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i find it so cool to notice that like non-native speakers making mistakes in their second language tells you about the grammar and vocab of their native language like that's so cool to me.
like i can only pull up confident examples from french bc i learned that one but like etoiles saying "watch the chests" instead of "look at/in the chests" is because in french i imagine he'd use the verb "regarder" which does translate to "to watch" but also can be used when we in english would say "to look"!!!!!! that's cool!!!!! and sometimes i'll hear the french saying along the lines of "wait me" bc that's the grammar for it in french!!! "attends-moi" is "wait for me" they just don't say "for" it's cool!!!!!! wow!!!!! i fucking love that i think that's so fucking neat bc i know that I MADE that mistake in the other direction, bc on an assignment i wrote "attendez pour moi" bc we say for in english!!!!!!!! and it was wrong!!!! and it's cool!!!!!! it's cool that i can pick up things about other languages even when they're not speaking the other languages!!!!!! wow!!!!!!!!! like when spanish speakers start english sentences with "is" bc that's how it works in spanish!!!!!! that's so cool!!!!!! they don't need "it" in spanish and hearing y'all say that is like wow!!!! i'm learning things about how spanish sentences work even though it's not even in spanish!!!!! holy shit!!!!!!!
i know i've noticed more things from the other languages too but i can't remember any of them now bc my spanish is "69 days on duolingo" and my brazilian portuguese is "meu deus" but if anyone else has noticed please!!!!! tell me!!!!! it's so cool!!!!!!
(as an aside this is not to knock or mock anyone for being bad at a second language i just think it is FUCKING FASCINATING i am giggling i am kicking my feet i think it is so cool it is so fucking dope language and language learning is so cool)
#sorry if i conjugated attendre wrong i suck at conjugation!!!! while i'm talking about conjugation fuck subjonctif what!!!!!!! is that!!!!!#sorry i apologize just subjonctif is among the tenses i still do not understand when to use sobs and the conjugations are irregular#and i am simply not french enough sobs#qsmp#shut up vic#block game brainrot#what do i tag this. lol
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kinda thinking about how the women who serve as maternal figures/raise kids in yyh are never quite ready for it. genkai's an arguable exception, but like.. atsuko had yusuke at 15, shizuru's basically in charge of kazuma full time in her early 20s/late teens (depending on version) with very very absent parents, and even shiori is given a kid she wasn't expecting, in the form of an old, old demon rather than like. a regular, blank slate ass human baby. and although shiori seems to do quite well with kurama, kurama can never be honest with shiori about who he is, or much of what he's seen. if he was, it'd probably make things far more complicated and overwhelming. atsuko, no matter how much she cares for yusuke, Could Not Have Been and thus wasn't ready to have him at 15. her attempts to make the most of that situation have had middling success at best. shizuru has also been placed into a parental role. we don't really know how long she's been raising kuwabara, but that's.. probably still parentification anyway. she shouldn't have to do that, and she shouldn't have to do that so young. and i think some of her coarseness with kuwa is out of frustration with her own inexperience + inadequacy + uncertainty, his not cooperating, and their parents for putting this on her in the first place. the ones who know the full extent of their situation grow desperate and it squeaks out in unpleasant ways, and the one who seems unbothered by it is the only one who has no idea that she's in way over her head. and i mean. ok. gonna preface this by saying keiko is NOT yusuke's mom in any sense of the word. but she does take care of him in a way atsuko couldn't manage to. she's often looking after him and cleaning up after his messes and stuff. she takes him on as a responsibility, and that is, in a way, a caretaker role. not to say that it SHOULD be her responsibility, but it's how she ends up being.
and when the stress of trying to make someone take care of themselves or be kind or good or Whatever goes awry, again, the violence and arguing and distance and ugliness of caring for someone reveals itself.
and i wonder about that. for a series dedicated to physical fighting as a form of communication, what does it say that this extends to the complicated, quietly desperate situations of so many of the women/girls it depicts, whom our more central characters were shaped and raised by?
hell, even hiei touches on this, because hina loved hiei, but there was no way she was prepared for him, obviously, nor for the pain of losing him. rui (whom i also see as a sort of caretaker figure to hiei, inasmuch as either of them were caretakers) literally throws him off a cliff because she couldn't face down the village elders, and out of some mixture of care for hina and, likely, fear for her own survival. and the guilt and pain of that killed hina and deeply wounded rui.
it's like motherhood, this thing that's so often treated as sacred and beautiful, is a kind of stitched up, painful, eggshell-walking thing that hurts parent and child and it's just. oughh
#genuinely begging for discussion on this bc im too tired to think about it anymore but i think it's cool#yyh#yu yu hakusho#also apologies if any of the atsuko stuff's iffy im anime-only </3 i skimmed the wiki but. it's the wiki so grain of salt#atsuko urameshi#shizuru kuwabara#shiori minamino#keiko yukimura#genkai#yyh meta#<- i never tag stuff w that but i probably should..#this is making me a little emo about all of them but on the side more quietly kurama bc like. bro he loves his mom so much and he can't tel#her ANYTHING. houghhh she will never ever know him she will live and die within his lifetime and not know any of the big beautiful terrible#life of his that she's missed. god that fucking sucks dude wait#anyway something that's only grown in importance to me is how prickly the relationships in yyh can be. like damn they do love each other#and it's even mostly a good thing. but sometimes that means you're shitty to each other. sometimes you're not great at it yk#and the characters therein are complicated and flawed without feeling like it's a huge focus. like plenty of media go here's these fucked u#guys look at how they scuttle and that's cool fr but with yyh it feels so subtle and gentle and real. it's so personal and human and i love#it. even when it means hiei doesn't reunite with the gang at the end or when genkai never tells yusuke what he means to her#y'know? that stuff used to hurt me and now it hurts me in a good touching 'god i love people' kinda way. yeah
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#mdzs#jiang cheng#yanyan polls#jc apologism#does this warrant the apologism tag? idk#better meta-writers than i have spilled much ink on this subject#but why is jc still unmarried? this isnt the sort of setting where people marry for love#and even characters like wen chao and jin guangshan are married so jc what is going on???#king do your filial duty#also given the jiang sect's prominence and ties with the jin sect (via jin ling) ppl really are sleeping on some prime political real estat#like even if you hate his guts madame of lotus pier is a pretty sweet position to have#and if he really sucks too much shit you can find some way to incapacitate him or get rid of him. smh just poison him fr#also#you will notice that there is no “he's a misogynist” option#antis like to call jc a misogynist but tbh i dont see much evidence for that in the text#the only female characters jc interacts with at length in the text are his mom and his sister. and he's respectful of both of them#he also hears out sisi and bicao seriously instead of yeeting them. which would be more normal for a nobleman of his position to do#tbf this is also because there just arent that many female characters for jc to interact with. mxtx did not want to write women :(
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Genuinely intrigued by the potential of Peri and Irep's dynamic but only in a platonic way so I end up not vibing with the fandom's portrayal of it 😔😔😔
(No but listen LISTEN they were kinda-almost-friends when we last saw them in FOP, yeah? Now they're enemies, with both actively fighting each other, and Irep going so far as to try and kill Peri's parents. What happened? When? What influenced it? Did they ever become friends, or did it nosedive the moment the cameras turned off? What about Sammy? How do Irep's parents factor into this? Could it ever be fixed? There's just so much we haven't seen, and romance just feels like too easy a solution to me. Let their friendship be easy to break, fragile. Let them have to work to keep the connection. Fairies and Anti-Fairies are literally made to be opposites, so what happens when two genuinely and truly become friends?)
((and yeah I guess a lot of this could factor into a romantic angle but ALAS the fandom seems to be leaning heavily into the funny toxic yaoi angle 😔 I don't mind it! By all means, please have your very harmless fun! But it ain't my jam :P Perhaps I'll have to write a oneshot myself...))
(((see tags for more rambles i guess. whoops a bitch spoke too much in there as he always does)))
#i'm banned (self inflicted) from writing long fics until i finish this one i'm working on#and honestly I might keep the ban afterwards i am SO BAD at working on long fics. never finished one ever#oneshot guy thru and thru. but painfully. disastrously. i have so many long fic ideas...#anyway I like to think that they did become friends#and then not friends. and then friends again. and then not friends. and then-#and sometimes it was Peri's fault but a lot of the times it was Irep not feeling like he was allowed to be Peri's friend#and doing something to break it off#but Peri would keep trying to be his friend or Irep would realize that he still wants to be#but one day. Peri just gave up#he was tired of this back and forth. of never knowing if he was gonna be friends with this guy tomorrow or not#so he stopped trying. decided that if Irep wanted to be friends again HE would have to be the one to try and repair it#and also give him an apology maybe. not for breaking off the friendship again just for all the fucking murder attempts#(''if i die you die too dumbass-'')#unforch this happened to line up with Irep finally reconnecting with Anti-Cosmo and Anti-Wanda again#and with them discouraging being friends with fairies + peri not trying to fix it this time... it. uh. kinda broke it off for good#('maybe not for good. maybe there's a chance. maybe Irep would-... ugh. it's not worth thinking about...')#Sammy's still friends with both of them though. It is Not Fun#gives Sammy my childhood experience of my two fighting friends wanting to sit with me at lunch but refusing to talk to each other#okay damn this post got long af. did not realize i had thought about this so much until i practically dropped a fic down here#anyway. actual tags? actual tags#fop#fairly oddparents#the fairly oddparents#peri fop#irep fop#peri fairywinkle-cosma#uh. do ppl search irep's full name... augh#irep anti-fairywinkle-anti-cosma#congrats elkniwirep your name fucking sucks. it's awful#a new wish
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madness – batman: haunted knight
#debating which way i want to go with my tags#do i make a joke or do i have a ransom moment that makes my mutuals mildly concern#hes still a dilf because the D still stands for dad. not always a good dad but a dad never the less.#ill still suck his dick silly style but im not happy about it.#(went joke moment to give my mutuals a break and also because#he does apologize and admit hes wrong & fixes it after she literally gets kidnapped and held hostage by mad hatter after sneaking out tho#so it makes up for it but also.... ooh boy.)#c: batman: haunted knight | madness#jim gordan#barbara gordon#ask to tag#i guess ? its nothing violent or anything but it is a family argument and i know how those sensitivities can be.#no judgement ever if u need it or smthn else tagged or suggest one; i promise. dm me or send on anon and ill do it :)#id in alt btw :)
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I feel like there is a definite uptick in wanting to see Hornblower suffer for people who've read past Beat To Quarters/The Happy Return. Like I think you can't get past the original trilogy without thinking that he should squirm a little bit for his crimes
#i feel like the first five books you're like he sucks sometimes but he's really just a wet kitten you want to bring in from the rain#and then you get to book six and it's like he's your adult grown cat who goes out in the rain and comes back sopping wet#and then starts complaining despite the fact that they knew full well what they were doing#<- this may not be a universally understood experience for people whose cats don't like going out for a little shower#and then strongly dislike getting toweled off when they come back in#but you understand what i'm going for here. no matter even if you still like him as a character he's digging himself that hole#and sometimes he damn well deserves it. and sometimes getting him out is more trying than if he was a wild raccoon#your mileage may vary with this; some people see through him sooner and some people don't really want to psychologically torture him#even after all his shenanigans in the later books. but it's just something that i've noticed#perce rambles#hornblower#with my apologies to the people in the tag#also this is not to put people off the later books him being the worst is really really fun and he and bush are even more insane#also nb: i do really really love hornblower as a character and i do want him to be happy sometimes dw :')#percy yells at cecil scott
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MD GLITCH X BINGO I'M SO EXCITED RGRGRGRRR
I love The Amazing Digital Circus and most of the other shows on the Glitch X roster, but like... Murder Drones is too dear to me for me to not do a specific one
Made this almost impulsively with my good friend @rexthefox, go check him out
ermm yeah
*the gay character confirmation can count for any character being confirmed by Liam as part of the LGBTQ+ community, it was just worded simpler for comedic purposes
#agrgrr#apologies my handwriting sucks ass#glitch productions#murder drones#glitch x#liam vickers#liam vickers animation#how do i tag this now#murder drones bingo#glitch x bingo#dumpster bullshit#mongrel behavior
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hey real quick but how do i talk to u guys again
#IM SCREAMING I GOT SUCKED INTO ONLY HUMAN YESTERDAY AND LOST TRACK OF TIME AND THEN AND THEN#WHEN I WAS TRYING TO REPLY TO PPL IN IMS I GOT SHY CAUSE ITS BEEN SEVERAL DAYS AND NOW IM#STARING AT THESE MESSAGES AND LIKE DO I APOLOGIZE FOR TAKING SO LONG OR DO I JUST JUMP RIGHT BACK INTO IT 😭 😭 😭#to be deleted. // //#mobile. // //#caps in tags. // //
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Today I'll finish a comm and I'm thinking,,, I might return to the tsp Bucket thing again. I have to finally finish my drafts I've been withholding for months but I want to do too much at the same time 😭 same with the asks, I am thankful to folks who did send them, I am just so slow JHSHSHSHS
#Scramble already tbh said they have the same theory so I dunno if anyone would be interested but I SHAKE myself#So much of the fandom that engaged with my theories doesn't want to interact so that does make me feel my words are worthless :(#But there are also some who are into them still#I will try to make the art for me. That's what I'm trying to do anyways#It still just sucks#I'm angry at how this whole thing was handled and I do want to talk about it publically but like#What would that solve really#The damage is done#Words of apology will never be received#:( sorry for ranting in the tags#I just eh#I dunno#I can't really get into anything else and uni will soon get busy#And i really want to still enjoy the game - to enjoy this#I'm thankful though for those who stayed#For those who care
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#I'm broken#I was already broken but now I feel like I can't do anything#Ive done too much#and now I'm just a piece of shit who won't apologize to anyone upfront#Just crying in the tags pathetically waiting for anything to happen#I can't do this#I can't help people no matter how hard I try and it makes me feel like I have absolutely no purpose here#and It's taking too much of a toll to fail#I should just go to sleep and forget about everything#but sleep is for people who care about themselves#I do care about myself#but I care in a way that I need revenge on her#I loathe her and everything she's done to the people that tried to love her#she's pathetic and ugly and I don't see how anyone even tried to befriend her in the first place#and I feel especially bad for the people who succeeded#because she turned into a clingy parasite for everyone who talked to her#She never even had the courage to start a conversation with people and made each and every one of them feel like this shitbag didn't care#She just hurts and hurts and hurts until she comes crawling back to apologize only for her to clam up all over again#she's selfish and rude and pathetic in every awful way and I wish people would learn that about her#I feel sorry for her and everything that becomes of her shitty actions#but she never FUCKING learns and it ends up hurting everyone that was sorry enough to pity her with conversation#I wish she would just suck it all up and try to be a good fucking person for ONCE in her FUCKING life in a way that didn't make people want#to fucking#off themself just because they TALKED to her and she rudely FUCKED OFF TO NOWHERE#because at the end of the day#I say to myself#at the end of the day she tries her fucking best#BUT NOBODY SEEMS TO FUCKING SEE THAT SHE IS CONSTANTLY FUCKING TREMBLING AT THE MERE *THOUGHT* OF HAVING TO LIVE AS HERSELF#and I feel so bad for her#I feel bad for me I guess
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dearest mutual corey i know we don't interact much but i wanted to drop by and say thank you because your little snippet pushed me to continue writing my kunidazai fic. hope you have a great day <3
vi oH MY GOD I AM SO SORRY I AM JUST RESPONDING TO THIS NOW!!! i have a Horrid work/life balance (it's so bad... i once tried grading while th eother bridesmaids and i were getting ready at a wedding... they confiscated my phone which was. good aNYWAYS i get rambly when i;m tired aNYWAYS x2-)
i also hoard nice asks like a dragon tucking away precious gold <333 bc this made me smile like a fool!!! i don't remember whar snippet it was, but i am SO glad it helped push you into continuing your fic <333 i hope the fic is going well/any fics you're working on are going well and you're super awesome and i appreciate you and your presence on the dash and your kindness and creativity and. yeah iuyftcgyhui
#vi tag#i apologize for typos - ts sucks lol#but like seriously this made me smile lots i appreciate you and the fact that you thought to send me this ask <333#hope you're doing well mWAH#corey rambles:)
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...You're really sure they both forgive me for what happened? Cuz I fucked up really badly this time.
I'm sure. It wasn't your fault, Bubby.
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Well then, I forgive Gordon for stealing my chips that one time too, then. And the dip. And for leaving crumbs all over the couch. And for not washing his damn hands before touching the remote.
I'm surprised you even remember all that, but umm? Thanks?
You're welcome, fucking nasty little sewage boy.
Hey!
*(The fire continues to shrink in size, becoming a much smaller version of what it was before.)*
I have the blanket! Apologies for the holdup, I had forgotten that we had taken the large one with us upstairs last night and had spent a rather lengthy amount of time looking for it down here! Hopefully this can help!
...I may have overestimated the size of the fire. Do you still need the blanket?
Yes, please. Thank you.
*(The large blanket is thrown over the stovetop. Without the fire in the way, the dials behind it become clear- they're all turned off. Dr. Coomer is able to hold onto the blanket with his limb enhancers, and keeps it in place for a moment while they wait.)*
Thank you, Harold. Sorry about the mess.
It's no trouble.
Just maybe let me do the cooking for a little while.
Fine, I can do that.
*(Dr. Coomer lifts the blanket. The fire is gone.)*
#asking bubby#asking player#asking coomer#part 1#OOC i hope this came across alright! trying to stay in character for this one while also progressing at a good pace was surprisingly hard#um i'm trying not to leave these little notes here because i think leaving stuff in the tags here might break immersion a bit but#idk this got kinda heavy really fast so i wanted to apologize if anything felt weird here#i'm probably only gonna do these at the end of big scenes/sections- like ao3 notes y'know?#bubby is fun but also really difficult to write and he's also grappling with Big Emotions- something he also sucks at communicating#poor [redacted] barely even has a sense of self yet and he's already been thrown into literal fire here#i'm stopping here for the night but the day isn't done yet#thanks to everyone who sent in asks! i hope this was as fun for you as it was me#and to everyone who's been sending me all those kind messages i see you and i love you and i need you to know that. thank you <3#i'll shut up now but thank you for reading!#st au#stuck together au
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Dust ep3 eeeeussh
#wacky watermelons#return of taz burying their gays smh (i am joking and kidding)#i feel. i feel like i dont need to tag spoilers for the 6 year old comedy podcast episode#but still. beware#the sound of sucking air through your teeth#grimace. thats the word#anyway. so sorry for both of these characters whose names i do Not remember#this is why you don't get crushes on your straight best friend#bc they marry your sister and then die and you get framed#funny as hell. i imagine aubrey was travis's apology for this specifically (also joking)#i feel i need to specify to joking because this seems like a topic people get heated about#i will not get too into it but like. there are no perfect allies. but “wants to and does do better” is pretty good#anyway back to dust :]!
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i just woke up from a wild fucking dream
#marzi speaks#idk what to tag this as but general tw for violent actions in these following tags#i was with a group and for some reason we had decided to kill the children of a family#i knew them somehow. don’t know how but i think we were close at one point#we went to kill the youngest and he was like a brother to me#i like. beat him within an inch of his life but i couldn’t land the killing blow#so i apologized to him and told him i loved him over and over and over while one of my group members snapped his neck#it was. audible#we escaped unnoticed but i was just wracked with guilt and sorrow#i was just pulling the group member i knew best to my house so i could tell her i didn’t wanna do it anymore#it. sucked. i still kinda feel guilty. for a member of my subconscious who resenbled a younger version of my brother#so weird bc i’m not even mad at him. idk
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barbie discourse getting unhinged actually please end the debates by tomorrow. the movie did nothing to deserve all this chaos and the fact i saw someone say margot and the movie started a ‘movement’… please.
#may have to be a hater just bc of these people actually#BREATHE the white women will be fine#neither of them had a shot anyway who cares😭#also shouldn’t have based half their marketing on ken if they weren’t looking for success on ken’s part🤷🏻♀️#also how DARE any of you make america feel like she needs to apologize#YOU missed the point of the movie if you’re ignoring america’s achievement here in favor of bitching about two white women#actually you probably didn’t i didn’t watch the movie#but the fact so many people walked out blubbering about ‘important message’ and then almost everyone who did#having this horrendous reaction. maybe the message sucked and wasn’t spoken clearly cause WHAT are you so upset about#and WHY would you attempt to put down the other women who RIGHTFULLY earned their place in the noms?#it’s so funny actually everyone who’s being asked who they’d sub in for margot instead is going silent cause really who the hell are u#replacing and even if you DO manage to come up with a name why is greta lee not your first choice#tag: i speakth
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Having a favorite character you've been attached to for an extended period of time is all fun and games until you feel like you've thought about them so much you've simply run out of things to think. But that bastard still somehow manages to consume your thoughts so you're just repeating the same points until they're so familiar to you they seem obvious and so you wonder if you're missing something. And you wonder if your perception of them is so cemented by this point that if you ARE mischaracterizing them you wouldn't be able to realize it and would miss a lot of important stuff about them when revisiting the source material
#this here is an Envypost. to be clear#though in Envys case another factor is that I have a habit of using them in like projectiony transgender vent art I do#like I try to keep my ''Envy has exactly the same gender stuff going on as me'' type thoughts separate from my genuine attempts...#...to better understand their character/story role but sometimes I feel as if they're adulterating my perception of the guy#4 example Ive multiple times had to remind myself#that Envys hatred of Hohenheim is in no way transphobia related/that Hohenheim didn't betray Envy for being trans#Obviously insane given that I wouldn't even say Envy was intended to be trans in canon but. I'm normal about projection so.#arg the point of this post was how much it sucks that I overthink this character too much yet here I am in the tags failing step 1#adrien says stuff#fma#fma 03#Envy#<- usual apologies to all following these; I just like using organizational tags
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