#I started this last night and forgot lmaoooo

[dreamieparadise]

FIRST OF ALL...it's not that complicated, okay! It makes perfect sense if you pay attention!

Also, not you running with the sort of alone ending, HAHAHAHA...and exposing Momina ends up with eight kids that you're making me come up with. 🙄

this reminded me how, primarily, the reason why I don't actually have a ' main ship' is because Nimo and I had somehow made the most convoluted love dodecagon . . . . . relationship chart ? ? ? to ever exist. , honestly ? it don't even make sense anymore. ( nimo might argue, but don't listen to her. )  ⸻ at least, we maintained that Miruku does end up ' alone ' ? sort of. ANYWAY HE JUST WANTED TO BE FRIENDS WITH ALL 17 of them. / jk estimation there isn't actually 17 love interest

[disasterfandoms]

Meet The Buckleys || Evan Buckley x strand!reader

anonymous requested: “Can I please request Buck introducing Strand!Reader to his parents when they were in town and reader helping him once things turn south at the family reunion. Love your Buck x Strand!Reader content so much”

A/N: God I forgot about this request!! This is from season 4, y’all. That’s how behind I am in everything lmaoooo 

TW: yelling, fighting, Buckley parents, upset Buck

“Are you sure you want to come tonight? They’re.. a lot,” Buck asked for the fifth time in the last hour, pacing in the bedroom while you were getting ready.

“Buck,” you spoke gently, taking his hand, “I’m not going anywhere. We got this,” you smiled, trying to give him a sliver of reassurance. You felt nervous, sure, but it couldn’t be any worse than when Buck met your family.... right?

He nodded, taking a deep breath in, before entering the apartment, where Maddie and his parents were all sitting on the couch, Maddie looking relieved to see you two come in.

“Finally!” Maddie smiled, getting up and walking over to you. “I thought it was just gonna be the three of us and you two bailed!” she half joked, pulling you into a bone-crushing hug.

“Never, Mads,” you laughed, shaking her head as you could see the two siblings bickering quietly. You moved over hesitantly to his parents, waving. “Hi! It’s so nice to finally meet you, Buck has told me a lot about you guys,” you spoke politely, taking a seat next to his mother.

“Really? Well Evan has never mentioned you,” his mother spoke coldly. 

You nod, listening as Buck quickly jumped in and scolded his mother, but it was no use, you knew they were going to be difficult.

Still, you never imagined how awful they were going to be.

At the dinner, you watched as they all fought, gently holding Buck’s hand to try and keep him calm. That soon went out the window, though, when he stood up, giving a speech about how he just wished they could love him.

You stood immediately, thanking Maddie before leaving, going after him.

“Hey,” you spoke soothingly, seeing him outside the apartment building, looking as if he was going to hurl. “I’m so proud of you.”

“Proud?” he asked, laughing in disbelief. “I can’t... I can’t believe them.”

You nodded, rubbing his shoulder, “I know, I’m sorry Evan,” you whisper, “I wish I could take this from you.”

“They’ve never acted like they even gave a shit about me, why would they start now?” he asked incredulously, rubbing his face with his hands. “C’mon, let’s go home,” he whispered, taking his hand into yours. 

You nodded, though took the keys from him. “Id rive,” you spoke quietly, “and we’ll go grab some milkshakes, and maybe some snacks for a movie night,” you suggested, leading him to the car.

He nodded, “Thank you,” he spoke quietly, pulling you into a bone-crushing hug. “I love you,” he murmured.

“I love you too, Buck,” you smiled, leaning up to give him a peck, before getting into the car and driving off.

[i4bellingham]

INSTAGRAM FILES: jude bellingham x reader x jamal musiala

SYNOPSIS: in which you and jude announce your break up and the events that soon follow after.

NOTES: please ignore the errors i made lol i freaking love doing social media au’s can you guys tell? 😍

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user1 YOU'RE BACK IN UR HOMETOWN !!!

user2 dortmund probably wasn't such a good place huh :/

alphonsodavies you should visit us at allianz arena soon!

yourusername will do phonzy!

user3 hasn't she just broken up with jude last month? 😟

user4 lmao she's been friends with musiala way before she even met jude 🤣

jamalmusiala10 lass uns bald mit den anderen losziehen ❤️ let's go out with the others soon

yourusername ja, lasst uns! yes, let's

user5 what on earth is happening 🙁

　

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jamalmusiala10 herzlichen glückwunsch zum geburtstag an meinen seelenverwandten. du hast das grösste herz und die grösste liebe für jeden, aber es ist eine schande, dass nicht jeder das schätzt und sieht. denk immer daran, dass ich für dich da bin. ich liebe dich, nochmals herzlichen glückwunsch zum geburtstag ❤️ happy birthday to my soulmate. you have the biggest heart and love for everyone, but it's a shame that not everyone appreciates and sees that. always remember that i am here for you. i love you, happy birthday again.

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yourusername danke, bambi. ich habe großes glück, dich als freundin zu haben. cih leibe dich ❤️ thank you, bambi. i’m very lucky to have you as a friend. i love you

user1 JAMAL CALLED HER HIS SOULMATE AGAIN 😭❤️❤️

user2 atp i think we can say miss girl dated the wrong football player 😭😭

user3 he stopped calling her that (& vice versa) when she was still dating jude omfg my heart

user4 y/n l/n, through the eyes of jamal musiala 🥺

yourfriend lass uns bald zusammen essen gehen! let's have dinner together soon

　

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user1 lmfao that's literally jude and y/n

user2 jude cheated? 😟🙁

user3 man i used to root for them to last too ://

yourfriend just shows you can’t trust most guys these days 😐

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user4 that's so hypocritical of the girl lmaoooo 🤣🤣🤣 miss girl be upset that her famous and well loved man is cozying up with diff girls when she's out there flaunting her flirty ass relationship with her bsf 🤣🤣

user5 you're so fucking stupid harvard’s knocking at your door.

user6 the difference is that j*de did it while he was still in a fucking relationship. y/n on the other hand had been best friends with musiala since they were kids and continues to be the best of friends until now. if she decides to start a relationship with him why not? she's known him longer than she's ever known jude and truthfully, musiala acts more of a decent boyfriend than j*de ever was to her 😐

user7 user6 slay bestie. roast that fatherless bitch

　　　

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user1 that caption though 😍

user2 date night 🙊

yourfriend looking stunning my love ! 😍💋

yourusername i miss you! we should get that dinner soon when you're back!

user3 after their breakup went viral more football players started following her oh my lord 🤭

jamalmusiala10 ❤️❤️❤️

user4 WAIT ARE Y'ALL TOGETHER OR WHAT ?????

user5 lmfao u forgot jude that easily? 🤣

user6 it's been 7 months bestie move the fuck on

yourmom beautiful 😍

yourfriend2 the audacity to have to look this beautiful 😩

[spookyghouly]

goodevening ghesties

i luckily tested negative for covid this morning meaning i was FINALLY free from quarantine isolation just in time to go to the ghost concert!! this is my 5th ritual in as many years and it may have been the best (though, you never forget your first 😉). here’s my ghost kia forum night 1 concert breakdown of best moments, in no particular order!

cumulus and aurora ghoulettes twirling each other, blowing kisses to each other, stroking each other’s cheeks. this one was for the dykes <3

popia, drawing out the ending to mary on a cross: “are you guys still saying cross?? I want you to say MARIJUANA!!!!!”

ABSOLUTION F U C K E D LIVE!!!!

Respite ALSO fucked like the BASS IN THE BEGINNING?? I FELT IT IN MY CHEST IN MY LUNGS, I THINK IT MADE MY HEART BEAT DIFFERENTLY. SOUL RESET. I almost cried when copia left the stage thinking about how this is probably my last time seeing him (I completely forgot the encore existed I was too swept up in It All ™ you know?)

Dancing Skeletons. They better release the film because I want to study it to learn their dance.

they had two stages set up, the normal one up front and a mini set up in the back with a grand piano and several chairs. more on that in a sec.

Seestor gave papa a boxing robe and gloves for “fighting” his way back from the small stage to the main stage. the crowd started barking at him to hype him up like he was actually about to enter a boxing ring lmaoo

when he got to the back stage papa said it was so nice to see the people in the back “in the stevie wonder seats” lmaoooo

then he said he wanted to bite us???? and had us all snarl at him like we were biting dogs. deranged behavior. love him.

okay no my true fav moment was the orchestral arrangement of if you have ghosts. it put me in such a throwback to the first ghost ritual I attended in london when he took time to introduce each band member just as ghoul. 5 years later and on another continent, it is an even more beautiful arrangement of the song. The band members were 2 cellists and a grand piano player—I couldn’t tell if the woman to the far right was playing a theremin or vocalizing—if anyone knows can you tell me?

the skeletons picked papa up at the stage right mini stage and had him like crowd surf on top of them all the way back to center stage it was AWESOME?? I hope they got a cool overhead shot of it for the recording.

they definitely knew we were all anxious he was dying tonight and there were many moments where papa faked us out that he was dying. after the first or second song he made a comment like “ah we are quickly approaching the end of this era” and later when he told us to “not be sad it’s almost over, you’ve had a good fucking time and then it must end” I couldn’t help but think he was talking about more than just the concert

on a related note, when the skeletons first came out in twenties they circled papa and I think it was a deliberate fake out/homage to when he ascended in mexico city last year when the nuns circled him.

met many delightful ppl giving away handmade bracelets, stickers, and trinkets, as well as someone who had scooped up a bunch of mummy dust bucks from the confetti gun and was passing them out by the exit 🥰💜 u people made my day

anyway here’s that haul:

this has been the update from new plushia at the forum, goodnight folks!

[tacroyy]

absolute clown show at my house tonight trying to put the baby down to sleep. truly a scene ripped from a third of the way through a terrible 80s parenting comedy.

(context: so my baby recently started producing melatonin! yay for adult sleep pattern development! however, as such, their brain is like, hey. Hey. HEY. this is DIFFERENT. what’s going ON here. I Have Concerns! which is The Four Month Sleep Regression: your baby forgot how to sleep/connect their sleep cycles and needs a week or two to figure that out again, and in the meantime, they will argue vociferously that sleep is Unnecessary, they will awake at the smallest change in sensation, and as a bonus they are also developing object permanence, which— lmaoooo they’re awake again. hold please. — okay. success. … listen, just trust me. object permanence is def related to sleep. anyway.)

The Shitshow as follows:

strike one: they finally fall asleep, i get them in The Correct Hold (due to how muscles work on a basic level, i cannot hold them and soothe them in the same way i need to hold them to put them in their bassinet), i make it to the bedroom, and— i step directly on the dog. extensive scrambling from all parties. retreat to nursery to regroup.

strike two: despite being a true classic of the genre, the least said about this one the better. i farted so loud it woke the baby up. sigh. already in nursery so no need to retreat for regrouping, other than emotionally.

strike three: asleep, correct hold, exercise ball disengagement (fun fact: exercise balls stick to your butt and make noise to unstick!), make it into bedroom across creaky-ass floor, weight transfer (you don’t just put baby down into bassinet. lmao pls. you must lean your body over them and press them into you, then lower them down so that vertical movement doesn’t trigger any reflexes), place gently on bassinet, begin Right Hand Disengagement Protocol (leave left hand under neck bc warm, slowly move right hand from butt to supporting legs and gently place legs down so that leg twitches do not trigger reflexes), hook baby in place (we have a snoo, and frankly it paid for itself on the second night of her life by immediately giving us a full four hours of sleep, and the rest is just bonus), turn on rocker, begin Left Hand Disengagement Protocol, the last step!!!, and— miscalculate location of head, basically dropping baby’s cheek heavily on the bed, so quite reasonably they’re like WTF WHOS DROPPING MY FACE AND WHY, SCREAM, retreat to nursery to regroup.

they’ve been asleep for a full eleven minutes now! their second longest sleep so far this evening 🥲 im going to try to sleep myself. wish me So much luck.

[sydmarch]

omg ok so the show tonight was tons of fun but GOD the fucking guest dj sucked so bad usually its someone we know like fred from tbs or ryan key or william beckett but tonight they made this HUGE deal of introducing Ryan cabrera & me and my friend are just like who the fuck is that. and he was the worst guest dj they've ever had like did not let a single song finish playing, all these weird glitches in his set like played ain't it fun & had to start it over 3 times played all these pop songs like HELLO we are at emo night. if we wanted to listen to lady gagatheres four gay bars within walking distance we would be at instead & half of the time he did play an actual emo song it was an edm or club remix like the WORST xlub remix of still into you where the beat didn't match, edm I write sins, edm welcome to the black parade, sugar were going down. it was SOOOO BAD thank god me & my bestie I always go with are both haters so we were shit talking & laughing the whole time but GODDDD & he went for an HOUR they never give a guest dj that much time it's 12-3:30 that's way too fucking long

do like by the time he was done I was so annoyed & had had a couple veers so they're like give it up for Ryan I literally was alternating between a middle finger and thumbs down and booing and yelling you suck fuck you LOL idk what got into me like after I booed the first time kinda quietly the dude behind me was like yeah that guy was trash & it encouraged me too much so I was just yelling after that LOL. some other dude comes up to me & is like "why's he a bad person?" & im like idk if he is or not. he's a bad dj. & he's like oh yeah lol he sucked LMAOOOO. & after his set he just kept fucking TALKING and TALKING me & the guy behind me were like "MUSIC! PLAY SOME FUCKING MUSIC!!" thankfully after that Jordan our best friend Jordan the good dj came on & played chop suey immediately & you could tell the entire crowd had been waiting for all the dance remixes to finally fucking end bcus it was like the craziest I'd ever seen the pit at one of these shows like guys were doing flips in the air one dude got kicked in the face.

& I'd wanted to look up the guest dj dude but forgot his last name (no service in the venue or I woukdve done it when we were like who is he) so I was asking people in the bathroom if they remembered his name or knew him & this girl's like "he's some fuckinf nobody one hit wonder from like 2003. he was on the hills I think" & this other girl was like yeah he sucked like I like edm but that's not what we came here for & im like YOU GET IT!!! anyway thank god Jordan closed out the show w an hour of good music lmao

[alo-piss-trancy]

Hey! So happy you started v/3! I really hope you’re enjoying it so far! The ride is gonna be crazy ^^ ummm hoping I can soon ramble to you about it! Who’s your favorite character so far?

Yesss I'm really liking it! I think this one took the longest to get to the first trial (or at least it felt that way? I think I hit like 6 or 7 hours before we got into it) but it's been a lot of fun! The more 'neon' aesthetic this one has going on with the interface/character emojis is interesting too. Yesss I'll def ramble to you about it when I get further in omg, I've been dying to talk about it already!!!

I'm gonna try to finish the 1st trial tonight, I hit the intermission before bed last night lol. I'm grateful for those bc I forgot you can't really save in the middle of trials iirc 🥲

My three Big Favourites are:

1. Kiyo (Anthropologist guy) - I'm simping so hard for him jfc

Tied for 2nd. Gonta (big bug gentleman) & The Maid Lady

Given my obsession with Gundham Tanaka in SDR2, Kiyo & Gonta probably surprise none of y'all lmao

I also really like The Short Tennis Guy, KI-BO, The Mage Girl, and Kaede and Shuichi.

Most of the others pique my interest.

Except for 'Degenerate Male' girl and Kokichi. I want to like her and will probably warm up eventually, but her shtick is already seriously getting on my nerves. & I never thought a character could annoy me more than Nagito but Kokichi is doing it with all his constant crying and whining 🙃 Unfortunately I'm pretty sure he'll be in the game most of the time given he seems very important (at least from the sheer amount of memes and fanart I've seen over the years) so... I guess I'm stuck with him RIP. I hate his guts and not in a love-to-hate character way lol, but I'll admit he's got some HILARIOUS lines so far. His burns towards the others are lethal lmaoooo 🤣

Sorry to all u Kokichi fans 😔🙏 I know he's MEGA popular akflgl I'll try not to be too negative about him publically lol

Also I like the new Monokubs! I think Green, Yellow, and Pink are my faves. I have Theories about the cubs actually, but I need time to think it over... 🤔

But yeah!!! I think your faves were KI-BO, Shuichi and Kokichi iirc, right? At least I think you wrote about them a lot in your fics I have bookmarked lol

[sophsun1]

(not so fun) fact: i started watching qaf last year because this fanvid showed up in my youtube recommendations and i watched it out of boredom/curiosity. and that scene you just giffed was in the video, except in the video it didn't last for very long and so i couldn't judge context. i thought it must be either a cute or a sexy scene and when i first started watching i was waiting impatiently THE WHOLE TIME for that scene to come up and IMAGINE MY HOROR when i learned the context sjsjsjsj :''(

Hey!

Oh my god, lmao you played yourself!

I actually love that you sent this ask because there's some similarities there to my experience of how I discovered qaf and britin. And now this gives me an opportunity to ramble incoherently as I do about it :)

So I used to see gifsets of Brian around tumblr here and there from people I followed in another fandom and occasionally see them discuss a couple called Britin and a song called Lover's Spit or something being so important (flashforward to future self - SO IMPORTANT AHHH) I often wondered what the show was about and who he was as the iconic if i'm not fucking you quote/mon amour chin bite scene etc would pop up alongside the age old discussion of Brian/Michael/Justin.

Like you one night years later I couldn't sleep and was bored and the universe spoke to me and said why don't you check that couple out on youtube to see what the fuss was, so I did. The first scene I ever saw was the mansion proposal of all things and first impressions were it's an older guy/younger guy vibe and the scene was the emotionally repressed older guy professing his love for the younger one and that the outfits they were wearing were extremely hideous.

Now I always assumed from what I would read that Brian and Michael were an actual couple and that when Justin came along it transpired into a love triangle with Brian having to ultimately decide between Justin and Michael for his true love asdfgjhkdkdjs. I wasn't completely wrong hehe 😂

Anyway I mostly forgot about them as I wouldn't see them a lot it was really rare and I just continued in my other fandom.

Watching all these without context was v interesting and confusing as I could only find like you fanvids but I wanted actual scenes so I could try and work out what was happening. So the few clips I saw were the 3x08 intern scene with the it'd be a pleasure to work under you sir. I thought oh so he goes to work for the older guy at some point and I thought Brian was a teacher for some reason lmaoooo but to be fair the clip was literally just that short scene so I had no clue.

Then came the stockwell scene where Brian has sold all his stuff as the concerned citizens and then finally what clinched it for me was I saw the prom dance and I was like wow, all the feels. The next day I hunted down a streaming link watched the show, still mildly confused and the rest is history. I became an unhinged superfan, searched them on tumblr found zero activity, taught myself to gif and I've never known peace since 💕

The End.

P.S I love hearing about how people discovered them whether it was from a friend, from gifs or if they experienced it live. I can't imagine the intensity of that, especially back then in the 2000's.

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Mira protection squad rise up….dw just pull out the picture of Karasu in your wallet and just say ummm I’ve got a bf..!! /j but fr stay safe!!! It’s crazy how this still happens everywhere like leave people alone!!!

I’m crying the word count alone still has me REELING like omg….guys this is not a fic atp this could be a whole novel….

Ok wait but continuing I forgot to mention this is such a minor thing but THE TAJ MAHAL OUT OF HAIR??? I did not need that visual either oh my god

And not to worry! I turned back pretty fast I’d only gotten to the part where Karasu calls to talk about being captain and then I was really like ummm wait a minute….so all good!!! I fr was piecing together the story up till that point like “oooh ok in college….ok somehow we made a deal with Karasu got it…” LMAO my fault for running to read without actually reading properly before I started the actual fic portion!!

Ugh baby Karasu is so squishy…I can just imagine pinching his cheeks shdgsjshs speaking of that line where y/n is walking with him after his first game as captain and she compares his baby face to his current face “all angles and gloom and doom” LMAOOO ok but that swimming scene>>>> their bond >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

YAYOYUKI guys it’s just the quadruple Y ship Y to the fourth power LMAO I’m imagining yuki in that meme reaction pic with the person with their arms in the area and their chains breaking LMAOOO

NO IT WORKED SOOOO WELL!!! Honestly I think you’re the master of this like writing characters in love but they don’t know they’re actually in love yet…so good….chefs kiss…..but omg yeah with Aoyama!!! I loved how that was in the story too and you could feel the difference between their relationships!! I’m ngl though I’m not even deep in the fandom or even content in general but whenever I read Aoyama I kept thinking of the dude from mha LMAOOOO I know Aoyama isn’t a super u bc Lemmon last name but that was the first face that popped into my mind shsgsgshsh

The bfb sisters >>>>> ok but so real kaneshiro PLEASE give us NAMES this just reminds me of Barou’s LN too where his sisters are literally referred to as “the 1 year old” and “the 0 year old” like BRO JUST GIVE THEM NAMES!!!! I do really enjoy how we get to see both sides though!!! Like both being friends with the younger and older sister, very refreshing getting to read about both sides!!

NO BECAUSE I ALMOST SCREAMED HAHAHA like bro carried you to your apartment in the middle of the night, gave you water and food, cleaned you up and REMOVED YOUR MAKEUP and oops, to the streets he goes /hj….I also thought y/n hitting otoya up to ring her in was funny LOL I honestly live for the little interactions with other characters I love how it builds a whole little universe within the fic world!

Where would Karasu nation be without you…and OMG MORE KARASU REQS??? Guys Karasu nation is GROWING all thanks to you o7 gotta take a Karasu intermission LMAO but speaking of if there’s anything in the Hiori LN you want reinterpreted…don’t be shy..LOL I had it TLd but I think the wording needs some refining because it was definitely clunkier than the ones I did recently LMAO

Oooo omg plane ride again!! Manifesting no motion sickness to the airport..!!!! And no we knew in our hearts that you were cooking in silence….we trust….

-Karasu anon

LMAOOO WHIPPING OUT A BADLY EDITED PHOTO OF ME NEXT TO KARASU LIKE “so sorry but i’m actually married 🙄 yeah it’s a committed relationship so go away 🥱” JFJDJS i’m dead 😭 nah fr i don’t understand how it’s such a problem STILL but oh well 😐

apparently according to google a novel is anything above 40k words SO TECHNICALLY i did write an entire novel abt karasu based on a song from victorious 😭 that is the most ridiculous sentence i think i’ve ever formulated JFKSJFJSK what even…it’s what my man deserves though 💖

OH MY GOD THE TAJ MAHAL OUT OF HAIR it was actually a reference to this disney xd show that my brother, my best friend, and i watched as kids called lab rats and at one point one of the characters makes a “buckinghair palace” and is planning on making a “taj mahair” it was a very random reference LMAOAOA but i like throwing things in like that to make the world seem richer?? like i could’ve just had otoya say that his sister had a bad roommate but adding in that specific (and gross) detail just made it seem like there’s things going on in the background even when the reader isn’t there if that makes sense

LMAOO i can fr see how that would be confusing 😭 the 41.6k words really got to you huh 😰

HAHAHA no but y/n is so real for that because imagine you’re used to adorable squishy baby karasu and then all of a sudden BAM he’s all chiseled and gorgeous?? but you’re “not attracted” to him because he’s “like your brother” so you can’t even appreciate that part 😩💔

PLSSS yayoyuki my otp all those y’s mean they’re meant for each other 🤩 LMAOOO yukimiya breathing a sigh of relief that he’s actually chill for once

AHHH YESSS MY FAV TROPE i love when characters don’t understand their feelings it’s truly so much fun because it’s such a good way to create tension without feeling forced or annoying…yesss the way y/n and aoyama are chill but you can FEEL how she doesn’t love him but then her with karasu even though she doesn’t realize it the love they share just seeps into every interaction they have 🥹 PLSSS icl i know nothing abt mha and would prefer to keep it that way 😰 to be honest i just went on the japanese census and picked one of the earlier names on the list which happened to be aoyama (because it starts with an a i suppose)…no reference intended there

kaneshiro so allergic to women he won’t even give them names 😔💔 literally the only girls with names are isagi and bachira’s moms + anri 😭 i can never write a bllk fic without ocs because i NEED female friendships in my stories!! and agreed that it was rlly fun to see the difference in liking your friend’s older brother versus the younger brother as there are different associated stigmas and whatnot that come about from it

KARASU SAID “right let me just be the ideal bf real quick” AND GOT THE BOOT FOR IT 🥲 i can’t even blame him for kissing her/confessing at that point because wdym he went through all of that and then told you he’d never had a girlfriend because he was in love with someone who’d never love him back and you have the audacity to say “damn who would ever say no to you??” 😭⁉️ he’s more patient than me fr…okay but lowkey it’s so funny to me that he saw y/n when he was four years old and he IMMEDIATELY locked tf in…like THAT was the ONLY GIRL he wanted from that moment on 😩

otoya was so much fun to write in this au 😭 like the way he’s so nonchalant and all…he knows exactly what’s going on because he’s good w girls but he has 0 interest in getting involved because he needs to protect his peace!! like i said w the taj mahal thing i love throwing in little moments that make it seem like the characters all have their own lives separate from the plot…for example the “crazy girl” from otoya’s group project that he mentions very easily could be a love interest for him if you think abt it ☝🏻 like “crazy girl” just wants a good grade and slacker otoya thinks he can flirt his way out of doing any work but she’s having NONE of it and they end up falling in love based on that?? can you imagine he’s like two minutes late to the meeting and she’s like “where were you 😐” and he’s like “my roommate’s older sister’s best friend was showing me where to get non-keurig coffee” and she doesn’t even believe him because she’s heard many dumbass excuses in her life and that is the worst one yet 😭 idk that’s just a random example but it’s just fun for me to throw in those random little threads!! i think like you said it really helps to build a universe within the story and make the plot as well as all of the characters feel more whole and well rounded as opposed to flat and one dimensional 🤩

at this point i think i’m basically a karasu account LMAOO nobody remembers my roots as a nagi fan anymore 😟 yes i have a couple of reqs for him which is rlly exciting!! eek i’ve been having trouble getting into the hiori mindset but i NEED TO because those two reqs are from my 500 follower milestone event which was ages agooo like they’re literally from JUNE 😭 ugh trust i will cook when i get the chance though!!

YESS PRAYING NO MOTION SICKNESS!! we still have a little less than a week left before we leave so going to relax and enjoy the vibes but tbh i am excited to return to america…the glorious land of ubiquitous air conditioning and everyone wearing deodorant…LMAO 😭🙏🏻

[angeltism]

YEAH BEING ON ANON FOR A WHILE WILL BE FUN and i did stay up like a lot last night but don't worry about it im actually super used to doing that LMAO alright ALRIGHT TIME FOR THE QUESTIONS oh lord you cant add a read more in asks. uh. sorry to all aqua followers HSJSHSJHS

1- i think we share like a Lot of fandoms actually! basing this off of your extended media you know rentry btw. UHM im a huge huge fan of prsk, honkai star rail, tbhk, bsd, milgram, vocaloid, undertale/deltarune and i think that's it? i wont go into much detail about other fandoms im in because one specific interest of mine could give away the whole answer to my mystery to some of our shared mutuals JSHSHSHDH but aside from that one im also into enstars bandori and some other rhythm games! not really sure what else to add to that list honestly i forgot everything i have ever liked in my life, i also have many irls from those medias :3

2- honestly? i have been having the biggest labels crisis of my life these past few weeks so pronouns aren't something i really have the ability to specify rn, just use whatever you feel like at the moment and i will be more than happy! curious to see what your perception of my gender ends up being so i can get closer to an answer to my, uhm, current dilemma! HSJSHSHJSJSJ

3- OH UH ITS ALL VOCALOID I THINK i can't really say i have specific artists i like outside of that... maybe will wood and that's, really it. aside from just those two its all specific songs from different artists yeah. BUT IT'S DIFFERENT WITH VOCALOID BECAUSE I CAN KINDA DISCERN WHICH PRODUCERS I LISTEN TO MORE! also some utaites i listen to like a looot, one example is Ado! onto vocaloid producers my favorites ever are Syudou (producer of Usseewa!) and Van De Shop (producer of Pheles!), aside from those two i listen to like a lot more just not with that much frequency (its mostly just one specific song or songs i like from those producers. yeah)

4- i have like a gazillion but lately i have grown very attached to periwinkle blue!

5- FOR LIKE A MONTH OR SO? I HONESTLY DONT REMEMBER JSSHSJSSHJSH as for the reasons... in many ways i realized we are like extremely similar (mostly with the yearning and the love and all that yknow) and that just made me start feeling more and more attracted to you because hey! she gets almost all of the things i experience! and well here we are now

6- i can confidently say fried chicken is my favorite food in this whole wide world, as for sweet stuff im kinda. basic. yeah its chocolate HSJSHSJSHDH

- 💌 anon (honestly sometimes i get scared i might end up not pressing the anon button and then ruin the whole surprise. eek!)

LMAOOOO it's ok the mewtuals will forgive uu . they have to or else /silly j

although WOWW OMG YEAH WE DO SEEM KINDA SIMILAR ?? W taste in media and music and colors (<- loves blue . is it obvious ehe) and wowow for like a month . . . wowowowow . . . . that's honestly impressive n kinda endearing wow <3

also i'll purrobably be defaulting to they/them i suppose since idk . for me . i can't rlly assume genders esp for beings i know online ? like my brain soorta can sometimes but other times just . nope . n i can't rlly think if uu give me more masc or fem or just neu vibes . . . like loveletter anon is loveletter anon . to me . y'know . but i hope uu figure out uur identity soon , lol , i know questioning can be kinda eeeh to go through (<- started calling myself genderqueer/multigenderqueer to avoid trying to find out any specifics bc i'm just Me and i'm just Queer Of Gender and other than that idfk lol)

also fried chicken is so good . . . i can't rlly handle bone-in stuff bc of my sensory issues (icky gross for my brain) but flavor-wise it's soo good omg . i just have to like , cut/rip it off of the bone before i eat it . and chocolate is a simple but rlly good pick honestly . it's like 90% of the sweets i eat bc ice cream takes freezer space , baked goods need to actually be made , etc etc . . . ooo wait i'm curious do uu like dark , milk or white better . purrsonally i like dark n milk :3

[firegiftlouis]

The Groan showing up when Daniel mentions Marius, yeah I think the Groan and Armand are connected in some way like that meta said.

Lol Daniel immediately implying that he thinks Rashid and Louis are fucking, kinda begs the question what has he seen at this point to lead him to that conclusion 😂 like is it journalistic instincts? Gay dar? What?

Louis calling that single tear earlier an “outburst” you’re so unwell 💕

Although it does remind me that Louis was way more…impassioned last episode, more intense. Like when he’s describing wanting to slit Lestat’s throat or describing his turning. Now for a lot of this episode he’s almost weirdly detached, it’s like what someone said a while back, that he had Armand relobotomize him lol.

(TW for disordered eating just in case)

Since this is the dinner episode I’m tracking what Louis eats since we all know this man has a “complicated” relationship with food to say the least.

I forgot to mention this last week but even as a human we barely see him take a bite of food or anything, the most we see him do is drink alcohol but unless I’m mistaken I can’t think of a single moment he took a bite of something on screen. Which is interesting to note since his excuse for supposedly leaving the opera early was because he was hungry and went to get some dinner. Hmmm…..

Just looked up how much Blood a blood bag can carry and it’s somewhere between 250ml to 350ml (for the metrically challenged peeps like me that’s about 0.52 to 0.74 pints). So, so far Louis has had less than a pint of human blood tonight.

I’m also curious about when this episode takes place, it’s definitely session two but it’s hard to tell if this is the same day or the next day? Daniel doesn’t bother giving a date or time this time which seems to imply it’s the same day, since evening had just fallen by the end of the first ep.

So I think I’m gonna go with it still being the same day as episode one just the night time, Louis and Daniel took a break after Louis’ “outburst” and showered and got dressed for their lil dinner date (I mean look at all these candles? Romantic much?). Also Daniel asking for the music to be turned down never fails to take me out. This show is a comedy 💕

Louis choking and retching was literally me earlier when I tried taking a mucinex pill and nearly choked on it lol not to overstate but I’m going through it today 🙃

I feel like I said this a while ago but I like to think Louis seeing all those weird colors and lights was the point in his transformation where his brain (thinking it’s dying) started releasing those chemicals that are apparently really hallucinogenic when a person is dying, and that’s why he’s basically “high” during this night.

“You were fucking loaded” indeed Danny lol.

I don’t care what you say Lestat let Louis get some sailor dick!! You’d be avoiding so many problems if you had 😤

Ok but seriously tho, Claudia’s first kill got to be a cop (a fantasy plenty of Black people both then and now have lol) and she took to killing like a natural! Making Louis’ first kill some boring father of some kid somewhere that probably didn’t even taste good enough for the wait to be worth it (and overshadow the guilt) is at least some of why Louis hates killing, I’m convinced.

If he fucked and ate the sailor he would see that vampirism can be fun, sexy, and tasty, also he gotta learn how to lure away his prey at some point right? And there’s no way you couldn’t have made everyone forget where he was or something lol.

“Louis you’re scaring the hoe” I don’t know Lestat, that look you giving Louis is way scarier thank Louis’ little meow meow 🥺 look 😂.

“Just to be clear here gents, we are here to talk about farm equipment.” Lol sure man.

“I knew it I knew you-” lmaoooo you knew what sir? I seriously doubt you were thinking vampires, or even serial killers.

It’s giving “girl what we’re YOU doing at the devil’s sacrament gay vampire house 👀”

Ok starting the second episode today I’m fucking tired and have no idea if I can get through the third today as well but we’ll see 😭

[clotpolesonly]

nano day 12

daily word count: 1821

total word count: 21,701

[babyboibucky]

Devil’s Mark: Take You To Heaven

Pairing: CleanRockstar!Bucky x Fem!Reader

Summary: Months after your encounter with the devil, you cross paths with him again.

Word Count: 3.5k

Warnings: TW! Drug use, oral (F receiving), fingering, unprotected high p in v sex, face slapping, titty slapping, spanking, choking, slight degradation, blasphemy (??? idk but this has a lot of bible references), anal play (F receiving), implied edging, creampie, MINORS I BEG OF YOU DNI

A/N: If anybody comes for his ass again I will fucking delete this entire series lmfao and this was indulgent in a way that I added and emphasized unnecessary shit just to prove that he is clean as fuck LMAOOOO

Shoutout to @borikenlove and @lokiscollar​ who have been begging me to finally update this shit after months of abandoning it, I lub u both for loving Clean!Rockstar!Bucky 🥰 and also to my lil baby Mango @aquahogcodes​ for helping me out decide on some stuff skskskks 😈

Devil’s Mark Masterlist || MAIN MASTERLIST

How do you repent for a sin that you wanted to keep on committing?

That encounter with Bucky and how you felt afterwards left you conflicted. It wasn’t something you were supposed to enjoy, to reminisce about, to touch yourself to on nights you usually prayed. It was a deadly sin and you wanted to kneel down and pray for forgiveness but instead, you found yourself dreaming about being on your knees in between Bucky’s thighs.

The scar that the cigarette burn left on your thigh only made it harder for you to revert back to your life before you’d met Bucky.

The daylight was your denial, filled with regrets and empty promises to completely forget about Bucky and how he made you feel. But come the darkness and you were back to the person you never intended to become— one who was desperate to sin over and over again.

So when you caught a glimpse of the devil promoting his upcoming road tour, you made sure to take a mental note of all the locations he was going to visit and which of those were the easiest for you to travel to.

-

You waited patiently for Bucky as soon as his show was over and ironically, you started praying to ask for enough courage for a confrontation. This was wrong, this was so wrong but the thought of Bucky making you his the same way he did to you made your body buzz from desperation.

“You’re killin’ me, sugar.”

Even his voice alone made you shudder from desire, and hearing that pet name only made your desire for him a little too much to handle. Your thighs clenched and your mouth parted as a shaky breath slipped past your quivering lips.

You turned around and you finally saw him again but your excitement died down as soon as your eyes landed on the woman who was clinging on to him, giggling at the pet name he used on her.

Bucky looked the same as the last time you saw him, messy black hair and kohl-rimmed eyes that only emphasized his gaze. He was clad in a black, short-sleeved button down shirt that was left open, showcasing the tattoos you had memorized just by spending a night with him. The woman next to him started pressing kisses on his neck as they walked and it left a bitter taste in your mouth. Your throat dried up when your eyes met Bucky’s as he neared where you stood, sending a wink your way before brushing past you.

You scoffed and before you knew it, you caught up with him and blocked his way with a scowl on your face. The woman glared at you and tried to tug Bucky away but he stood still, staring at you with an amused grin.

“Can I help you, pretty girl?” he asked.

Bucky didn’t recognize you, he actually forgot about you and how he marked you on that night. Ignoring the pang of pain that struck your chest, you stood your ground and called him out on his bullshit.

“You have got to be kidding me.” you said.

Bucky laughed, bringing a hand up to rub at his stubbled chin. “That frown on your pretty face says that I must have fucked you and then forgot about it.”

You scoffed, unable to believe that Bucky wasn’t even denying that he had totally forgotten about you. Was it even worth all the time and effort to come and see him again? Suddenly, regret washed over your entire being and you wanted nothing more than to run away.

“I fucked you didn’t I?” Bucky asked again, cooing at the woman beside him when she whined about not having his attention.

Not sure whether you wanted to get involved again, you refused to answer Bucky’s question until he clicked his tongue, grabbing your chin and forcing you to look up at him.

“I asked you a question, pretty girl. Did I fuck you real good that you decided to come crawling back to me?”

Bucky had a way with his words and touches. In that moment, you were no longer his sugar whom he corrupted. You were his pretty girl and you’d do anything to make sure he’d remember you this time.

“Yes.” you whispered.

Bucky hummed, taking his bottom lip in between his teeth. The lust in his eyes was there yet again and being on the receiving end of it made you feel high. His hand on your chin moved to cup your jaw as his thumb ran along your lips. And just like the first time you met him, you were so entranced by his charm that you completely forgot about the other woman next to him.

Bucky watched how you easily allowed his thumb to move past your lips, flicking your tongue against the pad and then sucking it into your mouth.

“Hmm, fuck.” he grunted before pulling his thumb back and then looking at the woman beside him, cursing her to scram despite her protests.

“How about a trip down memory lane, pretty girl?”

-

Bucky’s trailer was unlike any other trailer you’ve seen. Given that he was popular, it shouldn’t be surprising how huge it was. The familiar scent of leather and smoke invaded your senses, bringing you back to the reason why you came here in the first place.

“When and where did we fuck?” He asked, a cigarette stick hanging loosely on his lips.

He had always been so casual and straightforward about everything. Even after he had tainted you, you still couldn’t get used to it. You felt your cheeks heat up at his question as you awkwardly stood in the middle of his trailer.

“You’re so fuckin’ shy, it makes me wanna ruin you and your pretty face.” Bucky commented as he lit up his cigarette, keeping his eyes on you as he took a long drag.

“I mean, I probably did.” He said with a shrug before approaching you, “So c’mon and remind me.”

You pursed your lips, taking Bucky’s hand in yours while hoping he’d ignore how cold your palms were. You brought his hand onto your right knee, slowly sliding it up beneath your dress. Bucky’s fingers were quick to graze your skin until it reached the small bump on the inside of your thigh.

Bucky’s eyes slightly widened and just like that, a tinge of familiarity appeared on his face. He chuckled out loud as he shook his head.

“No fucking way.” He said, pinching your thigh before taking a step back.

“You’re that sugar. Fuck.” Bucky said.

“Don’t call me that.” You snapped, hating how Bucky must have probably called every woman he fucked by the same name.

You didn’t mean to sound so jealous, but you wanted Bucky to yourself. You’d given in to him, forgot about your morals and you let him desecrate you. He fucking burned a scar on you so it was only right for him to be yours as much as he claimed you to be as his.

“Aww you wanna be special, don’t you? Want me to be yours and only yours, my pretty girl doesn’t like to share?” Bucky asked as he played with the hem of your skirt.

“I don’t…I’m not…” you sputtered.

Every single time Bucky subjected you under his gaze, you felt intimidated. One second you’re confident but right in his presence you’d cower. Your hands twitched at your sides as Bucky stared at you, just taking in your entire form as if he was undressing you with his eyes.

“You’re always so fucking tensed around me, pretty girl. Gotta loosen you up a bit, get all nice and ready for me, hm? You wanna do that for me? That’s why you came here to see me, didn’t you?” he asked, his tone patronizing.

Bucky didn’t seem to have the patience to wait for an answer because he never gave you enough time to even think about your decisions. For some reason, it worked for you, having someone decide for you was thrilling.

And when Bucky does it to you, you would always give in the same way Eve took the forbidden fruit from the devil.

Bucky sat you down on his couch next to him before leaning towards the coffee table. You watched him as he took out a tiny plastic bag containing a white powder, pouring it on the table and then proceeded to create two lines out of it. The way his fingers moved put you in a trance, remembering how those fingers felt inside of you.

“You ever done something like this?” he asked, you timidly shook your head.

His devilish grin made your heart race; without saying a word, Bucky bent down to snort the first line expertly like he’d done this plenty of times now. He growled as he rolled his shoulders, throwing his head back to savor the effect of cocaine.

Bucky then turned to you, “Your turn, pretty girl.” he said.

“I don’t do drugs, Bucky.” you hesitated, biting your lip.

Bucky pouted, “Baby, you’re disappointing me right now.” he said, taking your chin in between his index finger and thumb.

He tugged at your bottom lip, releasing it from your teeth before slamming his mouth on yours in a bruising kiss. A whine escaped your throat when he quickly pulled back. Bucky squinted as he looked at you, bringing his knuckles up to gently brush at your cheekbones.

“Thought you were a good girl? C’mon on now, do this for me. I promise it’ll make the fucking so much better.” he groaned.

Still, you couldn’t bring yourself to agree. You let out a shaky sigh and shrugged your shoulders.

“You do know that good girls go to heaven, right?” he asked again, tipping his head to catch your gaze.

You nodded.

“Yeah? How ‘bout you be my good girl and I’ll bring you there myself.”

-

If this was truly heaven, then your bible study friends were right about it. It was exhilarating, as if your senses were heightened, making you feel the most alive you’d ever been. You weren’t sure if it was the drug that made you feel that way or if it was how Bucky’s tongue and fingers were working their magic against your weeping cunt as you laid there on his couch, completely naked.

Maybe it was the combination of both.

Head thrown back against the armrest, you kept your eyes closed as you continued to moan out loud while Bucky flicked his tongue against your sensitive nub while his fingers expertly slipped in and out of your gushing pussy. He groaned against your folds, taking his fingers out to force them inside your parted mouth.

“Like your taste, yeah? So fuckin’ sweet and you smell so good.” he groaned and licked his way up to your ribs, nibbling at your skin before moving to take your pebbled nipple into his warm mouth.

Lost in the pleasure, you failed to notice that Bucky reached for the plastic again, dusting a messy line of powder on top of your tits. He snorted the powder and then bit your nipple, making you yelp out from the pain as you sat up straight.

“That hurt?” Bucky taunted before bending down to do it again, this time harder.

You grunted in response and as if on impulse, slapped Bucky on the cheek before gasping out loud. Bucky hissed as he tilted his head at you, eyes dark but not from anger. He opened his mouth as if to adjust his jaw, chuckling darkly before kissing you.

“You aren’t as innocent as I thought you were.” he said, gripping your neck and squeezing it a bit until your eyes fluttered. “I fucking like it.” he rasped out before letting go of your throat, only to slap your tits instead.

Bucky was fucking controlling. He liked having the upper hand in bed, whatever he says, goes. And you were not bothered by it, not even a little. You should be though; everything that you have been doing ever since Bucky stepped into your life was pure sin to the point that you, as a person, was already a sin in itself.

If Bucky was the devil, you were the ultimate sin.

His touches burned your skin, as if leaving a trail of fire as he licked his way back down to your aching cunt. Bucky demanded that you kept your eyes at him as he dusted off some more cocaine along your inner thigh, close to your bikini line. Your eyes were lidded, your sight a bit hazy but the view of Bucky in between your legs with his pupils dilating as he bent down to snort more cocaine easily burned into your brain.

“Got me so fucking addicted to you.” Bucky murmured against your skin, his nose reaching your mound when he finished snorting his coke.

And then his mouth latched back onto your sensitive clit, his tongue’s assault on your pussy even rougher and harder now as he continued eating you out.

Bucky did take you to heaven, but he also took you in more ways than one— on your hands and knees on the ground, on your back against the counter and now, on your front pressed against the glass wall of his shower.

However, not once did he allow you to reach your climax and the throb to experience your sweet release was borderline painful that you were beginning to fight for dominance.

Hands pressed flat against the glass wall, you started pushing back against Bucky as he thrusted into you, meeting his hips in an attempt to get yourself off. Bucky stopped, noticing what you were doing and landed a hard spank on your already red ass cheeks, a clear print of his hand beginning to take form on your skin.

“Someone’s so fucking desperate to cum.” Bucky darkly chuckled, reaching around to squeeze your breast before slapping it hard, making you whimper.

“Please…” you whispered, resting your forehead against the glass as you felt your entire body shiver from its desperate need for pleasure.

You had never felt this needy before, as if you were going to combust but the fucking was so good, as Bucky promised. Being high on drugs was something you never saw yourself getting into, but having it run through your veins made every drag of Bucky’s cock against your walls made it ten times better. You could feel every ridge, every pulse and every hit against your cervix to the point of pain.

The good kind of pain though. One that you’d feel for days, weeks and maybe months to come.

Bucky’s rough palms left your waist for a brief moment before you heard the faucet squeaking. The lukewarm water that was cascading down your back slowly increased in temperature until smoke and fog enveloped you both in the shower.

“What does my pretty girl want?” Bucky asked, his palms caressing your ass, spreading your cheeks open as he observed your pulsating cunt.

“Want to cum, Bucky…” you mumbled, pressing your cheek against your arm as you kept your palms flat against the glass.

Bucky chuckled, landing another spank on your ass. “Can’t fuckin’ hear you.” he mocked.

“Cum, I want to cum.” you said, louder but not still not enough for Bucky to continue fucking you.

Bucky ran his fingers through his hair, sweeping them back before slowly pulling his cock out from your pussy until only the tip was in, grunting when he felt your walls clench him.

“Look, if you want me to continue fucking you, you gotta fuckin’ earn it. Don’t want me to forget about you again now, do we?” he asked in a patronizing tone that struck a nerve.

Sure, you might not be like the other women he might have fucked. You were plain and simple, wore long dresses instead of mini skirts and opted for flats over heels. You didn’t wear a ton of make-up, didn’t wear push-up bras that would make it look like your tits were spilling out from your dress, you weren’t them.

But you were you and you were going to prove to Bucky that it would be a mistake for him to forget about you. Again.

So you gave him what he wanted.

You begged like a sinner pleading for mercy during a confession.

“Please fuck me, need your cock to split me open. Want you to use me, want all your cum inside of me. Bucky, please. Need you, need to feel you so bad. I want it, I want to be yours and yours alone.”

Filth and profane words flew right out of a good girl’s mouth. It could be the drug, could be the utter desperation to make you say those words. But you also realized that this wasn’t who you have become, this was who you truly are and that maybe, you were never a good girl in the first place.

Bucky just made it easier for you to discover the sinner hiding beneath your purity.

As soon as you were done begging, you felt the way Bucky’s cock engorge within your cunt. Without a word, Bucky continued to fuck you hard and fast. The water temperature kept rising, not too hot to scorch your skin but hot enough to make you dizzy. You could literally feel your eyes crossing from the way Bucky was barely pulling out as he fucked you relentlessly.

His hands were gripping your hips tightly, pulling you against him whenever he thrusted into you. Bucky’s grunts and growls grew louder and louder, turning you on even more.

“You fuckin’ belong to me now, you hear me?” he hissed, placing a thumb against your puckered hole making you shiver.

You nodded, pushing your ass back to meet Bucky’s thrusts and this time, he let you and even praised you for being his obedient little pet.

“Yours, Bucky. Yours!” you squealed when you felt Bucky slip his thumb into your asshole, pumping it in and out at the same speed his cock was fucking your pussy.

The heat, combined with the sounds Bucky was making and the pleasure from both your holes being penetrated elevated your pleasure to a whole ‘nother level. The coil in your abdomen snapped and you violently came, your wetness gushing around Bucky’s cock.

Your orgasm came with no warning and it almost felt like your soul left your body. You could feel the pleasure spread from your fingertips to all the different parts of your body, making you spasm from the aftershocks.

“Fuck, shit! Fucking hell!” Bucky growled, wrapping an arm around your waist when he felt his balls tighten.

A couple more quick thrusts was all it took for Bucky to finally cum, spilling his seed inside of you. He breathlessly laughed as he pulled his cock out, watching his cum drip out of your swollen pussy down to your thighs. Your skin was red from the hot water, your ass imprinted with Bucky’s palm and your face, god...Bucky thought you looked divine like that.

Ruined as fuck.

“You make a good pet, pretty girl.”

It was the last thing you heard before you slipped into unconsciousness.

-

Your entire body was aching when you stirred awake. It took you a few minutes to fully comprehend what was going on. You were inside Bucky’s room in his trailer, fully naked beneath the grey duvet of his bed.

Judging by the sound of the shower in the bathroom and your damp hair, you weren’t out that long. Sitting up and pulling the cover up to your chest, you winced at the pain in between your legs. You moved a bit and whimpered when you felt a sting on both your ass cheeks. Turning to your side, you looked back and noticed how red your skin was.

The sound of the shower stopped and soon enough, Bucky stepped out with a white towel wrapped around his waist. He was drying his hair with another towel and it was almost surreal to see him do something so mundane. Droplets of water cascaded down from his neck down to his tattooed abdomen, putting you into a daze.

Bucky’s freshly-showered scent enveloped your senses, bringing you back to reality. He stood at the foot of the bed, eyes never leaving yours as he moved. He glanced at you with a grin before picking up his worn pants on the floor, unsnapping the silver chain hanging from its belt hoops.

He then walked towards one of his drawers, taking out what seemed to be a thick leather collar.

“You know, I sorta regret that I forgot about you after fucking you for the first time.” Bucky admitted.

“But hearing you beg for me to make you my cumdump? Seeing you turn into a fuckin’ whore for me? I fuckin’ love that. Nobody ever looks at me the way you do, pretty girl. You look at me like I’m a fuckin’ god.” he chuckled, hooking one end of his chain onto the collar like a leash.

Lifting it up to your face, he smirked.

“So I’d like to keep you. What do you say about becoming my good little pet, munchkin?”

[shijiujun]

Okay I’ve decided to do a single rec after I finish one novel hahaha because if I wait to get around to it all it’ll never happen! Anyway because @sarah-yyy​​ has been reading it and I’ve gotten a lot of asks/replies on this, I’m just going to do one huge list for one of my faves so everyone knows what’s going on and where to find things XD

- Part of Min’s ‘Why You Should Read’ Series -

Summary: 

This is set in a historical setting where men can marry other men, but it’s usually reserved for sons who were not borne by the official main first wife of the patriarch of the family, i.e. a son born by a concubine in a family may be forced to marry a man to keep him from being able to become the next family’s patriarch for example. This is because any family’s next leader needs to be able to have children with a wife who married in as a zheng shi (lawful wife), and not a ce shi (second wife) or any other concubines/mistresses etc. Most of these men who marry other men have to take them as their zheng shi and lawful spouse in a sense, and the same goes for the royal family.

The story starts with third prince Jing Shao, who was forced to marry Mu Han Zhang, a Marquis’ second son, by the Empress and Emperor, thereby officially and effectively cutting him out of the race for the throne. He’s mocked by the public as everyone knows what this means, and for the next 10 years, he neglects Mu Han Zhang, blaming him for his predicament, and deliberately showers his three other concubines with affection in front of him, but 10 years later, when Jing Shao is accused of treason, everyone leaves him except for Mu Han Zhang. They are chased to the edge of the cliff by soldiers, and Mu Han Zhang dies in his arms having taken an arrow meant for him earlier, and Jing Shao jumps off the cliff with his dead body, and promises that if there’s a next life, he will do everything Han Zhang says, and love him.

He wakes up immediately on the night of his marriage with Han Zhang, and realizes that he’s been given a second chance to make everything right. Han Zhang is definitely afraid of him, humiliated and angry when he first wakes up after how rough Jing Shao was with him earlier on their wedding night, and he has no memories of their past life. Jing Shao then sets to SHOWER HAN ZHANG with affection, love and basically everything, because he realized that this is the only person who stayed by his side until the end, and then he falls in love with Han Zhang properly this time, and also deals with every single person who maligned and schemed against him in his previous life, with Han Zhang by his side.

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Characters:

1. 景韶 Jing Shao - 3rd Prince and is the first out of his three other brothers to be given a title 成王 (cheng wang). He’s referred to as 王爷, and also 小勺 (xiao shao) by Han Zhang. Went out on his first war when he was 14, and was thus given a title before any of his brothers. He’s known for being a merciless, cold and fierce army general/commander, but this was before his second life with Han Zhang, where he puts on like his doting mode and is basically a dumbass XD who listens to Han Zhang with a lot of trust, which is cool and all.

He marries Han Zhang when he’s 19, and in his first life he was very reluctant and resistant, and neglected Han Zhang for 10 years, until he was charged with treason and hunted down. 

In his first life he wanted to snatch the throne, even from his blood-related brother Jing Chen, but more out of spite than anything else because he felt he was dealt an unfair hand by having to marry Han Zhang. Not only that, but Jing Shao is not his father’s favourite son, and he always felt that the emperor was biased against him. Anyway, a huge accumulation of daddy and anger issues, which is fair.

When he realizes that Han Zhang died for him, he decides he will be good to Han Zhang if they are reborn in their next life.

2. 慕含章 Mu Han Zhang - The 2nd son of Marquis Bei Hou’s, born to a concubine. He’s called by his 表字 which is 君清 (jun qing) by Jing Shao. Official First Wife Bei Wei Hou-furen and her son (who is in line to inherit the Marquis title from his father) has bullied him all his life, and wanted to push him into greater desperation by marrying him to Jing Shao, knowing he will suffer at the hands of the supposed merciless/heartless wangye. He has a weak body because of an accident when he was younger, and in his first life he was really sick after being neglected for 10 years, and knowing this in their second life, Jing Shao does everything he can to take care of him.

He is incredibly smart, has a brain for business and sales, and is also very good at handling people, especially scheming ones. He aids Jing Shao in the beginning of their second life, and then Jing Chen later as well, as both brothers begin to fight to put Jing Chen on the throne, against the 1st and 4th Princes. Is an incredibly good tactician in war as well.

3. 景琛 Jing Chen - 2nd Prince, Jing Shao’s blood related older brother who is handsome af too. His title, given later in the novel, is 睿王 (rui wang). He was misunderstood by Jing Shao in the first life as Jing Shao thought it was his brother who led to him marrying Han Zhang, and because he’s not very good at expressing himself and shows his concern to Jing Shao by nagging at him, Jing Shao always thought he hated him. In their second life, Jing Shao already knows that Jing Chen loves him and did a lot for him in his first life, and so trusts his brother and supports him right off the bat, because Jing Chen is indeed the most suited person for the throne.

He has a wife and a concubine, 3 sons and 2 daughters at this point. He ends up helping Jing Shao a lot, and when he realizes that Han Zhang is way more adept at politics and the whole scheming thing than Jing Shao is, he begins trusting Han Zhang a lot more as well! There’s a surprise with Jing Chen hahaha which I loveee and could see, but wasn’t sure until they confirmed it in the last few chapters AHAHAHAHA.

Other Notable Characters:

1. Song Ling Xin (Second Wife) on the left, and two other concubines on the right

They’re pretty much vying for Jing Shao’s attention, but at this point apparently he hasn’t slept with any of them before. Song Ling Xin is the daughter of the Military Department’s Head Song An, and Jing Shao married her initially out of interest. The right most concubine (I forgot her name oops) was a gift given to him by his oldest brother, the 1st Prince. The two of them played a huge role in Jing Shao’s downfall back in his first life, and so in his second life, he especially detests Song Ling Xin. Plus the three of them keep bullying Han Zhang in the beginning, but thankfully Jing Shao is like: “Anything my Jun Qing wants”. They don’t stay around for long either, watch as Jing Shao gets rid of them like he’s swatting flies.

2. Xiao Yuan & Zhou Da-Ge

This is another male couple who’s been married for 7-8 years if I recall. Xiao Yuan is one of Jing Shao’s important allies and friends in the second life, because in Jing Shao’s first life, this was one of the only young officials in court who spoke up for him when the accusations of treason came about. Zhou Da-Ge is his husband, who is a cook running a restaurant in the city. Whenever Zhou Da-Ge bullies Xiao Yuan in bed a little too much, Xiao Yuan punishes him by making him wear colourful clothes out (pink, bright yellow, purple, etc.) and thus he has a reputation for being eccentric and a weirdo, but oh well, all for love.

3. Gu Huai Qing

One of Jing Shao and Jing Chen’s most powerful allies, and he becomes blood-sworn brothers with Jing Shao without realizing who he is. Later he takes a liking to Jing Chen.

(Will update with photos when they come out, but they’re a bit further into the story so we won’t have them for a few months yet ahahaha)

Amazing Scenes:

Jing Shao & Han Zhang first looks in the manhua

Jing Shao being THAT clingy husband and helping Han Zhang to wear his clothes properly so cute!!!!!

Han Zhang and Jing Shao in their first lives (10 years later), about to die, sad and then Jing Shao jumps down the cliff with Han Zhang’s corpse, regretful cuz he a dumb bij

Jing Shao unable to resist kissing Han Zhang’s cheek, realizes what he’s doing, and gets embarrassed LMAOOOO 没出息!!!!!!! (This is different from the novel, because in the novel Jing Shao just kisses and is done with that, the embarrassment part is drawn in only in the manhua hahaha)

Other Things I Like in the Novel:

Jing Shao is like, he does a 180 entirely and he is very cognisant of all his faults and what he did wrong previously, and how badly he treated Han Zhang, so he legit forces his brain to go “I will listen to Jun Qing from now on” and he really sticks to it!

Loves kissing and teasing Han Zhang, but doesn’t force him into bed after their wedding night, and instead goes to Xiao Yuan and asks for tips on how to make his partner feel less scared about sex

The both of them end up with a pet tiger?!! That’s called Xiao Huang (little yellow) LMAO

They nap together a lot which I love <3333

Jing Shao knows he’s bullied at home, so when they go back to the Marquis Bei Hou manor, he holds Han Zhang’s hand in front of everyone to let them know Han Zhang has someone to back him up

Brings Han Zhang to war because he “cannot concentrate if Jun Qing isn’t with me at all times” - and asks for special permission to do so

Han Zhang notes that since he married Jing Shao, as the ‘wife’ he is supposed to serve Jing Shao, but it’s always Jing Shao serving him - Getting water for him, bringing him to baths, putting clothes on for him, putting food in his plate if it tastes nice, massaging his back and waist etc. - and best is he doesn’t have to deal with any in-laws?!! HAHAHA

Jing Shao gets revenge on those who hurt Han Zhang when he was younger for him, and the outcome is pretty hilarious but well-deserved

EPILOGUES are cute af!!!!

[rosyronkey]

challenge to turn my url into a playlist, tagged by @mizumonou, @grahamcore, @synestheticbisexual, @sunking, and @willgrahamscock because HOLY SHIT i forgot about this lmao

tried to theme it sad cowboy/indie and that one cimafunk song bc that's all i listen to anyway

Fresh Concrete by Bears in Trees

I Wanna Be Yours by Arctic Monkeys

Less and Less by Matt Maltese

The Night We Met by Lord Huron

Heart It Races (Cover Version) by Dr Dog

Young and Beautiful by Lana Del Ray

Fairytale by Alexander Rybak

Esto Es Cuba by Cimafunk

August (acoustic) by flipturn

Start the Morning by Givers & Takers

Telepatia by Kali Uchis

Inside Out - Tycho remix by Spoon, Tycho

Nellie by Dr Dog

Grenade by Bruno Mars

The G and T kinda suck because I just looked up songs for them because my playlists r very specific apparently?? bruh but yeah sorry if you tagged me a week again or smth and I only just now got around to doing it lmaoooo

tagging uhm anyone who wants to do it!! all my mutuals have done this within the last month sooo

[oddmawd]

Can you tell me what inspired "The Grasp of Gilded Strings"? Loving the story so far!

i had to think about this for a while because i kiiiiind of forgot...

TL;DR: The city of Dressrosa and Doffy's fascinating character inspired me to craft an OC that meshed organically with the One Piece World, and specifically within the landscape of Dressrosa itself. From this urge I produced Saffron, her powers, and her narrative with Doffy.

that's the short official version, but DO YOU WANT THE SUPER EMBARRASSING ANSWER???? WELL BUCKLE UP, BECAUSE HERE IT IS IN ALL ITS LENGTHILY SHITTY GLORY...i do not come out of this looking good lmaooooo...

let's throw in a fun gif to break up this text wall, shall we?

my favorite bastard <3....shameless plug to read the fic HERE, wherein i use proper grammar and spelling LOLOLOL

Gilded is my Doflamingo/OC fic (you knew that already i guess LMAO)...but basically the entire story was inspired by MY FLAGRANT MISCONCEPTIONS OF ONE PIECE AS A WHOLE, and specifically of the Dressrosa arc and Doffy, PLUS MY THIRST FOR AN OSTENTATIOUS VILLAIN I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT

yeah i was horny, what about it, I'M SORRY FOR NOTHING LMAOOOO

long story short, i got into One Piece kind of late in life, but i’ve loved anime my ENTIRE life, which means i absorbed some random things about One Piece years before i ever actually sat down and watched it. suffice to say, half the shit i absorbed was wrong or flawed somehow, and the city of Dressrosa and Doffy are both part of this history of absolutely ridiculous misconception

a person i follow here on tumblr kept posting about doffy and i ended up liking something they posted for idk what reason, and then tumblr kept feeding me doffy shit?!? and some of it was fanart where he was wearing a lot of gold jewelry and had a bare chest. he was hot AF and apparently very evil, which only sweetened the deal for my maladjusted ass. the only shit i knew about Doffy for sure (or so i assumed) was this: he was a king, he was an asshole, and apparently he had a harem.

AT THE TIME, the only other thing i knew about One Piece was that some of it took place in a desert (Alabasta...in retrospect i realize i was absolutely thinking of Alabasta) and so my brain dropped all of this limited knowledge into a blender and i was under the impression Doffy was like...the sultan of a country with a very cliche Arabian Nights vibe or something, idek

yes, yes, mea culpa: it was wrong (and very cliche/stereotypical) on a lot of levels and i cringe just thinking about how damn wrong i was OMG, but anyway...

MOVING ON...i saw and enjoyed (ahem) pics of Doffy, the stuff people said about him on tumblr was compelling, i had an incomplete idea of what his world was like, and my brain simply can't comprehend a fictional universe without imagining an OC to live inside it on my behalf, SO I STARTED MAKING UP OCs BEFORE EVEN WATCHING THE DAMN DRESSROSA ARC OR PROPERLY MEETING DOFFY HAHAHAHAH...and sure as shit i made up an OC who lived in Dressrosa and crossed paths with Doflamingo

that early OC was "proto-Saffron," for lack of a better term (she probably had a different name, but i didn't take many notes about her at this stage) and she was quite different from the Saffron who made it into Gilded...she actually tended to flocks of half-wild doves that lived in Dressrosa. i imagined they caused problems and when she started tending them she made it better for the city and Doffy, attracting his interest...in my head the story was probably called The Doves of Dressrosa or something, but anyway...

the plot of this daydream (i can't really call it a real story) was very similar to Gilded's, with Doffy taking interest in proto-Saffron after they crossed paths...and as i began watching one piece PROPERLY for the first time, i filed her away in the back of my head for when i got caught up

and then, inevitably, i got caught up and watched the Dressrosa arc at last, and MY EXPECTATIONS FOR DRESSROSA QUICKLY SHATTERED LMAOOOO

(know what DIDN'T shatter? my thirst for doffy...i remain(ed) as horny as ever for the flamingo bastard. that hasn't changed. it may have gotten worse. but we can discuss this another time lmaoooo)

Doffy and Dressrosa were both quite a bit different than i expected (NO DUH LMAO) with Spanish influence and sunflower fields and humans-turned-into-toys instead of moonlit deserts and hot, arid sunshine and sultans wearing ropes of gold (again, my misconception was rooted in horrible cliche). using proto-Saffron as an OC didn't make as much sense once i got to know both Doffy and Dressrosa properly, and the doves didn't fit the aesthetic of the REAL Dressrosa anymore. and that's not a bad thing! the truth of Dressrosa was way better than my super cliche imagination. i was immediately taken with the overall vibe of Dressrosa itself, not to mention Doffy's FASCINATING character, and suddenly i wanted to figure out an OC that meshed with the narrative on an organic level

so i guess that's the real inspiration there...wanting to make an OC that felt organic, like she could be a real part of the story, to make up for the no-longer-working one i had created before getting into OP properly

since the toys of Dressrosa are kind of its defining feature, i scrapped proto-Saffron's connection to doves in favor of trying to figure out how she could be connected the toys instead. at first i just wanted her mending them using regular tools, but then i kept thinking of Doffy wearing gold in all those pics i'd seen over the years. honestly i can't think of the man without thinking of riches and kings and pirate treasure, and his whole motivation for him being...him...is rooted in his avarice, his desire for more, more, MORE, taking what he believes he deserves with no thought to the consequences for others....that narcissism, that desire...

which leads me back to Saffron herself. Saffron now has the tsugi-tsugi no mii, which is the fruit that gives you the power to mend things using the japanese art of kintsugi (AKA mending shit with gold). i saw a few random tumblr posts where someone mentioned using that art to inspire a Devil Fruit, and i kept thinking of the toys and Doffy wearing gold, and it all just kind of clicked: SHE CAN MEND THE TOYS WITH THAT FRUIT, and that means she's got gold literally built into her, and that gives her this odd aesthetic and metaphorical connection to some of the overall themes i'm building into the work, not to mention Doffy's desire for riches and wealth and whatnot. i built the way the fruit works on those themes, and i built Saffron and Doffy's relationship on them, too

IDK friends...brains are basically blenders. everything you read gets poured in the top, it's churned up over time, and when you write, it pours out into some kind of story-soup. you never know what'll end up in the sauce. for me it was the idea of desire, mending sentient toys with gold, Doffy being a bastard, and the woman caught amid all of it... an innocent bystander caught in the grasp of gilded strings

WOOO WE NAME-DROPPED THE FIC, LOOK AT US, SO OFFICIAL, THIS FEELS LIKE A GOOD PLACE TO END THIS RANT

anyway, i hope this answered your question, and thanks for asking...i promise i use proper grammar/spelling/punctuation in the actual story LMAOOOOOOOOOOO

thanks for reading and good night <3