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I redrew an old Rêzan sketch + added color 😊
#🥺#lord rêzan#a tale of crowns#atoc#I haven't been posting much#I haven't been drawing much either#this technically isn't done but who knows when it will be x)#I still want to share it
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Bagina magical girl AU final part
First part here
-Anyways imagine some episodic episodes passes were Bagi becomes more used to fighting and she and Tina become closer
-Ok so Bagi home situation has been getting even worse. Its like they want her dead. Mãe put a password lock on the fridge and the cabinets. Cellbit stole her bank card and is refusing to give it back to her. She only has been able to survive because Tina shares her food at school with her
-Outside of Bagis family drama, there has been a lot of beasts roaming around, thanks to the increased ferocity of the neighboring areas contractants, that scares the beasts to the more peaceful areas
-Bagi has been fighting more and more, and everyday she arrives very late in the night, sometimes over 3 AM. Her family is remembering to close the bathroom window more often, so she sometimes has to sleep outside
-It's late one night, Bagi just finished fighting two beasts at once and she is feeling so, so tired. She doesn't think she got hurt in this fight, but she'll only be sure when she detransforms
-But before she can return to were Tina is laying down, another beast appears! But this one is different. It is covered in skin instead of pure muscle. It's 'pustules' are smaller, scattered all over its body, body that is double the size of the biggest beast Bagi fought, and even worse, in it's eyes there is a glint of intelligence.
-It talks. There hasn't been a lot of us here, right?
-But it doesn't wait for a answer and lunges for the attack
-Bagi has no time to react. She feels the beast slicing her in half with its claws. Oh, this will hurt in the morning
-The healing prevents her from toppling over, but she still almost feels tears sprouting in her eyes
-Inside her soul, Tina is panicking, and Bagi wants her to take control again. She can't do this.
-Meanwhile the beast attacks again, this time aiming for the neck
-This time she falls to the ground, and the beast goes to attack her again, but at the last second she puts her frying pan to the use and blocks the attack. She pushes back the hardest she can, but the only thing she gets is a opening to get away from under the beast
-So the fight goes on, it tries to break her arms and legs and connects a lot more hits on her, but after Tina transfers even more of her power to Bagi they finally defeat it
-Bagi feels like there is electricity running under her skin, and not in the good way
-Were is your body Tina?
-...I wont let you detransform, Bagi
-No, it's fine, I can handle this
-You can't, not after all this damage!
-Tina... I have to go home.
-...can we go home like this then?
-...fine, but you have to leave before I enter the house.
-They walk slowly home. It's so late that there is no one on the streets
-But when they reach the street of Bagis home, they can see, there are two person on the front of Bagis home. She knows who they are.
-She forcibly expulses Tina from her body. The pain comes all in one wave. She feels her flesh opening, her blood pouring out of her. She doesn't know how she wasn't cut in half in this moment. She feels her throat splitting over, her blood going down to her gut and lungs. Her arms are crushed, and her legs colapse under her own weight.
-She falls in front of her bother and his boyfriend, and she hopes they leave her for dead. She doesn't want to know what they will do to her if she survives. Is this screams she is hearing?
-She doesn't know for how long she has been unconscious, but she wakes up to the familiar and nostalgic ambient of a hospital. How is she alive? She should be dead, should she? This is not like the concussions her brother used to give her, she should have died.
-She can't move, so all she does is stay still. She stays still for days. No one comes to see her, until one day
-Bagi wasnt expecting a visitor. And she surely wasn't expecting for this visitor to be her bother's boyfriend. They never got along well, and she doesn't even know what she did to him, but after enough abuse, she just gave up to prevent further heartbreak
-He just stands near her bed, glaring at her with a fury of a 1000 suns
-You hate me, and it's a statement, a truth
-Yes, I do
-What are you doing here then
-I just came here to warn you to stop hanging out with these gangs, you are dragging Cellbo's reputation to the ground. If you don't, I don't know what I'll even do to you...
-...there's no need for you to worry about it. Soon it will be over. Isn't his birthday in two days? Don't you have to buy something to him?
-Oh shit I still need to buy him something. But still, you better hear me or your state right now will be pleasant in comparison. Fucking bitch.
-Goodbye to you too.
-Bagi has no tears anymore. In two days she will be thrown out of the family and she'll be completely on her own
-At the very least she has a little bit of money on her bank account. It will be a little hard to find somewhere to stay but she will not starve too soon
-It's only a day later and another someone comes to see her. Tina
-Bagi always thought she was jaded of everything. She is hated by her family, she lost her memories, she is isolated at school. She always figured she must have done something terrible in the seven years of her life that she doesn't remember to deserve all of this, but she can't take it anymore. She breaks down in front of Tina, the only person she ever wanted to look strong to
-Tomorrow they will cut every ties they have with me. They will cancel my enrollment at school. I'll be fired from all my jobs and I have nowhere to go, I'm in this state and I just want to die. Why I ain't dead. Why did the neighbor think it was a good idea to call an ambulance for me? Doesn't he know how my life is? He should know, my mom isn't subtle when she argues with me! I should be dead! I should be dead! I can't take it anymore. I'm a dead woman walking, I should have died when I was 7. I have nothing, absolutely nothing.
-Bagi can't stop crying, and all Tina can do is to hug her, trying her best to also not break. She knew that Bagi family was not the best, but to do this to her? What did she ever do to deserve this?
-If Bagi wants to die this bad... maybe she can offer her some mercy?
-Bagi... there's really no other way?
-...I'm just being dramatic. When I get out of here I'll probably figure something out.
-...you know about the doors of hell, right? About how we are about to close it.
-So, we have a little problem... to close it we need the sacrifice of a pair of contractants.
-If you really feel that there is nothing left for you, if there's no other way... would you like to be this sacrifice with me?
-Bagi looks at Tina. She feels her tears that she never allowed to flow lest she gets another concussion, and they drop like rain.
-Yes. I'm sorry Tina, I'm so so sorry, but yes, please, please! I can't, I can't anymore. Please, please...
-They still talk more, about how Tina will contact the demons to say she has a sacrifice, to get everything ready for them
-Tina shares with Bagi some of her blood, and while this will destroy her from the inside out eventually, it will also help her recuperate enough for Bagi to get out of the hospital
-A week later, Bagi is released and she finds all her belongings in the trash. But despite this, she feels light and happy like she never felt before
-They finally arrive at the doors of hell
-Bagi looks at Tina, at their interwoven hands, and she sees uncertain in her eyes
-If you don't want, we don't need to do it...
-No, it's too late for that. At least you will be with me.
-The demon who is conducting the closing asks Bagi if she doesn't have anyone to say goodbye to
-The only person I want to say goodbye will be by my side. I have nothing else besides Tina. No one will ever miss me.
-The closing is done. No more beasts should be able to escape, and the ones who were left being will soon be dealt with.
-Tinas existence is erased from the human world.
-She was right, no one misses Bagi
-But at least, she has Tina by her side, forever and ever
#anyways im posting like this for this plot to not become lost#i like it very much despite it being created in a moment where 90% of my body mass was salt#i still want to share it
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the snake of eden 🥰
#good omens#good omens 2#ineffable husbands#crowley#anthony j crowley#my art#I love him!!!#something quick because I'm very busy im sorry 😭#I have a ton of gomens sketches I want to work on when I'm done with my current deadlines I can't wait#I'm also making new outfits inspired by them!!#and I have a couple of poto paintings to finish!! and more poto content to share very soon eughuehg#also tempted to make doctor who fan art because I love tenth is there even still an audience for it? lmao#the audience is me 😌#I'm always the most inspired when I'm busy as hell 🥲#aaaaaa
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having good & true friends will literally save and protect you in a million unfathomable ways. like okay we have written so many times about lovers. but the way a platonic friend laughs and cries with you. the way they hold your hand at 14 years old and at 34. the way they keep a little silver tie to you, touching base over and over and over. how you can go years without talking, only to re-meet and discover: oh shit! you're still cool!
there are people who have been in my life for more than half of it, and i have loved every version of them. do you know how fucking beautiful that is. yeah love will save the world. but the way friends love you is gonna save the you.
#and before one of u is like '' i have no friends :(" i used to be there too actually#abusive partner cut me off from ALL of 'em. i didn't think i was lovable#it made me EXCEPTIONALLY shy. i still am actually!!!!#i just ... started saying ''yes.''#i would take pictures of flyers in my library and go to whatever events they had#i started taking community classes#if someone mentioned like ''i am gonna start x group'' i actually took a deep breath#and approached them to be like . okay i want in.#i started making the first move with new people - a small compliment#a smile or a little joke. just to share the space with them.#i have MASSIVE social anxiety. bad parent and bad relationship will do that to ya.#but i just... kept going. and going. and going. to each of these little things. and then...#like. .... idk i just am very blessed. i have a STUPID number of friends#a lot of which i reconnected with. bc it turns out love is never wasted. adult life just.#like. gets in the way. but also... i loved u as a weird little kid. i love u now as a weird big adult.#i promise i PROMISE ur friends are out there. u just have 2 find them. and btw#i didn't make friends with everyone. but i did get a lot of people to smile or laugh.#aint that something.#this process took me something like 2 years. it was HARD!!!!!!!!!!#i love u!!! hard things are often worth it!!!
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The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.
#it’s just???#at the end of the day all these people want to do is draw and write their stories and share them with the world#why is death from stress the end game for so many of them#this should not be part of the package when finally deciding that this is what you want to do with your life#rambling#I still never got over miura’s passing man#and Togashi is still here but he’s been suffering from the consequences of overwork#it’s just… all so bleak#fans just need to learn to be patient if these changes are ever made and to be respectful#your fav series is not gonna die just because you can’t get it right now#I’m glad that gege does this now like he takes a break every 2-3 chapters and that’s good#this should be normalized
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not "i ship these characters" or "i want them to bond platonically" but a secret 3rd thing (I want them to be forced to interact by the Narrative bc they would HATE that)
#who needs romance when i can watch two narrative foils painfully tolerate each other's existence#bonus points if they are forced to Work Together To Solve A Problem#and they end up working surprisingly well together!#they make a surprisingly effective team!#they even confide some backstory with each other & bond a bit & understand each other better#and when it's all over they shake hands & amicably agree that they still cannot fucking stand each other#'this was an interesting sidequest & I'm glad we got to experience it.#but all things considered i genuinely never want to see your face again'#Enemies to Chained-Up-In-An-Abandoned-Bathroom-Together#to Enemies#two stray cats forced to share a cat carrier for a trip to the vet
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friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me
#It’s just so different#even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol#in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps#if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it#esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends#no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr#u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS#meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life#this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation#like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !!#& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers#who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them#and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends#it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me#I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc#like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this#so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works#p
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Gravity falls as onion headlines part II part I part III
#i don't like this one as much#still wanted to share#i wish the fandom explored shermie more#imagine being the baby of the family and essentially never meeting your older twin brothers#shermie was alone he didn't have someone like the twins did#he had to suffer his dad all alone#ofcourse unlike the twins he might have had friends#still#gravity falls#billford#stanely pines#stanford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#bill cipher#onion headlines
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the text originally read "EGADS! DO MY EYES DECEIVE ME?"
#i got tired of looking at rendering so i just said fuck it and decided to upload the lines and flats#i love when these two are depicted a bit more skeleton-y#sans looks a little fucked LMAO#wizard-laundry art#undertale#sans#papyrus#art is still incredibly hard for me rn thank you all for your patience#i've been drawing but nothing worth sharing mainly exercises#been trying to find a copy of High-focus Drawing: A Revolutionary Approach to Drawing the Figure by James McMullan#i read the first couple of chapters on the internet archive and i definite want the physical book
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the universe is, and we are
#outer wilds#digital art#heavypaint#illustration#i think ive shared these all here before but i wanted them in one post too c:#still in love with this game btw i am just. art blocked and bored
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BITCH!!!
WE'RE GETTING EYELASHES THAT DO NOT CLASH WITH GLASSES AND OTHER ACCESSORY TEXTURE MAPS, A COPY BUTTON TO COPY ACCESSORIES AND MAKEUP TO OTHER OUTFIT CATEGORIES, AND WE CAN SET RELATIONSHIP STATUS' AS "ENGAGED" AND "PARTNER" IN CAS. NO MORE USING CHEATS TO SET AS BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND IN GAME! PRAISE JESUS! WOOOOOOOOW! For years, we've been asking for this shit! ahjsdkshjadls;ada
#yall im so happy wtffff#i mean not like i play my game but still!!! ive been wanting bf/gf option in cas forever cuz its so annoying doing it in game#and now all our cc eyelashes wont share the same texture maps as glasses and accessories#no longer have to apply the same makeup manually in every outfit category#BLESSSSSS!#am i the only one watching this lovestruck livestream? no one else on my dash is talking about it#did yall froget?#dyo.txt#dyo*
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BOY- I SAY- BOY, YOU GOTTA STOP LETTIN' HIM CONTROL YA DARN LIFE LIKE THIS BOY. YOU GOTTA GO THROUGH YOUR OWN DOORS YA HEAR? ARE YOU GONNA LET THAT STINKIN OLD GEEZER TELL YA HOW TA LIVE YA LIFE BOY? YOU GOTTA PUSH AGAINST HIM BOY, PUSH HIM LIKE DA DARN BUTTONS YOU PUSH ON THAT THERE KEYBOARD BOY! NOW I SAY- BOY I SAY- GO OUT THERE AND DON'T LET ANYONE TELL YOU WHAT TO DO BOY, FIND YOUR OWN ADVENTURE BOY, ITS CALLED THE STANLEY PARABLE FOR A REASON BOY!
#im still on a break btw. i just wanted to share this one#bc i saw this meme getting popular recently n i love the foghorn leghorn meme sm so i figure id share this one. bye for now :)#tsp#tspud#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#stanley parable#cw caps#foghorn leghorn
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good morning bakery 🍞🥖
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#artists on tumblr#backgrounds#animated gif#animated illustration#2d animation#digital art#environment art#environment illustration#cozy#myillust#bakery#cottagecore#helloo! i just wanted to share an artwork i managed to finish recently! :D#this was/is actually an old wip i had and i rediscovered it and i still loved the concept so much so i went ahead and completed it!#i actually came up with the name 'good morning bakery' first and the design of the bakery and everything surrounding it was based on the-#-feelings i got at that name!#i suppose it turned out to be cottage-like a little lonely but still chirpy and welcoming :')#i really hope you'll like this! and i hope you're well safe and healthy! sending you much much love!
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I wish she had more scenes... Whateva
#dungeon meshi#rinsha fana#kabru#tumatawart#dont tag as ship#? Do people still use that these days#**SPOILERS in the tags I will ramble a little.**#I like how they have opposite ways of thinking with their shared environment shaping them greatly. I wanted them to talk about it together#Kabru just separates from the group for the rest of the series when the Canaries arrive without any reaction and I was like What...#Maybe briefly entrusting Rin as the party leader since in his eyes she's the most reliable... Having her do things her way.#Not necessarily showing how they fare. Thatd get messy but a slight change in dynamic after they come back together in the finale dinner#Maybe I need to reread I might be missing something u__u
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will you welcome your extinction in the morning rays?
#hiii i haven’t shared art in so long. that’s bc it scares me now <3#i started this in 2022 bc i wanted to post it at the end of tour and well. That didn’t happen#got it most of the way done and then couldn’t figure out how to finish it bc illustration proper is still an unknown beast to me#but i took a couple hours late last night to finish it up and i’m actually so happy with it!!#y’all didn’t ask for a novel SORRY#mcr#my chemical romance#the foundations of decay#swarm#swarm tour#gerard way#frank iero#ray toro#mikey way#arty art#mine
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the fact that you can see the exact moment tears appear in his eyes
#i'm not okay#i wanted to say something but i'm not very good with words#but like#this is his last attempt to turn lavellan down but he sounds so tired and almost resigned here#like he knows the answer already#but still can't believe that she wants to leave the world behind just to be with him#but he also does want to be with her. so much. and now he's finally free to do so#so maybe that's not even attempt but just a warning#there's hope in those eyes too#behind his warning is a question “are you sure that's what you want?”#and the answer is yes. because there's no fate but the love they share#dragon age the veilguard#solas#solavellan#datv spoilers#dav spoilers#veilguard spoilers
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