it over how many people are tying to suggest voting third party this election. THIS election.#im sorry but the political landscape in america is so aggressively binary right now that it will literally take years to make a viable#third party candidate and so far there's been literally no one with the charisma and backing to pull it off in like 8 months#the last person to get any significant vote as an independent was 30 years ago and even that was only 18% of the vote#and he didnt even get ANY electoral votes. NONE. you cannot! win! without! the electoral votes!#something libs have been trying to fix for YEARS but can't. bc republicans know how much electoral voting helps them.#anyway im getting mad about it again but pls shut up about third-party voting until you've actually looked at third-party candidate history#bc i promise you it is actually not an option esp for an election in EIGHT MONTHS.
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#i cant . understand why theres so mucb resistance to my brain wanting to let this go lol.#like . take a look at all the facts teal wuick. at what point does this become ridiculous. bc#on one hand . i am ok w wanting nothing to do with him and moving on with my life#but on the other. if i Dont end uo w him ive aomehow sworn off relationships again like#dude . cna u . not . like .#im going to fuck8ng implode or explode or both ! bc i cant fyckinf take this#im getting him banned from my place od work . or the very least. kicked the Fuck Out#if he decides to show up on tuesday and i mean that. fuck off. give me One Night where i can hang out w#ppl i wanns be friends with and attempt to build a connection with. without your shitty irritating presencr haunting my place of work#like . its fuckibg war at this point im done. in over being nice i fucking TRIED . but its gotten me fucking nowhete.#i bit my tongue and its gotteb me nowhere. so . fucm it. harrass me for 3hrs and im going to make ur life hell in whatever way i fucking can#i also odnt care too much to actually do anythung abt it jm hudt irritated as all hell rn.#but i am bent on kicking him out. like .#mostly out of pettiness bc he mentioned that i g9t him yeeted out#and i did. but ut was Once And it was fucmung ages ago. like the first month i was working thete kinda thing.#'who else couldve it have been' i literally admitted to it. im not ashamed to admit tbat i did lol. im ashamed as to WHY but u were#being s dick and i didnt know what to do to work that night .#but . jesus fuck learn how to read !#grow the FUCK up dude. seriously.
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How I manifested my dad being the CEO of a big company:
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1. I affirmed for a bit but then I didnt feel like affirming and I had other things i wanted to affirm about so i stopped affirming and I would only affirm for like 2 to 3 times like once a day maybe lol.
2. I accepted the fact that my dad has a great job. It was hard for me to accept something just like that but I pushed through that feeling. Everytime I would see him at home and not at office, I would just think "Oh well he is working from home for a bit"
3. Everytime I had thoughts like "My dad doesn't have a job" I would change that to "no he does! what am i talking about lol"
4. I didnt try to "feel it real" or robotically affirm. These methods are amazing and 100% works and robotically affirming is something I really like too and do often but I just didnt want to put more efforts in this because I knew I could do it even without doing the methods.
5. Did I feel miserable sometimes when I would see him getting worried or frustrated? Yes. But it didnt matter. Everytime I would feel really frustrated, I didnt do anything and just let myself feel what I want to feel and moved on.
6. Unlike my other desires, this one wasnt on my mind all the time. I didnt think about it that much. Only when something in the 3d contradicted with what I desired did I think about it.
It doesnt matter if you're obsessed with what you desire or if you arent. It doesnt matter if you think about it all the time or if you dont. It doesnt matter if you're manifesting in steps or if you're just accepting it as true. It will still work regardless. Because everything is an assumption.
A bit backstory: My dad lost his job around December of last year and since my family is financially stable, it didnt bother me that much. But then months passed and he wasnt getting a job even though he was really qualified. I was busy with my exams so I still didnt think about it much. But then I was bothered seeing him sad and at home all the time, so i decided to manifest a job. It's a great job in one of the best companies in our country so I'm really happy. It's not like he was a CEO of any company before. He is really good at his job but getting a CEO position in such a huge company is a really big deal. He gave an interview in that company MONTHS ago but they didnt get back to him after the interview so we all thought he didnt get the job. So it was a really big deal that they suddenly decided to employ him. I would show yall photos of the car they gave him but I'm scared any of my family member will be on this app and they will find outđ not that they care about it. They are chill lol.
Tldr: Affirmed whenever I felt like it and accepted that he has a job and it's a great position. Thats all really.
#law of assumption#void state#affirm#affirm and persist#neville goddard#assume and persist#shifting#loa success#reality shifting#lucid dreaming#void success#dream life#affirmations#manifestation#manifesting
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MY ROOMIEă
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¤đ ࣪ â suguru geto x fem!reader
roomie geto who would always wake up before you, wearing his baggy grey sweats with a tight t shirt gripping his well built body. sometimes on facetime with satoru talking about literally anything as he eats his breakfast.
"Your roomie awake yet? still sleepin' her head off?" the speaker blared. suguru shifts his phone so the camera would catch your face in view, you stare at the phone groggily, your hand itching your stomach which revealed abit of your middriff. but you didnt seem to care, gojo lets out a cheerful greeting at this early time asking you typical question like 'how are you?' and throwing in occasional flirting that you didn't really register due to lingering sleepiness.
you stand up from your seated position next to suguru at the dining table, as suguru munches on the fruits his eyes drag over your body as you stretch. a tattoo peaking from just under your shorts, causing suguru to graze his finger over it. lightly tugging your shorts down to see the tattoo. "getting worked up this early in the morning suguru?" satoru teases with his charming smirk. his camera catching his face as he seams to be lying down shirtless in bed.
"no, s'just curious." he says withdrawing his fingers, he watches as you look around cluelessly, causing a slight chuckle to slip from his baritone voice. his hand snaking around your waist pulling you closer to his body. positioning the camera back to him witch also catches you leaning into sugurus soft touch.
"pretty y/n looks tired." satoru says his keen eyes staring at you through the camera. watching as you rub your eyes underneath your glasses aggressively. before reaching over the phone to grab something. the camera doesn't fail to pick up your breast spilling from your low cut tank top and in your drowsy state you don't even realize what your doing.
suguru notices this and can smell from a mile away a cheeky remark satorus gonna day, "don't even say it." suguru says a smile, breaking out onto his tired yet handsome face, watching as satorus face breaks into airy laughter. "I wasn't gonna say anything!" satoru says, rolling his eyes. Both him and suguru know he was gonna say something to ruin the intimate yet tranquil mood that was going on. so it was better left unsaid.
roomie geto who always refill things without your knowledge, you could run out of your favorite moisturizer and suddenly it feels shallow and empty to heavy and full. and you'd always ask if he bought it but he's so good at gaslighting and manipulating you into thinking it was always full.
your current moisturize had been full for the past 2 months, and you're starting to think you're going insane.
every time you try to recall going out to buy one or even a bunch, it never comes to mind. and here you are making your way to the bathroom, taking your glasses off being met with blurry vision but still able to see, you go in to grab your moisturizer that had been pretty much empty since yesterday. fully expecting the container to feel light but taken aback when it feels heavy yet again.
you screw open the cap to be met with a brand new looking moisturizer and your quick to confront your roomie about it.
"suguru, did you buy me a new moisturizer?" " nuh uh, didn't you buy yourself one like a couple days or weeks ago?" he questioned and you actually start to think about it, but every day is just as blurry as your vision so you genuinely have no idea. you watch as suguru continues scrolling on his phone not at all phased at your question.
and you start to question if you have dementia. because you have so little memory of what you did this week, you cant press him any further so you reside to the bathroom as you continue to ponder on how your moisturizer suddenly just regenerates its product again along with your favorite snacks suddenly being refilled, too.
roomie suguru who's whipped for your touch and melts innit.
being in close contact with you is something suguru loves, taking pictures with the friend group he automatically moves over to you so he can slip his hand around your waist and get a whiff of your sweet natural perfume. which sends heat into his pants. feeling your plush breast push against his chest makes him feel like a shy boy, suddenly reduced to a stuttering and jittery mess.
when taking pictures with you he doesn't even know where to put his hands anymore, and making eye contact with you just worsens everything.
you're just as calm as him,aloft and more composed, yet he's losing his shit over a girl around the same age as him. whether it's you doing simple tasks like reaching over him to get something, the arch of your back just hovering over his lap as he gets a whiff of your scent. and how close the curve of your ass is to his body.
he has to use his hands to gently push down on your plush hips to sit down while he gets what you need before you notice the growing bulge in his heavenly gray sweat pants.
any chance he gets, to lay his head on your stomach, breast, lap he'll take it.
roomie geto who goes on regular bike rides with his friends and alone and always asks you if you'd like to come.
the first time you found out suguru had a bike was when you were sitting outside on a sunny day enjoying the vitamin d from the sun while scrolling on your phone outside of the building complex you and suguru live in. you're listening to music as you play with the ruffles on your tank top before staring at your cargo shorts while ajusting your hair curling inwards to your face.
but your trance was snapped out of when you heard loud revving of a car or bike nearing. at first you were annoyed because it's irritating hearing cars revv their loud engines in a quiet residential neighborhood. but when you see 2 bikers pull up one biker accented with blue and the other completely black you noticed their sature looked familiar.
as the man on the black bike hits the stand up on the bike before turning the ignition off. he hops off the bike seemingly typing something on his phone.
the other one on the blue bike was goofing off laying on his bike like it was a bed, before his head flicks in your direction. he lightly revs his bike which catches your attention as he waves you over lifting his viser up and your met with all too familiar cerulean blue eyes.
you stand up heading closer to the 2, before being engulfed in a hug by satoru. "I didn't know you rode a bike." your voice flowing like the wind soft yet velvety at the same time. "you tryna go f'a ride?" satoru says excitedly as he adjust his seating on the bike, moving back more so you can sit in his lap. you lightly slap his hand at his insinuation before turning to face the all black biker.
his viser now up and you're met with familiar purple eyes, "suguru." you say before giving him a hug for a greeting. his hands automatically wraps around your waist. "I sent you a message, wanna go on a ride?" he says his eyes crinkle hinting a smiles on his face. you don't reject the offer as you wait along side satoru while sugurus fetched for a bike helmet.
satoru kept you close his hand over your shoulder, while he had conversation with you. and when suguru came back he was quick to help you put it on. buckling the strap underneath. and knocking on your helmet to ensure it's sturdiness, and just like that off you go!
roomie suguru who sometimes suffers from nightmares and tends to stay up at ungodly hours, because he can't find himself wanting to go back to sleep.
you've never caught suguru up at an ungodly hour because you were already dead asleep. but due to your now heavy schedule at college, you'd end up waking at 5 am still night preparing for a class.
you'd always see the tiredness in sugurus eyes, bags showing how much sleeps he's missed out on.
as you get ready after taking a shower, you leave your room, heading to the kitchen that was completely dark, but because you're still abit tired you sluggishly move through the dark clumsily before finding a light switch. when you turn it on, you jump back startled by suguru sitting on the couch manspread as his head is thrown back.
he seemed still for a second before his head lifts making eye contact with you. your quick to come by his side wondering why he'd ever be awake at this time. "shouldn't you be asleep?" you ask sitting down next to him.
"m'yea but can't." he says wryly. you stare at him with concern in your eyes. your hand coming to caresse his arm to sooth him."do you want tea maybe? it could maybe help with your sleep." you say not even sure about your own words, but suguru doesn't answer his eyes closed like he's resting them.
you rise from your seat eventually packing your stuff, and once you were ready it was 5:46 am you still have time to eat breakfast so you cut up some fruits to munch on before coming back to meet suguru on the couch with a hot brewed tea in your left hand.
you place the plate down as quietly as possible before gently shaking suguru to open his eyes, giving him the tea which seems to calm his nerves.
"do you wanna talk about it?" you watch suguru as he takes a small sip of the tea before placing it down. suguru's heart melts at your question, you're to sweet for your own good. "just had a nightmare" he says plain and simple.
you grab the plate of fruits eating them one by one as you rest your head against sugurus shoulder and as time flows you feel his head limp right onto yours. when the clock hit 6:30 you carefully slipped out of his grasp before grabbing your bag and headphones. you grab a blanket nearby, throwing it over sugurus body, fluffing a pillow so his head could rest on it before you took your leave.
roomie suguru who enjoys your cooking so much, that he craves it like a pregnant woman craves food
sugurus not sure what you're cooking, but it smells good enough to lure him out of his room. he chats with his friends on facetime as he sits at the dining table with the perfect view of you in his sight. he watches as you move throughout the kitchen, putting and taking stuff off the shelves.
he could tell the dish is definitely not a Japanese dish.
"not gonna lie. Your roommate is a pretty girl, suguru." toji says blatantly on call. "I agree with toji. she's hot as fuck! I never thought I'd be into girls with calm and aloof personalities. and her glasses just makes her the more attractive!" satoru says shamelessly letting out a moan as a joke as he moves around his house ploping on the couch. suguru sends satoru a dirty look causing satoru to cackle like a maniac.
sugurus holds back a scoff before he answer. "you'k she's right here right?" he says showing you in view. you top the pot with a lid to let the food simmer before coming over to suguru to say hi to a couple of his friends.
"hi toji, hi guys" you say, waving to the camera. you seemed almost bashful at their comments, which was pretty rare considering you always have this reserved personality. "y/n, I love you! mwa mwa!" satoru kisses his phone repeatedly as you come in view. causing you to laugh at his antics.
"Hi sukuna," you say, remembering his face from one of your classes, "Hello, woman." "That's not how you talk to a lady!" yuji is heard from chosos phone. "You have the brat with you, choso?" sukuna asks gruffly, staring at choso through the corner of his phone, eventually seeing the salmon haired brat.
you take a sip of cold water as you listen to the conversation everyone has on the phone. but sugurus gaze seemed fixated on you.
"suguruuu! should I host a party? maybe toji and sukuna can finally get some bitches." "suck my dick you albino bitch" sukuna says aggressively. before toji speaks up "aren't you a virgin?" and eventually the call goes crazy with satoru, toji and sukuna arguing with one another you briefly see nanami join the call for 5 seconds before he leaves, shoko coming back into the cameras view. you wave towards her in the mist of the argument.
you eventually leave to go check on the food which was done from how most of the liquid had evaporated from the rice yet still enough to make it soft and moist to eat. you plate the brown rice and chicken on the plate for both you and suguru adding some pickled cucumber on the side with a small salad.
turning off the stove top you check the cookies you were baking that almost looked ready, grabbing a knife to poke into it seeing very little batter on the knife before closing the oven.
you hand suguru his plate before putting yours down, getting cups to poor some juice into, handing sugurus his cup while taking a sip of yours.
you watch as sugurus head subconsciously nods up and down almost like he's aproving how tasty your food is, letting out a hum of delight. suguru ends the rowdy call before powering off his phone to enjoy his meal in peace. to say this was the best meal of his college life, it is the best.
"what is this?" he asked curiously still taking bites of the food. "it's called pelau my mother always made it for me when she felt like cooking for little."
suguru would for sure continue buying ingredients for the house just so he can try the multitude of dishes you have in store.
#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen fluff#jjk fanfic#jujutsu kaisen x reader#geto suguru x reader#geto suguru x you#geto x reader#suguru geto x you#suguru x reader#suguru getou x reader#getou suguru x reader#suguru x y/n#geto x you
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Twisted Wonderland boys with an S/O who's afraid of bugs (me too)
Did I literally just post 5 minutes ago? yes. am i posting again? yes. Stuff you should read: Bulleted HC's because i dont feel like writing an essay like i did with floyds tent hc, no beta we die like men, mention of multiple types of bugs Characters: Leona Kingscholar, Malleus Draconia, Trey Clover, Jamil Viper, Vil Schoenheit, Epel Felmier, Sebek Zigvolt, Floyd Leech
(can be read as platonic but i did write it with a romantic relationship in mind)
LEONA KINGSCHOLAR
Leona literally came running into the room thinking you had died or smthn, but no. you were screaming, standing on his bed....all over a small cockroach.
Bro actually sighed. like, a super big sigh, one that youd only get from a dissapointed mother while he stomped on the bug.
"Seriously, Herbivore? You took care of multiple overblots, but a single cockroach gets you all worked up?"
hes grinning so hard. youd want to punch him with how hard hes grinning.
all hes thinking is about the amount he can tease you about this
but, yes. he does get rid of the bug.
unless he was sleeping. then he forces asks ruggie to do it nicely.
MALLEUS DRACONIA
implodes the bug.
im not kidding.
he literally goes full on oceangate on that bug and implodes it
you didnt even have time to properly freak out before the bug was wiped off the face of the earth
"tsunotarou what was that sound?"
"nothing light of my life" *hiding bug corpse*
"are you sure bc i thought i saw a bug"
"nope. no bugs here? should we buy some bug repellant to ease your mind?"
".....no its okay."
you knew he somehow killed the bug.
and it only made you love him even more than you already do.
TREY CLOVER
catches the bug for you and lets it outside.
unlike the first two, he tries his best not to kill the bug.
he pulls the "how would you feel if i stomp on you and kill you?"
"if you killed me while i was a bug i'd thank you"
"you'd be dead, [name]."
"....id thank you from the grave."
he just sighs and shakes his head
probably convinces riddle to let him put anti-bug measures around heartslaybul for you (it didnt take much convincing riddle hates bugs too)
JAMIL VIPER
screams with you
probably set ramshackle on fire more than once while visiting you
you both have to call kalim or adeuce to come exterminate the single cockroach on the ground
again, that one tik tok sound where its like
"YOU KILL THE BUG, YOURE THE MAN!"
"SINCE WHEN."
thats a daily interaction between the two of you
if it happened at scarabia, he'd stay at ramshackle for the next month
literally would abandon kalim (or if he really cant be trusted he'd just bring kalim with him to make sure he didn't cause any problems)
VIL SCHOENHIET
screams with you x2
isn't as dramatic as jamil, but he definitely freaks out about it too.
about the bugs? no. about the bug bites.
again, youd have to call someone to save the both of you so you dont pass tf out and die while he gets eaten alive by a fruit fly
wym fruit flies dont bite? you cant be too cautious.
somehow always has bug repellant with him in the warm seasons
hes prepared and will NOT get any bug bites
EPEL FELMIER
zero reaction, or has a positive one.
"what in tarnation do you mean you hate bugs?! they help with fertilizer blah blah blah blah blah blah (i dont know farming stuff)!"
you have to CONVINCE him to get rid of the bugs, but he'll eventually cave and do it just for you
if you ask him to put up anti-insect measures he'd look at you like youre crazy
"[name]. bugs are actually really good for our ecosystem. back at home we always had to take care of the bugs, or else our crops would die."
"shut up. please. ily, but i cant deal with these bugs."
"okay okay okay fine"
will reluctantly set them up
overall a 4/10 for bug measures he will do it just not unless you beg
SEBEK ZIGVOLT
yells.
not in fear, but in anger because how DARE such a miniscule thing try to terrify the people he cares about?!
doesnt explode it like malleus
but strikes it with lightning.
yk his dorm card groovy? thats what hes doing to a little centipede.
expects you to praise him for protecting you
sure, its a given that he would, but he would very much so appreciate your thanks, and maybe a head pat or smthn
give him one.
now.
FLOYD LEECH
like trey, he lets the bug free
sometimes.
other times he kills it and chases you with the corpse
or keeps it alive and chases you with the living bug
if you REALLYYYYYYYYYY dont like bugs, like straight up sobbing, freaking out, then he wont but otherwise? have fun bro
someone has to seperate you two when you see a bug, because he will do something
sometimes if he's feeling generous he wont do anything and you'll be like "tf? what did you do to be so nice?"
"cant i just be generous towards my shrimpy?"
"no."
".....yeah i almost grilled grim thinking he was food."
"you WHAT."
all of this because of a simple bug
oh to be young and in love ----------------------- m.list @mit0ee 's work, please do not steal!
#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland#leona kingscholar x reader#leona x reader#malleus draconia x reader#malleus x reader#trey clover x reader#trey x reader#jamil viper x reader#jamil x reader#vil shoenheit x reader#vil x reader#epel felmier x reader#epel x reader#sebek zigvolt x reader#sebek x reader#floyd leech x reader#floyd x reader#no beta we die like men
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(Warning: very long rant about growing up religious and aroace. Might delete this in an hour. Idk)
Dear mom and dad,
Do you remember when i was 14, and had my first kiss? You probably dont- for you, it was just another sunday. He was one of my only church friends, and he pulled me, alone, into one of the music rooms after sacrament meeting. You encouraged me to go with him, because you could read the signs i couldnt. He was very polite, but when we kissed and he grabbed my hand on the way out, it felt more wrong than anything id experienced before. I ran back to you, crying, and you walked me through rejecting him. You basically told me that i was just too young, that it would get better, but it certainly didnt feel that way at the time. Every time youve reminisced on it since, it was only to laugh at my expense. At my naievety.
I tried to take your words to heart. I tried to listen each time our church would preach about how essential families were and each time you told me how happy you two were. It didnt work.
Do you remember when i was 15, and i told you, mom, that adopting sounded way better than having biological kids? You got so offended, and i had no idea why. I still dont. You told me it was a natural part of life, that we were supposed to bring children into this world. I tried to explain my reasoning- why would i want my own children when there are those who are suffering on their own? When the thought of procreation made me sick?- but you dismissed it. It was just another day.
Do you remember the brief period when i was 15, when i dated a girl? I assume you dont, because you never found out. I lived in constant fear, because the comments you would make at the dinner table described lgbtq+ as an affront to God, as unnatural. I had thought that men were the problem, and she was my first real partner. But nothing changed, it still felt wrong, and we fell back into only being friends. I hadnt told you about that until today, because i knew exactly what youd say about it. I knew exactly what youd say about me.
Do you remember the boy i met when i was 16? The one with the curly hair and the kind smile. You were always pushing me toward him, because you saw how he looked at me (i saw, too- and i didnt like it). He took me to homecoming, and prom, and danced too close to me for my liking. You always asked if we were a thing yet- and when i said no, you smiled knowingly. I hated that smile. And you smiled that smile for years.
I reconnected with him when i was home over winter break. We hung out once, i told him my sexuality, and he barely reacted. When you asked how it went, i told you i rejected him romantically, but we were still friends. Do you remember what you said, mom? You said, "so you broke his heart and left." I cried that night.
Do you remember when you found my aroace pins a month ago? Im at college in a different state- a religious college you wanted me to go to- and you still made it your priority to berate me for it. I dont know if you could tell how angry i was over the phone, but when you said "asexual and things are just looking for attention", it broke my heart.
Because i figured it out when i was 17. Because it took me two years to finally accept it in a religion that very strongly emphasized the family unit. Because i finally felt accepted, i felt heard, i wasnt being dismissed at every corner. Because i had something to explain why i was like this.
Because i finally didnt feel broken.
I never doubted that you loved me- not once, ever, in my life. Not until you started degrading me for something i couldnt control. Not until you started pressuring me to date people i would much rather be friends with. If youre not going to love all of me, then do you even love me at all?
I hope you know that i still love you, despite everything. But i hate the way you talk to me now, the way you talk to others about me. And i hope that one day, you, too, will realize that im not broken, or affronting God, or unnatural. I hope you realize that im still your child.
I hope you realize im still human.
#aroace#aromantic#asexual#arospec#aro problems#aro#ace#lgbtq community#lgbtqia#lgbt pride#religion#literally just a rant#i am not expecting notes on this at all
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Not Replaceable
Characters: Alhaitham x GN reader
ft Kaveh and a weighted blanket(bc you can't tell me alhaitham wouldn't sleep with it, and that hes not autistic).
Warnings: not proofread, and definitley ooc but whatever
Note: this is heavily inspired by a fic i saw some months ago, but i cant remember their username and its kinda sad :(
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he's been staring at your back for 30 minutes now, you seriously promised it would be dry tomorrow, its the best you can do.
"Haitham.. do you need anything?".
"you already know what i needâŚ".
you looked at the man, and you sweared he looked like a kicked puppy, all because you had to wash his blanket today. you feel sorry for him, but it had to be done.
"yes, i do. but you can't sleep with a," you tried once again to convince him "a big wet piece of cloth" to just try and sleep without it.
"you could also just take multible blankets and stack them, or try to be a normal person like the rest of us" ah, Kaveh walked in, probably to get another cup of coffee, and to annoy Haitham as usual.
"not the same" Alhaitham said almost immediately after Kaveh had spoke, "it doesn't weigh enough, all the ones we have are too light for me to do that" you guess he's right, since it isn't the best to have too many layers of warmth in sumeru's heat.
you and alhaitham dont have that many blankets combined anyway, unless Kaveh woul- "alright! whatever, just dont take all mine like you did last time!" guess he already said no to that option then.
"i didn't take all of yours, just a few, you still had one left" i mean, he is kind of right, as much as you didnt want to agree with that at the moment.
"uggghhh⌠im going now, solve that yourselves" Kaveh spoke, walking out of the room with a new coffee mug in hand.
"love, are you sure you dont want to just try with the multible blankets?" you wanted to try just one more time, even though you were sure it wasnt going to actually convince him.
"yes" alright, then you dont have any other ideas. so you tried to brainstorm some more, though none would fix the actual problem at hand.
"i could make you some tea? or you could jsut read until you feel tired?" you wanted to help him so bad, but nothing just seemed like it would work. since yours was way too light, and you cant really go out and buy another on eofr him right now.
and his still shouldn't be dry enough to use. "no" he said as you gave out a sigh, you wanted so badly to give up on trying to find a replacement. but you still couldn't let yourself do it, you still wanted to help him actually sleep today.
"are you⌠sure nothing can work as a replacement, even just for today?" you're sure you looked so defeated at the moment, but it didn't matter now.
"âŚ" silence huh? maybe he's thinking about it, or maybe he gave up as well. you cant really tell, and you're too tired to try understand what's behind those pretty eyes right now.
so you guess you should just-"lay on me" did you hear that right?? "what?" you cant do anything but question him. too focused on figuring what he was trying to do, or if you heard the wrong thing.
"i know you heard me, lay on me" so you weren't just hearing his words incorrectly, "but why would that help?".
"you weigh about enough to work as a weighted blanket" you looked at him surprised, "âŚexcuse me?" you cant help but feel a little annoyed at him. although you knew what he meant know.
"i didn't mean it like that, i swear" he quickly spoke back. coming closer to you, looking worried that he had used the wrong words.
"its okay, im messing with you. i know you wouldn't actually mean it like that" you smiled smugly, letting out a little whimper as he picked you up without warning.
you looked up at him, confused, "i-i," you stuttered out yet couldnt finish the sentence before you felt him pull you in closer to him. "i can walk on my own you know!" it wasnt quite what you had wanted to say, but it would do.
he just looked at you and shrugged then put you gently down on the bed, and then he was laying beside you the moment it had come to you that he put you down.
you both looked right at each other once again, now face to face, in a silence you couldnt quite say was nice but it wasnt unpleasant either. well before he spoke up anyway, "are you going to move or do i have to?".
"huh?" you had already forgot why you were back in your bedroom by now, too focused on his eyes to care at the moment. "okay, i'll lift you up then" oh right, that it why you're here.
"sorry, w-wait atleast give me a warning first!" you wimpered out quickly as he took you up by your torso and put you down onto his chest. "i did give you a warning." you pouted at that.
"not a good enough warning, smartass" you clearly tried to sound stern, as if it mattered at all. but by the way your lips curled up and you just cuddled in closer to him, you clearly didnt mind.
it had been about 10 minutes by now, and you were fast asleep, although alhaitham wasnt quite yet. he was tired, yes, but maybe he had focused too much on you being right there than actually sleeping.
he wasnt complaining, dont get me wrong, but maybe it wasnt the smartest to have you on him when he wasnt suposed to focus on you. you just looked so pretty all curled up on his chest while still trying to cover him up as much as you could, even in your dreams.
he will fall asleep soon, just let him enjoy your sleeping form a little longer.
and yes, he should get a second weighted blanket, but he won't. because he now hopes gets to enjoy a moment like this every time the blanket has to be washed.
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could we see what a valentineâs day between bug and steve would look like? love your writing sm!!
anon i need u to know that for some reason it never clicked in my brain that steve and bug were happy and together during valentines day ,,, like i gasped when i read this i cannot believe i didnt think about their silly lil first valentines day together </3
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"steve?" you set your keys on his banister, the clatter of metal against granite echoes in the empty house.
all the lights are off and you frown. steve had invited you over earlier, calling you while you were catching up on some readings at home. the lazy saturday had been enjoyable and needed, but the ring of your landline always warms your chest with the knowledge of who will be on the other side.
"come over, angel."
and you did.
but steve doesnt greet you at the door like he always does. there isnt anyone to pepper kisses across your nose and cheeks and grab you with warm hands. the house is empty and you call out for steve again.
"hello?"
you saw steves car in the driveway, so you know hes home, but still the house remains quiet. frown deepening, you wander through the hall, confused as to where your boyfriend has gone.
the kitchen is a mess when you walk through it. the counter is streaked with the white powder of flour and the sink is practically overflowing with dishes stained with what you can only imagine is muddy dough.
theres a faint scent of something sweet and familiar that surrounds you. the tension in your face lessens and your lips turn up into a smile when you see a trail of scattered chocolate chips.
the oven is still warm from use and you shake your head fondly when you see globs of glitter and icing smeared all over the appliances knobs.
"oh, honey," a small laugh, fond and loving. "whatd you do to this poor kitchen?"
though steve doesnt answer, and though you dont know where he is and you cant see his face you love so effortlessly, you can feel the shift in the air when he smiles at your honey coated words.
you make your way into the living room and its there that you find a nest of pillows and blankets strewn against the floor. the long leather couch is pressed upon the wall, clearing the way for the excess of soft material and feathered pillows, and in the middle of it all is steve.
he sits on the blankets, wearing an old sweater that he stole from your closet months ago, looking soft and inviting and endearing as he holds up a tray of what you can only imagine are cookies. theyre misshapen and inconsistent in size and covered in glitter and too much icing and youre so infatuatedly in love.
"hi, angel." steves face is red from the heat of the oven and from the heat of your love and his honeyed eyes watch as you slowly sit in front of him.
"and what are these?" you giggle slightly, pointing at the tray he holds.
"world famous y/n henderson cookies, obviously." steve grabs one, brings it to your lips and presses against them gently. "want a bite?"
your lips open and the sweet tart of chocolate and raisins coat your tongue. the cookie is still warm, soft and gooey and tasting of home.
"im impressed, harrington." you say between bites. steve continues to feed you, gazing at you lovingly as he does so, tender and soft and lovely. "i can hardly taste the pound of icing youve drenched my recipe in."
the deep chuckle that arises from his chest sets your skin on fire.
"why dont you take a look at the icing, dummy."
you look at steve curiously, and he nods his head down at the cookies. his eyes are eager, anticipating something from you. taking a final bite, you look down.
be my valentine?
the writing is hard to read and the icing drips obscenely down the sides of the cookies each letter is written on and theres so much glitter that you almost cant see the words before you.
but you do.
and a startled, love sick laugh tumbles from your throat and into the air. "oh my god."
"a work of art, dont you think?" steve is smiling so wide that his cheeks are tinged pink. "i mean, i really think i outdid myself with this one."
"youre-" you have to bite your lip, smiling too much to even speak.
"im...?" steve leans close, tongue poking his cheek as his own excessive smile overtakes his body. "really hoping you say 'valentine' here."
you hiccup a laugh, tears in your eyes and body saturated and in love. "of course youre my valentine, honey."
"thank god," steve pops a cookie into his mouth, chewing loud and crudely like a teenage boy. "otherwise i bought all this glitter for nothing-"
he only has mere seconds to put down the tray of cookies before your lips are on his. sugar laces the kiss. hands clutch steves sweater as you pull him in closer and closer and closer.
"i love you," he sighs against your mouth, and youre drowning again.
"i love you too," and still he isnt close enough, but you have all night.
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#steve harrington x reader#steve harrington x you#steve harrington blurb#ask#anon#m speaks#come home blurb#m's writing#set in between seasons 3 and 4 !#RAAAAAAAH LOVERBOY STEVE YOULL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS#dustin helped steve buy the ingredients btw
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*â§ď˝Ľďž: *â§ď˝Ľďž: break up â§
â°ââ¤why would you two break up
. . ⢠ËËËpairing ot7 x gn!reader
. . . ⢠ËËËgenre angst
. . . ⢠ËËËwarnings mentions of cheating
. . . ⢠ËËËnote im sorry i know its kinda sad but im feeling very angst these days. also i had so much fun writing this and i hope u like it :)
âŚâźmark lee â he didn't have time for you
âŚ- sadly we all know how busy mark always is. likewise, he tried to give you some of his time, but it wasnt enough. sometimes days went by without them seeing each other and when they did see each other it was for 10 minutes. the good morning and good night messages didnt really make up for anything nor did the other text messages with small updates. probably you were the one who broke up with mark. he's too kind and sweet to do it. he also didnt really realize what he was doing and thats why you broke up.
it was a weekday when you approached him to talk to him. they were both in the kitchen of their house. they had just finished dinner when you told him. mark was shocked when you told him. he knew you were right but he really thought it was something that would happen and they could live with it. he told you that he understood but he was really very broken.
âŚâźhuang renjun â fell out of love
âŚ- renjun is someone so sweet and loving but also someone who can lose interest quickly sometimes. i mean once you see something you dont like there is no turning back. you have to have a very strong relationship for it not to happen. but if it happens, i feel for you. it will start with things like stopping being attentive to you and almost completely avoiding physical contact between the two of you.
he told you out of nowhere really. you thought your twos relationship was in a good place, and suddenly he tells you that he doesnt love you anymore. probably it was that way because it was the only way he found to tell you. those words destroyed you completely and when you asked for explanations he didnt know how to give them because he really didnt know what had happened either.
âŚâźlee jeno â you no longer understood each other
âŚ- from one day to the next the relationship stopped working. you didnt understand him anymore, Jeno. It seemed like he no longer trusted you and was hiding things from you. the talks at the end of the day ended quickly and he no longer spoke to you much directly. you thought it was because they couldnt understand each other anymore so the trust between you felt absent.
a few months ago this was a problem in your relationship, suddenly talking to each other was not comforting nor did you listen to each other. every talk led to an argument. he was the one who brought it up to you. the relationship was no longer working, he loved you, you loved him, but they no longer understood each other. the spark that connected them had gone out
âŚâźlee donghyuck â cheating
âŚ- i dont know why but sometimes Hyuck gives me those cheater vibes. it must be because i read a lot of things with a plot about that, but thats not the point. despite being a very intelligent person, haechan can sometimes be somewhat impulsive. he was easily carried away by a provocation or he was simply drunk, we dont know really, but he did it. he swear it was a one-time mistake but it happened again, two more times. but since the third is the charm you caught him in the act.
you couldnt believe it when you saw it, the person you had fallen in love with being disloyal to you. he came out behind you quickly and started apologizing. but it was too late, the mistake had already been made. you told him you didnt want to hear his apology and you left. He tried to contact you in the following weeks but you blocked him everywhere. eventually he gave up looking for you.
âŚâźna jaemin â different visions of the relationship
âŚ- you had been with jaemin for a while when one day you sat down to talk as usual and this topic came up. they realized that they both wanted different things in life and that they didnt know where they were taking the relationship. you were willing to continue the relationship, settle down and maybe start a family one day with him. but jaemin still wanted to continue experiencing life and didnt see their relationship as something serious enough to settle down.
with this information the relationship was no longer the same. there was no point in really continuing with this if one of us thought that way. so one day, you faced him. you asked him if it was really true that he saw the relationship you two had that way and when he said yes, you blurted it out. it hurt him, but he understood and thought it was the best for the two of you.
âŚâźzhong chenole â big figth
âŚ- chenle is someone with strong ideas and sticks to them a lot, so arguments were not something unusual in their relationship. it was always little things like who had to wash the dishes and stuff like that. sometimes things escalated to another level but never like that time.
the argument had started over something that was certainly stupid given the strength with which they ended up arguing. everything got out of control when you reproached him for something. from there, they began to tell each other every bad thing they saw in each other. the argument ended when one of you shouted, "well, if we're so bad for each other we should break up." and that's how it ended, you didnt see him again after that for a long time.
âŚâźpark jisung â a misunderstanding
âŚ- jisung thought you cheated on him. he misinterpreted a message that was on your cell phone. at first he denied it (not only because it wasnt true) but because he didnt believe it was true, especially coming from you. but after that he started noticing things that were always there but he had never noticed them. things that had nothing wrong and were purely innocent on your part, but he didnt see them that way.
one day when he got home he told you something that had made him a little jealous, and although he tried to stay calm he ended up exploding and letting it all out. you tried to explain it to him but he got carried away by his ego and didn't let you do it. also relevant is the fact that you had burst into tears because of what he thought of you. in the end you wiped your tears and told him that the relationship was ending.
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Warnings: jealous dark Nat, dom!Nat, Sub!reader, Daddy!Nat, oral r!receiving, strap on r!receiving, spanking, biting, possessive sex, degrading, daddy kink, brief use of gun from Nat, spitting, breeding kink and pinning. Minors DNI
GONNA SAY IT ONE MORE TIME MENTION OF SUGGESTED VIOLENCE
Natashaâs POV:
Looking over my files I noticed I was missing one of my pages. It mustâve gotten mixed up with Wandaâs, Carols, or Y/Nâs when we were filling out mission reports. Grabbing the file I headed to Wandaâs room âhey Wands can I see your file? I think you have one of my papersâ Wanda looked up from her book âyeah no problem, you know where they areâ. Nodding I headed over to her desk, reaching in and pulling out this months folder. After a few minutes of looking I concluded it wasnât there, carefully putting the folder back I looked at Wanda âthanks wandsâ. She nodded and mumbled a âyouâre welcomeâ too focused in her book to pay attention which I didnât mind. Closing her door I walked down the hall and knocked on Carols room. Going in and doing the same thing I came out empty handed.
I had gotten back in my room, tossing my folder on my bed and sitting down to triple check I didnât have the file before I texted Y/N. I was right. I didnât have it. Picking up the phone I drafted a quick text. It was always a little awkward texting her since we broke up eight months ago. The inclination to call her a pet name has to be stifled. We broke up over a stupid argument which quickly turned into slamming doors and blew way out of proportion. When I woke up the next morning she was gone. Showed up to work and didnât talk to me for months. We never really talked it over. She still looks at me with that same damn look yet sheâs acting like she still hates me which drove me crazy. Staring at my phone I drafted a quick message
NR: hey y/n, Iâm missing a file for our recent missions. I was wondering if you could look for it real quick for me? Thank you.
YN: sheâs busy.
I stared at my phone for a second. My blood boiling a little at the thought of someone else with her at midnight. My emotions taking over I texted back
NR: What do you mean sheâs busy? Whereâs y/n?
YN: sheâs busy. Goodnight.
I stared at my phone and texted back one more time
NR: give the phone to y/n.
I stared at my phone and waited for a few minutes. Receiving no answer made me more annoyed. Against my better judgment I grabbed my keys and headed to my car.
Y/Nâs POV:
I pulled my phone out of my girlfriend of two weeks hands âoh my god babe donât piss her offâ she shook her head and poked me âyouâre mine and sheâs texting youâ. I quickly laughed off her statement, and got up to get more water, trying to hide the red in my face. The truth is Iâm not even sure if I am over Natasha or not. I miss her, I miss her warmth and her smile. I miss how we had our little routines. I miss our dynamic. I felt my girlfriends hands wrap around my waist as she kissed my neck from behind âwhat ya thinking about baby?â Putting on a smile I turned around and looked at her ânothing babeâ she nodded gently and picked me up placing me on the counter and kissing me. My lips moved with hers but I didnt feel much. No sparks. No butterflies. No nothing. Just the motions.
I heard a knock at the door and leaned over looking at it. Backing away from me she winked as she went to the door and opened it. My face turning ghost white as she backed up. Natasha crossed the threshold of the door, the barrel of her Glock 19 pointed straight at my girlfriends face âwho the fuck are you?â Her words flew from her mouth like poison as she glared at my new lover, my girlfriend spitting back in the same manner âIâm her girlfriend, who the fuck are you?â. Natashaâs eyes turned dark, her pupils dilated as she brought the gun closer to her head âfucking excuse you?â. I watched as she flinched, fear flooding her eyes. Starting to get up off the counter I spoke âNatasha knock it offâ. Nats eyes fixated on mine while her gun stayed trained on the terrified girl standing in front of her âyouâre fucking busy huh? This who youâre fucking busy with?â. Her dominance bled through her voice as I watched her. My voice coming out in a jumbled stutter as she glared at me âstay fucking put Y/N, Iâll deal with you in a minuteâ. Nodding I swallowed. That wasnât a suggestion, it was an order. An order I should follow if I wanted to keep my head.
Natasha looked back at the woman âget your shit and get the fuck out, you have two minutesâ. I watched as she scrambled to grab her keys and shoes while Nat followed her around with the gun. She was out the door in a little under sixty seconds, the door basically chasing her on the way out as it fell just short of clipping her heels. I watched as Natasha placed the gun on the coffee table. Her eyes watching mine as she took off her jacket, laying the leather artifact on the end of a chair nearby. We stared at each other for a minute. Silence falling over the room. I could tell she was reading me, something I was never able to reciprocate when it came to her.
After a few minutes she spoke up, annoyance lacing her voice âYou got a girlfriend and didnât tell me?â I watched her in confusion âwhat makes you think you had the right to know?â. Nats eyes got darker as she came closer to me âits fucking respectâ I rolled my eyes âwhat? I was supposed to call you? âOh hey Natasha by the way I have a girlfriend now after you broke my fucking heartââ
Natashaâs POV:
I glared at her, my hand making its way around her throat âyou walked out, you remember that?â a silence fell over the room as she watched me, recalling the night in her head. Tightening my grip I seethed âyour heart may have broke but mine shattered. So donât fucking come at me with that Y/Nâ. I felt Y/N swallow against the mid of my hand. Her throat lightly pushing against it then relaxing as she watched me with fear in her eyes. Glaring at her I shook my head âso yes, I did want to know. She doesnât even love you. I see the way she looks at you. Youâre just a toy for herâ. Anger flooded Y/Nâs face âshe does love me!â I laughed a little and questioned, my hand still around her throat âthen why did she walk out so damn easily huh? Leave you with someone as dangerous as me?â. My ex lovers hand reached up to smack me. Her hand just shy of making contact with my skin, before she could I caught her wrist, gripping it in my hand âwell that was dumbâ
Y/Nâs eyes widened as I felt her heartbeat quicken. Her pulse point pushing against the pad of my index and middle finger while my hand wrapped around her neck restricted her breathing a little more. Holding her wrist down on the counter I tilted my head âdoes she make you happy? Does she love you the way I could?â, the girls face was beat red as she breathed out, struggling to get her words out ân-noâ. Loosening my hold I nodded âthought so. Tell me darling, do you want me back?â Y/Nâs eyes turned subby as her mouth opened to answer. Moving my hand up I held her jaw, taking a minute to admire the small oval shaped red marks around Y/Nâs throat from my hand. I smiled at her âgo on baby, tell meâ a whine fell from her lips ây-yes daddyâ I rubbed my thumb over her bottom lip, her mouth opening as I smiled âsuch a slut for me hm? You missed me yeah?â. Y/N nodded and I smirked âgo on baby, stick our your tongue for daddyâ
Y/N stuck out her tongue as I smirked and leaned down, looking at her I spit in her mouth then smiled âhold it babygirl. Do not swallow. Do not let any drip out. Keep that tongue out and flat for meâ, staying still she followed her orders. I chuckled as it threatened to fall from her tongue. Her eyebrows furrowing a little in worry as I watched her struggle. After a few minutes I stuck my fingers in her mouth âsuck.â. Her lips wrapped around my two fingers, sucking as she looked at me. I smiled at her âso fucking pretty like this, sucking daddyâs fingers like a greedy little bitchâ
A red tint fell over her cheeks as she continued to suck. Her tongue swirling around my fingers, I pushed down on her tongue, making her take my fingers in a little more. Tears pricked her eyes as she gagged slightly. I let out a quiet chuckle âatta girl, take my fingers, just like that pretty thingâ. Y/Nâs hips rocked on the counter, the desperate look in her eyes made me feral. Pulling my fingers out she whined, I lightly patted her cheek and tutted âoh itâs okay baby, lets see how wet you are detkaâ. My hand made its way down to her cunt, feeling her arousal seeping through her shorts. Moving the fabric to the side my cold fingertips trailed around her cunt. Goosebumps raising on the skin of her thighs. Placing my middle finger on her sensitive bud I rubbed in small circles, Y/Nâs eyes rolling back a little as she let out a small moan âf-fucking hellâ I smirked âfeel good huh baby?â The girl nodded as another breathy moan fell from her lips, I smiled and removed my fingers âgoodâ. Y/N whimpered ân-no please I need moreâ I laughed a little âgo to our room babyâ. Lifting Y/N by her hips I helped her off the counter. Smacking her ass as she ran ahead of me and I called out âposition four babyâ
When I got in the room I was pleased to see that she was indeed in position four. Completely stripped with her back flat to the bed. Her knees bent and legs spread, wrists together and rested above her head. She always looked so pretty like this. I went into the closet and looked for something to tie her wrist together with. Scoffing at the other womans horrible taste in clothing. Finding a tie I came back. Straddling Y/N âwristsâ, holding up her wrists to me I tied them together then whispered âkeep them thereâ. Y/N nodded and I watched her âyou know damn well I dont take that head shaking shit, open your mouth and speakâ. Y/Nâs cheeks grew red as she whispered ây-yes daddy Iâm sorry. Iâll keep my hands thereâ. I nodded and made my way down to her cunt.
Looking up at Y/N from between her legs I saw the desperation in her eyes. She knew better then to close her legs. As much as I would love to get the spreader bar watching her struggle to keep her legs open was just as equally entertaining. Leaning down I licked her cunt gently. Her arousal coating my tongue as I groaned âfuck I missed you baby, you taste so good my loveâ. Y/Nâs back arched, her hands gripping onto each other as she moaned. Chuckling I began to eat her out, pulling her into me and burying my face into her cunt. Trying her best not to close her legs she squirmed. Breathy little moans falling from her lips till they became louder, turning into pathetic little pleas âp-please daddy, c-can I cum?â I laughed at her âcum? You want to cum?â She nodded as she squirmed âp-pleaseâ. Laughing I rolled my thumb over her clit. Causing pleasure to surge through her body just for me to pull off. Leaving her feeling nothing but too much all at the same time.
Y/N whimpered again ân-no pleaseâ shaking my head I rubbed her thighs âno baby, position twoâ. Sitting up she turned on her tummy. Scooting her hips to the end of the bed and she bent herself over. Y/Nâs arms still above her head as I rubbed her ass âmmmm daddy missed making this perfect little ass red, it looks so pretty tinted in that crimson red colorâ. Just as I finished my sentence I landed a harsh smack to her ass, the sound of skin on skin contact ringing throughout the room along with a loud moan. Smiling I rubbed the outline of my handprint on her ass. Soothing the stinging sensation âyouâre getting six baby. Count each and every one like a good girl for me will you?â Y/N nodded ây-yes daddyâ. Taking my hand I spanked her again, harder this time. I a little moan fell from her lips âo-one daddy thank youâ. I smiled, pleased that she remembered how to count her spanks, my hand switching over to her other cheek, landing an equally harsh smack to her ass. A small whimper fell from her lips. There was no denying it stung. The red color showing more and more on her tender ass. By the time she had finished her spanks she was close to crying. Oh how pretty she looked when she cried.
Rubbing her ass gently I climbed beside her, leaning down I whispered in her ear âsuch a good girl baby, you did such a good job for meâ kissing her ear gently then nibbling slightly âyouâre mine do you understand?â Y/N squirmed under me ây-yes daddy I understandâ. I laughed a little âoh baby I donât think you do, but you willâ. Y/N watched me with a little confusion. Standing up I watched her âback to position four darlingâ. Tilting her head in confusion she began to open her mouth to ask a question, something she knew I was not very fond of her doing. I spanked her ass again âthat wasnt a suggestion, you do as youâre told when youâre told to do it, is that understood slut?â A yelp sounded throughout the room as her legs kicked a little ây-yes daddy!â Nodding I lifted her hips âthen get too itâ. She quickly began to scramble into position as I sighed while looking for the toy I wanted âjust as I finally think youâre starting to learn to follow directions, you have to be a little brat and fuck it up hm? Why canât you just follow daddyâs orders?â. Y/N knew that was a rhetorical question. Her arms rested above her head again. I grabbed the breeding strap we had. Y/N always went feral when I pulled out this strap, and to be honest I did too. Worry flooded her eyes a little and I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion âwhatâs wrong baby?â A whimper fell from her lips âI-Its gonna be too bigâŚI-I havenât been stretching myselfâ
A low moan fell from my mouth. I loved fucking Y/N, but fucking her when she was tight was a whole other type of sex. The noises she made. The little screams falling from her lips. Leaning over her I straddled her âitâs okay babygirl, donât you worry your pretty little head about that, daddy will make it fitâ hovering above her I held her wrists down with my hand. looking in her eyes as I teased the tip of the strap against her entrance then slowly eased the faux cock in her tight cunt. Y/N whimpered and gasped a small moan mixed with pain and pleasure fell from her lips as I coaxed âoh baby I know, I know love. Youâre just so fucking tight for me hm? You look so god damn pretty like this babyâ
I watched as her cunt took in my strap, leaning down to her neck I sunk my teeth into her soft skin. My canines bruising her sensitive area. The pain of my bite distracting her from my strap stuffing her tight cunt. As the pain turned into pleasure she began to moan âf-fucking hell daddy more pleaseâ groaning I moved my hands to her hips, pinning her into the mattress âyou sound so fucking pathetic when you beg babyâ her moans grew louder as I fucked into her, pulling her hips into me and making sure I bottomed out with each thrust. I groaned âsuch a whore hm? Letting me fuck into you while you moan and beg for more. Nothings ever enough for you. My little desperate cock slutâ bucking her hips up she moaned âi-it feels so fucking good daddyâ. Laughing I watched her, pushing my thumbs into her hips enough to bruise âyouâre mine do you understand me? That bitch could never fuck you the way I doâ arching her back she screamed a little âI-Iâm yours daddy, p-please let me cum. I-Iâm gonna cumâ shaking my head I tutted ânot yet babyâ Y/N whimpered as I lifted her legs over my shoulders. Hitting an entirely new angle in her cunt. Her screams and moans rung through the room as I continued to brush her cervix with the strap around my hips. The strap rubbing against my clit allowing me to chase my orgasm as well.
Just before I came I groaned âgo on baby. Cumâ placing my hand on her lower stomach I came, allowing the strap to paint her walls with the fake cum âthats it baby, fuck such a good girl. Taking my cum like the cock drunk slut you areâ cries and pleas fell from her lips as she squirmed under me, her legs shaking from her orgasm âd-daddy please, s-slow down, t-too muchâ chuckling I mocked âyou wanted to cum didnât you baby? Donât act like an ungrateful little brat now, that would hurt daddyâs feelingsâ her eyes rolled back again as I fucked her through her orgasm. Working on trying to pull another out of her fucked out body. My hand made its way down to her sensitive clit as I rolled my thumb over the bud. Gripping at the tie around her hands she whimpered âd-daddy Iâm gonna cum againâ chuckling I rubbed faster, continuing to fuck into her âgood, I want you tooâ. More mumbled incoherent pleas fell from her lips while I pulled her hips into me. It wasnât long before she was clenching around my strap again. Those desperate big eyes watching me, pleading for me to let her cum. Tutting I shook my head âyou know better, open your fucking mouth and ask me or youâre not cumming at allâ. Y/N kicked her legs a little in protest, throwing a small tantrum as if she was a child. I quickly pulled out and landed a harsh smack to her cunt, growling as I looked down at her âdonât you ever dare do that again. You use your words, I havenât fucked you that stupid yetâ. She yelped once my hand made contact with her cunt. She was so distracted by the slap that she almost didnât recognize she was no longer full of my strap. It was hard to keep my eyes trained on her and not watch the cum seeping from her cunt. Taking my fingers I leaned over her. My lips hovering close to hers, distracting her from realizing two of my fingers were trailing down to her cunt. As I spoke I fucked the fake cum back into her âuse your words, do you understand babygirl?â. Y/N moaned and nodded ây-yes daddy I understandâ
I kissed her then nodded, lining my strap back up with her cunt before fucking right back into her, I groaned as she easily took my thick strap âfuck, thatâs better, all stretched out for meâ. It wasnât long before she was close to cumming again. I smiled at her as she begged and I rubbed her hip âsuch a good girl, look at you using your manners. Cum for meâ gripping the sheets she came, screaming a little as I filled her yet again âf-fuck daddy t-thank you!â. Chuckling I fucked her though it, her body getting looser from losing control of it. Fear flooded her eyes as I continued to fuck her ân-no daddy no more please, I canâtâ sitting forward I leaned over her. Burying the cock further into her cunt âcolor darlingâ squirming she watched me âgreen daddyâŚâ. Tutting I watched her, grabbing her jaw âthen baby, if it is green, why the fuck are you telling me itâs too much?â. Y/N whimpered âb-because itâs sensitive daddyâ I shook my head, tightening my grip around her jaw âyou know I love when youâre sensitive baby, it makes you cry such pretty tears for daddyâ. Blushing she watched me as I rubbed my thumb over her lip âyouâll take one more like a good girl for me. And youâll say thank you after. Isnt that right?â. Y/N watched me and nodded, starting to fall into sub space. Placing my hands on her wrists I began to fuck into her again. Holding her down.
Y/N did her best to squirm under me. Her tears were steadily flowing at this point from the sheer overstimulation. She looked so pretty like this. Her pleading to go faster. Her begging for more. Feeling her tighten she breathed out âp-please daddy can I cum?â I watched her âwho owns you?â. Y/N whimpered ây-you do daddy Iâm sorryâ. Holding my jaw I looked at her âsay it againâ cries fell from her mouth ây-you own me d-daddy please!â Nodding I fucked into her âthatâs right, I own you. Not that bitch you had in here earlier, not anyone else. Me. Donât you ever forget thatâ. Nodding under me I fucked into her âgood girl. Cum.â
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3k celeb toimeee ~_~ darting eyes with pregnant reader and best friends lily and alex please? love u mother
guessing game â ...?
Your two closest friends scramble to guess who got you knocked up.
auds here... hi love u didnt specify who u want the baby daddy to be... so i spun it into something of the sort bahaha
Alex finds the plastic positive test first, on the floor of his bathroom. On instinct, he literally screams for Lily, who rushes over to him and tells him itâs not hers, and for a minute Alex thinks oh Christ, is it mine? Itâs only after Lily slaps his shoulder that they begin thinking of who might own it, thinking itâd really only belong to the only other person they love enough to let pee in their flat.
In a flurry of panic, they ransack the place trying to find you (itâs a three bedroom, so not too much ransacking is done, really) and eventually find peace when they peek into the rooftop deck and find you watching the overcast, dreary city with a blank expression on your face. You turn when you hear their footsteps on the cement, features softening instantly.
âYou freaked us out,â Lily says, but sheâs hugging you tight. âAlex saw it.â
âI thought it was mine for a second,â he says, earning himself another light shove. You laugh, but it doesnât really hold with your anxiety, your anticipation, your nerves. You know, you can feel their burning questions creeping up on you, but they hold back for your sake.
âAre you okay?â Alex adds, wrapping an arm around your shoulders. You sigh, shrugging.
âSure. Iâm keeping it, I guess. Iâm just nervous. I havenât even told the dââ Your voice hitches into silence, and you purse your lips. âYeah.â
You can tell theyâre absolutely dying to ask you who it is, but you donât want to speak it aloud.
Itâs just because when you do, itâll feel so much more real. So real, so damning, once thereâs a name to the mysterious figure, once they know who he is. But theyâre your best friends, and just based on their eyebrows furrowing and eyes darting millimeter to millimeter, you can pick up on their inner monologues, their musings, and the theories they will no doubt share to one another over dinner or beer when youâre gone.
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âPaul.â Lily says, tossing the stuffed bear to her boyfriend. He takes it and holds it, humming contemplatively. âAlex, itâs him. Thatâs the last guy she slept with, like, four weeks ago. And they did it twice I think.â
âYeaaaaah, but. Yeesh. Paul?â He grimaces, face souring as if heâd just eaten a lemon wedge. âHe was ugly.â
She laughs. âThen it means our best friend is going to have an ugly baby. Throw me the bear.â
âOhâaha! Ahhh-ha! It canât be Paul, she was in California last month, remember?! She had that whole work thing. And he was in Europe. Canât make a baby over Skype, now can you.â He pumps his eyebrows and throws the bear, satisfied with his rebuttal as he watches his girlfriend stutter for her own.Â
âMaybe she had a one night stand with someone in California?â Lily hums. âDid you know anyone who was there last month?â
She pouts to herself, deep in thought. Sheâs worried for you, above all, but she canât knock the curiosity out of herself. It seems weird that neither she or her boyfriend are even remotely able to pinpoint the guyâs identity at once, mostly because they both know you so well. Lily especially, because youâre not in the business of spilling hookup secrets to Alex (he gets wind of it via Lily instead), and she had herself convinced sheâd heard almost all of it.
âNo, I didnât see anything. Lots of drivers were on off-time last month, so it was all personal trips. But if she got knocked up a bit before L.A., she did go to that gala where a few drivers were hanging out, too.â He makes grabby hands for the bear, but Lily holds it out of reach, still confused and lost in thought.
She was so sure it was Paulâhe was the only guy you told her about over the last few months. Sure, there were flings, but they were terribly short-lived, and that was only because youâre not one to date for a while. âThe timeline doesnât add up, but. Okay, who was there?â
âUm. Charles, and Carlos.â
âSo it might be them.â
âYeah, but slim chance.â
Grumbling, she tosses the bear back. âYou win,â she sighs. âWeâll see. Iâm totally blanking.â
âSo am I,â Alex responds, evidently bummed.
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Yuki hosts birthday dinner with the people on the grid he can âtolerate,â he said, which of course started with Pierre and Nyck, seated on either side of the celebrant. Plus ones are allowed, so Alex brought Lily, too, and Yuki loves you too much to discount you from the guest list, so the three of you are sitting next to each other. Charles, and Lando occupy the last two seats.
âRemember that gala you went to last month?â Lily asks in faux-nonchalance.
âOh, yeah. Carlos and I had way too much vodka that time, like jeeez.â You make a face of disgust.
Alex squeezes Lilyâs hand so hard she has to contain a squeal. Theyâve got you pinned.
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An hour into the dinner, your eyes begin to dart back and forth, breaths leaving you in quiet little huffs, which is your easiest tellâyouâre nervous. Anticipatory. Bumbling. Sometime after the collective effort of teaching Pierre how to use chopsticks and watching the wooden utensil fly away and into the restaurantâs open aquarium, you excuse yourself to go to the bathroom.
Immediately, your departure sends Alex and Lily into sleuth mode again.Â
She extracts a pen from her purse and clicks it a few times, reviewing the facts. One, you havenât told the dad yet, you said, which means thereâs no awkward air between the two of you. Two, itâs someone on the paddock, or someone friends with someone on the paddock (the only clue you told them, and a really useless one considering how big social circles run in racing).
Its Carlos? she writes on a napkin, passing it to Alex.
DUNNOâŚ. Maybe is the response. How bout Yuki? âWhatâs your birthday wish, Yukino?â Lando asks as she writes; Lily makes an attempt to look engaged but half-fails, eyes trained on her written words.
Are u crazy she scribbles. Lando?
âTo travel outside of work,â Yuki says. âBe by myself, or with a friend. Taste food everywhere.â She wouldnt sleep with him if he paid her, Alex writes furiously quickly after paying the driver a long, scrutinizing glance.
âI heard of a cool place somewhere in Vietnam,â Lily chimes in to seem involved, but she doesnât look up from her writing. Ok⌠so itâs not a driver?
She passes it to Alex and looks up. âThey sell the best pho.â
âIf you like Asian food, mate, Nobu is good, too,â Charles offers, smiling.
Alex passes the tissue, now worn thin with the writing, back. Idk. I bet it is tho. Doobius. She reads over it a few times in a cross between amusement and what she can only describe as being totally weirded out.
ITS DUBIOUS, she corrects, and for good measure she underlines the U several times. Theyâre losing the plot, distracted.
âI only hear the best about that place,â Nyck quips. âWhat Nobu did you go to?â
SORRY IM NOT AN EXPERT MISS HE
âCalifornia, in L.A.â
I dont think theres a single word spelled like that Alex
Pierre makes a curious noise. âLos Angeles? I didnât know you went there, mate. When?â
Ok miss expert comes the funny reply.
âLast month,â Charles says.
Youre such a di
She pauses as she writes, waiting for herself to piece together why his sentence means so much. Nobu. California. L.A.
Last month.
The words register, click in her mind. In unison, Alex and Lilyâs wide eyes immediately snap up to Charlesâ relaxed figure, and he notices, laughing a bit nervously. No way, theyâre thinking. The answerâs dropped right into their laps.
Now visibly stuffy, Charles smiles politely. âWhat is going on?â
âYouâ!â Alex raises a finger, ready to make his epiphany verbal in his fit of excitement, but at the last moment spots you walking back in, dabbing your lip gloss in place. He deflates. âYâyou, youâare a fan of sushi?!â
Charles blinks. âUm⌠sure.â
Lily makes a show of happiness. âThatâs great!â she chirps, laughing phonily. âSo great!â
Alex nods along. âSo great, so great!â
You slide into your seat, smiling. âHi. Whatâs so great?â
âOh,â Lily says, laughing smugly and meeting your eyes. âOh, you have no idea.â
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hi! i'm caelum. you might know me from @goldentruths-pod or from posting online. im in a financial quicksand pit and i really, really, really need help.
i'm disabled and receive approx ~$950 a month from social security. this has gone from "rough but survivable" when i first started receiving SSI to "i am literally not making ends meet" in 2024. right now my current status is that i am covering my basic needs but any kind of extra purchases are impossible. and the extra purchases i need to make keep piling up because i just can't afford them. some things i need include, in vague level of priority:
dolphin, my cat, is years overdue for a vet visit. this is going to be $300 minimum, possibly more because she has an adversarial relationship with the vet. she needs dental work done which they had quoted me as being $1500 but ive been putting it off for so long that i would not be surprised if that's more expensive too
i have learned today that my gold crown needs to be replaced. really unhappy about this one. it was a miserable experience the first time (everything that went wrong did go wrong, i'll spare you the details) but what is relevant here is that my insurance does not cover this and it was $900 last time. insurance also does not cover extracting the tooth either so that's cool. i have some time before this one is due (my next consult is in july)
my phone is approaching "unusably broken". i've had it for close to 4 years now. the call speaker no longer works (i can only use the phone on speaker mode) and it struggles to run apps or a web browser which makes things like GPS pretty dire. this would be like ~$100-$150 probably, i havent done serious phone shopping yet
my driver's license is expired and i need to get a new one. this was $110 last time. note i havent driven a car in years due to the disability but it's really valuable to have a universally recognized form of photo ID and ive already been hassled over it being expired
god this one is so embarrassing to get into but i had to flee my previous apartment last year due to it escalating into a DV situation. the other tenants did not pay the heating bill, which was in my name (and my dumb ass didnt close the account because it was the middle of february and i didnt want to freeze them to death) so i have a $250 utility bill in collections. i might be able to dispute or debt forgiveness this one but tbh ive been so fucking drained given everything else going on and also my phone barely works so i havent pursued it. especially since i can't afford to pay it if i cant challenge it
i would really like to have a passport again. my previous one was destroyed by my landlord in 2018 but even if it wasnt it'd also be expired now. not sure how much this one costs. likely $200?
my food stamps were slashed in half (covid emergency ending lol) and do not cover my food costs for the month so im paying like $150 a month on food that i didnt have to previously. i can maybe fix this one but im slowly losing my mind from malnutrition from trying to not go into debt and also eat. so i havent had it in me to go 1v1 welfare bureaucracy and possibly make everything even worse
my shoes are probably two months out from fully decomposing. they were $100 three years ago and id like to get something comparable given they lasted me this long
the rest of my clothes are also very literally becoming threadbare, falling apart, or are too big and keep slipping off. i legitimately feel embarrassed to go in public these days because i dress so shitty all the time
insurance doesnt cover my HRT anymore so that's $30 a month i didnt used to have to pay
im sorry this turned into such a ramble. i'm in such a bad way right now, i have been for quite a while and the dental work news is really just the final straw. i can't really have a fundraising goal because due to the SSI asset limit i can never own more than $2000. & i'm aware both that this is the poor people sending each other the same 20 dollars website and that there are people urgently trying to raise money to escape an active genocide. but i held off from making this post as long as possible & idk what else i can do
anyway if theres anything you can contribute to help me i would appreciate it more than anything. at the very least i need to do something about my tooth.
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