#I was able to get my inhaler
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Almost died of a severe asthma attack yesterday. I went for a run, forgot air gets drier and thinner when it’s cold, left my inhaler in my room. I stopped the run early to go to my room and get my inhaler, but I couldn’t get the drawer open, so I started panicking, and that only made my attack worse.
I’m all good now except I feel this overwhelming urge to pray constantly and go to church. Not quite sure why. Idk what it means. But that’s a thing now, just like a random life update ig.
#maybe it’s because when I was dying I cried out to God to help me#despite not identifying as any religion for a while#except right after I called on God I was saved#I was able to get my inhaler#which let me breathe long enough to get help#tw death mention#tw death#near death experience#tw near death#asthma#asthma attack#tw religion#religion#religion mention#tw religion mention#also this is the closest I’ve been to death since becoming a fictive#it’s not fun#I don’t like it#it’s scary#when you know that if you die it’s over#you get this primal urge to survive#I never had that before#I didn’t like almost dying
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So I always, always have my phone on me because I have various health issues that could make me end up on the floor so it's a safety thing for me, so I can always call for help. I'm not sure how common that is though?
This poll partially inspired by conversations with my grandma, who does not keep her phone or her Life Alert button thing with her but probably should
#the person behind the yarn#based partially on a conversation with my grandma#who does think it's kind of weird I always have my phone in reach#like. ALWAYS. my phone is ALWAYS in reach#the only exception is if I am in the same room as a family member and get up to like go get a snack or something#I might leave my phone on the couch while I do that but only if I am either in line of sight#or will definitely be heard if I fall#like. I have not fallen and not been able to reach a phone often?#just the one time but it was a memorable experience#well okay twice but one time I was in earshot of my dad#and another time I had a bad asthma attack and couldn't stand up to get my inhaler#but did have my phone in my pocket so I was able to call for help#so like. I ALWAYS have my phone charged and in my pocket
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I was really hoping we'd get a deeper exploration into the trauma of the Tenno children and how they were exploited when New War threw up that content warning but it was really just the one scene where you make the deal with Wally.
#girlbob.txt#warframe#the new war#which was good dont get me wrong but i thought we were gonna delve deep enough to actually warrant such a cw#i cant remember what exactly it was but it made the quest sound much darker than it was#the tenno kids are my favorite underexplored part of the story tbh#wish we'd meet some of the others and be able to bond with them#*inhales to say more and then walks away*
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late night orko
#he-man#orko#wizard sketchin#I was drawing personal visual headcanons for him and ended up rendering it fully instead#100% what he looks in my head and will not be revised later*#inhales...anways....#I'd like to imagine he's pretty confident in his abilities even if eternia's magic tends to interfere with his#moreover he isn't too* bothered if others make fun of him for that just so long as he's able to do what's right and help his friends#He loves to entertain others with his magic either way. he IS the court magician after all#I would like to think the other shows explore his character a little better but I'm trapped in 80s hell forever#do you people even read the tags?#get out. shoo.
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WHO IS THAT AUTHOR WHO WRITES ABOUT SOLOSIM.. I NEED TO READ MORE….
omg I would love to tell you but MY DUMBASS CAN'T FIND IT 😡😡🤬🤬😡🤬 euuwhheehheiahwhehdifhhjgh..... I know I'm depressed too... so thats why I'm giving every single solosim fic i've read and I will probably add more lmao becuz I am tired so I'll do it like tmrw maybe:
even if you are not immune
Lather, Shave, Rinse (the cause of my depression 💔)
The Angel On Your Shoulder
Messy First Drafts
1. An Ending
Let Me Sleep
... If you've seen em before, sorry but. Yeah that's it for me GOODDNIIGHHTTT
#satang got a crush#solosim#solomeon#simsolo#solomon x simeon#simeon x solomon#the sheep that goes baa talks#the sheep gets asked#obey me#cough cough AHHH I LOVE THEMCMCHSNAJD#still so mad of not being able to find that person... augrgrhhhh....#ship so rare i inhale the same fics everyday#ship so rare my posts are the most recent posts on the tag#ship so rare i-
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forgot that i like reading. amazing
#sat down w a queer horror anthology over lunch. maybe i will actually get to my book backlog in 2025#i honestly think the reason i dislike my writing these days is bc i used to inhale books#but its been years since i was last able to just. read one.#idk. its nice to have smth to roll around in my head for a while#pointless post
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what if there were drugs that worked and were not bad. Would that be cool or what.
#I'm in a side effects hell of my own making#me when I can't breathe good: oh right I have an inhaler for this!#me 10 minutes later suffering every side effect at once: oh right that's why i don't fucking take this#Not every side effect. I don't get any of the dangerous ones. But it Feels Bad man!!#Briefly excited that I was able to find robust information on asthma meds beyond albuterol#Dashed when i realized most of the recommendations are around fluticasone which I had an exciting rare side effect from#Which my doctor at the time was a total butt about 'that doesn't happen' but guess what I found in the medical literature!#Also an article talking about albuterol side effects that was like#'side effects are rare! 1 in 5 users report tremors and also another 20% report jitters; anxiety; racing thoughts...'#I don't know what you think rare means.
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Smoked one (1) cigarette I found on the ground in votv immediately got cancer and dr.kel is still coughing an in-game week later literally grow up dude
#mort.txt#men used to build houses. men used to win wars. but now? now you smoke 1 ciggy you found on a desk in the woods n get lung cancer#i did admittedly fuck around with that shit lit in my mouth for like 4 hours so he definitely inhaled the burning filter#(cancer is just the in-game terminology for ur max hp getting decreased btw u also get it from radiation.#cigs stop ur stamina from going down for a while so it worth it if ur at like 15 sleep in the woods)#small price to pay to be able to drunk drive while smoking on the atv doing hash codes tbh
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I hate the fact that warrior cats has such a grip on me. I ADORED this series when i was 12 years old, I devoured this crap and many other ya novels; but now, over a decade later whenever I randomly pick up a book to read I can barely force myself to read 100 pages let alone more. EXCEPT FOR WARRIOR CATS lmao, give me a bestseller to read and I dont know if I'll finish it no matter how damn interesting, the moment I randomly pick up a warriors book I devour the whole thing in like a day or two. Nice to know my taste is still cringe
#warrior cats#very random post but I had to get it out here#i vividly remember not being able to finish a random murakami book#and then i finished moonrise in like a day#I INHALED IT#i vividly remember waiting for my train after college and reading the damn thing#too fucking old for warriors too immature for anything else smh#anyhow I never read the whole 8 series or whatever cause honestly im a bit scared to let my impulse go that far#and i think this cat hell has had enough of a grip on me#my taste is cringe or erin hunter is using some witchcraft on these books
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just like blacked out and fell down in the bathroom so hard that I can barely walk. parkour
#not really sure what happened#i have a twice daily flovent inhaler which is like a medication inhaler#and sometimes when im holding my breath after breathing it in i get rlly dizzy and start shaking uncontrollably#for like a couple of minutes sometimes too. idk what it is#but today that happened and then i remember like. seeing the cabinets as i hit the ground#and then they pain hit and i started screaming which i was very vaguely aware of but idk i was really disoriented#and my partner ran in and was obviously very freaked out. i finally fully came to and realized i must've fallen#my toothbrush and toothpaste were on the ground bc i was just abt to brush the flovent out of my mouth#i scraped the fuck out of my knees and arm. my toes mustve bent way too far bc i can barely move them. must've landed hard on my knees too#one of my wrists and my neck are also fucked up. not really sure what happened there#very freaked out tho! my partner too! not rlly sure how im gonna explain the pain to my pt tomorrow...... hope im able to walk better#formerly ori/ons/belts
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I am. Still not feeling good besties...
#negative for covid and flu and pmuemonia but like. everything is wrong with me lol#i went to urgent care on monday and they gave me an inhaler and cough suppressants for my horrible cough but its just getting worse :(#ive coughed so hard i threw up like 3 times since#i wanna wait until i get back to Minneapolis on friday to get checked out again for insurance reasons but idk if im even gonna be able to#take the plane back :/
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I am once again in insurance hell, so let me reiterate: Aetna is the worst health insurance company I’ve ever had to deal with. Avoid it if you can.
#the person behind the yarn#tj is in insurance hell#swearing#fuck aetna#they won't cover my damn inhalers#and I keep getting calls and emails from their customer service team#because they keep sending me damn surveys#and I keep filling them out#and rating them poorly because surprise! their service is terrible!#they are not covering a single damn one of my preventative medications#well. they are covering singulair#so they are covering a single damn one#the only other medication they are covering is my fludrocortisone#which is....not really a preventative medication?#I mean it improves my quality of life SIGNIFICANTLY#in that I am able to be upright and conscious most of the day now#but it's not like...preventing allergic reactions or asthma attacks or anything#hm. not sure where the line is there#but also it's a long term steroid so if any of my meds are likely to have significant long term side effects#it's that one. that one is likely to fuck me up long term#and they cover that one no problem????#I mean I am very glad they do but what the fuck#cover my damn rescue inhaler
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I always have asthma attacks while I sleep and yet still... I never have an inhaler in my room.
#why am i like this#I'm okay btw#chelsea things#my nearest inhaler is in my CAR#i have to walk there barely able to breathe#chelsea pls#get control of your life
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I told my aunt that I’m tired from longer work hours, stress and my upcoming deadlines so she asked if I wanted pie.
This slice of pie is the size of the plate. 😭
Aunt: You need the sugar to keep you awake. Me: Do you want me to never sleep again? I’ve already had 2 coffees and a caffeinated soda. Aunt: And now a slice of pie.
#mumblings#i'm exaggerating#but this is too much pie#for the moment#my afternoon snack plan was toast 🤣#it's key lime that my uncle got yesterday because the last time he tried to get pie it flew out of the cart and smashed all over the floor#and he was so bummed so he was determined to try again#and I think it's because my cousin and aunt inhaled the tiramisu I made in like two days 😅#anyway I was able to talk to the person I needed to talk to and I was 1000% over thinking the project#so I have a draft done and just need to edit it tonight#so it's okay#it may even out because last time I underthought about it till the midnight hour 🤣😅
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hate that breathing issues mean that taking a shower leaves me nearly passing out keep ending up in the loop of "ok, i dont feel good/im bored, i want to go out and do something today. maybe shop for groceries. lemme shower first" and then by the time im out of the shower i feel like im about to keel over and die
#i legit have never known whether its Asthma or just Extremely Bad Allergies#i know i have the latter but the former hasnt ever been confirmed directly#when i was a kid they put me in the like 'asthma training class' or w/e. where you learn how to use an inhaler and stuff#and i was told smth along the lines of 'you have asthma but it affects you differently' or something like that. idr at this point#either way i have had chronic breathing issues and it fucking sucks#apparently my lungs are also fucking Massive as a result. which i learned from an ultrasound i had to get#so thats. neat? i guess??#idk why im typing all this in the first place also. i just woke up and wanted to go get groceries (have been wanting to for a while)#and the act of Taking A Shower completely removed my ability to do that anytime soon. which is frustrating as hell#also wasnt great for my arms. cause ive got issues with Those too!! of course!!!! but thats a whole other thing#idk i want to be able to Function god dammit. i need to do things
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asia kate dillon sitting in the middle of this in costume as lucifer in the mysteries
#Glimpses Only with this cinematographic approach lol but hey get pretty much head to toe looks at their Look. in total.#asia kate dillon#the mysteries#lucifer mysteries#lucifer the mysteries#other fun costuming glimpses included here#(if i wasn't already familiar with the Lucifer hair/makeup/outfit i would probably not have been able to identify them in this blurriness)#also. i am lifting a building up at the idea of being Backstage. green room. i can't even tell you#i love that shit lmao i've barely done it; it's been like at least a decade and a half. but ohh my god#i Know i am all about it lol. whew. the theatrea fr....i can tell you if i got to be Lucifer Actor in 6 hr secular the mysteries. Inhale;
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