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sideblogformindtrash · 4 years

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CW: NSFW no-con, abusive relationship dynamic, reluctant whumper, physical abuse, emotional abuse(?), mentions of death, murder and trauma; grabbing; swearing, screaming; mentions of breaking bones/restraints.

Y’all want more random oc whump with no context? Also this one was supposed to be part of a VN plot that I scrapped bc was nervous about letting people actually see it, so It branches out a lot all the time and I kind of just reunited the pieces I liked more for this part. Sorry it’s long and angst. Also not pet whump, they just have dumb animal codenames ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

…Crow reaches the building reception. It’s darkish in there, as the only light comes from the setting sun. This part of the building does not receive electrical power. Most of The City doesn’t, anwyay. He is about to leave, but notices some movement behind him.

He turns abruptly. Bunny is standing on the base of the stairs. Crow clenches his fists. Bunny is not allowed to leave their apartment. On the other hand, he was one sneaky little bastard. He wouldn’t have noticed him if he hadn’t intentionally made noise.

“What the hell are you doing here? I told you not to leave the apartment.”

“Yeah I… I know.”

“Than what the hell are you standing there for? Run back upstairs before I beat you and drag you there myself.”

“No, just… Just listen.”

Listen. Crow crosses his arm and stares, a face that says ‘better be worth it.’

“You shouldn’t go outside today.”

Bunny is struggling to make sense of his own words. Crow lifts an eyebrow.

“Because…?”

“It’s just… I feel something bad will happen to you if you go out.”

“…And why would you care? I’ve given you plenty of reasons to not give a fuck about my safety. Thought you would be happy if I died, actually”

“NO!” It’s a half scream, as he goes down the last two steps of the staircase “I don’t want anyone to get hurt. I don’t want you to die!”

…He doesn’t want anyone to get hurt. What a fucking joke. When Crow closes his eyes, he can almost see her again, her head cracked open on the pavement. One moment she was there and then… Gone.

“Yeah now you care about us.”

Bunny shakes his head, looking at the floor.

“I never wanted it to end that way.”

“You are a fucking liar, that’s what you are Bunny.”

“It’s not… I didn’t knew. I swear.” Little tears starting to form on the corners of that pretty face “Won’t you ever forgive me?”

“Maybe when you learn to raise up the dead. You are seriously upsetting me. Go back upstairs. Now.”

“No!” He dares “I-I might not be worthy of forgiveness but I am trying to help you now, please.”

“Yeah, sure you are.”

“Please… Can’t you see I just… I want you to be safe?”

“I don’t know? Can’t you see I’m about to punch your stupid face if you don’t get out of here?”

“…Fine. You are right anyway” Bunny clenches his fists and puffs his chest, as if that could make him look threatening. “I do hope you fucking die!”

…He must have noticed the sparkle that lit up Crown’s face, showing that he had gone too far. Immediately he cowered again, and turned to run upstairs. Crow advances like an arrow, covering the distance between the two and blocking his path.

Bunny changes direction before Crow could grab him and tries to run outside. Again, Crow only need a moment to be over him,, this time grabbing his wrist and throwing him against the reception desk.

“N-No! Stop it!”

Bunny tries to push him away, so he punches him on the stomach. He gasps, out of air, but keeps trying to fight. Grabbing him by the hair, Crow pulls his head backwards until he lets out a cry. He tries to claw at Crow’s hands, only to get punched again.

“Just stop struggling, you’ll only make things worse on yourself”

He is mostly immobilized now, and starts to hyperventilate. He pulls his face as far from Crow as he can manage… And gives up, letting his body go limp.

“P-please…”

Crow nuzzles at his neck and runs his tongue through it, giving kisses and bites.

“Crow… Crow don’t…” He tries again “C-Can we just… Later… Please. I’ll… I’ll do it later just not-“

Crow pushes him further against the table and pulls his shirt off. He sobs a bit, while Crow slides his hands down his pants.

“Not like this. Not when you are angry…” sobs “Not just because you want to hurt me.”

Just because you want to hurt him. As if that would make him feel any better. Slowly, Crow lets go of him. They stare at each other for a moment… Bunny pushes Crow and runs out the door.

…Just like that he is gone. Crow pulls his legs closer, into a hug, silently staring, wondering if he should follow. Can’t even feel angry about this just… Numb. After a while, Crow gets back on his feet and lay down on the old sofa of the reception, a cloud of dust lifting once he falls there. Everything is dark and silent now.

He closes his eyes, hoping to dose off and get a break from his thoughts. Maybe he had really gone too far. He tried to remember what it felt like to be the one getting hurt. He had promised his younger self that he would be better than those people. That he would be a hero. What a fucking joke.

He wondered if that was an idea he had brought from the Crystal World. His home. The only thing he had left of that place was a tiny statue of a crow and that stupid City Patch, where he had come from. No one else had ever come from there, he was the only one of his kind. All alone.

Memories of childhood among huge crystal spires, ever-changing colors and cold breeze nurse him to sleep.

The feeling of being watched wakes him up again. Eyes in the dark watching him, Bunny nervously holding his shirt.

“So… You will break my legs now?” He asks, nervously twisting the fabric.

“Huh?”

“…Coyote said I’d have my legs broken if I tried to run away again. That I’d be chained to the wall.”

“Hm. Yeah, no. You came back.”

The first time it happened, Coyote had broken one of his arms. He was by far the most aggressive and vicious of the group. Crow was too angry, too sad and too lost to care, and just let the man do about anything he wanted to Bunny. But nowadays… Well, he was keeping an eye on them so that it wouldn’t go too far.

Crow sighs. He felt apologies were worthless, but…

“I guess you really wanted to help me this time, for some reason. I pushed you to it. I’m… Hm, I’m sorry.”

“I…” Bunny looks down “Thank you.”

Crow signals for Bunny to come closer. Reluctant, he does. Crow pulls Bunny over him. He flinches, but…

“I’m not going to hurt you. Just… Just stay with me. Please.”

Bunny nods, and let’s himself rest on top of Crow, laying his head on the man’s chest, hearing his heart. They both stay together as stars appear on the sky, silence and stillness cover that world like a thick dust.

“Crow?” Bunny says finally “You…. You still want to have sex?”

“That… wasn’t the point. You were right. I only wanted to hurt you.”

“I know…” he sighs “But it’s okay now. I think. Or… are you still angry?”

Bunny lifts his head, Crow pushes away a lock of hair out of the tear-stained face.

“I’m… Always angry I guess. Not at you just… At everything” Crow sighs, not wanting to hold eye contact “You don’t have to do it.”

“… Not being angry… Doesn’t mean you have forgiven me”

He leans his head on Crow chest again, quietly weeping. Crow pets his head. No, he hasn’t. But his forgiveness wasn’t worth much of anything anyways.

“The worst isn’t that you hurt me Crow” he whispers “The worst part is that I feel like I deserve it. You think so too, don’t you? You all do. But I can’t fix what I did.”

He sits over Crow, now trying to wipe away the angry tears.

“And later you regret hurting me or something and try to act nice to appease your consciousness or something, and I’ll believe you because I’m so desperate for things to get any better! Shit… You… You are doing that right now, but tomorrow will be the same shit all over again because just like everything on this stupid fucking planet, time is standing still. And there is no way for this to change because I can’t undo what I did.”

Crow tries to hug him again, but slapping Crow’s hands to the side, he falls into a much more desperate cry, hiding his face on his hands.

“I… I wish you’d love me again. Like you did before all this”

Crow’s chest tightens a little. Back then… things indeed seemed much better. And Crow did love him, and so did Ferret. But that’s what made the betrayal so much worse.

“Why would you want me to love you, I’ve done nothing but hurt you… For months now”

“Everyone has hurt me.” His sobs turn to screams that cut the heavy silence of that world “My entire fucking life I’ve been thrown around by people who didn’t care about me beyond whatever they wanted to use me for. But you are the only one that made me feel like can’t live without you… And I fucking hate you for that.”

Bunny cries louder, gasps for air and eventually… Calms down. Crow waits, patiently, lost in thought.

“…I hate myself for it too. I wish I could bring her back. I wish I hadn’t fucked up the only good thing I ever had. But I can’t”

“Bunny… Do you want to leave?”

Bunny frowns, eyes red from crying. He cleans the tears, and thinks for the longest time.

“If I say I do… Will you really let me leave?”

Crow nods.

“…No… I don’t. But you know that already, don’t you? If I wanted to go… I wouldn’t have come back”

“Did you come back because… Because of the things you just told me?”

“Yeah. I guess. But also… Where would I even go?”

And that was the question that plagues everyone on that City, all struggling for shreds of normalcy that had been stolen from them by some cruel trick of the universe.

He seems so tired, standing there, chest moving slowly, the pale skin marked by bruises. Crown envies him for his looks, skin that is still soft and not completely covered in scars like his own.

“…You and the others… Are the closest I’ve had from a family in years. And it hurts because I still love you.” He shakes his head “… I wish you would love me back or… Or just hate me all at once. I’m just so… So tired of having you toy with me like this.”

Bunny lays down again, head against his heart.

“You think you could ever love me again, Crow?”

Crow stares away into the ceiling. Loving him again meant taking responsibility for the pain he caused him. For every. Single. Bruise. Every. Single. Tear. And more importantly, never ever doing it again.

…It meant forgiving him.

“It’s too much to ask for, isn’t it?” Bunny seems to be shivering, fighting his tears again “I get it. But… Is it okay if I pretend you still do? At least… At least maybe now?”

“Yeah” Crow says, wrapping him on a tight hug “For now, is okay if you do.”

#whump #oc whump #whump writing #crow and bunny

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alias-b · 4 years

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Without The Lights~ Billy Hargrove x OC Camille Harper

Chapter 11: There Are Worse Things I Could Do

A/N: Valentine’s Day of 1985 after a terrible school prank. Camille gets some horrid news and comfort from a surprising source. TW: Death, talk of abortion, asshole high schoolers, mental break, and brief self h*rm scene.

The comments weren’t bad. Oh, no.

"That's the one... Her."

"Queen Bee. Queen Bitch."

"Slut."

"Wonder who the daddy was."

"Baby killer."

"Hargrove better watch out, she traps boys. He'll lose interest now for sure."

"Camille, the whore, Harper."

Those were all tragically and hilariously to be expected.

It was the staring. Those damn eyes. The way she could walk into a room and have it hush. Teachers and students alike. Thinking those thoughts too loudly. Camille marched in. Knowing they were talking about her. Eyes lifted and moved over her body like she’d never get privacy again. Camille was used to being watched. Desired. But, this... Avoiding her face was one thing. Staring direct at her long scraped out womb was another. The attention burned. Lights scorched. No dark corners to curl up and hide away in. And how Camille tried to. She imagined layers of flesh melting away until she was muscle and bone. They would rub salt into the rawness of her wounds.

Camille turned her nose up to all that shit. Fixed her lipstick. Flicked her hair. Blew bubbles with gum like nothing was around. She spoke up in class. Made herself more visible because she had no choice and she wanted control again. Camille burst with technicolor. Crushed them all. Swayed like a dancer down hallways. Undaunted. By force. But, undaunted nonetheless.

Billy watched her float. Like nothing could touch her. He found himself wishing that he could float too. Camille tried to sit alone at lunch. Tried. Steve smacked a tray down across from her. Sent a message that nothing had changed. Students watched their king sit and eat, sliding an extra carton of milk over. She’d tried to skip the meal too. Nancy and Jonathan came next, adding crackers and a brownie to the lunch. Billy was on her right after, placing his green apple there. Hadn't lost interest of course. Heather ushered Robin over even and they joined. Camille let herself smile.

“So, anyone catch Mr. Creed’s new hairpiece? A surprising color.” Steve leaned forward and Heather laughed. He attempted to make his friend feel normal again.

“I couldn’t even take notes, I was waiting for it to crawl away.”

“Definitely hiding something,” Jonathan piped up. Camille watched her odd group of friends joke, picking up the apple to bite into it first. Billy shot her a wink so she nudged his leg with her own.

“I had him last year. Once he got frustrated and ran his hand into it. Flipped half the thing over and finished class like that.” She chuckled finally when they did, encouraged.

“He’s gotta put that whole collection out of their misery.” Robin added. Camille enjoyed feeling like a teen again. For once. Steve kicked her foot under the table, flashing a smile that set her at ease. It was like this over the next week. Gluing little shards of glass back together. Trying not to slice tired fingers. Rosemary acted as if nothing happened prior. Cooped up in her studio with new designs. Work was better. Better than a daughter who refused to be a daughter. Camille stayed afloat until the ship cracked again. The perfect hive threatened to crumble in.

Her stupid locker. Still broken. This day, she jerked it open for her chemistry book with Robin next to her, ready to walk to class. Red splashed all down her front. Covered the floor and Robin’s shoes. A bucket of blood red paint clattered, dribbling all over. Camille went into shock, hands lifting while it pooled out. Like most shitty things in her life now. Pooling out. She longed briefly to let it cover all else. Clothing ruined. The crack deepened when Carol pointed to laugh across the way. Ex-popular friends joined in around her. Tommy was cackling, racing away to catch more attention. Billy's foot came out by his locker and the boy tripped hard, smacking the floor. Students ceased their laughter.

"Eat shit, you little bitch." Billy bared his teeth. Looking utterly feral because that was his default setting.

"Mad someone got your slut before you did, Hargrove? You'll have to fight every quarterback in Indiana." Tommy dragged backwards but was ripped up, shoved into the lockers. Camille paid no mind.

"Get the fuck out of here." Billy struggled with his rage and tossed Tommy the other way, arms swiping out to frighten him off. Tommy was Steve's added beefcake muscle once upon a time but he'd be a fool to challenge a fire-breathing hyena like Billy Hargrove.

“What the hell, Carol?” Robin spoke first back down the hallway. Heather ran along to see her friends. Odd bunch they made. Camille the freak. Robin the weirdo. Baby faced Heather. Billy shoved his locker closed and pushed students to see his friend too.

“Are you okay? Camille?” Heather was ignored. Baby killer, came some more utters and Camille stalked forth. Carol shut her mouth and cried out when a fist charged right next to her head. Its force dented the locker in. The brass knuckle punch style she'd easily picked up from Billy. Something detached inside Camille. Instead of hitting Carol and crying, she just laughed. Eyes wide. Unstable. It echoed into their school. Demanded respect and attention because this was stone fox Camille Harper here. She laughed louder. How could she not? Her entire life was fucked. It was a lie. Why hide when the cards were all on the table today? More of her friends rounded the hallway in awe.

“Carol. I should be upset. What a clever, clever prank. How many brain cells did it take between you all? I wonder. But, you know…I’m not mad one little bit. Because I grew out of being a nasty bitch and I know you won’t for a while.” Camille was grinning. Carol looked shocked, tipping back to avoid the paint. “You don’t have to date a shitty ass guy who tries to fuck your friends when you take breaks and hate yourself, you know? Good luck with that. Been there, crawled out.” Camille jerked forward to hug Carol as tight as she could. “We’ll get through it together.” One hand took Carol's jaw. Red swatched her skin before she pushed her backwards after planting a hard, sweet kiss on her cheek. Paint swiped Camille's fingers so she reached up where there wasn’t paint on her shirt and traced an A.

A scarlet letter.

“Bitch! Camille, what the fuck? You lost it.” Carol looked down at herself, clothes ruined now too.

“Bold to assume that I even had it to begin with, babe.” Camille left her, head still high. Hips swaying. Paint splattering. "Well, any of you wet dream drones have anything else to say to me? Now's the fucking time!" Arms swiped, sending spatters of red into nearby students and lockers. Instead the entire crowd parted for her in sync. Moses standing at the damn Red Sea separating it. "I thought so." She puffed, lips lifting to smile because she owned them still. "Robin, sorry about the shoes."

"You know, I think this could be a great look actually." Robin joked instead, rolling with it because her friend was clinically insane and she adored her now.

"Right. Now, where is Billy Hargrove? Hm? Don't be shy, sweet face." Camille commanded her drones to part further and reveal him there at the center. Billy had stopped to watch halfway toward her, eyes fixated and huge when he got a better look. "Ah, there you are." She sucked her teeth, clicking her tongue once before she came forth. "Should have smelt the smoky hairspray and warm cologne, it's still to die for." The teen dream stopped in front of him. Everyone was dead silent. Awed. Impressed. Aroused.

Queen Bee Camille.

“Pick me up tonight." Hands on her hips, head cocked. Flirty and unashamed. Splashed bright red. A firework bursting in his life. "Seven o'clock sharp. We are going to the god damn movies. It's a date, just so we're clear. Be prepared to hold the door for me.”

“You’re the boss, Hester. Wear something red. Color's good on you.” Billy winked, shrugging before he too stepped aside to let her go. Unworried. Happy. Camille left a trail of footprints all down the hallway. She entered the girl’s gym showers in her clothing. Earning shocked looks when she started laughing aloud again and got under cold spray. Cleansed her skin. Red sloshed all down into the drain like the flood of a period. Her clothing was still ruined. They called her mother again to get her. Took an entire load of towels to get her out of the showers without making another mess. Camille was still laughing the whole way.

It never ended.

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“Camille, I’m not sure this is a good idea. You should rest. You've had a rough week.” Rosemary had frowned. Her own palms shook when she clasped them. Camille didn't notice her shaking

“I’m peachy.” She imagined teeth peeling fuzzy peach skin away to suck the juicy fruit within. That sweetness dripping from soft, plush lips.

“You’re different.” Rosemary couldn't get her daughter to turn around and just look at her. Not like she used to.

“I’m different?” The teen huffed and yanked up into the tree in front of their house. Another awful prank. Hung baby dolls from branches. “You going to help me here, mother?”

“They need me in New York again.” Rosemary resigned herself. Guilt swirled and she pressed her lips. Stared for a long moment, desperate. “Ask me to stay with you, I will.”

“You're right. I am different.” Camille admitted, head turning. “My eyes are open.” Her mother looked truly unsettled. “Go, they need you. I can handle myself.”

"I'm so sorry, Camille." Rosemary never said what for. First mistake. Her mother turned to go. "I left you something in the kitchen. Cheer you up. It used to." Camille never went to see what it was. Second mistake. She dumped the toys into their trash bin and prettied herself up. Wore a casual pink dress that slipped from her shoulders with cherries all over it. Small splashes of red. The Camaro howled while she applied the same red to her lips. Billy felt his heart charge when he pulled into the driveway. Finally.

“Millionth time is the charm, huh?” Camille approached when he got out. "Devil's pride nice still?"

"Yeah, I'd say so." Billy prettied himself as well, fitted shirt opened halfway and tucked into tight jeans. His preferred style. She smiled at him like nothing was wrong.

"Shall we?"

“Chariot awaits,” he cocked his head and offered a single peony from behind his back. Pink. Billy got the door for her and went around to drive them off. Let her pick the flick and he bought the tickets. The Breakfast Club. He only whined a little about it. Camille bought the snacks and they found seats up in back. More teens filled the room before the lights hushed. They took turns snagging popcorn and sips of soda. As much as he rolled his eyes prior, Billy grew invested. Every teen in sight felt it. Damn movie was too relevant. Camille leaned into him, allowing his arm behind her. Idle fingers traced the bare skin of her shoulder. The world let them be blissful teens tonight. For a little while. Third mistake. Credits rolled and he held her hand just like they discussed. Kids filtered out so Camille leaned in to kiss him, inches away before she gasped instead.

“Hey. Robin and Heather are here. Check it out,” she noticed them down closer to the front. Giggling. Tossing pieces of popcorn while they joked and stood. Heather looped her arm into Robin’s. Grins followed.

“Didn’t know they were actually close friends now. Lab partners or whatever.” Billy shrugged and Camille had to cover her lips. “What?”

“Boys are so oblivious, come on. To the diner.” She tugged at his hand to go down the steps.

"As you wish." Billy pulled her into him, earning a slight giggle. Chilly air swept and his leather jacket was already around her.

“Camille!” Heather caught them exiting the doors, hand leaving Robin’s quicker than intended. Camille peered at the space between them, eyes lifting.

“Heather…hi. Nice to see you both. Fine night compared to earlier, yeah?”

“Yes. Sorry, we didn’t know you guys were up there. I would have said hi. Great movie, right?” Heather continued.

“I loved it and so did Billy, despite the whining.” Camille joked, patting his chest. “Hey, Robin.”

“Hey…” Cold wind passed them so Camille brought Billy’s jacket closer.

“You got Billy to sit through that, impressive.” Heather was entertained.

“Just wait till you see my other tricks,” Billy lit up a cigarette behind his date.

“Okay, on that note, you guys…have a good time.” Camille kissed her friend's cheek, winking. Heather gave an honest smile, relaxing again.

“Thanks, Camille.”

“We’ll see you two in class, yeah.” Robin crossed her arms. “Now do the trick where you disappear, if you could.”

“Love that one,” Billy pressed Camille’s back when she gave Heather a knowing look of encouragement. He drove her to the diner and they found a corner booth. “Large milkshake. Chocolate. Side of fries.” He told the waiter. “Well, Harpy, we covered it, didn’t we?”

“What?”

“We angrily laid this out in detail months ago. Hit all the important points.”

“Hm, I think there is always room to improvise.” She purred, chin resting in her hand as she leaned over.

“Oh, say improvise again.”

“No,” Camille laughed when he gave that world melting smile. Food was set down. Billy snagged some fries and shifted the plate between them. She sipped and hummed blissfully. “I’m going to have that song from the movie trapped in my head for weeks.” Camille plucked up a hot fry to eat.

“Thought it was funny us going to see that? Criminal and princess.”

“I didn’t plan that,” she grew amused. “Didn’t know the movie would be like that. Frankly though, I’m starting to think I’m more of a basket case now.”

“Can’t argue there,” Billy dodged a fry at that, laughing before he stole her milkshake. "Queenie is buzzing along a very fine line."

"Suppose I feel like I have wings today." Camille gave a shrug. "Guess that I also wanted to bring up more of the wildly unhinged me who told her ex to eat shit."

“Hey, look, I know you’re all smiles now and great. But…”

“Disgraced bee flew too close to the sun.” Camille rolled her eyes and sat back. “I’m not faking it for you. I don't do that with or for boys, rest assured. These last two weeks have been…fucking awful. But, I’m on a date with a guy I care about and I think it’s going well.”

“We talking B minus work?” He gaze at her closely.

“Oh no, I think you’re on your way to a solid A plus with extra credit. Gold star work.” She joked. It was intoxicating even still. The way he smiled at her. Charming as hell. Lighter. Easy. Slow and steady, her hand came to touch his. Fingers curling. Eyes met and they stayed to enjoy the lingering beat between them. “I want to try something.”

“You do?” Billy’s brow furrowed and she wasn’t hesitant.

“I want to try it back at my place.” They scrambled to pay and go. Rain splattered lightly so he pulled her by the hand. Hair and clothing damp. Unable to resist, Billy yanked her into his chest. Hands on her wet face to kiss her there under rain and stars. Camille responded, pulling at him until they both laughed and continued to his car. Giggling teens on a date. Nothing to lose. So they thought. Billy sped while she slid over and placed playful, teasing kisses on his neck.

“Harpy, I’m supposed to be setting a better example when I drive.” He’d joked, stilling to kiss her again at a red light. Hands smoothed along his thigh and they couldn’t park fast enough in her driveway. “Hey.”

“Hm?” Camille was still in Billy's neck, palms sliding up his chest.

“Look.” He pointed. Jim Hopper’s Blazer sat parked in front. The Chief was waiting, snuffing out a cigarette before Camille hurried out on unsteady feet.

“Jim.” She felt a gust of cold crackle up her spine when he lifted his eyes. Rain stilled. "How long have you been here?"

"Not long." He stared at them, clearly on a date and worked up. Camille came down fast.

"What are you doing here, Jim?" She'd asked it quieter.

“Camille, I think we should talk inside.” His palm was on her back to guide her forth. Camille's hand slipped from Billy's and they mourned that.

“What happened?” She pressed, struggling to open the door.

“Hargrove, give us a moment.”

“No, Billy, come inside. You can say it to both of us.” Camille marched up to him while he took his hat off. A motion that appeared grave. Billy shut the door, his own flesh chilled when rain dripped from his curls. “Say it.”

“Camille.”

“Say it!” She barked at him, echoing in that empty house. Jim’s eyes drew to her own.

“It’s Judith.” He crumbled her world. “I’ve been checking on her and-”

“No, don’t you fucking…lie. Don't you lie to my face. It's fine. She's fine.” Tears welled. She got smaller. “You were supposed to protect her.”

"I'm so sorry, I only heard a few hours ago. We've had people on her I trust. There... Something happened."

"It's a mistake. No...No! You don't know shit. You're nothing but...a fuck up. You're just a fuck up!" She spat and he remained tender while her rage filtering out at him. "You are a liar."

“She’s gone, Camille.” He was pushed hard at that.

“Shut the fuck up…she didn’t… I knew they’d come for her! Another loose end to torment me with.” Camille couldn’t catch a breath, stumbling back before he took her arms. The dark secrets she kept. The life she had. The mother she never got to know. Gone. Gone. Gone. It all just fluttered. “Ngh, no!”

“She passed, Camille. They confirmed it. I saw the certificate. Photos. Everything.”

“How?”

“Camille.”

“How did she die?!” She screamed it. Echoing again. Billy pressed back into the door. His face felt impossibly hot.

“They say she did it herself.”

“They say…? A gentle, manic woman who never spoke and just spent her days rocking.” Camille broke. “So they killed her. They fucking killed my mother. Just to ruin me further. They know I can't mourn it. They know I saw her and they know I have to hide. Fucking, they killed us both. Again and again. Finally finished her off. It's because I found her. It's my fault.”

“You didn't do this. There was something. Small. Carved into her arm. Three numbers.” Jim reached again to stop Camille from falling. “Hey, you have to breathe. Easy.”

“No, she’s not… She can’t…” Camille was beating on his broad chest. “Lies! Lies! You’re a liar! A shitty, awful liar. I hate you! You fuck up! You were supposed to watch her. You...”

“Camille,” Billy found his own voice, hands up to pull her off Chief Hopper’s towering frame. She slipped out of his jacket.

“No, no, it isn’t true.” Camille rushed beyond them, tearing up the stairs. She saw her room empty. Kicked bedroom doors open. They pursued to stop her, forces jerked them aside. Her nose bled. “Can’t… It can’t be right.” Camille rushed down the stairs again. Nothing in the living room. She stopped in the kitchen when she saw them. The gift. To cheer her up. Confirming her worst fears. A vase of bright, freshly cut sunflowers left by her mother. An apology and a confession. She’d known. “No, no…no.” A wail tore. Shook the whole house before she lifted the entire thing to smash them. Yellow petals exploded around her feet. The doors slammed to the room when she fell to her knees. A sharp shard cut into her palm before she lost herself and dug it into skin. Eyes wide and unfocused. Three tiny numbers bled out.

“Hey!” Jim pounded at the door, kicking it open when she relented before he tore her up from the floor. “Knock it off!” Camille dragged and wished to bring the entire house down. He held her arms tight so she bucked around and wailed again. Everything took too much of a toll on Camille. This was the last straw. Rosemary stared at her eyes earlier and knew. Knew what would come. And Camille would have to smile upon seeing her when she came home.

Billy’s hands were on her face. He was talking too fast for her to process. He slipped away when she fell back into Jim, sobs barely subsiding because she was exhausted. Fingers gripped her forearm and Billy was tying a towel around it.

“Go pack her a bag. She’s not well, I’m taking her home. Hurry.” Jim pulled her to her feet, half carrying her into the living room to put her on the couch. They cleaned the mess without words and got her into Jim’s car. Her cries silenced when the door shut. Billy found the silent wails of agony more horrific from outside the car.

“Kid, I’ll handle it from here. Get yourself home.“

“Fuck that, I’m sticking with her.” Billy edged forward. "You don't know her."

“Billy, you helped. You did.” Jim eased. Billy didn’t jerk when a hand touched his shoulder. “What Camille needs is to process this. She needs rest.”

“After she found her mother the first time, she stuffed herself with pills. I made her throw them up, she took so damn many. I am not…” Billy felt himself tremble. Jim understood, nodding. Watch her. “We were happy.”

“Yeah, you’re good kids. You are. Just trying to make it better and you will. Camille needs to rest and she isn't safe to be alone in this house. Give it some time. Give her some time. Things still bad at school?”

“Hung babies and red paint aren’t exactly welcoming.”

“I’ll handle it. Go home. Let me take care of her, I know enough and if she's like El: her abilities could lash out. I’ll call if anything happens. All right? I'll call you first,” Jim pressed him to leave and he finally did. Billy didn’t drive home, instead he was stumbling up to another door. Bell rang and Steve Harrington looked confused.

“Hey, man…you lost?” Steve didn’t see anyone behind him. Billy looked like utter shit. “You do know this is my house, right?”

"Yes, asshole, I fucking know which-"

"Okay, good talk," Steve moved to shut the door and Billy dropped the anger.

"Wait..." Billy's foot stopped him. Steve sighed and pulled it back open.

"Try again, pal." He waited so Billy changed his tone.

“You got alcohol in there?”

“Parents are gone to the weekend, uh…yeah.” Steve relented then stepped aside. “What’s going on?”

“Start pouring first.”

** ** **

“Camille.” El was excited until she saw her expression.

“El, give her a moment.” Hopper guided the mute teen into their little cabin. His puffy police coat over her frame. “Pull out the couch for her.”

“What happened?” El asked instead when Hopper got Camille into the bathroom. The door shut so he helped fix the couch into a bed. Eleven brought extra pillows and saw him locking up knives and pills. “Why?”

“Camille is incredibly upset.” Jim explained it carefully. “Her mother. Real mother…she passed away.”

“Gone.”

“Yeah,” Jim swept the young girl under his arm. “We have to be careful with her. She’s hurting. Sometimes when people hurt…they take it out on themselves. She’s going to stay here a few nights while Rosemary is out.”

“I can watch her.” El promised and Jim pressed a smile, rubbing her shoulders. Camille looked numb when she appeared. El hurried to take her hand and get her to lie down. “I’m sorry…about your mama.” Camille hated herself for the tiniest thought that maybe it was for the best. The older teen peered at her and nodded while El turned on the TV for her. Noise to fill the voids in the room. Jim pulled a chair up to unwrap her wrist. It took a moment for the little girl to realize Camille did it to herself.

“Give us a moment,” Jim nodded so El went into her room. He cleaned the cuts and applied ointment while she reclined there. “Wanted the scar.”

“They erased me.”

“Six isn’t who you are, Camille.”

“Guess I’m not really sure what I am any longer. Queen bee. Freak. Slut. Six. Baby killer. Always the fucking brands.” She paused. “Sorry, you lost your daughter.”

“Two completely different scenarios, Camille, you’re not a bad person and I wrote the book on fucking up. No room to judge a teenage girl for making a terrifying and informed choice about her body.” Jim got up and pulled something from his coat pocket. “They sent me this with the certificate.” The tiny Star of David necklace. She let him clasp it so it could hang down low with Billy’s pendant.

“Thank you.” She welled up and closed her eyes to still it.

“She loved you. She did.” Jim touched her hair. "I'll let you have some space."

"Wait," she sniffled, cracking. "Can you just hold me for a little bit?" Jim stilled, air leaving his nose before he sat back down. Awkwardly, she came up to scoot into his arms when he sat on the edge of the mattress. Jim floundered a little too, uncertain. She adjusted half in his lap. Camille pressed into him when he held her tighter, arms up against his chest. Inhaling the scent of him. Nothing like her own adopted father. Long rotting in the ground. She still closed her eyes to pretend. She wondered what her real father smelled like. Maybe something like this. Crisp. Safe. Jim rocked her when she began to shake in his arms. They melted more together. He cupped the back of her head so she lifted it to look at him. Small. Fingers smoothing idly into the fabric of his shirt as his thumb caught a single tear. "You're not a fuck up." She rasped then. Lips pressed at that.

“Get some rest, Camille.” He offered, tucking long hair aside. She eased herself back into the mattress. El came out in her pajamas to crawl in next to Camille.

“I can watch her,” El stated again when Camille was lulled to sleep. Jim stayed there petting her head until El took over. The little girl kissed her hair like Jim had done to her many times before to comfort her too. Hopper went to his room and left El curled into her sister. They looked peaceful.

** ** **

“Hello?” Nancy was groggy when she received a call.

“Hey, uh, Nancy, it’s Steven,” Steve snorted into the phone and Nancy was alert.

“Steve? It’s late. Are you drunk?”

“I’m the moral support, Nance.” Steve was trying to quiet someone behind him. “I have every single thing in my life...super under control.”

“Oh, my god. Where are you?”

“Home, near the pool. Um, Nancy, I did…something bad.” Steve slurred. “Remember how we dated for like a year? Wild. I was a shitty boyfriend.”

“No, Steve, you really weren’t. Not at all.” Nancy was up, Jonathan lifted his eyes in question across from her.

“Couldn’t even beat the keg king, a little girl had to step in. She’s like…way cooler than me. I think Max is the real keg king at heart.” Steve was laughing and Billy snorted, seated in a lawn chair near him. “I…am just calling…wait, why am I calling again?”

“Camille…needs her fucking band of annoying nerds. The party. That thing…she doesn’t,” Billy hiccuped, plastered, “I’m not enough, ah, and I never will be.”

“Billy wants to have a party.” Steve was laughing.

“Billy? You’re drunk with Billy Hargrove?” Nancy smacked Jonathan’s shoulder to get him moving.

"Ow!"

“We’re coming over. Now.”

“You’re with Jonathan, that’s hilarious.” He cackled. “Byers! He kicked my ass too!”

“He told me!” Billy fell back, grinning.

“Don’t go anywhere,” Nancy smacked the phone down. “Come on.” Back at Steve’s, he fell into a pool side chair.

“She could def...definitely not even tell I’d been drinking. I’m…sneaky like a ninja.” Steve reclined back.

“Shit is fucking wild, man. How did I get here? Look at them.” Billy watched the hundreds of stars dance in his state, lulling about.

“You…are a fucking asshole.” Steve was swatting for him, hitting only air.

“Yeah, I am.” They tried to high five and missed that too. “Pissed off a junior demolished you at everything you love?”

“Beside the point. You’re like…like a real…huge asshole. But, you’re also not so bad. You know? I just…can’t fight for shit. And you somehow became friends with Camille Harper. My friend. My queen friend.” Steve was laughing again.

“She tricked me into her intr...intricate friendship rituals.”

“Oh, she does that shit. We all fall for it. You especially. And…you…you beat the shit out of me and then your kid sister stole your car. What the fuck was all that?”

“What the fuck was that?” Billy agreed, head tipping. Nancy and Jonathan sped there, coming around back to see the two wasted boys.

“Ayy! It’s Nancy! Nancy…!” Steve clapped. Billy was trying and failing to light a cigarette. They hollered in sync so she shushed them.

“Hey, zip it! Both of you.” Nancy ordered. “What is this?”

“If Camille were here it would be exactly…like…The Breakfast Club.” Billy started cackling and Steve joined him. “New party name, you fucking nerds.”

“This guy is hilarious, he’s so right. So…right…”

“Hey, hey focus.” Nancy picked up a spray bottle for the window flowers and hit them both with water. They hissed and whipped around to avoid the cold like a pair of cats. Billy’s cigarette sizzled out so he flicked it, giving up. Jonathan covered his lips and tried not to laugh at this all. “What happened? Where is Camille?”

“Police Chief kidnapped her mid date.” Billy had his hands up when she threatened them again with the spray bottle.

“Why?” Jonathan stepped forward. Billy blinked as some awareness came back.

“Bad thing… Her, fuck shit… Her mother. They got her.”

“Her mom? Rosemary?”

“No. One in the hospital.” Steve played with his shirt. “She didn’t make it.” Nancy lowered the bottle, realizing.

“Oh, no… Where is Camille now?”

“Hopper just…whiskered her away. Adopting another one probably.” Steve tried to sit up and Jonathan hurried to assist him.

"You need a bed, come on."

"Hey pal, I may have let you kick my ass but, you are not qualified to tuck me in." Steve dragged with him. Billy stared at the pool with a harder expression, lights fluttered on his face. Made him look almost ethereal.

“We gotta get them inside.” Jonathan was helping poor Steve along still. Billy managed to sit up more and Nancy saw a flower in his hand. Camille had left it in the car. He stared at the petals and leaned to drop it into the pool. Water shifted with ripples. Billy watched them carefully so Nancy crossed over.

“Billy, you’re not looking well. You need to get inside.” She and Jonathan heaved Billy to his feet next. "There we go." He stumbled and made an odd sound. Nancy realized that he was sniffling. She saw nausea sweep his expression and they hurried him into the bathroom so he could throw up. “Jonathan, water.” He rushed to find a glass. “Here…” Nancy was wiping Billy’s slack lips with a wet rag. He pressed his cheek to the seat and tried to overcome the sensation, moaning. Teeth clenched when another feeling flooded him. Nancy gave his back an awkward pat. “It’s okay.” She took the water from Jonathan and helped him drink. “Check on Steve.”

“Got it.” Jonathan left again. Billy slipped against the wall, room spinning. Nancy squatted down barely a few feet away, arms crossed over her knees.

“Don’t have to stay here with me, Wheeler.”

“I know.” Nancy shrugged. Not the night she imagined. Not the person she imagined comforting. “Don’t mind it if you don’t though.”

He blinked and didn’t say anything, eyes glazed.

“So, Hopper’s watching her?” She saw Billy nod. “And you guys had a date tonight.”

“I think I was decent.” His voice was quiet. Raw.

“I bet that you were.” Nancy pressed her lips and he flickered his eyes over her face, opening up.

“Not supposed to see her. Whole tutoring lie is only going to go so far. My dad doesn’t like it. But, I like it.” He slurred, eyes closing. “Another round with the belt when he finds out. Story of my fucking life. Maybe I deserve it, I was a shithead. I still am.” Nancy’s eyes changed.

“He hits you. I mean…we all had some idea about it. Ah...you don’t deserve it, all right? And you don’t have to go back there, you know.”

“All that wishful thinking. If I don’t, he’ll want someone else to hit. He’ll hunt me down. I tried to run before. Long time ago. Learned quick. I can't. Dad wins.” Billy numbed. “Didn’t want to care.”

“You’re different. We all see it. Good different.” Nancy offered. Familiar words touched the world. “My friend changed too. Before and after your family got here. I did also and so did Jonathan and Steve. We all did stupid teenage things.”

“Some of us did worse than others.”

"We all hurt people." Nancy admitted, eyes flickering. "My friend died because of me and I can't take that back. I can only do better. Never let it happen to someone else."

"She died because a monster grabbed her." Billy swallowed bile, chest heaving. "I used to be a monster too. Grabbing people. Squeezing. Laughing about it after."

“What Camille sees in you now…it makes her happy. What Max sees in you makes her happier as well.” Nancy offered, careful. Billy lulled with an amused scoff to hide the way his tone thickened.

“My mom didn’t see it. Why won’t my dad see it either?” Billy cringed this time, lips trembling and eyes filling to the brim.

“It’s…going to be okay. It’s going to get better. I know how that sounds. But, not just for you alone. But, for you and Max. Camille. All of us. Because we have this…amazing group and we’re trying so hard despite everything. Even when we want to stop.”

“I’m not…I’m not crying over my dad. He’s never…going to love me. Just, fuck him. Fuck him for me and Max and Susan…and…my mom. Fuck him! Fuck. Can’t touch anything. Can’t be touched. Fuck him. I’m crying…because…because, I…”

“Billy, it’s okay. Just breathe.” Nancy offered him some tissue.

“I can’t. Can’t stand to. I’m finally awake.” Billy wept, the airy syllables barely connected. “I love her.” He’d squeaked it like a mouse, fists rose to touch his head while he crumbled. Nancy stayed there with him to share the space. Let him weep. When he was calmer, she nodded to affirm that he was perfectly sane through the hurt.

“I know you do.”

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Heights

My first attempt at a one-shot for SLBP, featuring Nobunaga and one of my OCs. Please, if you have any constructed criticism, feel free to help me out!

Nowadays Katsumi knew Owari Castle just as well as she knew her childhood home, despite the missing comfort. No more rolling eyes when she asked for directions, or bumbling into Lord Nobunaga, running late with his deserts. That, she thought, had happened one too many times, and neither his irritation or his laughter ever served to lighten the mood.

However, hunting down the Lord of Hell was not how she envisioned spending her newfound knowledge. And despite not caring where he decided to spend his time, since it saved Katsumi a hell of a lot of trouble, she did it for Mitsuhide’s sake. It was heartbreaking enough watching him work himself to death every day, and the man in charge vanishing on a whim did nothing to make anyone’s job easier. Nobody except Nobunaga himself did more than sweet Mitsuhide. Katsumi thought for a moment that she should cook him up something as thanks.

As her mind wandered, Katsumi also played with the idea of scolding Nobunaga. Doubtful that she would get away with her life if she did, she decided it was worth a try. If Nobunaga didn’t kill her first, something else in this foreign place would. Besides, it’d at least be a bit of fun.

The longer she searched, the harder Katsumi chewed her lip. After finding herself on the veranda, the cook heaved a sigh, shook her head, and made herself a promise. She would not resort to calling out for the bastard.

The only places left to check were the courtyard and gardens. Just outside Inuchiyo sparred with a few young retainers, and with no other ideas, Katsumi strode into the yard towards them.

It was hardly a match at all, with Inuchiyo swinging one contender around on his shoulders while the others scrambled to escape before they were clobbered to the ground once more.

“Inuchiyo!” The samurai spun around, his grin an intriguing sight while another man struggled over his shoulder.

“Hey, Katsumi! Come to see what the new recruits can do? A few of the men looked fearfully up at Inuchiyo. Katsumi smiled wryly. She often forgot how terrifying some people found her boyish childhood friend.

“If only. I’m looking for Lord Nobunaga.”

“Have you tried his room?”

“Obviously.”

“The stables?”

“Mitsuhide looked there earlier, and his mare is still here as well.” Katsumi crossed her arms, unconsciously chewing her lip once more.

“I’m not sure then. I haven’t seen him since last night.”

“Hn. Well, thanks anyway.”

“Yeah of course. Good luck.”

Katsumi turned her search elsewhere, venturing farther away from the castle. The grounds were less well kept, but the scenery was exquisite. Vines tangled their way towards the sky upon ancient, twisted trees. Wildflowers poked up through baby blue eyes and creeping phlox. This would be a brilliant place to relax, Katsumi imagined.

With him, maybe someday… She shook her head, chocolate locks landing in her face until she then blew them away with a puff. When did I become such a romantic?

Katsumi took her time strolling around the grounds. It wasn’t often that she found this kind of solitude. Something was always stealing her time, whether it was cooking up feasts, tending to Nobunaga’s insatiable appetite for sweets, tending to wounded soldiers, or simply dealing with the constant castle antics.

Developing affections for the Lord of Hell himself topped the list. Katsumi knew that he would never reciprocate her feelings, not in the way she ached for. Yet, it had been impossible for her to help herself.

Well aware that she would never be anything but another challenge of attrition, Katsumi still obsessed over that steely glint in his eyes. His dream, no, his destiny to unite Japan under peaceful rule captivated her. And time and time again, she relentlessly sought out his ghost of a smile, soft and pained, accepting but determined, the kind of light which appeared then vanished just as quickly with Nobunaga.

Katsumi dreamed about running her fingers through his auburn hair. It would be soft, and boyish before the start of their day. It tickled at her collar while he kissed her chest, warm and she laughed-

Sighing, she attempted to forget about still another reverie. If Katsumi were to ever give in, if she were to allow herself into his bed, it would all be over in an instant. She saw it in the way he so quickly dismissed his vassals, the abrupt mood changes. Nobunaga was a man easily bored. He had already made it quite clear that he’d like to sleep with Katsumi. Afterward, it would be only a matter of time until he’d send Katsumi away, or worse.

Of course, she was also sure he’d soon tire of her stubbornness.

Katsumi began to voraciously chew her lip and snatched a handful of red flowers from a nearby bush. With all the tenderness of a stray dog tearing through garbage, she tore the petals away one by one, crushing them before they floated down to the ground.

It would only result in her pain if she continued to think so far ahead.

C’mon. This is only temporary. I’ll be home before I know it. Enjoy yourself, don’t think about what’s going wrong. Think of it as a mandatory vacation. Where you have to work. And worry about the next war. And you fall in love with the most hated and most powerful man in Japan. Easy!

“Ow!” Katsumi stumbled back, rubbing her forehead where she had walked into a large tree.

Her knuckles turned white as they curled into fists.

“This isn’t fair…” Why should I have to sit idly by and wait for him to just get sick of me?! Why is everything always so difficult with him?!

Frustration with Nobunaga, the world they lived in, but most of all herself, boiled over. Katsumi punched the closest available surface.

“Dammit!” Recoiling in pain, the young woman brought her fist to her lips. Gaze locked in the ground, she wondered.

How could she have been so stupid?

“Are you done assaulting my gardens?” Katsumi’s head snapped up. And there was the Lord of Hell himself, lounging amongst the tree branches above her. Despite her best efforts, Katsumi’s cheeks flushed. “I always suspected that you had a crazy side, foolish girl.” He smirked. Not the same as his smile. “I guess now we know.”

“I’m tired, that’s all. Tired of chasing you around all day! You’re being a real pain in the ass for everyone, you know.” Nobunaga rolled his eyes. Steely, unwavering eyes.

“Don’t care. And, if you know what’s good for you, you’ll forget you saw me.”

“Hm. Like you can make me.” Nobunaga glanced down scowling. Katsumi smiled smugly back. Her heart was fluttering dangerously around in her chest. She needed to end the sensation. “Anyways, you really should get down from there milord. We’d all be so devastated if you were to fall.” She winced at her own voice, dripping with sarcasm. However, the Lord of Hell only huffed, a meager response from a man usually so assertive.

Nobunaga was staring into the distance, his presence suddenly very, very far away. His voice was soft.

“You’d see the appeal if you were up here.” Katsumi’s brows drew together.

“I very much doubt that, N-, Lord Nobunaga.” She corrected.

With a sigh and a shake of her chocolate brown tresses, Katsumi turned away.

Little did Katsumi see her Lord's face brighten once her emerald eyes were elsewhere. She did not know that anything was up until Katsumi felt what she sincerely hoped was not Nobunaga’s muscular arm wrapped much too loosely around her waist.

And then her feet left the ground.

Katsumi sucked in a painful breath before wailing.

“Nobunaga put me do-ooooown!”

“Relax, I’m only proving my point.”

“I-I mean it, put me DOWN!”

“Stop struggling, idiot! Do you want me to drop you?!” Katsumi immediately ceased all movement, clinging to Nobunaga with all of her strength as he hoisted her the rest of the way up the tree.

Katsumi, terrified to look anywhere else, buried her face as far into Nobunaga’s chest as was allowed by the laws of physics. She was oblivious, or else unconcerned about their closeness. His sturdy chest.

“Please let me down!”

“No.” Katsumi whimpered pitifully. Nobunaga sighed. “Just turn around will you?” Her fists clutched at the fabric of his hakama, wrinkling and ruining it just like her dignity.

“I can’t!”

“Who knew the brazen serving girl could be such a scaredy-cat too?” Katsumi’s cheeks flared at the rumble in his chest as he laughed. Her fingers dug in deeper. “We’re not even that high up. Relax.”

“How?! If we fell-” Her breathing halted when she felt his warm hand plop down on her head. So sure of himself, so sure of what he wants.

Nobunaga stroked her hair soothingly, while at the same time chiding Katsumi for her childish fear.

“If you just looked, you would thank me.” His voice, hardly a murmur above the rustling leaves, nearly had Katsumi’s heart leaping out from the branches for him. She pursed her lips, face remaining hidden. His ghost of a smile, a gentle light vanishing.

She wanted to look. But then, it would disappear again, wouldn’t it? Just like each time before.

“...You swear that you won’t let go of me?” Katsumi’s attempt at a threat came out shaky and unsure. Nobunaga tightened his arms around her, and Katsumi did the same in an uncertain embrace. Just to be sure though, Katsumi raised her hand, pinky out towards the man keeping her from a surely inelegant fall.

“Just turn around, idiot.” He muttered in annoyance. However, his pinky curled around her own as she raised her head. Katsumi did not acknowledge the promise. She was afraid that he would pull away for more than one reason.

Katsumi cautiously pushed back her curtain of chocolate hair, scowling, and reveled in the Lord of Hell’s softened features, just inches before her own. He regarded her coolly and still, those gunmetal eyes had her melting.

“Turn around.” If only to hide her fuschia cheeks, Katsumi complied, pinky still linked with Nobunaga.

Over this side of the castle walls stretched the surrounding farmland, with a colorful village in the distance, smaller than the city on the other side of the castle. The fields came to a startling end further over, where a thick, lush forest sprang to life. A river flowed from the forest and across the land, streaking the landscape with a bright crystal blue.

“Well?”

“It… It’s fine.”

“‘Fine’? After all that it’s ‘fine’?”

“You’re the one who dragged me up here!”

“If that’s all you have to say then you truly are a fool.” Katsumi didn’t mind his irritated tone. She was too busy enjoying the warmth against her back, his arm wrapped around her waist, and the opposite hand still entwined by just the pinky with hers. She had only really even glanced over the walls; terror still gripped her over the height at which they sat.

The Lord of Hell may never be hers. But at least she’d have moments like these to remember the future Divine Ruler of Japan by, once she’d left Owari behind forever.

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