#I thought his ig post would but I just got all bleh feeling like right in the center of my chest again š
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do u ever have a dream that something bad has happened to someone u care abt so the first thing u do when u wake up is contact them somehow to assure theyāre fine but then u spend the rest of the day feeling?? weird and hollow??? me post amygdala vid
#or do i just have really weird dreams#anyway. i know art is sometimes intended to be poignant and heās expressed a desire for it to be loved and enjoyed for years to come#but i have to just. store this away in my brain somewhere (ā¦ā¦irony)#what a privilege it is to be able to exist and have his art touch me in this way#cannot even find it in myself to joke this hit me rlly hard and i feel. gestures vaguely. weird and hollow#so Iām gonna go to bed JENDOWND and hope the comeback live cures me in the morn!#I thought his ig post would but I just got all bleh feeling like right in the center of my chest again š#OKAY ANYWAY DAMN GOOD NIGHT
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i NEED him
Ghost x male reader
Smut
Female aligned dni <3
Anyways hi guys thx for the likes on my other post Iāve been to embarrassed to actually re read it myself so it means a lot that you guys actually like the story I made I feel like the other one was to bleh so Iām trying to make this story longer and more slow burn ig idk if you have any advice or opinions that would be greatly appreciated anyways on with the story and I know itās not November but just act like it is cause I just had this idea today c/n = code name
Me and soap were talking about nnn making jokes and what not, then soap had the idea to make a bet āwhoever fails this month has to pay the other 50 bucksā ābold of you to assume Iād fail Soap Mactavishā ā Weāll see about that y/nā. ghost walks in and at this point me and soap are still joking around about the bet and saying whoās going to win or whatever. Iād describe ghost as a person who would immediately shut down me and soaps stupid talk but it seemed like today was different instead he asked us what we were talking about me and soap looked at each other and bursted out laughing.
Ghost looked at us confused to say the least āItās nothing me and soap were just making a stupid betā ghost sounded intrigued āwhat was the bet about?ā Soap spoke up ā whoever fails this month at nnn has to pay the other 50 dollars but obviously Iāll be the winnerā I hit soap on his arm āyeah right loser Iāll be the one to winā me and soap shared a laugh and the bet was set into motion.
Week 1
While me and soap were sitting down on the couch watching some bad rom-com movie ghost walked into the room he said something about going out for the day I didnāt pay attention to him because unfortunately even if the movie was terrible it had me hooked but for some odd reason I felt eyes burning into the back of my head but whatever mustāve been my imagination. Soap spoke up ā Ghost was staring you down like no tomorrow what did you do to himā āme?! I didnāt do anything what did you do to him?ā ā yeah whatever you say y/nā
Week 2
Jesus. This was going to be harder than I first thought I never realized how many things that ghost did that got me worked up his stupid jokes how he looks at me with his eyes his voice sounding angelic and made just for me but there was no way Iād lose a bet Iām not about to lose 50 dollars just because I canāt restrain myself Iāll just try to distract myself. I felt Someone tap on my shoulder I whipped around only to be face to face with ghost āwhat are you doing here c/n?ā āJesus you scared me- uh nothing I was just scouting out the areaā ghost looked at me skeptical ā ok just get back to your original post and donāt leave without alerting someone it couldāve been dangerousā ādonāt worry about litte ol me ghost you know I can handle myselfā ghost stayed silent and walked away I just pray he didnāt hear me silently screaming after he left the grip he has on me dear lord I start heading back to my original post oh well I think to myself just need to push through.
Week 3
Holy I feel like my whole body is on fire. Today is an off day so everyone does there own individual thing but today was just not my day soap suggested we all played spin the bottle at first I thought sure why not Iām bored so maybe this will pass the time but now here I am stuck in a closet with ghost for the next 7 minutes I just thank whatever god was watching me because I knew I looked like a tomato right about now. I could feel his body pressing up against mine and I swear I was getting hotter by the second and I guess it showed because ghost spoke up āJesus love youāre burning up the room calm down will you?ā Oh.my.god I think to myself did he just say what I think he said I feel like Iām about to die āy-yeah sorry about thatā āloosen up a litte wonāt you?ā I felt him tilt my chin up and lean in closer for a kiss āoh my ghoshā I thought to myself āis this really happening?ā But finally I felt our lips connect and it felt amazing his rough hands pulling me closer and grabbing my waist his lips felt surprisingly soft for a guy who seems so rough I could smell his cologne and when he bit my bottom lip for entrance I couldnāt resist we started exploring each other mouths trying to fight over whoād be the dominant one but unfortunately for me he won I slowly moaned into the kiss and felt him smirk against my lips when we parted I felt like I was drunk off of him I needed him but I canāt loose that bet but dear lord he started going in for a kiss again but this time going lower and giving me hickies anywhere he could give me I felt his lust radiating off of him I couldnāt take it anymore I needed him whatever I can loose some stupid bet I just need him he started to unbuckle my pants when we heard the door opening I quickly fixed my self up and ghost scowled and whispered ā next time loveā when soap opened up the door he let out a howl of laughter ā Look at you two huh? Your face is a little red there y/nā āEat a dick soapā I decided that, that was enough spin the bottle for me so I went back into my room not realizing that ghost was staring me down with nothing but lust and love behind his eyes.
Week 4
After the fiasco of spin the bottle I couldnāt look ghost in the eye I felt so embarrassed every-time he looked at me but oh my heās so hot whatever I just need to focus on the task at hand which was scouting out the area with soap I stepped in the room first signaling that it was safe for soap to come in afterwards he spoke to me ā so what was all that back at spin the bottleā I froze ānone of your business soap shut upā he chuckled āoh? Are you sure about that because to me it seems like youāre getting a litte to worked up over itā I sighed āwhatever soap just shut upā āwhatever you say y/n just remember whoās going to be gaining 50 dollars on December 1stā āyeah as if youād win soap now be quiet I hear someoneā. After the mission I plopped myself down on the couch and just started thinking about the whole spin the bottle situation I mean I donāt know did ghost even mean it? Maybe he did I mean Iām pretty sure he meant it. I mean if he didnāt then why would he have told me next time love remembering his voice gave me butterflies in my stomach the things he could do to me with just his voice heās just so hot. I heard someone walk in it was ghost ā You look like a mess.ā I sighed āI was just about to leave ā god it was so awkward maybe he didnāt mean to kiss me whatever Iām just going to leave. Before I was even able to get up from the couch ghost pinned me down āWhere do you think youāre going?ā My breath hitched I couldnāt speak ācome on now love donāt you want to continue what we started?ā He started to unbuckle my pants and take off my shirt ālook at how beautiful you look under meā I looked away embarrassed āoh come on now love donāt look awayā he started to take off his clothing and lower himself onto me he propped me up so I was straddling his thighs I felt his bulge push against mine and i tried shifting to get some type of pleasure but his hands came down to hold my waist he chuckled āEager now are we?ā He flipped me over so I was on my back he slowly reached down to take of my boxers my cock sprung up already leaking with pre-cum āhave you ever done this before?ā I shook my head no āuse your words darlingā my breath stopped at the new nickname ā n-no I havenātā slight whimpers falling from my mouth he chuckled darkly ā well just keep on making those noises for me loveā he spat on his finger about to push in when we heard someone coming I shot up and scrambled to get my clothes on before throwing ghost clothes at his face āSorry ghost maybe next timeā and i ran off into the bathroom to fix myself up when I got out of the bathroom ghost was on the couch with soap talking about whatever I decided that I needed some fresh air so I stepped out once I went back inside it was only soap on the couch now I asked him where ghost went but he said he kind of just got up and left oh well I thought and sat down with soap.
Week 5
Finally my last week after this week I would just need two more days so that this challenge can be done soap hasnāt given up yet but neither have I. Today was supposed to be somewhat normal it was just me and ghost at the base but hey whatever right? Wrong whenever I tried to mind my own business I felt him staring me down from across the room I swear I felt chills on my neck so I decided that enough was enough and went up to him āhey I was planning to try and cook with whatever we have around here if youād like you can eat with meā this was so awkward I think to myself ā yeah sure Iāll eat with youā well hey that went easier than expected now itās just time to make some food. (Make whatever food you want) after preparing my meal and letting it cook off for a litte i called out to ghost ā hey.. uh I finished cooking if you want anyā I set the table for me and me only I truly wasnāt really expecting him to show up to eat even if we were in the same area but to my surprise he actually came so I took up another play and served him. While we were eating no one dared to say anything until he finally broke the ice āY/n we need to talkā my breathing started slow increasing āAbout what?ā āAbout whatās been happening between usā āoh.. that yeah man donāt worry about it I wonāt tell anyoneā he looked like he was about to say something but stopped I felt like I could cut the tension with a knife. But Jesus I couldnāt stop sneaking looks at him heās just so beautiful I love how muscular his arms feel not that Iām not fit myself but he makes me feel so safe ever since the spin the bottle incident I canāt look at him the same I mean not like I ever did just see him as a friend but still his beautiful eyes looking into mine how I feel like I get intoxicated off of him. His soft and rough arms grabbing me and pulling me closer to hold and kiss Jesus the things I would do for him. I didnāt realize I had been staring at him for like a minute now until he called my name āhey y/n you look kind of dazed there you alright?ā āOh yeah sorry Iām fine Iāll clean up donāt worry I just need to use the bathroom.ā I quickly ran to the bathroom fuck I thought to myself I canāt do it anymore the way heās been looking at me and how weāve been so close but yet so far I canāt do it I donāt care if I lose some stupid bet I canāt handle it anymore I unbuckled my pants and pulled down my boxers.
Change of POV
Fuck. Ghost thought to himself he couldnāt even get his feelings out to y/n he felt stupid he started to clean up after himself until he heard a gasp in the bathroom he went down the hall to check up on y/n
Back to original POV
I canāt even think right now heās so beautiful and perfect I canāt do it my body gets so hot and worked up whenever I think of him I canāt do it I heard the door open and and looked up to only find ghost staring at me. Hiccups falling out of my mouth I need him ā p-please help meā he quickly came in and shut the door he quickly grabbed my hands ā No. Iāve been waiting for this all day love just thinking about you being underneath me moaning and cumming just for meā I quickly nodded tears still falling from my eyes I need him now I canāt take it anymore he picked me up and carried me to his room he set me down on his bed and started to undress I felt his eyes on me and looked away ācome on now darling you look so beautiful underneath me waiting patientlyā I canāt look at him Iām too embarrassed my head still tucked away into my arm he started to kiss and nip at my neck until he hit a certain spot I let out an embarrassing loud moan he started to abuse that spot on my neck until it turned purple I was out of breath by the time he was done ā whatās the matter love? Getting all worked up over a litte kiss?ā He looked down and noticed my cock dripping with pre-cum he started to wrap his fingers around my cock slowly jerking me off āplease go fasterā he chuckled at started to go faster I moaned and arched my back my eyes rolling into the back of my head but before I could arrive he suddenly stopped I whined āI want you to cum when Iām inside youā I let out a whine āplease just please I need you pleaseā when I spoke that seems to set off a switch in ghosts head ārepeat yourself for me?ā I looked away embarrassed ācome on now love why donāt you tell me how desperate you are for me huh?ā I tried to grind onto his hips but he grabbed my waist to keep me still ārepeat what you said go on I want to hear you say itā he was looking at me I can feel it āplease I need you Simonā he chuckled darkly āwhatever you say darlingā he pushed me onto my back and aligned himself with my hole āthis may sting a little but youāll get used to itā he pushed himself in he was right it hurt a little but I got used to it he slowly started thrusting into me trying to find my g-spot I couldnāt even pay attention to what he was saying at this point my brain had turned to mush he was so beautiful. He suddenly hit a certain spot that made me arch my back he laughed āfound itā I couldnāt process what was happening I just felt good āmmh more please right thereā he continued to thrust into me hitting that certain spot over and over again I started to bite at his neck āPlease please pleaseā I didnāt even know what I was begging for at this point but he seemed to know what I was begging for he took one of his hands off my waist and started to stroke me I arched my back and started to rut into his hand āGo on cum on me youāve been so good for meā I couldnāt take it anymore his eyes staring into mine how his voice made me feel butterflies in my stomach I couldnāt take it tears started rolling down my eyes he was making me feel so good he chuckled ācum for me darlingā that was what pushed me over the edge it felt like my vision was going white it felt blissful I continued to rut into his hand until I rode out my high but he wasnāt done he continued thrusting into me losing his pace and grunting ā you look so beautiful for me right now my beautiful boyā he buried his hips into me and came he sloppily thrusted in and out riding out his high before finally pulling out āyou did so good for me loveā I was slowly falling asleep and finally closed my eyes when I woke up I was in ghost room I groggily got up trying to remember what happened last night ghost walked in āyour awake I made some food Iāll be backā I went I to the kitchen in one of ghost sweat shirts and sweatpants only to find ghost chuckling at me āShut it soap Iāll pay you just lay offā while I walked back to ghost room I could hear soap laughing his ass off whatever I thought to myself itās just some stupid bet.
The end
Hi this has been marinating in my drafts for awhile lol but uh any advice on this or my other story are appreciated and again sorry I donāt really know ghost character I just think heās hot but I hope you guys enjoyed and see you when I decide to post again
#ghost x male reader#simon riley x male reader#iād do anything for him#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley x you#male reader#x male reader
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ROSE I AM FREAKING OUT HAVE YOU SEEN THE PREQUEL STUFF???? WHAT IS GOING ON, my god... I was literally about to go to sleep, decided to check Tumblr one last time and see this.... what WHAT!! WHATTTT!!!!!! I don't even know if this is good bad or what but just JENSEN IS PRODUCING A SUPERNATURAL PREQUEL AND DEAN'S GONNA BE THE NARRATOR OR Sth LIKE???? -šø
YEAH i am normal about this <3 (jk i am also freaking out) welcome to: people screaming to me in my inbox about prequelgate ft. j/2 fallout theory. let's goooo!
Another copypasta and suddenly chaos machine is full on gay I love this prophecy
you know whats funny i just checked the j/2 tag and i feel like for the first time in a long time they are starting to realise that maybe THEY should be the ones who are "gutted" *sips tea*
ROSE HOLY SHIT ROOOOOOOOSE ITS HAPPENING HOLY SHIIIIIT
YEAH
Nevermind just read prequel and well good luck I guess but just you know kind of bleh who wants to watch John Winchester well letās have hope anyways
i know a lot of people are bummed out but i am kind of very excited actually?? i trust robbie and even though yeah j*hn winchester turned into a nasty abusive bastard, it can be interesting to explore how it all started (imo). it's just the first of many stories they can tell.
I can only accept this circus if itās Dean telling the stories to his and Casā kids and then we have a revival to show that the whole finale was in fact the end Chuck wanted there Jensen I fixed it
i would not say no to this
heyloo bee anon here
um- wtf is happening?
jackles prequel series?? why? i want to be excited about this but sheesh im scared
because supernatural is never dead <3
okay, but, jensen... john winchester ā jdm, you donāt have to go /that/ hard for him š
true true... though i am waiting for jdm to comment on this, please i need it
WAIT A SECOND J2 FALLOUT THEORY TRUE??
LMAO HELL YEAH BESTIE
Rose you really picked the worst time to sleep for real
bestie it was literally 4 in the morning, what do you expect from me sdfjsfhsf
I canāt literally canāt we were all right LMAO j2 fallout theory is real and cockles (Misha supporting Jensen) is [gunshots] Iām just laughing cause what the hell is this timeline weāre living LMAOOOOOOOOOO
we would always end up here <3
Do we have the copypaste anons to thank for JP basically confirming the J2 fallout? lol š¦
yes, everybody say 'thanks annoying idiots!'
ROSE, WAKE UP, COME HERE,
THERE'S A LOT GOING ON FFS
YEAH I KNOW BUT I NEEDED SLEEP
Anticipating that there's going to be a lot of yelling about the prequel on here: I am cackling, but also, I mean, the first time Dean got a look into his parent's past, Cas was the catalyst: literally entered Dean's mind and catapulted him to the 70s. So idk, it's not completely unreasonable to expect some Cas cameos, maybe setting up a parallel timeline since Dean is narrating. What I'm saying is, this is Jackles, he's getting JDM and Misha in on this lmao -Honeymoon Anon
you were right lmfaooo also i fully agree. misha's tweet further cemented that thought for me. he knew about this prequel and i dont think he is cas-baiting us, i think he'll be involved. i'd also be obsessed to see jensen and jdm act together again (though idk who jdm could play seeing as it's a prequel and he is way too old to play young j*hn)
longlivethetribbles heeft gevraagd:
Heyyyyyy bestie, are you SEEING the absolute madness going on right now holy shit
well a little late but I SURE AM BESTIE
bestie wake up pls s16 finale just dropped.
- šÆ
and WHAT a great one it was
I love coming home from work to see all of the chaos unfolding on Tumblr and Twitter. I'm absolutely buzzing right now. I'll probably still be here by the time you wake up and check tumblr š - š¢
lmaooo and were you still awake?? did you see my freak out??
Oooh bestie wake the fuck up, I know youāre gonna be excited for this one jsnsjsj
god i had SUCH a morning like. it's 12:00 now and all i did since i woke up is check tumblr rip
short summary: jen and dee gain the rights, they post on ig/twitter about a prequel ft john and mary that no one asked for, the fandom loses its everloving shit as usual, they trend on twitter thanks to the beloved twt intern who missed us, misha qtās jen about cas possibly benefiting from being in the prequel, then j*red qtās jensen abt how his feelings got hurt by him not being told about a prequel his character as no involvement in & he initially throws a tantrum, and the rest is history - š¦ anon (ps: i hope this helps a little, iāve been scattered brained trying to keep up with it all night lmao so pls let me know if i missed anything, bug crew !!)
thank you so much darling i figured it out eventually but this is a helpful summary!!!
I hope you enjoyed waking up to all of this XD -š¢
i sure did!!! also that answers my question about you being awake lmao
I WILL NEVER EVER EVER FORGIVE MYSELF FOR SLEEPING THROUGH ALL OF THIS DRAMA AND NOT EXPERIENCING IT IN PERSON I DIDN'T NEED THIS SLEEP - tea anon
well the party was still going strong this morning so im not TOO "gutted" see what i did there lmaooo
Now that you are caught up with the news... So idk if you remember this but...didn't jarpad tell jackles he was up for a reboot in an online panel? And jackles answered that this was news to him??
-šÆ
yeah i think you are right but he was clearly joking and didnt expect jackles to actually be working on something already
J2 anon spare more of those anons let's finish this - tea anon
please, we're having a ball in this bitch
I saw a post on tumblr where someone said now that Kripke gave J&D the rights, maybe theyāre starting with a prequel just to end on a reboot in years time and honestly ? I wanna believe that so badly. This is tinhatty but what if this is all calculated in a way that makes it so that Jensen is slowly starting to fix everything that was wrong with spn - now that he has the rights and heās slowly making spn his own story ?! I mean he did say in his ig post he wants to āfill in the restā - and maybe Mary and Johnās story is only the beginning of spn related content from J&D to come ??? Maybe he wants to give spn the justice it deserves ?? Thoughts ??
i dont think this is tinhatty at all i think this is very possible and not that much of a reach. i could see this happening yeah for sure
want to hear something funny. I found out I had a ruptured blood vessel in my eye because I was sending my friend a video freaking out when the prequel news dropped and I noticed the corner of my eye was red af. and when I got back online jared had tweeted.
DJFHSJD ANON THE CHAOS OF IT ALL, HELP, are you okay? <3
rose.. bestie... how are you feeling about The News? nsfshsf being european is a curse </3 š
i feel GREAT im living for it i feel on top of the world tbh (and yeah it really is dsjfhs)
What am I waking up to I can't WHAT I rested my eyes for like 5 minutes help *hits reblog button* - anon anon
yep yep essentially djfhs
āJensen and Misha are Co workers who barley talkā
I canāt be sure of course but Iām fairly certain that this is the copypasta that brought the j/2 fallout theory back to life. Whoās apparently ābarely talkingā now? skansjsjsj. Itās almost prophetic, these j/2 anons have superpowers Iām telling ya.
-poker face anon
next time we get one of them we should be thanking them lmaooo
ok, but are we gonna talk about the "When Daneel and I formed Chaos Machine Productions, we knew that the first story we wanted to tell was the story of John and Mary Winchester [...]"-quote because the way this is phrased implies they formed CHAOS MACHINE Productions with the intent of telling this story (first), i haven't been in this dumpster long enough but the name just tickles me in that Misha way, isn't it so sus??? am i missing something???? i mean with this announcement they SURE lived up to that name... š§©-anon
you are absolutely right, chaos machine SCREAMS misha and we are all here for it!!
hey hey hey. joining the clownverse, there's no way THEE cas girl danneel doesn't know just how much the fandom loves misha and cas. so 2 + 2 = misha in the spn prequel!
AGREED
So I think I finally managed to catch up on wtf happened while I was asleep and my brain melted. What a shit show to wake up to.
Anyway thoughts.
I don't hate the idea of a Mary&John sequel. I think it has the potential to be good (It has the potential to be really bad too, so I'm kind scared).
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As for the Jensen and J*red thing.
I can see Jensen not telling J*red even if they are still friends, because J*red is kinda good at accidentally telling Secrets. He could have told him right before he announced it so, so that J*red didn't have to find out from twitter. He was on the show for 15 years, he is bound to get asked about it. The public twitter meltdown was really unprofessional so. Like you have Jensen's number J*red. You could have sorted that out in private like a normal person, but instead you choose to act like a toddler throwing a tantrum.
Is it weird that I'm actually going to be kinda that for them if the actually had a falling out, even tho I don't like J*red all that much. They seemed to be really important to each other and while I thought before that the might have triefted apart a bit, I didn't think that the where actively fighting.
- š anon
the thing is, the polite/normal thing for jensen to do was text him before announcing it on twitter. it's weird he didn't, and that makes me believe that maybe yeah they did have a falling out. especially with the way j*red responded to it on twitter. if he had no other reason to be this upset (no prior beef or falling out) you'd think that he wouldn't be responding like this. on the other hand, the man is a mysterie to me so who the hell knows. i'm not gonna mourn about it if they did/do grow apart because j*red is just.... awful imo.
#frog anon#bee anon#peacock anon#subtlerainy#honeymoon anon#bestie mutual#honeypot anon#turtle anon#butterfly anon#tea anon#ladybug anon#anon anon#poker face anon#puzzle pieces anon#snail anon#good lord i think i got more anons about this than about anything else before lmao#good luck to anybody who actually reads this <3
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