#I told you it was sad
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it’s an empty feeling, and he can only keep the mask on for so long until it manages to crack and expose what’s underneath. Like cracking open a rib cage and looking at all of the organs neatly placed inside, only to find that some were covered in rot and decay. Oozing out liquid that was unidentifiable; slowly shifting as the rot consumed it.
Blue gaze flickered upwards; the sky dark as the moon hung within the dark confides; like a brought jewel glowing with promise. Beautiful; like a painting that had been completed by an artist from a far off land, put on display in a way that the world could simultaneously gaze upon its beauty. But even the beauty of the night did nothing for Ezreal; no, he could feel his emotions that he held hidden for so long starting to seep out of him like the liquid of the rot, feeling something stuck in his throat as if he was going to choke, like something tightly gripping onto his lungs like a vice.
should he not have accepted this by now? He went to that temple—He had found the gauntlet, but he had not found anything that pertained to his parents whereabouts, when all of his mother’s notes pointed to the Temple of Ne’Zuk. And now that the temple was destroyed—what hope did he have?
“I didn’t even get a chance to say goodbye.” He murmured, quiet enough in hopes no one heard him—but who else would be out this late? “Besides…there’s still a chance they’re out there…there has to be.”
it was like an unfillable hole in his chest. On one hand, they could be alive, but they could possibly mean that they had abandoned him, which had screwed him over when it came to relationships or, they could be dead, and Ezreal would have guilt of not finding them sooner. A double edged sword.
his hand ran through his hair as his other hugged around his knees; eyes briefly closing for a moment. Maybe it was hopeless. Maybe they were gone after all.
he just wished he could have said goodbye.
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the way that one line from the new epilogue in an astarion romance is going to HAUNT me
just. what a profoundly intense thing to confess to someone.
like, just these six months of newfound happiness with you exerts a force on his heart equal and in direct opposition to two centuries of endless torment, the gnawing hunger and exploitation. this flashbulb-bright fraction of his long life holds the same gravity to him as years upon years of darkness and suffering.
in all likelihood, he hasn’t even known his lover for as long as his worst memory lasted, that year sealed away to go mad from starvation and sensory deprivation, yet he still tells them this brief time has been so fundamentally and powerfully important that the weight of even that unimaginable hell is vanishingly small compared to this present he has now and the future ahead of them both.
how am i supposed to act normal about this.
#i need to lay down#just drop this in there right at the beginning why not!#that’s INTENSE. and completely sincere considering his demeanor at the party. god#he’s so… nice. in the romanced epilogue. i expected him to be a little smug and jokey#if tav told him the others weren’t doing so hot without the two of them around#but he takes it so genuinely and with visible disappointment?? literally shocked me#i thought he would say oh of course their lives have taken a turn without our impressive leadership lol!#and then redirect into something a little less flippant#but man. he just gets sad. astarion six months into a loving relationship is like a stray cat that instantly gets cuddly when you adopt it#dude went cotton candy marshmallow saccharine sweet in a HEARTBEAT#bless the others with your presence he says. i’ll always be here he says. we have forever after all he says.#head in my hands. how could they do this to me#astarion ancunin#astarion bg3#astarion#bg3 epilogue spoilers#bg3 spoilers#baldur’s gate 3 spoilers#bg3
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who's afraid of the big bad wolf?
#brace yourself everyone. he's been trying to adapt his artstyle again#wolf link#loz#twilight princess#tp#tloz#tp link#zelda#legend of zelda#eye strain#artists on tumblr#my art#i had fun here . i think. i have GOT to get some better ideas at backgrounds but usually i just dont care... sad#but i have been told many times the shapes here are fun to look at so. i hope you enjoy. we will be twilight princess posting for a bit#so. be ready for that. maybe some non-loz stuff too depending on how im feeling#anyway have a nice day everyone ^_^#link#link legend of zelda#sorry. forgor to tag him
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Merry Christmas!!! 🎄🎁🦆
#my art#ducktales#ducktales 2017#dt17#duckverse#donald duck#huey duck#dewey duck#louie duck#huey dewey and louie#christmas#jollyposting#merry christmas#see I told you my next art wouldn't be sad
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He won an award. Good job you little snot. /affectionate
#astarion#baldurs gate 3#astarion bg3#fanart#art#that guy#I drew this a few days ago but my friend told me to post it so here you go#be nice to the snow weasel he's mean bc he's sad#gaze his beauty but do not touch ty#maybe a kiss is ok#uploading this in shit quality sorry hahahahsdlfksdj#I want to draw one were he's pouty#the true self
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I wholeheartedly believe that the last thing that should be said in response to aspecs hating their identity is "don't worry! Aspecs can still do X, Y, and Z" and I'm so fucking serious about this.
The least helpful thing you can do to someone who have not accepted their aspec identity yet is give them ways to compensate for it. If an aspec person is upset over not being able to enter a romantic relationship, the last thing that should be done is to tell them they can still enter one or instead enter a QPR - not because that's not true but because that is quite literally going to stunt their ability to accept their aspec identity. Telling them they can instead enter a QPR when they're upset over the lack of romantic relationships is at MOST a bandaid for the main issue. Instead of them coming to accept their identity and accept who they are you have instead handed them an amatonormative alternative on a silver platter that allows them to pretend they still fit into amatonormativity without every deconstructing it. This is how we get QPRs getting shoved into an amatonormative framework - these people NEVER got over the "I'm sad that I'm aspec" phase because they were handed alternatives instead of given actual support in deconstructing their internalized aphobia, self hatred, and amatonormative biases.
#text#aspec#aro#aromantic#ace#asexual#aroace#I'm not saying that bringing up the fact that aspecs can still interact in certain ways to be Bad or Wrong btw#I'm not saying we shouldn't talk about how some aspecs have sex or some have partnerships or whatever#but more just that the only response to people complaining about certain issues shouldn't only be “Oh but you can do x”#someone who is mourning the fact they dont fit into amatonormativity shouldn't be told “oh but you can fit into amatonormativity”#Like idk maybe there should be a discussion about how many people use favorability and partnering to avoid properly healing?#maybe there should be a discussion about how often people only accept aspec identities based on how closely they fit amatonormativity?#maybe there is a discussion about how other aspecs play into that and never actually leave their “sad to be aspec” phase#the fact so many can only “accept” their aspec identity when they are told that they can still partake in amatonormativity#like idk i feel like discussions can be had here and i think these sorts of discussions need to be had#especially if we ever want to be on the same page when it comes to dismantling amatonormativity
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do u think physical build is an important part of being security? im 5'5 and think i look very timid, but ive seen some entry level security job listings around me that ive been interested in.
I've only been private security for around five years, so I'm still relatively green compared to my colleagues, but I personally am about 5'3" and I've been doing great!
And again, I'm not incredibly experienced, but if I were to make a hire, I'd be prioritizing a number of things before considering height.
Physically you need to be capable of doing your duties without pain- so if you have chronic pain, foot patrol may not be your bag, but CCTV monitoring might work. If you can't drive, being a site manager may not work, but working door duty somewhere local might be.
Physical presence- in regards to 'looking timid'- is something that you can work on if you want to, but sometimes an unassuming appearance is your advantage.
A "problem demographic" (using HEAVY quotations there) for a lot of places like malls and downtown areas is adult women with trauma, addiction, and mental health issues- they're seen by a lot of clients as "crazy ladies" and treated less like people by the general public, and a good number have very good reason not to trust men ESPECIALLY in uniform, but are more often than not perfectly easy to get along with if you're polite, respectful, and don't come off as a threat or authority figure. Being able to offer menstrual products and having resources around the area you can recommend is good, too.
And if I HAVE to move people out from behind buildings and such, saying "fuck off asshole" like folks imagine is NOT as effective as "Hey, sorry, this area is restricted, but here are some other places that might be okay- I need to do another check in about an hour, so heads up, and the church up the street is doing hot chocolate right now".
Really, if you want to do well in security- at least basic work- I'd say you want to focus on the following:
Wear your uniform and keep it tidy
Show up prepared and on time
Be able to approach strangers and talk to them
Keep a positive, non-agressive attitude, and be willing to give people the benefit of the doubt
Learn deescalation techniques to diffuse conflict
Have a strong handle on your personal emotions and opinions
Kerp calm and rational in an emergency
Learn basic first aid and get certified if you can, it's not technically necessary but I've used that more than I'd like to admit
Keep a strong moral compass
Really, I'd say it boils down to keeping to your sense of ethics, showing up on time, and knowing how to follow orders with nuanced interpretation.
Beyond that, you're golden
#Teablart#I've been told repeatedly that what makes me stand out#To both employers and the public#Is that I'm friendly positive non-judgmental and timely#Those seem to be what everyone wants#On top of the basic job work of course#Just be determined to like people#I've met a lot of asshole guards who say they hate people and I refuse to be one of them#If you hate people at least fake it#It's not their fault#We're all just animals my guy we do what we can#The vast majority of people aren't malicious they're just doing what they know#And if all they know is being a dick then that's kind of sad isn't it
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Locket's first night on the LL. (They end up not being able to find their room and they pass out in the hallway)
#babes i told you i was gonna write angst#my wife is the only one who knows how sad the deadlock leaving part is#locket#transformers#artists on tumblr#my art#mtmte#ratchet#dratchet#fanart#locket au#maccadam#dratchet fankid#comic#drift transformers
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*steps on a soapbox* actually, i dont think the spotify wrapped top 100 playlist shows the songs in correct order. if there's an artist that you've listened to a lot, you can see that outside of the top 5, their songs can only take up every 4th spot at most. it's something ive noticed for the 3rd year in a row and is in no way a coincidence. there appears to be an arbitrary limit, probably put there for the sake of variety, but also preventing the actual order to be shown in situations where there's one prevailing arti- *gets dragged off the soapbox and shot off-screen*
#spotify wrapped#firefly mail#edit: im so sorry i had to be the one who told you this guys#i just came home and opened tumblr to find an unprecendented amount of notes#but all the sadness and disillusionment in the tags makes it not worth it lol#anyways i'm sorry spotify sucks
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self aware!gojo x fem!reader
Is she getting bored of me?
Gojo watched with worry as you had changed just about everything. Your username no longer had a semblance of his name. Your profile pictures were changed. Your general phone theme was switched, too.
And he rarely saw you pick up one of your JJK manga or turn on some random episode of the series like you used to (he still remembers how many times you watched season one while you waited for season two).
Then there was the fact that you stopped reading fanfics of him and slowed down your writing of him. (You still wrote little fics here and there of him, but you started to blatantly ignoring your bigger fics, which haven't been updated for months now.)
But now?
It was as if you were avoiding him.
Did you get a new favorite character?
Gojo crinkled his nose at that. Absolutely not! He refused to let you go so easily! He wasn't sure what he was supposed to do, but he had to act fast.
But the problem was... what was he even supposed to do?! He didn't want you to slip away. Not now, not ever.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo#yandere gojo#gojo x you#gojo x reader#gojo x y/n#gojo satoru x reader#satoru gojo#had a dream last night where gojo was asking me if i was bored of him because i changed my username#i was crying cause he sounded so sad#i told him that i will change my user soon
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Ladynoir July 2024, Day 7: I Told You So
@ladynoirjuly
First | <- Previous | Next ->
(cheesulu is the solulu)
#yk how sometimes you’re sad and then your friend just says something SO weird that your brain just goes huh and suddenly you’re not sad ?#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ml ladybug#chat noir#ml fanart#ladynoir#ladynoirjuly2024#plagg#day 7: I told you so
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You will find moonlit nights strangely empty because when you call my name through them there will be no answer.
#star wars#skysolo#felt so sad had to speedrun a skysolo art#and caption it with dangerously yours quote#luke skywalker#han solo#I told you I have my thoughts about the period between ot and the sequels..#not all of them good but-#adding grey streaks into han's hair was my personal vendetta#everyone has to suffer with me.#nad art
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it's the year of our lord 2023 and I'm only now learning about Phoenix's and Maya's baker era
pov: you're living your best life making bread and a Lego figurine bursts into your bakery and now you have to prevent a girl from being burned alive as a witch
#phoenix beating the shit out of the bread offscreen while maya is trying to maintain a professional behaviour is HILARIOUS#avec le chat qui spam petris moi la pate phoenix mdrrrr#yeah i'm finally catching up on the layton vs phoenix crossover game#thank you antoine daniel i owe you my life#i'm kinda sad it's not canon in both universes can you imagine#hey edgeworth have i told you about the time i was a baker with maya FOR FIVE YEARS#jesus christ i'm only realising now phoenix spent more time playing poker and being a baker than being a LAWYER#at this point being a lawyer is more like a hobby#dounart#phoenix wright#ace attorney#ace attorney fanart#miles edgeworth#hershel layton#professor layton#maya fey#professor layton vs phoenix wright#plvspw#narumitsu#if you squint#art#fanart
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you are . . NOT !!
katsuki watches the maury show with you
you’re watching the maury show on your computer when katsuki marches into your room without a word and flops down next to you on your bed.
“ hello to you, too.” you snort. his words are muffled by your sheets but you’re about 90% sure he told you to shut up, you ignore it.
he lays face down on your bed for a while not saying anything and you know he’s had a long day and wants to be close to you without actually talking. you don’t mind, you’ll give him his space until he reaches out himself.
and he does after a little bit, turning his head around to face you as he looks from you to your computer screen, eyes focusing on the woman screaming that the man she cheated on her husband with was 100% not the father of her baby, mixed with the cheers of the audience.
he looks at you and raises a brow “ what’s happenin ?”
“ lady cheated on her husband with his brother.” you respond.
“ his brother ?” he repeats. his eyebrows furrow and you know he’s hooked. if there’s one thing katsuki loves but will never admit he does, it’s trash tv.
you nod, grinning somewhat evilly “his brother. now they’re trying to find out which one’s the father.”
he hums, scooting himself closer to you so he can see the screen too. he flips himself around so his neck isn’t craned at that awkward angle anymore and settles himself down right next to you. hook, line and sinker.
he wraps his arm around your shoulder and shoves his head in your neck, breathing you in. you both don’t say anything. “do you want me to play it from the beginning for you ?” he shakes his head in your neck. you reach your hand up to scratch at his scalp and you smile when he sighs. he holds you a little tighter, pressing feather light kisses into your neck.
katsuki’s never been good at expressing himself with any other emotion that isn’t anger. it makes him feel stupid and weak and soft. he’s had a long fucking day and he doesn’t wanna talk about it, simply wanting to indulge in you but he can’t tell you that, can’t find the words to, so he tries to find other ways to tell you and he hopes you understand and you do.
katsuki’s thankful for you because sometimes he wants to talk, wants to open up about what’s bothering him but sometimes he doesn’t. he doesn’t and you don’t pry when you know he doesn’t and he’s so thankful for you. he presses kisses on your skin and soft bites at your flesh to convey just how thankful he is, how grateful he is for having you. he hopes every warm press of his lips against your skin can convey how much he loves you loving him. and it does, because you turn your head and kiss the side of his head so sweetly and he knows you’re it for him.
he’ll tell you all of this one day, he promises. he’ll tell you all the thoughts swimming around in his head one day, but he hopes this’ll do for now. and unknowingly to him, it absolutely does.
he pulls his head out of your neck and kisses you hard on the cheek one, two, three times and you giggle. you feel him smile into your cheek when he kisses you a fourth time.
“fuck’re they screamin’ about ?” he says and you turn to look back at the screen. the woman is yelling at her husband’s brother vehemently denying the possibility of him being her baby’s father. you feel a little bad for laughing. “ she says he’s not the dad” you answer.
he clicks his tongue “ why the fuck is she on the show then.” he says, turning his attention back to your computer but his grip on you stays secure. you press yourself a little closer to him.
you’re still smiling lightly when you look back at your screen, simply shrugging. “ she said something about her having more sex with her husband than with him.” you answer and he snorts.
“ ten bucks neither one of them’s the father.”
#based off me falling back into the maury rabbit hole LMFAOO#i lowkey love this dumbass show#not as much as a luv my boyfriend tho#have i told yall how much i love him btw did i forget to mention that orr#I kinda like this#lil blurb#wtf typa word even is blurb lmfao#I love fluff#sorry to all the sad bitches#but leave me alone w that lemme be happy#bakugou imagine#bakugou katsuki x reader#bakugo fluff#katsuki bakugou x reader#katsuki x reader#bakugou x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#convinced katsuki goes like ‘ten bucks that___’ but then gets mad when you offer him money when hes right LMFAOOO#(am i projecting ? you’ll never know)#(yes i am)
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"Geology is 90% vocabulary" feels like such a poor description of such a large, important topic, but it feels like it would solve so much if people just... had the words to describe the world.
It's so unfair to everyone that the majority of the population's understanding of the world stops at "tectonic plates", "ring of fire", and "rock cycle". It's so unfair.
Everyone deserves to go on a hike, and when the rock changes colors, wonder "what is that?" and be able to answer the question themselves. Everyone deserves to be able to fulfill their curiosity and it is such a disservice that they cannot.
#I saw a reddit post of someone asking why the rock was flaking that way and it /hurt/ that they had to go to reddit to learn the word shale.#And that there are maps that will tell them the rock type wherever they go! It's such a joy they know now! And they were so happy when ppl#told them! But so sad they didn't know.#geology#This is also the struggle talking to non-geologists because they ask something like 'why is the hill shaped like that?' and you can't say#'graben'. You have to translate the lingo into the rock's previous physical movement - but in words.
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Bday post I am now a hag by asoiaf standards
#the way these keep getting lower and lower effort but for some reason I’ve decided I have to post a little drawing on my bday forever#this year sucked ass ngl#@whoever told me 21 is a hard year or whatever fawk you you jinxed me -_-#nothing even really happened I just kinda got really sad out of nowhere lol#manifesting 22 is better bc if I spend another year like this I’m gonna be pisseddd#anyway forget you read any of that I’m dark and mysterious u.u
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