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fiepige · 1 year ago
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Have some more Sage facts cause I've been thinking about him a lot lately:
His universe's version of the Prowler is his older brother Abe.
Abe became the Prowler after he was separated from his family, in an attempt to find them and protect/care for them. (they were separated before Sage was caught and brought to an Oscorp lab so Abe doesn't know what's happened to him)
He and Sage reunites when Abe's on a mission as the Prowler to get intel from an Oscorp facility.
Abe was wounded and about to get caught by the guards when Sage showed up for dinner- killing all the guards and almost killing Abe too.
Cause they don't recognise each other as Abe's in his Prowler gear and Sage is in his symbiote form.
Abe barely manages to convince Sage that they're on the same side, as they both wish for the downfall of Oscorp (Abe suspects Oscorp has something to do with the disappearance of his brother. He also blames Oscorp for the separation of his family after their dad died.)
They form an uneasy alliance and do missions together from time to time, but none of them know the other one is their brother as they're always their alter egos when they meet up.
I haven't decided when or how I want them to find out that they've been working with their long lost sibling the entire time.
I just know that when it's eventually revealed they both have mixed feelings about it.
Cause they've both witnessed the other one do horrible stuff to other people. Sage isn't sure he's even the same person as he was back when they were separated, he's been through so mush since then.
And Abe's been viewing Sage (the symbiote version he's been working with) only as a means to an end in an attempt to look for his family, but now he suddenly has to reevaluate the time they spent together and the way he treated him. Cause he didn't see him as nothing more than a monster he could use to get rid of Oscorp goons. But now he realises he's been dragging his little brother along for dangerous missions and put him in horrible situations in order to reach his own goals. + Sage has witnessed him to awful stuff to people in order to get what he wants, things he never wanted his little brother to see.
They're not sure they can ever go back to the way things were. Abe wants to try, but Sage is more reluctant. Mostly because so much has changed since then. He's changed since then. He's not sure he can be who Abe expects him to be anymore. So he runs away. Cause he doesn't want Abe to get hurt. And he'll be hurt if he stays near Sage.
Will they reconcile? Who knows? Guess time will tell, cause I haven't figured it out yet lol.
I have so much more Sage lore but I wanna keep this post relatively short.
(Also if you've read all of this just know that I love you <3)
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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago
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2011 Italian Grand Prix - Vettonso
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brionysea · 4 months ago
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when max is depressed we know something's wrong because lucas says with his words that he knows something's wrong but when mike is depressed we don't think anything of it because will's right next to him rolling his eyes about how stupid straight people are
#briony babbles#1) don't assume people's sexualities#I recently saw this from my family members#reacting like !!!!!!! to a girl they know... also like girls?#'oh wow I didn't see that coming' yeah that's because you don't think girls liking girls is normal#so it's sad to see queer people do the same thing bc you KNOW irl queer people act like will#2) I get it romance is stupid people who aren't queer at all and having all these stupid rules for engaging in it are especially stupid#but I listen to my sister talk about her boy drama because I care about her#and it's not just 'how to get them together' it's 'how to help her feel better'#I'm not 15 so maybe I'm being unfair with my wisdom that will doesn't have because he is 15 but like#if I see someone I love people pleasing and feeling like they owe someone a romantic relationship because they're too empathetic#I tell them they should consider working on their boundaries#because I want them to be with someone who makes them truly happy#and then with mike it's just ASSUMING that it's el in THAT WAY#when the only relationship advice he wants to hear is that it's okay to break up with el and still be friends#because he can't lose her again#and ONCE AGAIN he is NOT STRAIGHT#assuming things is stupid! even if he WAS straight but he wasn't happy in the relationship it would be okay to go back to being friends!#mike's problems are just as individual-specific and difficult to understand for his friends as max's are#especially because they won't just say it#but max gets lucas who tries so hard to understand without being told#and mike tries so hard to tell will without saying it outright and will keeps not hearing him#i'm sorry i wasn't there 'it's not your fault' no 'i disappeared' no no you didn't! i just didn't look hard enough. but i see you now#fanon won't tell you this but the point of byler s4 is for *will* to prove that he's good enough for *mike*#mike already did that by being the best bf in the world before they were even dating for the first 2 seasons of the show#saved will's life twice and y'all wanna act like mike doesn't deserve him. shut the fuck up
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viperwhispered · 10 months ago
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If you're still thinking of making a playlist, feel free to add "Be Mine" by Ofenbach and "Kick up Your Heels" by Jessica Mauboy ft.Pitbull.
Context: During the early 20th century, alcohol was prohibited in the United States. This lead to uncontrolled secret distribution of alcohol and secret bars everywhere (fun fact: it was alcohol dealing that made Al Capone so powerful). The most iconic of these bars were speakeasies: secret illegal clubs that sold good alcohol while playing jazz (fun fact: these bars went a long way to pushing gender and racial equality by having everyone being able to dance & drink together).
Which brings me to this scenario: Jamil sneaking out of weekends to dance the night away and enjoy precious moments of freedom without Kalim. During these escapades, he meets the reader and the two get closer of months of several encounters. At some point they meet outside of the bar, but they pretend to be aquaintances at most. They get so into each other that they start subtly flirting even outside the bar.
Eventually we get to the moment that ecompases the songs (Be Mine is Jamil's perspective and Kick up Your Heels is the reader's). After weeks of subtle flirting, the two are finally tipsy enough to flirt more openly. Jamil goes in first and the reader playfully flirts back. They dance the night away and end up leaving together back to reader's apartment (don't worry Jamil has the weekend off and Najma owes him so she'll cover for him).
Cue adorable morning after with kisses, cuddles, Jamil making breakfeat, and the reader wearing his clothes.
(Boy if the music video for the Ofenbach song doesn’t look like it was made for total wish fulfillment for the artists, lol. Song's a total banger, tho (after listening to it a lot while working on this).)
I’m also gonna add Shut Up and Dance by Walk The Moon to the list because the vibes totally fit (and I’ve definitely thought of it in regards to Jamil before).
I do love the idea of reader meeting Jamil in an environment where he can be more free. Just, how different of an experience is it, when the dance floor is your first impression of him, rather than the Jamil at NRC or the Asim estate? When he’s actually letting go, being himself and just having a good time.
Plus like, presumably in the Scalding Sands Jamil’s job is not so 24/7 anyway, since there’s other servants around too to look after Kalim. So yay for actual free time.
And because I totally vibe with this & have thought of something similar before, I wanted to turn this into a bit of fic.
Post-NRC, Jamil x reader, written with a fem reader in mind, nsfw
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The club, 22:30
You surveyed the club, your eyes insisting on looking for one person in particular, but to no avail.
No matter. Whether or not your favorite dance partner - or your acquaintance, or your crush, or whatever the hell he was to you - would turn up tonight, you could still have fun.
So, when a good song came on, you slid to the dancefloor, determined to dance the night away one way or another. You still had the whole night ahead of you, after all.
Not that you would have minded the company.
The club, 23:12
While you were queueing up for a drink, Jamil was the one who found you.
“I was wondering if you’d turn up,” you said with a grin, leaning closer to be heard over the music.
“And miss you? No way.”
You laughed and shook your head. It really was unfortunate how attractive that cocky grin was on Jamil.
“Wouldn’t have been the first night I’ve had to make do without you,” you said lightly.
“Well, tonight I can be all yours,” Jamil replied, his hand ghosting at the small of your back.
You grinned - you had to admit, you quite liked the sound of that.
The club, 23:27
Over the past few months there had been times when you caught Jamil looking at you as if he was evaluating you, measuring you. Yet, whenever he actually got close to you, that was all gone, replaced by pleasantries and barely concealed playfulness.
Today, however, there was a particular determination to him, one that had him shamelessly inching closer to you as you were talking over your drinks - as much as one could have a meaningful conversation talking over the thudding music.
“You look like you’ve got something on your mind,” you said, looking at Jamil from under your lashes while you sipped your drink.
“Well… I’ve been thinking that I wouldn’t mind sharing more than a dance with you,” Jamil said, his own drink nearly forgotten in his hands.
“Oh? What are you thinking?” you asked, stirring the remains of your drink with your straw, trying to affect a casual air despite your curiosity.
Jamil got close enough that you thought you could feel his breath on your skin.
“That I want to get to know you much better,” Jamil replied, an unmistakable sultry undercurrent to his tone. His hand had found its way to your arm, tracing light patterns on your skin.
Your eyes widened, a surprised laugh bubbling to your lips. My, what had gotten Jamil so bold tonight?
“Oh, and here I was just looking forward to some dancing,” you said with a playful grin.
Jamil might have gotten your heart to flutter, an unmistakable heat rising to your cheeks, but that didn’t mean you’d be that easily charmed.
“Just be prepared that once I get hold of you, I might not let go,” he said, lightly squeezing your arm.
“Dance with me, and then we’ll see,” you said with an amused shake of your head.
“Let’s start the show, then.”
With a laugh you grabbed Jamil’s hand, dragging him to the dancefloor, the beating of your heart rivaling the thud of the music.
There was such confidence to him, like Jamil had already ensured he’d get what he wanted and was just biding his time.
And you had to admit, you kinda liked it.
The club, 23:51
The song was one of your favorites and you couldn’t help singing along, moving your body to the beat. People were trickling in, but there was still space for both you and Jamil to let loose.
It was its own kind of delight, seeing how well you two could synchronize your movements. Stepping back and forth, circling each other, claiming a part of the dance floor all to yourselves. You grinned, watching the way Jamil leaned to the side, shrugging his shoulder, and you copied the move to the other direction, adding your own flourish with the snap of your hips.
After a few repeats there was a stutter in the music and you leaned forward, Jamil coming in to meet you, chest to chest. You lingered there for the briefest moment, your eye meeting, noses nearly brushing, before you pulled back and threw your hands up in the air for the chorus. You sang out the lyrics, let your body move as it wished, full-heartedly just enjoying yourself - and your company.
Sure, there was a part of you curious to find out just what Jamil could offer. But you’d come out here to have fun, and have fun you would.
Whatever would come later, would come later.
The club, 01:25
You were sweaty, your feet sore, your hair undoubtedly a mess at this point. Yet, you couldn’t stop smiling, couldn’t stop relishing your time with Jamil.
Jamil’s hands were on your hips, following your movements, his chest flush to your back.
You had to admit, you loved the feeling of his body against yours, the way you swayed together. 
You also delighted in teasing him like this, feeling the hardness of his arousal when you ground your ass on him.
“I want you to be mine,” Jamil mouthed the lyrics of the song, his breath hot by your ear.
He brushed his lips by your skin, something akin to a kiss, and you could feel the warmth of it shoot straight to your core.
Idly, you wondered if Jamil would be able to hear your soft groan over the music as you leaned back, your hand fumbling in his hair to pull him even closer. That seemed to be all the encouragement he needed, his mouth now more insistent on the corner of your jaw.
At this point, it was getting harder and harder to remember all the other people around you, your decency slipping from your hands.
Oh, you had a good enough idea of how Jamil’s body fit against you, how it felt under your hands.
But it was not enough.
You wanted to see Jamil, every bit that was hidden under those clothes, wanted to pull his hair loose - or just pull it in general. Wanted to see how he’d look beneath you, above you, between your legs…
Just the thought of Jamil unraveling with you had warmth pooling in the pit of your stomach.
And the thought of his touch on you, unobstructed…
He really was such a temptation, one that you might not even want to resist at this point.
Your apartment, 01:44
You were not prepared for the hungry way Jamil devoured your lips, how firmly his hands pulled you flush against him.
Or the way he groaned into your mouth, the sound shooting straight to your core.
Oh, you needed more of that. Much more of that.
Your hands shot up, gripping onto him tightly, just as unwilling to let him go. You sought out that hair tie that had been taunting you all evening, your tongue sloppily meeting Jamil’s as you pressed yourself as close to him as you possibly could.
There were so many places you wanted to touch, so many spots you wanted to unveil, your hands racing all over Jamil in a desperate attempt to fulfill all your desires at once.
Jamil’s lips were so wonderfully kiss-swollen, his hair hanging loose and his shirt halfway off him. If you hadn’t been so eager for more, you would’ve stopped to admire the sight and commit it to memory.
Instead, your greedy hands slipped under his top, relishing in the skin to skin contact while Jamil was busy with getting you to a similar state of undress, his eyes burning as his lips descended upon you again, stealing your breath away.
Your apartment, 2:20
You rolled your hips, slowly, your palms resting on Jamil’s chest. He did indeed look absolutely ravishing beneath you, his tongue slightly sticking out through his parted lips, his gorgeous hair spilled over your pillows. Jamil’s hands on your ass were helping you move, urging you to take his cock even deeper.
You’d yield to him soon enough, but first you wanted to savor this. The hungry look Jamil bestowed upon you, the needy way his hands kept on mapping your body, the way his hips bucked beneath you.
At this point, simply calling Jamil your favorite dance partner certainly didn’t do him justice.
No, you’d love to have so much more of him, wanted to find out just how far you two could go.
You leaned down, your lips meeting once again. You braced your arms against the bed as you began to move in earnest. Your efforts were rewarded by Jamil’s needy groan, the way his grip tightened on you. He seemed to be just as drunk on you as you were on him, and just that fact was enough to make your head spin.
Your apartment, 9:40
It was a slow realization, remembering that you had company over, only to find the other side of your bed empty. However, as your senses slowly roused, you soon caught the sounds and smells coming from the kitchen.
Of course he had to be perfect enough to even cook for you, you mused with some amusement.
With a stretch you willed yourself to leave the comfort of your bed, freshening yourself up quickly before padding your way to the kitchen.
You kind of hoped you’d been the one to wake up first. At least you could’ve cleared some of the mess.
It was such a domestic sight, Jamil busying himself at your stove, and you unexpectedly felt your throat tighten with the impact of it.
“I’m amazed you found something to work with,” you said, your words somewhere between apologetic and joking.
“It’s not how I’d keep my own kitchen, but it’s workable,” Jamil said matter-of-factly.
You couldn’t help a snort. What a way to sugarcoat your messy counters and sparse cupboards.
“Well. I’m glad it didn’t drive you off, at least,” you said with dry amusement.
You walked past Jamil to the sink, letting your fingers trace along his back and upper arm as you passed him by, conscious of not bothering his work.
Jamil, however, grabbed you by the waist and pulled you close, making you yelp in surprise.
“Good morning,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to your temple.
All you could do was melt against him.
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Bonus scene which didn’t really seem to fit the flow but I had to do something with these lyrics, too. A flashback to another night, maybe?
Jamil certainly knew how to move. Yet, there was still something carefully controlled about him.
You’d seen him, sometimes, when the night was late, how he really could let go and get swept up in the music.
Then again, you supposed you still hadn’t quite warmed up yourself, hadn’t forgotten about the way his eyes were on you.
Would another drink be a terrible idea?
Still, seeing the way Jamil was looking around, checking the crowds, made you frown. You tugged on his hand, turning his attention back on you.
"Oh, don't you dare look back. Just keep your eyes on me."
“You’re holding back, yourself,” Jamil said with a knowing look.
“Shut up and dance with me,” you said, smiling even as you rolled your eyes. 
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Ngl, I’ve not done much song fics and it was fun weaving in bits of the lyrics and vibes in here - even if I chose to be a silly goose and use 3 songs at once.
Tag list: @colliope @crystallizsch @diodellet @jamilsimpno69 @jamilvapologist
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firstdove15 · 3 months ago
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Guess it's safe to say I'm back into regularly reading manga/comics for the time being XD
1) Reading Ichi the Witch (forgot there was a chapter and caught up in time for the next one coming in a few days)
2) Catching up on Dandadan (Currently on chapter 108)
3) Reading One Pound Gospel
4) Reading Webtoon's Wanna Be Friends
5) Started Firefly Wedding
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mbirnsings-71 · 4 months ago
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jim-
joking but I AM thinking about wings tattoos sighhh UGHH i think u gave thrm that yeahh
I did in fact give him Wing tattoos along with Grian- they have those in the WAaDW au- and Yes the tattoos are different bird themes- Yes Grian's is a parrot and Yes Jimmy's is a Canary- one day I'll draw proper refs for my au this I swear-
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masteroffakesmiles · 1 year ago
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Persona 5 Tactica spoilers (somewhat)
Plus I'm overanalyzing characters so if you don’t wanna read this then please skip. Don’t come to me saying “it’s just a video game, calm down”. LEAVE IF YOU DON’T WANNA HEAR THIS.
Okay, even though I’m not in the p5 fandom anymore, I’d like to point out that the Ryuji bullying has been toned down a LOT in this game, and now it just feels like friendly banter between him and his friends. I love it so much. And the fact that Ryuji talks back more to Morgana gives me serotonin. (More in the tags)
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exopelagic · 11 months ago
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i said i wouldn’t do it this time but it’s 3am and mods asleep. boy
#welcome to another episode of Luke is insane abt hockey boy!#this time featuring a guy who is actually this time almost (ALMOST) confirmed to be queer#the almost is partly me being insane because I don’t trust anything anymore#but like. there are only so many reasons you wear pride converse. that is not ally behaviour#it just threw me this time I think bc I’d been like no. heterosexual. bc I think I became aware of him when he joined the real hockey team#because the OTHER problem is that the whole time I’d been thinking he was cute as hell (bc he is) and simultaneously being like no. bad.#anyway this meant that I have actually talked to him a bunch without overthinking it this term which honestly has been very cool#not like a whole lot but we’ve played together a decent amount and hopefully will keep doing that#and yesterday discovered hes recommending other people talk to me abt goalieing which is insane to me bc I am truly not that good#but apparently I made an impression!#anyway it does not help that this guy has gotten incredibly good at hockey in the past few months#idk man I make bad decisions (I say as if this was a decision) bc it is now the end of term once again <3#which means absolutely nothing can or will happen until after summer. which isn’t an issue#I’m just frustrated by my tendency to realise these things right before I’m about to not see the guy for X period of time#I also desperately need to stop crushing on hockey boys I swear but in my defence that is the main way I meet people#I think I’m cursed actually. that would explain many things#anyway he also has exams until next Tuesday which means he’ll be at hockey next week but idk abt this week which is devastating#i just wanna have talk to the guy more honestly to see how that goes bc we’ve not rlly talked individually for an extended time yknow.#in other words we have not had A Conversation it’s been groups or like quicker exchanges#he’s kinda quiet but i can’t quite tell which way yknow. I know he’s Watching basically all the time. and he is slightly awkward#which is also kinda cute. he gets a lil rambly when he talks abt hockey and I wanna push that button more#i. topsy if you’re reading this you’re gonna laugh so hard I just realised. he’s captain of the team now.#which sidenote is INSANE bc he started playing with them THIS YEAR#but oh my god. okay.#anyway. I need to start complimenting guys more for multiple reasons but also#1. he dresses very cool 2. he caught me looking at his shirt last week without saying anything (BEFORE I caught the rainbow converse)#i compliment women on their clothes and jewellery and hair and shit all the time but I do not with men bc. I mean do I need to explain.#but ​this is so unfair I am haunted by existence of boy and here we are once again. posting on tumblr with the possibility of seeing him lik#two more times before summer. might be three or four depending on what he comes to#luke.txt
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tasklinemgr · 1 year ago
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ougghh. thinkin about my toontown ocs
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noburden · 4 days ago
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phone of yearning and despair
#using social media to stalk a teenage boy is actually a type of hell#that i didn’t know existed#(​editing this to mention i am also a teenager and not a predator in case mutuals see this that don’t know my age)#i’ve never had a crush on someone who is so shy they literally don’t speak#like all i hear about his feelings is things his SISTER tells me#like babe we’re too old for this#pls talk to me#PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS#ive literally been waiting for this man to make a move since JULY#yeah you read that right#yes could I make a move? sure#but i won’t#because 1. i don’t know what i want and im scared to subject him to that#2. i’m also very reserved just like him so it might just be super awkward to try to get to know him#3. i’ve never liked a guy before so im very new to this#cause with girls you can just act like you wanna be friends to feel out the vibes#but with men they’re going to immediately assume you want them#4. our sisters are best friends and there’s a lot of pressure#5. he’s fine asf and i’m scared 😓#like literally what do I do#how to make a move without making a move#tell me now#like i’ve literally heard this man speak maybe 3 words#and i heard from his sister that he had a huge crush on me but since december I haven’t gotten any updates#but he’s always liking my story#I KNOW THAT SOUNDS LAME#you don’t have to tell me#like am i 15? 🥲#but only the shyest man in the world would like my story EVERY time instead of making a move#also another reason i’m not making a move is cause he could turn out to be a big weirdo but like also why not take the risk right?
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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago
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I meant to write more for a pt 2 lore post earlier but didn't end up doing so, so pls take these AU sketches(Mark & Jense and then some assorted sketchies)
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#i should never have drawn them as catboys bcs now they appear as catboys in mind half the time 😭😭#its only on paper but i drew more catboy sketches of them than whats included here 😭#seb reminds me of my cat where hes being all nice and cuddly and then will bite you out of nowhere#seb in his frilly nightgown is very important to me!!!#i meant to draw both of them in nightgowns but brain wasnt worked too well tonight#so thats why these are mostly half finished#the bottom seb is too remind myself i have a regular art style 😭😭😭#mark in this au is so funny to me. bro is tortured by having to be with seb like practically every waking moment#he basically is a offically provided live-in bestie 😭😭#*based on real life thing. i think its funny how you can be royalty yourself +#but bcs youre not part of the imperial family you can still be reduced to the job of having to dress the emperor 😭#^ so thats mark in this au#seb promoted him to an important role when he became emperor but still makes mark do his old duties 🤭🤭#jense is in charge of all the horses and transport and things. thus: ye olde horse girl#im sorry but in historical AUs all f1 drivers are legally obligated to be horse girls. its literally canon#so sorry for the catboy sketch. it will happen again.#but ig i dont wanna go too deep into lore stuff in these tags cause yeah. another post in the works!!#i think about it and have talked about it a lot. but its hard to like contain all of it to bullet points and such#my brain is not built for writing fic i think so idk of youll ever get that from me. but lore yes i will deliver#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#jenson button#mark webber#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#formula 1#boy king au
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girlivealwaysbean · 1 month ago
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aaaaaaaaaah
#such a weird new thing happened to me today#so like bear in mind that i am used to having doting sisters and bestfriends but never strangers and casual acquaintances#i actually feel like most of them hate me until i find out like years later that oh they thought i was their friend#so like today we had to prepare a skit and the sir divided us into random groups#and it's the second day so i don't really know anyone and we were just laughing and wasting time#(which is also weird and new to me like wow who's this girl talking to 3 boys on her own and holding their attention??)#and the sir had told us to make it on a social issue like dowry or something#so i jokingly suggested that alia bhatt scene from 2 states when she totally hilariously humiliates this idiot guy#who was mad at the wedding day because he got a smaller car than he wanted#and i remember even bachpan mein when she asked him tum mahine ka kitna kamate ho? the guy said#25. and she was like immediately main 50 kamati hu#it was so cool and awesome to me but anyway so i showed them that jokingly#but they weren't really paying attention for more than 5 secs bc nobody wanted to be serious and prepare#but this guy actually took my phone in his hand and increased the volume himself and put the phone to his ear to listen to the whole thing#and he was like yeah this is awesome#and then abhi raat ko he texted me all formally in english ki hey sorry i cant come tomorrow but here's my contribution#if u really wanna do the dowry thing he sent me a funny video about it and it was like 8 messages#like. i know this isn't a big deal and he probably sent it to everyone else too#but 1. i am not used to people even noticing me and im fine with that bc new ppl are exhausting literally my only friend is the girl i met#in 6th std and my sister. so the fact that he noticed and looked up this stupid thing at HOME when he'll gain#nothing from it bc he'll be absent is crazyyyy. also 2. he sent like 8 texts wow that's so much from a guy#like the guys who were trying to make me sleep with them sent less texts than that lol🙄🙄#i guess future isn't that bleak then if nice guys exist
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lemonynuggets · 2 months ago
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I’m a guy that has so many personas
#lemon man talks#As in characters I draw that represent me#oc talk#< gonna tag this too. I guess#I have a guy that’s just me but I have so many sonas that represent little parts of me#I know no one cares and like 1 person will read this so I’ll just ramble about them a bit here#Lamb is mostly about my religious trauma and the feeling weak and excluded and like a prey or sacrifice at all times#Ghost Host (surprise: they have a meaning!!) is like. What if I actually gave up. What if I stopped holding in and just started being#Unapologetically mentally ill and just acting like me in a scenario where no one can stop me#He’s cruel and he’s insane and I obviously wouldn’t go about killing people if I stopped masking and apologizing for existing#But what if I could just be#Oh also one thing I forgot to mention about Lamb is that they aren’t necessarily a lamb or sheep or anything#They’re meant to just resemble something similar to a lamb or sheep or something but not be any of them exactly#That’s my identity issues! Rejoice!#It’s about me not feeling like I’m anything really#Not being like anyone and feeling excluded from being a person because I just. Don’t feel like one#It’s about being neither a girl or a boy or human at all#And no one can really tell who you are either#anyways moving on#They are the ones that have an actual meaning I think#My other sonas are mostly related to things I enjoy as a coping mechanism really#Yeah the poolrooms thing. It’s a comfort thing ok#No one besides the poolrooms server knows that I’m obsessed with the poolrooms#Not because I hide it but because it’s so specific that there’s no situations where I can say that#I do have other sonas in mind that I wanna design#I wanna make one based on neotheater#It’s my favorite album ever and it’s really important to me so once again it’s a comfort thing#The songs give me a very specific mental image and the cover is so prettyyyy#I’m still very proud of that neotheater painting I made honestly
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hauntingblue · 7 months ago
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Evangelion movie hello
#So Adam creates angels and Lilith creates Evas but also humans as Shinji's dead bf said... so Evas are humans too? Is that it#asuka IN THE GAME AGAIN!!! YEAAAAHHHH#is her mother the eva.... like maybe its metaphorical but maybe not like shinjis mother maybe is in unit 1 so.... idk man...#rei has herself??? she wouldnt have an ag field without a mother then andjakqk but she does.... idk man#WHAT DID SHINJI DO TO ASUKA. I THOUGHT THAT WAS ONE THING NOT THAT. NOOOOOOOO#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MISATOOOOOOOOOOO#asuka i will get you out of there i promise#ritsuko's paceful face when pointing a gun at ikari sr ajdiajqiq yeah....#what did this fucking evil man say... cant even say a true fucking thing to a dead woman... DIEEEEE#“thanks to the five (5) women that helped bring this picture to its completion” just the voice actresses yeah i can tell#not the tit touch again.... is this a theme or what... what am i supposed to get from this the heart is in the middle my guy#REI YES!!!! KILL HIM FIRST REI!!! DO HIS HEAD NOW!!!#im sorry... why is rei so scary but then whatever she is turns to a manic pixie dream boy and shinji cries of joy akdhaisjsisk GAY!!!#there is so much to say about this but i am afraid i might be too dumb for it bc nothing comes out but alas im having fun#asuka is shinjis foil but why are they doing this#“does misato really do things like that” refering to sex is the most 14 yo thing that shinji has ever said i get it. everyone does it shinji#i think there is enough what women are triad things in here.... can we stop.... sister mother lover.... woman scientist mother...#we get it you dont get women i thought shinji was opposing kaji by not understanding him when he said men and women are separate...#figured out what an at field is.... thank you thank you.... its what encapsulates your person and ego i get it now....20 minutes left aldhsk#shinji out of all people being the brain.... nepotism bc yui came up with all of this i guess#jumpscared by the real footage after the fuckfest#the footage of the people at the screenings of the movie.... i can't imagine seeing this in a cinema christ#the cordial handhsake with the thank you 😭😭😭 thats the shinji i know....#rei is the lover sister mother but why is there a boy there too?? akdhakshaksjaj i need answers... is that his father?? shinji you're fucked#maybe freud was right maybe i need to kill the freud that lives inside my head. this will make me introspect after all akdhaks#alright. are they meant to repopulate the earth is that it? do i need to stray out of the christianism of it all? asuka i will get you out!!#i have so many questions... like both in narrative and outside of it#i dont wanna think about it now tho.... sick visuals 10/10 on that front#talking tag#watching evangelion
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butchlifeguard · 7 months ago
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i did research and if i go to a&m i can masters swim at bac which means i can swim lcm again. great news
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greenskellyships · 1 year ago
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People new to Tumblr! Work on your cringeness from the get go! Be the most pathetic little meow meow you can be as soon as you're able!
Cuz if you delay it for too long, you'll find yourself in possesion of some pretty cool mutuals, and every time you decide to be cringe later it'll feel like you invite them to peek through the blinds while you take a bath in garbage.
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