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I'm not sure I'm doing this right, but this is for the ask box writing prompt!
Mina and Branson walking in a park. Can be an AU or not as long as it has a park!
(That'll do just fine! You're doing it right.) 💕
From: Ask Box Writing Prompt Game
📖 It's Story Time... And some tunes to accompany, if you like!
Spring was just making its way out the door as summer stepped in, lush greenery in tow. All was now warm and verdant within this temperate landscape. Cumulus puffs that dare stray before the sun were framed in ivory light, pleasantly picturesque, putting on quite the display for those who stopped to look. It was as if the pearly gates themselves lie in wait somewhere beyond them, really.
The sky had no right to be that beautiful for such a simple story! Alas, it was a beautiful day. And a perfect one to spend in a local park.
Walking hand in hand with a clement breeze were the strums of an acoustic guitar. Though gentle, its rustic sound gave life to the world around it and its owner just a small measure more (pun intended.) The tranquility was cut short by a sudden shriek, however.
Lifting his head in bewilderment, the very large and very rat (yes, very rat) gent glanced about him.
"Branson!"
The familiarly petite voice of a very small and very newt lady soon called out his name. As she ran up to him, her webbed feet slapped the pavement with the same eloquence of a duck frantically scuttling away from a pursuer.
"Branson, you have to come see the ducks."
Speaking of ducks... He sighed to himself. Thankfully, Mina wasn't hurt or anything. Or hurt too badly, rather... he took note of how she spared a moment to examine one of her hands, shaking it out briefly as she let out a small grunt.
"You were bitten."
"It was a for a good cause!" She retorted, sunny demeanor still shining ever brightly (despite now bearing what looked to be a nicely pinched bit of finger.) "C'mon.~"
Briefly, he scrutinized her before lifting himself up from the bench he sat upon, guitar in hand. He carefully packed the instrument away, reclaiming it once it was in the safety of its case. Seemed it would be joining him for even more unseen adventures today. For but a moment, he wondered what new stories the two would have to tell later on as he accompanied his little newt friend to... wherever it was they were going.
Mina sped ahead, her sense of urgency undeniable. Branson upgraded what was more of a lax gait to that of a light jog, still ever mindful of the guitar he carried with him. It felt as if he managed but a handful of steps all before coming to a stop once more as Mina let out a gasp.
"Look! There they are!" She giggled to herself before glancing back at her giant rat man companion, ushering him over (for what felt to be the fifth time, at least.) She was like a child on Christmas morning. Completely and utterly enchanted by the site before her. Branson closed the remaining distance between them, joining her side as he followed her line of site.
Lo and behold, there was indeed a duck. A brown speckled duck and... seven mottled ducklings, tiny as could be, waddling behind her. Shuffling out of some nearby bushes, the family of fowl crossed their path. They seemed to be set on making their way to the lake, which, notably, was still some ways away.
"Let's follow them.~"
"Mina..." One didn't even need to look at Branson to see him rolling his eyes. You could practically hear him doing it.
"I just saved that little one right there!" She attempted to point out one of the babies amidst the group. "The mama didn't understand, but... that's okay!"
Branson couldn't distinguish exactly which one she was referring to, but he'd take her word for it. Her little duck-bitten finger was a mark of pride for whatever heroic acts she had committed today on their behalf. That was enough confirmation for him.
"I have to see to it that they make it to the lake, okay? I'm too emotionally invested not to, now."
To be honest, she would have been "too emotionally invested" even if she hadn't saved that duckling, but true to his form, he kept quiet on the matter. Instead, he let out another sigh. He took up a leisurely stride as he trailed after the last few stragglers in the party of eight.
"Let's go."
Needless to say, at Branson's insistence, the sparkle in Mina's eyes was reborn. Beaming, she joined him in an instant. Party of ten, incoming...
And so began their monumental duck "escort." Which merely consisted of walking with ducks. That was it, really. If anyone would have asked Bran where he saw himself within the next few hours this morning, "walking with ducks" would not have been his first answer, much less his second. Or third.
One may be tempted to think Mina's enthusiasm often teetered along the lines of unreasonable over such matters, but... that was Mina for you! She saw the world through such a genial light compared to someone like Branson. Precious and cordial. It was a light worth protecting and even indulging on little outings such as these.
... Those ducklings were pretty darn cute, though, to be fair.
#🌠 Ashe Anon | Writing 📖#Mina 🦎🪘#Branson 🐀🎸#anonymous#Sorry if there are errors#I am hitting enter#I cannot be stopped#🥴#Park Achieved#complete with newt lady and rat man#🌳💚#and kind of/sort of a walk#I turned it into more than just a walk#I apologize!#🫠🦆#but thank you for the prompt!
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has brought up memories I don't want to recall...
This is very much inspired by @kaeveeoh’s TG motion graphic edits—I’d like to thank them for opening my eyes to motion design. I remembered how much I adored their work when I entered college, was figuring out what to pursue, and decided to take related courses. Now that Tokyo Ghoul has possessed me in its grips once more, I’ve made a homage to what inspired me to go down this line of work.
#tokyo ghoul#Kaneki ken#Amon koutarou#motion graphics#don’t we love camera moves to hide a half-done walk cycle#I wasn’t intending on showing more than one step because at first I wanted this as one gif#so the layer is just reversed#trust me it’s obvious zoomed out only one leg bends#please appreciate how the jacket hood and hair are animated in both gifs I know it’s more subtle in the first#there's a subtle 3/4ths turn in the second gif too#by the way you do not have to go to college to be a motion designer. it’s cheaper not to#my animation#my edit#my gif
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callum feeling small and insignificant just being in the throneroom
vs callum practically kicking down the doors and waltzing in guns blazing
#The Rayla Effect#seriously like i know that he is now not only the crown prince but the high mage#and that he's gotten a lot more confident in that position over the years#but GOD#he fucking walks in like he owns the place#not a hint of hesitation#talking to opeli like she's nothing more than a pain in his ass#like he doesn't give two flying fucks it's just FREE MY WIFE SHE DID ALL OF IT I DONT CARE#her ability to turn him into both a flustered mess#and an unflinching badass#is just a truly beautiful thing#rayllum#callum#tdp callum#tdp s5#tdp#the dragon prince#continuethesaga#continue the saga#giveusthesaga#give us the saga#domina profundis
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Fam and i were passing a sock shop and we saw a cyclops one and In Devious Union my brother and i said ‘cysocks’
#snap chat#speaking of siblings tho i finished those Scarlet Witch and Quicksilver comics and i fear i need more i love them sm 😭😭 back to me tho.. lol#so it turns out we share a braincell. AWFUL !!!#YOU KNKW WHAT HE SAID TO MEON THE TRAIN context i put eyeliner on so i look esp like a raccoon today. also more rings but whatever#my brother was like ‘at least we dont have to worry about anyone sitting next to us theyjust have to look at you and be like 👀’#LIKE WHY IS HE SO MEAN TODAY well jokes on his dumbass two kids ended up having to sit next to us ANYWAY#SO DIE <- this is average brother banter please be nice to us both#my dad was a lot nicer about my outfit … as per usual … omg wait this blog gets to leaen about how cool my dad is and how much i love him :]#ANYWAY MY DAD WAS NICER he literally stopped me and turned me around just to look at my whole outfit sosnwkssk#he kept insisting it was very cool and that i was fashionable. he DID be like ‘wow ! emo :)’ at first which almost made me throw up laughing#but thats what my dad does best: making me laugh and Not making me feel like a gross heathen. unlike SOME parents……………#anyways if we walk hy the shop again ill take a pic of the cysocks. because thats what this post was about fjWPDJSKSK#FOR NOW BYE my bro and i are in a bank lobby rn dodnskkejz#my dad had to do somethin real quick but he should be back soon then we’re going to meet my. older sis#see theyre both older than me but i distinguish them via Older Sister and Eldest Sister#because using their names is ridiculous. ok bye
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i've seen a lot of dumb ff13 takes, but "why didn't the party just kill barthandelus and leave" has to be the stupidest one to date oh my god
#that would literally solve nothing what the fuck ghudskjmfds#i don't understand what's apparently so confusing about the party's decision to kill orphan#imagine you're killing the spokesperson of an oppressive power and then out comes the driving force behind it all#are you just gonna leave it at that because the propaganda guy is out of the picture? lmao no#the fal'cie aren't going to lose hope and give up just bc their appointed leader got his shit wrecked#the party already kickstarted the evacuation of eden so why not go all out and dismantle the whole system#especially after having spent time on pulse and seeing the damage the sanctum fal'cie have caused#if cocoon is only sustained by stealing from pulse and brainwashing its populace then why keep it around the way it is#and that's not even touching on how desperately they wanted to save EACH OTHER so much more than they wanted to save cocoon#turning cie'th during fang's revolt would've served as a pretty grim reminder of what awaited them if they'd walked away#final fantasy xiii
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fake psychic Tim but its just. its just psych. Jason dies and batman goes off the deep end so Tim (instead of becoming robin) starts going ham on the 'tips to the police' bc if the police can deal with the smaller crimes then Tim doesn't have to worry about batman killing a petty thief.
Except he's running himself into the ground and he starts getting sloppy bc he's giving the local police info, and bludhaven info (bc dick) AND probably giving Nightwing info when he can and someone catches him or he leaves a paper trail and then Officer Dick Grayson apprehends him and takes him in for questioning and Tim is like "you can't talk to me without my parents or a lawyer present, I'm a minor. And my parents are in Guatemala, so you better call my lawyer."
and Dick is like "kid you're not in trouble i just need to know who's giving you this information." Because there is NO WAY this kid isn't working with someone. Someone who is using a child to drop off information, which while noble to help the police, is putting this child in danger and tim is like, pretty offended actually. That it's being implied that he COULDN'T do this himself.
So he's like "im not working for anyone."
and Dick is like "you have to be getting the info from somewhere. I just wanna help."
and Tim is like AUGH ADULTS "I just- i figured it out on my own" and its CLEAR that Dick doesn't believe him which is, first off, super insulting, never meet your heroes, and second he shouldn't be talking anyway or admit that he goes out at night or Dick will do something stupid like try to make him stop. So he's like (rolling eyes) "I'm psychic. Are you happy? Can I have my phone call now?"
#batman#tim drake#Cue Dick ALMOST not buying it but he's like 'okay kid'#if you're psychic prove it.#And Tim is like oh he thought i was serious??? Uh#“you're favorite animal is a bat.“ And Dick looks at him confused but then sorta pales a little and is like ”... what.”#and tim is like “and you really like nighttime... walks.”#And Dick like turns off the recording and is like “kid what are you saying to me”#and Tim is like “I know you're Nightwing. The ... spirits told me.”#and honestly it's more believable that a 12 year old kid is psychic than that he figured out who Nightwing was on his own#ted talks#anyways lots of fun hijinks can ensue. Tim is technically a security rick and even though dick REALLY doesn't wanna talk to bruce#he should tell him about this... psychic child#Which can just be more questions and Tim answering them and is like#if i wasn't psychic how would i know this.#and Bruce.... doesn't know. So they have no choice but to believe him#psych tim au#also including: bruce being like “.... can you tell my son (jason) i love him?”#tim would actually be pretty good on the field with moments notice observations#he's been trained his whole life to read people at parties and know what they want from him and what they mean#regular people are MUCH easier to read than the elite who say everything backhanded and all have like poised masks of perfection#raye was telling me their psychic tim au and i was like 'ok but what if just psych'#catch us out here both writing separate fake psychic tim aus
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something something prepare for trouble...
#whats this?#no context pokemon posting ??#more likely than you think !!!!#But oml okay so I was watching the pokemon anime while drawing this and my mom apparently walked into my room and just stood there ????????#she was there for like 5 minutes and I didn't notice#and when I finally turned around and got jumscared™ she just gave me the most judgemental stare#JUST LET ME WATCH MY KID SHOWS#anyways#tato doodles#pokemon#team rocket
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Hyperfocus messed with my time perception so bad omg
Have you ever experienced non-linear time? Like half an hour went by in half a minute and then it stopped. Entirely. Logically I know that it's been around 15 minutes, but I can't even say that it felt like forever because it didn't feel like ANYTHING [PT: anything. /End PT]. It's been hours but not the 60 minute kind of hours y'know? It's been a while. Not really
#neurodivergent#adhd#ice speaks#aka keter reads 3001 and spends the rest of the day rambling like scranton#I'm not exaggerating btw. just. completely turned off my time perception and i couldn't ground myself#so i walked in circles and it felt like there was nobody there even though it was more crowded than usual#weird shit#also where the fuck are all my friends. you could tell me they died of old age and I'd almost believe you#feels like i was gone for a while (<- i spent an hour reading)#ask to tag#i fucking guess idk I'm still not grounded ahhh
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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: EARTH (PART 1 - REVAMPED)
Ft. Staff Cmdr. Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira, Cpt. Arno Delacroix, and Zaeed Massani-Shepard MIRA'S MORE CANON ME3 "Shadow Broker resources? Yeah, they might be good for a lot of shit, Dove. Convincing the brass to get off their asses and do something about the Reapers? Not one of them. Think that one might be up to you, this time. Entertaining diction and goddamn fucking all." Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#arno delacroix#zaeed massani#mass effect#mass effect 3#dailygaming#TBO:ME3#MORECANONMASSEFFECT#heyyyyy do you guys remember when i used to make those big fucking gif sets of the me3 missions? :)#i brought them back just a little bit :) but i felt inspired to make them a little more canon :)#zaeed is a certified little shit when it comes to soph. he will die if he does not find some way to constantly annoy the fuck out of her#he is also certified ‘i steal my husband’s clothes’ (sorry regis but he’s not sorry in the slightest)#i like to think he has very one-sided beef with arno. he pisses him off for a reason zaeed will not disclose to anyone (it's a dumb reason)#SPEAKING OF ARNO :) my beloved boy :) i’ve only shown him in renders but :) enjoy in game arno :)#i will never be more proud of anything in this galaxy than i am of the work i did getting his head ported into game#holy fuck all of the work to weight paint those lip piercings and do blending and conversion work on his face textures#he turned out so well and i am so proud of him :) those lip weights will never stop making me :)#(also his cybernetic arm is sick as fuck and i love him and could rant about my favorite pilot all day)#my favorite normandy pilot :)#i ended up making way too many gifs so this is a two parter :) i blame bioware for making me swap 9 pawns in 5 files in the prologue :)#i wanted as much content out of this swap as i could get because it turned out so much better than the idea i had in my head so :)#thanks i guess for my partial mesh swap suffering bioware. 5 files for just the prologue walk is wild though lmao#yeah there's a little bit going on here :) definitely some changes from the last time i gif'ed the prologue :)#i made some decisions about canon that are very not bioware ME3 canon because fuck bioware ME3 canon :)#also yes i gave soph a promotion. fuck ME canon lmao. soph gets a promotion lol#she also got a name change too ;)
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So my hyperfixations become official hyperfixations when I begin hoarding/collecting. Accordingly…

The latest hoard is coming along well. 😅
#bibles take up WAY more space than games and I barely have enough space for my mario games send help#some background! I got the japanese bible at a library sale years ago and have held onto it all this time#the really pretty nkjv bible was a gift from my dad when I moved home after flunking out of college#he turned me loose in a lifeway store and said he’d get me any bible I wanted so long as I promised to read it faithfully#it’s a cultural context study bible and it introduced me to the concept that not everything in the bible is meant to be 100% literal#I walk up to him all excited and tell him ‘did you know the story of Adam and Eve was likely never meant to be taken as a true story?#it bears a lot of similarities to creation stories from other near-east ancient religions and likely intentionally mimics them!’#that unnerved my evangelical fundamentalist father so much he briefly confiscated that bible to make sure it wasn’t ‘untruthful’ 😂#the rest are all recent purchases#the nrsv is a wesley study bible! it was my black friday present to myself this past year#the nrsvue just got here tonight! it’ll be my living room bible (the wesley bible is my bedroom bible)#the rest are just… for fascination’s sake 😅#peaches screams into the void
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"We can get through this by working together, reach out to your friends, community is all we have, a social network will be your security in the world, now is the time to lean on others!"
I do agree, and it's scientifically sound (pretty sure there is data about how people with better social networks live longer and etc) but also....augh..... what about the severe social issues, difficulty to leave the house, physical issues which lead to like zero socialization energy a majority of the time, etc. etc. Social support can be a replacement for structural support, but.. I guess I just wish it didn't have to be. Community is extremely difficult to build, even moreso if you're someone who has issues with social cues or group conversations or even just being around others in the first place. And blah, nuance, of course I'm just complaining or maybe being too negative or maybe misunderstanding, but, I hardly have the energy to brush my hair once every 2 months.. how am I supposed to maintain a wide social network and be active in a Community and Join Groups lol... sometimes it kind of feels like "er.. well if thats my only option then...... ruh roh". It's overwhelming
#Kind of like some post I saw a long time ago talking about how even the meanest shittiest most difficult to get along with#elderly people or whaever still deserve to have some sort of systems in place to support them so they're not just relying on the#grace of relatives or etc. who may not be able to deal with them. Not saying that I'm like mean and cruel or anything#but the fact of the matter is in most social situations either I am compromising or the other person is. Not in like an ~`ouuu im so weirdd#nobody willever understand my quirky swagg hee heee~' way but like a.. Just factually the things that make me happy and comfortable#are often incompatible with people. The way I communicate and process things is different from the way other people do and that#is always a barrier. I cannot have ''easy''' interactions. Even with 'understanding' people there is nearly always a significant#amount of effort. You can't walk into a group of people and then be like ''okay you guys all have to wear#masks and you also cant play music too loud and also we should communicate turns of speaking very clearly so group conversations#arent too stressful. and also i need this and that and we have to do this and that and '' etc. etc. You CAN. And some people will#go along with that. but they will ALWAYS secretly resent you for it. You will be the one person they're relieved to not have to be around.#theyre glad when you dont show up since they can go back to doing things however they want and not masking and all these boring#annoying things. OR you can say none of that and just deal with the loud music and the talking and the unmasked people. but then#YOU'RE compromising. and no matter how nice they are it's exhausting to be around and youre just further alienated#while in the presence of people and uncofmrtoabel the whole time.#Which I'm not saying the only form of community is a group setting specificially but just giving that as an example lol#I just wish there were a better option than ''well learn to socialize normally or just suffer then'' . Which I know is not what people are#saying. I guess I just always feel a bit scared when 'community is the answer'. Since its not like 'oh im just socially anxious and need to#get out of my shell~!' or something thats really that remedy-able. It's like.. my mostly unchangeable physical health issues combined#with the mostly unchangable literal way that my brain processes sensory informationand other things means that interacting with#others in a normal and easy way is incredibly difficult and often exhausting especially to maintain in any longform fashion. So then#when it's like ''the answer to staying safe is to maintain longform social connections!! :3 just reach out!!'' then.. ermm... O_O#also I'm not even one of the cutesy shy emotional hermits that's nervous. I'm the Bad Stereotype emotionless robotic cold seeming#looms in the corner of the room type of thing so people have less pity on you in that way. -_- ANYWAY gghj#I need like.. a designated social representative or something.. When I did work in that bookshop forever ago they gave me a#person who basically was just with me to help communicate with others on my behalf and supervise me and stuff. I need that.. Some#more extraverted person I can latch onto and they can maintain the Social Support Network for me and I can just be their +1 to all#of the Social Things and community. I have helpful skills I can contribute to other people and stuff it's just like.. I cant socialize lol#I cook food or something for you.. then you keep me in contact with Community.. a deal. (but then what about when I'm too sick to#contribute? as is often the case. there's not much place for people like me in communities sometimes i fear.. sigh.) ***
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on top of this being the anniversary of the most traumatic day of my life which was followed by 6 weeks I was homeless and had a variety of traumatic things happen, we also got
me being due for my depo shot which means I will cry over things that are not worth crying about (the best example is probably the time I thought we had a frozen spaghetti meal in the freezer and started sobbing when it wasn't there)
finding out my estranged sister violated her probation (it's a long story) and even though I wouldn't have expected to have strong feelings about it it's still somehow like

my mom's dad might be dying (I haven't seen him since I was very young so I don't view him as much more than "my mom's dad" and saying he's my grandpa wouldn't feel right to me even if it's technically correct) and it's like the thing with my sister where it's not something I would expect to have feelings about but still do
We went into our apartment complex's office to renew our lease and they said they'd email us all the lease stuff to sign online earlier this week and it's probably nothing but anxiety brain go brrrrrrrr they're not going to renew it and you'll be homeless again!!!!
I truly feel like Luis Serra in this moment:
the bear trap is last years trauma, the ganado is everything more recent
#but wish them well has been my primary therapy song. especially bc im thinking abt my sister again. i miss having a sister. i miss having#nephews. i cant say i miss having a niece bc she was a baby i only met once before everything imploded. but im sad abt not knowing her#i miss having who i thought was a genuinely good person for a bil#and sometimes i just think abt WHY. why was my pos dad and his family more important to her than the safety of her mom and siblings#why did she sit back and watch my dad destroy my mom's life and by extension mine and my younger sibling's#so i rlly need the ''even the lost ones you can only give up on. even the ones that make you burn. thank your stars youre not that way. tur#your back and walk away. dont even pause and ask them why. turn around and say goodbye.''#and ofc the ''even though youre going through hell JUST KEEP ON GOING. let the demons dweeellll JUST WISH THEM WELL''#is always good
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Pick something for me to write

Ignore the blacked out thing, that’s someone else’s document
#some description:#I have no fucking clue what untitled document is#it could be ANYTHING#Marius angst is me going ‘buddy grew up in a war zone and doesn’t trust his immortality. let’s play with. also perhaps an eating disorder?’#One Bullet (WIP title) is#okay so#the plot of the fic: Pre immortality Jonny-he just shot his father#his dad is dead#he’s just kinda. sitting there. with a dead dad.#he thought it would be harder??? though t it might take longer???? it’s just occuring to him that this is permanent and might change his#life/ probably for the better tbh. his dad sucked. but still#and so there’s this one video#that’s just one eyed jacks#from like- a live show or smth#and after Jonny finishes the little speech his dad gives him but before he gets to one eyed jacks again#Jonny is sorta like acting out the bit- and he’s all sad. and he starts to turn the gun onto himself but then suddenly panics and points it#towards the audience#and I only noticed this after a comment pointed it out#and then my writer brain got ticking#so the plan there is Jonny is sad- about to shoot himself- Dr Carmilla walks in and is like ‘how about no.’#I might rewrite that one entirely (I don’t like how I’m writing Jonny’s thoughts about his dad rn)#and I have no idea where I’m going with the Marius fic- I’m just making it up as I’m going along#wow that’s more tags than I intended.#the mechs band#the mechanisms#the mechs fanfic#tw sui implied#okay anyways. this post is just me advertising the super cringe fail angst im writing and might even post if I finish#so like. idk. if you want to see these if I finish them tell me? I plan to write something about Brian too#welp. have a nice day :D
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Had a weird Hollow Knight-related dream a couple days ago, so I decided to draw a major scene I remembered from it dgsgshf
More context will be in the tags, for those interested!
#hollow knight#little ghost#hk ghost#the knight#hk hornet#hornet#alright. as of writing these tags it's been a week since the original dream so! let's see what i remember dgsgsgf#i was playing a game. which was a sequel to hollow knight ((Not silksong though))#there was some new sort of divine infection in hallownest and hornet had asked ghost to investigate it. they ended the last one after all!#the red glowy spike gate thingy is what you jumped into to enter the 'infected' areas#though it actually led directly to a hub world type of place. which was kinda like an expanded base for the grimm troupe?#more like an entire lair instead of a camp. also some greek gods were there for some reason lmao. they had their own special rooms too#so sidenote but- new headcanon that there are grimm troupe members named ares athena artemis &... venus lmao. not aphrodite for some reason#also monomon was there?? i think??? except she was cooking????? she had a sidequest to deliver something to someone though i dunno hdgfhdgh#i remember going back to the grimm troupe lair a couple times throughout my 'playthrough'#anyway. the 'infection' this time around was more of a glitchy physical corruption thing? rather than a mind corruption.#though there were still aggressive enemies to fight. but i remember getting a map from cornifer early on and he was. probably infected#i think part of his body was covered in electricity or something? so he wasn't fully visible? but he was still acting normally#there was also a moth who was the seer but then later wasn't the seer (but was still the same moth) dghgdhf. i delivered stuff to her#that glowing white wall thing in the drawing was like a one-way gate. you could only cross it from the other side and ghost came from there#i guess things looped back up somehow i dunno ghdgfhgf#anyway. ghost's red eyes. those are significant! those happened while i was walking through a corridor. it had pools of shallow water#(shallow enough to just walk through) and also creatures that were lightseeds but red.the implication was that they were full of Blood lmao#and as i went along killing them--as one does--as i walked through the hall. they started turning the water red too#there was also narration about this as it was happening ashdgsf. specifically the narrator said the water turned red before it actually did#ghost's eyes slowly turned red too. but aside from that they were fine! since. they're the player character and the player is perfectly fin#BUT. when they encountered hornet again. she thought they were infected. and that she lost the only family she had left </3#she didn't attack though. instead she just jumped into the red spike gate without a word. decided to try to fix everything herself#but eventually you'd encounter her again down below and she'd fight you. didn't actually get to that in the dream though#aand i'm out of tags </3 i wanted to talk about what i'd do to make this make more sense as an au or something now that i'm awake but. :c
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really cool to open my messges and all my family and friends are texting each other like they're on a plane that's going down but thank FUCKING CHRIST we didn't get harris, right?
#I'm going to become the joker!! I'm going to turn into a wild ape!!!#a shocking SHOCKING SHOCKING number of people voted for trump but this isn't even about whether it would have mattered.#if I'm being fucking honest. maybe it would have. I'm not looking at the numbers more than I have to they're making me want to throw up#but right up to the MOMENT. YESTERDAY. I was seeing 'but in real life there shouldn't even BE a trolly :c' takes#and my sanity is holding on by a thread.#I CANNOT FUCKING WAIT. FOR THE THE ENTIRE TROLLY TO DISMANTLE ITSELF IN THE NAME OF THE CONCEPT OF JUSTICE.#I CAN'T WAIT FOR END OF DAYS WHEN THE TRUE BELIEVERS WILL GET INTO THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN.#HEY WHAT IF I LIT MYSELF ON FIRE. WHAT ABOUT THAT. WHAT IF I JUST WALK INTO THE SEA.
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Im getting flashbacks to being 16 i already am so mad at even trying
#decided to finally start trying to investigate the worsening fatigue/other issues#maybe be cheeky and get a proper referral for heds finally rather than just a bunch of “probably”#shot my gp an online enquiry being like heres the deal#just call me about it i guess#earliest appointment im offered is a month out#and this is probably going to turn into years of this again#wondering why i even bother#i dont even think ill get any help either#i just want to know :/#ive got this far barely functional and will probably continue this way#i just know theres more going on#my fibromyalgia kind of plateaued a few years ago#which is good?#its not good but a lot of the average day to day symptoms pain havent gotten worse#but the fatigue and headaches are exponentially worse#you get used to walking around feeling like youre being pummelled with hammers#but the tiredness is something else#i feel like i cant function from how tired and foggy i am
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