#I think that Bill is haunting
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Did a quick-ish drawing of Ford’s dream in The Last Mabelcorn! I spent like an hour, with a lot of the time being me digging around the mess of my room to try to find what the fuck I did with any of my pencils and markers lol
Most of this was done with my container of my random ass mediocre markers (some given to me by my dad are literally older then I am)
Originally I was gonna draw digitally but decided to do it on paper instead. I’m not a big fan of how it came out but meh
#art#artwork#traditional art#gravity fall ford#gravity falls ford#gravity falls bill cipher#gravity falls bill#grunkle ford#gravity fall#gravity falls#the last mabelcorn#drawing#I’ve been hyperfixating on Gravity falls for 60+ days now help#it’s half of what I think about#my Halloween costume is human (twink) Bill Cipher#I added little crocheted Bills onto a red turtleneck sweater because Ford#I’ve dug through all my hoodies to try to find one to make into one of Mabel’s sweaters (unsuccessful)#I cross stitched Bill awhile ago too#I made little paper Bills for me and my friend#I think that Bill is haunting#it keeps randomly disappearing then reappearing in places I know it wasn’t before#I found it on my pillow once
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what cipher has done to my hands
#gravity falls#stanford pines#bill cipher#ford pines#billford#maybe?#idk#ermmmm anyways i just wanted to draw bloody knuckles 🤒#and also i love love love this excerpt from the tbob i think about it literally all the time#it haunts my every waking moment#'i hope f's gloves will hide what cipher has done to my hands'#like???? are you crazy?????#i'm killing myself asap#this was from a magma doodle that i cleaned up but i think i lost the original vibe 💔 this feels really stiff to me idk#BLEGH feeling. crazy.#okay bye#mods art#mods draws#my art
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wet cat
#doctorsiren#gravity falls#the book of bill#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#theraprism#gravity falls fanart#digital art#my art#procreate#bill kissing sock puppet ford came to me upon waking up one morning#and it haunted me so I had to draw it to ruin everyone else’s day too 😁😁😁#you guys think that blue thing hurts 😃 haha ?? /silly
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Bill Skarsgård in “The Crow” (2024) dir. Rupert Sanders
#I refuse to believe he’s not haunting anyone’s dreams#I can’t stop thinking about him#eric draven#bill skarsgård#bill skargard#the crow 2024#gifs#i need him#movies
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⚠️ WHY DID YOU DO IT? ⚠️
#rollforart#gfalls#gravity falls#tbob#tbob spoilers#the book of bill spoilers#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#HAUNTED by typing this one into the site tbh#i just think itd be neat if he got his fit from his parents#but also heartbreaking#bill cipher
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Bill Cipher if he was cvnty
I gave up on coloring Ford’s hands you don’t get fingernails today
but it’s okay what matters most is that space twink’s face
Read the fic this design is based on Here
#i’ve omitted the little top hat#i’m sorry but i just didn’t want to incorporate it#you’re getting SLACKS#anywayyyyy read the fic#chapter 30 coming soon#billford#stanford pines#bill cipher#gravity falls#covenants and other provisions#ford pines#my doodles#also#hi if you’ve made it this far in the tags#making his hair white in the story UGH#AND GRAY SKIN WHAT WAS I THINKING#both are so hard to shade#first run of hair#had to give babygirl a BLEACH AND TONE#like a bleach and tone like#and ford’s hand haunts my dreams#six is too many fingers#but it feels good to actualize the human bill design that’s been floating behind my eyelids#these fucking f—
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The Poetics of Space - A Gravity Falls Fic
Written by pokimoko
Chapters: 3/3
Word Count: ~44K
Fandom: Gravity Falls
Rating: Teen and Up Audiences
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: The Mystery Shack & Ford Pines, The Mystery Shack & Stan Pines, Ford Pines & Stan Pines, Fiddleford H. McGucket & Ford Pines, Bill Cipher & Ford Pines, Ford Pines & Mabel Pines, Dipper Pines & Ford Pines, Dipper Pines & Ford Pines & Mabel Pines & Stan Pines, The Mystery Shack & The Pines Family, Fiddleford H. McGucket/Ford Pines (One-Sided), Bill Cipher/Ford Pines (also one-sided), (do you even need to ask in which direction the one-sided is pointing)
Characters: The Mystery Shack - Character, Ford Pines, Stan Pines, Fiddleford H. McGucket, Bill Cipher, Dipper Pines, Mabel Pines, Background & Cameo Characters
Summary:
“What was it like when you lived here?” Mabel asked, gesturing at the Shack.
Ford let out a gentle chuckle. “Very different, I assure you. If these walls could talk, I'm sure they would tell some stories.”
Oh, if only he knew.
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(or: the Mystery Shack has many secrets, and just as many memories. Afterall, a lot can happen over four decades within the space of four walls.)
Tags: Mystery Shack (Gravity Falls), Mystery Shack POV, setting as a character, Haunted Houses, POV Outsider, POV Nonhuman, Pre-Canon, Canon-adjacent, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Ford Pines Has Issues, Ford Pines Needs a Hug, Golden Child Syndrome, Manipulative Bill Cipher, Emotional Manipulation, Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Gaslighting, Possession, Stan Pines Needs A Hug, Stan Pines Has Issues, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Loneliness, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Reconciliation, Implied Autistic Ford Pines, implied AroAce Ford Pines, Unrequited Love, Ford Pines and Mabel Pines Bonding, Pines Family Feels (Gravity Falls), Emotional Hurt, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Grief/Mourning, Inspired by House of Leaves - Mark Z. Danielewski, (very very VERY loosely), If These Walls Could Talk They Would Give You Therapy, Sentient Houses, Sentient Buildings, POV Inanimate Object, its/its pronouns, Protective Mystery Shack, Sentient Mystery Shack - Freeform
#gravity falls#gravity falls fanfiction#gravity falls fic#fanfic#my fanfic#my fic#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#mystery shack#ford pines#stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#bill cipher#dipper pines#mabel pines#let's just say i--like most of tumblr--fell deep back into gravity falls. deep enough to write a 42k fanfic about it#but instead of using any of the main characters i decided hey! let's give the mystery shack sentience and emotional baggage#(though to be fair it is in its own way a main character. it shows up in nearly every episode)#i started writing this thinking it'd be a oneshot. i was wrong. i was so wrong. it is now the longest fic I've written in almost 2 years#the pines just kept wanting to talk and the shack just kept wanting to remind me how big a role it actually played in the series#if the shack looks wrong in the banner it's because the reference image i got from the show lied to me with its weird perspective#by having the offshoot at the wrong end. but then again...that definitely fits the shifting architecture of the shack in the fic so...#sentient houses#haunted houses
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tgese pictures haunt me every day what the fuck was this for theres no reason for this to behappening im so scared
#all of the results when k reverse image search r for bill and ted and i jsut wanna ask why#and if they arent then what are they. why. what.#but i think theyve only been in like one otherovie together and it doesnt seem like something that would need. this.#i might delete this later not knowing the source of something with real people in it makes me feel weird indont wanna come off as like#being weird about the actors themselves trust me i couldnt care less about them.#im just haunted by the possibility of these being for bill and ted because like what in amy if those movies warrants. this.#jello shut up challenge#OKAY I FOUND YHE ARTICLE IT IS THEM. IT IS PROMO FOR BILL AND TED. WHY.#crying real actual tears what the fuck#bill and ted#bill s preston esquire#ted theodore logan#should. should i be tagging this as the cahracters i dotb fucking know im not used to posting about actors this is scary i dont like it#ive only ever hyperfixated on fictonal like. animated guys. or real people. not live action characters. dont like it#ohhhh my god this is so much talking sorry#bill and teds excellent adventure#bill and teds bogus journey#i dont. i dunno which movie this was promo for. so both it is
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I'm sorry but is no one gonna talk about how there is a universe where Gideon straight up killed Dipper??!!!! No???!!!
#this haunts me#like the book basically implies that in every other universe they did not survive that summer#and that makes me sick if i think about it for more than 5 seconds this shit is DARK#gravity falls#y talks#book of bill
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TBOB spoilers:
I just need to know I'm not the only one who's been sitting here since 2017 thinking "Damn, that triangle's got problems."
#the book of bill spoilers#tbob spoilers#the billble spoilers#the book of bill#bill cipher#i think his Evil Plan turning out to be a frat party and ''says he's happy he's a liar'' is what really did it for me#and how could i almost forget him being haunted by the screams of the other FlatLanders#being defeated by two 12 year old children along with a repairman isn't a flattering look either#[personal tag here]
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Journal 3's references to Stan
(...does the Lost Pages count as J3 when some had to be in J2 and also may or may not be a truth lie turducken? idk. Ford's TBoB letters sure as hell don't count as J3 but I'm including them here anyway)
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"Although my family tried to convince me that [having six fingers] made me special (and it did help with shadow puppets)"
"It would be quite interesting to see what my brother and mother would act like while wearing [the truth teeth]!"
"It occurs to me that if I must keep secrets from F, I might as well begin writing certain passages of this book in code. I aced Cryptology in college, so this will be fun! (At least for me. It would be deeply tedious and annoying for someone trying to decipher it.) It amuses me to think of their frustrating effort!" (ok this is likely for the reader and likely ain't a direct stan reference. but like. it is to me)
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"When I sat down, [the fortune teller] quickly grabbed my hands and said, "What took you so long, Sixer?" I felt a chill run down my back. How she knew my childhood nickname was beyond me"
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[Blacklight Hiding Places page] "Journal 3: The volume I hold in my hands. Describes my embarrassing defeat at the hands of Bill and the loss of my very sanity. Also contains a pretty good drawing of a plaidypus. Will soon be bestowed upon S and hidden at the ends of the Earth (I hope).” (he wrote the wrong journal to give to Stan lmao)
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"The time has come to bury this tome. After that, all there is left to do is wait for S. And save the world. Or lose my life in the effort."
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"Walking around my old lab, I feel like a dead man's ghost haunting a strange fun house mirror version of his past life, I resolve to take back my home and rebuild the life that Stanley has taken from me."
"The strangest thing about [Soos] is his utter idolization of my brother Stanley."
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"[Mabel] Shares the family sweet tooth. Diet seems to consist solely of items with the word 'gummy' in them. I will need to discuss nutrition with Stanley."
[Dipper] "Observations: 1) Constantly sweating. Perhaps he takes after Stanley. (...) 4) Rank odor. Clearly hasn't bathed recently. Stanley should never be put in charge of children!"
"It is just as I feared; apparently, Stanley's reckless use of the machine overtaxed it and ripped a tear in the dimensional fabric- the same way an overheated oven might burn a hole in kitchen linoleum."
"Containment dome- A home for the Rift. Admittedly, I was inspired by the snow globes in Stanley's gift shop."
"When I tried to share my burdens with my brother, he knocked me into the portal, separating me from my home for 30 years."
"Stanley always mocked my love of [DD&MD], and even some of my college friends called it "Girlfriend Repellant.""
"Well, the harm in showing the [infinity sided die] to Dipper turned out to be quite large. During one of our games, my hotheaded brother got his hands on it and accidentally conjured this jerk."
"I'm proud to say that the Pines family was able to beat the wizard at his own game. Stan's contribution was (of course) to cheat our way to victory."
"Ironically, in the multiverse I'm just as wanted as Stanley! But my crimes had a noble purpose"
"Stan would have loved this place, but it just made me depressed. Although I had a good run in the Gambling Dimension, the dimensional bouncers ended up kicking me out for counting cards! What are the odds?"
"[The Oracle] looked deep into my eyes and said I had the face of the man who was destined to destroy Bill."
[A Better World] "On this Earth, I was never pushed into the portal by Stan. On this Earth, my brother listened to me and took Journal 1 away from Gravity Falls."
"I reentered the world of my youth to face a brother I had not seen in 30 years. My frustration was indescribable- once again, my brother's actions had sabotaged everything I had ever worked toward."
"To help Dipper understand, I borrowed Stanley's car, and we drove until we reached the town border of Gravity Falls."
"I suggested it would be a good time for Stan to take the kids on that road trip he's been talking about while I puzzle over [the cracked Rift]"
Post-Weirdmageddon
"I bristled at the idea of sharing my accomplishments with anyone. I shunned my brother for one dumb mistake, and I shunned Fiddleford for having the nerve to try to stop me from dooming the world."
"I just couldn't get over the idea of myself as the lone hero.. and it was Stanley who paid the price."
"Trust shouldn't be given unconditionally, but it should be given a chance to be earned. There is strength in having the humility to work with and sacrifice for others- a strength I now realize was in my brother all along."
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"When Stanley and I were kids, we would often read tales of the Sibling Brothers- about two boys who dedicated their lives to exploring mysteries together. With a new anomaly to investigate, I've been thinking about those tales more and more lately."
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"I had suggested to Dipper that because of all the misfortune caused by them, we burn [the Journals] in the last campfire of the summer. Mabel, Soos & Stan all seemed very excited by this notion."
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"You hold a record of one man's folly and the kindness of a family that saved him from himself. It's never too late to learn that growing old doesn't have to mean growing up."
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"My stomach sank a bit when I realized... it was my birthday. This day has felt... odd, since S and I... parted ways."
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"DAMN! This morning I found F rummaging through my old copy of Urban Legends of New Jersey, where I had forgotten I had hidden some old personal items! I've quickly re-hidden them here, away from prying eyes."
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"The snow has begun to fall again and there's very little time. There's only one left I can turn to to protect my journals while I prepare for the journey..."
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"I emerged from my lab after days of agonized contemplation to find- to my shock- that Mabel was reading the book, out loud, to Stanley, Dipper, Soos, and Wendy!"
"They didn't see me as an irredeemable screwup. Stanley said, "So, your past is just a giant pile of mistakes? Congratulations- you really are a Pines!""
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(It kinda strikes me that the BoB Lost Journal pages about Stan sound far more like post-portal Ford's opinions on Stan instead, where he's openly angry at both being pushed into the portal + at the portal being opened again + his murder suicide attempt being foiled + Stan disowning him + turning his house into a tourist trap + taking his identity vs pre-portal Ford being more... melodramatic(?) constantly being reminded of him but not wanting to linger too long? idk the vibes are different
Plus pre-portal Ford pretty consistently only calls Stan "S" or just refers to him as his brother (with the exception of him writing his name in a Caesar cipher) ...not to mention the perpetual motion machine comment says thirty instead of ten years)
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[Journal 1 Mr What's His Face cipher] "If he gets my face, Stanley has a spare!"
#i think ford does slip up once about writing fiddleford's name tho#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan pines#ford pines#stanford pines#journal 3#the book of bill#stan twins#'me and my brother' you mean 'my brother and i'!!! grammar ford!!!! you fool!!!#the dream hipster nightmare my beloved he was so close to confronting that guilt#the blacklight pages does mention the tinfoil hat thing and small world song parody which is in BoB too#the jersey devil story changing locations probably because its more fun for it to be set in town#instead all of it just having the same setting of a forest + the sibling bros being made into rivals#man we desperately need more post tbob ford cos rereading pre weirdmageddon ford is just depressing#and immediate post weirdmageddon ford still feels like he's finding his footing#i want more of the stan twins teaming up to be assholes to others ksadhksjdhsa that joke to dipper was mean i love that for them#ford: these journals are haunting me like a curse!#bill about to hit him with a book that actually haunts him in a few weeks:#also not me only just realising that ford's 'growing old doesn't mean you have to grow up' line is what stan says in D&MVTW#stan and bill both having 'growing up is optional' lines im chewing on the dry wall#i have been wrestling with the 30 image post limit this whole time....
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i wanna draw bill angst so bad but i have no motivation or inspiration to draw and this is. such a terrible feeling holy shit asdhfoaisdh lol
#mason rambles#i think i'm putting too much pressure on myself to draw SOMETHING and that's causing my problems#so uh *d isappears into the void for a bit* whee#this happened with my bill drawing challenge and then i took a step back and drew for fun and it helped a lot so i'll try that again#but hi i am very devastated about bill cipher right now :' ) i keep watching the 'why did you do it' video over and over#it's so fucking haunting
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I hatey life i aute my life i aye my life!!!!! what's the point of staying alive if the only person who wants you to is dead!!!!!! pect behind a widow and son!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so fucking stupid
#nobody ralls to me on jete anyways i light as well ve as open as possible#means ill.be able tk understand what sauing come the time to archive it all#i dony ecen haveemougjt monry yo pay bills thos month i contribute nothing to me own life#i hope come tomorrow im dead on arrival#personal#george harrison#if anyone sees this i truly think i talk to tbe spirit f#of george harrison and that hes in love with me#i feel like hes gonna come down i.#in the rapture#i think hes gonna coms and savee#but i thought he was coming to save me two years ago and here i am#someone talk to me about it#m..#if youre reading this truly send me an anon message asking if i really think george harrison is haunting me#i need to get everything out#i feely stupid and idiotic and like the holidays was created to completely destroy my spirit#merry christmas
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I’m sorry I’m getting so worked up over this. I see myself and a prior relationship when I see Ford being shipped with Bill. It hits too close to home.
#i was manipulated and abused by someone who was using me the whole time#they used my naivety and autism against me#as well as me questioning my sexuality#and seeing people chalk up a similar (albeit fictional and otherwordly) relationship and defending it is infuriating#i see so much of myself in ford (especially pre portal ford)#and a bit of my abuser in bill#so it’s nauseating seeing people think what they have is somehow desirable or deserved or sexy#it’s not#it’s haunting#gravity falls
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Dark Shadows: 58, 112, 67, 126 & Moby-Dick Ch. 7 "The Chapel"
#made for an audience of me specifically but if this appeals to y'all you're welcome to a measure of brainrot fresh from the casks.#obligatory: I'm only up to episode 167 I know there's more later on about death and dying I'm simply not there yet!#it's funny your family should start with whales and end up with sardines: a series#polkaknox edits#dark shadows#sam evans#elizabeth collins stoddard#sarah johnson#the widows (ds)#bill malloy#josette du pres collins#victoria winters#moby-dick#herman melville#words words words#a haunting tag#anyway. does anyone ever think about how sarah johnson's a widow herself. and she can never get away from it.
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heartbroken. jolted up from my doze, realizing i'd closed the app before reblogging from a blog whose url i can't even recall a video i can only describe as the dragonborn from skyrim walking cuntily and killing people with lasers
#was literally about to jack off and force myself to eat and pass out and now i'm haunted by the loss#i should probably sleep. i really need to call a doctor tomorrow alongside another application and a call and bills and appts#fuck dude i really wish my nicotine receptors weren't fried from overuse i could rlly use a smoke just thinking abt everything#len speaks
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