#I want my boyfriend so fucking bad
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feralhornyposting · 5 months ago
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He must know what it does to me, right? I'll be in public trying to focus and all I can think about is how his hands feel while he's grinding me down on him. How can I focus when his kisses linger on my neck still? When his gorgeous moaning replays in my head because it's the most beautiful sound I've ever heard? All I want in the world is for him to pull me in, drink me, consume me, love me. But he's not here, and instead I'm sitting alone on campus wishing I was with him instead.
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thekittyokat · 9 months ago
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you ever just have a lot, a LOT of feelings all at once about a character and not even remotely enough words or brainpower to FORM the words to describe everything you're feeling. so it feels like you may explode. yeah
#sorry i got really into my feelings about mark hoffman again#the very specific version of him in my brain that i really really wish i had the time and energy to properly share with you guys#saw#well until i muster the energy to explode all of my feelings out into a fic. if you want to TRY and understand#know that my three biggest hoffman fic insps right now are as follows#your best kept secret hoffman. a series of mistakes hoffman. and rushed like a dreadful wind hoffman.#there is a very clear throughline just know i am extremely emotionally compromised rn#thinking about theee fics vs the canon path hoffman spirals down#something something the absolute tragedy of watching a man's descent into madness#the transformation of a man into a monster#and what could have saved him from himself and kramer's corruption#sorry i'm rambling so much oh my god i was just having such a crying fit out of nowhere about this#do you think he could feel it happening. do you think he was aware he was losing his mind.#the script version of him fucks with me so bad. the crazed rankings and the longer hair and him not being well kept anymore#it's impossible to think he didn't know he was deteriorating#fuuuck okay i need to either chill or write a whole longfic rn#i project on that guy so much i truly don't know if i could properly write my vision of him#until i do something more substantial the full extent of my hoffman exists for me and my boyfriend only. they get me like no one else#well ginny and jenna also get me. please read best kept secret and a series of mistakes Oh My God#where am i going with this. i like tag rambling actually this is a nice way to do it without forcing EVERYONE to read my delirium#anyways if you've read all of this i think i love you? feel free to dm me about hoffman and my very specific headcanons and aus#maybe soon i'll try and start writing my fics about this tragic man#i could never say any of this on twitter btw they'd string me up for my opinions on him as a sad wet beast who could have been fixed#if only he hadn't been weaponized first#god i'm too tired to even be as embarrassed about this as i should be. thought i unlearned cringe already#but i've been spending way too much time on twitter and they HAAATE hoffman there#rip. i know it's not that serious but i'm sensitive rn and hate feeling lonely in my thoughts#ok bye for real otherwise i'll never shut up. i might tag ramble more often bc this was therapeutic in a way i needed badly#cat chat
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loving-like-a-dog · 3 months ago
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I miss his blood.
I want to cut him open, eat all of his insides, drink his blood and break his ribs to eat his heart.
I miss him so much I want to bite his neck and rip out a piece of his flesh.
Everytime I kiss his neck and slightly bite it I get to rough because I bite 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 bite and bite and bite and bite and bite and bite and bite and bite and bite and bite puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq puɐ ǝʇıq and b̴̨͇̘͉̣̜̗̞̂̏̑̉͠í̷̞͙̩̠͔̌̒̑͊̉̾͜t̷̨̫̻̗͒̆̒̋͊̆̈́̈́͐ͅë̸̯̱̲̮̻ ̷͔̱͔̖͍̭̟̮͔̃̌a̵̹̞͚̭̬͛́͐̈́̓̋͌̚̚n̸͓̼̦̅d̸̯̼̈́́̃͋́͒̉̄ ̴̣̱́̊̿͐̈́̐̊͘̚͝ḃ̸̳̼̯̂̍i̵̭̗̪̼͖̳̥͈͈͒̔t̸̢̠͓̣̺̳̐͗͌̋͐̒̂͝e̵̤͍̖͗̅̔̃́̑̈͠ͅ ̴̟͊a̷̧̧͙̦̝͈͍͔̣̐͛̍͆ṋ̸̢̹͔̼̯̯̓͒̓̎́d̴̨̨̛̫̲̙͈̗͎̞͐̎̎̇ ̴̠̬͎̈͘b̸̨̮́̈́͑͒i̷̞̦̦̿̏͘t̷̘̺͍̣͍͉͉͐̓̐̓́̈́e̶̯͈͉͓̠̪̹͎̯̓̿͂̑͘ͅ ̵̜̪̥̟̘̈̽͌͌͋ȁ̵͉n̸̟̮̮̝͚̙͇̤̅̔͋̽̄̅̔̅͜͠ͅd̸̹̼́̔͋͛͌͘͠ ̴̧̻̘̱̲̫̟̥̞̏͒̋͗̇̌̿͊̉ͅḃ̴̛̮̭ͅi̴̖̰̹͆̋͐͜t̸̳̹͓̰̫̭̫̭̽͘ͅē̶̛̘̲̈́ ̵̧̛̹̥̱̦̦͔̹͒͋̒̿̕͜a̸͔͕̳̣̞̝̼͎̰̔̀͐n̶͕͆͐̎͋̒̈́̌͠d̶̢̢̨̢̖̗͇̩̰̀͊̔̓̌̓̄͘ ̶̳̜̯̫̰̗͂͐̍̀b̶̛̟̫̎̉͗͌̈́͂͘i̶͎͔̺̰̩̔̌̇̕͜͠t̷̛̙̫͑̒̀̓͠͠͝ẹ̴̻̏̋̅̅̔̅̿͂̏͊ ̸͚̳̝̓ą̷̛̟͇̘̤̝̙̤̯͎̄̓̊̃̓̉͊͘n̵̽̉̄͘̕͝ͅd̵̛̮̐̒ ̶̰̙̯͇̫͐̍͝b̸̼̤̳̂̆͂͝͠͝i̵̠̮̗̬͓̜͖̋ţ̵͖̦͈̬̯̳͖̄̀̽̒̋̀̈̚ė̶̠̳̪̔͑͋̌̓̈͒̂̕ ̴̯͆͝a̶͝��͙͎̓̈̆n̵͍͙͉̯̱̙̖͙̟̣͂͋̉̀̌̒͝d̸͎̥̟̪̰̖̻̹̀̂̀ ̴̳̩͓̺̞̟̞̯̀͊̏̓̿͛̚͠b̴̫̞͎̝͖̘͆̇̈́̃̎̃̚͝í̶̧̝̺̄t̷̘͍̖̪̙̓̑̃̒̚̚͠͝͝͠ͅe̵̜̥͖̥̼͂̑̄̋̉̍͜ ̷̹̍͌̍̀͝a̸̠̳̺̾̐̉̽̅͊͠͠n̶̗̬͚̱̘̜̾̎̉d̴̢͈̦̭̮̃ ̸̡̦̫̮̈́̔b̴̡̛̤̻̘̗́̾͊̀͐̌͒̓̌ī̸̞͈̖̳̫͙̼̘̜̒͝ͅţ̶̥̘͎͖͌e̶̹͍͈̝̤̞̓̈́̉̓̎̂̏̅̚͝ ̶̤͚̀̆͌̏̂̚͜͝a̷̛̫͙̟̹̹̗̾̓̀ͅn̸̡̺̱̝̺̱̹͋̋̉̂͝d̶̢̲̺͕͂̏ ̸̠̥̲͝b̷͚̹̯̃͐ĭ̴̢̧̻̖̪̟̰̑̓t̶̫̹̰̯͖̥̓̂͜͜ȅ̴̡̻̹̩̝̮͕̦̟͖́̈́ ̶̤̮̝̫̥͎͓̼̒̽̏̍̅̀̅̓̽̚ä̸̡̡͉͎̯̪́̔̓͛̔̾͐͊̕͜͝n̴̝̦̥͇̲̄d̴̨̖̙͚̉̿̈ ̶̜͕̐̌̊͐̋͗̐̓͝b̵̡̯̙̳̜̳̲̃̆͋͊͌i̸̛̛̫͖͎͎̓̆̐̔̌̕t̷̳͙͍̹̺̘̀̚ͅę̷̝͚̍͊̒̈́͐̅̊͜ ̴̖̩̣̺̝̰͋̅̾̏̌͛͂̊͜a̶̲̩͉͑n̶̢̠̰̰̙͙̆̓̊͠ͅd̸̛̻̏̌̚ͅ ̶̤́͐̇̄̌b̷̛͕̫̹̻͛̌̿͋͂́̿̍͝i̷̱̻͚͎̦̒̇́͛̿̏̋̽̚t̶̼̣͇̒̿e̸̬̾̍͋̈ ̵̧̠͕͙̭̬̗̼̂̐̏̃a̶̢̝̗͍̗̦̣͕͇̯̎̑ṋ̶̡̧̭͍̟̉̏̽̽̿̓̃̅̚d̴͈̗̤̜̾͒̏̈́̈́̂́̃͒ ̷͕̽̂̽b̵̯͇̳̬͓͍̼̱̃̋̄̊͌ì̴̢̖̱̞͙̤̯̣́ͅṫ̷̜̟̮̟͕͐̓̅̈́͘͝ḛ̶̰̠̥͙͎̬̖̇̀̈́͜ ̷̭̮̗̹̰̓́́͐̚͠ą̶͈͖̖̻̬̽̚ͅņ̸̳̤̯̻̦̹̇̈́͑̄͊̀͊̍͗͝d̷̜̖̔̈̉̑̌̀̓̃̕͠ͅ ̷̳͙̲̰͊́͑̚͝b̵̢͖̫̜̜̳͕͙̂̾́̄̽̏͋́̚ī̷̢̧̧͙̹͜t̵̨͇̟͒̓̀ͅͅę̷̥͚͍͓͉̑̈́ ̶̰͔̜͋a̷̢̲̙̬̰̽͆̑̿̈́̊̓͜͠n̷̺̭͍̫̘͓̼̣̓̅̇̐̆̂̐͜d̶̛̮̘͕̤̩̯̊̇̚ ̷̨͇̜̻̳͆̽̑̌̚̚͝b̴͈͇̬͓̬̳̳̘̺̙͌í̶̡̡̢̝̱̜̻̰̾̀̚͝t̸̬̥͔̣̦͕̽͐̎͆̇͠ͅe̸̢̿ ̵̨̠͈̱̔̒͌ḁ̷͕͓̲̣͚͉͕̠̠͆̈́̕n̴̡̯͖̯̮͈̰̞͆̈́͗ď̸̫̥̣͚̮͚̗̝̀̈́͝ ̴̗̦̗̦̫̱̙͗͑b̴̢̰̟̦̻̼̥̋i̶̢̢̼̎̿̓͂̽͒t̵͈̼͔̹̥͗̎̉̔͝ē̶̢̲̮̪̂̒̋̑͒̀̾̈́͜ ̷̢͉̿́̆͋̈́â̷͔͗̀͋̔̒n̷̹̗̹͓̙̯̱̗̞̄d̵̨͕̱̞̬̺̒̀̅ ̸̢͇̦̜͕̩͖͔̠̭͌͝b̶̧͖̤̄i̴̟͎̾̋͆̑͊̅͛͒͠t̶̛̘̝͚̹̟̪̹͔̻̔ȩ̶̡͉̰̋͒͂̾͂͐̈̿͛ ̴̛̼͚̦̪̾̎̂͆̌͌͐͘̕ą̴̩͙͉̖̪̑̒̅͆͘͝n̷̛̛͉̝̾̿̎͊͋̌̿͝d̵̰̑̐͒͋́̃͗̃̒͠ ̷̎̂̈́��̳̱̗͓̜̟̞̲͇̅b̵̳̭̘̹͉̝̈́̈́́̿̚̚͠i̸̜̝̭̯̻͚̠̋́̈́̎̕t̵̳̲̔̎̓̋͆͒ḙ̶͖̱͈̣̬̉̇̊̃̌͒̓̇͝ ̴̨̛̮̫̟̫͎͔̿̿͛͋̐̎̎a̷̛͓͓̜̬̠̖̱̍̽̉͑n̶̨͚͓̳̻̲̪̜̲̎͛̕d̶͔͔̬͈̰̜̤̱̾͑̈́͗̍̒͝͝ ̶̡̧̣͎̞̺̗̥̞̇̑b̷̢͓̲̫͇͓͌i̶̡̛̬̮̦̎͆̀̍͘ẗ̴͓̲̙̼͕͔̯̗́͛̊̔̂͑̚͝͝͠ë̶̖͕͖̼́͑̈́̒̃ ̶̠͈͛̇̽̑̋̕ã̶̘̞̰͍̱͙́͂̾̉̏͊͝n̴̡̻̮̰̙̼͇̈́́̇̇͑̐̉ͅd̶̢̡̛̝̠͎̥̲͓͐̊́̋̈́̈̚ ̴͉̉͜b̶͕̣̭̦̟͔͕̄̑̉̓̒ȋ̸̡͖̣̩̖̀͛̊ẗ̴̨̟̫̰̻̼́̀͌́̀̽e̷̙̍̐̀̕̕ ̵̦̄̊̇͊͋̓ą̴̺̭̿̓̐̿͌͛̓̋͘ṇ̵̛̺̂̽͂͘͝d̴̢̼͓̱̘̾̆͐͋̄̓͋̇͐̏ ̷̡̢̛͕̳̤̹̬̗̗̃͛̋̀͗̀̎̿b̶͓͙̠͎͒͒̉̚i̶̛̟̗̳̣̋͊̇͆̓t̴̠̖͖̱̪̩̘̬͊̋͌̒͌͝e̶͍͇͓̜̊̔̈́̕ ̶͕̃̈͂̌̃̍͌̄̃͘ȧ̷̝̾͑̈́́̊͊̕n̶͈̬̗̼̆͂̂̑͋͘̕͜͝d̷͚̱̦̈́̓ ̸̺̭̦͙͇̂̽͗̊̐͌́̋͌b̸̮̖̯͍̟͇̉̊̌͘̕͜ǐ̴̹͗͂̇͗ẗ̷͓͍͈̣̗̺́͊̋̈́̒̅̓͜͜ȩ̶̨̻́̚͝ ̶̧̬͈̱̇͝
Until he tells me it hurts too much and it's so hard for me to stop. I want to taste him and rip him apart.
I don't want to hurt him, I want to make him feel loved and protected but I also want to kill him and cuddle with his gutted corpse until I die in his arms from starvation because I wouldn't ever get up.
Eternal cuddles.
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rooolt · 3 months ago
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and now where the hell is he looking
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delusionsofanuntamedmind · 18 days ago
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am i in love with him or am i just ovulating?
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emloafs · 5 months ago
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thinking about how hawk joined miyagi do instead of eagle fang in s4 after the two dojos split again just because he's in love with demetri demetri asked him to
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dazais-guardian-angel · 2 months ago
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Well, at least Fukuzawa got his wish granted, I guess.... he's finally inside Fukuchi <3
#bungou stray dogs#bsd spoilers#bsd 120.5#please laugh i know i made myself laugh.... if only to keep from crying lol#the oocification of Fukuzawa will be studied in the history books for years to come#that's not my fukuzawa...... that's his discount twin fucksack#because his dick is so far up the ass of his dead pathetic dumbass crusty ex boyfriend it's not even funny#he is dickriding that fucker HARD#and here i thought the FANDOM woobified fukuchi out the wazoo. but oh my god no fukuzawa himself has them all beat this chapter#man is coco for cocopuffs and babying that grown-ass man like he's 5#it's truly pathetic and depressing to see i'm just beyond words#'you deceived him by keeping quiet the issues that would plague a union of mankind' NO??? LITERALLY ANYONE WITH A BRAIN WOULD KNOW#THAT THAT WOULD NEVER FUCKING WORK???? THAT IT'S THE STUPIDEST MOST NAIVE PLAN AND VIEW OF THE WORLD IMAGINABLE????#WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS IS A TODDLER INSTEAD OF A GROWN-ASS SOLDIER WITH YEARS OF MILITARY EXPERIENCE#Fyodor feels like the only one at this point that hasn't truly lost the plot in all this...... the only one with a goddamn brain#I HATE THAT I HAVE TO AGREE WITH HIM!!!!!!!!! I HATE THAT IT FELT SO CATHARTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!#and i hate even more that the series clearly doesn't want us to agree with him and instead believe that fukuzawa is still right#even though he was spouting the most naive braindead bullshit imaginable that early series Fukuzawa would NEVER SAY#WHAT ABOUT YOUR CHILDREN BRO??? WHY DO YOU CARE MORE ABOUT DEFENDING THE HONOR OF THAT CRUSTY MF THAN#THE SAFETY OF YOUR KIDS????#WHERE DID ALL YOUR INTELLIGENCE GO#i fucking hated the writing ever since fukuchi's plan/motives were first revealed and it was played completely straight (and gay lol)#but to hear fukuzawa actually come out and defend that ridiculous bs is just.......... again i have no words#it's insane. what happened. what happened to you fukuzawa. all i can do is laugh it's so sad it's so stupid. I WAS CRINGING SO BAD.#and was so glad when he finally died so he finally SHUT THE FUCK UP. i hate it here. i miss when BSD was good so bad man 😭😭😭#it would be one thing if it felt like he's so deep in grief that he's completely deluded himself that fukuchi was right and had pure motive#and wasn't an idiotic piece of shit himself just like fyodor#but nah again it just feels like we're supposed to side with him lmao even though fyodor was exactly right in everything he said#when your villain sounds more intelligent/correct than your hero and that's not an intentional writing choice..... that's not good bros!!!#anyway may your stupidity be purified in the soul of your dead bf fukuzawa 🙏 and we get the true you back
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welcometogrouchland · 1 month ago
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Noticing that TV and film will often have a character either have had an abortion in the past that isn't showcased on screen (and just used as part of the character's ~fucked up and twisted backstory~) OR contemplate getting an abortion in the present day but not to through with it. Just once I want to see someone delete that fetus within the events of the plot and not be like. Extremely majorly punished for it and/or be in the wrong
#ramblings of a lunatic#was watching a tv show w the fam recently and it's the 2nd series of a show that was clearly written with only 1 in mind#so in the 2nd season a character gets pregnant (bc ofc) and contemplates getting an abortion#only to do the whole 'omg she thinks she's lost the baby and realizes she wanted to keep it all along!'#which like. fine and valid and happens to ppl irl I'm sure#but like. this season doesn't establish if she wanted kids prior or if she has a stable job (she was struggling career wise-#-last season and the timeskip this season doesn't go into it)#AND has this fucking bizarre scene w/ her boyfriend (whos mostly been irrelevant and occasionally annoying up til now)#where he says it's 'our pregnancy' that she was going to terminate and when she (rightfully) bites back-#-saying 'you mean MY pregnancy?!' he just. storms off and deflects#which would be one thing but we have to wrap up the main plot so she just apologizes to him (for other plot stuff)#and we're never given any indication that his opinion has changed and they're just happily parenting at the end of the season#which just. left a bad taste in my mouth#like I KNOW i know not every bad thing said on screen needs a big blinking arrow that points out that it's Bad and Wrong#but idk how I'm supposed to feel in a series that has painted itself as explicitly feminist up til this point#presents the outcome of a woman dating and bearing a child for a man w seemingly zero respect for her bodily autonomy as happily ever after#w no follow up#like the whole series is centered on a group of sisters and this pregnancy story happened to the youngest one#who's always seen as needing to 'grow up' in season 1. so assuming this is meant to be building off that arc it's so WEIRD still#bc yes being a parent is an opportunity for many ppl to mature emotionally but that's not really something the character-#-reflects on all season. it's more abt her burying her past relationship w a season 1 guy (who was infinitely more interesting than new guy)#-than anything to do with that#AND EVEN IF IT WAS the notion of pregnancy as a punishment/reckoning meant to make her grow up or take responsibility-#-which is secretly a blessing in disguise i. god the show fell apart so hard here for me#and my mom and sister were just cooing over the baby at the end and i didn't speak up bc i didn't want to be a bitch#and in all fairness I'm probably being a tad uncharitable in this post but like. don't piss me OFF man#anyway. normalise abortion storylines that aren't backstory fodder and aren't fakeouts for baby plots. please
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gemharvest · 5 months ago
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I hardly talk about 2 of these cunts but this was really funny in my mind.
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lesbianfakir · 2 months ago
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Mytho fans id like to issue a formal apology. I realized I, too, know how it feels to have your special little guy mischaracterized and trampled over by his own damn media and now everyone hates him but YOU understand you understand him and they’re wrong they’re all wrong and also there’s this other guy everyone insists is better like it’s a competition and it’s really annoying and you just want everyone to see your pookie bear the way you see him. I understand. I’ve always understood. I am a better man now.
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superkitten-poison · 5 months ago
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to me velvette doesnt lie about *being bisexual* for attention but she lies about being bisexual *for attention*. like admitting to being attracted to women would make her a dyke and manly and f/f relationships dont even count bc her internalized misogyny goes so crazy she subconsicounsly does not see women as full people and needs men to validate her own personhood, and since men hold most of the power, surrounding herself with men is in fact a means to power. so one way she feels she Can have sexual contact with women is through excuses: it's for attention, for convenience, as a power play. but never because of her own desires and it can never mean anything. can you imagine? two women in a loving relationship. who would want to see that?
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nenehyuuchiha · 10 days ago
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I give up. Gonna just block tim drake tag in Tumblr.
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#anti tim drake#i can filter tag on ao3 but GOD DAMN SEEING THIS GUY ALL THE TIME IN MY TUMBLR TOO?!#“oh he was a stalker” no he wasn't. go read the comics#“he was following them with a camera” no he wasn't. that's fanon#“his parents abandoned him” no they didn't. he was in a boarding school#“dick was going to send him to Arkham” HE SAID GO TO THERAPY#“oh but damian” is a 9 year old assassin brat prince. that acts like a assassin brat prince and as a 9yo#my brother is 9 i know how they acted#“jason was going to kill him” bitch if he wanted tim would be dead.#“bruce doesn't love him” 1 he canonically does love him. 2 of course he is not like the others kids he was robin first then his son#“Ra's wants his babies” you get my favourite ecoterrorist name out of your fucking mouth. racist writers don't change who Ra's really is#fucking whining babies that never read a comic making up bullshit about a dude that don't exist#the tim that exists in their head doesn't exists so actually they don't even like tim. they like this guy that lives in their head#that in common with tim only have the name#tim drake#hey you know what's canon?#tim victim blaming a 15 yo for his own murder#tim picking fights with a 9 yo#tim being misogyny#tim being a bad boyfriend to steph#or even a bad friend in general#the racist undertones with poc characters. but this one may be just the writers#“isn't the rest just bad writers too?” no if is consistent writing for 20 years
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danandfuckingjonlmao · 7 months ago
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rewatching dead poets society for the first time in 4 years and i had to pause to make this it came to me in a Vision:
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lilbluebastard · 9 months ago
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I’m being a freak whore for Coyle again….
God I need him so bad it’s not even funny 😭 I’m so desperate for him 💔
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bitetobreakskiin · 1 month ago
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need a makeout session that turns into AGGRESSIVE fucking. yeah, shove your tongue down my throat and then act surprised when i suddenly have a grip on the back of your neck, shoving your head into the mattress as i put the strap to use and give you what you’ve been begging for, breaking you in from behind.
i’ll eventually let go and dig my fingers into your hips while you let out shaky gasps and desperately arch back further into me, taking me as deep as you can possibly handle. the prettiest cries escaping your throat as you try to bury your face in the pillow, just for me to pull your head back by your hair because i want to hear how good im making you feel.
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benoitblanc · 6 days ago
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heavy sigh. siri queue landslide by fleetwood mac
#in case anyone is wondering how it's going in the life of arwen: my best friend group is six people#me flatmate (who is my best friend) and two couples (third and fourth flatmates and their partners)#flatmate and i have kind of been fighting off and on for a few weeks. nothing major but our relationship is definitely changing#and i think it's scaring us both a little (or at least it's scaring me) so we're more prickly with each other than normal#but i guess fighting is an unfair way to put it. we're not really fighting. but i really really really miss not doing it#cut to monday night fourth flatmate and her girlfriend split after 3.5 years after girlfriend very clearly fucked up#but in a way where she could've still saved the relationship yet decided it wasn't worth the effort#fourth flatmate is understandably a WRECK#so the rest of us are all trying to be as supportive as we possibly can but it's just. really blindsiding#because it means that not only did girlfriend decide her relationship with fourth flatmate wasn't worth salvaging#WHICH MIND YOU IS BAD ENOUGH#but also that her relationships with the other FOUR of us weren't worth salvaging. third flatmate was her best friend for THREE YEARS#she would come over and make popcorn and watch doctor who with flatmate and me like once a week. that's over#she'd go to the bar with third flatmate's boyfriend because the rest of us don't really drink. also over#and flatmate third flatmate and i feel kind of guilty expressing the fact that we're also grieving one of our best friends#because obviously what fourth flatmate is going through is much worse#i also have an interview in two days on the other side of the country that has the potential to completely change my life#and i don't think i've ever wanted anything this much and it's suffocating. and it will mean leaving flatmate. and i love him#but i need to get into this program i need to i need to#also i'm on my period. yee fuckin haw#anyway how are the rest of us doing#arwen.text
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