#I told my dad about it and he was like ‘well maybe it smells wierd bc it’s gonna rain’

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I thought there was a weird haze that smelled bad outside but I was like no it must just be fog until I opened the weather app—

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STAR CROSSED LOVERS~ JAMES SIRIUS POTTER

Summary: Harry Potter does not get along with his old Slytherin classmates. He doesn't let his son talk to his either. But what happens when James Sirius Potter falls in love with the Slytherin daughter of Blaise Zabini?

Warnings: fluff, kinda angsty, slightly ooc Harry and a few swear words

This is for @im-a-writer-right writing challenge

Gif not mine

Being the daughter of Blaise Zabini is not always easy. My mother had left us when I was just a child. I was left in the care of my not so motherly grandmother and her troupe of new husbands and my father, who was really trying his best. He wasn't very fatherly by nature but he tried to be there for me whenever he could.

After the war things were better for the wizarding community. They tried to be mom judgemental based on blood status or house, but old habits die hard. My father and his Slytherin friends especially uncle Draco were shunned and looked down upon. All for the mistakes made by their parents. People would glare at them whenever they passed by. Finding jobs wasn't that easy for us. Not that we needed it but dad wanted to find a way to redeem himself. So he and uncle Draco joined auror training where obviously they were most disliked. Seeing all this around me made me determined to grow up and fight this prejudice. I told my father what I thought and he smiled and patted my head saying that he believed in me. That was all eight year old me wanted to hear and she believed it thoroughly.

But things are not as easy as it seems. I started Hogwarts soon after. I sat in a carriage all alone for a while for no one wanted to sit with a Zabini. Then came in a boy with messy black hair and brown eyes. "Can I sit here? Everywhere else is full." I was delighted! "Yes ofcourse!" "James Potter." He said extending his hand. Oh. A Potter. He'd get up and leave the moment I told him my name. "Y/n Zabini." I said preparing myself for him to walk away disgustedly. I looked up at him after a few moments. "Why didn't you run away screaming?" "Why should I have?" "Because your dad hates mine. My father is Blaise Zabini. Draco Malfoy's best friend." My words sunk in. "So you're the girl my dad told me to stay away from." I felt crestfallen. Why had some old mistakes caused me this? I blinked away tears that threatened to fall. He made no move to leave and continued to stare at me. "Why are you still here then?" "You seem like a nice girl and I think we'll be good friends." "What about your dad?" "He'll get over it and besides rules are meant to be broken." Hd said winking. I laughed. Maybe things would not be so bad.

An hour into the train ride, a boy with tan skin and red hair came to our compartment. "James! There you are. Ive been looking everywhere for you." "This Fred. He's my cousin." James told me. "Now who might this pretty girl be?" He said looking at me. I introduced myself to him, waiting for a reaction. "So this is the girl your dad warned you about?" "Yep." "Nice." "As he already told you, I'm Fred, Fred Weasley. My parents warned me too, but you seem nice and I love breaking rules so, let's be best friends." He said with a genuine smile. I nodded. My biggest fears were wiped! I hadn't reached Hogwarts and I already had two friends!

"Anything from the trolley dears?" Said the trolley witch. "Just jelly slugs thanks." I smiled. She handed it to me. I opened it and shared it with the boys. "So which house are you going to be in?" James asked me. "We're certainly gryffindors." Fred finished with a smirk. "I, uh, I think I'll be in um Slytherin." They had a shocked expression but wiped it off quickly. "Well, Slytherin would have gained a brilliant witch then."

The rest of the journey was quite uneventful. We were nearing the castle and I was quite excited! I had heard so many stories of the castle from my dad. We exited the train and walked up to this giant man who was calling all first years to him. I started walking toward him with Fred and James behind me. We reached a large lake with lots of boats. The boys ran ahead and sat on a boat. They beckoned me to them. Honestly, I was still shocked they actually wanted to be my friend! I climbed on with them and we looked at the castle in awe. The ride was relatively silent as we were all mesmerized by the view. The boat ride was over and we were at the entrance to the great hall.

A tiny profesor who introduced himself as professor Flitwick gave us an introductory speech. I listened intently getting more nervous as the time passed. Seeing my face James squeezed my hand and Fred (who was half a foot taller than me) patted my shoulder reassuringly. The large door opened and we walked in. The great hall was everything I imagined. I looked at the celing it was enchanted with the night sky and floating candles. It was beautiful! The sorting ceremony was about to begin. There was a wierd hat that burst into a song. I got quite the shock.

Professor Flitwick called out names. Some girl names Jessica Greene was sorted into Slytherin. Daniel Walker was sorted into Hufflepuff and so on.

"Potter, James." I squeezed his hand and he gave me a small smile and sat on the stool. The hall started murmuring at his name. The hat had barely been placed on his head when it called "gryffindor!" James jumped up in glee and ran to the gryffindor table. "Weasley, Fred." I smiled at him as he sat on the stool. "Gryffindor!" The hat called after a few seconds. Eventually only I was left. "Zabini, y/n." I breathed in trying to calm myself. Dad would love me no matter what house I was in. Grandmother was a different story, but still. Calm yourself y/n. I climbed onto the stool and the hat was on my head. "You are different." The hat told me. "You've got great ambition and thirst to prove yourself and to change the world. But you're also very brave and chivalrous. Where to put you? Better be Slytherin!" I smiled to myself and walked to the Slytherin table. James and Fred smiled at me and threw me a thumbs up.

"Jessica Greene." Said the blonde girl I had seen earlier. "y/n Zabini." I smiled and shook her hand. She smiled. "I think we're going to be great friends." I felt so happy! I had made 3 friends when I thought I'd make none. Headmistress McGonagall gave us a welcome speech and gave a list of forbidden places and objects; which by the look James and Fred shared and then gave me; they intended to break all of them. i giggled to myself. Hogwarts truly was a magical place. After the speech was over, the tables magically filled up with the most delicious smelling food ever! I immediately piled my plate with a variety of dishes. " You look like you've never seen food before." snorted Jessica. "I have seen food before, just not as good!" I proceeded to finish up my food while conversing with Jessica and the rest of my housemates. They were all very nice, none of them having pureblood only ideas. the feast ended and we were led to the common rooms. The Slytherin common room was in the dungeons. It was green and very cozy. i liked the vibe of the place. i shared my dorm with only 3 other girls since there were only 4 slytherin girls in first year. My bed was beside the window and i loved it!

Jessica decided that since there were so few of us, we needed to bond and stick together. So after all of had got dressed we sat down in a circle and introduced ourselves. "I'm Abigail Larson." said the girl with long brown hair and green eyes. The other girl introduced herself as Anika Smith." she had tan skin and deep brown eyes with dark brown hair. The four of spoke till late that night. I woke up a bit early the next morning, excited for our first day. I got dressed into my school robes and then went to wake up the others. Anika and Abigail woke up easily while Jessica was a whole different story. "Five more minutes." she groaned. "Ok sleepy head, but if we miss our first day of classes i doubt the teachers will be happy. She groaned again but woke up anyway. While i waited i wrote a letter to my father. I told him about my house, the sorting and my new friends." I had just finished the letter when Jess was ready. "Ready to go?" i nodded and the four of us head out to the great hall.

I split from the group so i could owl the letter. I was on my way to the owlery when i felt an arm wrap around my waist and another around my shoulder. "Well, look who it is Fred! Our little snakey friend." " Why yes it is james, say y/n already forgotten about us have you?" I giggled at the comment. "Ofcourse not! I was just about to send this letter before you two slowed me down." "Our sincerest apologies." said James not looking sincere in the slightest. They continued to follow me to the owelery talking among themself. i quickly tied the letter around my owl's leg and gave him a few treats before he took off. " Lets head to breakfast before we get late yeah?" "oh little Zabini, ever the punctual girl." Said Fred snickering slightly. I hit him in the arm and walked toward the great hall. I bid they boys goodbye and sat at the slytherin table with my friends.

First year passed by relatively fast. I topped most of my classes and was the favourite student of most of the professors. Potions was my favourite class, closely followed by charms. The year was at it's end and Fred, James and I were walking by the black lake. I kicked at a pebble before turning to the boys. "Did you tell your parents that you were friends with me?" i asked hesitantly. "Not exactly, no." they said. "Our parents would not be too happy about that." "I understand." i said sadly. I should have known,their family wouldn't welcome me with open arms would they now. "Don't be sad little snake. We'll figure it out. I promise." i smiled.

I sat in the train carriage with the girls, excited to be home. I was top of the class, a slytherin and the teachers loved me. Grandmother would be pleased. Dad, well he is proud of everything i achieve and i love him for it. During the ride James and Fred walked in. "Hello ladies, mind if we borrow our little friend here for a minute?" They nodded and I walked out of the cabin with the boys. "So we have come up with a plan for you to meet us during break without our parents getting to know." I looked at Fred and motioned him to go on. "Our close friend and fellow gryffindor, Alec Thomas lives near diagon alley. We have made a plan to meet him during the break at his house. We spoke to him and he agreed to let us stay over at his place during break. If you could come to diagon alley around the 13th of july (thats my birthday lol) we could meet up for ice cream!" "That seems like a good plan." I said thoughtfully. I was planning on telling dad about the boys anyway, this could work. They grinned. The train sounded as we drew nearer to the station. I grabbed my bag and got ready to get off at the station. I hugged the girls who had grown to become my best friends although i was closest to Jessica.

I walked around the station looking for my father. "Y/N!" His voice came. I dragged my trunk and ran to him. He pulled me in for a hug. "I missed you so much!" "I missed you too dad and i have some great news!" I told him about all my achievements and my new friends. "Your grandmother will certainly be proud. She missed you although she won't admit it." I giggled at that. We apparated home where grandmother was waiting for us. A there was a man behind her whom i did not recognize. He must be her new husband! Yeah, grandmother changed husbands like she changed clothes. I went and hugged her. "How was school?" "It was great!" I told her too of all my achievements and dad was right, she was proud of me.

The days flew by quickly. I received an owl from James asking me how I was and reminding me of our meeting in a few days. Right. I had yet to tell my dad about them. I would do it now. As i was preparing to tell him the door opened and there he was. "Hey darling." "Dad I need to tell you something." "Okay." he said cautiously. "I am friends with James Potter and Fred Weasley. Please don't be mad." He smiled at me. "I am not mad dear. In fact i am happy for you. You have made so many friends! And besides I am not going to control who you are friends with. It isn't fair. But darling, be careful. James and Fred may be nice but their family won't accept you easily." "I know that. And i will be careful. Besides, they have asked me to meet with them this week at diagon alley, Can I go daddy?" He thought about it and and sighed. "Alright. You can go." "Thankyou so much!" I hugged him.

On the morning of the day I had to meet the boys I woke up early out of sheer excitement. I ran down and ate breakfast quickly. Grandmother looked shocked to see me up early but didn't comment. I ran up to my bedroom and got dressed. "Ready to go?" Dad asked coming into my bedroom. "Yep!" We were going to get my school stuff before I met the boys. We apparated to diagon alley. Dad said he had some work to do and told me to go and buy some quills and ink in the mean time. As I left the shop my father walked toward me grinning, holding something behind his back. "As a reward for doing so well, I decided to get you this." It was a broom! Oh I loved quidditch. I used to play with dad and uncle Draco sometimes. Scorpius never liked the sport. "Thankyou so much!" It was one of the best brooms out there. Oh I'm definitely trying out for quidditch this year. He patted my back. "Looks at the time! You'll get late to meet your friends. I'll get the rest of your stuff. You go ahead." I bid him goodbye and ran to the ice cream parlour.

There on a small table were James Potter and Fred Weasley. "Hello boys." I said as I walked up to them. They greeted me cheerfully. We ordered our ice cream and sat down. "Shit!" Said James loudly. He frantically pointed at the window. I looked to see what on earth was bothering him when lo and behold the famous Harry Potter was walking toward the shop. "What do we do?" Mr Potter had already seen us so I couldn't exactly run away. "Don't mention your last name no matter what ok." Fred told me. "Hey kids." Said Mr Potter. "What brings you here dad?" James asked a bit nervously. "Oh I was just in a meeting near by and thought I'd come say hi to you both. I called Dean up and he said the two of you had come here to meet a friend who I'm assuming is this young lady here." He said pointing at me. I shot him a nervous smile, not quite knowing how to react. "Yes. Dad that is y/n. She's in our year. Top of the class." "It's great to meet you." "You too sir." I started to get nervous and I think James noticed because he said. "Dad it's getting late we better get going. Good bye!" Mr Potter looked confused but left anyway. "I'd better leave too boys. See you at school." They hugged me goodbye and I went to find my dad.

***

Fourth year

The whole incident was long forgotten. The boys and I became very close. We decided not to meet such a way ever again. The stress was too much for me.

The boys had decided that it would be fun for them to join me and the girls on our train journeys and while eating dinner ever since Albus and Scorpius had been sorted into slytherin in our third year. My friends gave me suggestive looks but eventually got bored of it and accepted the boys joining us. The train journey wasn't that different this year. "Hello ladies." Said Fred sliding into the compartment. We greeted them with a chorus of hellos. Fred sat down opposite me beside Abi. Although there was a ton of space next to him, James squeezed himself next to me almost pushing Anika off her seat. She glared at him and stood up muttering coulourful words while setting herself next to Abi. "How was you guys' summer?" He asked. "It was terrible!" I cried. It truly was. "Hey! you spent half of your summer with me." Said Jessica in mock offense. "Jess, you know what i mean." She simply smirked. "What happened?" James asked. "Well, for starters I had to help set up this stupid wizarding gala with my grandmother. She wanted to show off and sell her jewelry to other folk while at the same time hosting a ball like thing, whih mind you was boring as hell. The only people who showed up were stuck up old ladies. They had brought along their reluctant grandsons who i am sure my grandmother wanted as a potential suitor for me, and had she had her way it would have been so, but my dad would not allow it. Anyway, I spent a week of my break in that way." I finished with a sigh. I could see how badly everyone wanted to laugh or sympathize with me. "Go ahead and laugh." Everyone burst out laughing and i found myself laughing too.

We spent the rest of the journey laughing and having a gala time. We reached hogwarts and watched the sorting. Slytherin had gained 9 new students. We heard the standard starting of the year speech and tucked in. We chatted merrily until bedtime like every year. It had become a tradition to chat all night on the first day of school. I went to bed that night with a smile on my face.Hogwarts is truly a magical place.

Today was the first day of classes. I had dropped divination and taken arithmacy instead. I had heard it was a wonderful subject. Professor Howard took arithmacy and he was a brilliant teacher. I truly loved the class. I sat down at my place when in noticed a head of shaggy black hair in front of me. "James?" I asked surprised. "Y/n!" James said. "I didn't know you took this class." "Neither did I. But apparently I do now." He joked. "Only kidding. I never took divination after hearing how boring it was from my dad." 'Why don't we sit together?" He nodded and jumped over his seat and onto the one next to me. "You could have just walked you know that right?" He just grinned and shrugged innocently. I just rolled my eyes.

Fourth year wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. I actually quite enjoyed it. I was sitting by the black lake. "I need your help!" came the voice of Scorpius Malfoy, following behind him was Albus Potter. "Whats up Scorp?" "Well, I like this girl and want to ask her out. But I think she hates me." "Who is this girl?" I asked. "It's my cousin, Rose." Albus cut in. Rose Granger Weasley. Another person who hated people like Scorp and me, it was because her dad doe s not like ours, but unlike the Potter boys, she refused to change her views. "Well Scorp, you should be nice to her, try being her friend, only then ask her out. If she refuses to be your friend, then I guess she is not worth the trouble. No offense Albus." "None taken. I know that Rose is a bit stuck up which can be pretty annoying." Scorpius looked dejected but nodded nonetheless. I felt a bit bad for him. But I can't really help him can I?

Today is the first quidditch game of the season. Our captain has been working out butts off sine a month. "Ready to get your arses beat?" I smirked at Fred and James. "You wish Zabini." They retorted. I walked to the slytherin changing room where our captain, Elena Johnson was waiting. "Alright. We have worked long and hard for this. Use your strategies and no cheating and we can win." We cheered and got to the pitch. I was a chaser on the team and so was James. I mounted my broom and smirked at him. He smirked back. Madam Hooch blew the whistle and the quaffle was in the air. I dived to catch it, but James caught it first. Dang it. I chased after him to try and catch the quaffle. He threw the quaffle to the hoop and just as it was about to score, my fellow chaser, Andrew caught it. He passed the quaffle to me and I scored! James was behind me now, I threw the quaffle to the third chaser, Ben who threw it at the hoop. We scored again. Slytherin was in the lead and I was ecstatic. The gryffindor chasers were trying their best to up their score. The beaters were sending bludgers left right and centre. Fred knocked a bludger in our direction, not intending to hurt anyone, but unfortunately James had come in the way and he got hit. He was a foot away from me when I saw him fall. The crowd gasped. I don't know what came over me and I dived to catch him. He nearly hit the ground when I broke his fall. I set him on the ground gently. "James. James?" I tried to shake him, but he was unconscious. Madam Hooch took him to the hospital wing and the game continued. I hoped the seeker would catch the snitch because I was unable to focus. My wishes were answered because the snitch was caught and Slytherin won the game.

I should have stayed back to celebrate but I was too concerned about James. I changed and rushed to the hospital wing. He was lying there asleep looking so peaceful. I sat by his bed and looked at him. I think I must have been there a long time because I had fallen asleep and for some reason when I woke up I was holding James' hand. I quickly retracted it. "Y/n? Is that you?" James asked. "Yea, it's me. You took a pretty bad fall there you know?" "I know. I did it so it would not hit you." "What?" "Yes." He said and before I could say anything else he fell asleep again. Typical.

What he said that day never left my mind. He obviously did it because he's my best friend. Right? RIGHT? I voiced my thoughts to Jess but she simply have me a knowing look and was no help at all. I eventually decided to let it go and move on with my life. James seemed to have forgotten he said it too. So I pretended he didn't and we were back to being best friends.

Sixth year

Although I pretended that I had forgotten what James said, I never did. His words kept resounding in my head and he never left my mind. All the tiniest things he did made it seem like he liked me. Although, he's been like that since the start. I spent the entirety of fifth year deciding whether I liked him or I was just being paranoid. Eventually I decided that I did like him and I was just lying to myself saying that I didn't. I told my friends about my revelation when they stayed over during the summer and they all responded with a "Finally!" Or something along those lines. Rude.

After I accepted I had a crush on James, I because hyper aware of him whenever he came near me. I would immediately tense and blush. I think I was pretty obvious but James was oblivious as always. Even Fred noticed and asked me about it. I tried to avoid answering his questions but he is a stubborn prat. I made him swear not to tell anyone and told him of my crush. He jumped and screamed. "I KNEW IT!" he was convinced James liked me too, but how could he? He was my best friend and besides, his father would probably kill him.

Fred seemed to take my confession as a challenge to set us up. He even managed to rope in my friends. They made us sit together I'm class, while eating. They left us alone for long periods of time but nothing. I decided that it was worthless waiting for James since he obviously didn't like me back. I would try move on. It was hard, obviously when I so clearly in love with him.

I was sitting in the library finishing my potions homework when Andrew Higgs came up to me. He was a sweet boy and was in the quidditch team with me. "Hey y/n." "Hey Andrew. What's up?" He rubbed his neck. "Do you want to go to hogsmeade with me?" I was about to say no but then I remembered that I wanted to move on. "Sure!" "Great! I'll see you tomorrow then?" I nodded.

I skipped back happily to my common room. "What's got you so happy?" Abi asked. "I got a date with Andrew." "The chaser?" "Yep!" "But what about James?" "He doesn't like me. I may as well move on." I shrugged. The girls didn't look convinced. I ignored it and left the common room for my prefect rounds. Yes I was a prefect. I had rounds alone today so I had plenty of time to think. I spent most of the year pining after him and now I only have three months left of sixth year. I may as well go on a date or two and see how it works out. As I was lost in my thoughts, I bumped into Fred. "Well well well. Look who is out after curfew." I grinned at Fred. "Is it true you have a date?" I nodded. "Don't go! James will be crushed." "I am going and he's made it clear he doesn't like me. And even if he does maybe this is the push he needs to ask me out." Fred sighed in defeat but headed back to his common room.

The weekend was here. I dressed up in a cosy but warm outfit and left for hogsmeade. I met Andrew at the three broomsticks. He hugged me and pulled out the chair for me. He was a perfect gentleman and was so much fun to talk to, but something was missing. He wasn't James. "This was fun-" I started. "But you don't like me that way?" I sighed. "I'm sorry Andrew, you're a really great person and I'd love to this again but as friends. I don't like you that way." "It's fine. I know you like Potter and it's ok. I like this ravenclaw girl but she doesn't seem to notice me so I thought I'd try to move on." I grinned at him. I bid him goodbye and headed to honeydukes to re stock my candy. I was about to pay for my sweets when fred and James came up behind me. "How was your date Zabini?" Fred asked. "It was ok." I shrugged. "You went on a date?" James asked a bit accusingly. "Yep." "Oh um that's nice. I uh I gotta go." He said practically sprinting out of the shop. " I told you he liked you." "No he does not." I was still in denial. I paid and left the shop.

James started to act wierd since that day. He started to avoid me and barely spoke to me. Heck even Albus and Scorpius noticed it. I asked Fred about it but he always just shrugged. I started spending less time with the boys and more time with my friends.

The year was over and we were on our way home. I decided that I would speak to James no matter what. "James!" "Yes?" He asked avoiding my eyes. "We need to talk." He shuffled nervously and looked at his feet. "Why have you been avoiding me?" "Avoiding you? I have not!" I gave him a look and he gave me a nervous smile. "Look i-" the train stopped and all the students came rushing out. "We'll talk about this later ok?" He said walking away. I sighed. I'll never get anything out of him.

Seventh year

James ignored all my owls that summer. He didn't even respond to the one about me becoming head girl! I told my dad of it and he sighed and patted my back. Fred still spoke to me though. He told me that James wasn't doing so well. He was always moping. That is very unlike him. Summer before my last year was pretty uneventful. Scorpius and his dad spent a lot of time in our house, not that I minded ofcourse. I wrote letters to the girls who were all travelling to different countries. Since it was my last year, I wanted to try interning with a lawyer of the wizengamot just to get a feel of what my life would be like. It was quite fun to be honest. Summer passed quickly and soon I was walking through the platform for the last time as a student. It was a bitter sweet feeling.

I dropped off my stuff in my compartment and chatted with my friends for a while. Since I had become head girl, anika was the replacement prefect. We headed the the prefect compartment where I had to give out duties. I still didn't know who the head boy was but I guess I'd find out. "James? What are you doing here?" He turned around with a guilty look. "I'm head boy." He said. "But you weren't even a prefect!" "I know, it's odd." I glared at him. He ignored me all summer and now I have to share a dorm with him?! What a life.

I ignored his presence and instructed the prefects of their duties and responsibilities. I have them the schedule and sent them off. As I was about to leave James called out my name. "I don't want to hear it Potter." I threw him an icy glare and walked out. My heart hurt. After all this time I still liked him.

After the feast we all headed back to our respective dorms. It was the first time I'd be away from my friends in school since first year. Usually I would have been happy with James as head boy but at the moment I was very angry.

I set my things in my side of the dorm and head downstairs to the common area where James seemed to be waiting for me. "Y/n! Please just listen to me." "No James. I listened to you last year during school, in the train, I sent you letters but you never responded to them. I think you've lost your chance." I said turning around. He grabbed my wrist and kissed me. I found myself kissing him back.

Realising what I did I pulled away. "No you can't do that! You can't just ignore me and then kiss me!" "I'm sorry I did that to you. When you went on that date with Andrew I got jealous. I was going to tell you I liked you that day but then you went on a date with him and I just snapped I guess. I thought if I distance myself from you my feelings would go away but they didn't. They just became stronger. That's why I didn't answer your letters and I'm sorry." He said looking genuinely sorry. "Why didn't you just talk to me?" I asked making him look at me. "I don't know, I just felt guilty after a point I guess." I wrapped him in a hug. "I forgive you but please never do that again." "You mean that?" I nodded. He immediately kissed me again. My heart fluttered excitedly in my chest. I pulled away for air. "But James, your dad!" "He'll get over it. For now, I just want to be with you."

We didn't plan on telling our friends they way we did. They walked in on us kissing and boy were they pissed. They got over it though. James and I spent most of our time together. It was quite nice actually. Our NEWTS were coming up and I decided to stay back at Hogwarts for Christmas to study. James stayed back too. We occasionally tried to study together but it always failed.

The NEWTS weren't as hard as they were made to be. I think I did quite well honestly. On our last week of school, James and i called our close friends to the head dorm where they would stay the night and we would have fun. We stayed up for most of the night and i cuddled into James' side. "You two are sickeningly sweet." Fred fake gagged. "It's not like you and Audrey are any better." I stuck my tongue out at him. Audrey was Fred's girlfriend. She was nice. "I will really miss this place." Ani sighed. "Me too." "We made so many memories here!" "Let us all promise to stay friends after hogwarts and for the rest of our lives." Said Fred. "Deal" We all said together.

Our graduation ceremony was everything I imagined and better. We sat in the Hogwarts Express for the last time ever as students. I walked onto the platform and sighed. "There's my dad." I pointed in the crowd. "Can I meet him?" James asked me. "You want to?" He nodded. "If you can't meet my father yet, atleast i can meet yours." He followed me to my dad. "Dad, this is James. He is the boyfriend I told you about.""So you are the handsome young lad who stole my daughter's heart? It's great to meet you son. I hope you're taking good care of my daughter.""It's actually her who takes care of me, but I try my best." Dad chuckled. "Good answer. You've got a good one." He told me. I moved to kiss James on the cheek but he moved his face so i kissed his lips. "I'll see you soon, hopefully." He grinned and walked away. I followed my dad and we apparated home.

James' POV

Just as I was about to find my parents, dad walked upto me. I was startled to say the least. "Who's the girl?" He asked me. "Oh no one." I shrugged nervously. "So you just go around kissing no one?" I laughed nervously. Thankfully mom came and saved me. "Ready to go?" She asked. I ran up to her and we apparated home. I spent a few days avoiding dad. I didn't want to answer unnecessary questions about my girlfriend. Unfortunately luck wasn't on my side for long. I was sitting in our backyard when he sat down beside me.

"So tell me about your girlfriend." Well, there was no escaping this now. "She's really sweet yeah, cares about me alot. She's smart and great at quidditch. She's perfect in my eyes." "And her father, doesn't happen to be Blaise Zabini does he because I remember her with him." I started to get angry. When would he see past this silly prejudices. "Yes dad she is his daughter." "I want you to stay away from her." "DAD NO! YOU CAN'T DO THAT!" I yelled at him. "I can do anything I want because I'm your father. That girl is nothing but trouble. Look at his family tree! A whole lot of death eaters they are." "Her father wasn't a death Eater. And nor is she. She's the best thing to happen to me and you can't make me leave her." "Then you leave us. It's either your family or that girl." "THEN I PICK Y/N! Atleast she doesn't make me pick." "Alright then. Leave." "You can't be serious." "I am." "Fine!" I stormed up to my room and whipped out my wand. I packed my belongings and went to Albus' room. I hugged him and then went and hugged lily and walked out the door. But where would I go? I can't go to Fred's house because dad would obviously find me there. So I apparated to the Zabini manor.

I knocked at the door hoping she would be home. "Coming!" Came her sweet voice. "James? What are you doing here?" She asked looking very confused. "I'll tell you everything, but can I come in first?" "Yeah ofcourse." She let me in and I told her everything. I could see the regret and heart break in her eyes when I told her the story. "Oh James! You shouldn't have left!" "What and break up with you?" "If it means you wouldn't lose your family then, yes!" "But what would I do without you? I love you!" "James, my love, you mean everything to me. But family is always more important. You will find someone else to spend your life with. You need to let go." " I can't do that. I need you." "You need your family more. I'll tell you what. Spend a few days here and then go back. Cool your mind. But I'm not going to be with you if it costs you your entire family James. I love you too much for that." I felt years brimming in my eyes but I nodded. She stopped me in a hug and ran her fingers through my hair.

"Y/n? Who is that?" "It's just James dad. Can he stay here for a few days? He got into a fight with his father." "Alright. I'll tell Jenny to fix up a bedroom for him." "Wait dad, is it ok if he sleeps in my bedroom?" "Ok but only for tonight. And no funny buisness you two. I don't need grandchildren this early." She chuckled lightly and shook her head. We went up to her bedroom and got changed. She lied down and pat the space next to her. I joined her in bed and wrapped my arms around her. "I'll love you forever no matter what." I heard her whisper to me before I fell asleep with the love of my life in my arms.

I had stayed with her for a few days and I had to return home that day. I grudgingly packed my things. I kissed her one last time and apparated home. "So you're back I see." Said dad smugly. "Yes. And only because the girl you hate so much forced me to come back." "See. I told you she would ditch you." I started to get angry. "She did not ditch me. She said she'd rather I break up with her than lose you and my family. But clearly she was wrong." Dad looked a bit embarassed after my out burst. I went back to my room and ignored him for the rest of the day. Albus was the only person I talked too because he understood my situation. He was sad too because he liked her in a sisterly way very much. It was a week after I returned and I was looking at career options when dad knocked on my door.

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry. I realise I was wrong in making you break up with that girl who you clearly love. I spoke with hermione and your mother and they too agreed that what I did was wrong. So I am now here to say you have all our blessings." "Really?" I asked unable to believe my ears. "Thanks dad!" I hugged him. "Now go get her tiger. But wait. I want you to give her this." He pulled out a box with the most beautiful ring. "But dad we're so young!" "I know. It was my mom's. I got it back much after I got married so I kept it for you or Albus.  You don't have to give it to her right now. But if you do, I wish you all the best." He gave me the box and left. I thought about what he said. Maybe I do want to marry her.

I apparated to Zabini manor and frantically knocked the door. The door opened revealing a disheveled y/n. "James? Why are you back i-" I cut her off and firmly kissed her. "I missed you so much." "I missed you too but what about your dad?" "He's ok with it. He realised his mistake." "That's great James! I'm so happy for you!" "Yeah me too. I also wanted to give you this." I got down on one knee and opened the ring box.  "I know we are young, we have so much of our life ahead of us! And I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you more than words can say my love. So will you y/n Zabini make me the happiest man on earth and marry me?" Her eyes started to water and she smiled at me. "Ofcourse I will! But not right now. I will stay engaged to you but I want to settle down first you know?" "I understand I do. And I totally agree with you. I'm with you all the way." I got up and spun her around.

I heard a sniffle and we jumped apart. "That was cutest proposal ever!" Said Mr Zabini. "Thank you mr Zabini." I grinned. "Well you might as well start calling me dad." There was a knock on the door. "Oh that must be your father James. I called him when you started your speech." The house elf opened the door and I saw my parents and siblings enter. "I guess it's time to make amends." Dad said to mr Zabini, I mean, other dad. "You must be my future daughter in law." "Yes sir. I am." She smiled at him. Mom came up and hugged her. "It's great to finally meet the girl who is going to marry my oldest little boy!" Mom gushed. "Mom!" I said embarassed. They started to mingle among each other and I sighed happily. Things did get better and I could not be happier.

Four years later

It was finally the day I was going to marry the love of my life. I flattened the non existent creases on my black suit when Fred walked in. "Chill out James you look fine." "How is she?" "She's good too." He was my best man and also one of y/n's best guy friends and so he got to see bith of us but we couldn't see each other since a week which was a bit unfair you know? We were engaged for 4 years which is a long time. In that much time, y/n became a lawyer, I became a professional quidditch player.  Time sure flew by.

"Alright James. It's time." Mum said entering my room. "I can't believe you're getting married! It feels like just yesterday you were in diapers." She sniffed. "Mum!" I groaned. "Sorry. Let's go now." I walked to my position on the altar waiting for my beautiful bride to arrive. What felt like hours but was infact only five minutes I saw her. She looked like a godess. Radiance reflected out of her. She looked gorgeous in her white dress. I felt myself tear up as she walked down the aisle with her father. She stood infront of me and grinned.

While the priest spoke I could not take my eyes off her. I was so distracted I didn't realise I had to say my vows. The crowd laughed and I blushed. I recited my vows and so did she.

"I do." "You may now kiss the bride." I was waiting for those words since the start of the week. I kissed her with all the love I held in my heart and the crowd awwd.

At the dinner table fred who was my best man had to give a speech. He spoke of our time in Hogwarts and all the embarassing things I did. Next Jessica who was the maid of honor spoke of y/n's side of things. The guests laughed at our antics. It was time for our first dance. "May I have this dance m'lady" "Yes you may kind sir." She smiled and extended her hand. I pulled her up and we walked to the dance floor. I out my arms around her waist and she on my shoulders. As we swayed to the music I could only think of her.

"I love you Mrs Potter." God I loved saying that. "And I love you Mr Potter."

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[josephinelouiseobrien]

Worlds Colliding (1)

concept: Spencer Reid x OC • NCIS x criminal minds

synopsis: Allison Gibbs returns from the navy only to end up on a long list of victims. Now the only hope of keeping her out of harms way and solving this case is a socially awkward doctor by the name of Spencer Reid.

A/N: this is the first time I’ve ever written on this app so please be kind, I’m soft 🥺

Masterlist

Worlds colliding Masterlist

[synopsis | ch.2]

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The house seemed significantly smaller than the last time she’d been there. Before her deployment she remembered it having a daunting air surrounding it - then again it made sense that things would seem different, nearly getting blown to pieces can really change a persons can outlook on life.

Slowly she turned the doorknob a half laugh falling from her lips. ‘Of course’ she thought to herself, what was she expecting? He hadn’t locked the front door since she was in grade school. ‘He’s never gonna change.’

The house was just as she’d left it. Well, minus the to-go boxes sitting on the kitchen table. Sighing she quickly disposed of them before dropping her duffel bag at the bottom of the stairs. Her father was no where to be seen, which only meant one of two things; either he was on a case, or he was holed up in the basement building god-knows-what.

Her boots thudded underneath her as she walked down the familiar wooden steps. She had yet to change out of her naval uniform. The familiar camouflage cargo pants and matching button up top had become like a second skin - one she was itching to rip off and shove into the back of her closet. God she really missed her sweatpants.

“Tony, I thought I told you-” her father stopped mid sentence as he spotted the familiar strawberry blonde. His eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he took in the sight of his daughter, “ally?”

Allison Gibbs smiled brightly, quickly snapping out of her thoughts. “Hey, dad.” Her voice muffled under the fabric of her fathers shirt as he pulled her into a bone crushing hug.

“I thought you weren’t due back home for another few months.”

The strawberry blonde nodded as he released her. “yeah, the date got moved up last minute.”

Gibbs sighed, “well, why didn’t you call and tell me?”

“It would’ve ruined the surprise.” Allison answered smiling as if it were obvious.

Her father simply sighed, failing to hide his smile. “Well, if i had known I would’ve cooked. Do you want me to order you takeout or something?”

Allison shook her head, “dad, I’m fine.” The blonde then stopped as she realized she was not fine. She could practically smell herself - when was the last tome I showered? “I’m just gonna go take a shower.”

Gibbs nodded going back to whatever he was working on when she’d walked in. He wanted to go spend the rest of the night with her but he, better then anyone, knew what it was like coming home from deployment. If Allison was anything like him she probably wouldn’t even leave her bed tomorrow.

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It was midday by the time Allison woke up the next morning. Rubbing her eyes she nearly tripped down the stairs before using the wall to steady herself. “Dad?” The strawberry blonde called as she looked around the house. He was gone. ‘Work’ the realization hit her quickly, another thought soon following. ‘What am I supposed to do all day.’

Her life practically revolved around her father and the navy. Growing up she was home schooled and forced to go to work everyday with her extremely overprotective parent. After that she focused all her energy on college studying psychology and foreign language. Then she joined the navy and began training for the time when she’d be deployed. Now she was home and completely lost on what she was supposed to do.

Sighing she dragged herself into the kitchen an idea quickly coming to her: she could bring her father lunch. At first she was unsure but the more she thought about it the more it cemented in her mind. She could killed two birds with one stone, make sure her father eats, and visit her family (her fathers coworkers).

Quickly she put together a ham and cheese sandwich - she was not a housewife and honestly a dog probably wouldn’t even eat the monstrosity she dared call a sandwich. Still, it was her best excuse of going to the navy yard and making herself feel useful.

She took the bus, something she had actually never done before. Just overprotective dad things. The ride to the navy yard was short and before she knew it she was smiling at the man sitting behind the front desk.

“Ally? Is that you?”

The strawberry blonde smiled brightly, “nice to see you again, Harris. I’m just bringing my dad lunch.”

Harris has been the security guard working the front desk and checking I.D.’s since Allison was in grade school. He never forgot a face and he sure as hell never forgot her. Sometimes she’d just sit at his desk with him and color - that was only when her father and his coworkers were out on a case though.

“Good to have you back.” Harris called out, Allison sending him a nod as the elevator doors closed.

Her foot tapped in anticipation as she watched the numbers change before her. Soon the number ‘8’ lite up and the strawberry blonde had to keep herself from running towards the bullpen where her father and his coworkers would surely be.

As she approached only two people seemed to be working - well, make that one - Timothy McGee. He’d only joined her fathers team four years ago when Allison was completing her time at college. They quickly became friends and he was a lot like a brother to her.

The other two people sitting at there desks were Anthony Dinozzo and Ziva David. Tony has always been like an older brother to Allison, he joined her fathers team long before tim, when she was around fifteen. Ziva on the other hand joined a year after agent McGee to replace Caitlin Todd, an agent killed on a case. Luckily for Allison the two were too engrossed in an arguement to notice her - this gave her the chance to jump scare them.

Smirking the strawberry blonde crept behind Tony’s desk, making sure that ziva hadn’t seen her - McGee had his face in his computer and a bomb going off probably wouldn’t have distracted him. How he was able to focus so well was beyond the girl.

“Boo!” Allison yelled causing Tony to scream resembling that of a little girl before falling out of his desk chair.

Ziva burst into laughter her face lighting up at the sight of his boss’ daughter. “Allison!” She’d always thought of her as a little sister, someone who could relate to her. They’d both lost their own sisters and in a way filled that hole in their hearts for each other.

Allison returned Ziva a bone crushing hug the two girls staying like that until the sound of Dinozzo clearing his throat pulled them apart. “Great, little Gibbs is back. And here I was getting use to the quiet.”

“Hey!” Allison’s jaw fell slack in shock and mock offense.

Tony rolled his eyes before motioning for her to come give him a hug as well. That’s how their relationship was - they’d spit sarcastic remarks back and forth but in the end they were family.

McGee was pulled away from his computer as Allison wrapped him into a hug. “How was Iraq?” Tim asked genuinely curious as to how her first deployment went.

“I’m not dead so.” Quickly Allison stoped herself from making anymore dark humored jokes. It had always been a way for her to cope with things but it also made them seem unreal. She seriously needed to stop detaching herself from reality and see a therapist. “It was good, we didn’t lose anyone over there but it’s wierd being back. I just don’t have anything to do.”

“So you decide to distract my team from solving this case?” Her father spoke up from behind her as he walked in - coffee in hand.

A few mumbled: ‘sorry boss’ were heard as Ziva, Tony, and McGee took their seats but Allison just gave her father an innocent smile. “No, I decided to bring you lunch.”

Dinozzos eyes widened from where he sat at his desk, “you cooked?”

“Yeah, I’m a great cook.”

Her father looked into the brown paper bag his daughter had handed him before looking back up to meet her gaze. “What is this supposed to be? Tuna?”

“No!” Allison replied, “it’s a ham and cheese sandwich.”

Gibbs sighed giving his daughter an ‘are you serious’ look.

The strawberry blonde sighed, “fine, I just didn’t know what else to do. I was bored!”

Her father sighed, letting it slide this time before turning back to his agents. “What do you got?” He knew how hard it was to reintegrate back into society after deployment. Either way, she was safer at the office with him then out doing god-knows-What.

Dinozzo was the first to speak: “Lucy Friar. 26. Joined the marines out of high school, just got back from her third deployment.”

“Anything connecting her to the last three victims?” Gibbs asked glancing to McGee for the answer.

“Aside from the obvious - being a women in the marines and torture before being strangled - no.”

Ziva sighed as she grabbed the clicker out of dinozzos hand. On the screen appeared the personal badges of three women - each was different in height, weight, hair color, and eye color. “I don’t get it, they’re all different. The only thing these women had in common was that, well, they were women.”

“Maybes that’s the connection.” Allison spoke up. She’d been helping them solve cases since middle school, despite her father discouraging her input she still tried to help. “Psychologically speaking it makes sense. The killer doesn’t believe women belong in the marines - he has a mysogynistic mind set. He’s probably a white male in his mid to late thirties with some sort of personal connection to the marines specifically. He feels, almost, offended that they women are allowed to join.”

The room was silent as they stared at the girl. Allison looked around watching as her fathers eyebrows raised waiting for her to finish. “But, I’m not a profiler.” The strawberry blonde added on becoming slightly less confident in her statement.

Gibbs sighed, “does Abby know your back? Why don’t you go say hi to her.”

Allison stared at her father in shock, “you do realize I’m not some child who you can just send down to Abby when I try to help you with a case, right?”

“Allison.”

At the use of her full name the strawberry blonde mumbled a, ‘fine’ under her breathe before walking towards the elevator.

Abbys lab was on the bottom floor and upon walking in the women spun around and greeted her, only she didn’t know she was greeting her. “Gibbs, I just processed the evidence. I’m good but not that good-”

“Not Gibbs.” Allison corrected, pausing as she realized, technically, she was Gibbs. “Well, not that Gibbs.”

“Ally!” Abby squealed wrapping the shorter girl into a bone crushing hug.

Allison’s eyes widened as her friend continued to tightly hug her. “Ab-Abby... can’t.... breathe.”

“Oh, sorry.” The raven haired women replied pulling away with a smile. “When did you get back?”

“Last night.”

“And you didn’t call me?”

Allison laughed softly, she always felt really loved when she was at her fathers work. This was her family and Abby was like an older sister - just a really overly energetic goth one. “I was tired. I didn’t even get back to my house until midnight.”

Abby sighed, “okay, well then your stuck down here spending the rest of the day with me.”

“I wouldn’t have it any other way.” Allison laughed, as Abby passed her the extra Caf-pow that sat in her freezer. Cat-Pow was a lot like an energy drink just stronger and the amount of caffeine alone had Allison cringing. “God, I forgot how strong this stuff was.”

“Abby, what do you got?” Gibbs’ voice caught the two girls attention. Abby was quick to turn back to her computer pulling up an almost blank screen. “What’s that?”

“Nothing.” Abby replied, “because that’s what I’ve got, nothing.”

Gibbs sighed, “what do you mean?”

“This guy is good, okay?” Abby walked over to the few evidence bags piled onto the metal table pulling them out. “He hasn’t left behind any forensic evidence connecting to himself. All I can tell you is how she was killed, which is exactly what ducky will tell you.”

“Okay, so how was she killed?”

“The tortures the same as the last three victims.” Abby answered clicking a button on her keyboard as a second screen popped up. “All were raped and beaten with a belt - the belt can be found at any retail clothing store, I already ran the marking through everything I could. Then they were all strangled, that was done by the killer.”

Allison glanced at her father, “how long have you been on this case?”

“Seven months.”

“Maybe you should call in some help.” Allison replied, “naval women - the people I fight alongside of are dying. Maybe call in the real profilers, they might stand a chance at catching this guy.”

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A/N: the BAU will be introduced in hopefully the next chapter I just wanted to give some background information and introduce these characters. I only know what I’ve heard from family about coming back from deployment (two of my uncles served and this is what they told me it was like for them). I’m sorry if anything’s wrong or there’s incorrect information as you can also see I’m not the best at keeping characters in character and I feel like this could’ve been better but... idk I’m ranting.

[eremika-forever12]

|| Drunk In Love : Eremika Drabble ||

Flushed & drunk, Mikasa trips over someone laying below her....with drowsy eyes she finds out its Sasha laying completely flat on the ground blabbering something in her sleep....

Suddenly Mikasa started to feel all funny as she started to giggle slightly!

Ah This Wine....It is doing something to her stomach & her throat! Did she have too much of it?

Well Whatever....Its doesnt feel bad....its just she feels she is floating in some air!

Mikasa could feel....her eyes were on verge of shutting but instead she rubbed her eyes vigorously as she jumped over Sasha trying to not wake her up....

In attempt to do so she lost her balance and fell on ground with thud.

Mikasa groaned a bit as she muttered to herself- Ah my...Ass! This....is so...

Suddenly she realised she just fell infront of Eren who was laying on ground with eyes closed.

Was he sleeping? Mikasa wondered with her drunk eyes.

She realised her face was so close to him as she laid flat on the ground.

Mikasa grinned to herself while staring at Eren- Eren....There You Are! Looking handsome as ever!

His face was so close to her that she could feel her cheeks getting Warm!

She could see his slight open mouth as his eyes remained close....must have just passed out from being drunk!

Mikasa just couldn't help but stare at his face intensely as she remembered What he told her few hours back or more appropriately what he asked her!

The moon light fell on him.....making his face shine brighter as she remembered his words...

“ Why Is It....That You Care So Much About Me?”

“ What Am I To You?”

Mikasa ears got redden a bit....back then she couldn't answer honestly!

All she did was stammering in front of him & hesitantly told him that he was family to her!

Mikasa could be drunk as hell but her brain was still functioning in proper way....thats what she thought!

Mikasa lightly touched Eren's hair as she wondered Was she honest with him? At that moment? More importantly Is she honest with herself?

Mikasa dragged herself a bit crawling more closer to Eren....

She could smell his aura now...

Why did she lie back then? Why cant she just confess to him for once and all! How much he matters to her! How much she feels for him!

Mikasa could feel her eyes closing but no she cant sleep now....no matter how much her head was whirling!

She wont get such chance again in her life....being so close to Eren....stare at him whole night while he being unknown to her deep stare!

But today at the moment, her heart started to feel heavy! She felt a huge burden of emotions wanting to erupt all of a sudden!

Her eyes beemed with tears as she breathed heavily close to Eren’s cheeks.

He seems in deep sleep looking adorable as hell...

Mikasa muttered in low tone as she looked at him being all drowsy- Eren....I wish I could....just froze this....moment....with you!

She stammered as she continued- is....nt? The night.....so....cold....so...br...eezy? But beautiful?

She slowly puts her one hand on his shoulder as laid properly close to him....

Mikasa sighs as a tear unknowingly trickled down her cheek as she stared at him....feeling all dizzy...

Mikasa in low voice- I have to confess something to you....Very important! I know....you...wo..nt be listening but still I would say....as I need to release the heaviness from my chest! I wanna....be honest....with you....back then...I couldn't....couldn’t blurt out the truth....

Suddenly Eren's eyes stirred a bit unknown to Mikasa as her eyes were already closed but she kept on murmuring- You....are....You are not My....Fam...mily...Only! These feelings were....burried deep down me....since....we were small....Eren I Just Want To Say....I Always.....

Eren eyes shot open widely as he stared at the sky....

Eren's POV

My Head Hurts Badly!

My Throat Is Dry....With The Feeling Of Need Of Water!

I Feel Restless....

More Importantly My Heart....It Aches So Much! I Wonder Why!

Even Though I apparently dont feel drunk even after drinking so much!

Which is not wierd but Today I feel like Alien To Myself!

I could see my friends passing out after being completely drunk while I Just remain unaffected still trying to consume more of alcohol!

But nothing was working.....

The Pain In My Heart Was More Than Anything....

What Is Happening To Me!

Is it because of What Mikasa answered!

Well wasnt that obvious? I was indeed family to her....but then Why....

What was I hoping for?

Ah....A Last desperate chance....to feel myself worth of living....worth of being loved....

I tried to search that last hope in her....I knew what she was going to say anyway still I wished it was a different answer...

I dont know about her but lately I did start to see her in different light....

Something more than a family...I cant comprehend the feeling but it is something beautiful!

The sight of her face was a beauty to me & a sense of purity in me!

Dont know from when it all started....I started to like her in a different way....I dont know what exact word it should be....Love? Perhaps? Ahhh Me & Love! Funny it is!

I am not the person who deserve to be loved but I still hoped....if she also saw me in that different light! Or was indeed just I was a family to her!

I am hurt maybe by her answer....but perhaps its for best! She deserves better anyways! Not a monster like me!

Ah what am I even talking! I dont feel well again....I need rest , some silence from this chaos....

But I want to memorise this last moment with my friends....Ah Armin he already passed out! My eyes searched for Mikasa again....& I could see she was still drinking with Sasha being all flushed!

I smiled to myself as I laid on ground trying to find some peace by closing my eyes!

All I could see was Mikasa......

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Everything is dark....I have no idea where I was at the moment....was I in my future memories! Or is it something of Dad! So hard to concentrate....I could hear chattering all around me!

Where am I? Am I Sleeping? Having some dream?

I could smell.....alcohol breath near me....

Probably from my coat....No wait someone is near me....I can feel it...

The breath touching my face....someone is saying something.....

The voice is so low....I could feel touch on my hair as the voice neared....

Mikasa? Is that you? Yes its you....I can always identify you voice but Why do you sound so unclear!

I could hear her saying “ Eren....Eren”

Her voice sounds so sexy all of sudden....Wait I think this is a dream!

“ I wish...I could....just froze this....moment....with you! “

Wait What? What is she saying? Her voice sounds heavy!

A hand on my shoulder....she placed her hand on me....her breath was more heavier now! Is it real? Is she really beside me? My head spins badly....I want to open my eyes but What if all these is a dream! I dont want to break this dream! I never get to see such dream with so much real feels!

I could hear her voice again....she is continuously blabbering something and I am having hard time to understand it!

“ I wanna....be honest....with you....back then...I couldn't....couldn’t blurt out the truth....”

Heyyyy What!!!!! What Truth? What is she talking about?

The voice has begun to reduce....but I could hear clearly now...

“ You....are....You are not My....Fam...mily...Only! These feelings were....burried deep down me....since....we were small....Eren I Just Want To Say....I Always.....”

Is she....Real? I Opened My Eyes At Once....I was so blank....I could see stars infront of me in the sky...

“....I Always Loved You “

My Heart just skipped a beat....

I turned around slowly to the side from where the voice is coming and I found myself facing her completely....Our faces so close....My nose lightly brushed with her forehead....a current passed down my spine as I moved a bit back....feeling heat rushing to my cheeks...

Her eyes are closed....She passed out from being drunk....but she was still muttering something in her sleep....and Whatever she spoke right now was all real but difference is she was not in her senses....

I found myself staring at her for a while....she looked so calm....and beautiful while being asleep...

And I noticed a trail of dry tear along her cheek on one side....Was she crying?

I hesitantly touched her cheek....

As she suddenly spoke in her sleep making me alarmed- Eren....I will...always...Love You Till End....! I dont know about you....But....My....Love Will...Follow...You...Anywhere YOU GO!

Her voice was low but I heard it all...My heart was heavy! My eyes beemed with tears...

I brushed off her hair strands away from her face without trying to wake her up....

She Just Told Me Even Though In Her Sleep What I Wanted To Hear Back Then....

She felt What I felt! Her feelings are same for me just mine are for her!

She wont even remember What she said in her sleep! Was it fair? Well maybe Yes! I dont deserve to be loved after What I am gonna do....

I felt tears welling up in my eyes....

I will be leaving Tomorrow....keeping everything behind....

The sadness is back inside me....I couldnt confess her back, maybe I wont be able to do it ever....As everything will change from tomorrow....

I dont know what the future holds after What I am going to do! Probably everything wont be same and I dont expect it to be....I stared back at the sky!

I got everything tonight....What I needed most before I start my final Mission!

I turned back to look at Mikasa who was now fast asleep as I smiled sadly & whispered- I LOVE YOU TOO MIKASA!

P.S So This Was A Small Shot On Eremika Moment Chapter 123😂 I Badly Want Something Like This Which Might Have Happened Back Then So Decided To Write It Down Myself😂 Hope you guys like it. Like, Share & Comment.

[arkus-rhapsode]

Hiro Mashima On The Ending of Fairy Tail

So recently Hiro Mashima was at New York Comic con and let slip that, indeed everything at the end of the series, he had no plan for. He once again brought up his original plan of FT being only 10 volumes and stated he hadn’t thought beyond that.

After hearing it straight from Mashima himself, I think I can finally say something I’ve wanted to to for a while and finally start confirming a suspicion I’ve had for a while.

Hiro Mashima having no idea on the future of Fairy Tail past volume 10 makes so much damn sense to me. I don’t mean in a term of “Ft sucked after a certain point”, but what I mean is you can see how this was supposed to be finished way earlier than it ended up being. If you look back at the beginning of FT, many praise the first arcs because of how they develop our eventual main cast and give them all relevance. The thing about why that worked was, Mashima was working with what he had established and built on. This might sound wierd, but just bare with me, imagine if the real ending of FT was originally suppose to be Fantasia and not Alvarez.

This might sound odd, but thinking about all the arcs up to that point a lot was established an kinda in a bottle resolved. Many characters didn’t have long standing motivations that need to be resolved later on in the series. A lot happened upon their resolution naturally. Gray’s story with Lyon was introduced on Galuna and concluded on Galuna, Erza’s past with Jellal was hinted at through Seigrain and then resolved in ToH, and Lucy’s familial issues were hinted at and then resolved after Phantom. Alot of these events were layered, having some form of build up or Mashima knowing what he wanted to do with the characters. This all concluding with Laxus, him and his crooked morality was the last built up thing and when it concluded there was nothing left to build on.

Now I want to explain a little more, after Laxus was defeated, we got the Oracion Seis arc, this arc was when the bad staples of FT really showed up. There was an increase of Fanservice, an increase of Friendship speeches with no point, and a lack of consistency. It strikes me as odd that this all started happening after Laxus was defeated. The last built up character. Another thing that happened was there was soon a lack of playing with expectations. Reading back, it’s hard to imagine how much foreshadowing there was in only the first real arc of the series. As small of a story it was, Daybreak told a compelling tale that seemed to lack a lot of the problems of Fairy Tail. It knew how to do the twist of “this book wasn’t something your father was ashamed of, but the best book he ever wrote” a lot better than say, “Wendy your guild is an illusion”. With Daybreak you get clear foreshadowing in Kaby’s own words, Lucy discovering a seceret while reading the book, and the tragedy of Zeuka Melon already happening, whereas Wendy’s guild had that one line from Rabaul after we had just learned who they were near the end of the arc. The thing is, playing with expectations is easy to do if you know how you want it to play out, but stuff like Wendy’s guild are clear sign of adding something in near the end.

Now that we know about the lack of planning in the series, a lot of choices still make sense. The ending of FT was ambiguous and left with no real conclusion, now compare that to the end of FT, it was ambiguous and had a lot of things open ended. The reason why FT worked more is that after 11 years what Hiro gave us in Alvarez was not worth it, while in Fantasia, we got a conclusion to a built up problem, Laxus and it was small enough we could accept it.

Now some might then point out things like, what about Grimoire Heart, Mystogan, Igneel, Zeref, the whole raven tail thing, well lets think about those. These do smell like additions to the series, nothing wrong with adding more concepts, but think about how he resolved most of them: Lazily. While these were later additions there was clear signs that unlike the previous arcs these new developments lacked any real direction.

Notice that dragon force didn’t get a name in its first outing (Aside from the title of the chapter), but Zero gave it a name. Another thing that stinks of inconsistency is that after the Laxus arc is when we get the dark guild hierarchy. Another thing is the cease of any of the development for side characters like Elfman, Mira, and Juvia. All really got the height of their characters in Fantasia (though Elfman in phantom lord). Hell the last scene of Fantasia was a montage of every character we had sen in the series so far.

The Laxus arc could’ve ended the series on the same ambiguous note and celebration of FT that the last chapter did.

My theory on this and why Mashima went this route was he was trying a repeat with Rave: extend the story longer by introducing three new villain groups linked by a signal thing. With Rave Master it was Doryu, Onigami, and Blue Guardians linked by sinclaire. With FT it was OS, Grimoire Heart, and Tartaros linked by Zeref. But the difference was in execution: Rave needed a reason to extend conflict while looking for the Rave Stones, but the rave stone quest never stopped being the focus, FT need a reason to exist. Aside from Natsu trying to find his dad, thee was no reason or these characters to go on past the LAxus arc. They had all been resolved: Gray and Lyon fought, Erza was freed from the tower, and Lucy stood up to her Dad. So there was no real goal for them. Zeref being the big bad was a concept introduced as the main antagonist was a add on. And it only loosely connected together.

I think your all tired of my rambling so I’m going to cut to the chase. Like a lot of people have said FT was a series with a lot of potential and that is true, but you can always see potential in a blank slate that has gaps to fill, but FT never filled those gaps, it gave us the same old thing and then hoped it would work. But if you don’t live up to your potential then the only thing people will see you as is lazy. I know this has seemed like a long bashing on Mashima, but after learning how he had no plan it really began to show me that FT wasn’t suppose  to be the next big action shounen, but rather an author experimenting in a borderless world a lot of people got invested in. I am disappointed in Mashima because I think with planning beforehand of FT and instead of diving into it like he did, then maybe this could’ve been a great series. There is one thing that I am actively angry at though and it goes back to mashima at comic con

FT might not be over because by keeping it ambiguous, Mashima now has a safety net to return to if after his next series fails then he can just keep going with FT. To me there is nothing more lazy then returning to what made you popular, you should stride to always do better than how you did before. So knowing that Mashima has the chance to return makes my blood boil. You had the chance to make a good series and give a conclusion, too late to try again. I hope to never see FT 2 in the future, but I am eager to see Mashima’s next work, because unlike FT, he isn’t rushing it. His new series isn’t coming out as the same time as FT ends, just like FT did when Rave was still running.

I hope you all could take something away from all this... whatever I just wrote... And see FT in a new light.

[hjh-ceilo-monster]

Band AU : Cheiloproclitic (JJK.)

“Will it be a sin if I want to taste that mouth of yours?”

WARNING : This story contain a theme of religous believe(a lil bit).I’m not try to be offended with people believe,just use for entertainment in the story only.Nothing that I write can be confirmed as real (reference from horror movie that I watched here and there so I don’t really know).Anyway don’t take it serious and please,enjoy.

Author POV.

In the room around the corner of the dark alley,the music can be heard loudly in there.The rock tune was in the air.7 boys was practicing their songs and the clock was ticking.Minutes turned into an hour,they noticed the time on the wall.

“That’s for today guys.I hope our live tomorrow gonna be lit!”

“Yeah hyung,I hope so.”

“Gotta go guys,we need to visit our mom first before we go home.Uhh well actually his mom.”

“Yeah just practice a bit individual alright?”

Everyone noded their head.Then the leader dismissed every member in the band.Everyone bidded each other a good bye before they went out.2 out of 7 were left in the room quietly.

“Don’t you need to go and find that girl?”The leader asked his guitr player.He was indeed youngest but,the best player that he could find.

“No hyung,I don’t think she will want to see my face.”His brother felt upset about it,he can sense that.Of course,Jungkook’s look was a bit scary.However,he was such a marshmellow,soft and lovely when it comes to his personalities.Namjoon alwasys knew that fact.

“But you never talked to her,don’t assume things.”Namjoon tried his best to convince his little brother to meet the girl.He actually didn’t know who she was, but he knew that this girl wasn’t an ordinary one if she could shake Jungkook’s heart.

“Try to talk to her once,if it didn’t work then we’ll find the way.”jungkook sighed and finally accepted his hyung’s advice.Sooner or later he would need to talk to her anyway.

He packed up everything and left the room.Carrying his guitar on his back,he walked straight to the old castle up on the hill.There was a garden before he would arrive the castle and that was his target.

“Breathe in and g,you can do this Kook.”He mumble with himself.He walked into the garden and tried to find the (his) girl.Strolling along the borderless yard,he found a petite figure on the tree.Hanging one leg down to help her body balance. She was reading like always,but her sense told her someone was watching.She looked down and saw him.

“Oh there,hi.”She greeted him with a smile.He froze in place.Trying to figure out how to return that bright smile.“Uuuhh,uuummm,hi.”He greeted you back with a smile(which he tried to).

“I’ve never seen you before,are you a new worker here?”She asked him.He shook his head.“I’m a neighbor and I saw this garden was so beautiful that I needed to stop by.”

Gosh,how can he create that lie.First,his house was way too far to notice this castle.Second,He stopped by because of her.“It is right?I grow everything in here by myself.”She smiled again and his heart skipped few beats.

Although the conversation didn’t start smooothly at first,it was in the end which brought a second and third.Every time he finished practicing,he would stop by and talk to her.

Their conversations made them become closer and closer.It was like one of their routine in every day.Atleast if they didn’t talk,they would greet each other with a smile when Jungkook passes the garden.

“I want to watch your band live.”Y/N told Jungkook.Every time he finished the practice,he would always tell a story or two about his band.She really wished she could meet them all.

“Tomorrow be prepare then.”Jungkook replied which littted the spark in your eyes up.You was so excited about it that made him chuckle.“Easy marmalade, you gonna fall down the tree.”The nickname ‘marmalade’ made you turn red.The crimson color brushed over your white skin and it became darker and darker.

Y/N POV.

I finally get to see Jungkook’s band.He always tell me different stories about it and now it’s my chance.I never get permission to go outside,but this time I want to go.I want to see what’s outside this castle region.I walk into my step dad room and talk about it with him.

“But I never get a chance to go out.I have no one even a friend.”

“You are mine and don’t dare to disobey me!”

He shout in my face.Roaring out his anger toward me.I run out and cry along the way to my room.Why I need to stuck with him,just why.Why my mother need to give me to this person who didn’t even love me as his daughter.

He treat me like a slave.Although he is a pope,he is actually an evil inside this pope look of his.I hate him.“I will escape some day.”I mumble with myself and cry myself to sleep.

The sun nearly rise from the horizon and I am aware of that.I quietly step out of the castle and then walk along the street.I don’t want to live there anymore,not with that person in the castle.I remember that Jungkook talk about his practice room around the orner of alley.I follow the street signs until I arrive.

I push the bell.The bell ring one time and no response from anyone.I ring it the second and third until the door open.“I swear if you guys fucking p- huh?”A tall guy swear out loudly and stop at the middle of his sentence.“Who are you?”

“Hi...I uuhh Jungkook’s friend.”I tell him while facing the concrete floor.“Oh you must be the ‘girl’ he talked about,come in.”He let me in without hesitation.Wait, did say Jungkook talk about me?Gosh that embarrasse me.

“Hyung,who arrive thi- huh?”Another guy who wear only boxer walk down the stairs.I squeel and close my eyes with my hands.“Oh shit sorry,sorry.”He run upstairs and disappear.

“Sorry,Tae can be uumm weird sometimes.I’m Namjoon by the way,the leader.” He introduce himself and I introduce mine.We then arrive in the kitchen in no time.“I was tryint to make breakfast but well you arrived.” “I’m sorry if I interrupt you.”

“No it’s fine.You save the kitchen believe me.I tend to burn down a lot of things in here before I get a breakfast.”I chuckle with his reply why scratching his nape.I offer to help him and we both start our session.

“Smell really good,you really im- oh,is this the girl you talk about?”Both of us turn back with everything set in the plates.“Hi,I’m Jhope and this dude is my step brother,Taehyung.”Taehyung guy hide behind and peak his face out from the back a little.

We all start getting to know each other while eating the breakfast.After awhile,the others arrive with Jungkook as well.“How can you be here?”Jungkook ask with confusion write all over his face.“I remember the direction you give to me.”

“This is Jungkook’s girl?”The pale guy ask and everyone start to tease him.My face turn red all of sudden.“Stop hyung uhhhhh.”He settle his stuff down and walk to the living room.“Seems like out bunny boy upset.”The guy whose height nearly the same as Namjoon speak.“I’m Jin,the oldest and this is Yoongi and Jimin.”

“Hi..uuuhhh Y/N.”I reply nervously.They all look tough to be honest.That really scare me.“Hi”Jimin and Yoongi greet me.“I think you go get Jungkook to eat breakfast,tell him we’ll all discus about the live as well.”

I nod and walk out of the kitchen.Walking straight toward the living room.I call Jungkook who is now setting up his guitar.“Namjoon need you in there,they all gonna have a meeting.”He nod and walk pass you,directly to the kitchen.

“Why do I feel like he is angry,is it because of me?”The question run in my head and I start being upset.

Time skip : After the live finish ; Author POV.

After the live,she went straight back home without telling anyone.When she walked into the dark old castle,the danger reached to her in a blink of an eye.The evil stood on the top floor,stared down toward her fragile body and prepared to do something.When she saw it,her eyes widen and tried to run.

“Jungkook,did you do something to upset her?”Jhope asked his to make sure his brother didn’t done something inappropriate.“No I really did nothing hyung.”The boy was so confuse and upset right now.You never once left him without bid a good bye.

“Maybe is it because you’re avioding her?”Taehyung spoke.“Yeah that might be the reason.Are you afraid of us teasing you kook?”Jimin also agreed with his buddy.

Jungkook only noddded which make everyone sighed out a loud breath.“You don’t need to be afraid of that.We sorry that we might have gone to far.If you really like her why don’t you confess her properly?”Jin suggested while the other tried to encourage their youngest brother.“I don’t know if she li-”

“God damn,don’t make it look like a hard thing.You can clearly see she likes you.If not why she walk to Namjoon house?Didn’t you say that her house and our base is like from edge to edge of this city?”Yoongi stated out with an annoying feeling in his tone.

“Don’t be too harsh hyung.”Namjoon replied.“And for you buddy,why don’t you go after her and propose her right away.If it doesn’t work,at least you know why she was so upset that went out with no good bye?”He suggested the idea and everyone agreed.Looking (more like staring) at the youngest for the answer.

“Alright I’ll go tomorrow.Today I’m too tired and you guys as well.We need to have some rest before our next live.”

The next day,Jungkook went to the garden.He prepared flowers and other things he thought you’ll like it with him.When he arrived,there was no familiar figure on the tree or anywhere near the garden.He sighed and walked back home with broken heart.

Another day began and he did the same,still he couldn’t see the figure that he really missed.He always walked back home with broken heart but didn’t want to stop trying. That change until...

“I think this is wierd.”Taehyung stated.“She won’t be that upset to the point stop hanging around you.”Jin then continued.“Yeah,from what we knew after that day,she isn’t that kind of person for sure.”

“Hyung,I think something happened inside the castle.”All of sudden,Namjoon spoke and got everyone’s attention.“I heard story from neighborhood.They were talking about how they heard screaming came from the castle every single night.”

“We must find out,hyung please help me.”Jungkook literally had tear streaming down.He felt like Y/N was in danger.With the hyungs’ decission,they all started to go inside the castle.

In deepest floor of the castle,the chains’ sound can be heard everywhere.The screaming voice didn’t stop for hours.Her throat started to become dry.She wanted to get out of here so much but couldn’t.

“You belong to me and why you act like a whore?”Crash sound then came afterward.The blood was running down toward the cold concrete beneath her body. Despite that,she didn’t feel the pain anymore.She only feel numb and cold.

“Answer me!”Another crash hit her back.It triggered the red liquid to run out even more.She couldn’t focus now,too much blood was seeping out of her body and creating a pool under her feet.

“If you can’t obey me,then I’ll use the hard way.”He started to mumble something,chanted and stared into her eyes.Her body that weak already became weaker and weaker.She felt like she might pass out any second.The pope started his ritual.Brought out everything he’s been prepared for 3 days.He chanted something in an old language and made a mark on the floor.

“This is her house.”Jungkook spoke while the others stared in disbelief.“You sure this is her....place?”Jimin gulped loudly while Jhope clinged his life on Jin.“No time to be cowards you idiot.We needed to help this boy remember?”Yoongi curse and they all enter the castle.

“She’s freaking rich.”This time Tae spoke with astonished voice.Namjoon asked Jungkook how will they start searching for her.“AHHHHHHHHHH!!!”All of sudden,Jimin and Jin screamed.

“What’s wrong with you guys?”Jungkook asked them with annoyance in his tone. “W..we...see ghost!”They shouted while pointing at a figure not so far away from them.“Oh,you’re the boy that my lady talked about.”

The figure ran straight to Jungkook.“Please,sir,can you help my lady.She stuck under this castle in the dungeon.You need to help her befrore he kill her.” Jungkook eyes widen,Namjoon knew his brother well and asked few questions before let the lady in front of them led the way.

“I..I go grab the key.”She ran and picked the chunk of keys.She immediately led them to the dungeon.While they were walking,she told every single thing about what happened and gave Jungkook something.

“My lady want to see you but she can’t.She only hope to give you this.”Jungkook read the letter.Everything was clear for him now,he didn’t afraid anymore.She love him and now he needed to save

Time skip : 2 months after the incident

Who knows that this pope was actually the true evil all along.He finally ended up in jail now with the charge of murdured your mother which you have no idea about it and the other crime he did like sexual harrasment,robbery etc.

For you ang Jungkook,everything fell into its own places.You became the official member of their band well you knew the position.The boys accepted you as one of their family member which make you more than happy.

The castle also officially yours.You told the boys to come and live here instead of Namjoon hide out.At first they didn’t dare,but at last they entered in.Namjoon finally had home,the real one.He told you he would go when he’s able to find a new house himself.

“Cheers to the 2 month annivarsary of our kookie.”Jimin gulped down the champagne in one shot,Yoongi took time to enjoy it and sipped down,everyone except Tae chucked down the champagne into their throat.

“I hate alcohol.”TAe spoke and sip his cola,everyone then laughed.“I know right.” I joined him and he nodded while smiled at me.“At least I have you as my cola buddy.”

“Not so fast hyung.”Jungkook immediately cling on your shoulder.The hyung lines chucklled with how clingy Jungkook was with you.You didn’t mind though as it made you felt safe.

“Excuse us hyung,I have something to do.”He grabed you with him and exit the living room.“Kids be careful/Wear condom dude/Gentle Okay?”They were shouting while you both left.

You both walked into the room,guest room.You were impress with the decoration which you couldn’t recall you have.He gestured you toward the table.When you took a seat,he then blindfolded you.

“What was all of this for?”You asked.“Just amoment and you’ll get to see it.”You felt something tinglish on your wrist.When he finished,he took the blindfold out and you saw a braclet in your wrist.

“I never get the chance to ask you properly,will you be mine?”That was it.You jumped up and hugged him.You were so thankful of how kind he was and how lucky you were to meet him.You both released each other and just stared into each other soul. 

“Will it be a sin if I want to taste that mouth of yours?”

“No,not at all.”

He kiss you gently,caress you like you were a glass that was so fragile.Each of you exchange the love and passion through kiss.

Aye guys,I’m back for a bit.I just got a random thought.This was inspire by one of the tweet in twitter @kucinggendut​ .I hope you guys enjoy this one.Until then,see you next time,thank you for reading.

[louisewahlander]

about me

From - Wed Feb 24 20:07:50 1999

*Name: Louise Izan Elin, Wahlander Lind (eh, kinda long, i know!!) *Sex: Female *Age: 23 on april 19 *Hometown: Norberg Sweden *Location: Varies, but at the moment Norberg Sweden *Height:  5'8 (173cm...i dunno if that's 5'8, but someone told me it is) *Eye Colour: Turqoise blue *Hair Colour & Style: At the moment blue-black...it varies, ALOT! *Favorite Relative:hmmmm...definately not my dad! But my grandma really...(mom's mom)...she's the best, and my cousins on my mom's side... I hate the relatives on dad's side, don't have contact w/anyone of them, not even dad... *Favorite Friend: My best friend Courtney, i wouldn't be able to live without her... And Hannes, the asshole, he hasn't been in touch in, i dunno how long!   *What do you remember most about this year: About 99? Eh...nothing really, i forget easily...   *Favorite TV Show: Oh...just one???? Dharma & Greg...or maybe OLD X-files! Also documentaries and art/fashion/design shows...   *What's on your mouse pad: Cepus Data www.cepus.se (it's not mine) I don't have a mousepad for my own puter...it's a laptop so it's built in... *In the car... A/C or Open Windows?: Both   *Favorite Game: board or computer? Board: Operation (it's not as pervy as it sounds!!!) Puter:...soo many, i really like Zelda!   *Favorite Magazine: Sleazenation, The Face (altho i HATE the photography innit, too hyped!), art/fashion/design mags... and various zines! *Favorite Alcoholic Drink: Guinness or Cider & Blackcurrant *Favorite Non-Alcoholic Drink: Coke!!! and water, i drink 3 litres of water everyday!! (that's why i pee alot, he he) *Favorite Sound: Rain! the ocean too! *Favorite Smell: My perfume oil Oceanus, i don't wear it alot now, but when i do i get flashbacks of Belfast :) And my Vanilla perfume oil, when i smell that i get flashbacks from  my highschool time (ofcourse out of school activities, i've boxed up all school memories in the back of my head!!) And i like the smell of my dog when she's freshly bathed, and Hannes' smell... *Worst Feeling in the world: Beeing depressed, i mean really depressed, so they have to put you in councelling and on medication! And anxiety attacks, panic attacks...ugh! *Best Feeling in the world: Beeing in love. Managing things on my own, showing my dad and his parents that i am worth something, that i do really well on my own, not needing their help, showing them that they are all assholes!!!!! *Favorite thing to do on weekends: Stay on the computer, write letters & poetry, read... *Favorite Soundtrack: I really like the Empire Records soundt. And Carmina Burana (eh, i guess it's actually opera)...Le Grand Bleu... *How do you see yourself in 10 yrs.: Living somewhere else than Sweden!!! Working as a photographer...   *Do you get motion sickness: I never used to, but it's starting now, i even have to eat pills when i'm going on longer car trips, i can manage short trips, but i still feel really sick tho... :( *What's the first thing you thought when you woke up this morning: I don't think i even had a thought, i was dead as a zombie!! But probably...Oh, noooo, not morning!! Not yeeeet....   *Pen or Pencil? Rotring Rapidograph pen...it costs bloody £20 but they are oh so worth it!! The best pen ever (i'm not a designer pen freak, but i need them for my art!) *Future Son's Name: Noah or Callum or maybe Callum-Noah *Future Daughter's Name: Kayla or Towe...wow you know, i have a thing for names, and i collect wierd ones, write them down in a book...i have sooo many... I also like Ruska which means fall-glow in finish. I also like Saoirse (irish) *Chocolate or Vanilla Cake: Chocolate *Do you drive: No, i bike! Ha ha ha... *Do you sleep w/a stuffed animal?: They're in my bed, this dog i've had since i was little, and a Care Bear...i don't cuddle with them, but they can stay in my bed... *If you could meet one person, living or dead.. who would it be? Living, it would have to be Courtney, i miss her... Dead it would have to be...i dunno, Jayne Mansfield maybe, or Nancy Spungen (i would bring Courtney with me to see her, for we both love her)...or ANDY WARHOL!!! The whole Factory gang!! or...or...or... *What's your Zodiac Sign?: Aries *What do you wear to bed?: T-shirt or a slip *Do you eat stems of broccoli?: I'm a vegetarian, so i eat all of the broccoli...   *If you could have any occupation, when you get older what would it be?: Well...i'm working on becoming a photographer! *If you could dye your hair one colour what would it be?: If i didn't dye my hair it would be naturally red-brown... I haven't had my natural haircolor since i was like 12... People say too much hair dyeing will make your hair fall out...They're all lying, believe me, i would be bald by now if they were right!!   *If you could have one tattoo, what & where would it be?: I have three black tribal ones...left upperarm, right underarm and right side of the collarbone... *Favorite Brand of Gum?: Any brand as long as it tastes fresh and the taste lasts long! *Favorite Quote?: "Who knows where thoughts come from, they just appear!" Lucas is Empire Records *Have you ever been in love?: Yes *What's on the walls in your bedroom?: Lotsa stuff... A photo-art-thing i made, a indonesian balsawood mask, bookshelves, photos of friends (and i mean like a million of pix, in and out of frames), faerie pictures by Amy Brown, some prints that my friend Vicki made in art school... *Is the glass half full or empty: Empty *Pick a song that describes you: The Perfect Girl by Cure (and i'm not saying i'm perfect...just read the lyrix and you'll know: "You're such a strange girl, i think u come from another world. You're such a strange girl, i really don't understand a word. You're such a strange girl, i want to shake you around and around. You're such a strange girl, i want to turn you all upside down. You're such a strange girl, the way you look like u do. You're such a strange girl, i want to be with you..." Someone once said the song reminded her of me...) *Which do you prefer, Nacho Cheese or Cool Ranch Doritos?: I dunno, don't even have them here... *Favorite Snapple: I never remember the names, but it's purple/plum coloured...oh, wait, that's Fruitopia, not Snapple... *Favorite Movies: Empire Records (i know every word in it!) Rocky Horror Picture Show (know every word in it!), The Craft, B.S. Dracula...oh, Labyrinth is probably my abs. fave!!!! loads more!   *Coke or Pepsi?: I'm a coke-aholic, so Coke!!! But not british coke, it's got a lame taste... *If you were to kill someone, which method would you choose: Pills (do u know if u giva a cat aspirin it'll die, half a pill is enough... No i'm not a wierdo, i just heard it on the tv once...)   *Are you a righty, lefty or ambidextrous?: I am what? Is this about polictics???? I'm left...social democratic... *Do you type with your fingers on the right keys? Both, but i type faster when i don't have to give a damn about the right fingers on right keys...   *When you meet a person of the same sex, what do you first notice? Well, i can't help it, but i look at the attitude before bodyparts! I guess when people meet me, they all think i'm a bitch at first, cuz i can get really cold and evil, and if they can handle me or if they are like me, i like them... So i try to find out if they're like me the first thing i do... If i don't like the person, i can just sit and stare evil-y (is that even a word) at them... I'm not a bitch, really, i just have strange ways, he he... But i can be really sweet too...oh, sorry, this question wasn't about me...   *If you could do anything to the person you hated most, what would you do? I'm not a violent person, so i would probably just stare at the person with my most evil look and hope she/he would drop dead by it... *Which do prefer: Mud or Jell-O wrestling?: Jell-O would be fun!   *What's under your bed?: Dust, dust and some...dust... *What's your dream car?: Don't have one, but if i ever get a license to drive (i haven't even tried) i'd like some old strange model or a London Cab...he hee, i could never drive a new car, not even a semi-new...   *Favorite Holiday: Holiday as in vacation or season? Vacation: to some big city... Season: Halloween... *Say something nice about the person who sent this to you: Hmmm...he he, okay... You're a nice person, funny, i like to talk to you on the chat... ... what can i say, haven't known you for so long...

Hey! I've gotten these things before and passed along to all my friends, so this time i'm just sending it back to you... Hope i haven't wrecked your image about me, by answering these questions, he he...?

-izan xo

[heywardsarchive]

BELIEVE ME (JAMES SIRIUS POTTER X READER)

Warnings: none, just fluff

This is my first fic on Tumblr! I posted this on Wattpad so if you've seen it there too, I posted it:) hope you like it!

You are Scorpius' twin sister

I was sitting in the common room with my brother when Albus came running into the dungeon grumbling about something or the other. He came sat down beside me and swung his legs over both Scorpius and me. I looked at him. "What's wrong Albus" "Nothing. Just James being an arse." I smiled sympathetically at him.

Scorpius turned to me. "You're the next captain of the quidditch team. Why didn't you tell me?" I smirked at him. "Guess I forgot." He sighed and shook his head. "You're unbelievable." "I guess I am." Albus laughed at the two of us.

We chatted till about midnight when I decided to retire to bed. I hugged my brother and told the two boys good night and went up to my dorm where my dorm mates were already asleep.

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I woke up early the next morning, got dressed and went to the great hall. Not many people were there since it was quite early. Unsurprisingly Rose was already eating breakfast. I sat down next to her. She was my best friend regardless of us being in different houses and me being a Malfoy. Her father was sceptical about us being friends but seeing Mr Potter accept Scorpius, mine and Albus' friendship, he too has.

"So Y/N, quidditch captain huh?" I have her a big grin "yup" She laughed and finished her breakfast. Once I finished mine as well we were about to head out when Albus' older brother, the great James Potter walked into the hall. "Hey Rose, Y/N. " He greeted us. I smiled at him and he turned a bit red. Wierd.

We left the great hall and went to the black lake. We had a lot of time before class started. We chatted about books, quidditch and some other things. Soon we were joined by Albus and Scorpius. Rose kept glancing at my brother who was completely oblivious to the fact and Albus and I shared a knowing glance.

We headed over to our first class. We were making a love potion. Rose and I sat together and, obviously, the boys sat together. When we were done brewing the potion, professor Zabini told us to write down what we smelled . I took a whiff of the amortentia, it smelled of vanilla, chocolate,lavender, new books and some peculiar smell of a cologne. Eh, I don't know.

I wrote it down and submitted it the professor. After class was over Albus pulled Scorpius and me aside and asked us if we wanted to stay with them this summer. We agreed. Albus also added that Lily would not let me out of her sight. I laughed at that. Lily was one of my closest friends.

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Summer arrived very fast. Sixth year was over seventh year was approaching fast. We reached kings cross station where dad was waiting for us. I gave him a tight hug. He smiled and kissed my head. Then Scorpius hugged him. We told him all about our year. He was so proud of me when I told him I made captain.

Dad took us home and we stayed with him for a week. We packed our bags. Dad got out the car and drove us Potter Manor. When we knocked, we were greeted by Mr Potter. "Draco." "Harry." "Hello Mr Potter." He smiled at us. Albus hearing the exchange ran down the stairs and came to the door. "Scorpius, Y/N!" "Hey Al!" Followed by him was Lily. She ran to me and gave me a hug which I gladly returned.

We bade dad goodbye and followed Al and Lily up to their rooms. I was staying with Lily and Scorpius with Albus. We could have had our own room but we rather stayed with our friends. When I entered Lily's room she started telling me all about her year and about a boy who she liked. She also added that Rose would be coming later too.

We talked all day until James came and called us. "Uh, da-dads calling you for sup-per." He stuttered. Lily smirked at her brother. "Somebody's got a crush." She said in a singsong voice. James turned even more red and gave his a sister a death glare which made her shut up.

He ran out of the room while Lily nudged my shoulder. "Maybe one day, we will be related." I was confused at first and then when realisation struck me I must have turned as red as a tomato. Lily laughed at my expression. Boy that girl was way older than her age.

When we went down for dinner, Lily made sure I sat next to James. So therefore I was stuck between her and James. Dinner went quite smoothly with Mr Potter cracking lame dad jokes and Albus turning red with embarrassment. I'm never letting him forget this.

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The days past by quite quickly. I got closer to James and Rose arrived. The tension between her and my brother was almost hilarious. They both liked each other but never admitted it. Now we all knew it. It seemed Albus got quite annoyed with the two of them so he dragged me to the side, "We have to do something about Rose and Scorpius." "I know. Let's talk to them." "Hmm kay."

So we spoke to them and believe it or not, they ended up kissing each other. Well I guess they got their happy ending. I wish I had someone like that for me too. I looked at the pair of them a gave a wistful sigh. James must have noticed it for he approached me and patted my thigh sympathetically.

"Listen, Y/N, I know this is a bit wierd but, I, I , um like you a-a lot." He said blushing slightly. I was at a loss of words. Did I like him? Do I want to date him? What I was one of his toys? I'm not sure I want to date him.

"Listen, James, I like you too but, how can I be sure you will be faithful to me? That I'm not one of your temporary toys that you will throw away when you're bored of me." "I propose you are not Y/N. I really like you. I really do. How can I prove it to you?" I thought a while and answered. "Don't date anyone while I am at Hogwarts. Once I graduate and you kept your promise, I will go out with you. And don't worry, I won't date anyone either." He smiled at me and promised. I really hope we can be together.

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Seventh year passed very quickly. Being captain was fun but stressful. Slytherin won the quidditch cup. Which was amazing since we hadn't won since 5 years! I was quite proud of my achievements. The NEWTS were very easy. Scorpius and Rose were always together, which was very annoying. But it was cute. I graduated, which I was sad to for I will miss the castle and the teachers. I had applied to play for the hollyhead harpies and I got accepted! Dad was very proud of me.

I returned home after Hogwarts and after a few days I found my NEWTS result. I had scored a 13! I was so overwhelmed that I did not hear the door knock. When I did realise, I opened it and saw that it was James,right, the promise.

"Y/N, I kept my promise, I did not date anyone. I hope you go out with me now." He really kept his promise. I was so happy. I nodded with a big grin and wrapped my arms around him and kissed him. He kissed back! "I suppose that means yes." "Well, duh"

I heard someone sniff and another laugh and turned around and saw Scorpius and dad standing behind us. Dad came and gave James an approving look. And Scorpius just patted my back. " Good choice." He whispered. I smiled at my family.

I was so happy with my life.

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8 years later

My life was going smoothly. The Hollyhead Harpies had been one of the best things that happened to me. We won many matches and won the quidditch cup. James and I were still steady. Scorpius had proposed to Rose and they got married last year. Dad seemed quite happy with the way things turned out. His children, Malfoys had ended with a Granger- Weasley and Potter. The people he couldn't befriend were now his relatives.

I was sitting in Malfoy Manor when Rose and Scorpius sat down beside me and gave me a big smile. I eyed them suspiciously. They knew something. I put the book i was reading and turned to them. "What do you know?" "Nothing." Scorpius replied smirking slightly. They were unbelievable.

I decided to ignore them and went to eat lunch. While I was eating an owl, James' owl entered the dining room and dropped a note. 'meet me at Madame Denice' restaurant at 7 today.' Wierd. I sent the owl back with my reply. Rose saw this and sat down infront of me. "What do you want Rose?" "Nothing. I'm just here to sit with my best friend." She was acting very wierd. She sat and chatted for a while.

It was getting late so I decided to get ready. I put on my favourite green dress.



And tied my hair in a simple ponytail. I put on earrings and light makeup and got ready to leave. I bade dad and Rose and Scorpius goodbye and left.

When I arrived, I saw James waiting for me in a black suit which suited him well. He got me a bouquet made of red roses. I kissed him as a thank you. While we were eating dinner, James was very fidgety but I passed it off as nothing. As we were finishing up, James got off his chair and got down on one knee. My hands immediately flew to my mouth.

"Y/N, from the day I laid eyes on you I fell in love with you. I love everything about you, from your e/c eyes and your h/c hair to your beautiful personality. The time you made me wait a year for you was the longest year of my life. I couldn't wait to be with you. When we were finally together, my life was complete. Will you, Y/N, make me the happiest man on earth and marry me?"

By the end of his speech, there were tears in my eyes and I couldn't speak. I just nodded and kissed James. He slipped the ring onto my finger.

My life was complete.

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