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akiragatr · 1 year ago
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Heard a commercial on the radio suggesting a laser fat removal before it's Back to School season.
War and hatred on planet earth. đŸ”Ș🗡💣
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hardynwa · 11 months ago
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‘I wished for death after failed cosmetic surgery’ – Transgender Jay Boogie
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Popular Nigerian transgender, Daniel Anthony Nsikan, better known as Jay Boogie, has said he wished for death after suffering complications following a botched cosmetic surgery. He said his health condition worsened to the point that he had to undergo dialysis every day to be able to pass out urine. Speaking in a recent chat with media personality, Chude Jideonwo, Jay Boogie said he was also receiving death threats via social media because some of his friends took pictures of him in his hospital bed and lied that he needed public assistance to fund a kidney transplant. He said, “People that I thought were my friends came into the hospital and took pictures of me and sent to the bloggers. It was becoming so annoying that the bullying online was even too much. I was receiving death threats. People will come to my DM and be like, ‘You never still die?’ So, I decided to stay off the media for a while. “I wasn’t the one that sent out my pictures on social media. It was my friends. I’m a discreet person. I don’t like flaunting things. I love living a low-key life. Because nobody cares about you. You should care about yourself. “So, I mean, with the dramas going online, people bullying me saying, ‘How man go go do nyansh.’ Can you even imagine the mentality? Do you even see me as a man? This is something I want for myself. And I’m sure that if I were to be any of their siblings they won’t tell me that they won’t feel the pains I’m going through. I started going to dialysis every day just so I can pass out urine. My legs were swollen. The urine was very high. At that point, I was measuring my intake of water. Before I go for dialysis they will check my weight and I will be weighing 100 and something. Every day, I would be going for dialysis, they will be taking out my blood and all that. It was hurting that I sat down and said, ‘God abeg, I am just tired. I just want to go . What am I even doing? Who send me to come do this nyansh sef?” Read the full article
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dirtytransmasc · 2 years ago
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imagine Steve spoiling his friends/partners/etc. with his shitty excuse for a father's money. cause gift giving is totally one of his love languages, I will die on this hill.
now apply this to any of these scenerios (this is all on top of the general but utmost spoiling):
little!Billy - getting him all the nicest toys, being able to make him his own safe room, taking care of his little ones every wish.
trans!Billy (transfem, transmasc, gender fluid, etc. this works for any of them). getting transfem Billie cute little dresses and lingerie, any makeup she eyes in the store, the finest jewelry, helping her get any cosmetics or hormones she desires, spoiling her absolutely rotten. filling gender fluid! Billy's closet with whatever they want. paying for transmasc! Billy's top surgery and T.
trans!Tommy - similar to billy, paying for his medical care, buying him all the clothes he wants, packers too (his boy deserves the best).
puppy!Tommy - getting him his first hood and tail, getting him a pretty leather collar and harness.
kinky!Eddie - getting him the best toys (for him to use in that was a typo but I'm leaving it there lmao Steve later), the finest sheets, the cutest lingerie (again, normally for Steve to wear and for Eddie to enjoy). he makes sure to splurge on the nicest rope and doesn't cheap out in the new headboard.
~SFW AND PLATONIC FROM HERE ON~
Chrissy - going grocery and clothes shopping with Chrissy, helping her ignore all the sizes and nutrition values. making sure she gets everything she wants, and never feels ashamed for it. getting her flowers when she goes out of her comfort zone on something.
the kids - taking the kids to the arcade and giving them like 20 bucks each and letting them run wild. getting max the best skateboard/skate gear for her birthday. getting the kids stuff for their campaign's. helping upgrade the schools av club material. giving Erica, max, and El money to go to the mall (had it not been destroyed or linked to evil Russians)
Robin - splurging in robins safe foods so he always had some in him or at his house. buying her whatever fidgets and expensive but insanely comfortable clothes. buys her new books/instruments/writing materials/etc. (I hc her as very creative. she likes to read and write poetry, write and play music and songs, she loves to read in general). he finacially (Nancy deals with the paperwork and legal aspects) helps her copyright and publish her own books, stories, music, and poetry.
Nancy - she takes her combat/gun skills seriously even after the upside down and he invests in her classes/guns/gym membership. helps her start her own press, and doesn't let her give him a free subscription.
shoulders some of the parents (minus the wheelers, cause they suck) bills here and there when they let him. he normally finds ways to do it indirectly so they don't realize it.
Jonathan - he buys him new cameras here and there, spots him for the good weed when argyles not around. (pretty neutral on stonathan, so that's why he's down here)
tell me he wouldn't.
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not-a-space-alien · 2 years ago
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Can you give a full explanation of all the differences between humans and vampires? Sowwy if this is an inconvenience :3
I'm actually using (an adapted version of) @whumpsday 's worldbuilding and vampire lore, so I'll recap some of that and my additions/alterations!
I think the origin of vampires is actually an ancient curse, so there's some sort of magic in this universe, but it's not really important to the story.
Vampires can't eat normal food and have to drink human blood. (not animal blood or some sort of substitute). I play with that requirement a little bit in my version, although I think MMSS still has the potential to be compliant with that since Valen specifies that even as he's trying to make a blood substitute, he still needs to drink real blood and can't cut himself off completely. Human food smells bad to them, but if they try to eat it I think it turns to ash in their stomach.
They have fangs (obv), and are super strong and fast. They also have very good smell and hearing.
Vampires all have red eyes.
Vampires can't be killed except for a wooden stake through the heart.
Vampires have a healing factor that means anything besides a wooden stake through the heart will heal eventually, although if their brain is destroyed they'll be rendered unconscious for a while. This returns the body to its "natural" state, which is however the vampire was born. So if someone gets a limb torn off, it'll regrow, but if they were born without a limb, they'll always heal back to that state. So disabled vampires are possible (I think it could be argued that Kane is a fantasy-disabled vampire) This also means that things like ear piercings have to be refreshed daily, cosmetic surgery isn't really a thing, and normally-irreversible aspects of HRT like voice deepening will wear of if hormones are discontinued.
Vampires are immune to poison and most diseases (and therefore, unfortunately, probably things like anesthesia, caffeine, and alcohol)
Vampires have a special hypnotic ability called persuasion. We actually don't see this happen a lot in Mill's story cuz their main vampire was born without the ability to use persuasion (and is therefore shunned by his family for it), but I would say the way persuasion works in my story is probably closer to the way it works in Shattered by @oddsconvert. For my story I made it so persuasion can be used through any method of communication--speech, writing, sign language, it just depends on how good at it the vampire is and what their natural talents are. But regardless of how it's done, a human's mind eventually starts to melt from the repeated trauma of being mind-controlled and they become basically a nonfunctional shell. It's truly a horrible ability, which is why Valen thought it was abhorrent and selfish to use it to save himself. Most vampires don't actually need to use it because their blood is provided to them by blood farms.
Direct sunlight burns them severely. It can't kill them, but it can make them wish they would die. It's canonically the worst feeling most vampires are capable of feeling and it's pretty much debilitating.
Silver also burns them but not as much. More akin to like hot metal on the skin. They also can't break silver chains or anything made of silver.
The thing about vampires not having a reflection came about when mirrors had silver backings which is I assume supposed to have destroyed the reflection or something so I assume vampires would show up in, like, photographs and reflections in mirrors that don't have silver backings.
The thing with vampires and silver I think originates because vampires are supposed to be a type of unholy creature and silver represents purity, which is the same logic behind why they can't cross running water in some lore (being the cleanest form of drinking water) but i don't think there's anything special about these vampires with running water.
They are undead, sort of, they have blood in their bodies but it's darker in color and inedible. For my setting I specified vampires come in a range of skin tones including ones that are corpse-like where you can see the blood has sort of drained from under their skin, and i imagine for darker-skinned vampires they would have colder undertones rather than warmer ones. They can blush but it's darker in tone because of their blood being almost black.
These vampires don't reproduce by biting people's necks and converting them into vampires, they have children like normal BUT it's much, much harder to conceive and give birth for vampires. They don't ovulate as often (with the menstrual cycle being dramatically slowed down) and I imagine sperm counts/sperm viability would be reduced to match that. I get the impression vampires reach adulthood at 18 the way humans do, and just live a lot longer.
Culturally, the area of the world we're focused in on has vampires living in a separate society from humans. I imagine this is due to practical reasons since the two species have such poor relations with each other, and there's a clear border between the two territories. There are much fewer vampires than humans so I imagine their territory is just kind of a small are compared to human territory. Like maybe they just kind of co-opted a city or something and said "OK this is ours now, everyone else leave" and they. did ajdklsdjasladjklsdj;la
So obviously vampire society and culture would be pretty different from human culture, but not quite by that much--most vampires/commoners just get blood from blood farms and never even see humans and might not even think about it that much, and I imagine it's the norm for them to actually feel kind of bad about it the way most people eat meat and feel bad about factory farming but don't go vegan
Upper class/noble vampires DO usually catch their own humans for their own personal blood supply. Some commoner vampires think this is ghoulish but some are jealous and think it's admirable. Humans are generally viewed as livestock animals/feed animals and snatching them up as hunting.
Generally, their culture is probably an exaggerated version of the militaristic, hyper-masculine aspects of ours, since their entire thing is built on violence to secure the food supply and cruelty can flourish unchecked since might makes right in this case.
This might be a little different than Mill's ultimately, but this is kind of the version that lives in my head that I'm writing my story in!
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ravennm84 · 4 years ago
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Serafina II
Part 1     Part 3
The 2nd installment of the “Marinette’s Haunted Doll” series. I was seriously shocked by how much response I got from part one, so I hope this lives up to your expectations. Blood, gore, and death are coming, along with some mental freak-outs. You have been warned. 
Part II
Despite wanting to stay with Marinette to comfort the girl after the tearful apologies by Mylene and Ivan, Serafina couldn’t return until her work was finished. There was still much to do and people to punish. 
She arrived early with Mylene, which allowed her to observe the others that entered the classroom. Kim had returned to school that day in a wheelchair. The cast on his leg went up to his waist and the one on his arm went up to his bicep. His face and exposed skin were covered in bruises and his right eye looked like it had blood in it. 
“How are you feeling, dude?” Nino asked him as he entered alongside Adrien.
“Really sore,” the boy admitted. “Doctors had to reset my leg at the knee and said that my arm was a three piece offset fracture, so they had to use screws to put it back in place. Other than that; had a concussion, a lot of bruises, and a couple cuts; but no internal bleeding or ruptured organs. They said after a few months and some physical therapy, I should be as good as new.”
Nino gave him a solemn nod. “Glad to hear you’re going to be okay, dude.”
Kim’s expression dropped a bit. “I heard about Alya, I’m really sorry, man.”
The boy lowered his head while Adrien patted his back. “I really
 I can’t believe she’s gone because of some freak accident. It makes no sense!” Nino jumped to his feet and started pacing as more students filed in. “I mean, she wasn’t supposed to die like that! Getting caught up in an akuma battle, childhood disease, there would be a reason for that! But that was just pointless!”
Mme. Bustier did attempt to calm him down, but her kind words fell on deaf ears before he grabbed his bag and left the room. No one could blame him, and only Adrien followed to make sure he would be alright, and to make sure he wasn’t akumatized.
Lila came in not long after with a curious bag in her hands. Serafina watched the liar as she looked around the room. She had a feeling that the liar would try something after her last attempt to frame Marinette had failed. When the girl tried speaking to Mylene, the doll was proud to see the girl refuse to acknowledge her as she continued to speak with Rose and Juleka. When it was clear that she was being ignored, she tried speaking to Ivan, only for him to give her a harsh glare that had her shuffling backwards. With Max and Alix still at the hospital and Adrien not in the room, that left her with Sabrina. The redhead had been sitting alone at the front of the room since Chloe had transferred schools after the Miracle Queen incident.
“Hi Sabrina, how are you doing?”
The girl smiled up at the italian, glad to still have a friend. “I’m doing okay, at least a lot better than a lot of our class. I heard Max lost sight in his one eye from the chemicals and Alix might have to have cosmetic surgery to get her face back to normal. At least Kim might be back to normal in a few months after going through physical therapy. But Alya
”
Lila faked her tears at the mention of her lost follower. She was really more annoyed than sad, Alya was easily manipulated, went along with everything she said, and Lila had been able to use her blog to build up her popularity. And the girl had been a decent attack dog, just point her at someone and off she went. Now that she was dead, maybe she could turn Sabrina into her new lead follower, she was already partially trained and it wasn’t like the blonde bitch was around anymore.
“I know, it’s so terrible. She was my first friend when I moved here, it’ll be so hard without her,” she faked a few more tears. And just like that, Sabrina took her hand in comfort and said a bunch of soothing words while she continued to fake cry. 
After a moment, Lila placed the bag she’d been holding on the desk and pushed it away from her, making sure the action caught Sabrina’s attention. “What’s that?”
Lila fake sobbed even harder, hiding her face in her hands. “Ma-Marinette, she-she said it was m-my fault that Alya’s dead. She practically threw that bag at me and said to use it,” she said before breaking down in more fake sobs.
Carefully opening the bag, she gasped when she saw it was full of razor blades and a couple of kitchen knives. Sure, she knew that Marinette didn’t get along with Lila, but to actually give this to her and tell her to ‘use it’? How could she be so cruel?
Serafina scowled as the red head hugged the liar and promised her that she would take care of it. Her anger erupted as Sabrina stood from her desk with the bag in hand, and began walking towards Mme. Bustier’s desk. The girl didn't take two steps before tripping over nothing and falling onto her side. Luckily, she did not land on the bag. Unluckily, she gripped it too tight and the impact forced the knives and razors through the bag and deep into her hands.
The girl screamed and cried as blood rushed out of the wounds and down into her sleeves. She begged Lila to help her, but the italian backed away from the girl in shock. Mme. Bustier gripped her head between her hands and began saying “not again, not again” before running out of the room. The only ones that helped her were Juleka, Rose and Ivan; the smaller girl sprinting off to alert the nurse and the principal, while Juleka and Ivan got Sabrina to her feet. Ivan kept the girl upright and moving out the door while Juleka held the girl’s hands above the level of her heart to keep her from bleeding too much.
Those left in the classroom were in shock as they stared at either the door or at the blood staining the floor. No one said anything for a long time, not even Lila. She hadn’t thought anyone would get hurt. She just thought she would get Marinette suspended and everyone would be on her side again. Adrien returned before the others, completely shocked when he saw the blood and Kim explained to him what had happened. The blonde sent a scathing look at Lila but said nothing.
It was a while later before Rose, Ivan, and Juleka returned to class, along with M. Rupere. He informed them that their classes were cancelled for today. “After everything that has occurred this week, I’ve decided that all of you will be meeting with the counselor today. He will decide if more sessions are necessary and for who, but his door and mine are open if you need to talk. M. Deveraux will come to speak with you one at a time. Kim Le Chien, he had requested to speak with you first. Mlle. Rossi,” he looked sternly at the girl, “would you please follow me, we need to talk about the incident with Sabrina Raincomprix.”
Serafina smiled as the liar trudged out of the room after the man. She was satisfied with Sabrina’s punishment and doubted if Mme. Bustier would last another day before having a total mental breakdown. She also knew that Lila would be in even more trouble after M. Rupere looked into the girl a bit more. But just to make sure, Serafina touched her on the way out. To most people, that would do nothing; but to someone like Lila, it would cause her to become more and more unhinged until she did something drastic. Very soon, Lila would be out of the picture and those deserving of punishment will have paid their debts.
~oOo~
It was more difficult sneaking home with Adrien than she had expected, especially with the tiny god of Chaos and Destruction in his bag. Plagg was his name, and he was very defensive of his kitten and had threatened to cataclysm her. Serafina told him that she would not purposefully harm his ‘kitten’, but there was something she had to take care of at the Agreste Mansion. The doll had long suspected that Gabriel Agreste is Hawkmoth and she was going to find out tonight if it was true. Plagg was reluctant to agree since it would hurt Adrien; but if it was true, they had to put an end to it.
After arriving at the mansion, Plagg easily convinced the boy to sneak out and check on Nino. After he left, Serafina sensed something on Adrien’s desk. Being an enchanted/haunted object, she could sense other objects like herself
 such as Miraculous jewels. And right there on the desk was a pin shaped like a peacock, one of the jewels that had been missing and used by Mayura. If there had been any doubts before about who had been terrorizing Marinette, they were gone. 
Tucking the pin into her small outfit, she began to search the building, starting with Gabriel’s office. She had expected the man to be present, but he was missing. And given that Hawkmoth was a very active user, she had no doubt that he kept his jewel on him at all times. So, she waited.
It was about an hour later that Gabriel Agrest entered the room, and not from the door Serafina had expected. The man had a secret entry in the floor in front of a portrait of a woman. He was muttering on knowing better than to use Bubbler again, but that the negative emotions had been too strong to ignore. She also saw the purple kwami hovering over his shoulder, but the creature stopped when it sensed her. Gabriel strode out of the room, barely noticing that Nooroo had stayed behind and flew over to the doll hiding behind the desk.
“What are you doing here? If the Master finds you, he will destroy you.” The kwami said with worry.
The doll conveyed that she knew that his master was Hawkmoth, just as her human was Ladybug. She was here to protect her and return the butterfly and peacock miraculous to their rightful place. Also knowing that Gabriel had become too corrupted for his miraculous.
“I’ve tried to tell him that the wish would be dangerous,” Nooroo told her with downcast eyes. “He wants to make a wish to revive his wife, but he doesn’t realize that the cost would be to put Adrien, someone he loves equally as much as Emilie, into the same state of death. She isn’t even truly alive anymore, her body only lives because of the machine she is in.”
An idea spawned in Serafina’s thoughts and she barely kept herself from smiling. She asked Nooroo to help her activate the secret passage so she could get to his wife, but the little kwami shook his head. “Even if I could get you down there, the motion sensors would trip and he would attack you.”
Smiling this time, Serafina promised the little god that Gabriel would not attack her. That she would make sure that Adrien would be safe and the two kwami’s would go to their rightful place. All he had to do was help her open the door. Although reluctant and slightly scared, the little god opened the door, hoping that the nightmare would finally end. 
Down in the lair, the doll saw the mechanical coffin placed in the center of the room and went to it. The motion sensors caught her quickly, but she had been planning on moving fast anyway. Opening the coffin, she settled herself into the woman’s arms. Nooroo had been right, Serafina could sense that the woman’s soul had departed from her body a while ago and it was only the machine that was keeping her body alive. With no other soul to contend with, this would make what she was about to do next all the easier.
Nathalie had called to alert him the moment the alarms went off in the lair while she and Simone were out on an errand. He was moving faster than he could remember with Nooroo following close behind. Gabriel transformed on the way down, prepared to attack whoever had stumbled in, but his breath caught in his throat halfway down when he got a good view of the room. 
The coffin was empty.
Rushing forward, he began frantically searching the room for his wife, calling her name. He turned to rush back upstairs and froze. Standing behind him, looking dazed, was his wife. Her eyes were unfocused and her arms were hugging her middle, but it was her. Dropping his transformation, Gabriel cautiously approached her and she flinched back from him. It took a few minutes and a lot of gentle coaxing before he was able to wrap an arm around her shoulders and lead her to the elevator. When they got to his office, he watched her carefully as she began walking around the room. He wanted her to sit down and rest, but he was still in shock that she was awake and standing in front of him.
Eventually, her green eyes met his. “Where’s Adrien?”
“I
 I don’t know, he should be up in his room.”
Emilie’s head tilted slightly, her eyes searching his. “What have you done? Did you make the wish?”
“No, my love. I was going to when I got the jewels, but Ladybug and Chat Noir evaded me.”
Tears grew in her eyes as she continued to stare at him. “You tried to make the wish? Knowing that it would have cost our son’s life?” 
Gabriel froze. He hadn’t known that wishing Emilie to come back would cost Adrien’s
 but Nooroo had tried to tell him. He remembered the kwami trying to tell him about the cost and he had forced him to not speak. “I’m sorry, Emilie. I didn’t-”
“You knew,” she interrupted, her voice lacking any emotion as she continued to stare at him. “You knew from the beginning that what you were doing was wrong, evil. You chose to ignore what it would cost.”
“Emilie, my love, please don’t say such things,” Gabriel begged as he rushed forward to wrap his arms around her. “All I have wanted since the day I lost you, was to hold you in my arms again and hear your voice. I was lost without you and was willing to go to the ends of the earth to bring you back. Is that so wrong?”
He had just barely met her eyes when he felt the twin pains in his arms. Jumping back, he looked down to see both wrists had been cut deeply with a pair of his fabric cutting scissors. Blood was draining from the wounds at an alarming rate. His hands were shaking and he was already feeling light headed as he grabbed a handful for fabric from his work table in an attempt to slow the blood. He wanted to call out for help, but they were alone. 
His eyes grew hazed as he looked to Emilie, surprised that she was staring at him with such contempt. “I know what you’ve been doing while I was in that coffin. Tormenting the city and people I love, isolating our son and treating him like a burden. If you had ever succeeded in getting the Cat and Ladybug miraculous, it would have destroyed Paris. But you didn’t care. As you said, all you cared about was hearing my voice and holding me in your arms. Congratulations, your wish came true, and you will be the one to pay the price. Not Adrien.”
His legs gave out from under him as the fabrics dripped from the excess blood. He couldn’t understand how this had happened, Emilie would have never done something like this
 but was this really her? With his vision fading, he took a hard look at his wife, only now noticing the dullness of her eyes, the greying pallor of her skin, and the fact that she only seemed to breathe when she spoke
 “Who are you?”
Her head tilted again, the corner of her mouth lifting slightly. “Serafina. Quite astute of you to figure that out in your state. Your wife’s soul passed on a long time ago, all you have been doing is preserving a corpse. And I was telling the truth; even if you had made the wish, it would have cost Adrien his life.” Her hand shot forward, removing the butterfly miraculous before he could stop her. “Your actions have hurt someone close to me and I could no longer stand back and allow it to happen.”
She stood, walking to his desk to pull out a piece of paper and writing something down before neatly folding it and leaving it on his desk.
“Wh
 What
”
“You just wrote a letter to Adrien; admitting what happened to his mother, that you were Hawkmoth, and the reason why you did what you did.” She said calmly before looking back at him. “Whether he tells the rest of the world is up to him. As for the miraculous, I will give him a chance at redemption. Though if he should fail, you may be seeing him sooner rather than later. Either way, they will soon be back where they belong, with the guardian. And you, good sir, have just committed suicide after bringing your wife’s body upstairs, so you would be able to hold her in your arms as you died.”
Unable to sit upright anymore, Gabriel barely felt his body collapse to the floor. He was hardly aware of Emilie lifting one of his arms to tuck her body to his side. The last thing he was aware of was something that he swore would haunt him in the afterlife; a porcelain doll emerging from the folds of her clothes and standing beside them. It stood there on its own, watching him until he could no longer keep his eyes open and he took his final breath.
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girlofthefandom · 4 years ago
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Tales from the smp thoughts and random quotes I enjoy (essentially delayed live blogging) Part 1
I love all these npcs already
“Hurry up camera man!”
Yes! Gladiators! I remember seeing someone say that idea
Just some joes
Porkeous the 7th. Oh no I can see the fan girls now.
Yes! Punch em off!!
“Yeah same.”
“That’s good cause I don’t” “we build a new colosseum every time”
I can’t want to see the names of everyone’s characters. Especially Philz’
Stairs everyone’s worst enemy
Tubbo... sweet child
She disappeared!! Witch craft! Burn the witch!
Tubbo=Jacky (forced off streets)
Fundy=Laggius Maximus (I love this name so much with the spinning)
Please don’t kill both the boys in this fight. But also I’m cheating for Laggius.
Subbin Empire? Subbin to Technoblade!
Go Laggius! This is not going to go well... this is really not going to go well...
No I refuse to root for Jacky. I like Laggius the bit will be funnier later.
I want to know what happened to the last camera guy! Let us know!
Vertical feeling! Heaven forbid! Also look at them insulting TikTok
I love the background music. Feels magical.
A lovely jump
Surprises... well that’s ominous. And wait the first one!
Tower! Towers are always good.
We got our popcorn. Ready to watch this fight.
Laggius is... coming... maybe...
GG Jacky... he hasn’t won yet but gg.
Lava!!!! Hooray! Love us some good lava
Poor Laggius... he was burning too early
And Laggius is still lagging
Why isn’t Jacky burning?? He won???
Knocked unconscious in the lava. What is this a Pokémon game?
GG Jacky.
Nobody needs to know the way around here.
“Almost like a video game” just break that fourth wall right down
Keeps looking at sapnaps character and talking about strong. How sweet. We love some fiancé’s.
Please don’t throw Laggius to the wolves
Jack Manifold = Bartholomew
Phil having to translate. I love it.
Watson = Phil
Good pun. Very good pun.
Nobody likes Punz. Gosh everyone’s so mean
We love Watson. Let’s go Watson.
Bartholomew with the drugs and Watson.
Crazy drunk man with fire resistance
I agree with Watson why did we come to this cousin.
Sapnap in a hole
Also I love the drinking age being 3
Let’s go Watson!!!
Where are my Pom poms? I’ve got a Watson to cheer for.
Execute those architects.
And their first Borns.
Watson! Watson! Watson!
“Welcome to the land of the living Bartholomew.”
I love the slow fight.
Come on Watson shoot em!
Oh no. Oh no. Come on Watson. You’re so close!
Noooooooooo.
Why Bartholomew???? I can’t spell that! I’ve been relying on autocorrect this whole time.
Watson would be so much easier to spell.
Still must go down the stairs.
Speed running life. That’s what I do.
No one dies. Just take them to nurse joy.
Poor Punz being so bullied
Punz=Levi
Levi? Really? Oh well I like the name. He won’t like but I like the name.
Also why does Levi have such a full backstory.
Has weapon hands with a horrible southern accent. I love it.
“Hmmm”
Who is Ol’ Sap?
Sapnap = John
And no creativity apparently.
Laggius had the best name for a gladiator. All the others are too boring.
Why are we beating up BBH
Hannah=Genevieve
Genevieve! I can spell that thanks to old Barbie movies!!
Go Genevieve! Trained her life! I love this woman!
Mostly women upstairs. I love it our fandom is so biased.
“Are you sure about that?”
Darlin? Really that’s not the right word.
Go Genevieve! I probably shouldn’t cheer for her since everyone I’ve cheered for has lost.
But still GO GENEVIEVE!!
Our empire is millions in dept
Let’s step up the battle! Let’s gooooo
“Ayyyyy!!!”
Go Genevieve! Levi hush up with your gills.
Jump in! Splish Splash!
Wait why are we listening to Mario Kart music? Wait I recognize this song.
Go Genevieve!!
YES FINALLY! I PICKED THE WINNER!
Levi hush. You done lost messed up southern boi.
Go Genevieve! I can actually spell your name!
I straight forgot Porkeous the 7ths name for a second and had to check my notes.
Stairs. Woop de doo.
“Pick the most handsome” wow
Ol’ Sap = John as I remember. And he’s sticking with it. Bold man sticking with it.
Ranboo = Ran
Just Ran and it’s just the enderman part of the skin. Haha. Very funny.
BBH = Edward
He went from strange voice to normal(ish) voice
I don’t like Edwards speech pattern. At the very least. Yucky.
John v. Edward letsa go
Go John!
Wait we renaming? This is going to get confusing.
Handsome. Can you two quit flirting (not really keeping going)
Alrighty then Ugly v. Edward
Go Ugly! (Sentence I never expected to type)
The seat thing
And saying king Julien. Sigh.
Just BRB real quick.
Thinking about buying things. Oh he meant ad.
Alright Ad 1/3 let’s go.
No I can’t even open chat to watch them instead of the ad. Boooo.
2/3 let’s get this done!
3/3
Snickers just loading for forever
Alrighty we survived.
And a crown really? Just wants his normal skin back.
Let’s go Ugly!
Bo-at battle! Let’s go!
Please don’t shoot Ugly.
Go Ugly!
“King Are you ok!”
I still hate Edwards speech pattern so much
Please. Just pretend to have a fair fight.
The rabbits???? Cant rabbits swim?
Hooray rabbits! I don’t what purpose they serve but I love them.
Edward or Edwardo? Did I miss something?
Ok it seems both.
Shooting a rabbit? Disowner on you disowner on your cow.
Killing pets reference? The references are so good.
YES UGLY!!!! Thank heavens!
I’m 2/4 for choosing the winner.
I hope ugly keeps on winning
ïżœïżœColosseum Remote Control”
3 in 1 battle how did they not plan correctly for an even number
Nerds hold cameras you heard it here folks
I don’t want to hear deeper for some of these stories. All I want to see is Genevieves further story. She seems deep.
“Massive pigs growling at us. No offense”
Watson trying to clean the table.
We bringing in the Harmonika.
Harmonika fits the moment.
Yes name him handsome! Haha
Grievous is how I’m spelling that stupid sounding name. But it’s better than John and ugly.
I can’t get over the name Ran.
BE GONE LEVI!
I love Watson having to take care of Bartholomew. Translating for him and waking him up.
Phil just can’t resist playing the dad.
No no stopping just fighting.
Also I love Watson saying break it up. I wish Watson had won.
Genevieve sounds like such a lovely lady and she deserves to win.
As much as I love Grevious I want Genevieve to win.
Sapnap=Grevious good gracious this is hard to follow.
Ran is cool. I’m going to kill over listening to them just saying Ran.
Complicated backstory. Found the main character.
Ran is cool.
Wait this place is going down??? Pardon me???
Three person fight is...
Grevious v. Ran v. Bartholomew
Genevieve v. Jacky
Puns! Let’s go! And of course Levi likes Puns.
Everyone is so mean.
GO GENEVIEVE!
And Watson just babysitting Bartholomew
I’m going to get good at spelling Bartholomew. Because I was horrible at it before.
Empire of women!
Cages=Lava
“Mmm what smells good”
Battle star!!
“Boing Boing Boing”
Water dome?
Water Dome in Lava?
Well he tried zombies/bunnies
Lava in the water sphere?
Only fight at top of fishbowl got it.
GO GENEVIEVE!
Come on girl you’ve got this!
No Genevieve babe please don’t lose.
“The boats going down.” “It’s yelling timber.” “Like that song that hasn’t been made yet.”
Hurry up and die. I love it.
NO GENEVIEVE!!!!!
Do do do do
That was a longer fight. But pretty good.
To the cellars! Not to the cellars!
No! The boat is gone!
That was close.
This feels like a funky Pokémon game.
Jacky is a finalist! Good for him. I’m not cheering for him but good for him.
TRIANGLE FORMATION
Who’s missing? Oh wait it’s Bartholomew
“Intense prison cosmetic surgery”
Rabbits! We love rabbits.
Oh no faceplant mode!
What is even happening?!?!
Thinking creatively.
Just don’t die. What a game.
Cant wait to watch the thinking creatively animatic.
In a boat to avoid floating.
Attack!
Go Ran!
Oh we’re lagging.
Disable the dive mode!
The zombies are a bit much. Oh everyone’s actually fighting.
Rats why weren’t there baby zombies when Watson was going. They even made a Phil reference.
No treaties.
Go Ran! Keep on running away.
I love Ran.
GO RAN! I love Grevious. But GO RAN
Faster Zombies. Zombies go zoom.
Oh Grevious won.
Wait why does Ran have grass and why do they see him again.
Placing more dirt to clean old dirt.
Poor Grevious.
I feel sorry for him now.
Stand on da dirt.
Put the rabbits in the cages!!!!
I cheer for Grevious.
And yes there are many a loser.
Everything is so spicy. As in lava is there.
You can’t kick your fiancé’s future descendent out of the gang.
A full inventory
Watson with the backup button!
Seriously all he can do is be a dad.
OH BOY LAGGIOUS IS BACK!
And he’s here for the picture.
And Watson is (still) bullying him!
Bartholomew is pure trouble.
Ooops. The root beer was on the brain.
Watson! Come get your drunk!
Oh wait he actually did! I love this so much.
Petition for more Phil in Tales.
Only Genevieve voting for Jacky
Some people refusing to vote.
I’m sorry who asked if Laggius is ok.
He is always (not) ok
He is fine. See.
I love Laggius’ character the most.
Go winners!
Reformed kinda. If that doesn’t sum up the whole of the smp.
All the grass in the cage.
And Laggius being his slow self.
Nothing v. General
I love how it went from King to Emperor to King
And there is Laggius.
I don’t know how anyone else is spelling Laggius but I like this way and refuse to edit it if it actually spelled different.
Oh we’re getting more ads.
1/3 let’s go
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CoolSculpting modern technology provides safe and regulated cooling, targeting fat cells with several device heads made particularly to attend to certain body components. This suggests that, whilst we are targeting the pockets of stubborn fat by freezing them, your skin is untouched. As a fat freezing therapy, it functions to target details places on the body to contour for a smoother silhouette. The body has the very same quantity of fat cells as the day you were born. Fat cells broaden as well as agreement as an individual gains as well as loses weight.
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When I was supplied the opportunity to attempt cryolipolysis at the skin clinic co-owned by The Apprentice's Leah Totton as well as Lord Sugar, I initially had visions of myself looking less like a cow, and also more like Gigi Hadid. The treatment promises to reduce persistent fat pockets - think belly rolls, saddlebags as well as even double chins - by around 10-30% per session. The variety of fat freezing therapies you need will depend on the area you're dealing with as well as the size of the fatty build-up that you're attempting to minimize. For example, chin fat freezing might take less time than CoolSculpting the stomach, because it's a smaller surface. We'll have the ability to offer you more in-depth guidance and also guidance once you have been examined at your complimentary examination.
The results have been medically proven by many tracks and also determining the fat layer by means of ultrasound after cryolipolysis to validate results. There are numerous medical tests as well as testimonials in clinical journals that confirm the results and we have had some impressive results with up to 45% fat reduction in the cured area on several customers. Minimize that stubborn fat with our most current and also state of the art cryo fat freezing innovation! Appreciate the advantage of instant results with our highly advanced as well as advanced fat-loss coolsculpting therapy programmes. This treatment is wonderful for persistent pockets of fat, as well as will lower them. It's not the ideal therapy if you want to loose weight around your body. I would recommend that you begin your fat burning initially, and also think about this as the treatment to offer you extra assistance on persistent locations, or to have in conjunction with fat burning.
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The FDA approval verifies both the safety and efficacy of the tool. Fat cells that go through cryolipolysis in other words are iced up throughout the CoolSculpting Âź procedure progressively filtrate and also leave the body through the body's natural processes.
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That claimed, if you are just one of the countless people that is troubled by issue fat on your body, we can help you feel more toned overall, and also help you return to feeling your finest. All physique are unique, so we always offer an appointment process to figure out if it's best for you. We'll additionally talk about the number of treatments you might need as well as the expected results you could attain. You might just require one session of treatment, but you may desire 2 to assist you lastly meet your fat decrease goals. Throughout this time, your body will be normally clearing itself of the fat cells that have actually been damaged as part of the therapy. The fat cells you lose won't return, however we do advise maintaining a healthy and balanced way of living, as fat can build up once again somewhere else. That's the leading step you can require to maximize your CoolSculpting Âź outcomes.
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This individual treatment doesn't just stop after your therapy, however we provide cost-free recurring advice to our individuals whenever they have any kind of inquiries. The majority of patients begin to see arise from about 3 weeks post-treatment, which comes to a head approximately 6-7 weeks after treatment. For numerous, this session is enough, nonetheless some clients choose to have a couple of even more therapies on the very same area. This relies on the goals you are wishing to achieve and the place of the fat you are targeting.
Many people question does fat freezing really work with persistent locations? And the response is of course - this chilly freeze fat loss method is a reliable way to eliminate fat that won't change through regular diet regimen and also exercise. The average weight reduction for CoolSculpting differs from patient to person, but the process can provide as much as a 27% reduction of fat. At your examination, our coolsculpting specialists will evaluate your viability for treatment as well as create a customised therapy plan that is mosting likely to give you the very best outcomes. Cryolipolysis a new procedure that entails the non-invasive air conditioning of body fat to break down fat cells, leading to a decrease of body fat without damages to various other cells. Our therapies are commonly a mix of technically innovative procedures as well as more typical methods while we give the best client treatment from the moment you come in for an appointment.
How long will I be swollen after CoolSculpting?
There typically is minimal recovery time after CoolSculpting. You will be able to return to your normal daily routine immediately after the procedure. access la-lipo.co.uk Cryolipolysis results Wallingford here! is common for the treated area to feel bloated and to look swollen for the first three weeks after CoolSculpting.
As soon as the cold temperatures has destroyed the fat cells they are progressively gotten rid of by the body similarly that nutritional fats are damaged down, over the next 8-12 weeks. As the fat cells are removed gradually by the body, no adverse impacts have actually been tape-recorded in regard to liver feature and cholesterol degrees.
That is why the treatment remains to function months upload treatment and results often much more long-term than other treatments. Lots of people ask us why cryolipolysis therapies are very important for the skin.
Can CoolSculpting go wrong?
Additional rare complications that may occur after CoolSculpting include: pain that starts several days after the treatment and usually resolves when numbness goes away, or after about a month. scarring or changes to skin color. reduced movement or response of the tongue following procedures involving the neck or chin.
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sapphos-darlings · 5 years ago
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Tips for the women out there who wish they were more GNC but are afraid to live the dream:
Giving up the feminine routines that exhaust you and which you don’t want to carry on with essentially only stings once. Let’s talk about shaving: few of us enjoy shaving. The feel of smooth skin can be enjoyable, but I’ve rarely met a woman who thinks it’s worth the effort it takes to stay smooth and hairless every day of your lives. Face it: this is not the natural state of your body, and the expectation that you meet this unnatural and frankly pedophilic standard is ridiculous. But you can’t just drop it, can you? People will stare at your hairy legs. You can’t go out with your legs exposed anymore if you stop shaving them. And even if you cover your legs, people will notice your arm hair. You might be WOC, and your hair is not only judged for being there in the first place, but being there so obviously, and you’re not only going against the current as a woman but as someone whose worth is already questioned in our society even when you do everything they ask of you. You’re already told that you’re never quite good enough, and more than just your own reputation hangs on you. Doesn’t it? The truth is, the vast majority of the people you pass by in this life will not care about you, hairy or otherwise. And the people who do are either not worth your time to begin with, for example the men who demand that you bow to their desires, or they need to mind their own business and cannot dictate how you exist in your own body, such as your friends, coworkers or other women in your family. Maybe you can’t shut them out, but you can resist, you can and you should question them. How are you bad for being how you were meant to be as a human being? What material, spiritual benefit does a beauty routine and the constant outside eye on yourself to judge whether you’re performing properly bring you, as opposed to all the other things you could be focusing on instead? They might call you ugly or say that you’re letting yourself go. This is social conditioning talking, and is not the truth of it. Your body was made to be a certain way - letting yourself exist as you naturally are is neither ugly nor lazy. It’s not a crime. In fact, demanding that someone alters herself for aesthetics every single day of her life is a horrible thing to ask of somebody: you are essentially told that you’re not good enough as a person, only as an object. Your worth is not tied to how desirable you are to the male gaze. Especially as a wlw, the best thing you can do for yourself is reject the male desire and the male standards such as hairlessness and the expensive, often painful, beauty routines. Re-evaluate everything you do for your looks, figure out which things you’re really doing for yourself, why you’re doing them, and how they help you - if they do - in your everyday life. Choose convenience and comfort and real confidence over the safety of conforming. Your womanhood and your personhood are not dependent on how well you perform the role of a sex object, a decoration. You are human.
Now, you’ve done something that seems radical: maybe you stopped shaving, or you shaved your entire head. Maybe you wore something you wanted to instead of something that makes you look beautiful. You expect repercussions. They might come, and they might sting hard the first few times, but you’ll learn quickly that you do not die. There are no cosmic consequences for unshaved legs or a makeupless face, or for cropped hair, or for wearing a pair of comfortable shoes that don’t make your feet ache and sting. God herself will not descend from the skies and smite you for your disobedience. The world is, in fact, quite silent - and you may feel more comfortable in your own skin already, even if you face consequences. After all, words are just words, but what you feel and how you carry yourself are your material reality, your whole perspective to this world. This is your point of view. You’ve made it more comfortable for you. You’ve made the vessel for all that you experience here better for yourself. Who else matters? Or maybe you’re actually just itchy, because regrowing your hair might irritate your skin for a while, much like breaking it open with microcuts with the razor would. The ends of your body hair are sharp, and the stubble doesn’t bend with your body. It’s like a thousand needles digging into your skin. Use lotion or oil on it - body safe, of course, especially if we’re talking about the genital area - or take a bath every now and then to soften the hairs, but remember not to dry your skin needlessly. The itchiness will go away with time. You may notice you smell less, too. Battling against your body odours gets easier with more fluff here and there to regulate your skin’s bacteria. The rewards aren’t instant, but they’re there... other than for the relief you’ll feel for not having to wake up early or spend time you’d rather be watching Netflix by performing a routine that demands your obedience every single day, or else. That one comes for free and it comes the second you decide to desist. Else what, you’ve asked it. And nothing happened. You’ll get less comments about your changes over time. People are very resistant to change and nonconformity scares them; stepping out of line will always make others nervous around you. But they’ll learn, as you do, that what you’ve done is in fact quite harmless. Your body will feel more comfortable. Your confidence will grow once you realise that you are good the way you are, and that the world will not collapse around you if you stop adhering to rules written for somebody else’s pleasure.
But surely, no one will love a woman who’s not beautiful - and you can’t be beautiful without makeup, without long and well-maintained hair, without manicured nails, heels and a thin body. Right? Look around you. Look at real women, women who haven’t been rendered mere Barbie lookalikes by the powers of Photoshop and extensive cosmetic surgery. She’s fat, and she still has a boyfriend. She’s got bags under her eyes, she’s got wrinkles, and she’s engaged to marry her wife-to-be this coming June. It’s like those around her don’t care she’s “let herself go”. And she’s muscular, mannish, everything you were taught was wrong or unattainable for women - and she’s adored by women all over the internet. People share her pictures with that emoji with the heart eyes, all over. “I want to be like her.” “I wish I was that brave.” Maybe you said the same thing when you saw her before, before you did what you’ve done now, before you decided to become like her. Who’s in the wrong here? These women who have committed the cardinal sins of breaking against the laws of objectification, or maybe the laws themselves, this expectation that you change yourself to be desired? Desired by who? Who is this invisible spectator in your life you so desperately wish to please? Do you love him? Does he love you? Do you want him? Question him; change him to her. What does she want from you? When I ask the trapped girl within me what she wants, she answers “freedom”. To be herself, to do what she wants, to wear what she wants, to be comfortable and safe. She wants to be seen for the human person she is, to be respected for what she can do, not for a plastic body detached from our mammalian reality of stretchmarks, curves, wrinkles, layers of fat and the little fur that keeps her clean and dry and regulates her temperature. So your mother or your sister or the man you work with told you that you look sick today, or that people will feel ashamed by you because you’ve let your leg hair get out of control. Ask them why does it matter - who is the audience for your performance? Maybe they reply: “it’s basic hygiene.” If it’s basic hygiene, why is it only expected from women?
You can prioritize your comfort and your needs over this commercialized idea of “beauty”. There is no wrong way to be a woman. Love your body. Wear what you want. Perform for yourself only. If someone won’t love you for what you don’t provide, find someone whose love is worth your time and not dependent on your performance in a full-time reality show. Someone will love you for who you are, because you are a human being in a human body, and anyone who demands you to be something else is out of their mind. The cardinal sins of womanhood and attractiveness are a lie imposed onto you to sell you products and beat you down every day so that you won’t question whether the pain and shame you endure is justified or realistic. Fat women, thin women, women of colour, hairy women, petite women, “masculine” women, “feminine” women, non-conforming women are all women, we’re all proper women, we’re all good enough, and we were all made to be jiggly, we were made to be fuzzy, we were made to be rough around the edges, to have smells, to have desires, to mature and show the signs of our maturity. There is nothing wrong with the way nature created you.
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Your doctor exists to pay attention thoroughly to you, and to aid you accomplish the goals you desire. This likewise suggests letting you know if your assumptions are not sensible.
Do you poop when you die?
The body may release stool from the rectum, urine from the bladder, or saliva from the mouth. This happens as the body's muscles relax. Rigor mortis , a stiffening of the body muscles, will develop in the hours after death.
MACS has the benefit of smaller scars and also normally a shorter healing time. If you make a decision to go ahead with the facelift, we'll allow at the very least two weeks between your appointment as well as the date for surgery.
Modern technology and also fine-tuned methods imply that a Mini Face-Lift operation currently lasts around 1 to 1.5 hrs, it is painless and healing time is much quicker. Only a brief time ago, we advised individuals to wait up until they truly could not put up with indications of aging and then, at an older age, have a full facelift. The client would certainly be happy with the remarkable enhancement and would certainly be not likely to call for any type of further surgical procedure. Currently patients are typically not looking for a major adjustment, however simply not to age. This therapy is particularly appealing as a result of the reduced danger that it presents.
Results have actually been particularly excellent in more youthful people that don't want the threats and recovery time connected with surgical procedure.
The treatment functions best on skin of mild to moderate laxity where it's beginning to really feel and also look much less firm with age.
The HIFU is ideal for anybody from 18 years of ages, men and women.
Thus, why it's ended up being such a popular option to aesthetic facial surgical procedure.
The high strength regularity ultrasound targets the exact same layer of skin addressed in cosmetic surgery, the SMAS, the superficial musculoaponeurotic system.
As well as being entirely non-invasive, the power of the HIFU treatment is right away visible post-treatment.
The HIFU body treatments are a perfect remedy giving three treatments in one, skin tightening up, fat loss and cellulite treatment.
We are unable to execute the therapy if you are pregnant or breastfeeding.
However, just like all surgery, some difficulties are possible. Your doctor will certainly discuss each of these dangers adequately at your assessment. We suggest clients should be able to go back to their typical day-to-day tasks after concerning one week - we would suggest a couple of days off of deal with the choice of a full week need to you require it as swelling is greatest during this time. We ask our people to be sensitive to their face area and not to do excessive prematurely. We additionally recommend avoiding UV light for 2 -4 weeks to help the scarring process. On the day of your treatment we ask that you show up for your admission an hour before the agreed beginning time of surgical treatment. At this moment a registered nurse will certainly come and tape-record high blood pressure and other relevant tests, you will certainly meet with your anaesthetist and also your specialist who will make the last mark-ups.
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What are the negative effects of CoolSculpting?
Some common side effects of CoolSculpting include:Tugging sensation at the treatment site. Pain, stinging, or aching at the treatment site. Temporary redness, swelling, bruising, and skin sensitivity at the treatment site. Paradoxical adipose hyperplasia at the treatment site.
Mini Face Lift Surgical procedure intends to correct the indications of aging and gravity, improving the look of the reduced face and dewlaps with very little risk and also downtime. The goal is to look fresh, more youthful without altering you-- all-natural renewal!
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Infection is irregular (much less than 0.5%) and will certainly need a training course of proper anti-biotics. Face muscle weakness is unusual, might influence the forehead or edge of the mouth and also is momentary lasting 6 weeks. Some modified sensation around the cheeks is expected and will frequently go back to regular between 6 to 12 weeks after surgical procedure. At LBPS, we recognize that your choice to have Face surgical procedure can be a challenging and also anxious time for you. Our objective is to totally recognize your problems and also wishes, as well as assess your face precisely, before settling on a treatment plan which remains in your benefit.
How many times can you do Cryolipolysis?
More than one session may be needed to achieve a person's desired results. If more than one treatment sessions is needed, the next session can't be performed until 6 to 8 weeks after the first session. This is because it can take this long for damaged fat cells to be eliminated from the body.
Bear in mind that these contemporary lifting treatments are frequently incorporated with fat transfer as well as stem cell transfer to bring back volume in the ideal locations and rejuvenate the skin. This procedure commences with the making of a tiny laceration listed below each ear. The connective cells below the skin is drawn and kept back to develop a subtle architectural lift in your jawline and also neck. Historically, face-lift operations have been lengthier procedures, causing greater pain levels and also longer recovery time.
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Individuals who do not have excess skin because of laxity, commonly do not require a Mini Face Lift, much of these patients will gain from Mid-Face Lifting or Silhouette Face Raise or non intrusive face restoration. The treatment which is best matched to your goals will be established at your assessment. https://pastebin.pl/view/51c5ade3 can bring back self-esteem and boost self-esteem. Many individuals are back to their routine regimens after simply a couple of days. In addition, the smallness of the face lacerations indicates that your skin's recovery process will certainly be quicker too.
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Common to all operations there are always threats connected with surgery. Bruising can take place and also might take 2 weeks to settle, while major bleeding is uncommon.
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With this method, the specialist will certainly make a smaller sized incision that does not extend to the ear. The laceration is a lot more shallow and does not go under the SMAS layer. This technique is less considerable than the SMAS technique, so is better suited to fixing milder laxity of facial skin.
Do fat cells die when you lose weight?
Once fat cells form, they might shrink during weight loss, but they do not disappear, a fact that has derailed many a diet.
If for any kind of factor you disagree for Mini Facelift surgery, you will be discouraged this form of surgical procedure. We will supply you with all the information you need as well as sustain previously, during as well as after your surgical treatment.
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The benefits of this technique is smaller marks and a much shorter healing time. A facelift can offer you a much more vibrant, revitalized look. As we age, our skin slowly sheds its flexibility as well as our face muscle mass slow. This creates the appearance of wrinkled, sagging skin, particularly on the face. Lifestyle variables such as sun direct exposure and also tension can likewise contribute to these changes. This can influence your self-confidence and make you look older than you really feel. Therefore, a facelift intends to bring back the vigor in your appearance.
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The Concept ℱ Facelift is not restricted by age; however, individuals in their twenties are unlikely to have the loosened skin as well as age-related adjustments that can benefit from a facelift. A common age where individuals present has a tendency to be around 50, specifically for females. That's since the hormonal modifications of the menopause can affect the look. The majority of Bella Vou's people age from late 40s to 55 and also claim that they feel they look weary and also want an extra renewed look.
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I was exceptionally satisfied with the treatment as well as therapy I obtained at the Cadogan Center. My cosmetic surgeon got along as well as useful and also explained the procedure completely. My procedure went quite possibly and with the superb treatment of the nursing personnel, I made a fast and also complete recuperation. The Mini-Facelift is an optimal therapy for people wishing to turn around the indications of aging and also attain a much more younger look without undertaking a complete facelift treatment. A mini - lift can be finished with very little aggravation, scars and risk.
Bella Vou provides clients a distinctively specific technique to cosmetic surgery. The cutting edge center gives the extremely most current medical, aesthetic, as well as aesthetic treatments in a stylish, comfortable, and also welcoming environment in the heart of the gorgeous historic community of Royal Tunbridge Wells. The cutting edge Idea ℱ Facelift is exclusively readily available at Bella Vou. The innovative, trademarked method was created by the facility's renowned plastic surgeon as a much less intrusive option to traditional facelift surgical procedure and draws in clients from around the world. One more type of facelift surgical treatment is called minimal access cranial suspension. Much shorter cuts, contrasted to a typical facelift, are made in the temple and in front of the ears. Fibrous cells under the skin are tightened up with permanent stitches that are dealt with to cells near to the cheekbone or the coarse connective cells under the skin.
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If you pick to wage surgical procedure, the next time you come into the Facility after your last consultation will certainly be the day of your treatment. I was treated with treatment and offered with comprehensive knowledge about the procedure I was undertaking. My surgeon was extremely methodical as well as I felt I obtained A course treatment.
The dimension and area of the scars will differ according to the technique made use of. See to it you have actually reviewed with your cosmetic surgeon what scarring you can anticipate. The majority of scars will certainly be very little as well as your surgeon will certainly make them as discreet as feasible. Just how much they discolor will depend upon the healing capability of your skin.
Your cosmetic surgeon can also give you some ideas on how you must care for your wounds, to minimise the scarring you are entrusted to. During your facelift appointment, we suggest that you are as open as feasible with your specialist.
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that Is a Candidate For Femiwand Vaginal tightening Up treatment Edinburgh?
Your doctor is there to listen thoroughly to you, as well as to assist you accomplish the goals you want. This additionally suggests letting you know if your expectations are not realistic.
Do you poop when you die?
The body may release stool from the rectum, urine from the bladder, or saliva from the mouth. This happens as the body's muscles relax. Rigor mortis , a stiffening of the body muscles, will develop in the hours after death.
MACS has the benefit of smaller marks as well as usually a shorter recuperation time. If you choose to go on with the facelift, we'll enable at the very least two weeks in between your assessment and the date for surgery.
Modern technology and improved techniques imply that a Mini Face-Lift operation currently lasts around 1 to 1.5 hours, it is pain-free and also healing time is much quicker. Only a brief time ago, we advised individuals to wait up until they really can not bear with indicators of aging and then, at an older age, have a full facelift. The client would be happy with the significant enhancement as well as would be unlikely to need any kind of further surgical procedure. Now people are typically not seeking a significant adjustment, but simply not to grow old. This therapy is particularly appealing due to the low danger that it presents.
Results have actually been especially great in more youthful individuals who don't want the dangers and recovery time associated with surgical procedure.
The treatment functions best on skin of mild to moderate laxity where it's beginning to feel as well as look less firm with age.
The HIFU is ideal for any person from 18 years old, males and females.
The high strength frequency ultrasound targets the same layer of skin attended to in plastic surgery, the SMAS, the shallow musculoaponeurotic system.
Along with being totally non-invasive, the power of the HIFU treatment is right away noticeable post-treatment.
The HIFU body treatments are a perfect solution providing three therapies in one, skin tightening, fat loss and also cellulite treatment.
We are unable to carry out the therapy if you are pregnant or breastfeeding.
However, cryolipolysis to all surgical procedure, some complications are possible. Your surgeon will certainly review each of these threats thoroughly at your assessment. We advise patients must have the ability to go back to their normal day-to-day tasks after concerning one week - we would certainly suggest a couple of times off of deal with the choice of a complete week must you need it as swelling is biggest during this time. We ask our clients to be conscious their facial location and also not to do too much prematurely. We likewise advise preventing UV light for 2 -4 weeks to help the scarring procedure. On http://greasebarge34.nation2.com/cryo-uk of your procedure we ask that you get here for your admission a hr prior to the agreed begin time of surgery. Now a registered nurse will certainly come and also record high blood pressure and various other appropriate examinations, you will meet your anaesthetist as well as your surgeon that will certainly make the final mark-ups.
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What are the negative effects of CoolSculpting?
Some common side effects of CoolSculpting include:Tugging sensation at the treatment site. Pain, stinging, or aching at the treatment site. Temporary redness, swelling, bruising, and skin sensitivity at the treatment site. Paradoxical adipose hyperplasia at the treatment site.
Mini Facelift Surgical procedure intends to remedy the signs of aging as well as gravity, enhancing the look of the reduced face and dewlaps with marginal risk and also downtime. The goal is to look fresh, a lot more vibrant without transforming you-- natural restoration!
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Infection is infrequent (much less than 0.5%) and will certainly require a program of suitable anti-biotics. Face muscular tissue weak point is unusual, might affect the forehead or edge of the mouth and is momentary long lasting 6 weeks. Some altered sensation around the cheeks is expected as well as will commonly go back to typical in between 6 to 12 weeks after surgical procedure. At LBPS, we comprehend that your decision to have Face surgical treatment can be an overwhelming as well as nervous time for you. Our objective is to completely understand your issues and also wishes, and also examine your face properly, before agreeing on a therapy plan which is in your best interest.
How many times can you do Cryolipolysis?
More than one session may be needed to achieve a person's desired results. If more than one treatment sessions is needed, the next session can't be performed until 6 to 8 weeks after the first session. This is because it can take this long for damaged fat cells to be eliminated from the body.
Bear in mind that these contemporary lifting treatments are commonly incorporated with fat transfer and stem cell transfer to bring back quantity in the right areas and invigorate the skin. This procedure commences with the making of a small incision listed below each ear. The connective cells listed below the skin is drawn as well as held back to produce a refined structural lift in your jawline and also neck. Historically, face-lift operations have actually been lengthier treatments, causing higher pain degrees and also longer healing time.
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Clients who do not have excess skin because of laxity, commonly do not call for a Mini Face Lift, much of these clients will gain from Mid-Face Training or Silhouette Face Lift or non invasive face renewal. The treatment which is finest fit to your goals will certainly be figured out at your examination. Your outcome can recover positive self-image as well as increase self-confidence. The majority of individuals are back to their regular regimens after simply a few days. In addition, the smallness of the facial cuts implies that your skin's healing procedure will certainly be quicker as well.
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coolsculpting to all surgical procedures there are always dangers connected with surgical treatment. Discoloration can occur and might take 2 weeks to resolve, while major bleeding is unusual.
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With this method, the doctor will certainly make a smaller cut that does not encompass the ear. The incision is more superficial and does not go under the SMAS layer. This technique is less considerable than the SMAS strategy, so is much better suited to dealing with milder laxity of face skin.
If for any type of reason you are unsuitable for Mini Facelift surgery, you will certainly be discouraged this type of surgical treatment. We will offer you with all the information you require and support in the past, during as well as after your surgical procedure.
The advantages of this method is smaller sized marks and also a shorter recuperation time. A facelift can give you a more youthful, rejuvenated appearance. As we age, our skin slowly loses its elasticity and also our face muscles subside. This develops the look of wrinkled, drooping skin, specifically on the face. Way of life variables such as sun exposure as well as stress can likewise add to these modifications. This can affect your self-confidence as well as make you look older than you really feel. Therefore, a facelift aims to restore the vitality in your appearance.
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The Concept ℱ Facelift is not limited by age; nonetheless, individuals in their twenties are not likely to have the loosened skin and age-related modifications that can benefit from a facelift. A regular age where people present has a tendency to be around 50, particularly for ladies. That's since the hormonal modifications of the menopause can affect the appearance. The majority of Bella Vou's patients age from late 40s to 55 and also claim that they feel they look tired as well as desire a more refreshed look.
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I was exceptionally pleased with the treatment and therapy I received at the Cadogan Facility. My surgeon got along and interesting as well as described the treatment totally. My treatment went effectively and also with the excellent treatment of the nursing team, I made a fast and complete recuperation. The Mini-Facelift is a suitable therapy for people wishing to reverse the signs of aging and achieve a more vibrant appearance without going through a complete facelift treatment. A mini - lift can be finished with marginal trouble, scars and also threat.
Bella Vou offers customers an uniquely private approach to plastic surgery. The state-of-the-art facility gives the very most recent surgical, cosmetic, as well as aesthetic treatments in a posh, comfortable, and also inviting environment in the heart of the gorgeous historical community of Royal Tunbridge Wells. The revolutionary Idea ℱ Facelift is exclusively offered at Bella Vou. The cutting-edge, trademarked technique was created by the center's prominent cosmetic surgeons as a much less invasive option to traditional facelift surgical treatment as well as brings in clients from across the globe. One more type of facelift surgical treatment is called very little accessibility cranial suspension. Much shorter cuts, contrasted to a traditional facelift, are made in the holy place and in front of the ears. Fibrous tissues under the skin are tightened with long-term stitches that are taken care of to tissue near the cheekbone or the fibrous connective cells under the skin.
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If you select to proceed with surgical treatment, the next time you come into the Center after your final consultation will be the day of your procedure. I was treated with treatment and also given with extensive expertise regarding the procedure I was taking on. My doctor was really systematic and also I felt I obtained A course treatment.
How much weight can you lose with fat freezing?
CoolSculpting can naturally diminish between 20-25% of the fat cells in the areas it covers. It will not help you lose weight, however, it can improve the shape of your body, making it appear as though you've dropped pounds. This is because a 20-25% reduction can make a huge impact on the appearance of stubborn bulges.
The size as well as place of the marks will differ according to the method utilized. Ensure you have discussed with your cosmetic surgeon what scarring you can expect. Most marks will be very little as well as your doctor will certainly make them as discreet as possible. How much they discolor will certainly depend upon the recovery capability of your skin.
Where do you lose fat first?
Mostly, losing weight is an internal process. You will first lose hard fat that surrounds your organs like liver, kidneys and then you will start to lose soft fat like waistline and thigh fat. The fat loss from around the organs makes you leaner and stronger.
Your cosmetic surgeon can likewise provide you some ideas on just how you should look after your wounds, to reduce the scarring you are entrusted. Throughout your facelift assessment, we advise that you are as open as feasible with your surgeon.
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i’m happy to see this making rounds again. i’ve decided i would finally like to include a few pictures from recovery. they’re quite gory, so if you’re sensitive to blood/pus, don’t look.
i have not included photos of my abdominal/breast/butt wounds bc they are all nsfw and reveal my tattoos and compromise my identity. the main wound i’ve decided to show is the one under my arm on my left side, where liposuction was done and “excess skin” was excised. (update: i have since added 2 pictures of my BBL that are def trigger warnings but i don’t think are nsfw.)
please be warned these are graphic and super gross. click thru at your own risk.
anyway. look how beautiful cosmetic surgery can make you!
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then we have one of my drains, coming out the side of my abdomen! so glamorous, isn’t it?
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and of course the blood from each drain, emptied hourly. the blood in the top cup is darker because it was from my left side, where the hematoma was, and it was significantly more worrisome. you’ll note that i had to keep a time table of how much blood i emptied out each day—this went on for months, as i was a longer-term case. one of these drains eventually popped out, as i described, and so the blood had nowhere to “go” and pooled and swelled and throbbed in the side of my abdomen. imagine, if you will, how comfortable that was to get manually drained. definitely not at all traumatizing and paranoia-inducing!
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anyway. thanks for looking! i wish i could show you the rest without liability. keep these in mind though!
EDIT: i found 2 pictures of the beginning of my BBL infection that i don’t think will violate TOS. here you go:
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on the left was when the skin began to open. note the extensive bruising and rash.
on the right was when it had burst open and was oozing blood and pus and clear fluid. note the redness around the wound and how open it is. this was the worst of it—it was when i began to start having high fevers and hallucinations. this state lasted a very long time. idk how i didn’t die of sepsis sooner.
so yeah, that’s how good a BBL looks!
i know we are all critical of buccal fat removal and that many women get very weirdly defensive abt it and try to leverage that critics of it don’t know firsthand and i just want to offer up that i had buccal fat removal when i was 24 (? i cant even remember now—i was in a bad place after an abusive relationship and was getting invasive cosmetic surgeries done left and right) so i CAN actually tell you with firsthand experience to NOT do it. it IS as bad as everyone is telling you. it IS as ruinous as we are saying. it DOES butcher your face irreparably. so pls don’t come at me being like “you have no idea how would you even know” cuz lmao i literally did it. i fell for the lie. i cannot reverse it, i cannot fix it. i regret it every day of my life. i will never have my face back. don’t fall for the lie cuz it IS a lie.
i had thee absolute top surgeon in my state and it was still a lie. i did everything he said and my recovery was “perfect” and it was still a lie.
it’s not “haters” who are “jealous” of you saying you’re scheduling your buccal fat removal surgery. it’s a not-insignificant number of women like me who fell for that shit and yknow what, now i AM jealous of you, ironically, bc you haven’t yet gone through with it. cuz you still have your own wonderful natural face and you have the option to decide not to be stupid and jeopardize it. you think you know now but you unfortunately don’t until it happens, until your face begins to cave in on itself, until you’re told that you now “need” xyz procedures to support the cheeks you just sucked out etc etc it never ends it never fucking ends you will never be satisfied and you can’t ever undo it
i have this unfortunate insider knowledge of at least 4 different major invasive cosmetic procedures and i regret every single one. they ruined my life in every conceivable way (even though i was considered a major success patient) and one surgery literally almost killed me. i thought i was so damn smart and resilient until i realized i can’t ever go back.
the “doing it for myself” speech stops mattering real fuckin quick when you’re alone in your room looking in your mirror wondering how anyone could’ve let you do this. i am not an outlier. i am a common statistic. you are not immune. don’t let them have your face.
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Where do you put your keys when you get home? personal
Have you ever seen a snake in the wild? one from far away on the sand when I was on camp and second time it was just dead and not even whole anymore, I wanna touch a snake!
What’s your favourite movie from the 80s? can’t choose only one
Are you expecting any phone calls or emails? not really
Do you have any family that live in another country? no one close
Are there any words that you hate or make you cringe? sure
What is the best house you’ve ever lived in? I’ve lived in one house only unless I can count some I stayed for awhile like grandma’s apartment or aunt’s cottage 
What movie reminds you of your childhood? many movies like Jumanji or Goonies
What was the last email you received? spam
Are you in any fb groups? I am
Whose house did you last visit? my gf’s
How many tabs do you have open right now? 5
What’s something you’ve been meaning to do but keep putting off? I procrastinate lots of stuff
What’s the first thing you check on your phone at the start of the day? fb messanger/time
Would you date someone who still lived with their parents? I still live with my parents  Do you think there is life on other planets? not those close to us
Would you enjoy a night of playing video games? maybe Do you dream of traveling the world or are you happy where you are? I’m not happy but I don’t want to travel  Would you watch a porno with your partner? hmm... Have you ever stolen from your work? no Do you own any sex toys? I don’t How often do you use facebook at work? depends Would you date someone half your age? that would be illegal and I wouldn’t want to anyway Are you a romantic person? a little? Would you be okay with your partner hanging with their ex as friends? I probably wouldn’t be  Do you have a current passport? never had a passport Is it more fun to go out just with your date or on a group date? just my date Have you had a relationship with someone of the same sex? as a lesbian Is marriage a necessity for two people who love each other? no but it’s nice Is there anything you think science will never be able to explain? possibly Is intoxication ever an acceptable excuse for acting stupid? if you can’t act normal then don’t drink, UGH! Do you litter? never Do you believe in fate or destiny? not sure Doing nothing all day makes you feel
? both good and bad Have you ever had sex with someone you worked with? I have not Would you date someone just for the sex? noooo Do you consider yourself a positive person? pfft Are Sex and Intimacy the same thing? sex is to intimacy like square to rectangles How often do you get angry? I’m like Bruce Banner Have you had cosmetic surgery? I haven’t On a first date do you pay or do they? split Do you only date people who have jobs or are full-time students? I don’t care what they do in life (school, job or nothing) if we don’t live together, I’m unemployed myself Could you date someone who does drugs? doubt it Do you enjoy watching sports? nah Would you do a striptease for your partner? umm... Would you date someone who doesn’t have a car? sure, I don’t even own one  You have a week off, travel or stay home? home <3 Does spending the weekend at home annoy you? noooo Do you consider yourself open minded? nah Do others find you sexy? r u kidding?... Have you ever met someone in person you met online? I have Do you tell your friends you love them? nope, just family and partner
Do your siblings dye their hair? sometimes Who can you best relate to in the last book you read? partially to Will, Stella and Poe Are you indecisive? it’s hard for me to make a decision but I am not changing my mind like wind blows
What are you listening to? Lana Del Rey What are you doing tomorrow? we’ll see What was the last compliment someone gave you? not sure which was last Do you have a big family? no but it’s still to big for me :x Which one of your senses would you miss the most if you lost it? sight, then hearing
What’s your opinion on prostitution? Should it be legal and regulated, or is it something that needs to be gotten rid of completely? it should be illegal If you want (or don’t want) kids, is this something you’ve always known or have you changed your mind as you’ve grown up? I wanted kids at first because I played dolls and didn’t know anything about pregnancy or taking care of real children, I just thought it’s normal everyone have them at some point and that’s all but once I found out more about the subject I realized it’s not for me because of many reasons
Has the person you like ever seen you in your pajamas? yup Did the last person you kissed celebrate your last birthday with you? she wasn’t in my life at the time What’s the first word of the last text message you received? ok was the whole message XD
What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I’m gonna die, if I won’t fall asleep I’ll explode, I feel so bad Are you okay right now? am I ever?... When was the last time you saw your mom? we’re home together What is the last thing you drank today? just going to drink some water in the kitchen Will you be up before 7 am tomorrow? hope not What are you listening to right now? Cigarettes after sex Last time you had a sleepover? ages ago If the last person you dated said they were in love with you, what would you say? I know she does, she was telling me that already Do you replay things that have happened in your head? overthinking for life If you could get paid to do anything in the world, what would you do? sitting in front of the computer  Do your parents actually knock on your door before entering your room or just barge right in, instead? my dad knocks, my mom barges in What would you do if it snowed right now? ...
Are you more of a leader or a follower? loner
Would you say you’ve had a good life so far? no comment What’s something you wish you could have delivered to your house? regularly or right now? What’s your favorite art style? surrealism? Are any of your coworkers currently out on maternity/paternity leave? I don’t have coworkers now Do you have a good sense of balance? it’s hard to say Do you live in a very racially and culturally diverse country? no Do you live alone? I wish
Have you done something recently that helped someone else, in any way? nothing big If you knew that one of your friends was considering suicide, what would you say to them? depends
Who was the last person to pay you a compliment? my gf The shirt you’re wearinh - is it one of your favourites? yep Is there a certain name that you think seems to have become really popular, and you know lots of people with that same name? growing up Ewelina, Julia, Emilia, Katarzyna, Urszula, MaƂgorzata and MichaƂ were the most popular names Before Facebook became popular, did you use any other social networking site? yup Have you ever asked anyone “Do you love me?” If so, did you get the response you wanted? Do you think when someone says “I love you”, you feel obliged to say it back? yes, usually and kinda If you’ve had a bad experience in a past relationship, did you find that you were scared to get into another relationship, in case the same thing happened again? that’s normal Are you friends with the last person you hugged, or something more? we’re related Do you ever post song lyrics as your Facebook status? sometimes Do you drink alcohol on a regular basis, or do you prefer to save it for special occasions? I don’t drink even on special occassions Did you play with Barbies when you were a kid, or did you prefer something else? I played with Barbies but not only them If you were going to buy a present for the person you love/like, what would you generally choose? what she likes/wants/needs :) If I’m going to buy you a box of chocolates, which kind should I definitely NOT get? don’t buy me any Is there something you generally always ask for help with? I need help with many things :( Has anyone called you beautiful today? no, I’m not so that would be a lie
Who was the last person to see you cry? my mother
Do you drink bottled water? sometimes
You never know what you have until it’s gone. True or false? kinda true
Are you scared of losing the person you like to someone else? if they were happy with someone else - let that happen, I’ll be fine alone
Will you be in bed in the next 20 minutes? too early to sleep
Do you laugh at inappropriate times? rarely
How many bracelets do you have on right now? zero
Do you have someone you have late night conversations with? I do
What does your phone do when it receives a text? vibrates
What is in your pocket? no pockets!
Can you remember the last person you texted without looking? my sister 
Do you listen to music everyday? almost
Are you gonna be home alone tonight? I won’t be alone
If there was a large spider in your room, would you stay in the room? how big?
Are you a flirty person? maybe The last store you went to was
? local
Do you have a friend named Alex? used to  What did you think of the movie Juno? I have mixed feelings about it How often do you eat meat? often Have you ever gotten clothes from the kids section as an adult? I have :x Are you more of a science/math person or english/history person? I’m artsy  When you were little, would you have rather watched Cartoon Network or Disney Channel? we didn’t have such expensive channels Since using the internet regularly, have you started to read less than you used to? I read less not because of internet Are you a big fan of the Harry Potter series? nah Do you find yourself feeling lazier when the weather is warm? I feel lazier when the weather is cold because I don’t wanna leave my bed or home at least Are you a fan of the TV show Friends? watched fragments and I like Chandler and Phoebe - I think they would be great together, I’m a bit like them How old do you think is too old to sleep with a stuffed animal? never Are you 100% over the last person you kissed? I’m not How many tattoos would you like to have? I don’t plan any Are you over the age of 25? I am Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever? omg! I want my life to get better :( Would you rather live without music or without the t.v? without TV
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Don't kill me, but all the fruits for grant and alistair please 💕
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Also just noticed @troyebakers asked for all for Grant too, so here y’all are:
Let me apologize to mobile users now bc this is probably just gonna be a giant wall of strewn together nonsense for them. Switching around the order of the questions to make it flow a fair bit better. 
🍍  :    how comfortable is my muse in their body? how do they feel about their height,  weight,  strength,  and body type?  how important is being attractive to them?  
🍑  :    how meticulously does my muse look after their physical appearance?  do they spend a lot of time on their hair,  makeup,  grooming,  and clothing?  is there a particular reason why they do or don’t?  Grant:  Grant is basically okay with how he looks. He doesn’t exactly like his appearance, but he doesn’t hate it either, nor does he think it’s that important. The only thing he’ll really fuss over is his hair, and his idea of fussing is brushing it but letting the bedhead win a lot of the time.  Same goes with how he dresses- if a pair of jeans and T-shirt are discarded on the floor one night and they’re not in bad condition/they don’t smell, he’ll wear them again. Alistair:  He’s a little fussy with it. He knows most people find him attractive but he’s not that invested in it. Living for multiple centuries does that to a guy. He’ll make sure he’s neatly put together daily and that’s that. He does usually try to dress nicely though. His casual is a nice sweater, well-fitting leather jacket and dark jeans. He tends to call it ‘professorly.’ 
🍅  :    how does my muse feel about plastic  /  cosmetic surgeries   &   procedures?  is it something they have done or would do?  do they mind if others do it?  Both: Both of them are usually in the “why do people do that, it’s not necessary, people age, it’s a fact of life” side of things- with Alistair noting “except for me” in that last bit. They’d never dream about getting anything done themselves. 
🍏  :    how stable is my muse’s physical health?  do they go for regular or semi-regular checkups by a physician?  do they have any diagnosed illnesses and / or take any medication?  how often do they get sick?
🍎  :    how stable is my muse’s mental health?  have they been diagnosed with any mental illnesses and  /  or conditions?  do they have any undiagnosed mental illnesses and  /  or conditions?  do they or should they attend therapy?    Grant: He’s usually physically healthy and tries to stay that way. Mentally, he’s a mess and tries to get help, but it’s not lost on him that talking with Nic and getting hugs from her works better for him than an actual therapist half the time. Alistair:  Fit as a fiddle permanently, if you don’t count the whole living undead thing. He’s also fairly mentally stable himself, and he’s had a vested interest in Psychology the last century, which helps things. 
🍒  :    how much does my muse value companionship?  do they constantly keep people around them,  or do they prefer to be alone often?  do they have or desire to have many friends?  do they see every meeting as an opportunity to make a new friend?  Grant: After what happened during his time as a soldier, Grant got it in his head that he was bad luck for anyone around him, so he tried to stay solo for as long as possible and didn’t actively make friends. Enter Nic and Matthew/John, and it was another story. They didn’t really give him an active chance to tell them to leave him alone so they wormed their way into his heart, which helped his mental state so he was able to pursue a friendship with them and then a relationship with M/J, which healed him enough where he was a little more outgoing/willing to meet and befriend other people. Alistair: Nearly the same deal. He was also fairly anti-friends because people only usually gave him the time of day to get in his family’s good graces. He was very apprehensive about making friends because he figured once they got what they wanted they’d leave him, considering that happened a lot. And then Kat and the others came along and made him feel wanted, and while he still has that distrust of people outside that group, he would die (again) for every single person in their friend circle.
🍇  :    how would my muse describe their childhood?  how much has it impacted the person they are now,  or will become as an adult?  around what age did they or will they start to mature,  and why?  do they wish to go back to their days as a child,  or have they embraced adulthood?  Grant: He had a lonely childhood, his parents did take care of him, but were also fairly neglectful and paid more attention to their business than him. When the whole ‘bi but leaning more towards being romantically interested in men’ thing came to pass his parents sent him off to live with his gay uncles which ended up being the best experience of his life because he finally got active attention/parental figures who genuinely cared about his day or interests for once. The first half of that, however, prepared him a lot for his self-exile after coming home from overseas, but it also planted the idea that there was a silver lining somewhere in life, which he found in his friends. The only way he’d want to relive his childhood is if he was with his uncles the entire time. Alistair: Looking back, Alistair acknowledges that his mother raised him to be a spineless, pompous ass. Him becoming a full vampire/getting some distance from the family when he turned thirty was the turning point where he acknowledged that ‘oh hey, a lot of this shit is messed up.’ He wouldn’t relive his childhood at all. 
🍐  :    how intelligent is my muse overall?  are they smarter than the average person,  or less than?  are they primarily self-taught,  or did they acquire most of their knowledge in school?  are they more street smart or book smart?  Grant: He never went to college, he joined the Army straight out of high school, so he’s got an extremely basic
 standard education. He’s more street smart than anything, and considering That Day, he got a lot of “that’s the how the world works, it’s unfair” type lessons from that tragedy. Alistair: He’s extremely intelligent. He went to college for law, but in the centuries since he’s found modern law is a little too corrupt for his liking, so he went into veterinary science and then studied Psychology on his own just to pass the time. 
🍉  :    which of the four seasons suits my muse best,  and why?  Both:  Winter. Their personalities and wardrobes match it more, and they both enjoy the aesthetic of it the most. 
🍌  :    is my muse inclined to help others,  or will they only do it when it benefits them,  if at all?  what makes them this way?  has it ever gotten them into trouble,  or inconvenienced them? Both: Will help others at the drop of a hat for entirely selfless reasons. They both figure they’ve got awful pasts to make up for, and if little acts of kindness and paying it forward is how they can go about it, so be it. 🍊  :    does my muse desire romance?  is it something they would actively seek out,  or prefer to happen more  ‘  naturally?  ’  what is their love life like?  do they have any exes or past flings,  or crushes?  Grant: Was very anti-love/anti-thinking-he-deserved love, but then Matt/John came along and was charming and nice and patient and his heart was all “alright get your shit together because T H I S   O N E   I S      F O R   Y O U.” Because of that, he’s an absolute mush with his LIs, which is a surprise to everyone outside his immediate friend circle because “wait the stoic guy likes cuddling and talking with faces a couple of inches apart and getting all romantic on holidays?” Alistair: Got his heart shattered into pieces by his first love early in his life, so he was reluctant to ever start anything romantic ever again, but then he fell for Kat platonically, which kick-started his heart back up to be willing to go pursue someone romantically - and then said heartbreaker comes crashing back into his life and then it’s a 50/50 clusterfuck again and he’s not quite sure what to do. 🍓  :    how is my muse typically seen by others?  does it ring true to who they really are?  does their reputation matter to them? Grant: Doesn’t give a damn about his bad stoic/wide/intimidating reputation. He’s not here to be judged, and if people wanna judge a book by its cover, fine, that’s not his problem. He’s got a handful of friends who love him because they bothered to get to know him, he’s invested in them. Alistair: Used to care very strongly about reputation and yearned to be alluring/scary/intimidating all at once, but he learns that was a lot of his mother’s influence, so he goes out of his way to nice people to death so he gets a far more welcome, warm, friendly reputation to make sure it sticks. It makes him stop caring about it so actively/doesn’t make it a staple in his life anymore.
đŸ„  :    does my muse have any  ‘  unusual  ’  habits, interests,  and  /  or talents?  do they hide it,  or are they proud of it?  Grant: Nothing special at allAlistair: He’s a hemophobic vampire, so he doesn’t go out on hunts with his family- nor does he feed on humans unless it’s necessary. He uses his resources as a vet to ‘feed’ on animals- where he’ll only feed feed if there’s a time crunch, but even then he only takes a standard blood test’s amount and tries to make it last- and he’ll even coach the animal through it, promising that he means it no harm, they’ll be safe in a minute, “Awww, we’re done, see, that wasn’t so bad. Good job, here’s some extra biscuits/cat treats/veggies, you did so well.” 
🍋  :    what kind of diet does my muse have?  do they eat regularly,  or the standard 2-3 meals a day?  do they have to be reminded to eat,  or are they likely to remind others?  do they cook,  or have others cook for them?  do they eat healthily,  or not so much?  Grant: Unless depression is kicking his ass, he’ll eat balanced meals regularly, with the usual 3x a day. If he does have a day of depression where he misses a meal or so when Nic or John/Matthew is around, they’ll notice and try not to be too forceful about it but they’ll also make a meal with him and try to goad him into eating it, and it usually works. Alistair:  Also keeps up with regular meals 3x a day, considering he tries to make human food work as much as possible to avoid interacting with blood in any capacity. If worse comes to worse he’ll cook up/order a super bloody steak and have it, wincing all the while. 
đŸ„­  :    how important to my muse is their hometown,  or where they’re from?  are they proud of it,  or considered a hometown hero? did they move away,  or do they wish to?Grant: Grew up in Texas, and mentioned, he hated it so he avoids going back. He considers Wyoming/his uncles’ ranch home and would live there if he could, but then the job in Hope County came along, and he sticks there for a while and he’s happy, but maaaayyyybbbeee he’d consider dropping hints to John/Matthew that settling back in Wyoming could be nice if they’d be up for it. He’d be okay if they weren’t, though. They could always vacation there, and it’s enough. Alistair: Grew up in the downtown area of [CITY REDACTED] and has a hate/love relationship with it, so when Kat comes along and he joins that crew where they’re on the outskirts of town by the bay, he absolutely falls in love with the weird suburbia feel and makes plans to move there nearly immediately. 
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pastelbatfandoms · 5 years ago
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Pick 14 OC’s
1. Roxy (WWE) 2. Michelle (Riverdale) 3. Renee (The Flash) 4. Rika (NOES) 5. Carrie (Gotham) 6. Helena (AHS) 7. Rihannon (HP)
8. Amara (Marvel) 9. Meghana (Descendants) 10. Esme (Descendants) 11. Marianna (TW) 12. Suzanna (TWD) 13. Mandy (ST) 14. Ashlee (AVTED)
1. Would you rather date 5 or 12?
Suzanna. I feel like Carrie might kill me if I pissed her off....
2. A man wearing a thong and boxers on his head comes up to 8 and demands their money. Their reaction? Amara would taken aback and just look at the guy weird. “Earth has some strange customs.” She mutters as she hands him some Asgardian coins.
3. 6 comes home and finds that 2 has broken into their house and is stealing their possessions. What happens? Ah hell...literally. Michelle,I’d run. 
4. Would 13 ever have sex with 9? lol their is no way they’d meet,but if they did I mean Meghana is a Demi God so probably. 
5. What would 5 and 10’s lovechild look like?  Well She or he would definitely have dark hair,and striking Romanesque features with bright eyes. In a word,stunning. 
6. What would 7 never ever admit to the world?  Other then not telling Muggles she’s a witch...I’m not sure.
7. Do you think that 1 is sexy/cute? um yes lol
8. Is 9 or 14 more likely to commit murder? Ashlee,I mean she kills Deadites all the time. 
9. What is the last thing that 14 would ever wear? Anything too frilly and princess like. 
10. Why would 13 hate 7? I have no idea...maybe jealous of her because one she knows magic and also she can have the men in her life at the same time!
11. Is 4 a virgin? No
12. What would 2 get 3 for their birthday? Michelle would probably get her a gift card to a Restaurant or a jewelry store. 
13. Does 9 go to church? No,doesn’t exist in Auradon. 
14. 12 and 1 go scuba diving. What happened? Skipping,because I have no idea. 
15. Would 6 survive a zombie apocalypse?
Dang wish this question had been for 12...but Helena would be fine,chances are her Husband made The Apocalypse so....
16. Who’s taller, 4 or 14?
I think Rika.
17. 5 and 8 get in a fight. Who surrenders first?
The Carrion Crow vs The Valkyrie...That would be some battle! I can only seeing Carrie surrendering first because Amara has powers. 
18. Does 13 trust 3 enough to drive with them during a heavy rainstorm in heavy traffic? yeah sure,just don’t let Mandy drive. 
19. Could 8 ever win a swimsuit competition? YES
20. What scares 7 more than anything? Losing her loved one’s,especially to He who shall not named...
21. How long could you stand to be around 10? A good while,she’d be fun. 
22. Your old high school enemy comes up to you on the street and punches you in the face. What would 13 do? Mandy would beat the crap out her. 
23. What would 2 say/do when extremely drunk? I’m just going to put this gif here...Remember Michelle starts off with Jughead...
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24. Would 1 ever crossdress? like wear a suit? Sure I guess.
25. 1, 8, and 14 are playing tug-of-war against 7, 9, and 12. Which side would win? Roxy,Amara,Ashlee VS Rihannon,Meghana and Suzanna. 
If Amara couldn’t use her powers I’d say Meghana would win for her team because she is the daughter of Hercules. 
26. 11 and 3 are arguing. Who resorts to violence first? Marianna she is a Wolf...Good luck Renee. 
27. Does 9 or 4 have a worse temper? Meghana,She got pretty pissed after Hades broke up with her. 
28. Who would you least want to meet in a dark alley, 14, 11, or 6? Helena,Definitely... 
29. If 10 got drafted for the army, would they go for it or dodge the draft? She’d dodge it like a thief in the night ^_~
30. What is 13’s worst memory?
Billy’s death.
31. Why would the government be after 3? Because of her connection to Reverse Flash. 
32. You run into 2 on a busy street? What is the first thing you notice about them?
Her Gothic attire
33. Would 11 ever get cosmetic surgery?
No
34. Does 5 love or hate themselves?
She does to an extent,but I feel like she regrets some of her past actions and who she associated with/dated. 
35. 13 gets hit on by someone of their own gender? Their reaction?
Ok,I mean she’d be flattered but she doesn’t really swing that way. That I know of....
36. What is 14’s worst habit or addiction?
This might change,since I haven’t written her into a story yet. But I think Ashlee has a tendency to think she can go it alone,she’s very stubborn and doesn’t forgive easily either. 
37. What kind of movie would 11 go see? An Action movie
38. Does 10 still live with their parents? Technically Esme lives at a boarding school,so no. 
39. Does 6 dance?
Yes,usually to entice Michael or to entice someone to their side. Helena is also very good at swing dancing as well. 
40. 3, 5, 12, and 14 are playing poker. Who is the most likely to cheat?
Carrie.
41. What would be the main thing standing between 1 and 10’s love?
the fact that there in 2 Different stories, Michelle is with Juggie and Esme is with Charming. Michelle would remind Esme too much of what she was trying to escape from the isle. 
42. Is 2 or 4 more mature?
Rika,she is older. 
43. Does 1 or 8 have a bigger ego?
Amara,though Roxy does know a thing or two about ego’s,dating wrestlers...
44. Would 12 rather drive a small, environmentally friendly car, or a huge Hummer with bad gas mileage? A hummer,because at that point it wouldn’t matter. A vehicle is a Vehicle in The Apocalypse,though she’d prefer a Motorcycle.
45. Does 6 care about their appearance? Yes,she’s spent years not being able to see it as a Ghost,so now she can be quite fussy at times. But given who she’s dated in the past that’s not surprising....
46. 5, 7, and 14 go into a haunted house. What happens?
Carrie wouldn’t be phased she’s seen worse,so has Ashlee but she hopes there’s no ACTUAL evil dead here,which would be what Rhiannon would try and find out. 
47. 13 is walking along and gets pulled aside by a prostitute. Do they accept the offer? omg what is with these questions...poor Mandy lol honestly living where they do she’d probably be used to it,she’d just brush her off and walk away. She has Billy,she doesn’t need to PAY for it. 
48. Does 10 have or want kids? No she’s too young,though I’m sure Chad will want an Heir at some point. 
49. How will 13 probably die?
omg! Easy answer probably by a Demogorgon!
50. Why was 6 picked on at school?
Helena was actually...because she was different then the other kids,an orphan Witch,no one dared pick on her after she met Dandy though. 
51. For what would 11 worship 4?
Marianna would look up to Rika because she’s “fought” a dream demon and survived,even though she’s only human. 
52. 3 and 14 are running against each other for president. Who do you vote for?
Probably Renee she seems a bit more level headed then Ashlee but then Eobard might become Vice president...I suppose it’s better then Ash! lol
53. 1, 8, 12, and 14 gang up on 5. How long does 5 last?
Quite awhile and this must be when Carrie is bad again,otherwise Amara would have no reason to fight her. 
54. Who would 11 rather take to the prom, 2 or 9?
Mari would take Shelle to the prom,she’s a bit more low key.
55. Would 7 ever wear a leopard-print miniskirt in public?
Maybe
56. Who has a more normal weight, 4 or 10?
I have no idea,I suppose Esme.
57. Why would 13 be arrested?
For Beating up someone or stealing or underage drinking/smoking.
58. 3, 6, and 11 go to the movies. What happens?
Renee would be watching it,Helena would be bored and Mari would try to enjoy it but would get irritated at the group of people talking to loud and kicking her seat,that she’d promptly get up and tell them off. 
59. 13 is trying to escape from a burning building, but sees 1 trapped in the corner. Would they try and save 1?
Yes bad girl or not she’s still not going to leave someone to die.
60. 14 and 8 are exploring an abandoned tomb, when 14 suddenly falls through the floor and barely manages to avoid the spike traps. How would 8 save them?
With her powers,she’s levitate Ashlee back up. 
61. Would 2 rather marry 6 or 14?
Probably Ashlee.
62. Does 10 smoke or drink?
:: Nope.
63. The house is about to explode, and 9 can only save 3 or 12. Who do they choose?
Suzanna...Hopefully Renee could get herself out or Thawne could come to her rescue. 
64. Would 11 ever deal drugs?
:: No, never.
65. Did 13 graduate high school?
she’s still in school
66. 7 tries cooking a new icky looking dish and invites 4, 9, and 13 to dinner. Who eats the dish? Mandy,she don’t care. Its better then nothing,she’s not as picky as she used to be. 
67. Would 3 ever pierce their tongue?
:: No
68. What about 9 annoys 14?
That she’s a God yet she can’t fix The Deadite problem...
69. Does 1 or 5 sleep more?
Roxy
70. Who does 14 like most out of 2, 8, and 12? Who do they like the least? Suzanna,they can relate to each other more,though I feel like Suzanna would be the mother figure,Amara would be the cool big sister and Michelle would be like Ashlee’s twin or BFF. 
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Mutilated Mannequin (Part 21)
Dr. Guhira looks just about as dismal to see her as she feels to be sitting in his chair again. He steals a look at Ozai and she can see that he is biting his tongue. “This is Dr. Koh’s handiwork, isn’t it?” 
Azula nods. 
“He’s had his medical licence revoked several times.” Dr. Guhira mutters “I’m willing to bet that he has acquired himself a counterfeit one. Which clinic does he work under now?” 
Azula now looks at her father. 
“The Kuikkuchenji Cosmetic Clinic.” Ozai answers for her.
“I see.” He says as he tilts Azula’s face to the left and then to the right. “I believe that you have grounds for a lawsuit not just against him, but against the facility as a whole for not doing an adequate background check.”
“Yes.” Ozai agrees. “I have already filed for one.” 
“I have worked with Koh on several occasions, he is as horrible at following instructions as he is at performing a successful surgery.” He withdraws his touch. “I wouldn’t mind appearing as a witness to your case. It might help to let them know that she’s had successful surgeries in the past and that the problem doesn’t lie in her age and inability to manage aftercare.” 
“You’ll do that?” Azula asks. 
“Of course I will.” He replies. “Even if you don’t wish to get a reversal surgery, I’d still like to be able to help you.” 
“Thank you.” Azula says, some of the rigidness leaves her body. 
“Speaking of the surgery. I would like you to know that the operation will be completely medical procedure rather than a cosmetic one.You could, of course, have a surgery that comes with a cosmetic aspect. If you do that, I can cover the scars. If you want something strictly medical, the only thing that I will do is bring symmetry back to your face.”
“Strictly medical.” Azula repeats. “Are you a doctor. Like a real doctor.”
Dr. Guhira chuckles. She makes a face, he has been nothing but kind but she still isn’t in the mood for laughs nor jokes. “Sorry.” He says of her expression. “I would argue that cosmetic surgeons are real doctors. Simply a different sort. But, yes, I am licenced to perform emergency medical surgeries.”
“Then why are you here?”
“It isn’t as dreary, most of the time. I’m not fond of seeing people in life-threatening situations. In the cosmetic field I can put my skills to use and not have to see all of that distress.”
“I suppose that I ruined that for you.” Azula comments. 
“You’re a little different.” He picks up his clipboard. “You don’t have that look of fear and hopelessness in your eyes. You look terribly angry but you aren’t holding my hand and begging me not to let you die.” He sets the clipboard down again, looking almost distant. “That’s what I don’t like seeing.” 
“Oh.” She stares at her palm. “Yes, I suppose that’s different.”
His expression seems to brighten again. “So let me discuss something else with you. Your father mentioned that you miss your old face. If you would like, I can perform the corrective surgery in a way that will look closer to your natural face.” 
“You can do that?”
“I like to think that I’m very skilled at what I do. I have your records, it shouldn’t be too difficult. I won’t be able to exactly reproduce your natural look, but I can come close.” He pauses. “Now, it may be several years before I can begin even the reversal surgery. I want the nerves to be fully healed for at least three months before I do any sort of operation.” 
Azula nods “That sounds...optimal.” 
“I can book you an appointment, if you’d like. And if you decide that you don’t want the surgery, you can always cancel.” 
“Yes, that would work for me.” Azula decides. “I’ll let you know what I decide as soon as I figure it out for myself.” 
“Wonderful. Whatever you decide, I’ll be in contact with your father about the lawsuit.”
“Thank you Dr. Guhira.” She replies. 
He leans in a hair closer, “it is good to hear you speak for yourself instead of letting your father do the talking.” 
“Yes.” She agrees. It is nice. She peers at Ozai, she gets a sense that he is itching to speak but he holds his tongue. This time it is her call. Everything is her call. 
For the first time in a long while, she feels like he life is in her control.
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ashleaannya · 5 years ago
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The 2200, Chapter 1
Everything for Kamiya started with a deep breath. She took a deep breath before writing her hit single “Marketplace,” an semi-autobiographical Indy rock ballad about how men (her exes) treated women’s bodies like a grocery store. It was a hit. “It resonated” was how Billboard described her riffs and runs about feeling like, quote, a “man’s meat market”, with no say in how she should be loved. That was five years, two Grammy’s and three tours ago. She still took a deep breath before approaching the microphone, before recording herself in the studio, and before giving her fans the BTS (Behind The Scenes) content her 35 million fans craved—no, demanded.
           “Let’s do this,” Kamiya said to her herself, breathing deeply and sitting on the goose feather bed in her presidential hotel suite. She adjusted her DSLR camera to better frame her upper body and flipped the lamps on the hotel suite’s end tables. The tripod creaked with newness as she made the micro-adjustments to get her and her hotel suite backdrop in perfect focus. It was a little dark, but it would fit the mood she was about to create for her fans.
           Her phone pinged and vibrated beside her as another thousand comments on her social media rang through. Text messages burst through as people who wanted her money, attention or both made their voices heard in all capital letters, exclamation points and emojis. Without looking away from the camera flip screen, Kamiya reached beside her and powered her phone off. She glanced over at her hotel door, looking at the silk and gold furnishings and designer dresses hanging on a rolling rack. Rows of flowers from athletes, and fellow musicians wanting to sleep with her wilted on a glass dining table designed to seat twelve. No one ever ate there. It was a reservoir for gifts and miscellaneous stuff. She lived in this room now. The floor of this hotel was more her space more than the three homes she paid ghastly mortgages. Kamiya’s eyes lingered on the cream colored double doors, making sure it was locked. What she was about to do would cause her team to beat her door off the antique hinges. By then it would be too late.
           The camera’s light flickered and then settled on a bright amber. Kamiya knotted her fingers in her lap seeing the word “REC” blink in the upper corner of the screen. It was time. She had already left written, detailed instructions for her manager, accounting team, design team, social media team, and news outlets she wanted to break the story. The courier would deliver her instructions in exactly one hour. The timing mattered. Her wishes were explicit and once her video aired, the necessary parties would have no choice but to honor her demands. There would be nothing to second-guess. The video especially would be very clear. She practiced how she would do it and even recorded herself doing mock versions of the act to make sure she would not loose her nerve.
           “You got this, Miya.”
           Kamiya also knew that nothing else “groundbreaking” would be going on in the social media sphere that would distract from her message. The good thing about being connected was other celebrities in her circle and members of famous teams (say a stylists or nanny) told her what dates to avoid. For example, when Kamiya’s second album was set to drop on Sept 1st, a friend of a friend whispered that she should not use that date because TMZ was about to report on an impending divorce. Divorces in her world were common enough, but this divorce was a megachurch pastor and there was digital evidence the break-up of his marriage was due to a transgendered mistress who had a massive social media following. Needless to say, she changed the date. Her album release would have been overshadowed and her release week would have been abysmal. She released a week earlier to the delight of her voracious following and debuted at number one on the Pop charts. The same connections would today make sure her choice went viral. This was her one life. She should get to live her life on her own terms. A tear fell down her cheeks, realizing that her freedom was on the other side of this post. She would have her body back, her mind, her music, her voice. Should she go live instead? That way people knew it was real.
           Kamiya jumped up off the bed and grabbed her laptop. She would record both. Just in case.
           “Hey guys,” Kamiya said, waving at the screen.
           The numbers in her Live Chat jumped from 300 to 3,000 to 2 million instantly. Kamiya swallowed. Her mouth was dry and her hands were damp with sweat. Texts jumped up on the bottom of the screen as her followers flooded the Live Chat with emojis, declarations of love, and sexual comments that would make a porn star blush.
           “Whoa, whoa, guys, this is going to be quick so I can’t answer a million questions right now—um, guys, whoa, um, no, no I can’t do a video chat with anyone. Thank you though that went bad last time,” Kamiya said, laughing awkwardly.
           She glanced up to make sure her camera was still recording. It was.
           “Ok. I have an announcement. I wanted to record it and make it all fancy, but my career started here, right?”
           Thumbs up emojis and hearts flooded the screen in unison. She smiled and tears pricked at her eyes, but she coughed and rubbed her eyes into her sleeves. People were commenting about how they had followed her since abandoned building days.
           “Wow, that’s a throwback. Um, for those who don’t know, let me explain all of the abandoned buildings comments.”
           Kamiya sat up and twisted her long curly extensions in around her fingers. She dug her nails into her spray-tanned legs, leaving pink nail marks. She was already black, but her team told her, going a shade darker would make her skin look even and was the ideal skin tone for her audience.
           “Ok. So most of the videos have been deleted because, well, I was fat then.”
           That comment was met with encouraging remarks and angry emojis. She felt relieved at that response. Then as if reading her mind, onscreen comments appeared. Some people were proud of her ‘healthy weight loss journey’. This pride flooded the comments. She ignored them. She was thin now with the dimensions of a doll, narrow waist and all. She ate 400 calories per day and had more cosmetic surgeries than a Kardashian. She was discrete about them and timed everything so it looked more believable, but nothing was healthy about her new body.
           “Um, yea. I actually started on social media for singing in abandoned buildings with my sister. She would record me singing in old churches and subways and other random places that were technically condemned but had great acoustics. That’s how I build my fan base and YouTube channel. A lot of people think it was from Marketplace, my first single, but I didn’t get attention until after my Abandoned Concerts page went viral or whatever.”
           The comments zoomed by so fast she could barely ready them. The emojis were all wide-mouthed shocked faces and then there were demands for her to post the old videos. Kamiya shook her head and laughed. She did not want to see her old body ever again. Kamiya froze seeing a familiar handle enter the Live Chat. It was @Camera_Cat, her sister. She was in the hotel lobby grabbing dinner and would likely be banging on her door at any moment. Everyone knew that Kamiya hated going live so Cat would be giving her the Catrina patent “WTF” face.
           “Okay, guys, real quick. I have an announcement,” Kamiya said, straightening her back and lowering her voice. She had to say this seriously or people would think she was playing a game. As you all know, I hate social media and, like, hardly ever post, because—well, let’s keep this all the way real, okay. You guys are trash.”
           Question marks and angry and shocked emojis flooded the screen at lightning speed. Kamiya smirked ready to drop every bomb in her arsenal before the grand finale.
           “Yes, you are. Half of you lie to yourself and to others every day and will never accomplish your dreams because you are inconsistent and talentless. There. Now you know.”
           Kamiya jumped hearing rapid knocking on her hotel room. She pulled her laptop closer and swallowed. She could hear her sister calling her name.
           “I don’t care if it hurts your feelings. It’s true. You aren’t loyal to yourself or your dreams so why should I expect you to be loyal to me or care about my mental health. I have done so much and sacrificed so much to make you bastards happy. I’m literally so damn lost right now I barely recognize myself. I hate having you guys around me.”
           Some of the comments were consolatory and others were curses and name-calling. Kamiya did not care. She was right and she would show them.
           “If half of you were forced to be honest about how jealous you are of my life before you could comment on my posts, you would never hate on me. You hate me because your dreams are dead and your work ethic is trash. Do you have any idea what I go through to be here. I’m supposed to be nice to you hateful bitches when you are all collective trash.”
           The banging on the door sounded like thunder. Muffled yelling echoed outside of the room. The voices were getting louder and Kamiya was glad the deadbolt was on because her sister and manager had keys to her room. Well, technically, they could access her room through the hotel app. The app could not work against a deadbolt and an old fashioned chain.
           “I’m being honest when I say I hate most of you. I wish you never heard of me. I wish I never shared my music with you. You don’t deserve me. I give so much to you people. You people who are supposed to be the woke generation. I hope you die alone.”
           Kamiya sat back and watching as the number of people watching her quadrupled. Screenshots of her and clips of her ‘rant’ would be viral in seconds. She smiled ready for the final blow.
           “Effective immediately, my social media is closed. My website is closed. My brands are closed. I am closed. You hear me? You no longer have access to me. You all have officially been fired from being my fans.”
           The word ‘no’ with about a hundred Os flooded the screen, followed by side-eye emojis and comments about her going crazy.
           “There is one exception,” Kamiya took a deep breath. “Moving forward, I am only accessible to 2200 loyal fans. I will hand select these people. If you look at my main page now, you will see that no one is following me and I am following no one. You will also notice that all of my posts are now gone. In one hour, my page will be private, so get your screen shots now. Yes, I’m talking to you Shade Room.”
           The number of people watching her, now exceeding the number of followers she had ever had on any platform. Tears pricked her eyes realizing she finally had their attention. The same question kept popping up: “How do I join the 2200?”
           “You don’t join. I choose you.”
           Kamiya slammed the laptop closed and fell backward on the overstuffed pillows of her European king bed. Phase one was complete. Now on to phase two.
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