#I won’t fall in love

[somewheremillo]

Current mood is St. Tropez party girl by Lana del Rey, how do I even function atp lol

[aria-greenhoodie]

“Maybe it’s just inter-dimensional sickness…?”

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[ghostbeam]

Mech pilot yuuta and his mech that’s incredibly possessive over him. He takes to you as a handler almost immediately, excited for the help after his last few handlers were scared off. You’re not allowed inside, your constantly dodging malfunctioning limbs and faulty wires, but you’re not one to back down, and gaining her trust is just as important as gaining his.

Rika only realizes how important you are to Yuuta the day after you spend the night with him, and he’s left alone in the morning with an empty bed and a broken heart. You’re his handler. You’re not supposed to leave him. Not ever.

She lures you into her chest one night, faking some sort of lighting malfunction and allowing you inside for the first time. She keeps you inside all night, enduring all your yelling and banging on her insides to be let out, a nice gift for Yuuta.

[jonsastarks]

“Jon is 50% Rhaegar”…………. jon snow is going straight on suicide watch once he learns who his biodad is. he does not want to be anything like that man

[nellandvoid]

practice sketches of the boys cause i need to draw them more (they are worms in my brain)

[giddlygoat]

as much as i want to see fiddleford recover and enter his much-deserved era of good mental and physical health, i also want to see the effects of his head trauma follow him forever. it’s important to me that while he heal and find a level of normalcy and peace, he never return to his old self.

kind of a side bar, but it’s relevant so: i also think there’s something to be said about old man mcgucket’s confidence. boldness? idk how to describe it. i wouldn’t say his paranoid tendencies have vanished, but for the most part he’s. breezier. part of it is the brain damage, and maybe part of it is genuine self-evolution in the right direction. but i think the obsessive mind-wiping just… broke that part of his brain. it’s like he’s no longer affected by fear in the same way. and i hope we see strong traces of that damage until the day he dies.

it’s important to me that fiddleford heal and emerge into self-awareness once more. it’s important to me that ford still look at him as very much the same person, despite all of the damage. but he’s also changed severely and irreversibly. i think of old man mcgucket as a much rawer version of fiddleford in that he holds less reservations and has no filter. he’s healing but he’s also broken, and those scars will forever be visible. and that’s important to me because it also changes ford and fiddleford’s dynamic a lot.

ok one last sidebar, then i’m done. when i say it changes their dynamic i mean it in the way that because fiddleford now wears his heart on his sleeve and ford himself is a bit wiser about relationships, there is less self-sabotaging going on between them. romance or friendship wise. and if nothing else, they both feel they’re getting too old for biting their tongues, so i imagine the discussions of certain difficult topics comes a bit easier now.

like, given that they’ve both made many catastrophically terrible decisions over their lives, they have a better perspective on life in general and have had time to reorient their previously fucked priorities. ford lives with a lot of shame for how he treated stan, dealing with the devil, and bringing about the end times. fiddleford lives with a lot of shame for how he treated emma-may and tate, starting a cult that ruined lives [especially his own], and not to mention the multiple death robot incidents. even though they both had good intentions or else thought their actions were justified at the time [mostly], it all collapsed on their heads because these actions were ridiculously stupid.

i think all of this is part of why the rekindling of their friendship happened so easily. fiddleford is eager to forgive ford and embrace him because he’s learned first-hand what grief and paranoia can drive a person to do, and so he feels the best thing he can do is accept his old friend back into his life, no questions asked. maybe ford will forever think he doesn’t deserve it, but he learns to accept mcgucket’s kindness and tries to learn from it. they’re both healing even if it’ll never be Backupsmore again. it’s still them, despite it all.

[littlecrow4]

Ok so not only have I just been SEVERELY COCKBLOCKED but I have also been SEVERELY ATTACKED EMOTIONALLY!!!

To my fellow FiddleStan enjoyers this is the fic that I have just suffered through with a plot twist so big it’ll make your grandmas head spin off! 10/10 it’s fucking amazing and I’m dropping the title to the ones who have not been blessed by this fic yet

Title: Penumbra

Author: Apuzzlingprince

Check it out it’s amazing! Had me droppin my jaw

[claudia-lioncourt]

what if we get one last lesdaughter moment before the horrors. what if he tells her he doesn’t regret her. what if.

[ambafaerie]

Fiddleford and Emma - May did genuinely love each other and she was also right to leave him because of his neglect addiction to the memory gun and for being a freaking CULT LEADER.

Most of the content I have seen about their marriage glosses over this aspect and fill it up other reasons for their divorce - emotional cheating, incompatible orientations, etc. - which can be valid but this just denies a very real and scary reason why Emma - May would leave him.

Yeah he sent a homicidal pterodactyl after her because he was that distraught over their divorce and he was already insane but before that Fiddleford willingly chose to continue his addiction to the memory gun fracturing his mind and leading him to neglect his family and start a cult that wipes people’s memories without their consent.

If the theory about Emma - May’s family being the same Dixons that were involved in Silas Birchtree’s cult, Ciphertology, is true then she made the right decision to divorce Fiddleford. He didn’t just neglect his family for an unknown amount of months which would worry them to no end and doubled down on it because of his addiction but he ran a cult - something which if the theory was true was the same thing that traumatized Emma - May’s family.

Was it terrible that Emma - May walked out on her husband in his then insane state? Yes, but it is justified because she had no context of what exactly went down with Fiddleford. All she knew was a husband who became neglectful out of the blue looked nothing like the man she knew and whose erratic behavior was a danger to anyone who crossed him and if she had seen the Blind Eye Society he was also a dangerous cult leader just like Silas Birchtree the man who possibly terrorized her family.

So yeah, Emma - May was right to divorce him but I know life continued for her she is living out her days in peace and keeps in contact with Tate.

[amaliatheartist]

I am such a sucker, and I’m always the last to know

[cherryskeletoncake]

‘’Kiss me’’ plays softly in the background

[call-me-cosmic]

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[babyleostuff]

i can’t believe that even after wonwoo decided to share his anxiety regarding flying and airports, people still crowded them today til the point where he had to cover his ears????

WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT OF GIVING YOUR IDOL A FUCKING ANXIETY ATTACK JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE FOR GODS SAKE

[turtleblogatlast]

i see your post about leo being relieved that hes trans because he learned his stripes would go away and i raise you: leo, who spends his entire childhood in fear because donnie told him that he will lose his stripes when he is younger, only for them all to realize hes trans when they dont

Oh…Leo having so much value in his looks and especially his stripes because they’re what make him stand out the most, and in turn it helps solidify himself a role in the team as the “Face Man.” Sure, he absolutely thinks himself good looking with or without the stripes, but his stripes are striking and he knows it, and they mean more to him than just looks anyway. Knowing all this time that his stripes were going to fade and yet still taking on his title and still being as confident as he is - imagine he’d already come to the conclusion that his worth on the team, in his family, was always on a timer.

Then that timer goes away. And he’s left with relief and tells himself that hey, he’d have been just as cool looking without the stripes anyway! But…he’s glad to keep them. Even if his role isn’t quite just “Face Man” anymore, his stripes are a part of him.

And it’s been really scary to think that someday he’d look in the mirror and see a part of himself missing.

[kalechip247]

Book of Bill confirmed we live in a multiverse + the book is about Bill talking with the reader soooo…

i drew self-insert cringe 😼👍🏻

[oddishblossom]

Mao: I’m not doing anything! I’m straight!

Also Mao: 👁️👄👁️

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