#I still wasn’t prepared
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pedrospatch · 5 months ago
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i am clutching at my life alert rn i am not even remotely okay at this time
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harmonizewithechoes · 2 years ago
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rmblythe7 · 4 months ago
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Obi-Wan so politely asking Qui-Gon’s force ghost for help when he realizes Anakin is Darth Vader, meanwhile I’d be banging a damn gong like Mushu “Rise and shine, asshole! You told me to take this kid and now the galaxy’s imploding. COME FIX IT!”
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littledead-ridinghood · 2 years ago
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It’s not that Jason came back to a changed family where he didn’t fit into the gap he left behind anymore. It’s the fact that his family never scooted over to make more space for him once he returned.
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erythriina · 5 months ago
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sort of but not technically for @terrortracks - here is an untitled ‘survives the expedition’ solving playlist for you all <3 (more commentary in the tags lol)
listen on 8tracks here
1. All These Things That I’ve Done - The Killers
over and in, last call for sin / when everyone’s lost, the battle is won
2. The Only Thing - Sufjan Stevens
faith in reason, i wasted my life playing dumb / signs and wonders, sea lion caves in the dark / blind faith, god's grace, nothing else left to impart
3. Wasteland, Baby! - Hozier
when the stench of the sea and the absence of green / are the death of all things that are seen and unseen / not an end, but the start of all things that are left to do
4. Blue Ridge Mountains - Fleet Foxes
terrible am I, child, even if you don't mind / in the quivering forest where the shivering dog rests…
5. We Both Go Down Together - The Decemberists
i laid you down on the grass of a clearing / you wept, but your soul was willing
6. Olympians - Andrew Bird
you start spitting out anathemas…
7. Love Love Love - The Mountain Goats
love, love is going to lead you by the hand / into a white and soundless place
8. King and Lionheart - Of Monsters and Men
in the winter night sky, ships are sailing … past the wondering eyes of the ones that were left behind / though far away / we're still the same / howling ghosts, they reappear in mountains that are stacked with fear / but you're a king and i’m a lionheart
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TOGETHER??!! Fuck Jonny Sims and Alex Newall specifically 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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cosplayspacepirate · 2 months ago
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Was able to fulfill my nerdy kpop dreams of actually seeing NCT Dream on tour!!!!! The Chicago show was amazing despite being the last show of the US tour. I hope the guys are able to get some rest now that the tour is over!!!
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strideofpride · 1 year ago
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I may throw up. I can’t believe I’m having this much of a physical reaction but 16 fucking years??? I may cry about it actually I can’t believe it
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willowfey · 1 year ago
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starting to think maybe waking up with an anxiety stomachache every single morning and then needing to spend the entire day trying to get rid of said anxiety just to maybe have a few minutes in the evening of feeling relaxed before going to bed is perhaps not normal
#the first thing i do when i become conscious is check my phone to make sure nothing terrible happened to anyone i love while i slept#i never ever ever have plans and if anyone Else has plans i feel sick with anxiety until they’re back from them#if i have smth planned that week i feel completely tense and on edge until it happens#i didn’t used to be like this i hate hate hate it#i used to feel safe in my little house in the forest where i knew everyone in town and knew my way around with my eyes shut#it’s still the only place in the world i feel safe. that’s so unfair#my separation anxiety is ridiculous. if my mom goes to the store and doesn’t answer a text right away i start panicking#if my sister goes to a class or smth idk what to do with myself until she gets back#if i’m in the shower or have the fan on or headphones in suddenly i’ll think i hear someone shouting and i’ll have to quickly turn it off#ever since i moved here it’s been getting worse. i don’t feel safe here to begin with i feel so out of place it’s unreal#but then covid and trauma with my mother’s health and my uncle dying and multiple relatives getting sick and things happening to my friends#i know i have ptsd from very specific things that happened and i live on a hospital path so every day i hear sirens#and every time i do it fully triggers an anxiety attack in me for at least an hour. and my mom too#since being here my hometown burned and friends i thought would never grow apart did and my brother moved out#i know a lot of that is just Being In Your Low Twenties but also some of my worst trauma has happened in the last handful of years and now#now i’m just always scared. always uneasy. always worried. never fully relaxed. never feel fully safe. & idk how to be myself through that#i’m always paranoid and i never trust people irl anymore. ppl my mom or sister meet. i am so suspicious of them constantly.#if anything small changes at all i can’t handle it. my ability to deal with change has gone so downhill#in the last 5 years of being here i realised i was autistic which led to me unmasking a bit and that. comes with pros & cons doesn’t it#my own health has declined. my body changed a lot in ways i wasn’t prepared for and i had to get rid of most of my comfort clothes#sometimes i just wanna sit on the ground and cry about it and not have to also be the one that picks myself back up. y’know???#but at the very least i’d love to just wake up One Day w/o feeling sick with anxiety already. just one day i want to wake up feeling rested#i want to be myself again but can i start with not being scared? not being tired? i don’t know what to do anymore#i just watch my comfort videos and read my comfort fics and stay in my daydream world
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yakultii · 4 months ago
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I did so bad on the quiz kinda wanna kms am just sat here with my hand covering my mouth cause wtf was that what am I even supposed to do now
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danothan · 6 months ago
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if all driving was just driving on the highway, then i would be a driver. but alas. there are intersections to be dealt with.
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mangostar · 3 days ago
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finished arcane. i’m not well. :(
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kikyosupremacy · 6 days ago
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A (large, bruised) part of my heart is still in denial, & I can’t say I blame it bc my mind is still in denial too, like it’s just sustained a phantom whiplash injury & is stuck in a loop grieving and trying to forget, because what is there to say? what is there to prove? what is there to express? what is there to share except the tacit, aching understanding from those with in the same boat
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luminarai · 2 years ago
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I’m watching Safiya Nygaard’s new videos where she and her husband go to every hotel on the Las Vegas strip and guys. I thought I knew, in general, what Vegas was about from movies and tv and such. I never really Got It as a travel destination but as a concept? Sure. Casinos, shows, nightclubs, bachelor/ette parties, so on and so forth.
EXCEPT CLEARLY NOT. I did NOT know what Las Vegas is about because what the actual fuck, Nevada. These hotels are too goddamn big, as a former receptionist it gave me (more) anxiety. Not only do several of them have entire in-hotel malls, of them has an entire INDOOR AQUARIUM. In the HOTEL. I expected the casinos-inside-the-hotel but at most of them you’re still allowed to smoke?? Indoors??? Right on top the carpet that apparently is everywhere??? Don’t even get me started on that one hotel rollercoaster.
I could go on and on but you get it, I’ve never felt such a ‘European from a small country’ culture shock. Honestly, I think a lot of my friends would have the same reaction. It’s like the story of the country mouse going to visit his cousin in the city except cranked up to 1000 and also on lsd. I thought I knew about the ‘oh Europeans don’t get how big the US really is’ but I was clearly not prepared for the insane magnitude of everything. I am the tiny country mouse, I really am, guys.
To me it seems almost exactly like those weird dreams I have occasionally where I’m stuck in an endless and extremely unsettling mall/airport/train station/museum with no windows. I just don’t think my tiny mind can comprehend it to be frank.
Tldr I didn’t get it before and I get it even less now, with an additional soupçon of anxiety mixed into it.
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thedeviljudges · 4 months ago
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how bad is it to say you hate your mother lmao
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appoarsin · 1 year ago
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[blushes]
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