#I’m still very proud of that neotheater painting I made honestly
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I’m a guy that has so many personas
#lemon man talks#As in characters I draw that represent me#oc talk#< gonna tag this too. I guess#I have a guy that’s just me but I have so many sonas that represent little parts of me#I know no one cares and like 1 person will read this so I’ll just ramble about them a bit here#Lamb is mostly about my religious trauma and the feeling weak and excluded and like a prey or sacrifice at all times#Ghost Host (surprise: they have a meaning!!) is like. What if I actually gave up. What if I stopped holding in and just started being#Unapologetically mentally ill and just acting like me in a scenario where no one can stop me#He’s cruel and he’s insane and I obviously wouldn’t go about killing people if I stopped masking and apologizing for existing#But what if I could just be#Oh also one thing I forgot to mention about Lamb is that they aren’t necessarily a lamb or sheep or anything#They’re meant to just resemble something similar to a lamb or sheep or something but not be any of them exactly#That’s my identity issues! Rejoice!#It’s about me not feeling like I’m anything really#Not being like anyone and feeling excluded from being a person because I just. Don’t feel like one#It’s about being neither a girl or a boy or human at all#And no one can really tell who you are either#anyways moving on#They are the ones that have an actual meaning I think#My other sonas are mostly related to things I enjoy as a coping mechanism really#Yeah the poolrooms thing. It’s a comfort thing ok#No one besides the poolrooms server knows that I’m obsessed with the poolrooms#Not because I hide it but because it’s so specific that there’s no situations where I can say that#I do have other sonas in mind that I wanna design#I wanna make one based on neotheater#It’s my favorite album ever and it’s really important to me so once again it’s a comfort thing#The songs give me a very specific mental image and the cover is so prettyyyy#I’m still very proud of that neotheater painting I made honestly
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