#I will not be normal about him in the future
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luvyeni · 2 days ago
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ALL FOR YOU 𝕼. ( 이민형 )
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𝓲𝓲 ㅤ𓈒ㅤ𓈒𓈒 ( 이민형 x fem!reader )   ─── ❛ genre ⸝⸝ smut. content warning. idol!mark x idol!reader, unprotected sex , oral ( f ) , little bit of jealousy word count. 2.5k 「 req? ⦂ yes/no 」 library  !
synopsis … you knew mark and you would eventually cross paths; being in the same company and all — but this , this was stressing you out.
𝕼 ㅤ𓈒ㅤ𓈒 yeni’s note .ᐟ this one i like , so good job to me …
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you knew mark and you would eventually cross paths; being in the same company and all — but this , this was stressing you out…
“okay yn since you’re the youngest; you can pair up with jisung since he’s also the youngest.” you and the tall boy exchanged small awkward smiles. “aren’t they so cute together?” you heard yuna whisper to mark; you boy next to you clearly heard because he started to turn a deep shade of red — not cause he liked you, but because knew you were with mark.
you and mark met when you were still a trainee under sm. you’d accidentally walked into the wrong practice room, mark so happened to be in there… to say you were embarrassed was an understatement. he found it cute and endearing, watching you scramble to find the right words — but all you could manage was a small squeak.
from that day on; he tried to seek you out, finding you in the practice room, pretending to be confused. looking for you in the cafeteria where you sat with the other trainees and future group mates. he never said anything, no, he didn’t want to get you in trouble; but that didn’t stop him from looking; and falling for what he saw.
he knew what he was getting himself into when he asked you out; he was not only asking someone younger than him, but his junior at that — he was asking for trouble, but he couldn’t help it. he liked you so much and you liked him.
your debut was announced about a month after you and mark began to secretly date, he was so excited for you; that was also the first time you two had sex and it was mind blowing.
you both didn’t want anyone to found out about your relationship; but unfortunately haechan has the code to mark’s apartment and loves to show up announced sometimes — and after a awkward first meeting with haechan and you, and mark pinning him down to the floor to get him shut his mouth; he promised not to tell staff… but that didn’t stop him from telling the other dreamies.
you decided to not tell your members at all — which you are currently regretting. “mark is kinda cute don’t you think?” yuna sat next to you as you sat down for a quick break. “huh?” you said. “and he so obviously wants me, you see how low his hands went.” you followed her gaze to your boyfriend who was talking to your manager. “he wants me for sure, should i ask for his number?”
you were stunned; how do you answer that question? “um i don’t think that’s a good idea , we really aren’t supposed to be dating.” you said , how ironic. “besides he’s probably already in a relationship.” you said , hoping she’d drop it, the jealousy starting to boil inside your stomach. “so innocent yn , of course he doesn’t a guy as fine as he is , he’s probably fucking all around world he has no time to have a girl waiting for him.” she stood up ; walking away leaving you with a heavy heart and green with jealousy. “i have to use the bathroom.” you got up. “hurry back, we have to practice , this collab has to be perfect.” yuna said , nodded walking out the room.
more like slamming the door behind you in marks eyes. “what’s wrong with her?” haechan asked. “did you two fight?” the elder shook his head; in fact he just talked to you before you guys met up and you seemed excited to be working with him and his group. “her and member seemed to be having a conversation before she stormed out , maybe they’re having a argument.” jaemin said. “should i go after her?” mark asked; normally he wouldn’t ask a question like that, he’d just go, but there were a bunch of staff and cameras around he didn’t want anyone catching on. “duh , go.” chenle said. “we’ll make sure no one finds out anything.”
he nodded , standing up walking out the door. “hey mark.” yuna batted her eyelashes at the boy. “hi.” was all he said before leaving out to find you.
why were you even mad? you could’ve told her and ended it there. you just didn’t want to jeopardize your careers and ruin your groups reputation, you were still in your early parts of your career. “get it together, you’re a professional.” you said to yourself before walking out of the bathroom , only to be pushed back in.
“mark what the hell?” you shrieked. “did anyone see you?” you questioned. “what’s wrong?” mark said , looking into your eyes; his filled with worry. “nothing im fine.” you tried to walk out but he grabbed your wrist. “mark.” you frowned. “tell me what’s wrong , the way you slammed that door.” he said. “did you and your member have a fight?” he asked. “no.” you trailed off. “then what is it?”
“its stupid.” you whispered , eyes to the floor. “hey.” he grabbed your chin, lifting your head up. “nothing you feel is stupid to me.” his hand covered your cheek, caressing it softly. “so tell me what’s wrong baby.” you sighed before speaking up. “it’s yuna , she likes you.” you said. “she wants to ask for your number.”
he didn’t want to laugh, but the cute pout on your lips as you spoke, he couldn’t help but chuckle. “are you laughing at me?” you asked. “i told you it was stupid , let me go.” you pulled away from him , but he grabbed you , pulling you close to wrap his arms around you. “you’re just too cute baby , so jealous and so cute.” he said. “it’s not funny , i told her you probably have a girlfriend and you know what she said.” he smiled listening to you ramble. “she said there’s no way a guy as fine as you are isn’t fucking all around the world.”
“she said that?” he said; of course that wasn’t true. “yeah , can you believe it.” you said. “and i guess she wants to be next.” you pouted, slapping his arm. “don’t say it like it could be a possibility mark.” he winced , rubbing the spot. “baby you know it’s not a possibility, not even a 0.01% chance i would do that,” he said. “you sure?” he giggled, kissing your pouty lips. “100%.” you smiled. “now stop pouting and let’s get back to the practice room before they start to question our whereabouts.”
“wanna stay here with you.” you said , he smiled. “come over tonight , and you’ll have me all to yourself yeah?” he had you pinned against the sink. “you’d like that?” you bit your lip nodding. “yeah.” he was about to pull you into a kiss — when you both got a ping on your phones. he groaned , pulling away from you. “we have to go.” you said. “why now when im so hard,” he said. “just 5 more minutes.” your phones going off again. “i don’t think we can.” you said. “let’s go before they send a search party.”
you made your return first; coming up with a excuse to tell your leader; luckily she didn’t question it. “just get in line and get ready.” you nodded , standing next to jisung. “happy now?” he smirked , you rolled your eyes , pushing him. “look who’s back.” mark made his way back inside the room. “there were people at the vending machine,” he said. “at the vending machines and yet not a single snack or anything.” haechan said. “i ate it on the way back.” he gritted through his teeth , silently threatening the boy. “okay , okay let’s get back to practice.” the choreographer said ; mark giving you a quick glance and a wink making you smile as the music started.
“good job everybody.” the choreographer said; mark watched you begin to pack up. “here.” someone shoved a piece of paper in his face. “uh.” he looked up, yuna staring him in the face. “it’s my number.” she said. “oh , i don’t think — yuna lets go.” your leader called out for the girl. “here.” she dropped it in his hand making her way out ; you watched the whole thing. “yn.” he called out. “bye.” you gave him a tight lipped smile as you made your way out. “she’s jealous.” jeno said. “yeah no shit.” he tossed the paper in the trash.
“baby please talk to me.” you sat on his bed later that night , arms folded stubbornly against your chest. “you know what she did as soon as we got back to the dorms?” you said. “she went on and on how you couldn’t keep your eyes off of her boobs , how you were definitely into her and you taking her number solidified that.” you spat out , he laid against the headboard , his hand coming up to your thigh. “baby i told you i wasn’t , i threw the number away.” he whined. “and i wasn’t looking at her boobs , i was looking past her , looking at your boobs.”
“now isn’t the time for jokes mark.” you said flatly , trying to hold back a smile. “but it got you to smile.” he pulled you back against a smile. “mark.” he kissed behind your ear. “i don’t want anyone else but you.” he whispered, knowing what it did to you. “you’re so cute when you’re jealous , huffing and puffing.” he said , hands traveling down to your side. “makes me so hard.” he turned your head around, pulling you into a heated kiss.
he slipped his tongue inside your mouth , both of you moaning into the kiss , he flipped you over so he was on top. “so fucking pretty.” he dipped inside your neck. “you don’t know what you do to me , how much i wanted to pull you away from jisung.” he groaned. “his hands were too low on you.” he growled. “se-seems like you were jealous too.” you whimpered , he bit down on your neck. “fuck mark don’t leave any marks.” he licked the spot on your neck. “fuck of course i was jealous baby , i wanted to dance with you , not her.” he gripped your waist tightly. “all i could think about is you while dancing.”
he kissed down the valley of your breast. “the way you looked.” *kiss* “the way you talked.” *kiss* “the way you smelled.” he gave you one final kiss. “fuck and the way you taste.” he pulled your leggings down your legs , spreading them open. “ma-mark i need you.” you desperately mewled. “yeah?” he smirked. “need me to lick your pretty pussy.” he kissed your clothed cunt. “mhm pl-please.” he pulled your panties to the side; his cock twitching in his sweats. “look how wet you are.” he groaned. “all this for me baby?” you nodded , he gave your clit another kiss. “mhm fuck , you taste so good.” he dove into your heat , passionately licking your folds. “ma-mark , fuck that feels good.”
he hummed against your heat , holding your legs apart as he feverishly licked your folds. “fuck , fuck keep going.” your hand tangled up into his hair as your hips bucked up involuntarily. “fuck mark im gonna cum.” he replaced his mouth with his fingers , pushed two inside. “you’re so wet , gonna cum for me?” you nodded , the knot in your belly getting tighter. “cum for me then , be a good girl and cum for me.” you gasped out , the knot finally snapping as you came all over her fingers. “good fucking girl.” his voice filled with lust. “made such a mess on my fingers.”
he pushed his fingers into his mouth, moaning at the taste of you on his tongue. “so sweet.” he said. “like fucking candy baby.” he untied the string to his sweats , pulling them down just enough to free his fully erected cock. “look how hard i am for you.” he pressed his tip against your hole. “only get like this for you.” he slowly slid inside you. “fuck mark , so-so big.” you moaned , he grunted. “sh-shit baby you’re so tight.” his cock slowly filling you up , his cock kissing your cervix. “love this pussy so much.”
he pulled out , stopping at the tip; pushing himself all the way in. “so so much.” he groaned. “mark faster.” you moaned. “faster?” he said , speeding up. “yes like that.” your fingers running through his hair. “no need to be jealous baby , it’s all for you.” he groaned. “all mines.” he groaned as you tugged at his hair. “it’s yours.” he whispered in your ear. “so take what’s yours baby.”
he pulled out of you; laying back letting you climb into his lap. “ride me baby , ride your cock.” he groaned as you held the base of his cock , sinking down on him. “fuck mark.” he watched in awe as you rode him; bouncing up and down on his length. “fuck that feels good princess , ride me , ride it like you own me.” he held your waist as you worked his cock. “fuck baby im about to cum.” he moaned out. “no-not yet , almost there.” you stuttered , legs faltering. “fuck , fuck mark im about to cum.”
he held your hips , bucking up into your needy cunt. “fuck baby cum.” he groaned. “cum.” both of you moaning out as you came at the same time , your head dropping in between his neck. “b-baby don’t leave any marks , my manager will kill me.” he sighed , loving the feeling on his lips … okay maybe he can’t take the scolding.
“what were you thinking , the makeup artist is gonna kill you if that isn’t gone by the performance.” you heard his manager scolding him as your group walked into the practice room. “next time at least put it somewhere no one can see.” the older man shook his head in disappointment. “so irresponsible.” you chuckled , covering your smile. he looked at you frowning. “guess he had too good of a time last night.” your other member said. “guess yuna was wrong.” you looked at yuna who looked upset upon seeing the mark on his neck. “let’s just get this over with.” she said stomping away; your other member was chuckling. “don’t worry she’ll get over it , if not oh well.” she said. “and don’t you laughed too much.” she turned to you. “what are you talking about?”
she rolled her eyes. “you think im dumb , if you aren’t careful you’ll be getting a scolding just like he is.” she said. “at least he’s smart enough to put it somewhere no one can see.” she walked away leaving you stunned; mark looking at you curiously. “what?” he mouthed , you pointed to your member. “she knows.” you mouthed back, he shrugged. “tell them all.”
guess it’s time to tell your members the truth.
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©️LUVYENI
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moonsnqil · 2 days ago
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aftg au where neil/nathaniel died in baltimore and andrew knows he's dead, he didnt stop fighting until he had autopsy reports and a closed casket in front of him. andrew knows he died that night but a week later, a week spent rotting and shoving everyone away, he sees neil. blue eyes clear as water, his hair still glows in the sun, when andrew reaches out he knows none of this is real. neil josten is dead, matt has an empty dorm and someone is already adding nathaniel wesninski to a true crime podcast. he knows none of this is real but it's easier to accept a hallucination than it is to accept that he failed, that another person has been snatched away from him. so andrew goes to practice and sometimes he misses balls because neil is on the court aiming left but aaron shot right. he goes to edens and can feel neil's weight behind him as he carries the drink tray back to their table. he watches nicky play games on the xbox and he hears all of neil's commentary. when he's alone, he talks to neil. andrew had always been great at being silent but never with neil. and he knows none of this is real but it's easier to confide in neil now that he's so intimately familiar with his absence. they trade truths and secrets and neil tells him about oklahoma and andrew knows they never talked about oklahoma and he's just remembering a conversation he heard on disney channel when he was eleven. he lights two cigarettes and sees neil smoke it but doesn't dwell on how quickly the flame dies out. he only mentions it once, to bee. when he says "i keep seeing neil" and bee says she understands, people leave traces of themselves all around us, he never brings it up again. it's not like she's wrong on that front either. neil's locker still has an unwashed jersey inside, the phone charger he never used is still shoved somewhere underneath the passenger seat of the maserati, all the clothes andrew bought him are still in a drawer. matt doesn't spend a lot of time in his room anymore. when andrew says "i hate you" and he truly means it, neil says "i know" and his cheeks dimple. andrew knows this isn't normal, nothing about this is okay, his mental stability is a far cry from being good but he thinks maybe having neil beside him, haunting him like this, is better than a reality where andrew is alone. so they follow each other around like ducklings and wymack looks at him like he's a ticking time bomb because in no world does neil josten die and andrew simply moves on. andrew's nightmares have shifted from being seven and begging to watching neil fight for life on a grimy basement floor but it's okay because when he wakes up he gets to hold neils hand and it's a little cold but the divots between his knuckles feel the same as before so he can blame it on the weather. andrew watches neil's banner go up next to seth's on the court and andrew almost wants to laugh because seth is dead but neil is right here, neil is talking about being court, but no that's not right either. neil is dead, andrew knows this. but then how could neil be dead when he's still buying andrew ice cream and pushing all his buttons? they sit a little too close to the edge of the roof nowadays and neil tells him that they could fall but they might not die because it's only four stories so really it's no guarantee. neil tells andrew he has to be careful because what about aaron, what about kevin, his deals and his promises. he keeps his promises, it's what he's good at. he's pretty sure kevin knows something is wrong but is trying to pretend like it's not. they're the same in that regard, really. andrew knows neil is dead, abby's files label him as deceased, but he thinks he likes being haunted. if it means neil is still there, still planning a future and running his mouth, andrew thinks he could convince himself baltimore never happened. maybe neil was never something tangible to begin with.
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arkhamsbrat · 1 day ago
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even before he met you jason knew he loved you. the little box hidden under the floorboards at Wayne manor was proof enough. the sheets were folded neatly, stacked in the order he wrote them in an old sneaker box. letter upon letter upon letter to his future spouse that were long forgotten after his death.
when he was younger, he hoped he’d be able to to give it to someone one day. sat and prayed for the day that the right person would come along that he could make happy.
when he came back, he still dreamed about it. jason just didn’t think he deserved it. a love worth those letters would never be in his cards.
then you came along, with your bright smile, sweet words, and patience. god, your patience had to be strong dealing with all of his baggage. he didn’t think he deserved it, but you refused to give him anything else.
was it patience or were you just too stubborn to let go of him? jason didn’t really care about the difference.
he spent nights with you, tangled in the sheets just letting you love him. his mind calms, slowly, with all of your words, your touches- you. it takes nearly a year for him to even believe you really do care about him, without any ulterior motives. he’d found himself too attached to you to worry if there were any, anyways. if he was going to die again, he’d hoped it would be you that killed him.
jason realized he loved you when he woke up to your fingers pressed gently against the pulse points on his neck. sweat beaded along your hairline, eyes wide. “what the-” he couldn’t help the twinge of fear in his gut. what the fuck were you doing?
his hands wrapped around your wrists rougher than he probably should have as he sat up, heart beating against his ribs. he took a deep breath, fighting off every single thought of how you could kill him so easily right now. there was no reason for him to think you’d hurt him, you would never.
your breathing was just as uneven, heart stuttering with every half second. “i-just… had a dream.” you whispered , barely audible against the buzzing of the ceiling fan. “you died. i needed to… make suure.” your eyes flickered away from him as your tears started to fall. the nightmares that plagued your mind normally stopped around jason, but they broke through your safe space tonight.
the look of shock he was giving you made your skin crawl. jason was normally so sweet to you. did you overestimate how much he could handle? you took a deep breath and wiped your cheeks. “i didnt mean to wake you up, i’ll-” jason shook his head and let your wrists go, pulling you to his chest.
he steadied his breathing and shut his eyes tight , chin resting against your head as you sobbed against him, apologizing over and over again because you might lose him now. the fear in your eyes wasn’t because you got caught. it was because you loved him. this was somehow his first realization that it was real for you too. your whispered apologies slowed as he soothed you to sleep “not goin’ anywhere, sweetheart.” he whispered before you fully dozed off. “who’s gonna take care’a you if im gone?”
things between you two felt… different after that. better, but different. it wasn’t until two weeks later that it solidified. Alfred had called him to grab lunch together, and came with a beat up box. jason didn’t recognize it at all until Alfred opened it and pushed it towards him. “I thought it was Master Bruce’s at first, but…” jason scanned over the top letter, eying his old chicken scratch. he shut the box and pulled it close to his chest, wondering if you’d be home before him. “thank you, Alfred..” the old man nodded with a smile. jason knew you were it for him, no questions asked. the letters had always belonged to you.
the minute you were home he sat you down and set the box in front of you. “read them. please…” you eyed the box carefully before reaching out and grabbing the first letter. barely halfway through it and tears were streaming down your cheeks. before he even knew you, he wrote letter on letter on letter about how much he dreamed about being with you. how deep in his soul, he knew he’d find you no matter how long it took. it wasnt chance that these letters found their way to you- it was fate. everything in them perfectly described you, how you spoke to him, acted around him. everything about you is exactly what he’d always wanted.
he eyed you carefully from the opposite end of the couch, fiddling with the edge of his shirt. “so?” he mumbled once you finished. “so!?” you sniffled, wiping the tears from your cheeks. “do you… like them?” you nodded once, fighting back the shock of it all. “jayce, these are…” he let out a nervous laugh. “cheesy? yeah. just thought the person i wanna spend the rest’a my life with should have ‘em.”
reading that was one thing, but jason saying it out loud? “are you sure?” you asked, scooting closer to him. he cupped your cheeks and smiled at you like you hung the stars just for him. “never been so sure about anything else.”
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ldydeath · 3 days ago
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Let's Make This Count | Kang Dae-ho
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Summary: You've entered into Squid Game to help pay off some debts, not expecting your best friend, Daeho to be there. You both will do anything to proect each other, no matter the cost.
Warnings: Typical squid game stuff.
Author's Note: This is my first time writing Dae-ho. If you'd like to be tagged in future fics of his, please let me know.
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Life has been hard lately, which is why when you’d been presented a chance at fixing at least one of those things, you’d jumped at the chance. You however, hadn’t been expecting this to be a game of death. You’d heard player 456’s cries to listen to him at the start of the game, but like everyone else you had ignored him. That was until that girl moved during red light, the chaos that had ensued after that had you praying to gods you didn’t believe in to keep yourself safe. You’d been in Squid Game for a few hours now and already had the blood of your competition splattered over you. You were definitely in over your head and needed to get out. 
Thankfully, the pink suits had announced a vote and you prayed everyone would agree to send you home. You’d been standing for what felt like hours waiting for your number to be called, listening to play 456 plead with everyone to leave the games. He’d been here before so you were definitely going to take his advice. Once your number was called you made your way quickly to the front, voting to go home. You may have needed money, but you’d find another way. You weren’t going to die over some debt.
As you were putting your x badge on your jacket your eyes caught sight of a familiar, gorgeous face and your breath caught in your throat. No. He couldn’t be here. Why was he here? Daeho’s eyes met yours and his brows crinkled in confusion. You shook your head and made your way to your spot. There were too many people around to talk comfortably yet and you weren’t exactly sure it was safe to announce that you knew someone else in the games. That mother and son duo seemed to be the only exception to that rule, and you weren’t about to chance it. After play 001 voted, the pink soldiers announced that there would be another game in the morning, panic rising in your body.
Trying to act normal, you turned to head towards your bunk when you felt a hand on your arm “don’t touch-“ you let out a breath, thankful you didn’t have to fight for your life when you came face to face with your best friend. “What are you doing here?” He hissed, panic in his eyes. You shrugged out of his grip, crossing your arms defensively. “I needed money. What are you doing here?” 
His hand went to his hair, fixing the bun that sat on top of his head and nodded in the direction of some empty bunks.  “I also needed money, why else would I be here?” You raised a brow as you followed him towards the private spot. You wanted to know what he could possibly need money for, but Daeho was so private you knew you’d never get that answer. Even if you were his best friend. “You shouldn’t be here, Dae.” You sighed as you leaned against the wall. 
You couldn’t protect your best friend, not from this.  After Daeho enlisted in the Marines you had a never ending supply of worry in your body for him. Constantly fearing the worst, him being here was going to distract you from staying alive. Your heart raced at the thought of either of not making it out and your eyes found his. “I can’t lose you.” It came out as a whisper but you knew he’d heard you as he moved closer to you.
His hand moved to cup your cheek, “Come on, I’m a Marine, I’ve got this. And I’ve got you. We’re going to get out  of here. I promise.” You nodded, moving to lean your head on his chest. You knew it would be bad if anyone caught you panicking but as Daeho's hands wound around your body you allowed yourself to take a few minutes to collect yourself. Perhaps it wasn’t normal to feel so much comfort from a friend, but you weren’t ready to dive into those feelings, not yet. “We don’t die.” He murmured against your hair. “We don’t die.” You repeated. He grinned at you before walking you over to your bunk, making sure nobody messed with you as you got sleep. 
The next game was a team game, Daeho took the lead in finding you a group, being the friendlier person in your duo. You’d somehow managed to end up with player 456 and player 001. You said a nervous hello and stuck close to your best friend. After you completed your task perfectly, the team cheated, Daeho pulling you in for a quick side hug as you marched forward. For a second, with his arm wrapped protectively around you, you almost forgot that you were fighting for your life inside these games. 
After the game had ended you stood with your newly found team, waiting for the next vote. You had all agreed to vote to go home again so when it was your turn to vote, you proudly hit that x and put the badge on your jacket. Almost as if on instinct, Daeho moved to stand next to you as you awaited the rest of the votes. As the final four players made their way to the front, your hand reached out, grabbing his, he gave you a squeeze in response. Your heart raced at the touch and you looked down at your entwined hands before meeting your best friends’ eye.
So, maybe you had a crush on your best friend, maybe that was why you were so afraid to lose him. Either way, this wasn’t the time to start admitting your feelings, so when he smiled at you you smiled back and pushed those thoughts down, hoping that these votes would go in your favor and you’d be able to go home. A groan rang out amongst your peers and you looked up to see that there was only one vote left and you’d lost. Your mouth hanging open in shock as you turned back to Dae.
Another game? Why would anyone want to stay here? “Let’s Go!” someone shouted from across the room and you looked around spotting the purple haired man high fiving his friend. Of course he’d be excited to stay. “Hey, look at me.” Daeho’s hand was under your chin moving your gaze back to him, your heart racing as you locked eyes. Daeho had always been in tune with your mood, and would do anything in his power to keep you calm and safe. You were the most important person in his life and even in a game of literal life and death he was going to do whatever it took to make sure you weren’t living in constant fear. “We’ll get through this one together too, okay?” You swallowed the lump in your throat refusing to let the rest of your team see you so defeated and nodded. “Yeah.” You agreed. 
“Let’s go get some food and talk strategy for the next time.” He held his hand out for you, a reassuring grin on his face and you eagerly took his hand following him to your new found team. You weren’t sure you wanted to be close to anyone else in the game, but you also knew you couldn’t keep Dae alive without some help so you were going to do whatever it took to keep him alive, even if that meant making nice with people who all had one goal in mind. You scooted closer to Daeho, your hand resting on his leg and he grinned at you as he started eating his food. You didn't care if you made it out of here or not, so long as he did.
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silent-stories · 3 days ago
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𝐁𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐆𝐎
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Pairing: Noah Sebastian x reader
Summary: based on this.
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Noah felt it before you even said a word.
That something sitting between you, like you were about to say something that was going to change everything. You were curled up on the couch, picking at a loose thread on your sleeve, your knee pulled up to your chest like you were trying to make yourself smaller. That wasn’t normal.
And then you spoke.
"I got a job offer."
His fingers stilled around the beer bottle, grip tightening just enough that he could feel the condensation slide against his skin. He didn’t look at you. Didn’t trust himself to. "Yeah?"
"In another city."
The words hit harder than he expected.
For a second, just one, he let himself think about what that meant—about this house without you in it, about days without your voice filling the empty spaces, about knowing you were somewhere else, somewhere new, somewhere without him.
And it made his stomach fucking sink.
But you didn’t belong here, did you? You never had.
You weren't his and he wasn't yours. All you had ever been was just friends.
He always knew you’d go. He just never thought it would be so soon.
You kept talking, explaining—something about better pay, bigger opportunities, a smart move. Noah heard it all, but it was like listening through static, every word just another reminder that this was real. That this was happening. That you weren’t just thinking about leaving. You were already halfway gone.
And what was he supposed to do? What was he allowed to do?
Because yeah, maybe he thought about it. Maybe he thought about pulling you in, pressing his forehead against yours, telling you he didn’t want you to go. That he needed you here, that he—
And then, for the first time, it really hit him.
He never told you. Never fucking told you.
Not when he first realized that the way he looked at you wasn’t the way a friend should. Not when you laughed at his dumb jokes, and he caught himself staring at your smile like it was something he could get addicted to, wishing he could bottle up the sound of your laughter, save it for the nights when the silence felt too heavy—when you weren’t there to fill the space beside him.
Not when you fell asleep on his shoulder during long car rides, and he stayed perfectly still, barely breathing, just to make the moment last a little longer. Not when he watched you dance around the kitchen in his hoodie, not when he felt his heart ache just being near you.
Not when he should have.
Not when it would’ve mattered.
And now, sitting here, the words he should’ve said—I like you. No, I love you. More than a friend. More than anyone—were useless. Too late. You were already slipping through his fingers, and he had no one to blame but himself.
So he stayed quiet. Because what was the fucking point now?
What was he supposed to do—throw everything at you now, at the last second, when you had a whole future waiting for you? When you were basically already half out the door? When he had every chance before, and he wasted them all?
No. That wasn’t fair.
Not to you. Not to the life you were about to build. Not to the love he’d never had the guts to give you.
So he bit his tongue. Kept his hands in his lap so he wouldn’t reach for you. Forced his voice steady as he said, "You should take it."
And fuck—he hated how easy it sounded. Hated that it came out smooth when his chest felt like it was caving in.
You hesitated. He could feel you watching him.
"You think?"
Noah swallowed hard, leaned forward, let his eyes settle on the floor instead of your face. "Yeah," he said. "Sounds like a great opportunity." Another shrug. Another lie. "You’d be an idiot not to."
The silence that followed was the worst part.
Because he could feel it—the shift, the way something between you cracked, just slightly, just enough that he knew it wouldn’t go back to how it was.
He tried to imagine what it would feel like to be around someone else the way he was with you. He’d never been able to picture anyone else in your place, never wanted to. You were a part of him now, you were the person who knew him best, the one he always leaned on when things got heavy, the one he could rely on when everything else felt like it was falling apart, the one who always answered his texts sent in the middle of the night when he couldn't sleep.
And now you were walking away. And he couldn’t imagine filling that gap.
The comfort of having you around, the steady presence of your friendship, even if it had always just been friendship, was something he never thought would disappear. It was just always there. And it was hard, almost impossible, to wrap his head around the fact that it might never be like that again.
How would he ever find that again? He couldn’t even begin to picture it. And the worst part? He wasn’t sure he ever wanted to. You were it. And now, as he sat there, heart heavy with the weight of what he couldn’t say, of what he had never had the guts to tell you, he knew that he had just let you slip through his fingers. The easy, effortless thing they had—the laughter, the comfort, the quiet moments, the understanding—was something he couldn’t replicate. Not with anyone. Not now. Not ever.
"Right," you said, voice quiet. "Yeah. That’s what I thought."
Noah didn’t move. Didn’t look at you.
Because if he did—if he saw the way you were looking at him, if he saw even the smallest flicker of doubt in your eyes—he knew he’d break.
And if he broke, he’d beg you to stay.
So instead, he just sat there, fingers gripping the beer bottle like it was the only thing holding him together, and let you slip further away.
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A few days later, you were sitting on the leather couch in the living room of the house you’d spent so many nights in again.
Folio was giving you one of his usual "don’t forget" lists—one that had become a comforting part of your routine over the years for all the times you went on a tour or trip together. This time, however, it sounded different, as if it was the last.
"Okay, remember to pack all your jackets. And the extra batteries for your camera. Oh, and make sure you’ve got your phone charger, you always forget it!" He waved his hands in the air as though he was trying to remind you of the most crucial thing in the world, like the fate of the universe rested on you not forgetting your phone charger.
You chuckled, leaning back on the couch, a small smile tugging at your lips as you gave him a playful eye roll. "Yeah, yeah, I got it, Nick. I’ll pack everything. No need to worry."
Folio grinned. "Good. You know I worry." He paused, then his tone softened, almost hesitant, like he was preparing to say something serious. "I’m really going to miss having you around. It won’t be the same without you here."
The words hit you harder than you expected. You had been preparing yourself for this goodbye for days, but hearing him say it out loud made it real, made it feel final. You swallowed, forcing a smile. "I’ll miss you guys too. And don’t worry, I’ll send plenty of pictures. And I’m sure I’ll come back to visit."
Folio nodded. "Yeah, of course. And we’ll come to visit you, too. So you don't forget us." He said it with such certainty that for a brief moment, you let yourself believe it—believe that things could stay the same, even when you knew they couldn’t.
But as Folio finished his sentence, you glanced over at Noah. He had been sitting at the other end of the room, quietly listening, but now he abruptly stood up, his movements stiff and awkward, as though something had snapped in him.
Noah didn’t say anything, just turned toward the door and walked out without a word. His departure felt like a heavy silence in the room.
You blinked, watching him leave, confused. "Did I say something wrong?" you asked softly.
Folio didn’t seem surprised by Noah’s reaction, but there was a hint of concern in his eyes. "It’s been like that for a couple of days now," he said, his voice low. "I don’t know what’s going on with him. He’s been… off. Something’s going on in his head, but he won’t talk about it."
You felt a knot form in your stomach.
You couldn’t stop thinking about the way he had acted the first time you spoke about the job offer. That cold, almost detached response, like he had no opinion on the matter at all. You replayed it in your mind over and over: "You should take it. Sounds like a great opportunity." But something in the way he said it—something in the way he couldn’t even look at you when he spoke—made you wonder if there was more to his reaction than he let on. Was he angry? Disappointed? Did he hate you for making the decision to leave?
You tried to push those thoughts away, but they kept creeping back. It was impossible, you told yourself. He couldn’t possibly hate you. Because you were just friends, right?
But just friends never felt like the right term for what you two had. Not for the long nights you spent talking, for the way you always seemed to understand each other without saying a word, for how comfortable you felt in his presence—like you were home when he was around. It had never been just friendship for you. Not really. Maybe it had started that way, but over time, something shifted. You couldn’t pinpoint when it happened, but you’d always known that your feelings for him ran deeper than what you were supposed to admit.
You thought back to that first time you’d met him, to the way he’d walked toward you with that easy, confident stride but still looking so damn shy. You liked his long hair t, and his eyes—those brown eyes, warm and sweet—that had locked onto yours in that instant.
He had smiled, and you’d felt it all the way down to your bones. It was like something clicked, something undeniable. That’s when you knew, even if you didn’t have the courage to admit it then, that there was something about him that made your heart race.
And all these years, that same feeling never really went away. Not when he touched your hip for a second to grab a cup from a high shelf you couldn’t reach, not when he would pass you the last slice of pizza even though he was starving, not when you’d sit together in silence and it never felt uncomfortable.
You told yourself over and over that it was just a crush, that you were just friends, but every time he touched you, every time his hand brushed yours or he’d take your hand in his while walking through a crowded space, your heart would skip.
And when he would hold your hand, you’d feel the heat flood your face, and when he was on the stage and his eyes locked with yours for a moment, it was like the world disappeared. It was just the two of you.
Did he ever notice?
Did he ever feel what you felt? Was it possible he ever sensed the way your heart raced when he would grab your hand, as if the world didn’t matter and you two existed in your own little bubble just for a while? You wondered if maybe, just maybe, he’d caught the way your breath would hitch when he’d look at you with those brown eyes, like you were the only person in the room.
But now, all of that was left in the past. You were about to leave, and nothing between you two was ever going to change. You were just friends.
You thought about getting up and going after him. But what could you say? "I'm sorry I'm leaving?"
He was the first person to tell you to take that job, it wouldn't have made sense. So you stayed there.
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The day had finally come. It felt surreal, the finality of it weighing on you as you stood in front of the door, ready to say your goodbyes. You had spent the last few days avoiding the inevitable, pretending like you still had time, still had something to hold onto. But now, as you stood there, your suitcase in your car and your heart feeling like it was somewhere deep inside your chest, the reality of leaving was all too clear.
You walked into the living room, where the band was gathered. They were all quieter than usual. Folio was the first to greet you, giving you one of his bear hugs that made you feel both comforted and sad at the same time. “Take care of yourself, alright?” he said, pulling back to look at you. “Don’t forget the pictures. And don’t be a stranger.” You nodded, blinking back the sudden lump in your throat.
“Yeah, yeah, I will,” you managed to say, your voice wavering a little.
Then, one by one, the others came over to say goodbye.
“Don’t forget us,” Matt said, pulling you into a quick hug. “I'll miss the food you made for us.”
You laughed and pushed him away as he pretended to be hurt.
Finally, there was Noah. He was standing a little apart from the group, his hands in his pockets. He didn’t approach you right away, and you weren’t sure why that felt different. But when your eyes met his, his gaze softened, and you could see something unsaid flickering in his eyes.
He stepped forward slowly, pulling you into his arms, and for a moment, you didn’t want to let go. You hugged him tightly, the warmth of his body against yours a reminder of all the small moments you’d shared over the years. You could hear his breath, steady and calm, like he was trying to hold onto this moment too.
He pulled back slightly, just enough to look at you, and the quiet between you both felt almost too much to bear.
“I’m really going to miss you,” you whispered, your voice cracking just slightly.
Noah gave you a small smile, one that didn’t quite reach his eyes. His hand lifted, gently brushing a strand of hair away from your face, a touch so tender it made your heart ache.
“I’ll miss you too,” he said softly, then, without saying another word, he kissed the top of your head.
You only looked at him for a few seconds before taking a step back, as if if you stayed longer, it would only hurt more.
Then, you finally turned toward the door, ready (or maybe not) to leave and start something new. But you also knew, deep down, that no matter where life took you, a part of you would always be right here, with them. And with him.
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About two hours later, Noah was sitting on the edge of the couch, his leg bouncing up and down nervously, the restless energy radiating off him like a low hum. His gaze was distant, unfocused, as if he was somewhere miles away from where he actually was, lost in thoughts that seemed impossible to escape.
Nick, who had been trying to make sense of the silence in the room, finally broke it. "What's going on with you?" he asked, eyeing Noah with a raised brow.
Matt, who had been observing Noah for a while, leaned forward, a knowing look crossing his face. "It's about Y/N, right?"
Jolly, sitting across from them, raised an eyebrow. "Y/N?" he echoed, confused, like he hadn’t caught on.
Matt shot him a look as if the answer was the most obvious thing in the world. "Of course, it’s Y/N. He’s been in love with her since the first time he saw her."
Nick blinked, a little stunned. "What? And you never told me?" He looked genuinely surprised, a slight hint of betrayal in his voice.
Folio let out a smug little laugh. "Ah! I knew it. I ducking knew it!"
Noah, who had been tuning them out, suddenly snapped back to reality. He stood up, his frustration bubbling over. "Enough. You’re not helping," he interrupted, his voice louder than usual, the words spilling out in a rush. "I fucked up. I let her go. I feel like shit. Because…" He hesitated, but it was like the weight of it was too much to keep in. "Because I love her. I’ve loved her for years. And when she told me about the job… I thought it was too late to say anything." He shook his head. "I’m such an idiot. I'm such a fucking idiot."
"Yeah, you are." Said Folio, who had been waiting for the confession.
"It’s not too late." Jolly spoke.
Noah turned to him, shaking his head with a defeated look in his eyes. "Yeah, it is. She’s gone."
Matt glanced at his watch. "Her flight hasn’t left yet," he said, his voice steady, as if offering a lifeline Noah hadn’t considered.
Noah froze, his eyes wide for just a moment before the doubt came crashing in. "I can’t do it," he muttered.
Nick leaned forward, a serious expression on his face. "Do you love her?" he asked, not bothering with any other words, just cutting straight to the core of it.
Without thinking, Noah nodded immediately. "Yes," he said, his voice barely a whisper but resolute. "Yes, I love her."
Nick didn’t waste any time. "Then go," he said, his voice firm. "Go fucking get her."
The words hung in the air, and for a split second, Noah didn’t move. He was caught in all his own doubts, his fears, his regrets. But then, something clicked. Maybe it was Nick’s certainty, maybe it was the look in his friends’ eyes, but Noah felt it—he had to go. If he didn’t, he would regret it forever.
He had nothing to lose.
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Noah never thought he’d be that guy—the one who ditches his car in traffic, sprints through a crowded airport, and makes a total fool of himself in the name of love. And yet, here he is, running through the terminal, heart hammering in his chest, lungs burning with every breath, because you’re about to board a plane and leave, and he can’t let that happen.
Traffic had been his worst enemy, but he didn’t care. His car had been left behind in the middle of the arrivals lane, engine still running. The thought of you, suitcase packed and ready to leave, was all he could focus on. Every second spent on the road felt like an eternity, but he had to get to you.
He run through the airport.
He narrowly avoided a child who’s been skipping along, then almost tripped over a suitcase abandoned in the middle of the aisle. He bumped into people left and right, his shoulder knocking into a couple who glared at him as he shouted, “Sorry! Sorry, I’m in a hurry!” He didn't wait for their response, didn't care. His focus was on you only.
He cut through crowds, hands brushing against strangers as he weaved between them, the sound of his own breath growing louder in his ears. Another wave of people blocked his path, and he barely managed to swerve, knocking into a woman holding a cup of coffee. It splashed across the floor, the warm liquid spreading out in a wide arc.
“Watch where you’re going!” she yelled.
"I'm so sorry! It's important, I swear!"
The overhead announcement blared, sharp and unrelenting. Final boarding call for Flight 237, please... He didn’t hear the rest. His mind was focused on one thing: You. The gate was in sight. There you were, standing at the counter, your ticket in hand, a look of quiet resolve on your face, your eyes scanning the people around you.
"Wait!"
Heads turned. People gasped. A security guard stepped forward as Noah sprinted toward you, chest heaving, his breath coming out in ragged bursts.
"Don’t go," he blurted out, his voice raw with desperation.
Your brows furrowed as you turned to face him. "Noah, what—?"
He took a step closer, suddenly overwhelmed by the need to confess everything he’d kept locked away for years. "I love you," he said, the words tumbling out, frantic and real. "I fucking love you," He could barely keep his breath steady as he looked at you, his heart thundering in his chest. "And I know—I know I should’ve said this sooner, that I should’ve told you everything before it got to this point. I should’ve been braver, I should’ve figured it out sooner, but I didn’t. I’ve been so damn stupid, too scared to say what I’ve been feeling because I never wanted to mess this up. But I can’t—I can’t let you go without telling you, because if I don’t, I’m going to lose you, and I can’t lose you."
He ran a hand through his hair, "I know I don’t deserve a second chance. Hell, I probably don’t deserve even one, not after all the times I avoided the truth, but please—please don’t get on that plane. I can’t imagine my life without you in it. It scares the shit out of me, honestly, because I’ve let you slip through my fingers, and I’ve never been more afraid of anything in my life than losing you."
He took a deep breath, struggling to steady himself. "Please, just… give me a chance. Don’t go. We can figure this out. You and me, together. I’ve been an idiot for not telling you this sooner, but I know now—I know what I want. And it’s you. It’s always been you. Just don’t walk away from me. Not when I finally have the guts to tell you that I have been in love with you since the first moment I saw you."
There was a moment of silence.
You were sure that a girl was filming the scene, ready to post it on tiktok, probably without even knowing who Noah was.
The security guard took a step toward him, but Noah didn’t flinch. “Sir, you can’t be here—”
"Just give me one second," he said with his eyes locked on yours, pleading.
You stared at him for a moment, a mixture of shock and disbelief in your eyes. Then, as if the weight of his words hit you all at once, your ticket slipped from your fingers and hit the ground. Without thinking, you grabbed his face, pulling him into a kiss.
It wasn’t like the movies—there wasn’t a crowd cheering or anything like that. Just the hum of the airport and the soft murmur of an old woman sitting nearby, who, after a brief pause, simply gave a small smile as she went back to reading her book. It made you almost laugh, the absurdity of it all.
Noah smiled against your lips, the warmth of your kiss sinking into his chest.
“You are such an idiot,” you murmured, smiling through the kiss, your hand gently resting on his cheek.
“But an idiot you love, right?” he said, his voice barely above a whisper, as he pulled back just enough to meet your eyes.
You rolled your eyes, but there was no hiding the affection in your gaze. "Yeah, you idiot. An idiot I love."
You both shared one last smile before you pulled away, glancing back toward the gate. The security guard had stepped back, his hands raised in surrender.
Noah took your hand, leading you out of the airport, and you couldn’t help but feel a sense of relief.
As you walked with him, you couldn’t help but tease him a little. "I never thought you’d pull the 80s movie move to tell me you love me."
Noah gave you a sheepish grin. "At least the security didn’t tackle me."
You laughed, the sound light and free, as the two of you walked through the terminal, together.
"You should write a song on that, you know?"
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temis-de-leon · 3 days ago
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Shy gn!reader who has never dated anyone before the Dateables
Characters: Diavolo, Barbatos, Solomon and Simeon (x reader, separately)
Main Masterlist
Part 1 , Part 2 , Part 3
Romance Anon: You're welcome! I missed you too 🩷 I'm glad you enjoyed writing it because I enjoyed reading it 🤭Did you get a request? It's headcanons for Diavolo, Barbatos, Solomon, and Simeon react to shy gn s/o telling him how they never dated anyone before him. Thanks!
A/N: I'm not entirely convinced with Simeon's part, so perhaps I'll edit it in the future
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Diavolo
Since trust is a steady pillar in every healthy relationship, what truly cements the fact that you two belong together is, for him, that no one else in all the realms knows you better than he does. Add that to how fascinating he finds you and you will soon see yourself uncovering more layers than you thought you had.
However, he isn’t exactly sure if the subject of exes is one he enjoys to the fullest.
It was well after classes had ended that the conversation took place, nearly the end of the year and both enjoying each other’s company in the empty council’s room, and you were discussing how different it would be to experience RAD’s holiday festivities as a couple, having gone from strangers to friends to lovers. The topic of expectations was unavoidable.
Diavolo, who was raised sheltered, has minimal experience and believes that experimenting and deciding what you both like together is the best course to follow.
Would PDA be okay when you're surrounded by all the other students? If so, at what levels? Would you rather stay with him from the beginning or would it be better to spend time with the brothers and the rest of your friends to enjoy the celebrations before leaving the group for some quality time together?
Of course, the idea of you having expertise on the matter with a potential ex-lover doesn’t exactly bother him; you are desirable and attractive, so it would’ve been completely normal.
As long as you’re happy with him, he will thank whatever came before for putting you in his path.
But… what? Did he hear correctly?
You’ve never had a partner before him?
Diavolo was obviously surprised at the confession and, almost immediately after, also honoured and flattered. How could he not, when his beloved chose him above everyone they had ever met before?
This doesn’t change his perspective on you or your relationship, though.
Since he was already planning on being your last partner, being your first as well doesn’t make that much of a difference.
Barbatos
There’s a lot to unpack with this demon. From his past to his private life and his truest, sincerest feelings about life around him, everything is covered with calculated precision.
Since he is not in complete control of his life (not that he resents serving Diavolo; on the contrary), keeping so much of himself hidden helps him feel at ease. More secure about his moves and at a higher position.
You may ask to satisfy your curiosity, of course. You’re his beloved partner, someone who he wouldn’t date if he didn’t trust; but that doesn’t mean he’ll tell you the whole reality at once. He likes giving you breadcrumbs for you to create theories and, if you amuse him enough with them, he’ll also grant you little head nods and shakes that could help you put together the truth.
Having your whole attention and obvious excitement focused on him makes his heart beat a tad faster.
On the other hand, you are as open as a book. Blame it on your shyness and the stuttering that betrays you when you try to be all mysterious and suave.
And also, Barbatos is highly perceptive.
He already suspected from the early stages of your relationship that he is the first romantic partner you’ve ever had, so your eventual confession on the matter doesn’t change anything; neither your relationship nor his opinion of your persona. 
It doesn’t matter that the sole reason he’s the best… man you’ve dated in your life is because he is the only one.
What’s most important is that he sets the bar so high that you don’t even think about the possibility of ever being someone else; not before him and certainly never after him.
Solomon
Discussing this topic with him might get a bit intimidating. Not because of how he could react, but rather… You know… seven hundred wives and three hundred concubines? Sure, most of them were probably purely political arrangements, but it was still quite the harem.
He calls himself ridiculous on the matter just to make you feel better.
And also because it is ridiculous, but that’s beside the point.
He is immortal, famous for his search for knowledge, his consequential wisdom and his overall vast experience. Thinking he’s had partners before you (some of them not necessarily human) is the logical thing to do. You’re not even his first apprentice either!
However, receiving your affection might’ve been the best thing that has happened to him in the last couple of centuries, something he makes you aware of quite often, so worrying about his romantic history is pointless; there’s no need.
He loves you now and will do forever, even if things go wrong and you don’t let him anymore.
By the time you’re comfortable enough to tell him your harmless secret, not only does he see right through you, but he will also act like he doesn’t.
He’s sitting by his desk in his laboratory and you’re standing right behind him, arms around his neck while your hands mindlessly play with the golden tassels of his cape. You try to act nonchalant when you force the words out.
“Did you know you’re my first boyfriend? I mean, not boyfriend, just my first- you know, my first. Partner. Ever”
“You don’t say? I would’ve never guessed, MC”
You let out an offended gasp, but he can only laugh at it.
Your embarrassment is cute and he wants to see more of it. After all, it wouldn’t be your relationship without a bit of teasing.
Simeon
The way he loves you is so natural and genuine that it makes you feel like you've been together since the beginning of time. You kind of forget this is your first relationship and thinking about your lack of experience simply does not happen anymore; it's a potential insecurity that eradicates itself rather quickly.
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Of course, the fact that this is also his first relationship helps a ton.
Despite being one of the oldest amongst all your friends, he's the one with least experience. It isn't something he has actively searched for, Simeon is not opposed to romance and love, but family has been (and continues to be) a major plot point in his life.
He has raised and trained other angels, fought and lost his own brothers and poured his heart and soul in a series of books that gained more fame and recognition than one could possibly believe.
While a potential partner was always something he could've had, his interest on the matter was never there.
However, Simeon has never known anyone like you before and probably never will ever again. Meeting you felt like fate and, when the time came, giving your relationship a shot was the natural step to follow.
You're an old married couple, except there's no bickering.
Whether you are someone with more or less experience than him regarding romance is not something he thinks about too much. Each relationship is different and he is more than thrilled to experience and discover what works for you both.
Simeon loves and prioritizes you just as much; being your first isn't something extremely meaningful, just a reminder that your story together starts at the same point.
And that's exactly what he tells you the moment you comment on the topic.
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dumbgoondog · 22 hours ago
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Satoru Gojo NSFW Alphabet
Kept reader very neutral, and or gave answers that could fit any gender or sex. Not spell checked.
MDNI +18 material
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(A)ftercare - Bring it in, kisses, cuddles, playing with your hair, rubbing his hands on you lots of saying how much he loves you. He would love to stay inside while he pampers you, especially if he can have you on top of him too. He likes the weight of you on him.
(B)ody Part - The waist/hips. Thin, muscular, and or thick. Oh he loves to hold you by them and squeeze them. He also loves having something to grip onto when he’s hammering into you.
(C)um - Inside. He will whine and whimper if he can’t or isn’t allowed. With a condom, or birth control preferably, he’s not to sure about kids yet. In the future, for certain. If you can’t get pregnant(male/trans/medical) he doesn’t mind at all and a bonus for him, really.
(D)irty Secret - He’s really got a thing for humiliation. Like a big one. Leaving very obvious hickeys, light rope burns around the wrists, markings, things people can spot and he can try to play off but let people know “the strongest sorcerer, Satoru Gojo, is a bottom” which isn’t true, but again, the humiliation. He’s a versatile service switch with a lean for being the dom.
(E)xperience - surprisingly none! Not from a lack of people wanting him, he has plenty, but because he’s busy, he doesn’t want that fling thing. He wants a real connection, to not be alone, idolized, treated like an exotic trophy. Don’t mistake his lack of to mean he’ll be bad, his eyes have traced every inch of you and knows where you want to be touched, what gives the best reactions. He’s got a good attention to detail.
(F)avorite Position - Riding. Him riding or you riding, he just loves getting to look at you and then when you Tucker out, ya can just lay on top of him! He also likes having you ride and then grabbing your hips to hold you up while he thrusts up, sometimes he’ll add in some red and blues to push in with more umph.
(G)oofy - Sex makes funny funny noises and he loves to laugh at it. Not because he’s not focused and to into it but because he’s making love to you, not just fucking you. Because he loves you he doesn’t have to be the infallible Satoru Gojo, he can mess up, make dumb noises, laugh, relax a bit. He trusts you.
(H)air - smooth. Waxed/or just none at all. Why? He just shrugs and says “dunno”. He does have a secret small ring around the base, but it’s thin and white, to which he normally just waxes away. He’s not against bushes though, he actively loves them and finds them hot.
(I)ntimacy - No matter how deep in a scene, or tied, gagged, folded, anything. He’s always making sure you both want this, are enjoying it, and feel safe. Safe words are a must, having some hand sign or gesture if you can’t speak, it’s very important to him. Sex means nothing to him if you aren’t okay.
(J)ack off - Not often, but he does when he’s angry. It’s a bad habit he developed in Highschool, and kind of helped him discover his humiliation kink. He prefers using a simple flesh light, he likes the feel better than his hands.
(K)ink - overstimulation, specifically receiving. He loves that high, becoming such a mess, getting drunk off the pleasure. Getting to bounce you on his cock as he twitches, drools, watches that white thick ring of cum at his base make sticky warm strings between you two. Oh he loves it.
(L)ocation - At his desk. Oh god he loves it at his desk. It’s so risky, scandalous, and there’s something that feels taboo about it. Sitting back in his chair, having you laid on the desk, bent over the desk, kneeling on the chair. That man will find every possible position he can.
(M)otivation - getting to show you off. Going out and having people come flock to him, just for him to kindly deny with some dramatics, before saying he has you. Then praising you. He’s like a cat. He knows everyone wants to pet him, but only you get to and that makes him smug.
(N)o - he does NOT want to do a teacher/student roleplay. As an actual teacher, and a Highschool teacher at that, it is not sexy to him. Will he kink shame? No, absolutely not. It’s just not for him.
(O)ral - Oh he LOVES giving oral. He’s the king of “I cum from giving oral”. Secretly he really really likes receiving as well but he knows he’s big and has a bad habit of bucking when it feels good. Plus he gets embarrassed with how messy receiving makes him, but also again, he likes that.
(P)ace - Anything you want baby. Fast and rough? Slow and sensual? Teasing and cruel? All you gotta do is ask. He personally likes starting a bit slower to get enjoy the sensations and then getting messy and quicker about it with some stammering slower bits.
(Q)uicky - Yes! Yes! YES! About to go to a meeting either of you? It’s good luck and will help take off the edge, cmoooon it’ll be quick! About to go to a nice dinner? Oh he wants you full when you two go out. Gotta make it quick though!
(R)isk - He’s super up to try everything! He loves trying new things in every aspect of life! For more dangerous things or more intense ones he wants proper communication and to understand/learn it all first. (Knife play/CNC/any use of jujustu/etc.)
(S)tamina - He is the best at stamina. Rounds on rounds, he’ll cum at minimum 3 times. He wants you to cum as many times as you’ll let him get you too. He’s addicted to your pleasure.
(T)oys - big toys advocate. For solo, and when together! A vibrator, a strap on, butt plug, it’s all tools to make it better! He feels no shame, and knows he could make you cum even without them. He just also loves to make you cum with them!
(U)nfair - he teases as method to communicate that he’s in the mood. Coming up from behind, holding your hips and or stomach, kissing along your neck, with some chuckled hums. He knows your reciprocative reactions versus your, not really into it, like the back of his hand. He also likes being teased! He actively really really enjoys it. Be it bratty teasing, casual, playful, any of it he loves! Just be ready for when you get home or somewhere private enough.
(V)olume - he’s not loud, but he is noisy. Panting, moans, some whines too, hums of delight. Not to much of a talker, but sometimes he can be, especially if you were teasing him before hand.
(W)ild Card - he doesn’t have a very high libido. He’s stressed, gets 3 hours of sleep/alone time. He’s tired, as much as he doesn’t show it. He’s very happy just being with you, and honestly sex isn’t a requirement for him. As long as you don’t mind if he jerks off here and there. That aside, if he wasn’t working all the time and so stressed? I’d say he’d maybe be on the more frisky side.
(X)-ray - boxer briefs, a bit of shorter ones, typically plain black. Kind of boring I know, but he just doesn’t care about his underwear that much. Now if you got him something lacy or a thong? Oh yeah. He’s wearing them, and loves them.
(Y)es - a threesome? You bet! He’s down! He has someone he’d like in mind but whoever you have is probably good too! Maybe not as good as his… besides he wants you two to meet anyway. Eventually. Hmmm.
(Z)zz - He doesn’t often fall asleep after. Either someone’s texting saying they need help, he has work, or something. Never worry though, you’re first priority and if you’re falling asleep he’s cuddling you until you’re out and then tucking you in. The times he gets to sleep with you though, after fucking? He cherishes those moments, more than anyone could understand.
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tusswrites · 23 hours ago
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Feels Right (l.sm)
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"A series of dates gone wrong, but it feels right with Lee Seokmin by your side."
⚔️lee seokmin x reader ⚔️genre: fluff ⚔️word count: 2.3k ⚔️big smooches to Kae @ylangelegy for sending in a request.. I hope I did some justice to this fic my love and much luurv to @lovetaroandtaemin, @gyubakeries and @chugging-antiseptic-dye for beta reading this smol and stupid fic.. AND to @seoloquent for sending me that DK pic.. look at him he's so soo boyfriendd ⚔️master list is here
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The first time you met Seokmin was over another misfortunate first date with your Tinder date- Kim Soeun. You knew the jitters were beyond the usual first-date ones. There was something shady about this guy sitting next to you, one hand on the wheel and his other hand, way too close to your thigh for comfort. You planned to bolt out the door the second you entered the sushi restaurant, or run to the washroom and call Roseanne to pick you up. You could hear only so much ‘bitcoin investment’ talk from one man. You didn’t have to make it to the restaurant after all.
“Is there a problem officer?”, Soeun pushes his head out the window and flashes a charming smile at the two uniformed officers who had halted his car.
‘License and registration please’ the officer demanded while you looked straight ahead, refusing to make eye contact even though you knew you hadn’t done anything wrong. The idiot’s knee-jerk reaction to thwarting a cop’s request to see official documentation being hitting the gas pedal and storming off was not on your bingo card, but there you were, head in your hands, sitting in a police cell, trying to figure out how your night had spiraled so far out of control. It wasn’t until you were sitting in that cold, sterile holding cell that you realized how absurdly messy your dating life had become. "You okay?” a voice from the shadows called out. 
You snort reflexively.”I’ve seen better days.” 
“What are you in here for?” 
“Waiting for my friend to come pick me up, first date gone wrong.” You leave it at that, refusing to elaborate. 
“You don’t say.” and at the disbelief in his voice, you turned around to look up and be greeted by a man sculpted with perfect angles and chiseled features. You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding in. 
“I got pulled over because my first date was caught with a bootload of crack, the kind that would’ve never let me see the sun again if she hadn’t confessed that I was just a first date. So here I am, waiting to be picked up by my friend too.” 
And so, a friendship was formed in the holding cell, at a police station. Not the best place to meet the man who would be a future date, but maybe this was the perfect story for your grandkids.
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Or maybe not.
Your first date with Seokmin had him throwing the ball in your court, letting you pick a restaurant this time, as opposed to Soeun, who was extremely shady about the whole place, including hiding the dress code you should adorn.
Your mind settles on a cafe, a boring place with a cozy nook; perfect for first dates. In your nervousness, you had forgotten your allergic reaction to hazelnut, while sharing a cookie with him,  which led to an almost immediate rush to the ER. 
Seokmin, who had stayed by your side the entire time, sat across from you, his gaze warm and patient. His usual easygoing demeanor was replaced with a genuine concern that made your heart flutter, despite the circumstances. Of course your stupid heart would betray you in an ugly room where you looked the worst you could have in a lifetime. 
"You okay?" Seokmin asked softly, his voice almost like a whisper, his lips still tugged into a small smile, hoping to lighten the mood. "I mean, you’re setting a high bar for first dates now."
You let out a breathy laugh, but it sounded more like a cough, and you winced as you turned your head to avoid looking at him too much. "I’m so sorry, Seokmin. I didn’t... I didn’t mean to make this a disaster. I swear I’m not normally this much of a mess."
He leaned forward slightly, his eyes soft and understanding. "Hey, it’s okay. It’s not like you planned this, right? Allergies happen. Besides," he whispers, his smile growing, "this just means our second date will be perfect, right?"
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The second date, untrue to his word, did not go well. 
You told Seokmin, that this time you were paying, and he should just come empty-handed, for your treat. One thing led to another, and a quick haste to rush out of your house led you to promptly forget your wallet. A  million excuses from your mouth, but the guilt would not subside. “Hey hey, now, look at me,” he says, softly touching your cheek with his knuckles, in a feathery affectionate caress that made the skin under your jacket tingle and rise up. 
“We could always ditch the restaurant and do free food sampling?”
“Where?” you stared at him dubiously under your misty lashes. 
Perhaps it was not in your best interest to trust a person you met in the holding cell of your local police station. But here you were, standing on the cusp of another questionable decision. His idea of "free food sampling" clearly had nothing to do with conventional dining. Instead, it involved charming the food stall owner ajummas with a flirty wink and a casual, easy grin—his go-to move that somehow worked on every older woman he encountered.
Before you knew it, one of the ajummas was practically pushing a steaming corn dog and a plate of tteokbokki into your hands, her eyes narrowing with that nagging "You must try it" insistence. An almost disaster, but true to his easygoing nature, saved by your date.
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You were starting to see a pattern now. Your next date consisted of going to a skating rink, one activity that you had no knowledge of. And no, the books were wrong, not knowing how to skate wasn’t a cute opening for having your partner hold your waist and gently teach you how to skate, it just meant plain sight skidding and falling facedown on the ground, embarrassing yourself yet again in front of one boy whose constant reassurances seem very ritualistic right now. 
Which explains your silent breakdown in the girl's washroom, trying so hard to not let the tears ruin your makeup. How were you constantly getting uphanded and having your date see you in the most embarrassing situations? 
Squaring your shoulder and giving one last sniffle, you leave the restroom, determined to not let this ruin the rest of your date., Seokmin had promised an ice cream for your mishap on the ice rink
You tried your best to avoid his curious gaze, not wanting him to see the embarrassment still lingering on your face. Maybe you hadn’t done a good job of hiding it, though—your attempts at looking anywhere but at him probably gave it away. But, Seokmin, ever the perceptive one, must’ve sensed the shift in your mood, and before you could dwell on it any longer, he quickly changed the topic, lightening the air between you two.
"Strawberry ice cream, huh?" he teased gently, scrunching his nose adorably whilst handing you the cone. “Wouldn’t have guessed.”
The walk home was quiet, too quiet. Your mood was clearly soured by the events of the night, and no matter how much Seokmin hummed a familiar tune to fill the silence with his melodic voice, the conversation between you two was lacking. You could feel the weight of your own thoughts pulling at you, re-living each misstep and slip on the ice.
But then, just as you were replaying your fall for the seventh time in your head, you felt it—a light fluttering touch against your arm.
Seokmin, ever so gently, was trying to interlace his fingers with yours. You could tell by the slight trembling of his hand that he was just as nervous as you. His fingers brushed against yours, hesitant, like he was waiting for you to make the first move. You paused, surprised at how sweetly shy he seemed in that moment. 
You pursed your lips, trying to suppress the smile that threatened to spread across your face. There was no way you could hide how it made you feel—giddy, light, and all too aware of how the atmosphere between you two had shifted. With a soft giggle, you slowly interlaced your fingers with his, watching as he gave your hand a little shake as if to hide his excitement.
"Nice try," you whispered, chuckling softly at the animated way he shook your arm, trying to play it off like it wasn’t the sweetest thing ever. "But I can feel how nervous you are."
Seokmin’s face flushed slightly, his eyes darting away for a second, though the corners of his mouth betrayed him with a smile. "Hey," he said with a sheepish grin, "I figured it was time to make a move. Thought you might need a little push." And saying so, he begins to wag your arm animatedly up and down comically, prompting you to bring out your maniacal giggles.
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By now, you should have known that all your dates would end in a disaster. You'd completely given up on the thought of having unscathed moments with the hunky boy who had somehow captured your heart in ways you couldn't quite explain. One look from his soft, chocolate-colored eyes, and you were putty in his presence. Everything about him—his easygoing approach to life, his complete lack of pretension, and his fearlessness in the face of societal judgment—made him irresistible.
He didn’t put on airs or try to impress anyone, just carried himself with a laid-back confidence that made you feel comfortable almost instantly. His lame jokes might have made you roll your eyes, but his gentle persona had a way of drawing you in. He had the kind of presence that made you want to lean in closer, to let yourself warm up to him without hesitation.
Therefore, the knock on the door, two hours before your appointed date time, shocked you to say the least. Even more so did the arrival of Seokmin in a pair of sweatpants, and ruffled hair that had your heart swoon irreversibly with a paper bag in his hands.
“W-why-”
“I know we said tonight’s date is at Hwaloong’s, but I just got a call from the manager saying they had to shut down the restaurant for a week because of food inspection issues. Our reservation has been canceled.
Of course! You should have known not to be surprised by now.  
"Hey, don’t be upset," he said softly, reaching out to touch your arm with his empty hand. The touch is gentle, a simple gesture that instantly melts the heap of anger that had been rising within you at the unfairness of it all.
"Look, we can make the best of this. I think I’ve finally figured it out. All our dates go south when we go outside. Why don’t we just stay indoors? If you’re okay with that, of course. We can watch a movie together and order takeout. I brought my PS4 too—we can both play something together?"
You met his puppy dog eyes, the same ones that had melted your heart a hundred times before. How could you say no? You look at him standing there in your doorway, holding out hope for a disaster-free date, the kind of night you were secretly wishing for but didn't think you deserved.
The worst had already happened. There was nothing more that could go wrong.
"Sure, why not? Come in." You stepped aside, moving to make space for him to enter your thankfully tidy apartment.
As he walked past you, he paused and turned slightly to give you an amused look. "Cute retainers, by the way."
You freeze, suddenly aware of the silver bands on your teeth. Oh god, that had completely slipped your mind.
"What? I think they're cute!" he says, his tone is teasing, but his smile is genuine.
You couldn’t help but groan, facepalming in embarrassment. "Shut up," you mutter, but you’re clearly blushing, the heat rising to your cheeks despite yourself.
Seokmin chuckled at your reaction, clearly enjoying the effect he had on you. "Hey, I meant it! They're endearing." His grin widened, and you were powerless to resist the warmth that spread through you. 
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You were never the superstitious kind, but growing up in a household filled with superstitions had probably instilled some level of paranoia in you. The tales about stars aligning and fates intertwining to bring two souls together had seemed like something straight out of fable books.
But as Seokmin sat perched on the couch next to you, trying to sneakily yawn and casually slip his arm around your shoulders to pull you closer, you couldn’t help but feel a strange flutter in your chest. It was one of those moves straight out of an ancient "how to woo a woman" guidebook, and despite the cheesiness of it, you couldn’t help but feel your heart race. He was smooth, you had to give him that.
In one swift motion, he took your right leg and gently placed it over his own, pulling you closer, which, of course, meant you were half-sitting on his lap, instantly causing your face to flush up. 
You tried to avoid looking at him, but the heat in your cheeks betrayed you. You could feel your heart beating faster than you were comfortable admitting.
For a moment, everything felt so easy, like you were both in sync, moving without thinking, falling into a rhythm that seemed to just... work. The way your bodies seemed to naturally align, the way your laughs came easier, and how you both fell into the same comfortable silence after talking. It was strange. The synergies between you two were undeniable, even if you didn’t want to admit it just yet.
Maybe, just maybe, this time, when his hand moves closer to your lap, there’s no discomfort—only a blooming warmth spreading through you. And when he leans in, his face drawing nearer, all you feel is a rush of emotions, screaming finally, as you close the distance between you, leaning in to seal his lips with a kiss.The kiss is soft, slow, and real like the universe has aligned just to give you this one perfect moment.
You lean into him, fingers gently resting against his chest, and for once, you don’t have to think. Everything just feels right.
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nameless-jamie · 12 hours ago
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NOT LIKE HIM
Glimpse Into the Future - Jamie Tartt x fem!PA reader
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TW: cursing, angst, crying
Y/N woke up to an empty bed.
At first, in the haze of half-sleep, she thought maybe Jamie had just shifted in his sleep, rolling away from her like he sometimes did when he got too warm. But when she reached out, her fingers met nothing but the cool emptiness of the sheets, the space beside her void of his warmth. She frowned, blinking blearily at the clock on the bedside table—3:27 AM—before sitting up and rubbing at her tired eyes.
It wasn’t unusual for Jamie to get up in the middle of the night. He had bouts of restlessness, times when sleep didn’t come easy to him. Sometimes, he’d go downstairs and watch old match replays with the volume barely above a whisper, analyzing every movement, every play, because his mind never truly shut off when it came to football. Other nights, he’d be stretching in the living room, claiming he needed to “stay loose” at all times, even at ungodly hours of the night.
But something about tonight felt different.
There was no sound coming from the TV. No soft grunts of effort from Jamie pushing himself into a stretch that most normal people wouldn’t attempt at this hour. No quiet rustling in the kitchen, no faint hum of a late-night snack being made. Instead, the house was eerily still, a suffocating sort of silence wrapping around her.
Then, she heard it.
A noise so faint she almost missed it—a quiet, choked breath, like someone was desperately trying to keep themselves together and failing.
Her stomach twisted.
Kicking off the covers, she swung her legs over the edge of the bed, pulling Jamie’s hoodie over her head before padding out of the room. The floor was cold beneath her bare feet as she moved down the hallway, following the barely-there sound like a thread pulling her forward.
When she reached the staircase, she spotted the faint glow of the living room lamp, its dim light barely spilling into the hallway.
And then she saw him.
Jamie was sitting on the floor, his back pressed against the couch, his knees drawn up, arms resting limply over them. His head was bowed, his hands clenched into the fabric of his sweats, his entire body curled inward like he was trying to make himself as small as possible. His shoulders trembled with each ragged breath he took, and when she stepped closer, she saw the way his jaw was clenched, like he was fighting a losing battle to keep it all in.
Her heart ached at the sight of him like this.
"Jamie?"
The moment the word left her lips, Jamie stiffened.
For a long second, he didn’t move, like he was debating whether or not to acknowledge her. Then, slowly, he swiped at his face with the sleeve of his hoodie, as if he could erase the evidence of whatever storm had overtaken him before looking up at her. His eyes were red-rimmed, lashes wet, and the vulnerability on his face was so raw that it made her chest tighten.
"Hey, love," he murmured, voice rough with exhaustion. "Sorry, didn’t mean to wake you."
Y/N frowned, stepping closer. "What’s wrong?"
"Nothing," Jamie said quickly, sitting up straighter, shoulders pulling back. "Just couldn’t sleep, that’s all. Go back to bed, yeah? You need your rest."
That was when she realized—he wasn’t just trying to be strong for himself.
He was trying to be strong for her.
For their baby.
Her heart clenched at the thought.
"Jamie," she said softly, sitting beside him. "You don’t have to do this."
"Do what?" he asked, still holding onto that fragile mask.
"Act like you’re fine when you’re not," she murmured. "Not with me."
Jamie exhaled sharply, running a hand over his face. "Babe, I just—look, I don’t wanna stress you out, alright? You should be restin’, not worryin’ about—"
Y/N didn’t let him finish.
She reached out, gently pressing her hand to his arm, her touch warm and steady. The second her fingers made contact, Jamie inhaled sharply, his whole body stiffening.
And then, just like that—
He broke.
A choked sound escaped him, and before she could say anything else, he was burying his face in his hands, his breath coming out in harsh, uneven gasps. His whole frame shook as he tried—and failed—to keep it together, and without hesitation, Y/N shifted closer, wrapping her arms around him.
That was all it took.
Jamie collapsed against her, his hands fisting the fabric of her hoodie, gripping it like it was the only thing keeping him tethered to the ground. A strangled sob escaped him, muffled against her shoulder.
She held him tighter.
"I—" He cut himself off, swallowed hard, then tried again. "I’m scared."
She frowned. "Scared of what?"
His jaw tightened, his grip on her hand growing just a little stronger.
"I—I don’t wanna be like him," Jamie choked out, voice thick with emotion. "I don’t—I can’t—"
Y/N’s heart ached.
She didn’t have to ask who he meant. He was talking about his dad...
She just ran her fingers through his hair, soft and slow, grounding him. "Jamie, listen to me," she whispered. "You are nothing like him."
Jamie shook his head against her shoulder. "You don’t know that," he rasped. "I’ve got his fuckin’ blood in me, Y/N. What if—what if I end up like him? What if I—" His voice cracked. "What if I mess this up?"
Y/N pulled back just enough to cup his face in her hands, tilting it up so he had no choice but to look at her. His eyes were red-rimmed, filled with so much fear and self-doubt that it made her chest tighten.
"You won’t," she said firmly, her thumbs brushing away the dampness on his cheeks. "Jamie, you are good. And you try so hard. You are not him. I know because I see you, Jamie. Every single day. I see the way you love, the way you care about people. You are kind and thoughtful and so fucking perfect. And you try—every damn day—to be better than what he taught you. That’s who you are."
Jamie swallowed hard, his breath still shaky. "But what if—"
"You won’t," she cut him off, pressing her forehead against his. "Because you choose to be different. Every single day, you choose to be better than what he was. You’re already better than him, Jamie."
Jamie let out a ragged breath, his grip on her hoodie loosening just slightly.
Y/N softened, her fingers tracing soothing patterns against his skin.
"You think I’d have fallen in love with someone like him?" she murmured.
That made Jamie pause.
He let out a shaky, broken laugh, one that still had the remnants of his tears in it. "Dunno," he mumbled. "You are a bit of a bad boy magnet."
Y/N smiled, pressing a soft kiss to the tip of his nose. "Yeah, but only the reformed ones."
Jamie huffed, but his body had started to relax, the worst of the storm passing.
Y/N brushed his hair back, her touch gentle. "Come back to bed, we miss you?"
Jamie hesitated, glancing at her stomach, at the tiny life growing inside her. Then, slowly, he nodded.
She led him upstairs, her hand in his, fingers laced together. When they reached the bed, Jamie curled around her, one hand resting over her stomach, his touch tentative but reverent.
"I love you," he murmured, his voice hoarse from crying.
Y/N smiled, pressing a kiss to his forehead.
"I love you too," she whispered.
And Jamie, safe in her arms, let himself believe it.
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yoursweetheartsrevenge · 2 days ago
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Summary: While touring the countryside, Aegon and Aemond get lost from the rest of the royal party. Left with no other choice during a thunderstorm, they enter a quaint inn with no rooms left. Surely they can convince the maiden who paid for the last available room to share?
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Written for @hotd-bigbang
Warnings: smut (fingering, p in v sex, oral - female and male receiving, threesome), loss of virginity, Aegon has only one thing on his mind, MINORS DNI, 18+ 
Word Count: 7.9K+
Author’s Note: Written for @hotd-bigbang First Prompt: Tropes - one room, one bed, love triangle kind of. This is the first time I am writing Aegon as a main character and writing the two brothers together. I had a fantastic time. I suspect more Aegon x Reader X Aemond in my future writings. Also apparently I can’t keep anything short!
On A Dark Stormy Night You Awaken
The meal is warm while the outside rages. 
You can hear the thunder shake flickering the candles laid about the cozy interior of the inn. You slice into the breaded mutton with thin utensils glad to have the last room for the night. The storm had caused many travelers to flock to the inn on the road to King’s Landing. There were many who were going to the tourney for the prince’s name day. 
At this point in the evening, slightly damp and a bit nervous, you could not remember which prince was celebrating the joyous occasion. 
Your wares were in your single bedroom nestled in the corner of the room. Before retreating to receive some warm food, you had been working to repair a small trinket in your collection. As a jeweler it was your duty to inspect each piece of your trade to make sure only the finest quality made its way to lords and ladies willing to spend coin at the tourney. 
While the tools laid abandoned upstairs, the fine emerald ring laid perfectly on your finger. The silver band glistened thickly in the candlelight as you admired the craftsmanship and the resetting of the stone now nestled safely in the band. The stone had come loose a few times, but you had managed to reset it to make it truly a beautiful piece. 
Your stomach had rumbled reminding you that you had spent far too long working. 
The nice piece of meat and freshly cooked potatoes seasoned with garlic and thyme made happiness sing on your face. It was quite late so you were truly excited to see it was only you and the barkeep awake. You were certain the older woman was the owner of the inn as well. 
She had been very kind to give you the last room this late in the evening. 
You had told her your tale of woe. Your family had deemed you well crafted enough to venture off to represent the family alone at the tourney. Your father would normally travel with you, however he had taken ill in the past few weeks never truly recovering enough to travel. Your mother needed to stay by his side to nurse him back to health. 
Being the only child of your family it was your duty to represent. You had joined a group of merchants from your village and neighboring communities to venture forward. The journey shouldn’t have been too long. 
Perhaps only a few days, however a great storm had broken through the clouds in the early afternoon leaving the winds and slanted rain a troubling sight for your old mare. Betsy was a sturdy girl, but was no match for the stubborn storm or the lightning for that matter. It was best not to push her. It had resulted in you being separated from your group and ending up here for the evening. 
The wind howled louder breaking you from your thoughts. The door smacked open against the wooden walls of the inn from the power of the rains outside. Two hooded figures entered. The taller one pushed the door closed while the other made their way confidently over to the inn’s owner who was eating a small plate of bread and cheese. 
You could tell by the voice that there was an air of entitlement to the tone of the male voice who no doubt was inquiring  for a room. You smile to yourself as you hear the raised voice wondering why there is no room for him and his companion. You know of men of his type, feeling as if the world owed them something simply for being a man. 
The whispers became more hushed. 
You look up to see the hooded figure at the counter is looking your way as the woman behind the counter casually points to you. The taller figure seems to be looking down waiting for conversation to end. You can see his long silver hair clings to his neck under his hood. 
A set of violet eyes peak in your direction with a smile so charming you wonder if you will actually give your room to them should they approach. 
They most certainly approach you. 
“Greeting, my dear.” His voice is oozing with confidence. You spear a potato before deciding it should be cut into a smaller piece. “Pardon us for interrupting your meal, but we are quite weary from travel, my brother and I.” Said brother is behind him, peering curiously to you. You can tell from his sharp features that under that hood lies a dashing young gentleman. “The inn keep has told me you have taken the last room here. And it appears you are the only one still awake at this late hour.” 
At that thunder rattles shaking the building and the dinnerware. You hold your plate as if it should fall. This makes the man in front of you smile, endeared at your caution. 
“I was wondering if you would be so kind as to share your room for the night.” 
You look between them. 
Their hoods are no longer clinging to their heads. 
You can see them. 
Violet eyes. 
Silver hair. 
A charming smile from one. 
A solemn serious expression of the other. 
These are the Targaryen princes. 
You have, of course, never met them, but the girls in your village whisper of them as girls do with princes. Aegon is the charming one who is sought after by many ladies. Aemond is the quieter, more serious sort of prince who trains and studies by way of sword and pen. Of course, both have been described as handsome young men worthy of swooning. 
They are standing before you asking for you to share your room. 
Your single bedroom. 
“We can pay you triple what you paid.” He tells you already retrieving a large sack of coin from under his cloak. 
“There is only one bed in the room, mi’lord.” You say sounding quite innocent. 
“We can all share.” He says sounding a bit as though he expects you to do more then simply share your bed. 
“We will sleep on the floor, my lady.” It is the first time you hear the taller one, Prince Aemond, you suspect based on the description your village friends have given, speak. His voice almost sounds gruff as if he is privy to choosing his words carefully. 
“We will do no such thing.” Aegon argues brushing his brother’s thought aside. “We will be well behaved unless the lady hopes otherwise.” The hood falls then revealing how truly handsome Prince Aegon is. His smile makes your heart curl in your throat. You can not help yourself. You shove a potato in your mouth to stop your smile and perhaps halt your blush. 
“We will sleep on the floor.” Aemond looks sharply at his brother. 
“You can sleep on the floor, brother. I would be honored to share a bed with the prettiest girl in the inn.” You blush at the elder prince’s flattery. 
“I do not mind sharing.” What are you saying?! You are not betrothed. You have never in your life shared a bed with a young man, let alone two! Let alone TWO TARGARYEN PRINCES!!! “If it is your wish . . .” You wait to whisper the next words. “My princes.” 
They are not surprised you recognize them. 
“See, Aemond, she is generous. And ready to serve the crown.” Aegon winks at this. You look down at your food. “Let us celebrate our new accommodations. Barkeep! A round of ale for us and our new lady companion!” He waves to the inn owner. You can see she struggles to be polite. 
It is quite late. 
***
You find yourself a bit tipsy after two ales. 
It is a pleasant buzz, but you are used to enjoying some libations with a meal. The brothers ordered a platter of cheese, fruit, and bread to pick at as they enjoyed your company while you finished your dinner. 
Aegon discussed the entire journey that their mother had insisted they travel on to see the kingdom. You learn it is Aegon’s name day that will be celebrated in a few short days. You barely get a word in to explain who you are. It is no matter to Prince Aegon who continues to compliment your beauty and how soft your lips look. 
You manage to mention that you are also journeying to King’s Landing, but that is all. Aegon seems excited by the prospect of spending more time with you touching your arm softly. You note that he watches your face to make sure you are enjoying his little touches. He must clearly see you are because he spends most of the latter part of the meal tracing your knuckles softly. 
Aemond looks down most of the evening eating small pieces of fruit. You note how he likes to take small bites and savor the flavors of each piece of food he enjoys. Aegon merely shoves food in his mouth without a thought. Upon hearing you are traveling to King’s Landing the younger prince perks up. You catch his one eye noting for the first time the leather eye patch there on the other eye. 
That eye is curious. Perhaps always curious. 
He watches you as you twist the ring on your finger nervously. 
As you make your way up to your room, Aemond saddles up beside you. 
“Are you married, my lady?” It is a question you had not imagined to be asked. “Your ring.” He motions toward the silver band. 
“Oh.” You can not help but laugh. Immediately you cover your mouth. “Apologies, mi’lord. It is not a wedding band or even a symbol of betrothal. I am a jeweler. I was re-setting the stone earlier in the evening. I like to wear what I make as a symbol of pride.” 
The explanation seems to both excite and be a relief to the prince. 
“It is a stunning piece. You are a master craftsmen.” He admires it as you approach the door. Aegon seems to wander down the hall, having enjoyed too much drink. “Excuse me, sweet one.” Aemond moves to fetch his brother who begins to loudly bang on an occupied room. 
You can not help, but giggle at the interaction. 
You unlock the door to your own room. 
It is a bit larger than typical accommodations. It appeared that the room was left unoccupied due to the sturdier price. The innkeep had taken pity on you, a young woman separated from your group with a gray mare who shivered and shook in the thunderstorm. She had offered you the room at half cost, though you did not tell the princes that as they paid you triple for the base price of the room. 
The bed you now realizes is large enough for the three of them. You would have neither of the princes sleep on the floor, no matter how you felt about the accommodation. You realize your tools are a bit strewn about on the desk noticing the shavings of metal and small bent tools. You quickly tidy up as the princes enter with their baggages. 
You see out of the corner of your eye Aegon immediately begin to disrobe. 
Aemond scolds him quietly before blocking his brother from your view. 
“Oh come now, brother. Surely the young miss would love to take a gander on Targaryen beauty.” You can practically hear the wink he gives though Aemond is still shielding you. 
“I apologize for my brother,” Aemond says assisting his brother in removing his clothes as the young man struggles to fit his under shirt over his head. “He has had too much drink.” 
“I have not!” Aegon insists. “I can still get it up. I assure you.” He hiccups. 
You snort a laugh. Aemond looks to you as you return your tools to your bags. 
“Are you to sell your wares at the tourney?” Aemond’s voice is curious. 
Aegon flops face first into the bed. He begins to burrow under the covers as if some mole or other underground creature. 
“I am. I have several. I can also make custom jewelry for any lords and ladies who enjoy my offerings.” You open a small case that displays the rings you have created. You cushion the emerald ring back in the case. 
You can feel Aemond’s breath at your neck as you press your fingers against the velvet dark blue cushion that houses each unique ring. Aemond runs his finger over a bright large sapphire set in a gold band. It is one of your favorites as it appears that a dragon’s teeth are about to swallow the sapphire. You have fashioned a few rings for the celebration to represent various houses. Many represent House Targaryen with dragon motifs. 
“I should like to buy this one. If the lady is willing to depart from it?” His eye blinks at you. 
“Oh, I would be honored, my prince.” You remove it from the casing to retrieve a small velvet pouch your mother had sewn for clients. You offer him the ring for free, but Aemond insists on paying double for it. You try to stay his hand. 
“You should be paid for your materials and time. I see you take great care in your work. I would be most honored to wear this at the tourney and talk up your finery to the lords and ladies at court.” 
You smile thinking him the kinder of the two brothers. You thank him for his generosity before awkwardly deciding to disrobe yourself. The pair of you look away as your clothes are removed. You begin to undo your corset letting your mind wander to the bed. It had been soft when you settled in it earlier that evening. The innkeep had said she had just purchased a new mattress and new silk white sheets with gold threading. Aegon is face down in them asleep so they appear to be fit for a prince. You are in your white slip before removing it so you are bare. 
You clearly see Aegon peeking at you from his awake position though he quickly closes his eye when you catch him. You smile not minding the attention. Nobody in your village has paid this kind of attention to you before so the attention is almost a welcome. You pull a white night gown over your head settling it against your bare breasts. 
You turn to the bed but catch a glimpse of Prince Aemond. 
He is VERY well toned. Of course he is, being the prince who trains with the sword. He wears soft trousers to cover his lower half, though they hang low on his hips. His eye quickly casts downward as he gazes on you. 
He seems to be pleased with your night time appearance as well. 
“I will be in the middle. Hopefully this will stay my brother’s wandering hands from you.” Aemond states, eye still set to the floor. 
You can only nod. If you spoke you may something crude, such as you not minding should any hands wander over your body in the middle of the night. 
While no man has ever touched you in such a way it does not mean you are not without want. 
When both princes are in bed and under the covers, you decide it is your turn. You pull them back to reveal the soft mattress below. You settle hearing the rain beginning to pound louder outside. You shiver tucking yourself in. The heat of the younger dragon prince feels welcoming as you snuggle beside him turning yourself to face away from him. 
The bed looked larger when you had been looking down at it, but now it felt small. Prince Aemond turned a bit trying to get comfortable settling to curl forward against your back. You could feel small steady breaths against your neck, hot with nervous energy. 
“Is this alright? I can move, but your body is . . . quite warm. Hmmm . . .” His fingers graze your hip in a moment before pulling away. 
“Yes, you are fine this way.” 
It is the last thing you say before closing your eyes. 
You fade in and out of sleep occasionally being awakened by the storm. The thunder is loud enough to make you whimper. As you awaken with a start you are not sure if it is the thunder that startles you or the hardness against your bum. On instinct you move against it cause it to stir with movement. You hear the prince groan low. 
“I . . .apologize.” He says clearly embarrassed by his member, long and needy of attention. “I . . .” His fingers are brushing at your hip again, this time a bit more with intent. 
“It is flattering.” You decide to say after a moment in thought. “I do not mind it.” At this you feel Aemond’s hand dip lower to the soft flesh of your thigh. 
You whimper a bit too loud. 
It causes his breath to quicken. You hear him swallow hard. 
You decide to turn to face him. He lets go of your thigh immediately at your movement. You see him now. His eye is moving rapidly looking to you with a sweet desire. Your eyes focus over to the sapphire, large and round in his scarred eye socket. He leans forward halfway with his lips, testing the waters. 
You will not let Prince Aemond suffer any longer. 
You meet him halfway for the kiss. 
You do not expect Prince Aemond to be inexperienced with kissing, but he is. His movements are needy and a bit rough. You have had some stolen kisses with stable boys that you feel as if you can judge a good kiss from a bad kiss. His kiss is not bad, but it is sloppy and fast. You slow him down by softly petting his cheek. After a moment or two you fall into a rhythm that is pleasant for you both with slips of your tongue against his. The wet sound echoes in your chamber as you feel your lower half begin to stir with need and wetness.
Your hips hump against his hardness in the dark room as the storm rages around you. He moans against your kisses especially when your clothed sex rubs against the tented tip of his cock. 
“You are behaving quite unfairly, Aemond.” The younger brother nearly breaks upon hearing Aegon’s light scolding. You manage to hold his chin to your lips to steal his attention away from the other prince. “I am the elder brother. I should have her first.” 
You can feel Aegon watching as you and Aemond continue to lose yourself in sloppy kissing. You open your eyes to make contact with Aegon. He slips his hand below the sheets. You watch as it moves slightly. His eyes flutter momentarily in pleasure as he touches himself.
“I can share myself.” You do not know where your boldness comes from. It may be the storm threatening to swallow this inn whole or the idea you will never get an opportunity like this ever again. Aemond is kissing your neck as you speak too focused on his pleasure to note you are offering yourself to Aegon as well. “Come here, my prince.” 
There is no hesitation as Aegon kneels. You can see now he sleeps nude, a tuff of curled silver hairs grace the base of his girthy cock. He crawls over his brother as the pair of you shift to make room for the elder prince behind you. He grabs your hips settling his hands in a comfortable position. He kisses the back of your neck moving your hair as he focuses on your spine with little slips of his tongue. 
You can feel, he too is hard. 
The pair of lips on you sparks you with a divine energy that makes you feel like you could be finished on these sensations alone. 
“Oh, you are a loud one. You like what we are doing to you, sweet girl?” Aegon nips behind your ear in a pleased whisper. 
Aemond has made his way down between your breasts, lips leaving a soft wet trail. His fingers toy with the ties there. He looks up at you. His eye is nearly pleading with you. There is only a slight movement of your head up and down. He loosens those ties without an ounce of hesitation. 
“Yes .  . .” It is a soft sort of agreement. Aemond licks and suckles at the side of one of your breasts. “Gods, yes!” The sensation is so good it leaves you panting. Aegon laughs at your enthusiasm. 
“Well, let’s see how pleased you are.” His palm glides up your leg pulling up your night gown. He palms at your small clothes moaning at the wetness gathered there. “Oh, my dear, you are wetter than the storm outside.” He bites your neck softly. “So ready for our princely cocks. You would like that wouldn’t you? To have our cocks all nestled safe inside your tight pussy.” 
The pleasure is nearly too much. You have lost all grasp on the common tongue too entrapped in the movement of their royal tongues. You feel long slender fingers massaging against your breast. Aemond releases your breast from the confines of your top, his tongue laps at the rosen perked nipple teasing it between his lips. Aegon’s hands squeeze your hip while the other slips underneath your small clothes. 
You gasp as a finger slips inside you. 
“So very tight.” The prince nuzzles his lips to your jawline. “Are you a sweet little virgin, dear?” You can barely think to answer. 
“I . . . yes. Please.” You do not know if you are begging for more or less of them. 
“Yes? No wonder this little cunt is so tight. Let me help.” He pumps a second finger inside you which causes you to gasp in a little more painful way. The fingers drag inside you slowly. 
Aemond nearly growls in response. 
“Relax, brother. She is enjoying it. Aren’t you?” Aegon is now peppering you with kisses as he pumps his fingers inside you. 
“It hurts. A bit.” The pain is slowly subsiding as you grow used to a foreign set of fingers inside you. He curled both in unison and it makes your mind go white. You cry out loud over the thunder feeling so close to your peak. 
“Oh you want to release now, don’t you?” Slowly Aegon withdraws his fingers. “Not quite yet.” He smacks your thigh lovingly as Aemond continues to massage and play his tongue along your breasts. “My brother has only ever been with one woman. An older whore from the streets of silk. Certainly no virgin.” You feel Aemond moan into your other breast releasing it too. He lavishes sweet kisses upon the flesh before swirling his tongue around the perked nipple. “My brother should feel a virgin cunt shouldn’t he? Would you like my brother to take your maidenhead, sweet girl?” 
You would like that. 
There is nothing more you would like then to feel what both cocks would feel like inside you. 
Aemond could have his turn. 
You nod your head. 
From Aegon’s cackle you know you are too eager to get fucked. 
“Oh you are a bit naughty, aren’t you? You hear that brother? This little virgin would like you to take her maidenhead.” He ruffles with the curtain of his brother’s long silver hair which has fanned forward. 
You feel Aemond groan against your nipple tucked between his lips. Wetness and whimpers escape you. Aemond focuses his eye upward before pulling away slowly. 
“Would you like that, my lady?” His hands pet the sides of your breasts as you lay on your side. “Hmmm?” 
“Please.” 
You want it so badly
You NEED it so badly. 
The brothers assist in adjusting you so you are laid flat on your back. Aegon lays on his side, head propped on his open palm watching. He moves your hair aside so he can see your pretty face while his brother fucks you. Aemond is above you hovering. He parts your legs slowly beginning to remove your small clothes. The sensation of your pussy hitting the cool air makes you gasp a bit as the wetness makes your sensitive area feel cool. Aemond’s fingers run over your folds in a loving gesture. His eye watches you as he sinks his digit into you. Your chest heaves as a sigh escape. 
There is a playful smile on the Targaryen’s lips as he pumps and curls his finger inside you. 
Your back arches as you are drawn closer again. Your small hans grasp at the sheets. 
“Oh for Gods’ sake, Aemond. Get that cock inside her. You’re hard aren’t you?” Aegon complains with a roll of his eyes. 
You can see Aemond is uneasy. Your hand goes to his cheek as he withdraws his finger from inside you. You smile trying to let him know you want this and it is alright. He smiles in return and bends forward. As his chest crushes to your body you can feel his lips against yours, but also his long cock pressing hard to your thigh. 
He slowly a lines his cock to brush against your slit. You can feel the bulbous head at your entrance. 
“Be slow. She’s very tight.” Aegon warns. He plays with your hair as Aemond lifts from the kiss. “The tightness will make you want to fuck her hard, but stay yourself. You want to make her first time feel good, make her peak. Ease into her slowly. Do not finish too quickly despite how well her pussy squeezes you.” 
Slowly you feel Aemond push into you, a little at a time. 
You groan so loudly at the initial stretch. 
“That’s it.” Aegon is rubbing your shoulder gently. 
Aemond pushes inside a bit more slowly stretching your inner walls. You bite your lip. That detail seems to make the prince’s cock twitch inside you. Your walls flutter. Aemond curses and seems to falter, slipping in a bit further. 
“Hold it. I know she is a pretty one, but contain yourself, brother.” 
“She’s so tight, Aegon. I do not think I can hold much longer.” You feel your eyes are screwed shut trying to concentrate on the pleasant feelings and holding your own composure. 
“She’s pretty. Doesn’t she deserve a good first fuck?” You feel Aegon’s lips against your forehead. “I think you deserve this sweet virgin cunt. Be easy. Be good to her and that pussy will be good to you. She will remember your cock first before all others. She will compare you to everyone after including myself. Perhaps even on her wedding night she will think, ‘Is my lord husband’s cock as good as Aemond One-Eyed?’ ”  
Aemond continues to ease in slowly stretching you. He drags along your walls a little out then more in. Before long you feel him fully inside you. He is nearly panting from the effort as you feel his hot breath fan across your face. Finally you open your eyes. His one eye is closed as his brow is furrowed in concentration. Aegon continues to brush your hair away from your face and press his fingers to your shoulders. 
“Aemond, my prince,” You call to him as he opens his eye slowly. “Please.” Your hips move slightly. He lets out a long breath. 
He is breathing so hot now. 
His body and breath are heavy. 
He begins to move slowly in and out. 
“See? Listen to her! She loves it. You love my brother’s cock, don’t you, sweet girl?” Aegon says with a smile and a kiss to your forehead. 
You did not realize how loud you were being at this slow pace. The sensation of feeling the prince’s cock moving inside you makes sounds you never knew you could make leave your mouth. It encourages Aemond to move quicker inside you. The stretch begins to hurt as he moves faster, but the pleasure blinds out the pain. Your hands are to his lower back pressing his hips forward. 
You call out the prince’s name over and over again. The frame of the bed begins to shake as the thunder and lightning crash outside through the pounding of rain. Inside the prince is pounding you making you close to your peak. You cry out feeling your body unravel. 
“Pull out of her. Release your seed on her, not inside. Wouldn’t want any bastards.”
You barely register Aegon’s voice as several waves of pleasure roll over you. 
“Oh look at her!” Aegon calls out delighted. “She is peaking multiple times! Job well done, brother.” 
You feel Aemond’s seed warm on your thigh as he whimpers his own peak on your flesh. You are catching your breath feeling hoarse and raw in the throat. Your walls flutter slowly as the sweat beads across your breasts. You feel Aegon kiss your forehead. 
“Such a good girl. I can not wait to rut inside you.” His curved lips feel encouraging against your skin. Your chest puffs in and out as you slowly open your eyes. “Aemond, let’s clean her. There is a wash bin and cloth on the desk. Don’t worry, love. We’ll take care of you before I have my turn. Make sure you are well prepared to take me.” You see him wink. 
You see Aemond run his hand over your thigh not coated in his spend. He traces the flesh there with reverence as if soaking in the memory of feeling you. His hand lazily travels to the dips of your hips. You feel tender there and wince. 
“Did I hurt you?” You look down to see he is tracing over a small bruise, yellowed at the edges. It is in the shape of a thumb. 
“It does not hurt. Only a bit sore.” 
He nods. His lips bend down to kiss the spot. You sigh happily at the loving gesture. Aegon groans impatiently, a signal for Aemond to stand. He kisses the bruise one more time before standing. You watch his backside move across the room only lit by the flickering of lightning outside. 
“We have not had the same woman before. Aemond and I. I must say it has been quite an enjoyable experience so far. You are such a lovely little plaything for us.” Aegon shifts to move a pillow to his lap. He places your head there. “Comfortable?” You swallow and nodd. “Did my brother fuck you well?” His thumb roams over your lower lip. 
“He did.” You feel a wetness against where the drying spend rests. 
The soft rag glides across your sweat soaked skin. The water is lukewarm and pleasant. 
“I feel very well cared for. Thank you, my princes.” You look between them, up at Aegon who sweetly plays with your hair and forward at Aemond who washes and dries your body clean. There is a lovely little smirk of satisfaction on his face. 
“Tell me, Aemond. How is her cunt?” Aegon asks with a sparkle of curiosity. 
“It was . . . good.” There is a blush that creeps across his cheeks, shame or embarrassment bright on his features. 
“Just good? Come now. It is just us. Tell me. Was she tight? Did she milk your cock? What do I have to look forward to?” The elder prince nearly laughs with anticipation. 
“I . . .” He seems to struggle to find the right words. He looks into your eyes. There is still desire there. “I should like to have her again. She felt . . .divine.” His fingers tease your slit making you whimper. “Let me make her wet for you.” 
Without hesitation Aemond tossed the rag to the floor with a wet slap. He kneels, spreading your legs apart to get better access to what is between them. He bends his head to kiss your inner thigh before kissing sweetly along your slit. A small gasp erupts from your lips. The brothers laugh playfully at your reaction. Where he was sloppy with kisses on your lips, Aemond’s wet puckered kisses leave you nearly breathless here. 
“Get her nice and wet for me.” Aegon pets your head as Aemond kisses your cunt, dragging his tongue inside you. “Don’t take too long. I am eager to have her.” 
He curves his tongue as he did his fingers. The sensation makes you cry out with pleased whimpers, high and needy. You can not help yourself as you run your fingers through the Targaryen prince’s long silver mane. You try to steady your breathing so you do not sound as desperate as you feel, but it is too late. Your needy little moans of desire hit high making you wet for the prince’s cock. 
“That is enough. She is plenty wet.” Aegon shifts to remove your head from his lap. 
You call out for Aemond as his tongue flickers over your sensitive bud. 
Aegon grunts pushing at his brother’s shoulder. Aemond lifts his head as if a hound hungrily defending his food. Aegon is the alpha in this situation. He relents to his brother moving to place your head and thr pillow in his lap. Aegon is above you with a toothy grin. His thumb runs along your plump lower lip. 
“Such a needy little thing. Don’t worry, sweet girl. I’ll pleasure you even better than my brother.” 
Prince Aegon captures your lips savoring each little kiss and whimper. Slowly you feel his cock enter you. There is a small sigh that escapes your lips as you feel his girth, thicker then Prince Aemond. He stretches you more. 
“By the Gods,” His eyes flutter closed. “You have such a tight cunt. Fuck.” He chuckles pushing deeper. You feel Aemond’s hand stroke your throat as a stretch of pain washes over you as Aegon’s cock stretches you deeper. 
“It is alright. You are doing wonderful, here.” Aemond’s hand reaches to fondle with your exposed breasts. His thumb and index finger tweak your hardened nipples. It leaves you with a bit of a distraction. “Better?” 
“Mmmmm. . .” Is your only response. 
“Good.” Aemond says as he plays with each of your tits equally. 
“There we are.” Aegon bottoms out inside her. “So bloody tight.” 
He begins to move not requiring much effort to sate himself. He pushes his thumb to the bruise on your hip. You know it was not Aemond who made it, but Aegon. He is a bit rougher than his brother. You cry out a bit in pain as he gives no care to being gentle now that you have been taken kindly for your first time. He lifts your leg higher prompting him to bury his cock deeper inside you giving you deep strokes. 
“You are hurting her.” Aemond says through gritted teeth. 
“I am doing no such thing. She is enjoying a good pounding by her prince. Aren’t you now?” His own words prompt him to go faster. He grazes a spot inside you, but quickly pulls away before truly hitting it. 
Your lips quiver. Aegon jackhammers into you panting like a rabid animal. His throat releases harsh noises. You try to bring his face down to kiss you, but he is hesitant. He appears not used to kisses while he is fucking. Maybe the whores in King’s Landing are not allowed to kiss the prince. He eventually relents kissing you, which slows his pace though removes Aemond’s hands from your tits. 
“You are so sweet tasting.” He breaths in small pants between kisses. “You know that, sweet girl? Like honeyed wine and fall spices.” He nuzzles your neck as he pumps inside you in an easy rhythm. “Mmmm . . . so sweet.” 
You feel his cock twitch within you indicating he is close to spilling his seed. However you do not feel your peak approaching. Everytime you are about to reach a desirable peak or spot inside you he seems to deviate to his own pleasure. He lifts from your neck and face, a hand on either side of you as he snaps his hips wildly cursing. Aemond reaches downward to your sex. 
“What are you -?” 
“It will feel better if she peaks.” Aemond’s finger moves to tease the small bud in your folds. “This is her bud. The madame showed me. Stroking her here,” You make a noise that is a mix of a sigh and a moan. “Is as if you were teasing the tip of your cock. It’s sensitive. Pleasureable.” Aegon moves his thumb over the bud. He presses too hard causing you pain. “No, stroke. Gentle. Yes. Listen to her.” Aegon alters the movement stroking you gently before licking his thumb and slipping it over your bud. 
Your voice groans at the sensation. Even the pounding of his hips does not dissuade you from the pleasure you receive from the stroking of your bud. You whimper as he gasps. 
“Fuckin’ vice on my cock! Gods!” He cries out. 
Aegon waits until the final moment to pull his cock free. He ignores your bud for the moment to spill himself on the sheets. Aemond replaces his brother’s thumb stroking you until your walls flutter leaking your arousal on his fingers. He brings them to his mouth tasting you. 
“Hmmmm . . .” Aemond hums against his fingers. 
The elder prince pants before turning those pants into laughter. He is knelt on the bed holding his softened cock in his hand. His brother is licking his fingers of your arousal as you are laid out satisfied. 
“No regrets on your part I see.” Aegon chuckles. “But . . .” He looks between you and Aemond. “It would be a grand thing if we could get both of our cocks inside your holes.” Aegon reaches to rub his thumb along your lower lip again. You kiss it softly. “Here.” His other hand strokes your center, remembering exactly where that bud is. “And here.” 
“Aegon . . .” Aemond says it as if a warning. 
“I would like that.” You say looking at Aemond first. His eye is wide. “I am not tired. I want to feel more.” You palm at Aemond’s thigh. Your fingers tease the side of his cock. 
You know you will remember this moment for the rest of your days. Someday you will be wed. Someday you will have babes at your breast instead of needy princes. You want to take as much pleasure from them as they do from you, savor the passion of this moment even as the wind howls and the storm rages. 
You kiss the tip of Aemond’s cock. He hisses, though the sound is not unpleasant. Aegon moves to sit on the other side of your face. You feel the tip of his cock trace your neck. Your tongue swirls around Aemond’s tip on instinct . He guides your mouth further down on his cock while instructing you to take what you can not fit in your hand and stroke it. You do as instructed, feeling him graze your cheek as his cock grows larger inside your mouth. 
“How is her mouth?” Aegon is nearly humming with excitement beside you. 
“Exquisite.” Aemond says maintaining his composure. 
Your tongue flickers at the underside of his cock as you take him further into your mouth. He is gentle with his instructions, kind when telling you what he desires from you. He tells you to hollow your cheeks. When you do he moans much louder then he did when he was fucking you. You are glad you can give him pleasure simply with your mouth and tongue. 
“Let him fill your mouth then I will as well.” Aegon teases in your ear.
You feel a little uneasy at the thought. You can taste salty remnants of Aemond against your tongue. Aemond seems to see how uneasy you have grown. He pulls you from his cock with a pop. His thumb runs across your bottom lip gathering his essence to rub it further into your mouth. You suckle his thumb looking into his eye. 
“Hmmm.” He looks to you slowly blinking. “I think you want my cock inside your cunt again. Don’t you, sweet one?” You swallow whatever salty essence he has released in your mouth, not much but enough to know what he tastes like, an aftertaste of sweet fruit. 
You hum approval. 
“Alright, fuck her cunt. I’ll take that mouth of hers. It sounds as if it is better than her cunt by how pleased you seemed, brother.” You feel Aegon pull your mouth toward him. 
Without hesitation he pries your mouth open. 
“Careful.” Aemond is hissing again. “Be gentle with her.”
“What if she wants a bit of roughness?” You feel Aegon pump two fingers into your mouth. You suckle tasting bits of cheese under his nails. The corners of your mouth seep drool. “Oh good girl. She’s drooling over the thought of sucking my cock. Let me hear it from your mouth then, sweet girl. What do you desire?” 
You have never been asked such a question in your life. 
The thunder crackles shaking the room. You are looking into one prince’s eyes before looking into the eye of the other prince. 
What is it you desire? 
You were practically forced into your current line of work. A family trade is tradition and should be treated as such. You love your work now, but were never given the opportunity to try anything else.
You will not have a say in your husband. 
You will not have a say in your friends. 
Your free time has never been your own. 
Yet here, in the darkness of night, in a storm that rages outside you are asked such a question from the least likely of people. 
“The crown demands to know your true desires.” Aegon seems sweeter now removing his fingers from your lips. The wet fingers stroke from your temple to your cheek catching some of your sweat stained hair. 
In the storm you awaken your true desires. 
“I want to be touched. Worshipped. I want to feel you both inside me. It does not matter where, but yes, I should think a gentle embrace is what I would like most.” Your eyes flutter with a mixture of innocence and pure lust. 
“Well then, I will remain gentle. But I may lose control. Tap my leg thrice if my cock is too rough, my lady. I do not wish you pain, only pleasure. For tonight you are the one we shall worship.” He bends down, giving you a sweet kiss on the temple. 
Aemond slowly begins to remove your night dress so you are bare before the two princes. It does not feel like exposure, but instead it feels as though you have truly given yourself to the moment, to this place in time, to your lovers. In that moment the prince titles fade from your mind. 
All three of you only want to make each other feel good. 
“You are so soft.” Aemond says. 
His lips are trailing down your body, between the valley of your breasts, at your soft belly, and then to your thighs. You can feel how soft you are in each spot as he travels. Aegon slowly rubs his fingers over your lips letting you kiss him before his cock, hard and ready rubs across your lips too. You open your mouth taking the thick cock. 
As you suck on Aegon’s cock, Aemond slowly inserts himself inside your cunt. 
“By the Gods, your mouth . . .” He groans almost as loud as his brother did. 
You are glad you are making him feel this way. Each brother has a hand on one of your tits. Slowly their rhythms seem to match thrusting into each of your wet holes in unison. You tap Aegon’s leg thrice when you find it difficult to breath. He does seem to care about your comfort as does Aemond who has gently folded your thighs upward as he strokes his cock inside you. 
The gentleness of it all makes time seem never ending. 
It is fine by you. You are feeling elated in this moment. 
Enjoying yourself perhaps too much. 
“I am close.”
“As am I.” 
“Are you close, darling?” 
You do not know who’s voice is who’s in that moment. You simply hum around Aegon’s cock before he can pull out. 
“I want to fuck your mouth a little rougher. Would that be alright with you?” Aegon blinks softly. 
It is hard to deny him, but also you feel your pussy twitch at the suggestion. You nod. 
“Mmmm. . . her cunt twitched at the suggestion. She’s so fuckin’ close.” You hear in Aemond’s voice he is ready to spill himself. 
You wonder if both of them will spill inside you. 
Hands fit against the back of your head as Aegon gently guides your mouth over his cock. Your jaw is beginning to hurt from holding open for so long, but you want to feel good as well. A small price to pay, you suppose. Aegon’s cock begins to go deeper inside your mouth before thrusting faster. You feel spittle gather at the corners as you hear your hollow chokes begin. Those sounds seem to spurn Aemond on. 
His thrusts are deeper as well inside your cunt, which is well stretched at this point. He is muttering curses as his fingernails make half moons on your thighs. All you hear is the men’s moans as they reach their peak as you choke and gasp around Aegon’s cock. 
“Swallow all of it.” You feel it hit the back of your throat. You choke and slurp it back into your mouth. He is saltier then Aemond and there is much of his spend. You lick your lips when Aegon pulls from your mouth. 
Aemond pounds viciously into you. 
Your pussy twitches as you feel your eyes go white for a moment in your peak. 
He is growing soft inside you collapsed. 
“Naughty Aemond.” Aegon scolds. “Spilled his seed inside. Don’t worry. We can prepare some moon tea in the morning. Make sure no bastards grow in this cute little belly.” Aegon leans down and kisses your stomach. 
Aemond rolls to his back panting. 
“You enjoy her, brother? Tight cunt is much better then the cunt of an old whore.” Aegon nearly laughs. “And you my dear, how was your first time? Hmmm . . . you feel thoroughly worshipped by your princes?” 
“Yes. I do.” You are nearly panting as well. 
You will be sore in the morning, but the pleasure was worth every ache and pain. 
“Perhaps when you are in King’s Landing we’ll have you again. It is my name day after all.” Aegon lays beside you his hands under his head watching you breath and your eyes lazily begin to close before opening to look at him. “We wore you out. Didn’t we?” He runs his hand over your lips once more. 
“Yes, my prince.” 
It is then you turn to Aemond. He is looking at you in a similar position to Aegon, but on your other side. He reaches forward to kiss your lips, moaning against them. He presses himself to you. On instinct you wrap your arms around him to cuddle him and stroke his hair. It is in this moment when he is nestled between your breasts and suckling comfortably at your skin you think this is typical for him after sex. Aegon hugs your waist from behind. 
“Such a beautiful night.” Aegon mumbles into your hair. “Such a strange and beautiful stormy night.” 
One the three of you will never forget. 
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daeholuvs · 3 days ago
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“All I Ever Wanted” Cho Sang-Woo x fem!reader
hey so… no one make fun of my writing skills it has been a LONGGGGGG time. I will probably end up deleting this (i definitely will) i just love sang-woo and needed this imagine to come to life. Anyway guys pleak don’t make fun of me bc I will probably go into hiding 😊😊 A girl can only take so much criticism, also if ANYONE has done this creds to them!!!!! I just thought of this last night and I #needthat
There you stood. Happy, sad, excited, confused? Scared. You were scared. Your eyes fixated on the sight before you, a positive pregnancy test. You were late and that never happens so you bought a test to be sure . What if Sang-Woo isn’t ready for a baby? What if he isn’t excited? What if he doesn’t want to be a father? Your thoughts were soon interrupted when you heard the angelic voice of your loving husband.
“Y/N, sweetheart I’m home!”
You came downstairs and Sang-Woo pulled you into a warm hug and planted a sweet kiss to your lips, the kind of kiss that makes you feel like a silly high school girl.
He started to remove his coat as he spoke “You would not believe the kind of day I had. First my meeting with the board went wrong all because some intern spilled coffee on-“ he cut himself off as he noticed that you weren’t your optimistic self, you didn’t chime in as you normally would . He scanned your face as if he could read your mind, trying to solve the puzzles in your head.
“Y/N, baby, talk to me” he waved a hand in your face and you came out of your daze seeing a very concerned Sang-Woo looking back at you. You brushed him off and told him to continue his story.
About an hour has passed and you decided to start preparing dinner to ease your mind. As you were stirring the pot you felt a warm embrace come from behind you. Your adoring husband pulled you into a hug from behind.
He left soft kisses in the crook of your neck and whispered sweet nothings to you as he nibbled on your ear.
You both ate dinner with an awkward silence taking possession of the room. He still noticed something was bothering you, but he didn’t want to push your buttons so the silence continued.
As you both finished washing the dishes, Sang-Woo excused himself to go wash up. He began to wash up but he noticed a foreign object lying underneath his wife’s old hand towel.
As curious as he is, he tossed the towel aside and discovered the pregnancy test. He stared in awe, daydreaming about fatherhood, about how beautiful you would look during your pregnancy, about how much he would love his future daughter or son.
He slipped the test into his pocket and called out your name.
“Coming, I’m just putting away our glasses” and with that you walked up into your bedroom. Sang-Woo sat at the edge of the bed and patted the spot next to him, signalling for you to join him.
Without another word he placed the test into your hand and smiled at you. You felt your stomach drop. Anxious thoughts overtaking this intimate moment.
“Sang-Woo I was going to tell you I swear! I only found out today and I didn’t know how to tell you. I promise I wasn’t trying to hide this from you. I didn’t know if you would be mad or happy or-“
Your nervous rambling was cut short when a soft chuckle erupted from your husband’s chest. He continued to laugh at your cuteness. “Honey why would I be mad” he started to trace patterns your thigh soothingly.
“It’s just we’ve only been married a year and you’re so busy with your job, I just- I didn’t want to distract you from your career”
“Oh Y/N, a family with you is all I ever dreamed of. I can picture it now; me and you attending our children’s soccer games, science fairs, ballet recitals, graduations, weddings, and literally any event because our children will be little overachievers like me” You giggled at his last statement “All I ever wanted was to start a family with the woman of my dreams and here we are. I could never be mad about this”
You couldn’t help but become emotional after your husband’s words. Tears formed in your eyes and you smiled. You both got ready for bed early, deciding the only important thing was to prepare for your little bundle of joy. Sang-Woo even went as far as booking a doctor’s appointment for you first thing in the morning. You continued to discuss your future with your baby and couldn’t be more excited.
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jamiedc-they-them · 2 days ago
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Mushy: Part I (Platonic)
Summary: Reflecting on how everything went wrong, the middle adopted child of two sisters reflects on their past as they try to make a better future.
Note: This one isn't as long as my other pieces as it's more of a prologue type thing setting up Y/N and their dynamics with Jinx and Vi before the other parts (if people want them, of course!) will go more in-depth to episodes and build on them like my writing normally does.
Hope you enjoy :)
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Seeing that blue flare light up the night...it couldn't be. It just...it just couldn't be.
Vi put a hand on your shoulder, shaking it. She could see it too. She could. She shook your shoulder again.
Caitlin looked at you both, "who is that?" she asked, voice soft.
"Powder," you both said, before taking off. Caitlin hurrying after you.
You had found your way into Vi and Powder's life when you were very young. Barely any memories. Just fire, screaming and death.
Trauma, was what Vander told you it was. He said that it was only natural, for anyone in a scenario like that to be traumatised. He seemed to know all too well about trauma, but you never got the chance to ask him about it.
"Something like that doesn't leave you," Vander told you, one evening, "let yourself feel what you need to about it, but try, try not to let it cloud any judgement. There's always another battle, Y/N, another fight - be it big or small. You have to keep your eyes on the bigger picture, else you get lost forever in the details."
You never knew what he meant by that. Still, didn't matter, at least not then.
Then, you had a family. Sure, you did not sound like the rest of them at all, though whoever said you sounded like you were from Piltover, they would be put down by Vi.
You never even thought about your voice, just took it as was and moved on.
Now, making your way towards that flare, you were realising just how much weight Vander's words had.
Vi taught you a lot, you picked up on it all quick. You were the middle child out of her and Powder. You weren't as good as a fighter as Vi, but you weren't the worst either.
"Distracted," is what Vi would say whenever you lost.
You were pretty sure she let you win sometimes.
Powder's hair was blue, as were the crystals she found. You tried to call it a coincidence.
You hated that you put those two together, you hated it so much. You hated how it made you, subconsciously view your sister when it all went so wrong.
You'd fix that, you vowed as you climbed up with Vi's help to reach the flare.
An explosion you barely escaped brought some heat (ha) for you all, but you made it out, scrape and all to get home.
"You alright, bluey?" you asked Powder, sitting on her bed.
She nodded, "I - I'm sorry about today," she said.
"Shit happens," you said, "try to get some rest, ok?"
She nodded, but didn't make any moves to try to go to sleep. She looked to the door instead, "what about Mylo and Claggor?"
You sighed, "they'll come around. We're family," you assured, "sure Vi and I can speed up the process, though. Anyway, we all make mistakes. Small steps, that's what counts."
Powder giggled, "thanks, mushy."
You never understood the nickname. Maybe it was the soft voice you had, one that wasn't the most intimidating.
"Anytime. Now," you said, getting up and getting a blanket for your sister, "get some rest, ok?"
"Ok. Love you."
"Love you too."
Love was a power thing. Love was a dangerous thing. Love could be all you needed to get through the day. Love could be the thing that made you not wake up the next.
Love was what made misguided decisions to occur.
It led to Vi knocking you out to try and give herself up.
Love was what led Vander to take the fall instead.
Love led to Mylo and Claggor waking you up and reuniting you with Vi to try go and save Vander.
It led to a fight, one you and Vi very nearly lost. You managed to push through, together. Just about making it.
Then, the explosion occured.
You fell and Vi was unable to reach you.
As far as she knew, you were lost to the flames. She screamed. She screamed as loudly as she could.
You coughed...you coughed again.
You weren't you right now, you were the child who was on a bridge on fire, surrounded by ash, bodies and the sound of screams, of crackling.
The smell, god the smell. Strong. Overriding all else.
The flesh burning. The smoke entering your lungs.
Too many details, not enough time.
You slipped, but Vi caught you.
"Don't look down!" she told you, helping you up.
"I'm not letting you down again," she vowed.
You never quite knew how you got out of the building. You looked at it, fire being reflected in your eyes.
You let a sob out, the lone survivor that you believed you were.
You then ran, as far as your legs could carry you. You didn't care about your lungs burning more than they already were or the scrapes on your arms and legs when you tripped from exhaustion, you just had to get away.
The constant flashes in your minds eye.
The family you gained. The family you lost.
You reached it. The flare was still going. There was still time to fix this.
You looked at Vi, the pair of you nodding at each other. You weren't running away this time.
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goddamnitmahtin · 2 days ago
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Jason is a Teenage Dad Part 5
(So this part might be a bit wonky in some places, I did write a portion of this while in the hospital on pain meds so.)
Keeping the family business from Danny? Yeah that didn’t happen. The child could go ghost whenever he wanted and use his invisibility to sneak around the manor. He knew about the Batcave and how everyone else in the house was connected. What impressed Jason the most is that he didn’t need to ask any questions to understand what was going on. He had met Babs, Cass and Steph and immediately knew who they were. He knew Jason used to be Robin. He knew Tim was Robin now.
It had only been 4 years and Danny had improved so much. His flashbacks had toned down significantly and he was running around like a normal 7 year old. Well as normal as a half ghost 7 year old who used to be 15 with ghost powers could be. He adapted well.
Things were changing in the household constantly, people coming and going from the house whenever needed. Jazz Sam and Tucker only stayed in the manor half of the time, having the Manson estate that the three of them also shared. Steph on the other hand, was living with them full time. She had gotten pregnant by her boyfriend who dumped her after finding out. According to Steph, she wasn’t planning on telling anyone except Tim but Clockwork had left her a note telling her move in with Bruce and that he would handle everything else.
Clockwork did that sometimes. Like with Cass. She had gotten one of his post it notes one day and it had spooked her enough to turn around instead of following her orders. She had gotten another one when she was saving Commissioner Gordon, telling her to let Batman take her in. Not all of the notes were on big things. Sometimes they would get one just because. The latest one Jason got was telling him to remind Sam to eat lunch. It was almost as if the family had gained an all seeing, overpowered, ancient being uncle.
Ever since learning about Danny’s halfa status and his own…. whatever he was? It’s hard to pinpoint. He wasn’t exactly a revenant, didn’t fit the requirements of a liminal and didn’t possess the full capabilities of a halfa. But he was still some sort of ecto based being. Tucker had taken it upon himself to try to give it a name. The closest thing Tuck had suggested so far was a zombie but that was flimsy at best. Anyways, after learning the truth, Jason was doing his best to provide for the slightly different needs of himself and Danny as ecto beings.
Bruce had been nice enough to let them put their graves in the Wayne family cemetery. Since Jason hadn’t been dead for very long before he came back so Bruce had never had the time to give him one. And Danny had gone far too long without one according to Jazz. It means a lot to the dead to be honored with a grave, even if they themselves weren’t in it. Bruce had let Jason and Danny design a mausoleum for their name stones to be in. With compartments as if their bodies were in there and everything. Jason tended to just store things in his while Danny sometimes felt better to sleep in his. Jason admitted, being near his grave made him feel better but he was far too big in the shoulders to fit in the compartment. Danny and Jason designed the structure to fit up to 6 bodies, incase anyone wanted to be buried with them in the future.
Jason also started working with the JL to try and dissolve the Anti-ecto Acts. The SCP Foundation was fighting against it hard. Apparently, they saw ecto beings as SCPs that should be under their jurisdiction. Danny’s friends were helping out the case together. Since ecto beings were technically under the rule of their own government. Apparantly JLD was cooking up something so the Ghost King could get involved personally with the help of Sam and Tucker who were on good terms with the guy.
The ambient ecto in Gotham was enough to live off of so it wasn’t too bad but others like them that didn’t live in high ecto areas like Gotham or Amity Park didn’t deserve to not have access to ecto and even more didn’t deserve to hide who they were in order to survive. The ecto in Gotham wasn’t as pure as Jazz said Danny used to work with in Amity and the purer the ecto, the better for the environment and their health.
Danny was turning out to be the little genius. Jason knew that he could still remember things from before he was de aged and apparently, he had a lot of experience with mechanical engineering. He was working with Tim and Tucker to try and develop a filtration system of sorts to clean the ecto in Gotham. At first, Jason wasn’t so sure about leaving Danny all by himself on the lab. He was only seven after all. But after talking to Jazz about it… he was concerned about other things.
“Well I love his enthusiasm and these blueprints look… oddly professional but he’s only just a kid and if something goes wrong and no one is in the lab with him…” Jason said, sipping his coffee. He wasn’t lying, Danny couldn’t draw artistically to save his life but the moment he needed to draw a blueprint he was suddenly DaVinci.
Jazz who stayed at the manor almost exclusively except for nights where her work took her to a part of town that was closer to Sam and Tucker’s place and it was too late to drive all the way home, looked at the blueprints over Jason’s shoulder while she headed to the kitchen to pour herself her own coffee. “Looks like he never lost that talent of his. Danny could build anything he put his mind to back then. He was even more talented than Mom and Dad. It was too bad that he was always so busy being Phantom that he never got to… well you know… spend time on the things he liked.”
And with that, Jason watched as she walked away to the kitchen. Jason and Jazz were friends. Very good friends. Maybe even best friends. Well… something like that at least. She was nice enough and helped him raise Danny as a mother figure and the two of them hung out a lot. Her room was next to Jason’s so she could be close to Danny but most nights she just crashed in his room. He had an extra bed for her and it was easier to switch out who got up if Danny had an episode in the middle of the night. The two of them had talked about it. It wasn’t like Jason was blind, he knew she was very pretty but he didn’t feel any attraction toward her that went past platonic. She had said she felt the same way and the two of them agreed it would be too weird anyways since he was her brother’s dad. Not many really understood their dynamic but that was okay. It worked for them and Danny.
Jazz came back from the kitchen with a mug of coffee and the coffee pot. She filled Jason’s since it was low and he nodded in thanks. He had told her countless times that Alfred preferred to do that stuff himself but honestly this was just their routine in the morning now. He would get coffee and then she would join him, stealing the coffee pot until they were done with it and it was time to wake Danny for the day.
“I know that… but I don’t know… I worry,” Jason said. He knew it wasn’t a logical fear that he would get hurt. Halfas didn’t get hurt because of mortal causes like metal or, well, a stab wound. Jason may or may not have tested it on himself and sure enough he was also pretty immune. Just needed some ecto and it healed right up with no pain like it never happened.
Jazz just smiled softly, “I know you want him to have a normal childhood. As much as we can give him. But given both of our pasts, I’d say we are far past that. All that matters now is that he gets to experience the things he never got to the first time around.” She was right of course, sipping her coffee lazily.
“Okay yeah… in this family I have seen kids to weirder things. Once we wake up our star for the day, we can tell him he can build his machine. I would just prefer that he had someone with him while he tinkered,” Jason responded. When it came to things like this, he knew that Jazz knew Danny better than he did. She knew him before he was deaged and knew what kinds of things he missed out on.
She smiled at Jason, “You are a good dad Jason. I can see your self doubt in your eyebrows. You are doing just fine.” She rubbed his back comfortingly while the two of them looked at one another, Jason acknowledging that she’s right and that he needed that, Jazz acknowledging his need for comfort. After the moment passed, Jazz left to wake up their little star.
“Well then,” Jason turned his head to see Stephanie indulging in her peanut butter and oreos craving. She was standing next to Tim who had just stolen the coffee pot for himself.
“What now,” Jason asked.
“I just don’t get it is all. She likes you and you like her. And yet you refuse to fuck!” Stephanie shrugged as she shoved more cookie into her face.
Jason simply gestured toward her belly, “I don’t think you get room to talk right now.”
Tim spit out his coffee laughing.
Tim was at the Batcomputer looking over the next case he and B were gonna looking into. It was fun and all but he almost felt like he needed more of a challenge… like… something to do. School was too easy and he ahead already finished the work for the rest of the year. He was even considering starting next year’s work but he was going to have to ask Babs or Tucker to hack to the system into letting his online course end early so he can start the next ones. He could do it himself but he was going to be busy on patrol tonight.
As of right now though? He was playing babysitter so Danny could nerd out on his ecto machine. The “lab” Danny asked for was just a small corner of the Batcave that Danny had set up with an almost kitchen like feel except instead of an island in the center, it was a hunk of metal pieces fused together that made weird noises sometimes. Tim understood the bare bones of what Danny was building, it was a typical filtration system but how it was supposed work with ecto? Not Tim’s area of expertise. He was just there so that if Danny needed help or if something happened, he could call Jason. Nothing had ever happened before and Danny was fully capable of handling it all by himself but it was mostly so Jason wouldn’t have a heart attack.
Tim was pulled out of his thoughts when her heard a swoosh next to his head. “Danny, what did we say about flying in the cave?”
He watched and Danny became visible, his head poking out from behind the massive screen, “Give a warning and don’t touch anything that’s not mine…” Danny said, pouting, “But I have something to tell you Tim!”
Tim thought about this for a moment. Knowing Danny, it was either something interesting, what category of interesting was yet to be seen but Danny wasn’t like normal kids that said things that had no meaning. He could hear Danny out. Now was there a large chance that something very concerning about his past life was about to come up that he couldn’t share with Jason lest his brother have an aneurysm. Tim was willing to roll those dice.
“Okay Spooky, what’s up?” he said.
Danny clapped happily, phasing through the computer to fly right up to Tim’s face, “Stephanie needs your spleen!”
Well… not what Tim was expecting. But it was worth asking about further. At the very least he wanted to know what this child had to say about it before coming to his own conclusions.
“Elaborate?”
Danny laughed, unnervingly happy about this whole thing, “I asked this doctor ghost I know to watch over Stephanie for me! He’s very nice! Told me about how he used to treat Grand-B when he was sick before he died! Anyways, he told me all about Stephanie’s condition and he says that even though most people can live without a spleen, Steph’s blood is kind of weird so living without one isn’t possible for her. She’s having her baby right now upstairs and even though the ghost doctor said that she will okay after giving birth for now, her spleen will eventually finish necrotizing and once enough of it is gone, she will probably die which sucks because she’s going to be a cool mom. Anyways, you’re the only one in the house that is enough of a match that can save her and can also live without your spleen because you’re really healthy! It’ll be super easy though since I’m a ghost, I can do it super quick. Steph might be more liminal after and her eyes might glow sometimes, but that’s okay!”
Tim jumped out of his seat, “She’s having her baby RIGHT NOW?!”
Danny nodded smiling, “Yes! Upstairs! She went into labor really fast so she didn’t have time to go to the hospital.”
Tim shook his head, running toward to the stairs, “Priorities Danny! I promised her I’de be there!” Tim ran as fast as he could into the manor and through the halls.
“Is it because you like her?” Danny asked while flying along side him.
Tim scoffed, “Danny, my wildly inappropriate crush on who’s practically my sister has nothing to do with this!”
Danny’s smile never left his face as he kept flying along at Tim’s side, “It’s okay, I know you like boys too so you can just get a boyfriend and get over her!”
Tim almost halted in his steps but he didn’t, “Danny! Not the time!”
Danny laughed in that spooky way he did sometimes, “Okay!”
Tim kicked Stephanie’s door open and ran to her side, holding her hand, “I’m here! I’m here!”
Steph shot him a glare as she immediately began to squeeze his fingers, “You are late Timothy.”
Tim apologized as the blond began screaming in pain. The only one in the room besides the two of them was Alfred who had decided to deliver the baby himself. Was there anything that guy didn’t know how to do? Steph didn’t seem to be on any pain meds or any sort of epidural so she was muscling her way through this like the women of old, and she was handling it pretty well even though she was screaming bloody murder.
Tim tried his best to be as supportive as possible, telling her to breathe and ignoring her as she cursed him out repeatedly for telling her what to do. She squeezed his fingers tighter than Tim thought was humanly possible, to the point where they actually went numb as she pushed over and over.
There was no doubt that the entire household was just outside the door waiting for news on the baby’s arrival. The birth seemed to take forever as she kept pushing. Tim had read about how sometimes births could take a while so he wasn’t concerned about that, but he was very concerned about how the longer Stephanie pushed, the more color seemed to drain from her face. She looked as though she was starting to lose consciousness, probably from the pain.
Finally, Tim heard the cry of an infant. The baby was born. Tim looked away as Alfred did what he needed to do to prepare the baby for being held and made sure Stephanie didn’t have any tears or bleeding. He felt as she finally let go of his hand. As the feeling came back to his fingers, he was hit with the realization that she had broken 3 of them.
Once Alfred said everything was covered, Tim looked to Stephanie once again, She was covered in sweat and there was almost no color in her face. It was almost deathly pale, making Tim very concerned. He could see her starting to dip out of consciousness. Was that normal? He took her hand again wit h his unbroken one and tried to get a response from her. He didn’t get it.
“Alfred, I think something is wrong,” Tim said, looking to the butler.
“The Ghost Doctor says that she will be okay, she’s just in shock from the pain. But he also says that her immune system is really weak right now and since we aren’t in a hospital, she has a high chance of getting sick,” Tim heard Danny’s voice say as the boy appeared at the foot of the bed.
“Is there anything that can be done about this Young Master Danny?” Alfred said as he finished cleaning the baby and wrapped it into a blanket.
The seven year old nodded, “Ghost Doctor says that if I help, she will stabilize. I think I should take Tim’s spleen now too.”
Tim just nodded. It wasn’t the craziest thing he’s ever heard. This was the Wayne family. Shit was always crazy.
By the early hours of the morning, Stephanie was happily holding her baby girl that she had named Kore. Jason and Jazz were scolding Danny for not sharing information with them but also telling him how proud they were for helping. Bruce was breathing for the first time in hours. Cass was wrapping up Tim’s fingers. Tucker and Sam were on their way to greet the newest addition to the family. And Tim? Had never been happier to lose a spleen.
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airybcby · 3 days ago
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for the more than a married couple event :3
nagi seishiro w/ 🍑 + 🎂
please and thank you, happy holidays!
hi! sorry for this taking a literal eternity! here it is!
a nagi seishiro citrus cake :)
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જ⁀♡⊹。° skeletons, skeletons, what do we have here
♡ a/n — for my more than a married couple event! ( this event is now closed ) ( masterlist will be updated soon! )
♡ content — nagi seishiro x gn! reader, unrequited feelings (reader towards nagi) , nagi being a kind of lackluster husband, nagi still plays soccer, set in high school
♡ synopsis — All this time, you’d been picturing something more. Something bigger. A future where maybe, just maybe, nagi seishiro would choose you the way you had always chosen him. But while you'd always been looking at him—he was looking past you.
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The moment you saw Nagi Seishiro’s name next to yours on the partner list, your heart stopped.
You were supposed to be excited. Supposed to laugh and tell him, Looks like we’re stuck together, huh? the way a best friend would.
But instead, you felt your stomach drop.
Because you knew—living with him, being this close to him every day, would make it harder to keep your feelings buried.
You had liked Nagi for a long time. Maybe too long. And now, you were going to live together, sleep under the same roof, share meals, and navigate life as a married couple—even if it was just pretend.
It was going to be the easiest and hardest thing you’d ever done.
At first, nothing really changed.
“Oh, you’re the one cooking, right?” Nagi asked, glancing at you from the couch as you placed bags of groceries on the kitchen counter.
You scoffed. “What happened to us cooking?”
He stretched, letting out a dramatic sigh. “Mm… sounds tiring.”
You rolled your eyes but couldn’t hide the small smile tugging at your lips.
This was normal. This was fine.
But as the days passed, you started noticing the little things.
Like how Nagi waited for you to start eating before taking his first bite. Or how he always made sure you had a blanket on the couch, even if he wasn’t cold. Or how he never let you walk on the outside of the sidewalk, casually shifting so he was the one closest to the street.
It was nothing. It was everything.
And the more you noticed, the harder it became to pretend.
One night, after a long day, you both collapsed onto the couch.
Your legs were tucked under you, and Nagi sprawled across the cushions like he had no bones in his body.
“I dunno why people make a big deal about this marriage thing,” he mumbled, covering his face with a pillow.
You laughed, nudging him with your foot. “Because it is a big deal, Seishiro. You’re literally spending your life with someone.”
“Sounds exhausting,” he said, voice muffled.
You rolled your eyes. “You think everything is exhausting.”
He lifted the pillow slightly, just enough to peek at you. His gaze was half-lidded, but there was something unreadable in it.
“Not you,” he murmured.
The words hit you like a punch to the gut.
You swallowed. Forced a laugh. “What, am I the exception?”
He let the pillow fall back over his face. “Dunno. Guess so.”
Your fingers curled into your sleeves.
You knew better than to read into things with Nagi. He wasn’t the type to say things with hidden meanings.
But that didn’t stop your heart from aching anyway.
You woke up to warmth.
It took a moment for the haze of sleep to fade, for you to register the steady rise and fall of a chest beneath your cheek, the familiar scent of Nagi surrounding you.
Your breath hitched.
Somehow, in the middle of the night, you had ended up wrapped around him—your arm draped over his torso, your leg tangled with his.
And worse? His arm was around you, too.
Panic swelled in your throat. You had to move before he woke up, before he realized just how badly you wanted this to be real.
But just as you began to shift, his grip tightened.
“Don’t,” he mumbled, voice heavy with sleep.
You froze.
His eyes remained closed, his face relaxed. Maybe he wasn’t fully awake.
Maybe, just for a little longer, you could let yourself believe this meant something.
So you stayed.
And in the quiet of the morning, with his warmth seeping into your skin, you let yourself pretend.
It had been building for weeks. A question sitting on the tip of your tongue, an uncertainty lingering in your chest.
And finally, on a quiet evening, you asked.
“Nagi,” you said softly. “Do you ever think about the future?”
He was lying on the floor beside you, hands resting on his stomach as he stared at the ceiling.
He frowned slightly. “What do you mean?”
“Like… what comes next. After all of this.”
He was quiet for a long moment.
Then, in a voice so simple it made your stomach sink, he said—
“Not really. As long as I can play soccer, I don’t really care about the rest.”
The air left your lungs.
Because you realized, in that moment, that while you were looking at him—he was looking past you.
All this time, you’d been picturing something more. Something bigger. A future where maybe, just maybe, he’d choose you the way you had always chosen him.
But Nagi had never once thought about it.
Never once thought about you in the way you had hoped.
You turned your head away before he could see the way your face fell.
“Yeah,” you said, forcing your voice to be light. “That sounds like you.”
He let out a small chuckle, closing his eyes. “Mm. Too much effort to think about anything else.”
Your fingers curled against the fabric of your shirt.
You loved him. You always had.
But no matter how much it hurt, maybe… maybe you were better off as just friends.
Because Nagi was like the snow—beautiful, fleeting, impossible to hold onto without it slipping through your fingers.
And if you stayed, hoping for something more, you’d only be left out in the cold.
The end of the simulation came faster than you expected.
You packed your things, folded the blanket you had shared on the couch, took one last look at the space you had called home together.
It felt empty.
But maybe that was for the best.
Nagi stood by the door, watching as you zipped up your bag. His expression was unreadable, but there was something in his eyes—something almost hesitant.
But then he yawned, rubbing the back of his head. “Guess this is it, huh?”
You nodded. “Yeah.”
A beat of silence.
And then, before you could stop yourself, you said, “I’m glad we did this.”
He blinked.
You smiled, even as your chest ached.
“I think we make better friends than anything else.”
For the first time since you’d met him, Nagi looked… confused.
But he only nodded. “Yeah. Duh.”
And just like that, it was over.
The first snowfall of the season came the next morning.
You stood outside, watching as the flakes drifted lazily from the sky, melting the moment they touched your skin.
Nagi would have loved this, you thought.
Then you shook the thought away.
Because no matter how much you loved him—
He was never yours to keep.
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im sooooo sorry this took forever to put out i was literally in the worst writing slump ever :(
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Z’s Buddie fic recs
i read an ungodly amount of buddie fics and i felt the need to document them so these are my all time favs so far
ice cream before dinner | cloudydaisies | 58.5k | T
gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
this one is so special to me i haven’t cried about a fic in a hot second
ripples all the way down | iriswests / @fcntasmas | 57.2k | M
christopher partakes in some parent trapping
no joke this may be one of my favorite fics ive ever read. just read it trust me
burn the straw house down | rarakiplin (gmontys) / @hoediaz | 40.2k | M
buck gets stuck in time, has a break down and then, relatedly, a break through
i had never read a timeloop au before so i was skeptical at first but this was beautiful and amazing and incredible no notes. i also am extremely attached to the oc in this :,) love this tremendously
Where the light enters | june_nights / @beecauseevan | 108k | M
Chris is 800 miles away, and Eddie's house feels emptier than ever. As always, Buck is right there, ready to have his back, to catch him without hesitation if he falls. This is familiar, this is normal, this is the way they've always been.This is fine, until it isn't.Until Eddie finds himself drawn to Buck in ways he never expected—ways that might not be so new at all.
i devoured this fic so quickly and i am a slow reader (if you have religious trauma definitely read the trigger warnings)
Leave the light on (I’ll be coming home) | HMSLusitania/ @hmslusitania | 44.4k | M
An accident on a call leaves Buck with custody of Chris after Eddie is... missing presumed.While they navigate their new family circumstances -- and fight to stay together, despite Eddie's parents' best efforts -- a John Doe wakes up in a coma ward with no memory of his own life beyond the knowledge he has a son named Christopher and, somehow, he needs to get home.
love love love. any fic that brings the will into play i love since we havent gotten that in cannon :,)
upon reflection | jeremycarver / @louisdotmp3 | 24.8k | E
Buck and Eddie get into a friends with benefits situation that quickly spirals out of control.
they are stupid idiots and i love them dearly
if you leave the light on | cloudydaisies | 27.8k | G
the check engine light comes on in Buck's Jeep, Eddie volunteers to fix it and carpool with him in the meantime, and it all breaks down from there, literally and metaphorically
‘check engine light as an extended metaphor’ is a beautifully accurate tag
Half awake if our fake empire | HMSLusitania/ @hmslusitania | 33.5k | T
Buck 1.0 fathered a child and Buck 4.0 comes into custody.
buddie girl dads. you will see from the amount of buddie girl dads on this list and future lists that i have father issues but it makes for a great reading experience
The best lie is a truth (my best mask is my face) | letmetellyouaboutmyfeels / @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels | 43.1k | E
The Buckleys are celebrating their 50th Anniversary, and Maddie and Buck are both expected to come. To take the heat off Maddie, Buck impulsively blurts out that he's seeing someone new. Obviously, there's only one solution: bring Eddie as his fake boyfriend, pretend to be in love with him, and survive the weekend with minimal bloodshed. No problem, except for the, uh. "Pretend" part. Oops.
captured the infuriating nature of the buckley parents perfectly
from the ground up | marviless / @marviless | 51.7k | T
the story of how buck discovers he has a six-year-old daughter, spirals a bit, becomes an astronaut in training, kisses the love of his life, makes lasagna, and learns that his heart might just be the perfect place to build a home, all in seven days.
once again girl dads have me in a chokehold
good pretender | likeshipsonthesea | 85k | E
an au where buck broke up with taylor before 5b, ravi and buck become (actually platonic) friends with benefits, and ravi, eddie, and buck all go on a journey of self-discovery that ends with them all getting what they need
therapy: expensive getting therapy through eddie diaz: free. demi eddie is so dear to me
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cupidbedsy · 6 hours ago
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emma ! Congrats on 1k !! I'm so happy for you ! Mwah !
can I get🪻with the prompt "Stop giving me hope. It hurts so much more." for Luke Hughes please !
How about the reader and Luke dating but he's going to Jersey so they decide to end things, but Luke just keeps giving reader hope. Maybe it ends with one showing up to the others place?
but, if you get another idea feel free to do it ! 🫶🏼🧡
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✿ CUPID'S FLORAL SHOP ✿
here's a freshly picked lonely lavender 🪻 !
warnings: breakup, reader not really trying to fight for the two of them
word count: 774
florist cupid: thank you ana 😚 i hope you enjoy some little lukey angst mhm
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both of you knew it was going to happen soon, between the rumors online and between the talks luke's been having, you knew it was coming up but neither of you wanted to be the first to bring it up.
so for two weeks, you acted like everything was normal: hanging out in your rooms watching movies, going out on date nights, and taking late-night drives around campus.
but soon the anxiety started to eat at you, not knowing what your future was going to be like once he left, if you two would make it through the two years you still had to be in michigan.
luke could see it tearing you down every time you guys hung out, you bit your lip more than usual, went from leaning into his hugs to scooting away from him a second later, short text messages, the lot.
the lack of communication between you two was putting a damper on any hope you could have had for your relationship after he went to new jersey, and now? maybe you weren't so sure if you should continue this.
you showed up to his place after your last class of the day. you knew he didn't have practice and it was uncommon for you to come by unannounced, everyone had gotten used to you walking in, saying your quick greetings and then making your way to luke's room without another word.
you knocked softly on his door, twisting the handle once you heard his familiar 'come in'. you walked in, setting your bag on the ground near the door and made your way over to his bed, sitting on it.
"hey baby."
you internally cringed at how happy he looked, he had been putting on a brave face for the both of you these past few weeks. as much as he wanted this to work out and keep you by his side for the rest of his life, he knew he couldn't, but maybe he would change your mind.
"hi."
there was no mistaking luke's frown when he heard your soft voice, almost as if you were scared all the words would tumble out as soon as you opened your mouth.
"what's wrong?"
you took a deep breath before speaking, "i don't think i can do this anymore."
"what do you mean?"
"i mean that you're going away soon and i don't know if i can do this whole long-distance thing. you're going to be busy with practice and games and i'll be busy with homework and exams and i just- i'm scared we'll get too engrossed in our lives and forget about each other."
"i wouldn't forget you, y/n/n-"
"luke... maybe it's for the best. maybe we need to focus on ourselves and just not worry about putting each other on the back burner."
"sweetheart, i would never put you on the back burner. you're the most important person in my life, i'm always going to put you first." he reached for your hand, taking it in his larger ones, warmth radiating through you.
tears pricked your eyes and you did everything in your power to keep them in, but as soon as one fell, the others were quick to follow.
you shook your head at his words as they finally registered in your mind, "luke we can't. we're going to get so busy and-"
"i'm going to do everything i can to make sure you feel like i want you in my life, because i do, baby. nothing, not even 600 miles, is going to change that."
your voice cracked as you spoke again, "stop giving me hope, lukey. it hurts so much."
luke could feel his heartbreak at both your words and your voice crack. slowly he released your hand, nodding as you stood up and walked toward your bag.
no more words were spoken between you two, just the unspoken agreement that the past year and a half were nothing more than a memory now.
━。゜✿ ゜。━
two days later and luke was gone, in new jersey and all you were left was the deep pit in your stomach of guilt and sadness. you missed him, much more than you thought you would and much more than you wished you would.
you were so overwhelmed with the guilty feeling that you couldn't help your impromptu trip to new jersey. and now here you were, standing in front of jack's apartment getting ready to knock.
but just as you were about to rap your knuckles against the door, the door opened and you were met with the face of your boyfriend, or ex-boyfriend.
"y/n?"
"luke."
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back to the shop ! ; navigation !
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