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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?
*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)
*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)
(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )
(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)
#polls#tumblr polls#I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup#the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli#section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff#so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just#blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most#neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol#I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me#but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T#I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee#person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times#But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol#And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly#When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one#sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it#Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something#Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and#coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single#coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to#have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus#make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as#possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get#to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol
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ngl y'all. There's not enough sugarbaby!gihun fics for my liking...this pathetic man deserves to be taken care of cmon now
#if this epidemic is not remedied i shall do it MYSELF!!#not happily because i havent written fanfic in forever but I WILL!!!#ao3 authors if you can hear me...save me..write sugar baby gihun...#inho x gihun#hwang inho#gihun x inho#ginho#seong gihun#squid game 2#squid game#gihun x frontman
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#kuroo tetsurou#haikyuu#kuroo cosplay#what the fuck#savee me........#i almost got a cramp ffrom tightening my leg to comtrol myself#i shall pass it to u too.. fellow kuroo likers...#ESPECIALLY the ones with a word play of kuroos name in their user. I see u!!!!!#i love them though pls dont change themf#chee giggles
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what it feels like thinking about all the tragedy in arcane, and then remembering the lesbians
#go ahead. save the gif. i made it myself :)#ok but real talk. that asian girl smoking is like the best gif of all time maybe. contains multitudes#(such as the inevitable pains of life; solitude through it all; the need for SOME sort of self-medication to get through it all; etc.)#but anyway i literally CANNOT believe caitvi are finally having their restful domestic injustice-fighting happily ever after#arcane was one for the lesbian history books. LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING!!!!! 🗣🗣🗣#them finding each other amidst all the shit that life throws at them is some true love shit right there LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING 🗣🗣🗣#no weapon that is formed against caitvi shall prosper#and every tongue that shall rise against caitvi in judgment thou shalt condemn#arcane#caitvi#arcane season 2#piltover's finest#league of lesbians
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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you could say my early design exploration is usually just deciding how much of the titties should be out…
#manufacture.#sadly the quality is nowhere near my commissions because i’m all sore and hurty hurty but but but trying to motivate myself#that tomorrow is a chill day and i should have more time and feel better — enough to finally move with the final touches#sorry i’m talking about commissions all the time i feel super guilty that i didn’t get to do as much as i wanted today but alas#pweaseee spare me and my messy early sketches for a self insert that is very much unconfirmed yet BUT i cannot say no to drawing outfits#i love drawing fancy silly outfits OKAY i used to make ocs without any plot relevance just to ‘save’ their design (tite kubo school /lh)#anywayyyyyyyyy hehe *twirls hair* enough for today i shall be drawing comms tomorrow and maybe this during breaks <3
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Mmh! yes queen you know I'm foaming at the mouth for that Laito angst. My Main man, they could never turn me against you 💚 💚💚 ( god I have horrendous taste 😭😭 )
Laito wasn’t used to this. His gaze flickered to you as you sat across the room, absorbed in your book, your expression distant, cold—so unlike the teasing, warm smile that used to greet him whenever he’d breeze in with his usual charm.
He fancied himself a master of fate—his own, and most certainly yours. The threads he spun—spider, insect he was—were cautious, coy, possibly delicate, but always firm in their trappings.
Since his wretched curse of a mother burned her mark across the mansion’s grounds, Laito had relished control. It was a mask he wore comfortably—an artful costume for his carefully cultivated stage. He played the predator, and you, his beloved, were just another temporary plaything. A little bitch—fleeting and disposable like the others.
But recently, that name—once enough to make you flinch—now sat differently on your lips. It had morphed into something like pride, unsettling him, as though the strings were firmly pulling on his hands, not your own. Puppet, puppeteer—the line blurred, and the recesses of something he’d rather forget forced themselves into the light.
At first, he brushed it off. Like everything else that failed to amuse him, it was nothing. You were just having a moment. But the silence dragged on. And on.
He'd always loved your laughter, the way you’d meet his teasing with a a sharp retort, how you’d pull away just out of reach, your mischievous grin dancing in his vision. But now? There was a stillness to you. You no longer met his gaze the same. Instead, his own reflection in your eyes seemed trapped—much like it had been his mother’s when she took him like a lover as a child.
The shift was subtle, a web spun one thread at a time. He hadn’t noticed it—until now. Too late, perhaps.
"You know," Laito hummed, dropping onto the couch with a lazy smirk, "you've been awfully quiet. It’s getting rather boring, fufu~ What happened to that spirited little minx?”
You didn’t look up. But he felt it—the shift in the air, a tightening like something was slowly closing in around the both of you, suffocating the space.
"I’m just thinking," you said quietly, finally looking at him—but it was different. The way your lips barely moved… it reminded him of the way Cordelia used to speak, when the pretense of affection fell away, and her words became cold, deliberate—a tool.
Laito’s chest tightened. He tried to push it away, burying the thoughts deep within the trappings of his mind, where they belonged.
"Thinking about what?” His voice was a touch too casual, too light, like he didn’t want you to see the shift in his own gaze. “Planning something fun, are we~?”
You smiled, but there was no humour in it—just quiet satisfaction. "Maybe," you murmured. "Maybe not. You’ll see soon enough, Laito."
There it was again—that tone. His insides twisted, like a familiar knot in his gut. It wasn’t fear, not exactly. But he couldn't shake it. Something’s wrong.
"How rather strange," he said, leaning forward, his voice suddenly low, intent. “If I didn’t know better, I’d say you’ve turned into a foreboding little bitch. What plans do you have for us?”
"Nothing's going on," you replied—too flat, as if your words were set to paralyze. The air seemed to succumb to every movement you made, every breath you measured to take.
Laito’s eyes narrowed. "You're not fooling anyone," rising from the couch and closing the distance between you. He reached for a strand of your hair, fingers brushing against it—a reminder that you were his.
He let the strand slip from his grasp—until he was done with you.
Discomfort gnawed at him.
"I know you, you know. I can tell when you’re hiding something."
But you didn’t respond. Instead, you turned toward the door.
"I’m leaving," you said, casual. "Don’t wait up."
His mind raced—what the hell was happening?
“And where do you think you’re going? I am not in the mood to chase you tonight, little bitch.”
You paused but didn’t look back. Your voice lit with the faintest smirk, "Wherever I want. But you’ll be fine. You always are. You’re good at that, aren’t you, Laito? Playing games."
The words hung in the air.
The moon softly grazed the pale curve of your face and, still, you were a dangerous beauty to behold. It seems you had spun your own web—one that was slowly tightening around him.
"Don't pretend like you don't care," he said. His smirk was gone and its pretence. His soul was an ugly thing, exposed—perhaps it was better you no longer looked at him.
Your shoulders dropped, and your eyes met his with something… almost fond. But soon, that look—and you—were gone.
Laito stood frozen, staring at the door where you had just been. His fingers traced the wooden frame where your shoulders had brushed past. His lips trembled, but he didn’t dare speak. What was this?
The game had changed. Something had shifted. And in sickening clarity, he realized it.
He was the one now trapped in your web.
#diabolik lovers#sakamaki#laito sakamaki#i really outdid myself this time >:D#the fedora won't save the chad this time from my love of ANGST OWO#who shall be my next victim? ;)
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There's therapy, and then there's drafting a pissy post that would ultimately be productive, smiling at how accurate it is and how good it would feel to get it out there, and then hitting delete. 😌
#emynn.op#I shall save it for the group chats 😌#but lordy I am in a MOOD#v proud of myself for not posting tho despite how satisfying it would have felt#strong possibility regrets would have been felt#still#felt fucking good writing it all out
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Time to use devil points for them now 😭
#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me nightbringer#obey me diavolo#obey me simeon#om diavolo#om simeon#I already used up my tickets for mammon#i told myself i was gonna save up and then i saw this 🙃#nvm 😭
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—Silken Petals, & Velvety Leaves From the Florae in the wild meadow to the Tallest of Canopies—
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My personal Hcs on most of my Ladies’ height ♥
• In the case of Lest ; Ahri & Aurora; those are from tip of feet to top of their heads; their ears would obviously make it far higher & add a certain amount of extra inches. Lillia is also from the tip of her front hooves to the top of her head; the bloom upon her head adding extra inches too. • In the case of Nami; this is from the top of her head to the (ground) where her tail curls over the everlasting water commanded beneath her form. Her whole length to the tip of her tail fins is almost double. • LeBlanc's height is mainly this one ; yet it may change depending on her disguise & facade. Ex: Madame Selene being closer to Ahri's height more likely ; Lord Evan almost close to Lest's height ; etc. She can alter it fully if she so desires with her glamour; but prefers to stay in her naturally-given one... sometimes just being herself is more delightful after all.
#// I have to write; but I'm a little busy today since gotta work; so have HC instead uvu ♥ ; i'm in DMs or Discord meanwhile#// tinyblanc my belove; always iconic; you'll take hc out of my dead cold hands; literally the perfume and poison coming in small packages#Persephone was mourning a Sea of Memories ;; LeBlanc Headcanons#The memories I stitch here will be my own ;; Gwen Headcanons#Dreams help more than gardens grow ;; Lillia Headcanons#Sure its a classic; but have you heard the remix ;; Seraphine Headcanons#In the End; the Forest Will Remember ;; Ahri Headcanons#My feelings are deeper than the ocean ; my prayers reach higher than the sky ;; Nami Headcanons#Beauty shines from inside; where the heart dances ;; Neeko Headcanons#If nothing saves us from death at least love should save us from life ;; Isolde Headcanons#I am something of a Witch myself you know ;; Aurora Headcanons#We shall weave our own destiny ;; Soraka Headcanons#Mother is a verb; It’s something you do; not just who you are ;; Sayuri Headcanons#We know who is really pulling the strings; don’t we ;; Lest Headcanons
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#i am cringe but i am free#making myself post this rn because posting it later wont fix how i feel about it#i tried getting out of my comfort zone its why it may look a bit iffy#obey me mc#obey me shall we date#obey me#artists on tumblr#art#obey me fanart#obey me satan#satan obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me art#artwork#satan x mc#god save me from this artblock
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bro got fantasia'd because i wanted to give him odd eyes after restraining myself for two years for no reason other than shame, but no more i say, my son will have his odd eyes and there shall be a lore explanation for it... i just haven't thought of it yet
#ffxiv wol#ffxiv oc#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv viera#i gave him pretty lilac eyes and stopped myself from giving him odd eyes bc i didn't want to be cringe#except i am even without the odd eyes#so he shall have odd eyes i said#and since i had like a couple fantasias saved in my saddlebag i thought why not#so he now has one lilac eye and one white eye#yun'e lian
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oc refs, clothed this time :P
#ca's art#ok lets do this#oc; cas eversong (it's a stage name)#oc; miya surana (wardens sacrifice; i haven't forgotten)#oc; clarion hawke (eyes forward; for what choice do we have?)#oc; kallien lavellan (never again shall i submit)#oc; madeleine magne (i speak and fight for myself; i go this far for me)#oc; carmina (no gods; no fucking masters; just me)#oc; juno shepard (there is always someone worth saving)#oc; anji cho (fuck you; i'm never leaving without you)#oc; cerzi khiresh (we rend fate; we break the wheel; i refuse to ascend into your damned cycle)#oc; kesper arade (ok; sure ; compared to you guys i'm a psycho. but i'm really actually normal)
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Guyyyys. I got us a present or two. To reward me for going out AND getting some. And for a bit of fun ✨
#My love language is dolling myself up for u#I might save these for fishnet friday 🤔🤔🤔#But the lube is being cracked open tonight. I havent had a sexdrive in so long. Its like a reawakening.#Anywhore!!! We shall be enjoying these together asap. And i shall spill some tea on my recent escapade after a drink this evening 👀💅
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"Shh, careful of who's watching, Kid" "Of course, Sir"
I spent a total of 4 hours on this, according to Ibis Paint at least. I kinda hate how this turned out ngl
Here's @another-lost-mc 's Belial and my oc, Silver! More of Silver can be found here.
#ryn's bs#obey me#obey me oc#obey me shall we date#digital art#its my boi#belial calls him “kid” because by human standards silver is 16-17 years old#yes silver's horn is damaged#that's because of lore reasons#no belial did not cause it#im only just realising that i forgot to colour belial's horn piercings im so sorry#i hate drawing clothes with a burning passion#especially clothes with patterns#i just want to rip this piece apart but i can't bring myself to do that#jes please dont hate me for drawing belial terribly#silver calls belial sir purely out of respect for saving him#silver my boi
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#i hate being a negative little guy#but ive beenn in the depression pits for like a week#and my mood has been a hot fucking mess#so if im not interacting ooc#it's because i dont wanna put that on anyone else#i'd rather regroup and chat when i can be funny and cheerful and not miserable#i was told yesterday i was being short and snappy and it really juset#solidified this for me#so ill be playing genpact until my sads fuck off#today i shall ruin myself at the gym to try and see if that helps#bc im over this actually LMAO#ooc.#so im not ignoring anyone im just trying to save people for my grumpy ass <3
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