#I still wasn’t prepared

[pedrospatch]

i am clutching at my life alert rn i am not even remotely okay at this time

[harmonizewithechoes]

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[rmblythe7]

Obi-Wan so politely asking Qui-Gon’s force ghost for help when he realizes Anakin is Darth Vader, meanwhile I’d be banging a damn gong like Mushu “Rise and shine, asshole! You told me to take this kid and now the galaxy’s imploding. COME FIX IT!”

[littledead-ridinghood]

It’s not that Jason came back to a changed family where he didn’t fit into the gap he left behind anymore. It’s the fact that his family never scooted over to make more space for him once he returned.

[erythriina]

sort of but not technically for @terrortracks - here is an untitled ‘survives the expedition’ solving playlist for you all <3 (more commentary in the tags lol)

listen on 8tracks here

1. All These Things That I’ve Done - The Killers

over and in, last call for sin / when everyone’s lost, the battle is won

2. The Only Thing - Sufjan Stevens

faith in reason, i wasted my life playing dumb / signs and wonders, sea lion caves in the dark / blind faith, god's grace, nothing else left to impart

3. Wasteland, Baby! - Hozier

when the stench of the sea and the absence of green / are the death of all things that are seen and unseen / not an end, but the start of all things that are left to do

4. Blue Ridge Mountains - Fleet Foxes

terrible am I, child, even if you don't mind / in the quivering forest where the shivering dog rests…

5. We Both Go Down Together - The Decemberists

i laid you down on the grass of a clearing / you wept, but your soul was willing

6. Olympians - Andrew Bird

you start spitting out anathemas…

7. Love Love Love - The Mountain Goats

love, love is going to lead you by the hand / into a white and soundless place

8. King and Lionheart - Of Monsters and Men

in the winter night sky, ships are sailing … past the wondering eyes of the ones that were left behind / though far away / we're still the same / howling ghosts, they reappear in mountains that are stacked with fear / but you're a king and i’m a lionheart

[the-unabridged-version-of-myself]

TOGETHER??!! Fuck Jonny Sims and Alex Newall specifically 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[cosplayspacepirate]

Was able to fulfill my nerdy kpop dreams of actually seeing NCT Dream on tour!!!!! The Chicago show was amazing despite being the last show of the US tour. I hope the guys are able to get some rest now that the tour is over!!!

[strideofpride]

I may throw up. I can’t believe I’m having this much of a physical reaction but 16 fucking years??? I may cry about it actually I can’t believe it

[willowfey]

starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal

[yakultii]

I did so bad on the quiz kinda wanna kms am just sat here with my hand covering my mouth cause wtf was that what am I even supposed to do now

[danothan]

if all driving was just driving on the highway, then i would be a driver. but alas. there are intersections to be dealt with.

[luminarai]

I’m watching Safiya Nygaard’s new videos where she and her husband go to every hotel on the Las Vegas strip and guys. I thought I knew, in general, what Vegas was about from movies and tv and such. I never really Got It as a travel destination but as a concept? Sure. Casinos, shows, nightclubs, bachelor/ette parties, so on and so forth.

EXCEPT CLEARLY NOT. I did NOT know what Las Vegas is about because what the actual fuck, Nevada. These hotels are too goddamn big, as a former receptionist it gave me (more) anxiety. Not only do several of them have entire in-hotel malls, of them has an entire INDOOR AQUARIUM. In the HOTEL. I expected the casinos-inside-the-hotel but at most of them you’re still allowed to smoke?? Indoors??? Right on top the carpet that apparently is everywhere??? Don’t even get me started on that one hotel rollercoaster.

I could go on and on but you get it, I’ve never felt such a ‘European from a small country’ culture shock. Honestly, I think a lot of my friends would have the same reaction. It’s like the story of the country mouse going to visit his cousin in the city except cranked up to 1000 and also on lsd. I thought I knew about the ‘oh Europeans don’t get how big the US really is’ but I was clearly not prepared for the insane magnitude of everything. I am the tiny country mouse, I really am, guys.

To me it seems almost exactly like those weird dreams I have occasionally where I’m stuck in an endless and extremely unsettling mall/airport/train station/museum with no windows. I just don’t think my tiny mind can comprehend it to be frank.

Tldr I didn’t get it before and I get it even less now, with an additional soupçon of anxiety mixed into it.

[thedeviljudges]

how bad is it to say you hate your mother lmao

[appoarsin]

[blushes]

[mrspockify]

Oh I ended up withdrawing myself from that job I interviewed for yesterday and part of the reason was that he told me, a trans person, that there were some tensions between the trans community and his program, and then instead of stopping there went on to specifically say I’d have no power to do anything about it in my position 😶

[losfacedevil]

Who knew pet loss could throw you into a full blown depressive spiral 🙃