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Sunglasses Are For Sunny Days
A/N: Okay so this is like, my first official Billy fic and the ideaâs been floating in my head for a while now. I hope you enjoy it. This side of Billy in this fic is one that is never seen, but considering the circumstancesâŠ
word count: 2,720
characters: Billy Hargrove x Reader, Chief Hopper
pairing: Billy Hargrove x Reader
warnings: physical/mental abuse, mentions of suicide, swearing, cigarette smoking
summary: When Billy finds out the readerâs father abuses her almost daily, he takes matters into his own hands.
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Could you do 10 for your writing prompts but for Dacre???
âMaybe you two should just kiss to break the tension.â
Word Count: 1,503
Warnings: None
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Dammit my heart đđđđ
Promise Kept
Part 3 to Promise
This isnât what I originally had planned for part 3, but Linkin Park hit me in the feels again and this happened.
Itâs been a year since you lost Billy and you still couldnât help but to blame yourself for his death. But you had your promise to keep, so you had to accept it for what it was. A tragedy.Â
Your mind drifted toward the good memories Billy asked you to think about when you had your bad moments, the memories only you and Billy shared; your talks about your future together. Moving to Cali, starting a family, the most beautiful beach wedding you could ask for. Because Billy loved you that much, he would do anything for you, including making your dream wedding a reality.
But that thought brought you back to reality, and you couldnât help but sob. Yes you considered yourself Billyâs wife, you didnât have his last name for nothing. It was the simple fact you were robbed of every future plan with him that hurt you the most. You were supposed to be happy together.
Youâd been dreading this day; knowing that not many other people would be mourning for Billy like you because they didnât know how bright a soul he truly was. You couldnât help but think back to the night he died and the day after. A day where not a single news report regarding the incident had any mention of Billy, not a missing persons ad. Nothing.
These people made it seem as if Billy was nothing. Just another cover up story with no mentions of the truth. To them, Billy was just another unfortunate loss of life. Not like he deserved to live right? Itâs not like he wasnât the victim the whole time, right?
Wrong. You hated how people treated his death, as if it were nothing, and part of you felt Billy knew it was gonna happen that way too, which was why he had you make your promise. You had to share the good times you and Billy had together with everyone you two knew, show them that there truly were reasons Billy should be missed.
You were the main one. Your friends knew you loved Billy with your whole entire heart and soul and how living without him would be tough for you, but they never understood why. You helped to better Billy before he got possessed by the mindflayer, which in the end was what took it all away from you, and you werenât going to just let his light go out. You were keeping it alive for as long as you live, to remind others that you were not going to let Billy die completely. You were keeping your promise.
Part of your promise, which Billy thought was totally silly when you mentioned it, was that you would act as if he were still there at home. He was always going to be in your heart, so you wanted him to still be part of your life. Youâd leave an empty plate on the table for him, as if heâd come through that door at any moment and join you for dinner, even had a pack of cigarettes which you brought with you to every room you went.
But even in those comforting times, things still got tough. Youâd have sudden bouts of anger, more toward the ones that took Billy away from you, not so much toward yourself since you accepted that there was nothing you could have done to save him. You just felt it wasnât fair you had to live without him.
Unbeknownst to you, Billy witnessed it all. Your silly promise you kept and even the angry days. After passing, his spirit went right to you. If he couldnât be with you in life, he was going to be there for you in his afterlife. Heâd sit in the chair across from you while you ate, gently touch your hair when you watched TV, cup your cheeks in your angry moments and murmur that it was okay, and heâd even kiss you goodnight.
Though you couldnât feel his every touch, Billy knew you felt he was still alive in your heart, and that was enough to satisfy him. Part of you wanted to believe he could be there, watching over you as you continued your life, kept your promise, but you also wanted him to just be at peace and in Heaven, where you knew he deserved to be.
Little did you know, Billy was in Heaven all along. You were his Heaven. Heâd rather be with you than anywhere else; watching you keep your promise, continue to love him in life, to live with him. That was Heaven to Billy. You were his flickering light in the night sky, as he was yours, and you were going to keep each otherâs lights going for as long as you could.
âI love you.â You said this aloud right as Billy whispered it in your ear, feeling immediate goosebumps forming along your skin and a tugging sensation in your heart. You felt it. Felt him.Â
âBilly?â You whispered, tears welling in your eyes as you sat up on your couch.
Billy touched your cheek, warm smile on his face. Your hand immediately raised to the same cheek, letting the tears fall as you rested your hand where his was. He was happy you felt him and you were even happier he was there.
Tagging: @takemepedropascal @speedmetalqueen @halefirewarrior
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What Iâve Done
Part 2 to Promise
What Iâve done?
Iâm sure you know that by now.
Iâm Billy Hargrove and this is the day I forgave all the horrible things Iâd done and let happen to the people I secretly cared for.
Billy felt it, deep in his soul, that tugging feeling. Someone was trying to save him. Billy groaned, black bloodshot eyes slowly morphing back to their usual blue ones. He looked down at the smaller girl below him, tears pricking at his eyes. She was showing him good memories. Â His good memories. And how beautiful they were. Everything Billy had before he found you. Happiness. A happiness which washed away years prior to meeting you.
Then you brought that happiness back, a happiness Billy thought heâd never feel again. And in this very moment he was grateful, grateful someone else cared enough to save him so he could feel that happiness one last time. And he was feeling it now.
âHowâŠâ
El only smiled, keeping her hand on Billyâs cheek. But that would soon come to an end when the flayer monster started to attack. Of course Billy did what he needed to do. He needed to save these people, stop this thing before it stopped them. Billy immediately fought against the monsterâs attacking mouth tentacle, feeling the strength of the mindflayerâs control overwhelm him. He fought against it with all that he had, not wanting to die in vain.
Billy fought. Hard. But the monster was stronger and it only ended with Billy on the floor coughing up what looked to be black blood. Max dropped to her knees after screaming Billyâs name, sobbing loudly as Billy lay there looking up at her, pure pain in his eyes.
âIâm sorry, Max.â He coughed again, looking her in the eyes, he smiled. âIâve forgiven the things Iâve doneâŠÂ Iâm ready to wash it all away.â He reached to take Maxâs hand, giving it a light squeeze. âTell Y/N not to forget her promise. And tell her, Iâve erased the bad and created a new good memory by way of self sacrifice. But most importantly, tell her I love her.â
âBilly, no. Weâre gonna get you out of here. Youâre gonna be okay.â
Billy was gone. And Max could see it in his empty eyes. She sobbed again and thatâs when El came to hold her sobbing form. When you heard the news, you fainted. And you cried yourself to sleep for three whole months. Your friends were worried sick, but they stuck by your side through it all. They learned about the true Billy. The Billy only you saw. The perfect Billy.
Tagging: @speedmetalqueen @takemepedropascal @halefirewarrior
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BRB CRYING đ€§đ
Promise
I cried writing this...
Here you go.
Part 2 Part 3
âBilly please. Just tell me what I can do to help you.â
âThereâs nothing you can do, baby. Whatâs inside of me, itâs...itâs too dangerous. I canât risk getting you hurt. Or worseâŠâ Billy sighed, giving his head a shake. His heart was aching, but he knew no one could help him now. No one could save him from what he's become, from the things heâd already done.
But he could forgive the things heâd done and he could ask you one last favor.
âBilly, I--â
âI need you to make me a promise.â
âWhat?â You whispered, taken aback by his request.
âWhen Iâm gone--â
âBilly, no.â
âWhen Iâm gone, promise me youâll remember the good memories weâve shared and completely forget all that wrong and pain Iâve conflicted on others.â
âBillyâŠâ
âPromise me, Y/N.â He spoke your full name with a choked whisper. âPromise me.â
âI promise,â you whispered, tears slipping down your cheeks.Â
Billy wiped away your tears before gently cupping your face and pressing his lips to yours for a deep kiss.
âIf you let me help youâŠâ
âNo one can help me, baby. This thing, itâs too strong. I canât get rid of it no matter how hard I tryâŠâ He mumbled. âIâm not like you, beautiful⊠I don't have all these people that think Iâm worth saving⊠Itâs too dangerous for you to take on on your own⊠And Iâm not letting you risk your life for mine.â
âBut I love you.â
âAnd I you, baby. I will always love you. Til the end.â He smiled. âBut donât save me.â
âI promise to always share the good memories weâve had together, Billy Hargrove. I will always remember.âÂ
âMarry me.â
âW-what?â
âMarry me. Before something inevitable does happen. I want you as my wife when my time comes to an end.â
âYes.â
Billy grinned, pulling you in for one more deep, passionate kiss. Nothing youâd felt so intensely before with him. You smiled into the kiss.
âI canât wait to become your wife.â
âMe too, future Mrs. Hargrove.â
That was the last time you saw Billy Hargrove. It wasnât until the very moment of your discovering Billy died that everyone truly realized how good of a person Billy was. For you.
Despite losing Billy, you still considered yourself his wife. Death wasnât going to steal that from you. From that day on, you started going by Y/N Hargrove. You even got your last name legally changed to it. You made a promise to Billy, and you werenât going to let that promise die.
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#self reblog#billy hargrove x reader#billy hargrove x you#the heartache đ©#but it only gets worse with each part đ„șđ
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dude god could come down from heaven with a million angels and tell me that gif is pronounced âjifâ and i still wouldnât fucking do it
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#someone gives him his star every season
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The only reason why Amber is copying Depp's Style during the trial is because she's taunting him. Classic abuser behavior. "Ha ha. Look at me, no one will take you seriously." Kinda thing. I hope Johnny gets justice.
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OSCAR ISAAC as STEVEN GRANT MOON KNIGHT (2022) 1x04: The Tomb
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Remember his name!! đđđŠđ
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