#I really wanted that vodka

[melondaskelet0n]

Y'ALL I HAD AN IDEA AND STILL HAVE AN IDEA

WHAT IF I START MAKING SILLY LITTLE COMICS

OR OR OR OR

START DOING LIL CUT OUT STUFF LIKE LIKE GETTING CARDBOARD AND MAKING CARDBOARD CUT OUTS OF THE TF2 MERCS

ANDANDANDAND

START MAKING PFPS FOR PEOPLE (I CAN'T DRAW BUT I'LL TRY IF PPL WANT ME TO DRAW A PFP FOR THEM) AND ALSO MAKE THE PERKS FROM COD W EMPTY VODKA BOTTLES MY FRIEND GAVE ME (her sis drinks em, I wish I had some 😔 but I'm too young :P) BUT ANYWAYS I CAN USE THEM TO MAKE QUICK REVIVE, DOUBLE TAP, SPEED COLA, AND MY FAV JUGGERNOG<33

I CAN ALSO DO LIKE CUSTOM ONES

I AM GONNA START MAKING STICKERS TOO HOPEFULLY SO YEYEYEYE :D I CAN'T SELL THEM THO CUZ IDFK HOW TO DO THAT I'M (turning) 14 😭💀

I SHOULD FR START MAKING CUSTOM SHIRTS CUZ I GOT A BUNCH OF OLD SHIRTS I DON'T WEAR, I ALSO SHOULD MAKE LIL POSTERS OF CUT OUTS OF THE TF2 MERCS OR COD CHARACTERS ON THEM AND MAKE IT LOOK SILLY ^^

I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS RN LIKE MAKING MY BF DRESS UP AS MISS PAULING AND ME DRESSING UP AS SCOUT CUZ I LOVE HIM AND HE AGREED ToT

ALSO LIKE I SHOULD START MAKING SMALL STORIES (NO NSFW STUFF BUT WILL HAVE SUGGESTIVE STUFF AND FLUFF ALSO IDK WHAT ANGST IS I'M STUPID BUT I'LL ADD THAT IG)

I CAN MAKE BIRTHDAY TF2 CARDS ANDANDAND MAKE TF2 OUTFITS!! I'M DEFINITELY GONNA MAKE COD BADGES CUZ YK ME, GOTTA GET THE BADGES (I'M GONNA DO BO AND WAW BADGES CUZ YEYE) AND I'LL MAKE LIL QUOTE THINGY THINGS AND GIVE THEM OUT FOR FREE

I HAVE SM ON MY MIND RN

LIKE DRAWING SOLDIER 200 BILLION TIMES AGAIN AND START IMPROVING MY TF2 OC (YES I HAVE ONE, HAD ONE FOR A WHILE 😭😭😭) I AM SO SO SO HYPER RN I CAN'T I REALLY WANNA DO THIS STUFF AND I WILL EEEEEEEEEEE

[usedtobemygirl]

2 months 7 days of no alcohol and cocaine ….

[hella1975]

just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong

[imgonnagetyoubacktv]

just found out that instead of my mom my fucking shitass dad is coming home FOR A WEEK

[star-shapedfruit]

Alright lets talk about THAT scene

Honestly I'm still processing all of it and I don't even know if this is even gonna be coherent or more like

This is long. LETS GO

So it's still very much up in the air as to whether that was really Hiyori or not because of the whole illusion thing that Father has going on in this domain but I'm going to assume this is actually her. It just seems kinda weird for Adachitoka to pull that and then go 'Haha SIKE! Jk!' in the next update. Like, if you're gonna pull a scene like that- you gotta commit to the bit ya know?

So let's assume it's all real. Cord snapped. Kapow. She's dead. Now what? God I wish I fucking knew because Adachitoka LOVE to throw curve balls at us so no matter what we predict it'll probably be wrong 🙃

But I think this might have something to do with it.

Kofuku was the one to originally tie the plaques together (uh oh) but then Ookunushi was the one to place them back and bless them with happiness. So you've got a disaster god dooming them but a god of fortune blessing them. Those poor plaques are so confused lol. But either way, Yato and Hiyori are bonded for life and that's an already pretty strong bond they've got. They're two idiots in love and call it silly and cliché but perhaps it's that bond that will save them.

Hiyori is a special case. She's a half-Ayakashi with ties to both the Near Shore and the Far-Shore and we have no idea what happens to someone like that when they die. Do they lose their memories? Will she forget Yato, Yukine, and everyone else from the Far Shore? Will she forget her name? Again, a tricky one but since she treads the lines between the two worlds and her soulmate is a god, maybe not. It could be possible that she retains all those Far Shore memories and forgets a lot of the Near. She remembers her name but can't recall her parents or friends faces.

(That then brings up the huge elephant in the room of what other shinki will think of that and then start to ponder their own deaths leading to the GGS (the likes of Daikoku, Bishamon and Ebisu's shinki etc) but let's just put that to one side for a minute. I can only have one panic at a time)

I think one thing is for certain at this point though. Noragami won't exactly have a happy ending. Either Hiyori somehow lives and Yato is forced to cut her ties and she forgets everything or she dies and permanently joins the Far Shore, leaving her life, ambitions, friends and family behind. And yeah, neither of those are good. But it looks like they're the only options. Now shoot me for this but I seem to lean towards the latter. I really hate endings where someone forgets the entire journey they just went on and it ends up in a sort of 'it was all a dream' ending. They just make me angry lol. Person has this amazing story and adventure and it ends with a literal I forgor meme? Lame. It's more impactful if both parties suffer 😈 (Why I always get more emotional watching the S2 finale of Doctor Who than the S4 finale. I hate that Donna had to forget everything to save her. But that's a completely different kettle of fish).

I went on a tangent there oops. ANYWAY. If we go down the route that Hiyori is dead then it seems like only two things can happen; she'll become a shinki or she'll be deified. She can't be dead dead I refuse to believe that 😤 Not only because she's my favourite character but I really can't see Adachitoka killing her off for good.

Now call me a hopeless romantic (and my Yatori brain going ding ding ding) but the immediate answer that came to mind when I saw this passage at the end of the chapter is love. Perhaps it'll be Hiyori's love for Yato (and Yukine of course) that will be the Deus ex machina that will ensure that she can come back and that she comes back with her memories in tact, maybe even bypassing the GGS. With that, she may be the secret weapon to destroying Father (did Ebisu and Take even destroy the shrine? Honestly can't remember). Whether that means Yato will name her and the three of them will completely whoop his ass or something else entirely, but I think that post-death Hiyori will be the final piece needed to end Trash Dad and the crisis on earth.

Horrific as it is, It would be fitting for her character to make that sacrifice. She's always been brave and selfless and if she knew that in order to save everyone she loves on earth and the rest of the population by fighting by Yato's side, even if that meant that she had to die, she'd do it.

Yes this isn't the perfect ending but there is no perfect ending. Hiyori has been doomed ever since she jumped in front of that bus.

[snapcracklepop-myjoints]

honestly right now i think its partly that i want a drink for the alcohol and partly that i just really really want one for the taste. i keep thinking about this one really dry rose i would get as a treat and this cider brand that always had the yummiest fucking shit ARUGH. fucked up and evil. also i want to be drunk but we all already know that. thats not even related really

[angelnumber27]

Last night I made a list of all the ways drinking has been negatively effecting me, my relationships, those around me, my body and mind, and my life as a whole recently.

There are 45 separate things listed on there so far

[rasangan-raspberry]

The Playlist that was chosen for this painting party makes me want to play fallout. But I can't because 1. I'm at work. And 2. I have a lot of stuff to do when I get home

[08melancholie]

idk if i wanna write my smut or my angst fic when i get drunk

either way it'll get emotional proabbyl so might go for my angst fic

alcohol makes me sad

[victorluvsalice]

Welcome back to the Chill Valicer Save, everyone! We have reached Fall Tuesday as of this update, and with it, the addition of a new family member to the household! How did that go? A bit chaotically, to be honest...

-->I started the playsession with Victor and Alice asleep and Smiler hanging out in the barn gazing at one of the pictures Alice took on their recent Spooky Day group date (aww <3) – since they were pretty well done with robotics for the moment, I had them head downstairs, clean their nectar maker, then make another bottle of grape nectar to get their skill up. They obligingly reached Level 2 right as they finished up the bottle, allowing them to make strawberry and potato nectar – I had them start a bottle of the latter, since that’s the nectar that makes Sims extra-happy, and thus is one of the most Smiler-ish. :p While they were stomping away (and falling over, though they are getting better about that), Victor woke up, having achieved full energy by 4 AM (hooray for good beds!) – I decided to have him upgrade the shower in the blue-and-white bathroom with a self-cleaning coating (he’s done pretty much every other upgrade that I want to it), then got Alice up so she could clean a bunch of the spoiled food out of the fridge before polishing off some more banana split waffles. Meanwhile, Smiler finished off their potato nectar and set that and the latest bottle of grape nectar in the rack to age up before turning back into their regular human form for the day –

-->Just in time for a thunderstorm to rock up! O.o I was wondering why some of the animals were tense. I had Smiler fly into the kitchen to pet Surprise and help calm her while Alice had a cute moment with Shadow, then took a moment to take down and put away all the Spooky Day decorations –

Before having Smiler schedule a family reunion on the calendar for 2 PM that day with Rory, Felipe, Nalani, and – upon realizing the game insisted I have four guests – Clement Frost, aka the trio’s closest friends! Why? To help welcome their new Servo "child" into the world, of course! It's a momentous occasion, and Smiler wanted all their best buddies to be there to say hi! (And yes, I DID consider doing a baby shower briefly, just for the lolz, but I wasn't sure if I would be able to get all the goals done, nor did I need any of the baby-based rewards from it. Family reunion just worked better in this instance!)

-->With that sorted, I had Smiler upstairs to check the trends on SimsTube, since I realized they hadn’t made a video in a while. As it turned out, one of the hot things of the moment was dancing – so I had Smiler pop their streaming drone out of their inventory, turn it on, put on some Pop music (their favorite), and start grooving! Gotta show off those sweet sweet moves to the rest of the world! (Though they took a quick moment to weed Snappy first – gotta keep the Sixam mosquito trap healthy too!)

[teamcavota]

i don't know if having a weed break before taking my test would be an amazing or terrible idea

[slugsby-pt3]

I already know the tcc meet up is gonna be backshotmania

[mocacheezy]

Me, being a damn freight-train of productivity for two weeks, with only minor energy crashes once a week: "Okay, doing... Super good. Keep the momentum, just keep the momentum going, we'll be able to rest once the place is set up atleast a lil bit and Piki can come here with me-"

*unexpected delays in plans, ppl not answering my calls because of said delays and workload juggling, UPRAVNA ENOTA, unexpected expenses, and other things that kept happening in these two weeks that were building up, catching up with me*

Me, waking up very much NotOkay™️: "O-okay, let's survive this, we'll survive this, it will be fine, we can have a proper crash after this week-"

My period, that I knew was coming:

Me:

[choking-on-dandelions]

Actual interaction I had with the liquor store cashier earlier tonight. Made me chuckle.

[mellotronmkll]

Sorry talking about alcohol abuse in this post but I know im far from the first person to experience this but it sucks how all the periods of my life when im doing the best socially are when my drinking is completely out of control and then when I do stop drinking my social life falters because I completely rely on alcohol to socialize and I'm comically completely inept at it when I'm sober and it seems like it shouldn't be that big of a deal but it is. Like it feels like my options are just say fuck it and let myself be dependent on alcohol and have friends or not be an alcoholic and have no friends and be scared of leaving my house. Whatever lol

[kath-artic]

thank god for crazy women 🙏