#I rly like it actually lmaooooo

[xxrat--punkxx]

Angel boy + alt 🕊🕊

[peppermint-whiskers]

Ok wait idea for God Possessed Pentious au that you can totally ignore/burn in a fire.

What if humans were,like, made of music. Screw dust and dirt, humanity was born from the notes and songs of the Heavens. Musical notes run through their veins. Their souls sing with an ancient melody. Music is an intrinsic part of humanity.

Idk. It’s dumb.

No wait that's actually really sweet 😭😭 Maybe their bodies are made of dust, but their souls are made of music. Each one sings its own special song and that's what creates personalities

The song develops over time from a simple melody to something complex and unique. Some people's songs are jagged and sharp, and others are very slow and languid. Some are cacophonous and others are harmonious. Raguel can see souls, but only El can hear them fully

[kordeliiius]

As Wind mage, One could very well be the Designated Motor on whatever mobile doohickey Four comes up with

I remembered a French fable involving a boat that could go through land and sea (middle age hovercraft?) so I pictured some sail powered thing to go through the marshland of the Wilderness (Flicker is not the most effective brake)

omg we in treasure planet now

@chorusofkhonshu wake up

[kuiinncedes]

ty for tagging me @justgleekout teehee 🥰🥰🥰🥰 it's been so long since i did smth like this lmao

Rules are post gifs from your 10 favorite shows without naming them, then tag 10 people.

also idk if i even have 10 shows i would like enough to put here but we'll see lol c:

that's 7 but i don't rly have others i would say are favorite tv shows atm so i'm just gonna repeat from these LMAO

beep beep boop boop i'm not gonna tag anyone bc i feel like i barely interact here anymore and i feel awkward abt tagging lol 😭😭😭 naur but if you see this and want to do it at all i tag you fr <33

[butterscotch-brigade]

consider: g3 appledash

(additional notes under the cut!!)

[like my art? c0mmissions r open!!]

ahhh FINALLYYYY this took me FOREVERRRR to do!!! this idea came to me in a dream and i KNEW i had to draw it. i wanted to imitate the g3 style, but i also wanted to make aj and rd look more distinct from each other. a lot of g3 ponies look the same, so i decided right off the bat that i wanted to give them each some little features to avoid making a recolor of the same pony yknow? (this is in no way meant to disrespect the g3 art style ofc, i love the art, thats why i drew this piece SAKFJFJDS i understand why they had 2 do it that way bc yknow. thats how the toys are LMAOOOO)

more specific details include:

applejack is chunkier and has shorter legs, along with the softer features that most g3 ponies have. i also gave her ponytails as a nod to her g4 incarnation!!

rainbow dash is thinner with longer legs and slightly sharper, more angular features (like pointier ears/snout). i wanted to make her mane and tail look more like an arch, just like real rainbows!!

i studied a lot of g3 art pieces to try to get the look just right. i think i did....ok for my first time!! there r some things im not quite happy with but it was a lot of fun!! (except for the flowers. the flowers were a nightmare)

SPEAKING of the flowers, i basically just drew three in each color and then just copy pasted/resized them all LMAOOOO i later went in and added more detailed shading to each one to make them look slightly different

that bridge was actually the most fun part of the background to draw i was NOT expecting 2 like that bridge so much. please look at my bridge everypony i worked rly hard on it

if u made it this far congrats!! now u know the Lore behind this piece. god bless it took me so long 2 do LMAOOOOO

[uniformbravo]

since i've spent the past few days essentially staring at nothing but natsuyuu volume covers i thought it'd be so fun and silly to try and redraw them all from memory tee hee. all 30 (thirty) (三十) of them!!! wheee!!!!

i haven't actually looked at them next to the originals yet so guess what time it is!!!! LET'S COMPARE

starting with volume 1. iconic. show stopping. masterpiece. the mona lisa of natsuyuu SURELY i reproduced every single detail perfectly such that it kickstarts my career as a forgery artist RIGHT

well feast ur eyes

(im using the english volumes for comparison btw they have a good clear view of the art)

CAN U TELL WHICH IS WHICH OOO THEYRE SO ALIKE BET U CANT!!! SPOT THE DIFFERENCE LEVEL 1000 WHICH ONE DO U SHOOT

all i remembered for this one was GREEN and it's not even the right shade of green ajgosugdjfkdgj i even made the fuckin. what do u call it. i'll just say yukata??? I MADE IT GREEN AND ITS SUPPOSED TO BE RED i stg if u held a gun to my head & asked if there was any red on vol 1 i'd be DEAD

but i remembered the book of friends is like. weirdly purple? ok well in this pic it looks p gray BUT ON OTHER COPIES...... IF U UP THE SATURATION GKSJKDNFKDG

why is nyanko sensei smack dab in the middle HUH i couldve sworn he was bottom left this is so fucked up and scary. haunted manga volume??????? i bought it from a grarage sale idk you guys-

at least natsume's pose is like kind of right but also that's most definitely a complete accident i can ASSURE u (im rereading this the next day and the pose isnt even CLOSE what are u TALKING ABOUT)

anyway can i just fucking point out the kanji on the book of friends bc that is from MEMORY YEEHAW here's what it's Supposed to look like: 友人帳

LIKE even tho i got the last one wrong ITS LIKE STILL PRETTY CLOSE??? i think i deserve 100 points for this objectively

MOVING ON THO....

OK NOT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT SURPRISINGLY im actually like. i thought i bombed this one completely but liKE THE COMPOSITION??? KIND OF ON POINT. KIND OF GENIUS TBH

i remembered Blue and Madara and like what else do u need rly. butterflies are optional in all scenarios imo

also i NEVER have any idea what natsume's wearing in any of these so i always just like default throw him into his school uniform LMAO u will see a pattern

why is the book of friends burgundy in this one btw. it was GRAY i mean purple definitely purple aha

ok volume 3 im actually scared for i know i fucked up SOMETHING

HGLKFKGLKFKGFN OK!!!!! OK NOT SUPER AWFUL!!!! just noticed i forgor to color the book of friends fukg

main thing i remembered abt this one was the color of natsume's... attire.... and which characters were present. whats sensei doing all the way up in the top corner tho 0/10

return of the school uniform lmaooooo hm. irrelevant who cares plus didnt ask. all things considered this wasn't as bad as i thought. THE NEXT ONE HOWEVER,

hsngjfgnfjn okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

sensei's way cuter in this one than i realized wait wtf this cover's cute af how did i never notice. underrated cover -10 @ me. look at his lil BLEP >:O!!!!!!!

i knew there was some fuckshit going on w the yukata in this one ourhg i was just like hehe greeennnn also sensei's there. my work here is done

what is natsume's pose even hgnkg i was straight up making shit up at this point LIKE the first 6 or so covers are SO hard for me to distinguish in my head i should get a free pass for the poses in all of them like i can do whatever i want IM the artist now

oh god whats next vol 5

OK!!!! like a straight 5/10 TBH i literally forgot i was planning on rating these LMAO

i remembered the like white v-neck shirt thing and his pose kind of??? i had NO idea what to do for the yukata tho i just made it orange and u know what?? close enough. my rule of thumb is just like pick a color and then throw flowers all over it u cant go wrong

taki looks so much more mysterious on the original and also wearing a skirt. i gave her a big stick bc i thought i remembered her having one in general but i think i made that up tbh wouldn't put it past me. got her hat right tho hee haw

cant believe i didn't get natsume's beautiful artwork tho look at that little shit sensei up there god hes so ROUMD literally moma material

PROBABLY my best one yet uhhhh but i maybe cheated JUST a little for this one ITS LIKE BARELY CHEATING STOP BOOING ME

as i was toying w the idea of doing this redraw thing i was still working on collecting my Images and Pictures so i kinda started taking note of a few small things here & there and one of them was just. the general gist of this cover SO LIKE that's why it's so good LOL

forgor the flowers tho. i literally forget everything that isn't a character like immediately BUT OK CUT ME SOME SLACK like after a point the covers start being whole ass scenes which are SO much easier to remember shit abt than the fuckin Green Void (p sure this is the last green void cover tho)

8/10 composition is gr8 but details like the shirt & the yellow flowers are wrong, also the stick is backwards. i literally looked up what that thing is called and forgot already tee hee

OK WE'RE NOT DONE W THE GREEN VOID I REPEAT-

fuck dude. fuck. i rly thought vol 6 was the last one LOL not to spoil but as i was grabbing these images i saw a Preview of what's to come and the green void lasts until fuckign volume TEN LOL collapses onto the ground and dies

so erhermrm this is vol 7 lolllll i remembered the bg flowers this time can u believe hahaha distracts u from the fact that LITERALLY everything else is wrong auhghg

u know what the green void turned into bushes and i think that's beautiful.... like points for creativity on my part tbh. like to be completely honest. 3/10 i got the characters right

YO????? GATE CONFIRMED LET'S GO?????? it's definitely the school gate but i choose to believe natsume & tanuma r in jail for crimes and u should too

actually this is shockingly accurate for how much i goddamn struggled w this one gkjsldkg the CHARACTERS are right the OUTFITS are right SENSEI'S THERE urgh i knew one of these covers had tanuma holding sensei like that but i couldn't remember Which

i can't believe i actually got tanuma's pose that close i rly thought i was bullshitting w that one wtf. +5 points instantly

do u like how i just scribbled sensei wherever lmaoooo i drew natsume & tanuma & went like. i think sensei's in this one. PLOP

6/10 honestly closer than i thought

OK........ I SEE........ literally dies

this one i was getting MASSIVELY confused w vol 4 bc i could remember nothing distinct abt either of them except Green and natsume w Big Doggie

i remembered the BARE essentials of the composition but not much else... since i thought the green void was gone i put the green i remembered into natsume's yukata (and then put him in the school uniform again LOL) and went WELP. GUESS I'LL DIE NOW

2/10 honestly one of the worst fucking ones lskdjflsdkg

OK THIS ONE.... i almost died irl trying to remember this shit, even before i started and i was still viewing the covers i was like there is no way in HELL im remembering this shit for vol 10. and i was right

like. Purple. White Mask. Antlers. WILD layered clothing. at first i drew the mask as an actual deer skull but later had a straight up epiphany and redrew it like that which... still not correct but I MEAN.... IT'S PRETTY GOOD

i cant believe most of the purple is the bg oughgh his clothes are WHITE..... this is fucked up. i DID remember the stick tho, bells and everything!! actually bells and nothing else!!!

7/10 ok it might seem high but CONSIDERING this design..... i think i did shockingly well TBH

NOT...... the worst...... one....... i could've sworn he was sitting on a pile of books this is so sad that woulda been so cute 😭

for a second when i saw the real cover again i thought he was sitting ON the bookshelf and i was about to RIOT but its okay it's a step stool. still physically possible

my version of natsume here is so much more like Proper gksld he looks like a school boy... studying in the academy's library... hardworking student.... but no the real one is just sitting there like a wet puppy orz he's not even READING i rly thought he was reading. this is such a huge L

cannot fucking believe i was right abt the window tho. like wrong shape but the fact that it's even there.... giving myself a whole ass point for that one

5/10 i rly thought i nailed this one gksgndfkj

also RIP TO THE GREEN VOID U WILL NOT BE MISSED o7

ah shit ok. well one of them was in the school uniform at least fjgugjdkf

why is my natsume lying there like hes abt to start a therapy session, boy would NEVER-

also the plushie hmnmhnmhngnf i dont KNOW i knew there was some kind of prop there but like gun to my head i woulda died again. main colors that stood out to me for this were green and that bluish purple so i got those into mine but i mean. well u can see

once again a random window in the bg i got correct let's gooooo 5/10

LMAO SPITS OUT MY DRINK WHOOPSIE!!!!!!

this is so fucking bad im choking im gurgling LOLLLL i was SO sure natsume's paper had an eye on it i was POSITIVE this is so fucked up. i mean obvs i picked that up from sensei but like i didn't even KNOW sensei was there. or that there were bg characters at all uuuuuououohghh (matoba ignored +5)

i was like. black yukata red flowers CHECK piece of paper w eye CHECK horns CHECK i even went back and edited the horns to be more accurate i was so proud of myself sobs

ok but i knew it was shit trasjh when those were the ONLY details i could remember bc obviously there was gonna be more going on I JUST DIDN'T REALIZE HOW MUCH MORE.....

straight up dookie/10 no jk fr like 3/10 @ me u need to use ur EYES

OK..... I WAS VERY CONFIDENT ABT THIS ONE..... except for his outfit i knew i was bullshitting that BUT I THOUGHT I NAILED THIS ONE....... the one fucking time i didn't just default to his uniform LMFAO

even remembered the pink flower ball smh and for WHAT. i knew he was sitting in a pile of plushies & blankets or smth but no way in HELL was i even gonna attempt to draw them with a speck of detail. but HEY the plushie i drew for vol 12!!! i knew he existed Somewhere. he doesn't even have a horn tho thats so fucked up i thought he did

obviously the most striking thing abt this cover is the bg w that deep burgundy & the circular window so that was the main thing i nailed down right away (my palette was more muted tho). also natsume sitting there w paper in his mouth but i thought he was mid return when rly hes playing like keep-the-balloon-off-the-floor or whatever the fuck he's doing. i love u natsume

(if i thought he was in the middle of returning a name WHY didn't i include the actual book of friends flksglkd automatic fake fan/10)

8/10 this was like my ace in the hole i was like if i got nothing else i got U volume 14!!! and then

NOT THE FAMILY PHOTO......... FUCKING DIES

man idk shit just end me. whats even going on in this cover im gonna deck u natori. dont ask why this makes me want to commit violence hes just so. URHGHGHnH

i dont know whats happening to me rn looking at this im losing my fucking grip dude who let this happen im gonna hurl this volume into the sun??? i think???

why did i add the other two youkai i just thought they should be included but i played myself i had to draw them from memory and for WHAT. pls tell me i got them at least a little bit right i stg

it's the crossed legts dude if he was just sitting there like a board the way i drew him id be like ah shit it was just natori sitting not natsume too but he just HAS to cross his legs and the fucing elbow propped up holding the glasses im S MAD IM SO MADdestroy him

it's 1am i gotta go. i have to go. right now my mom is calling me i have to fukcng. 4/10 i got the couch colorr right. bye

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tumglr...... only allows 30 pictures per post..... bc im not on desktop? or is that a site-wide thing now. in any case this is getting long so i think im gonna split it right down the middle into 2 posts so there u go, first 15 volumes. so far my score is ermmm

well i didn't rate the first few volumes.

vol 1: 6/10 decent

vol 2: 6/10 also decent

vol 3: 5/10 composition is Scramboled

vol 4: 2/10 it's SO BAD

so now my overall score is 74/150 fjggudjofjdkgjk doing gr8!!!!!!!!!

ok bye for real ✌️

[emtmercy]

I saw what seemed like some very reasonable critiques of that new blonde lady /rabbi romance show saying it falls into a common trope of men from a minority culture falling in love w some blonde goddess and all the women around him being evil dark harpies who are jealous and want him to be for them and the creator wrote a reply acting clueless and being like “how can a show about a cool rabbi who smokes weed have stereotypes or be antisemitic?”

But then reveals in the interview that in her real life she was the blonde girl who married the Jewish guy and converted lmaooooo

She even said the women in his life didn’t do that to her but that the show needed conflict like damn you rly said I will be throwing you under the bus

If I were a woman who actually had to live w what it’s like to be actually received as a Jewish woman in the world and this bitch did this I would rly want to form a posse and kick her ass

Like she clearly does hate Jewish women on some level and views them as gross competition holding the men back in her blonde goddess life

[heich0e]

I very much want to hear about the insane thrift haul!

omg OK so for context i love thrifting but i own wayyyy too many clothes so i have been good lately and have NOT been thrifting. however!!! the weekend before last i ruined my fav jeans (not thrifted) and rly needed to replace them because i wore them constantlyyyyy. so i went to my fav thrift store (which i frequent so often i know the staff by name L M A O) and my expectations were honestly low—

because these were like the PERFECT jeans. ankle length, baggy, high waist, ACTUAL denim w no stretch, in a nice light wash. they were expensive when i bought them—but they lasted me FOREVER and i wore the HELL out of them—and i knew i could get another pair but thought i'd tryyyy to find them thrifted just on the off chance.

i like to thrift jeans in the men's section as they are often better quality, actual denim, and vintage, plus they're usually priced more reasonably than women's clothes. and as soon as i stepped up to the rack i found basically. an EXACT REPLICA. of my favourite jeans. EXCEPT!!! THEY ARE ACTUAL VINTAGE!! in perfect condition. the thrift store doesn't have fitting rooms so i had to take a gamble on them but when i got them home and tried them on they were a PERFECT fit too. they're probably from the 80s/early 90s based on the brand and tag and i swear to god they fit like they were MADE for me. and i paid less than the price of a 6-inch subway sandwich for em.

i was riding a real high after finding these, so then i braved the women's section where i found:

a GORGEOUS midi dress. it's not vintage but it's from a nice brand WITH THE ORIGINAL TAGS STILL ON IT?? it has with short sleeves, a tie-belted waist, a pleated skirt, and it's a light cornflower blue with a pretty floral pattern!!

THEN!! i found an absolutely unreallllllll vintage, faux-suede-ish 2-piece co-ord set in a rly rly nice camel-y toffee colour. it has a pair of high waist, wide leg trousers + a button-down overshirt kind of top (it also had shoulder pads and beading all along the collar and pockets of the shirt, but i have since removed those lmaooooo.) it is a little bit yee haw but i'm SOOOOOOOO into it and it fits me PERFECTLY.

then i was getting rly bold so i was like ok lets check the ladies pants section just to see what's up. i found a nice (non-vintage) ecru coloured pair of jeans: high waist, wide leg, good quality denim. they didn't look worn at all. i didn't quite recognize the brand enough to say whether or not they were actually ""good"" but i was like fuck it we ball and got them too. i get them home, look up the brand. these jeans... are basically brand new..... still available on the manufacturer's website........ for $118 United States of American dollars.

i also got a little wicker basket for my board games if that is of interest to u... but that one is not as exciting hehe.

END OF THRIFT HAUL if u made it this far i LOVE U

[brokentoys]

my prob with ttg is not that that it's a parody of a show that was actually taken seriously. but it's more so that 1) it wasn't/isn't a very funny show and 2) the writers are clearly cunts. maybe the show has gotten funnier now because it's been literal years since i last watched it, but like... everyone posts clips and is like "look how funny this show ACTUALLY is! 😂" but what ppl don't realize is that... of course a random twitter post is gonna pick the funniest scenes from the show. it's not like an episode is filled with hilarious gags. in fact, a lot of the show (esp in the early scenes) were a lot of "hits and misses" -- with sometimes it taking a few episodes before there's a hit. since i used to watch CN a lot when i was a teen, i recalled going thru many eps before getting a laugh. in fact, i remember being surprised when a joke did make me laugh. for a while, most of it was filled with very juvenile humor. sorry, but there's nothing funny about cyborg & beast boy singing a song where the only lyrics are "waffles waffles waffles" -- that's something only a very small child would find funny.

anyway -- the writers are also annoying ppl -- they make that evident in certain episodes. they've made at least 4 episodes that are "replies" to the haters / original fans of the show. (one being a special with that thundercats reboot that barely lasted lol) and LIKE. i understand maybe making one episode as a response to the hateful og fans. but... after you make more than two, it just starts feeling a bit excessive, y'know? it starts feeling as though the writers themselves have fragile egos. what's worse is that they also have the (now popular for some reason) mindset that children can't enjoy actual plot driven, serious, action filled shows. one episode critiquing og fans literally had them saying that the show can't be dark because it's for kids. like for example, raven enjoying her pony show and then when the ponies suddenly turned edgy -- she got surprised, and saying it's supposed to be for kids. even though... the original teen titans was for kids, like it could be edgy and badass and still be for kids. it's shows like teen titans go! that further cements the idea that kids can only enjoy mindless comedies, that kids are incapable of consuming any content that has deeper themes in them. one of the other eps critiquing og fans was basically them telling the og fan they have to like their new show because if they were a true fan, they'd like anything related to teen titans (lmaooooo) so it's even harder to enjoy a show when you know the writers are very petty and shallow.

just felt like talking about this 'cos i've noticed a rise in ttg defenders and whatever. and it's like, i don't care if ppl enjoy it or not. but i wanted to put out my thoughts on it, and why i just don't rly care for it... or at least the PRIMARY reasons why i never did. it does have a rly cute art style, tho.

also they made a joke at least once or twice that riddler has a crush on raven in it, so they can go fuck themselves for that one.

[trickstarbrave]

20 Questions for Writers

i got tagged by @throughtrialbyfire !!! idk who wants to be tagged though so if you see it. you can do it too :]

ill also answer under a read more

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

24!

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

572,669. i have a disease that makes me incapable of shutting up

3. What fandoms do you write for?

i write for TES right now tbh but i've also written for yugioh and fire emblem three houses

4. What are your top five fics by kudos?

Consequences (fe3h) 1,483 Our Den (fe3h) 1,244 The Secrets We Share to Those We Love (MHA) 946 The World Eater's Eyrie (skyrim) 666 (LMAOOOOO nice) Alduin's Bane (skyrim) 569 (also nice)

5. Do you respond to comments?

god i try to. i love getting comments i just sometimes dont know what to say. i try to stay on top of reading them and responding if i can. if i havent replied to ur comment. i am stupid.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

most of my fics dont have endings tbh. i have either never finished them or they are just nice little one shots. however Siblings (fe3h) with twin byleths where one kills the other was pretty angsty ngl

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

uhhhhhh this is a problem yet again where most of mine are just happy little one shots or are unfinished. but i think To Walk the World with You Again (morrowind) is very happy. it hurts a lot in the beginning but ends with a happy loving reunion :>

8. Do you get hate on fics?

the closest i got was someone saying on Consequences (fe3h) that it shouldnt be tagged as M/M and instead M/F bc byleth was trans but other ppl ripped into them. i havent gotten rly terrible hate since fanfiction.net

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

all the time. i think i am primarily a smut author if im being honest. i just wanna watch my blorbos bone. as for what kind uhhhhh theres multiple kinds????

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

i dont think i have. i am just boring tbh

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

not that i know of

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

again not that i know of but if anyone wants to i wouldnt be against it

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

YES the cannibal au for 5ds with my lil bro. i still think abt that au all the time tbh. it was angsty. it was dramatic. it was complicated. it was filled with hard moral dilemmas and gods with non-human morality and a lot of mythology shit. sad we never finished it tbh but life was getting hectic.

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

i dont know. rn i think its nerevoryn but trickstarshipping (where i got my url namesake from) still holds a special place in my heart <3)

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Ghosts of the Past (svsss). i really do like the story and had a bunch of it planned out mentally. qinghua's father was going to disown him when qinghua was going to tell him he was dating mobei and refused to hear qinghua out, there was gonna be drama with qinghua's family too where his dad says he firmly believes qinghua is actually the son of his identical twin brother who had an affair with qinghua's mother (his father was already cheating on his mom and she was wrong to do that, but no he is in fact the child of his bio-dad even being disowned). they then spend a summer vacation living together getting an apartment, go visit his uncle, and qinghua learns to enjoy his creative passions while finishing his degree with mobei and shen yuan's help, etc etc

the ending was going to be at a christmas party where qinghua's father catches a glimpse of qinghua at a company party. his wife (qinghua's former step-mother and the revealed mother of qinghua's half siblings rather than step siblings like qinghua grew up believing) thinks hes here to crash the party only for them to see he's there as mobei's boyfriend. his dad then tries to get in good with mobei who just brushes him off with "ah right, i know you. you're qinghua's uncle (since he refused to believe he is actually qinghua's father and it must be his twin brother he resented for being artistic and sensitive). i didnt think you were that close, why are you bothering me?"

qinghua goes on to be an accountant at the company, pretty high up too, and his father ends up quitting out of embarrassment and mobei being especially hard on him once he takes over for the company. he also continues to write his trashy novel while he and mobei plan to get married.

but tbh. i have morrowind brainworms. idk if i will ever finish it. sucks that one of the few stories i had all planned out with cdrama levels of bullshit i was really looking forward to going ham on i lost my motivation for when my hyperfixation changed.

i also wanna finish alduin's bane. i have a lot planned for that i could also spend an insane amount of time explaining. im hoping that the motivation for that one comes back though rather than me simply saying i probably wont finish it

16. What are your writing strengths?

i dont know 🧍‍♂️ if anyone wants to tell me i would appreciate it. i think it is like. i am primarily a romance author so i like working on dialogue, character interaction, stuff like that. ive also gotten compliments on my world building but idk if thats just my ideas or how i write them into the world.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

i feel like i struggle with pacing and motivation. as well as stuff like war tactics and full on battles. again i write mostly romance i dont know why i torture myself with stories about war

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

its very hard. ive seen ppl do it well but i find it difficult to read bc i am stupid. even with notes and flicking back and forth i feel like its a struggle to understand even if the goal was to obfuscate the meaning from the audience as well. usually i just do another language in bold font and make it clear the characters are speaking another language. but honestly do whatever you want forever

19. First fandom you wrote for?

i think it was in fact yugioh. i had ocs and daydreamed up storylines but i dont think i really sat down to write a fic until i was 12-13 and was writing a tendershipping fic in one of my notebooks at school lol

20. Favorite fic you've written?

tie between Alduin's Bane and Moon and Star. i love my long ass TES fics where i just go ham and play around with the world building and mythology. its a lot of fun and i feel like ive gotten to be very creative in the setting and make something unique and fun with the storylines given in both skyrim and morrowind

thanks for the tag <3 this was a lot of fun and thank u for reading if you did

[saetoru]

I saw a post somewhere saying that they think Hanahaki should be more of a chronic disease than a terminal one and I agree c: (TBH makes the angst better)

OMG. that’s actually SUCH a good idea. see now that ??? i would EAT it up. i just fjsjdjdj i feel like canon events in the mangas and animes have enough deaths as is for a lot of series and u can’t rly do anything about them besides accept them u know ?? and they are hard to stomach for me as is that i just can’t bring myself to read / write character deaths very often 😔 so the terminal illness fics are just not my cup of tea and I WISJ THEY WERE bc i think there’s soooooo much to pick up on them in terms of writing growth. like how to describe grief and helplessness and sadness and how to just write angst better and sometimes i’m like tee. you will grow up. you will put on ur big girl pants. and you wiLL READ THIS. and then i pussy out and leave and read the fix it fics LMAOOOOO

but yeah chronic vs terminal makes a WORLD of a difference i would sooooo read that !!

[secludedsunflower]

hey scioly side of tumblr 😀🫠 remember how i was the bitchless hoe who posted abt writing scioly based fanfic last yr?? yeah this yr i dragged my boyfriend to regionals as a sub LMAOOOOO sharing this cos it was the funniest experience of my life but AJSDHEWKHWKJEF tell me why everyone was scared I would be distracted cos he was around but then I placed high in all the events he walked me to ���🥱💪🏼💪🏼!! actually in love w him cos like he rly gave up his saturday to compete in events he got no time to prep for and hang out w me 😭❤️ i was supposed to spend 100% of my time grinding for astro but watching him stress over code and experimental was so ❤️❤️ he cant come to states tho so im 😭😭

[kae-karo]

Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Let’s spread the self-love ❤

JACK HELLO TYTY 💜💜 i feel like i always hype myself up over the same fics so i'm gonna go with some deep(er) cuts that i really loved writing? and ur getting....more than 5 cause i feel like it !!!

don't want to say goodnight (x) - bnha - shinkami

this i think was my first sincere venture into outsider pov of a relationship? i had fun with the lil bit of worldbuilding and denki and jirou's friendship 🥺

to the stars that burn (x) - bnha - dabihawks

one of my first hurt/no comfort fics and basically still one of my only ones?? but i got so enamored with the idea that dabihawks trained together as kids at the hero commission and just. how horribly that all fell out

our hearts are heavy burdens we shouldn't have to bear alone (x) - genshin - chaeya

i just. had so so many feelings about chaeya seeking each other out as a source of comfort in the wake of their own broken hearts and traumatic pasts and just. poured all of that into this fic and i love it so much i know i never shut up abt it when i get the chance to rec stuff of mine lmaooo but i really do love it

i think that i'm learning to hope (oh no) (x) - genshin - kaeluc

this one just truly captivated me while i was writing like i love writing kaeya pov generally but i had so much fun with it during this fic? just the balance of nostalgia and heartache and tentative fluffy reconciliation lmao

letters unsigned and unsent out of fear (x) - genshin - kaeluc

this was a BLAST to craft with the letters between kaeya and diluc in mind, i just truly got possessed writing this one lmaoooo like i have nothing else to say beyond that it was just so much fun

i don't bite (but i heard you might) (x) - bnha - todobaku

bro i kid u not i had a BLAST with this like the banter the tension the worldbuilding it was just so so much fun i was SO excited to post this one lmaooooo

keep my fingers crossed (that i'm somebody you could love) (x) - bllk - kaisae

jack u know i had to do it to em i have to mention a kaisae fic cause u brought me here to the kaisae basement sdlfjlksdf but honestly this ship has been UNREASONABLY fun to write???? like the fact that i was within a couple weeks living breathing these two ???? this one specifically i really loved writing just playing with their characterizations (it was the first one i wrote actually lmao)

(and much like u i am frothing at the mouth over fics i haven't posted yet so prepare for some serial killer kaisagi and silly multiship blue lock mall au fic sometime in the future and i rly have so many bllk fics impending i'm so sorry to everyone who was not prepared for me to get obsessed with bllk lmao)

[cinghialefedele]

Actually writing and queuing things up today! Very happy, even if certain replies aren't the length I'd like...

I wanna interact more w certain people too so I might do an inbox call today,, or maybe go through people's blogs and send some prompts they've rbed idk idk... i feel disconnected from my mutuals and im rly shy and sad abt it? Like im anxious ppl dont wanna write w me anymore bc I've been gone lately even if its not true for some people lmaooooo

[hillhousebi]

can i just say the colors of ur blog on mobile are sooooo pleasing to look it hejfdjf idk if thats a weird compliment but i stayed on ur page much longer than i probably shouldve lmaooooo

thank u sm !!!!! this has been one of the few times i actually rly like my theme colors :’) 💓 mwah

[venusdear]

he rly is cute lol. he left the group bc he was in a controversy, but was proven innocent later. by then tho, it was too late bc hed already left. hOWEVER he dropped an album in november called loner and started his own company. i dont rly pay as much attention to him as i do to the current highlight members bc hes not there anymore.

but my bias is still gikwang lol. what did they put in his album predator bc every single song on there is great. and in one song he raps. im fkin crying omg. every single time i look up gikwang and go to images i end up being there for like 45 minutes my god hes BEAUTIFUL YOU COULD STARE AT HIM ALL DAY.

LIKE

I JUST CLICKED ON A RANDOM ASS PICTURE AND HERE HE IS LOOKING LIKE A MODEL what is that hair tho they better be glad hes so beautiful

its day 225 without to1 cb and im going literally insane omg. jaeyun posted on twitter today and kyungho posted on bubble saying how hot it was outside and renta posted some pics of himself in a rly big shirt. but THATS LITERALLY IT.

excel by the group 8turn makes me imagine the characters in masterminds driving around in a car driving and they're all passing around a huge bottle of soda while the song is playing lmao. "i go this hard 24/7" I LOVE THAT LINE MY GOD. i dont even stan these guys but holy shit. link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D16h0MXDslk

im planning to borrow the whole trilogy and reread it soon lol.

ohhh thats sucks 😔 i hate when members leave and are actually innocent fake victims suck bc they make real victims look like liars

AT LEAST HE'S THRIVING!!!!

LMAOOOOO DOES HE MODEL TOO??? BC....

THATS ALMOST A WHOLE YEAR... blackpink WHO it sucks so much when there's no music for a whole year LIKE WHERE ARE MY ANGELS AND WHERE IS THEIR MUSIC

the fact that the masterminds actually learned driving from a video game like think about that

YAYYAYAYA YOU SHOULD OMG