#I tried 😣😣

[garbagechuteeee]

Trigun wuxia au 👀👀 Meryl first 🫶

Idkk trigun just fits the wandering martial artist type genre

[nolongerlucid]

Bros

[rainbowbeanstyles]

I'm gonna share here these tips this psychologist shared with us fans grieving over Liam💔(the call was for spanish speaking fans, so I'm gonna try my best to translate it). A bit long.

Validate your own grief Many people won't understand, but your grief is completely natural and you should not be ashamed of it. Grief is when you experience the loss of something or someone significant/important in your life, doesn't always have to be a family member or friend. Don't reduce the artist to an everything or your childhood They are your memories, they happened and it was great when they did. Remember them in their true nature. Try to find where to place the artist. Do not lose sight of everything else around you because of this loss. Identify your role as a fan Try not to reach a limit where you find yourself in a parasocial relationship with the artist. Express and communicate your emotions You don't need to do it with someone else, you can also express and communicate your emotions by yourself. Don't bottle them up. You can talk alone, you can write on a journal, you can scream. As long as you let it all out. Find a group of supportive people People that you know will help you during these difficult moments. They don't have to be family or friends. Between fans, you are not alone🫂 Have a healthy and centered routine If you isolate yourself constantly, your mind will get used to thinking of grief only. Have a mixed/diverse rutine. It will feel really bad at first, but eventually your mind will assimilate it and start to clear up. Identify your reach as a fan Do not overwork yourself, try not to control everything. If a decision happened without your control, it's not your fault. Attend to your own needs and reactions Grief is personal. Think about the way your hurt feels and the way it's affecting you. Try to find the best way to handle this. Expose yourself to the artist gradually As the days pass, it's good to expose yourself to the artist so you don't develop a permanent fear. Gradually expose yourself to his content. You can start by pictures, listening to little bits of songs and his voice. One second, five seconds, litte by little. Remember his music as something nice, beautiful, something happy and it will help a lot. Don't let your emotions affect your future Our emotions distort our thoughts. "I'm never going to get over this / I will never be the same", those are emotional thoughts, you have them because of fear and/or sadness. Do not let them lead you. Ask yourself "Why am I struggling to accept this? Why am I scared?". Don't condemn yourself. Confront your problems, don't run away from them Try not to depend on artists or different content and having them as a complete safe space (HARD I KNOW). Think about what's making you want to run to this content for safety. Find solutions or ways to manage situations that make you want to "hide" or "run away".

That's it! I hope me sharing this helps at least a little, I know it helped me so I thought it'd be nice to share. I tried my best, if a tip confused you, you can ask me and I'll try to explain it better💌

Also the call had a lot of views! It was very sweet that all these fans got to find a space where their feelings were validated and understood:'( Take care everybody and I'm sending you a million more hugs.

[secondary-colorentimy]

probably the final design and some other experimental stuff :p

[mrmeepsmadmind]

SIDESWIPE 💥💥 DONT U TALK BACK TO UR reluctant MOTHER 😡?!??? EVEN THO HE STARTED IT BY BEING RUDE AS FUCK FOR NO REASON!! YOU HURT HIS HEART!!!

HES SO FUCKING SAD ????

[betweenblackberrybranches]

Leaving notes for when my strong gf comes home bc i fail at opening a pen i just bought :(

[conra]

I like to think that Andrew and Madi are not blood brother and sister. Like, they both have mental problems, they have adoptive parents + they have always been aromantic to me.

[mylimoji]

newsflash: a woman who works in an alcohol store is deadly afraid of tequila.

[veryobsessedchild]

Uggghhhhhh. Musical Annabeth save me😣😣😣

[meowburgerz]

I DREW SOME BAILEYS!!!!!!!!! i loveeee seeing everyones bailey designs.... seeing how other people interpret him is so fun!!!! i will most definitely try to draw some other baileys in the future...

designs by: @angeliciinocence @sashasglasses @ihonestlycanttellyou

thank you for sharing such lovely bailey designs!!!! they were so fun to draw, i hope you like them!!!!

seperates + extra under cut!

as you can see, bobby is over the moon about this... 4some?!!!!!!! /j

[badaseyebags]

The fan of post from Nov. 29 its meee (R anon)

I just wanted to see how you were doing. Have you tried anything new lately? Food, hobbies, sports?? I tried a new ice cream and holy!! It was good!!

When I’m feeling down, eating ice cream helps!!

-R

omg R anon was the icon behind that ask? i should have known!! 😞 actually i’ve seen so many people enjoy ice cream, but i’m unfortunately not one of them 😭 not that i hate it.. i just don’t necessarily like it 😞 (that’s also why i wrote that lusher blurb about ice cream🤕) but i’m so happy that it can cheer you up! hmm.. honestly i want to start focusing on social media but i’m still working on my self esteem 🤧 do you have any other snack recs? other than bada

[leviathansbiggestkinnie]

Solarballs Borekn AU

Ignore my leg in the second photo :((

[fatepreys]

◟ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀 𝐆𝐈𝐆 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 : @ategods' JENNY .

the claws’ trails burn hot against john’s skin, slashes swollen and throbbing. an echo of the MAWS smelling like rotten flesh still trails over his face. of all the people he could have staggered into jenny was the one he had least expected. she should have been dead, much like himself.

perhaps they are two goners meeting in the afterlife. trapped here in the in-between to haunt and terrorise their shackles. ❛ feels unreal that you is patching me up right now. ❜ loyalty comes from compassion but compassion is never a given with loyalty.

the storm outside rattles the brittle wood of the shack they have sought shelter in. temporarily. his wounds need urgent care before they can move on and thankfully, jenny did not choose to abandon him for her own ambitions. ❛ what are you here for anyway? ❜ john’s coy gaze meets hers, tensing when alcohol mixes with his blood.

the outlaw has a few guesses. REVENGE? however, without jenny’s words, they are just erasable, empty and meaningless thoughts.

[studentbyday]

it's catch-up day everyday 🙃 or at least it feels that way. somehow being "just on time" feels like being behind. i'm noticing that i feel like this whenever i'm super uncomfortable with the workload.

learning:

mol bio section 8 + 18 slides from section 1 of new module ✅ (i was also supposed to review the lecture but that didn't happen... 😔)

watch mol bio overview ✅ (gotta go back to review the beginning bc i missed that part)

psyc ch 1 of 4 + watch overview ✅

biochem section 3 (i just made an outline to help organize bc it's a big section, so it's kind of overwhelming. on one hand, i am so ready and relieved to finally end the day, but i also really really wish i could finish this without going way past my bedtime... just one of the many, many things left for some point in the future 🙃 in this case, tmr. it cannot wait longer than that.)

self-care:

physio exercises x5 ✅

meditate ✅ (it was really hard today. i wasn't feeling very good physically and mentally and didn't want to journal about it for fear i would end up feeling worse, so that was very distracting. 🥺😖😣)

bike ✅ (i felt like nothing could make my day better, but i biked for a bit and to my surprise, that was the best i felt today...grateful that the endorphins did their thing 💪🏻)

🎶 andante spianato et grande polonaise brillante, op. 22 - chopin (ah, when peace turns to anger, and a sense of duty masks sadness... 🥺😔 @zzzzzestforlife expected commentary to go with this song when i said i'd show it to her. so as not to distract from the sound of the music as it plays, here it is in brief 🙂 i hope you enjoy the cathartic ~thunderous bass reverberating through your bones~ as much as i did ☺️)

[ageless-aislynn]

If Tumblr disappears, you can find me sitting here crying about it because I'm really no place else. 🤷‍♀️

[lumiereandcogsworth]

hiii!! I was wondering if you had any head cannons about adam and belle when they get in a serious fight ?? may seem silly lol

i’m not gonna lie i’m so bad at thinking about actual conflict dialogue between them. i fully know that they do argue, because they’re both so stubborn, and they’re a married couple and that’s just part of it, but usually when i imagine their arguments, it’s like a silent film sjdksj. but here are some thoughts i have about it!!

the main thing that they argue about is, ironically, lack of communication skills. adam has quite literally never shared his deep feelings with anyone, even himself in many ways, so suddenly having a partner who is a million times more emotionally stable is quite a change! and it’s difficult at first, and at least for a little while. especially since belle is sooo inquisitive, and so enamored with him, she always wants to dig deeper into his mind! but that kind of insistence just shuts him off. and, in the early days, that’s gonna result in him getting angry/defensive and biting back at bit

but belle is, of course, persistent with him. so they have their argument about stubbornness and just not quite being in sync about emotions, and then they have their time to cool off, and then they come together later and there’s quiet but sincere apologies. on both ends! adam is always working on his temper, he understands that she’s just trying to help, he just can’t articulate himself yet. and belle very much needs to learn patience. he’s starting at level zero in vulnerability, it’s gonna take some practice!! she just gets frustrated when she can’t immediately solve a puzzle. but adam is her favorite puzzle, so she’ll keep at it!! <3

over the years though, adam Does get better about sharing his feelings with her. i think i have a silly line in one of my fics set further down the road and it’s something like “after twelve years of marriage, adam was almost certain that belle did want to hear about his problems.” afjskdj. like yeah my guy that’s your wife of twelve years. you traumatized goober. anyway my point is the vulnerability and communication DOES improve! but it absolutely takes time and he’ll still never be as free with his feelings/thoughts as belle is. he’ll always be the black cat of the relationship, lmao. so those bickering matches won’t ever truly cease, but they get less intense.

another thing they very occasionally argue about is work. this is rare because they, in general, do different things. belle, as queen, focuses a lot more on human relations, social structures, the people themselves. i’ve always said that working on improving the education system is her number one priority. so she’s always in that line of committees, community action, local infrastructure. that kind of stuff. adam, as king, does more of the overarching government type of crap. bigger political decisions, taxes, business with allied kingdoms. gosh, he hates it lmao. but he just hates working in general so that’s not gonna change. my point HERE is that, while their lines of work don’t regularly cross, every now and then they do have to collaborate, and i think they butt heads when this happens because they work very differently. (adam is more organized and detail-oriented, whereas belle is. more loosey goosey and doesn’t always get things done on time. and belle says “oh you mean on Adam Time🙄” and he’s like “no i mean ON TIME!!”) but in general their work is kind of separate, which is nice! they have different things to talk about at the end of the day <3

(i can’t help but note though that when there are actual huge big political decisions to make, adam absolutely includes belle. like he intentionally made sure that they were coronated together, and that they’re equals on the throne. and politically speaking they generally agree about those kinds of big decisions, or at least they come to a good agreement after debating each other for a bit. but anyway just had to add that.)

another thing they definitely argue about is founded in adam’s worries about belle. i go into more detail about this here, but when belle is pregnant, adam gets overprotective, to the point of being very annoying to belle. so they have lots of very little arguments about him needing to CALM DOWN and her needing to BE CAREFUL and it just goes back and forth. they also obviously bicker while raising their children, but again it’s nothing more than normal. i think the hardest arguments are when they have their first child, and adam is just so uncertain about how to care for her, and belle sometimes offers too much help, to the point where adam gets insecure and thinks that She Thinks that he’s doing everything wrong. so he gets all defensive again and blah. but they work it out. that’s in the same period of time as him not being able to communicate his feelings well so it’s just all a lot.

the first couple years of their marriage are just insane because not only are they learning how to be a partnership, but they’re also learning how to be king and queen, and not before too long, they’re learning how to be parents. and they’re a great team! but they are different and have such different life experiences that it, of course, will inevitably lead to heads butting and unintentional words. but they’re always just as easily able to apologize and forgive and carry on. it’s difficult to navigate but they love each other so endlessly that it’s never truly hard. even when adam feels at his worst, or when belle feels so out of her depths, they know that they CAN always rely on the other. so while things may be intense in the moment, there’s always love there, and things always get figured out together 💖