#I want it all baybee
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I may end having to watch Interview With The Vampire against my will and better judgement, because I just love mess, and BOY does it seem like it's just about messy, toxic, shitty gays, which is the representation i crave
#oh man i forgot I had that ask about Michiru and Lestat in the same coven#God give me the talent to live up to that ask someday#someone on tumblr: I want relationships that DON'T end in death with GOOD people and WARM endings#I love that for you I want everyone damaged or dead#I want lesbians to watch each other die#I want gay men who need a fucking dirt nap#I want trans women who blame other people for their fuckups#I want it all baybee#I like my GIBLET fic like I like my straight fic: incredibly emotionally manipulative#I want to be disgusted enraged overwhelmed by sorrow#I want to bit hit with a sledgehammer#I want to love someone and engage with thenm#and then watch terrible things happen to them and/or become terrible#(this is an oversimplification of my position but basically I do not want stories that are cozy or safe)
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today in gardening: found a wild black raspberry bush behind our shed that i never even knew existed
#they’re fucking delicious too#gonna be harvesting these along with my massive amounts of raspberries all summer baybee#i REALLY want to grow luffa gourds but the seedlings are taking their sweet god damn time#geo gardens#that’s my new gardening tag#prepare for photos of vegetables
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thank you for the tag @fxreflyes this is so cute, except the format is trying to hinder my propensity to ramble, so i’ve rectified this in the tags lmao
i’m over 5'5 / i wear glasses or contacts / i have blonde hair / i often wear sweatshirts / i prefer loose clothing over tight clothes / i have one or two piercings / i have at least one tattoo / i have blue eyes / i have dyed or highlighted my hair / i have or have had braces / i have freckles / i paint my nails / i typically wear makeup / i don’t often smile / resting bitch face / i play sports / i play an instrument / i know more than one language / i can cook or bake / i like writing / i like to read / i can multitask / i’ve never dated anyone / i have a best friend i’ve known for over five years / i am an only child
no pressure tags for @static-radio-ao3 @inevitablestars @itsjaywalkers @carniferous @orbitfalls @transsexualpriest @futurequibblerjournalist <333
#i'm like 5'7 i think. fun fact i used to wear glasses when i was like 11 bc all my friends were getting glasses and i wanted some too so i#lied to my optician. lol good times. don't actually need glasses tho soooo.#this is me coming out as a natural blonde guys….. like my hair hasn’t been blonde in a good year or so and it hasn’t been my natural blonde#in like three/four years but still in my heart of hearts i identify as a blonde. like i get confused when people don't count me as one#i have my ears and nose pierced and i would love a tattoo but unfortunately i have both a fear of needles and commitment issues so.#not sure if that’ll ever happen… would be very hot and sexy tho. also i'm one of those freaks with green eyes lol it's appaza quite rare#my hair is currently like dark dark brown… have been getting the itch to dye it again tho like a kinda reddish colour idk yet we’ll see#i had braces for AAGES. i have freckles in the summer and i paint my nails whenever i remember to. rn they’re a very chipped lilac colour#i think i have a resting bitch face but i can never tell tbf like it might be more of a resting 'dead to the world' face lmao#okay technically i don’t play an instrument anymore! but in the past i’ve dabbled with the cello the oboe and the xylophone. singing too#spanish and italian baybee although ig if this means like fluently then that’s not me but this is literally my degree it’s my whole brand#yes i like to read but also the only things ive read in like the last few months have been either books in spanish/italian for my degree#literary criticism for said span/ital books and… fanfic. so. also i like writing but it's my worst enemy rn the thoughts aren't working :(#i have many best friends that i’ve known for years!!!! in fact i've known some of my friends for like my entire life it's very cute#okay sorry for rambling i can never help myself and i also literally could go on icl like there was Some restraint applied here#kara lore#bc there's quite a lot of it in this one lol#tag games
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CLIP: DARKEST DUNGEON EDITION
#IM SO PROUD OF THIS ONE#IT TOOK LONGER THAN I WANT TO ADMIT#I WAS IN THE GORSH DARN MINES WORKIN ON THIS ONE#MY DARK WORK IS DONE NOW I CAN REST EASY#I DID NOT DRAW THE BACKGROUND IT IS FROM DARKEST DUNGEON#THE REST IS ALL ME BAYBEE#god i am so tired#protogen#protogen art#furry art#furry#darkest dungeon#my art
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Out of the five love languages, what do you think arthur and eames fav love language respectively?
It's a good question!! All of this is my own headcanons obvs, and I'd love to hear what you think as well!!!
I think for Eames, the language in which he receives love is physical touch. Because my interpretation of him is that he's not super touchy, but he does crave casual touch, hugs, etc, and he very much wishes he could be that person whom touch comes easy to - it says a lot about the relationship if Eames is comfortable enough to initiate touch back. He feels most loved when someone he loves hugs him, squeezes his shoulder as they pass, a pat on the back, holding his hand in a long car-ride. A neck-rub. None of it has to be sexual.
Perhaps the language in which he gives love is a bit of acts of service mixed in with gift giving. It's things he can do silently, when he doesn't have the words, which is often. Eames often talks around things that are real because he's avoid being super direct. Like he'll tidy up Arthur's Office of Chaos when he's run ragged and gift him, idk, a fancy pen because he knows Arthur lost his last one and he doesn't have to say anything and Arthur just knows - that's him showing love without saying it, directly.
For Arthur.... I think he receives love in acts of service. Don't waste Arthur's time telling him you're going to do this, or that. Just fucking do it. "I'm going to quit drinking." Okay Dad/Mom/Whoever, stop talking about it and put it into action. Except they didn't. "I've got this under control." Okay Dom, stop talking about it and fucking show me. Except he didn't. "I love you." That's nice, thank you, but how about you show me. Arthur knows that words are often worth nothing unless they're backed up with the doing part of it. Love is a verb - a doing word, an action-word. Do I mean anything to you if you don't act on/keep your word?
He absolutely has the giving love language of physical touch. A comforting hand on the wrist and squeeze of the shoulder. Hand on the small of your back. Casual touches to your arm, your knee, he doesn't even know he's doing it half the time.
(Maybe chuck in a bit of quality time, too, for the both of them.)
#inception#headcanons#can i also say#vis a vis literally nothing except my overwhelming love for this fandom#we interpret these characters differently and sometimes the same and sometimes two degrees apart and i think that's fucking wonderful#i love every and all iterations of these characters#im not right or wrong and neither is anyone else#no two versions are exactly the same and thats fucking amazing#thats the beauty of fandom baybee#anyway#i just wanted to say how much i love this fandom and how there is a bit of everyones soul in each work i read or see or headcanons or tags#inception fandom is the best fandom
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the only med i have for narcolepsy-related woes right now is a fancy stimulant and like. it’s nice to be slightly more alert and (way too)talkative online but god i wish i could actually sleep. lmao
#i want to try xyrem so bad dude#you dont understand. its all rem when i sleep. i never drop into restful deep sleep ever#and i mean like Thats Narcolepsy Baybee etc but god i am so tired for real#when i was a kid i thought i had a superpower bc my dreams play over my waking vision and when i close my eyes Its Dream Time#so i was like ‘i can be in two worlds at once’ and like#i still conceptualize it like that. im used to it. i like it even. but i do wish that i could sleep for real sometimes#narcolepsy#vent poast
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took the Spanish placement exam. i've never been more happy to fail a test in my LIFE
#45.1/100.1 BAYBEE#I CAN TAKE A CLASS AT MY SKILL LEVEL NOW INSTEAD OF STRUGGLING WAHOOOOO#(for the record i Did try. very hard in fact. and i do genuinely want to learn spanish.#i just had an extremely shaky foundation of the language back when i started taking classes in junior high#and was never able to catch back up. spanishdict.com was my fucking lifeline i used it to check all my work before submitting)#friday chats#friday vs post-secondary school
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Bonnie but with my hair lenght because yes of course why not
I struggled with the hands and in the end i just gave up lol
#i hated having long hair but i'm starting to gain confidence in them so yeah#fnafhs#fhs#fnafhs bonnie#bonnie fnafhs#long hair baybee#akso fun fact: that skull is the band symbol of the Nightmares#i wanted it to have four spiked teeth to symbolize all the members but it always looked too ugly#i will have it look pretty one day tho#so yeah. bonnie Nightmares fan. don't ask questions it's my AU ok#ugly dudlo
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The Supreme Court of India releases its verdict on same-sex marriage tomorrow and I just wanna say to whatever gods are listening:
GIVE ME MY GAY RIGHTS NOW
#ok I’m making light of this but#I’m miserable today baybee#I’m pessimistic and I wish I wasn’t#I’m hoping I’m wrong#I really really want to be wrong#I wish we get the right to marry#I wish we all have lovely lives#I wish I get to see queer Indian marriages in my lifetime#I want that so badly
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it’s nice to be good at your job. but it’s also not nice, because you will keep receiving Tasks.
#abby.txt#job security BAYBEE!#also ppl online can say what they want but I can tell you with confidence#we are nowhere near completely replacing translators with machines lmao#that’s all I will say on that for the moment FJFJF
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make lists, dude. any time you know you have to do something later, make a to-do list of getting ready. it makes things so much easier and you don’t have to freak out about what you need to get done. you know what you need to do, in the order you should do it.
when making the list, add a “anything else that needs to be done immediately” at the end, just in case you couldn’t think of anything.
add a nice note for yourself like, “don’t stress!” “you’re doing good!” “it’ll be okay!” “it’s not the end of the world if you forget something!” to keep your future self calm.
make a separate list for anything not a necessity and that’s okay if you don’t get done; keep your main list simple and just the things you have to do.
put anything on the list, even if you think it’s self explanatory like, “eat something before you leave” “take medication” “brush your teeth” “get dressed” “charge your phone” “put shoes on”.
if you don’t set out your clothes, be specific about what you want to wear, “blue button down that’s hanging in the closet” “black jeans that you forgot to fold after the wash”.
if you have to tell someone something but want to wait till the next day to, write down what you want to say to who you want to say it to.
this list is for you, so don’t beat yourself up for what you write.
write anything on that list that you know will help you! write it the night before you know you have things to do the next day! add to it every time you think of something new that you’ll have to do when getting ready!
#check reblog addition#this is a longish post but this is something that has REALLY helped me these last few days#especially since i’ve even so stressed and getting ready for plans causes my brain to shut down sometimes#simple commands help!#and when i’m fatigued (chronic illness baybee) it’s a lot easier to do things when i can look at my notes app and read small orders like#‘brush teeth’ and ‘eat something’#this is for all my chronically ill and/or neurodivergent folks#and anyone who wants to try and be more organized!!#neurodivergent#autism#adhd#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#list making
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making this in advance
#resident evil death island#resident evil#“but rowan what if it IS good” it will not be <3 but it will be fun#and if i’m wrong it literally doesn’t matter#bc the point is it DOESNT matter if it’s good or not. so long as claire and jill interact. thas all i need baybee#i also want a rebecca claire and jill moment for diff reasons. but not in an endgame forced feminism girlboss way.
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Title: Soar
Fandom: Forspoken
Rating: G
Summary:
What a rare and beautiful gift, freedom. Something to be treasured, reveled in, celebrated. And what could be more free than a bird, aloft on golden wings that glinted in the sun?
Recommended listening: Into Darkness by BrunuhVille
#forspoken#forspoken spoilers#forspoken fanfic#frey holland#forspoken susurrus#forspoken cuff#fluff#flying#freedom#reminiscing#sky dancing#bobbi's being weird again#been sitting on this since May 18th#it finally hatched :D#fun fact: this is probably going to be part 2 of a series#the first part is still in the works and it's ALL angst baybee!!!#but I wanted to post this one first because I got the idea for it first#the angsty one just happened while I was trying to write this one lol#I am a monster and I cannot be stopped :D
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i cannot wait for the next few days off of work so i can try and unfuck my sleep schedule even a little
#text post#was asleep by five (am) awake by one i work at five (pm) and then my second shift goes into the early am of tomorrow lmao#im just tired and sick of talking to anyone i don't already know and want to be talking to#i know this is the lack of consistent sleep talking and the season change but oof#im gonna have to figure out if I'm forcing myself to stay awake all thru tues or Wednesday to try and fix it#and cross my fingers no poll for this weekend so i can maybe catch up on sleep there#this didn't use to hit me quite so hard but that's getting older baybee lmaooo#i do wish my body and brain would just... get over all of this tho and stop being bothered by shit#like mentally or physically or whatever just. stop. let me do stuff and be normal and be better damn it
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The pretty boy enjoyer to lesbian pipeline.
#That's comphet baybee#My sister just sent me a tweet that's like 'idk why everyone sexualized jack frost from rotg#When Santa was right there looking like this'#And I just wrote back 'he doesn't look like a lesbian'#And then I realized that's uhhhhhhh#A pattern for me#Between the gender of it all (wanting to look like them) and the lesbianism - oop
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literally so fucked up that the great comet is making its australian premiere in new south wales instead of where i specifically live.
#omens#it's being put on by the darlinghurst theatre company and previews just ended i think.#AUGH I WANT TO SEE IT. i've only seen production photos but from what i can see i love the set and the lighting and the costumes <3#from what i can tell it's very scaled back (just a raised circular platform in the center with seats around) so it seems like it's pretty#minimalist which i like <3 personally <3 i like minimalist sets i like that you can do so much with so little <3#apparently they change from blue to red lighting from act 1 to act 2 which is cool <3 Symbolism baybee <3#i also love that one dress natasha wears with the big puffy sleeves it looks good i like it <3#i've also heard good things about their sonya (kala gare) and marya (jillian o'dowd)#and i know that anatole is played by a drag king (jules pendrith / johnny gash)#AND THEIR NATASHA (grace driscoll) LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!! GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#GOD. PAIN. AGONY EVEN.#what i'm saying is. they should let me see it. all expenses covered. <3
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