#I really like this song

[herbarimoon]

And all I ever do is soak through you

(Alex G - Soaker)

[thisonelikesaliens]

I wanted to see how gaga translated Xiao Hai's song for Neil, and just when I was about to say I was really impressed they fumbled right at the end:

整個宇宙 我有你就足夠

in the whole universe, having you with me is enough

(my personal take is swinging between "I only need you by my side to face the whole world" and "the universe doesn't matter as long as I have you")

[robosimp]

Day 1 of Vashwood week: Werewolf AU!

I KNOW they’re not werewolfs here but that one line from the song got me actin crazy…(adding the song below)

@vashwood-week :)

[thethiefinwhite]

Winter Ahead

Lie with me By the fire We can be Safe from the storms up high There's a winter ahead If it's cold and wet We're always warm here, side by side

[hadalzonee]

you arrive at a party at my house. everything is set up, food, drinks, games. but no music. "put on some tunes!" you implore. i smile. i thought you'd never ask. i reach for my record collection and place a vinyl in the player. i make everyone sit down and shut up. i play seep and destroy by octoplush on repeat and force everyone to listen in silent rapturous musical appreciation.

[a-dream-of-spronk]

i really thought it was “is there cheese in the gravy, oh”

[arson-09]

Made this to try and convince Hozier to play Abstract next week at the tuscon arena (for me pls??)

[importantdestinydefendor]

A New Title for the AU

I here and there talk (more like complain-) about my AU title.

Today I listened to my AU playlist and came to some songs that are a little lower on the list that I don't listen to often. One song title stood out to me and didn't let me go. And thanks to @innerchorus, who greatfully gave me a second opinion, I might have found a new title for my AU.

The new title for Firelight AU might be:

"Blood Upon (the) Snow"!

But I do would like more opinions on this. What do you guys think?

(By the way the song is "Blood Upon the Snow" (duh) by Hoizer and Bear McCreay for the game "God of War: Ragnarök".)

[m34gs]

It’s 07:30 am and I have been awake since 04:00, unable to get back to sleep. So, I’ve had A Match into Water on repeat for the last hour and I’m bored.

Link to the song (warning: screaming, loud music)

[girlwithnoface]

"dont push me around, i dont wanna see you buried six feet underground" is very "dont break my heart it might be your arm that i break"

[yandere-herrscher]

I am a sinking ship, I am the anchors deep

Set to the ocean floor in an eternal sleep

My heart is heavy stone, my body brittle bones

My mind an endless storm out in the cold unknown

'cause I've got to find my light again

My heart is beating fast, when will this ever end?

Can I find my way back home again, this road I travel on it never seems to end..

[silverpiwon]

Aaah I just saw it now.

Theo got to sing for an OST for a drama. !!

[crowskulls-art-and-fandoms]

(blood warning)

'Cause my insides are RED and yours are too

And the red on my face is matching YOU

And goodness you're BLEEDING

What a wonderful FEELING

YOU'RE DOWN AND YOU'RE PLEADING

MY HEAD IS JUST REELING

The red means I LOVE YOU

[quibbs126]

*sigh*

I’m pretty sure I’m only going to pass a single class this semester. I mean thankfully it’s the one that’s worth the most credit hours, about equal to the other two combined, but still. I dropped the other two classes I knew I wasn’t going to do good in, and I’m going to do them during the summer

They say freshman year is the most important year, and I wasted it. I wasted it all. Especially this semester

And it’s all because I’m so lazy. Like, for example, for that one class, we need to read books, and even though I didn’t really read the books for the last two exams and still did well, just following the notes, I had a much harder time following the professor this round, given he was just blazing through the stuff faster than I could write, so I need to get them to fully understand the books. And they aren’t public domain or anything, so I can’t just read them for free online. Anyways, so I can’t find them in the library (or at least ones that aren’t already checked out), and so I was going to check out book stores for them. There’s one close by (I say that, but it’s a 30 minute walk), and it probably has the books, and I told myself Tuesday that I would go get them. It’s Thursday night and I still haven’t bothered to go get them. It’s not hard, I just can’t be bothered to get up and do it

And honestly, it’s been getting harder to do just basic things. It takes so much effort for me to leave my room for something other than classes, even for food. It takes so much effort to do my laundry, only doing it once my sink ledge gets too piled up because I only have one place to put it. It takes so much effort to clean my floors, despite me wanting to do so. It takes so much effort to take a shower, despite knowing I need one. I won’t call my parents because it’s just too much effort. At first it was because I just didn’t want to address me not doing my driving training, but then it just became that I couldn’t be bothered. It takes so much effort to get out of bed. Last semester, I really liked taking walks, and I’d go around 6, my alarm waking me up at 5:30 to give me plenty of time. Now, I don’t get out of my bed until at least 6:30. At first, I didn’t take them because it was winter and all I had was a not particularly thick sweater, and I’d rather not spend an hour in the cold. As time went on though, I just couldn’t be bothered. And when I go up to my bed, mostly because it’s the most comfortable area in my dorm, it takes so much effort for me to just get down

And it takes far too much effort for me to just do my homework. At first this semester, it was just that I forgot, but no big deal, it’s the first week or two, I’ll do it the rest of the semester. And then more weeks pass. And more weeks. And I’m sitting here, having done almost no homework this semester, the only ones I’ve done being countable on one hand, not counting group projects or the like. And I hate being like this

And those two classes I’m pretty sure I’m failing? One of which I already failed last semester and am having to do again this semester, are both lab classes. Essentially you show up, do your work, then you have two weeks to submit work related to it, like the lab reports or just an analysis of your data, with the engineering one also having lectures with homework and quizzes, not too difficult. Like, these classes aren’t hard. It’s just that I refuse to do the work, the simple bare minimum to pass these easy classes. And I’m probably going to have to do them again now

That’s the thing, these classes aren’t hard, I just refuse to be bothered to do even the simplest things, no matter how beneficial they are to me

I haven’t applied for any scholarships, despite me having plenty of opportunities, and the fact that I’m gonna lose my current one for high grades (I need I believe a 3.6, my GPA is close to a 2.1, and is probably going to stay around that, if not drop further), and I can’t be bothered to go and get a job, despite saying for years that I plan on getting one. I can’t be bothered to do a simple few hours of an online driving course to get a learner’s permit

What do I do instead? Watch videos on YouTube, mostly ones I’ve already seen. Constantly search the “cookie run” tag on here for any new posts. Listen to music while coming up with inane plots that I’ve already cycled through several times. Play Cookie Run, mostly Ovenbreak. On occasion do art

I’d rather do inane things than do things that are actually beneficial to my life. And I have so many opportunities to do these things, I have so many opportunities to seek out help for my issues. My university has this counseling and psychological services program that I’ve been suggested multiple times I should book an appointment with. There’s an academic success center in which I could go and try and figure out my problems when it comes to my understanding of my classes’s material, or my time management skills. I’m practically presented opportunities on a silver platter to improve. But I just can’t be bothered

And here I am, sitting for like half an hour, writing about my woes instead of doing something about them. But it’s too late in the day to do anything, and goddamn it, I don’t want to go back to pacing around my room, feeling restless and anxious about my failures. This has at least distracted my brain into focusing on something related to the problem, in the form of writing it down. Let me have this

I don’t want to be like this. I don’t want to just be a waste of space and money. But I’m too goddamn lazy to do anything of value, and so I just sit here, wallowing in my misery but not being bothered to do anything about it

And it’s too late into the semester to do anything. Finals are in the next two weeks. I was first told to go to CAPS in mid February. And here I sit, 2 and a half months later, still having not done that. And I suffer all the more for it. It’s too late to make up all that lost work. It’s too late to look for scholarships for next semester, or even the summer, since I’m going to take summer classes

I don’t know how I’m going to feel over the summer, when everything’s said and done. But probably, I’ll forget my woes, and this will all repeat again, with increasingly disastrous results. That’s how it always goes, every day, every week, every month. I go to sleep, knowing I wasted the day, only to wake up, forgetting my lesson, until the day’s gone and it happens again

I don’t know what the point of me writing this was. I think I lost whatever point I was trying to make. But do you get me?

[youllalwaysfindyourwaybackhome]

I'm listening to ttpd the song on low and her vocals are so beautiful and the track is so lovely ahhh

[echozbonez]

Ive listened to Red Wine Supernova abt 4 times in a row, going on 5 I need the song up my ass